my dirty little secrets.
Saturday, July 26, 2003
juz came baq from swimming
swam 20 laps.achievement *clapsclaps*
whoohoo!!!haha.
stink of chorine water now.gahh. :S
juz found out sth.
actuallie swiming is a reli gd sport lorh
it put ur troubles all aside
and the water is calm and cool and so bang.
haha.reli loved the water.
must swim more often next time.
but more used to swimming in my estate den any other places
was suposed to go trng wif yinxi and the rest
but i din wan and oso cant
hafta go my anuties house warming shortly.
at sengkang so far
den jie gonnna bring me shopping agn
whee~!like to shop with her.
getta buy all the stuff i like
hehhe.*cheeky*
yepps.go compass point
den to queensway as they wanna buy shoes
den jie say she bring me go buy asics running shorts
or perhaps fbt.hehe.so bang.
loved saturdays.yayies! :)
swam 20 laps.achievement *clapsclaps*
whoohoo!!!haha.
stink of chorine water now.gahh. :S
juz found out sth.
actuallie swiming is a reli gd sport lorh
it put ur troubles all aside
and the water is calm and cool and so bang.
haha.reli loved the water.
must swim more often next time.
but more used to swimming in my estate den any other places
was suposed to go trng wif yinxi and the rest
but i din wan and oso cant
hafta go my anuties house warming shortly.
at sengkang so far
den jie gonnna bring me shopping agn
whee~!like to shop with her.
getta buy all the stuff i like
hehhe.*cheeky*
yepps.go compass point
den to queensway as they wanna buy shoes
den jie say she bring me go buy asics running shorts
or perhaps fbt.hehe.so bang.
loved saturdays.yayies! :)
the girl next door;
Friday, July 25, 2003
ehh.todae wasnt tt bad afterall.
juz sum misunderstandings here and dere.
so its like.sch ended at 11am todae
whee~!totallie hyped up
and stayed baq to help ms tan arrange the chairs fer speech dae
and was like running up and down to ged sum tape to stick
so like.opinion of ms chia changed
she was so nice to us throughout
and for the ferst time in century i actualie saw her smile and laugh
kwel.shocked.
she promised to treat us pizza on tues as we did a great job in helping her
hooray!so sho nice cann?
but normally alwes pull long face like veh angry or sth but nemind.shes nice
during assembly.
ms siah announced the mpst gotchas award.
yeahh.our class.
we knew it long ago tho.
so wasnt reli surprised but was waiting for ms siah to annouce.
heehee =) cheeky fellows.
actualie supposed to be 19 lorh
but dunnoe y became 16 but nemind
we won anyway and got merit ticket.
yayiess!toddae kinda bang dae i must sae
apart from all those dao-ing n stuff
it was reli alritex.
ermm.im realli gonna concentrate starting from now.
yeaps.totallie.must must must
next wk veh busy.ot so many test lamme list
monday:lit test
tuesdae:AMC
wednesdae:science and geography
sat:english oral
gonna die lorh.so scary cann?
*tsktsk*
kinda bad mooding todae agn
totally masked up and guess wad
after all that conflicts.
founs out tt SHE is actuallie a ......
so horrendous.
where got such thing on eart lor
i mean its like from juz a few sentence she says
and she can actually b nominated
perhaps by sayin all there its damn obvious
but do i look as tho i care?
SHE started all these n now SHE is blamin her
like wad the heck lorh.so unfair.
cant stand this bias thingy
not sayin my tr is or anytg but it juz not fair
is this tryin to imply tt the world if never fair???
ok fine larh.but the thing is tt she SO totalie nto fit to b one ...
oh gosh.whoeva thinks she can is blind man
i being reli meano..
esh says this is the ferst time she see me getting so angry
dunnoe if its true.
wadever larh.but SHE is reali damn wad lorh
juz bcos she want to b and she gets her wad
wad teh heck is this i ask u?
no one knows.only herself
kindly stop blaming pple miss
i know i shouldnt take sides but veh frustrated wif stuff u know
so ermm yeah.sorry but i said all i havta
please please please.give it up wld u.
im sure our classmates will be yi lun fen fen if they were to knwo abt this lorh
unfair is reli unfair.
i tryin my best to be neutral but not when this happens
accusing the wrong.obviously its not fair.
wadever shant waste my beaath on dumb stuff liddat
and please hor.hope the rong person dun go and think its u.
its not.dunnoe if this is obv but yeahh. dun wu hui
its reli not u.but rather sum stuff which gitta do wif my -----
okie dokie.dun misunderstand whoever reading this
heyy.i dunoe if u read my previous entry but actuallie it was referring to U
[-now toking abt diff prob liao hor-]
so sorry kaex.u act as if ntg has happen at all
btu perhaps its only better larh.
nemind.so like.uhmm.
wanna apologise.feel reallie bad for daoing u kayy
doenoe if u did realise anot but yarr.
sorrie.im 4eva sayin sry to u and sumhow juz have this feeling tt u duno its u
so like veh luan cos the right pple dun geddit lorh
den darent tell u face to face oso
so juz hafta let nature take its course yea?
anywae.hope u're okay with her.
liek yeah.u know who im referring t this time yea
wadever it is.i shant sae much of a tg.or esle u bei yuan wang de
anythign u sae but yeahh reli wish all cld forgive and forget.
not pin pointing anyone but rather saying it to everyone out dere
uh-huhx.so hope this thing is cuming to an end yea
i care for u.dunnoe if u realise.may seem cold to u at times
but im reli sorry.i know ure feeling down
and so am i.but juz to let u knoe
tt i realli do care.
[-Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far
don't throw it away
Live believing
dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
for you and I
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end
Valley, mountain
there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying
someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts … Everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
for you and I-]
juz sum misunderstandings here and dere.
so its like.sch ended at 11am todae
whee~!totallie hyped up
and stayed baq to help ms tan arrange the chairs fer speech dae
and was like running up and down to ged sum tape to stick
so like.opinion of ms chia changed
she was so nice to us throughout
and for the ferst time in century i actualie saw her smile and laugh
kwel.shocked.
she promised to treat us pizza on tues as we did a great job in helping her
hooray!so sho nice cann?
but normally alwes pull long face like veh angry or sth but nemind.shes nice
during assembly.
ms siah announced the mpst gotchas award.
yeahh.our class.
we knew it long ago tho.
so wasnt reli surprised but was waiting for ms siah to annouce.
heehee =) cheeky fellows.
actualie supposed to be 19 lorh
but dunnoe y became 16 but nemind
we won anyway and got merit ticket.
yayiess!toddae kinda bang dae i must sae
apart from all those dao-ing n stuff
it was reli alritex.
ermm.im realli gonna concentrate starting from now.
yeaps.totallie.must must must
next wk veh busy.ot so many test lamme list
monday:lit test
tuesdae:AMC
wednesdae:science and geography
sat:english oral
gonna die lorh.so scary cann?
*tsktsk*
kinda bad mooding todae agn
totally masked up and guess wad
after all that conflicts.
founs out tt SHE is actuallie a ......
so horrendous.
where got such thing on eart lor
i mean its like from juz a few sentence she says
and she can actually b nominated
perhaps by sayin all there its damn obvious
but do i look as tho i care?
SHE started all these n now SHE is blamin her
like wad the heck lorh.so unfair.
cant stand this bias thingy
not sayin my tr is or anytg but it juz not fair
is this tryin to imply tt the world if never fair???
ok fine larh.but the thing is tt she SO totalie nto fit to b one ...
oh gosh.whoeva thinks she can is blind man
i being reli meano..
esh says this is the ferst time she see me getting so angry
dunnoe if its true.
wadever larh.but SHE is reali damn wad lorh
juz bcos she want to b and she gets her wad
wad teh heck is this i ask u?
no one knows.only herself
kindly stop blaming pple miss
i know i shouldnt take sides but veh frustrated wif stuff u know
so ermm yeah.sorry but i said all i havta
please please please.give it up wld u.
im sure our classmates will be yi lun fen fen if they were to knwo abt this lorh
unfair is reli unfair.
i tryin my best to be neutral but not when this happens
accusing the wrong.obviously its not fair.
wadever shant waste my beaath on dumb stuff liddat
and please hor.hope the rong person dun go and think its u.
its not.dunnoe if this is obv but yeahh. dun wu hui
its reli not u.but rather sum stuff which gitta do wif my -----
okie dokie.dun misunderstand whoever reading this
heyy.i dunoe if u read my previous entry but actuallie it was referring to U
[-now toking abt diff prob liao hor-]
so sorry kaex.u act as if ntg has happen at all
btu perhaps its only better larh.
nemind.so like.uhmm.
wanna apologise.feel reallie bad for daoing u kayy
doenoe if u did realise anot but yarr.
sorrie.im 4eva sayin sry to u and sumhow juz have this feeling tt u duno its u
so like veh luan cos the right pple dun geddit lorh
den darent tell u face to face oso
so juz hafta let nature take its course yea?
anywae.hope u're okay with her.
liek yeah.u know who im referring t this time yea
wadever it is.i shant sae much of a tg.or esle u bei yuan wang de
anythign u sae but yeahh reli wish all cld forgive and forget.
not pin pointing anyone but rather saying it to everyone out dere
uh-huhx.so hope this thing is cuming to an end yea
i care for u.dunnoe if u realise.may seem cold to u at times
but im reli sorry.i know ure feeling down
and so am i.but juz to let u knoe
tt i realli do care.
[-Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far
don't throw it away
Live believing
dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
for you and I
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end
Valley, mountain
there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying
someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts … Everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
for you and I-]
the girl next door;
Thursday, July 24, 2003
life hasnt been good.lilke totallie.
=sighs=feeling reli miserable le
its like.many things happen
esp this wk in particular.
well.lemme start wif class stuff ferst
uhh.it like.haf been kinda bad moodin all thse while.
fwens have ask me y i so sad in class b4.
but juz sae im normal. [hideous]
alwaes.class chair commands srudents to ged ready etc.
have been shoutin at em to keep quiet
as doenoe y.these few daes.dey were damn noisy.
bursting the entire class.from outside can hear lorh.
very fan.ask em to shuddup.no one cared.
not even a single soul bothered.
they juz pretended im not arnd.
like i din even sae any'tg kaex.
maddening.damn depressing
felt veh bad.no one listened.like y?
this has never ever happen b4.
and now.its totallie changed.
finally.found out the reason at last
after taking in much consideration.
yepps.realised tt classmates no longer care abt my existence.
dey all know tt im not the chair person anymore and its like dey shouldnt listen to me anymore rite?
like duh lorh.
they juz dun care.
and juz like roll their eyes at me?
forget abt them larh.
i knwo its not their fault.
one shout from the NEW chairperson and they are all quiet.
as if they juz died.[sry fer being mean]
nevermind.im not blaming anyone.not even ys kae.dun wu hui.
uh-huh.so its like.i wish to surrender this badge a.s.a.p
rather den having this badge adn onli be a chair in name.
like wads the point.
so horrigible cann? *tsktsk*
this feeling reli indescriable le
nemind.dn care.juz let them b angry at me or watsoeva
being a chair is reli at a disadvantage at times lorh
totalie.
when da class does sth wrong.or making far too much noise.
the chair is for sure to be blamed
and when the gd stuff cum.
guess wad.its the class credit.
yeahh.i meam tts a fact kae.
but when DEY do sth rong.
i shldnt b the only one gettin scolded u knoe.
we mux b fair sumhow.
forget it.wil b stripped off sooner or ltr ritexx.
so juz b patient
and hope my classmates juz have a sense of discipline and responsibility.
its fine if they dun.juz dun gimme any more trouble i hope.
class has conflicts.like so horrible.
and haikx.doenoe wadda sae.or do?
im ntg.a small fry?
how to solve.dun ask me.
but will try my veh best to help
tt i can assure u.
so live happily yea?
dun be like me.4eva thinking abt others and not myslef.
ok?take care u all. =smiles=
okies.now its like.
think im caught in the middle.
its alwaes the case kae.
everytime sth happens.im implicated.EVERYTIME!
dun like this feeling.
so worried.tt my fwens wld juz leave me alone.and dun bvother.
scared.wanna cry.reli wanna explode u know.
its like.im sorry to you kae.
not sure if u wld blame me or anytg.
but please.i beg of u.
do not ged the wrong idea.
i juz wanna be fwens.like normal.
we have to live happily or else.
life reli wld b miserable.
it is to me now.
cos from my point of view.
it seems like i have juz lost a friend.
cos of certain conflicts
but y?
y me again?
saddening case.and best is.
im far more concerned abt this!!!
den my class affairs.
not sure y i have this gan jue.
but yeahh.i must admit.
this case is definetely placed in frnt of MY class stuff.
and even MYSELF! can do anytg for fwens.
doenoe y larhx kae.so dun ask.yeahh.
feel bad if i dun solve it.
feel bas too when im involved.
sumhow juz know how others are feeling last time.
and tis me agn.
last wk.wif yx.now..haikx.speechless.
=sighs= dun liek this. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
no one reli knows my well enuff.
mebbe HER???
or not.i dunoe larhh.
reallie dunnoe.
dun seem 2 b able to find a true fwen yet.
a fwen who im sure i can trust and share gd times wif lorh.
more then half the yr has past.but to no avail.
yupp.not nice.not nice at all.
Y?Y?Y?
can anyone juz tell me?
she tells me all her problems.
but not juz her kaes.
lemme count.
a total of 7 PEOPLE
like how the heck do u expect me to keep ALL these stuff bottled in me
for sre explode sooner or later rite?
am i tt trustworthy?
sumtimes i juz aask myself tt.
if i were to tell sumone else.
it wld be BETRAYAL
and i will b accused.so horrendous cann?
*tsktsk*
im sayin all these stuff not to gain anyone sympathy kayy
but juz tt.i sum sort of need to let out lorh.
and not keep everytg to myself
at lest now.i juz let ut sum stuff.but never pin point at anyone at all
wonder when will this ever end.liek WHEN?
anw.sorrie girl.reallie sorry
*on my knees*
hope to have ur forgiveness
and i donno if u angry or watsoeva.
but still i must apologise to u dear.
SORRY!
hope to see u smiling one dae.
=sighs=feeling reli miserable le
its like.many things happen
esp this wk in particular.
well.lemme start wif class stuff ferst
uhh.it like.haf been kinda bad moodin all thse while.
fwens have ask me y i so sad in class b4.
but juz sae im normal. [hideous]
alwaes.class chair commands srudents to ged ready etc.
have been shoutin at em to keep quiet
as doenoe y.these few daes.dey were damn noisy.
bursting the entire class.from outside can hear lorh.
very fan.ask em to shuddup.no one cared.
not even a single soul bothered.
they juz pretended im not arnd.
like i din even sae any'tg kaex.
maddening.damn depressing
felt veh bad.no one listened.like y?
this has never ever happen b4.
and now.its totallie changed.
finally.found out the reason at last
after taking in much consideration.
yepps.realised tt classmates no longer care abt my existence.
dey all know tt im not the chair person anymore and its like dey shouldnt listen to me anymore rite?
like duh lorh.
they juz dun care.
and juz like roll their eyes at me?
forget abt them larh.
i knwo its not their fault.
one shout from the NEW chairperson and they are all quiet.
as if they juz died.[sry fer being mean]
nevermind.im not blaming anyone.not even ys kae.dun wu hui.
uh-huh.so its like.i wish to surrender this badge a.s.a.p
rather den having this badge adn onli be a chair in name.
like wads the point.
so horrigible cann? *tsktsk*
this feeling reli indescriable le
nemind.dn care.juz let them b angry at me or watsoeva
being a chair is reli at a disadvantage at times lorh
totalie.
when da class does sth wrong.or making far too much noise.
the chair is for sure to be blamed
and when the gd stuff cum.
guess wad.its the class credit.
yeahh.i meam tts a fact kae.
but when DEY do sth rong.
i shldnt b the only one gettin scolded u knoe.
we mux b fair sumhow.
forget it.wil b stripped off sooner or ltr ritexx.
so juz b patient
and hope my classmates juz have a sense of discipline and responsibility.
its fine if they dun.juz dun gimme any more trouble i hope.
class has conflicts.like so horrible.
and haikx.doenoe wadda sae.or do?
im ntg.a small fry?
how to solve.dun ask me.
but will try my veh best to help
tt i can assure u.
so live happily yea?
dun be like me.4eva thinking abt others and not myslef.
ok?take care u all. =smiles=
okies.now its like.
think im caught in the middle.
its alwaes the case kae.
everytime sth happens.im implicated.EVERYTIME!
dun like this feeling.
so worried.tt my fwens wld juz leave me alone.and dun bvother.
scared.wanna cry.reli wanna explode u know.
its like.im sorry to you kae.
not sure if u wld blame me or anytg.
but please.i beg of u.
do not ged the wrong idea.
i juz wanna be fwens.like normal.
we have to live happily or else.
life reli wld b miserable.
it is to me now.
cos from my point of view.
it seems like i have juz lost a friend.
cos of certain conflicts
but y?
y me again?
saddening case.and best is.
im far more concerned abt this!!!
den my class affairs.
not sure y i have this gan jue.
but yeahh.i must admit.
this case is definetely placed in frnt of MY class stuff.
and even MYSELF! can do anytg for fwens.
doenoe y larhx kae.so dun ask.yeahh.
feel bad if i dun solve it.
feel bas too when im involved.
sumhow juz know how others are feeling last time.
and tis me agn.
last wk.wif yx.now..haikx.speechless.
=sighs= dun liek this. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
no one reli knows my well enuff.
mebbe HER???
or not.i dunoe larhh.
reallie dunnoe.
dun seem 2 b able to find a true fwen yet.
a fwen who im sure i can trust and share gd times wif lorh.
more then half the yr has past.but to no avail.
yupp.not nice.not nice at all.
Y?Y?Y?
can anyone juz tell me?
she tells me all her problems.
but not juz her kaes.
lemme count.
a total of 7 PEOPLE
like how the heck do u expect me to keep ALL these stuff bottled in me
for sre explode sooner or later rite?
am i tt trustworthy?
sumtimes i juz aask myself tt.
if i were to tell sumone else.
it wld be BETRAYAL
and i will b accused.so horrendous cann?
*tsktsk*
im sayin all these stuff not to gain anyone sympathy kayy
but juz tt.i sum sort of need to let out lorh.
and not keep everytg to myself
at lest now.i juz let ut sum stuff.but never pin point at anyone at all
wonder when will this ever end.liek WHEN?
anw.sorrie girl.reallie sorry
*on my knees*
hope to have ur forgiveness
and i donno if u angry or watsoeva.
but still i must apologise to u dear.
SORRY!
hope to see u smiling one dae.
the girl next door;
Monday, July 21, 2003
im dead beat.totallie lethargic
jua returned from sarimah hse fer pbl.
legs aching liek shit.bahh
pbl sux.was suposed to complete our webpg lor
but din in the end.
got carried away laughinh.
den ate pizza chicken drumlets and garlic bread.
till so zhang!teeheehee.but shiok larh.
added damn freagin much chilli.mought burn,haha
nemind.quite fun at her hse.but goin therer agn nez wed.
regreted taking this 187 bus home.
shld haf juz taken 180.journey totalie long
45 mins!!! imagine.*grins*
take 180 is 20 mins.goin same place lor.
bahh.wadever larh.
abt racial harmony todae.
uhmm.not too bad.
concert or rather skit.ok larh.
funny part.imagine tchers in uniform.
so cute.hah. (hemamailovefootballlili)
haha.so shuang!
went to sch.saw veh few pple in ethnic clothings.
classmates was reluctuant to wear.so was i.
will b liek the only extra class kaes.
but in the end.wanted to potray class spirit.
den all went to change lar!
whee~!but i suckx.
esp in tt costume.
but thanks sit for lending me! =smiles=
tho a lil too beeg and exposed at sides due to high slit.
haha.nemind.
guess wad the feedback i got in my vietnam costume?!
"lynette!u look like those kind of ancient scholars!!!"
alamak!do u all think its meant to b a compliment or insult?
nemind.wo ren!
sum even sae look liek kung fu fighter lorh.bahh.
classmates 4eva jokin arnd.
hehe.but they rawks.and we got 2 gotchas awards!
yipees~!ms tan give one.
for class spirit for having most no. of ple wearin. 18 le!
cool!!!bang!!!
laughed the entire homec leson
classmates were agn mockin abt my attire and behaviour etc.
said i look cute in tt.and a lil shorter.gahh.
:|
had fun tho.toamto rice sucks.
esp cookin in cooker.haha.lameo.
the say i very mummy.
can b housewife.
cook the food until like so professional.
esp when cutting chicken.
even dare to touch it while others had this 'nono sign' on faces.
haha.thankiew.but no comments.
yunheng having a fever when i saw her todae during recess.
yepps.but think she okies liao.
of not rong larh.
she looked veh the =sain sian=
doenoe y. ah ma duno her probs.
but i know she got fan nao.
and think i shall b a gd ah ma and try to solve it for her.
but well.i totallie no idea lorh.
bahh.how to help leh?
but will still try veh best larh.
hehe.so u cheer up keax?
and get well soon!!!
jua returned from sarimah hse fer pbl.
legs aching liek shit.bahh
pbl sux.was suposed to complete our webpg lor
but din in the end.
got carried away laughinh.
den ate pizza chicken drumlets and garlic bread.
till so zhang!teeheehee.but shiok larh.
added damn freagin much chilli.mought burn,haha
nemind.quite fun at her hse.but goin therer agn nez wed.
regreted taking this 187 bus home.
shld haf juz taken 180.journey totalie long
45 mins!!! imagine.*grins*
take 180 is 20 mins.goin same place lor.
bahh.wadever larh.
abt racial harmony todae.
uhmm.not too bad.
concert or rather skit.ok larh.
funny part.imagine tchers in uniform.
so cute.hah. (hemamailovefootballlili)
haha.so shuang!
went to sch.saw veh few pple in ethnic clothings.
classmates was reluctuant to wear.so was i.
will b liek the only extra class kaes.
but in the end.wanted to potray class spirit.
den all went to change lar!
whee~!but i suckx.
esp in tt costume.
but thanks sit for lending me! =smiles=
tho a lil too beeg and exposed at sides due to high slit.
haha.nemind.
guess wad the feedback i got in my vietnam costume?!
"lynette!u look like those kind of ancient scholars!!!"
alamak!do u all think its meant to b a compliment or insult?
nemind.wo ren!
sum even sae look liek kung fu fighter lorh.bahh.
classmates 4eva jokin arnd.
hehe.but they rawks.and we got 2 gotchas awards!
yipees~!ms tan give one.
for class spirit for having most no. of ple wearin. 18 le!
cool!!!bang!!!
laughed the entire homec leson
classmates were agn mockin abt my attire and behaviour etc.
said i look cute in tt.and a lil shorter.gahh.
:|
had fun tho.toamto rice sucks.
esp cookin in cooker.haha.lameo.
the say i very mummy.
can b housewife.
cook the food until like so professional.
esp when cutting chicken.
even dare to touch it while others had this 'nono sign' on faces.
haha.thankiew.but no comments.
yunheng having a fever when i saw her todae during recess.
yepps.but think she okies liao.
of not rong larh.
she looked veh the =sain sian=
doenoe y. ah ma duno her probs.
but i know she got fan nao.
and think i shall b a gd ah ma and try to solve it for her.
but well.i totallie no idea lorh.
bahh.how to help leh?
but will still try veh best larh.
hehe.so u cheer up keax?
and get well soon!!!
the girl next door;
Sunday, July 20, 2003
erts.yeah.perhaps yest was a so called goodie dae?
depression in me sum sort of flew away?
it kinda did yea.but still feeling weird.
we once had a tiff adn now its all over.
cant exactly imagine how to face u ever agn.
but maybe it wldnt b as bad as i think it wld.
heehee.but nemind.it GREAT tt tis thing is solved.
like d-u-h ritex.
all those pple out there.
thankiew fer all ur help.
appreciate ur kindness.
will treat u all to milo one dae.
haha.but mebbe not milo.
I will freak out.
haha.cos of sth u all know y.hehe.
now tt my problem is solved.
must help the rest.
they are feeling juz as bad.
heya.cheer up kaex?
alwaes dere fer u
betrayal is one thing.
but guess u hafta except it sum how u knoe.
no use blaming others or anytg.
juz let it go..put it behind
no doubt if im able to convince u.
but at least i knew i tried.
im '4eva' e one consolind counselling etc.
but sum times it never works.
i try nd try but still maybe not.
nvm,juz let it go kae.
need a listening ear?
come to me.hehe :)
daddy bought me a hp!
yeppies~! after so long.
finally got one fo my own
altho not nokia but it a fone afterall.
most impt. can sms.heehee
*cheeky*
yepyep.so bang.whee~!
juz hope fone bills doesnt explode.
haha.yeahh.
tmr racial harmony celebration kaes.
think goona surprise pple.
wif wad im gonna wear.
scullie i change me mind
but it wldnt b fun anymore.teeheehee.
had cheena tuition earlier.
tcher commented tt my oral no gd at all.
said michelle.h better.
oh my.. oh saddenign can tt even b lor.
*grins* but nemind.chall work harder and prove her rong
and the fact is:
i reli have difficulties wif the convo part u know.
alwaes veh hesitant.den keep repeatin wd i said.
*sigh* wad if i was reli to flung it?
tt wld totallie b the end of me.
i wanna do well.
esp in chinese.if my oral is gd and can ged an average of 70 ++
den my paper dun even hafta to do tt well and i wld b abel to ged A1
and bang can tt be?
but obviously must strife harder larhh
after 3 daes of slacking and rotting.
i reallie better buck up man.
or else.....
went suntec yest.
and guess wad i met:-
MRS NEO
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
totallie got shocked put of my wits i tell u.
damnit.and my sis commented tt she looked veh haggard.
haha.all older teachers are al liddat
heehee.
jie brought me to HAPPY PAY to eat
veh good.haha.
food--yumyum
*slurps* cried while eating
[dun think likewise]
as in was eatin too much chilli.cos the soup was tom yam
and fish.
den ate this chilli padi.haha.dao mei mann.
but it was shiok larr.it a buffet.steamboat.
yepps.ebjoyed myself.den she even brought me to shop.
haha.and she boought me this boradshorts i long wanted!!!
whee~! she totalie rawks!
yay!haha.cost $35 bucks.considered cheap liao.
cos others $50++hehe
thankiew!
so happy yest.whee~!
pbl sucks.
like totalie.
my grp havent even done e webpg and e script
while others oredi completed like evretg.
forget it.dun give a damn liao
tmr.go sarimahs hse
better finish it man.or else i reli wld explode kaee.
and vent anger on classsmates.haha.
just kidding larrh.im not so mean pple.
hehehehe. =smiles=
once agn.thankx pple for ur consolence.hahaa. =)
depression in me sum sort of flew away?
it kinda did yea.but still feeling weird.
we once had a tiff adn now its all over.
cant exactly imagine how to face u ever agn.
but maybe it wldnt b as bad as i think it wld.
heehee.but nemind.it GREAT tt tis thing is solved.
like d-u-h ritex.
all those pple out there.
thankiew fer all ur help.
appreciate ur kindness.
will treat u all to milo one dae.
haha.but mebbe not milo.
I will freak out.
haha.cos of sth u all know y.hehe.
now tt my problem is solved.
must help the rest.
they are feeling juz as bad.
heya.cheer up kaex?
alwaes dere fer u
betrayal is one thing.
but guess u hafta except it sum how u knoe.
no use blaming others or anytg.
juz let it go..put it behind
no doubt if im able to convince u.
but at least i knew i tried.
im '4eva' e one consolind counselling etc.
but sum times it never works.
i try nd try but still maybe not.
nvm,juz let it go kae.
need a listening ear?
come to me.hehe :)
daddy bought me a hp!
yeppies~! after so long.
finally got one fo my own
altho not nokia but it a fone afterall.
most impt. can sms.heehee
*cheeky*
yepyep.so bang.whee~!
juz hope fone bills doesnt explode.
haha.yeahh.
tmr racial harmony celebration kaes.
think goona surprise pple.
wif wad im gonna wear.
scullie i change me mind
but it wldnt b fun anymore.teeheehee.
had cheena tuition earlier.
tcher commented tt my oral no gd at all.
said michelle.h better.
oh my.. oh saddenign can tt even b lor.
*grins* but nemind.chall work harder and prove her rong
and the fact is:
i reli have difficulties wif the convo part u know.
alwaes veh hesitant.den keep repeatin wd i said.
*sigh* wad if i was reli to flung it?
tt wld totallie b the end of me.
i wanna do well.
esp in chinese.if my oral is gd and can ged an average of 70 ++
den my paper dun even hafta to do tt well and i wld b abel to ged A1
and bang can tt be?
but obviously must strife harder larhh
after 3 daes of slacking and rotting.
i reallie better buck up man.
or else.....
went suntec yest.
and guess wad i met:-
MRS NEO
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
totallie got shocked put of my wits i tell u.
damnit.and my sis commented tt she looked veh haggard.
haha.all older teachers are al liddat
heehee.
jie brought me to HAPPY PAY to eat
veh good.haha.
food--yumyum
*slurps* cried while eating
[dun think likewise]
as in was eatin too much chilli.cos the soup was tom yam
and fish.
den ate this chilli padi.haha.dao mei mann.
but it was shiok larr.it a buffet.steamboat.
yepps.ebjoyed myself.den she even brought me to shop.
haha.and she boought me this boradshorts i long wanted!!!
whee~! she totalie rawks!
yay!haha.cost $35 bucks.considered cheap liao.
cos others $50++hehe
thankiew!
so happy yest.whee~!
pbl sucks.
like totalie.
my grp havent even done e webpg and e script
while others oredi completed like evretg.
forget it.dun give a damn liao
tmr.go sarimahs hse
better finish it man.or else i reli wld explode kaee.
and vent anger on classsmates.haha.
just kidding larrh.im not so mean pple.
hehehehe. =smiles=
once agn.thankx pple for ur consolence.hahaa. =)
the girl next door;
Friday, July 18, 2003
1C2 had a totalie new class comittee todae
class chair--yusheng
vice chair--gen seow
aesthetics--gen li
games--siti
yepps.they rawks.
Congrats!!!
im sure u all wil do juz fine.
cum to me if u haf any problems.
will sure to help u.
learn sum stuff commandin the class.
so yeahh.it juz takes time.
havent officially change yet lah.but soon it will.
Good luck to all of ya.
altho u may have the authority.
but please, dun eva abuse it.
sumtimes i try to b nice
and alwaes being bullied
like findin fault wif wad i do, wear. and whatsoever
but i nv take these to heart
cos i know u alll din mean it.
juz fer fun. yeahh i understand.
one dae has passed.like yahh.
and shes still angry.totalile.
but wad cann i do?
im sure she wun forgive us.or even hate us 4eva.
=sians=
okay fine.like wad do u expect me to do?
i sumhow regret all tt i have done yest.
it reli wasnt right.
yepps. My fault
mine mine and mind.
im always in the wrong.kayy.shall admit it this time happy?
im not a person hu can sae wad shes thinkin.
i totallie havent any idea wad shes thinkin?
it was a gd dae definetly.
i tryin my best not to bump into her anywhere in sch.
i prayed hard veh hard in fact
was avoiding her.and im sorry.
but wad if i reli bumped into her i thot?
mebbe she wld juz roll her eyes at me?
or even tsk me?
wadver it is.it DIN happen todae.
so perhaps im lucky?
but not.wld U call it happy?
no nono =shakes head=
cant juz do naything at all.
but juz sit at home and rot
shes still pissed and wonder:
will her qi xiao bu mon?
wad if no?
den am i gonna continue living so sad? :(
no wonder pple say life is miserable.
o well. i finally understood.
"i few days ago they were still laughin and todae they were weeping"
sounds familair to sec 1s?
waderv it is.i juz cant help feeling guilty,
but please dear.wad do u expect me to do.
im juz a small fry who for sure cant rewind time.
i wish i cld.
then perhaps it wldnt have hurt ur feelings.
im sorry.im no genius i muz admit.
all i can do now is perhaps FORGIVE AND FORGET
that goes to u too.
sumhow.feelin so depressed isnt bringin me anywhere.
in class todae.
wasnt concentratin.was rottng.was distracted.
lessons were boring.butcldnt help it.
was so afraid i wld explode.
but not in frnt of my class.for sure.
it wld b maluating.
yeahh.but still.feeling down.
im reli sorry dear.din mean it.
i know u're still pissed.like fine.
i dun mind kaex.u nvr spare a thought for my feeling have u?
but im sure u wld b askin ME if i have thot abt urs too.
oh yes i did kayy.
i put myself in ur shoes.
would i b angry if sumone were ot take my bag and go?
leaving me all alone wif no one at all?
playin sum dumb game like hide and seek in sch?
how wld i feel?
definietly angry isnt it?
ok ok. i understand.
indeed it has made a GREAT impact in ur life.
o well.as i said im reli sorry.
im not veh sure wad u wan me to do then only u wld fogive me or sth.
but even if u're gonna b pissed for eternity.
den no comments
it ur life afterall.
who am i to judge whether to forgive or not.
nemind.i know its hard for u to do juz a magnanimous thing.
fine lahh.i will juz let bygones be bygones.
i cant b crying over spiled milk ritez?
yepps.i muz admit tho tt life for sure have changed ever since that very moment.
not juz for me.but even jaiyi.
we all feel bad.and u too.
y on earth did i play juz a foolish game?
WHY WHY WHY???
can sumone juz lemme know?
i reli do wonder wad was on my mind at tt time.
it din turn out to b wad i kinda expected to b.
ferst time so daring and this had to happen
A COLD WAR!
and it was to sumone who was THAT close to me.
we cld even b sisters.
like totallie.
we juz had tt little differences.
we shared all those happy as well as sad times 2gether.
weal and woe.
i reli missed tt feeling.
now.. life seems so dull.
like black and white.
wofout any colour at all?
can one even imagine how boring it can b?
no one wld ever know how im feeling kaes,
but nemind.i dun care if u care abt me anot.
its alritex.im nto beeg person.
i shall juz hafta b a masked person in sch.
it shant affect my studies.
better concentrate
haf like so many tests cuming up.
i muz do well.i muz.i muz.
pray hard pray hard pray hard
i need distraction.like studying.yepps.definelty.
havent talked to yh a long time.
kinda missed it.
darent tell many ple abt my feeling rite now?
yeahh.sumhow.got this closer bond wif hweeboon.
sumhow.i doenoe why.
she told me hers.and so did i.
i lil bit.
this dumb war has ever happened to me in pri sch b4.
and now agn. 4ever with my closest fwen.
*sobsob*hate this feeling.
like who doesnt kayy.
but no one cares.o well.nemind.
hey rach.y.thx alot.u rawk to yea. =)
surely b bad moodin 4ever kayy.
until this thing STOPS!
class chair--yusheng
vice chair--gen seow
aesthetics--gen li
games--siti
yepps.they rawks.
Congrats!!!
im sure u all wil do juz fine.
cum to me if u haf any problems.
will sure to help u.
learn sum stuff commandin the class.
so yeahh.it juz takes time.
havent officially change yet lah.but soon it will.
Good luck to all of ya.
altho u may have the authority.
but please, dun eva abuse it.
sumtimes i try to b nice
and alwaes being bullied
like findin fault wif wad i do, wear. and whatsoever
but i nv take these to heart
cos i know u alll din mean it.
juz fer fun. yeahh i understand.
one dae has passed.like yahh.
and shes still angry.totalile.
but wad cann i do?
im sure she wun forgive us.or even hate us 4eva.
=sians=
okay fine.like wad do u expect me to do?
i sumhow regret all tt i have done yest.
it reli wasnt right.
yepps. My fault
mine mine and mind.
im always in the wrong.kayy.shall admit it this time happy?
im not a person hu can sae wad shes thinkin.
i totallie havent any idea wad shes thinkin?
it was a gd dae definetly.
i tryin my best not to bump into her anywhere in sch.
i prayed hard veh hard in fact
was avoiding her.and im sorry.
but wad if i reli bumped into her i thot?
mebbe she wld juz roll her eyes at me?
or even tsk me?
wadver it is.it DIN happen todae.
so perhaps im lucky?
but not.wld U call it happy?
no nono =shakes head=
cant juz do naything at all.
but juz sit at home and rot
shes still pissed and wonder:
will her qi xiao bu mon?
wad if no?
den am i gonna continue living so sad? :(
no wonder pple say life is miserable.
o well. i finally understood.
"i few days ago they were still laughin and todae they were weeping"
sounds familair to sec 1s?
waderv it is.i juz cant help feeling guilty,
but please dear.wad do u expect me to do.
im juz a small fry who for sure cant rewind time.
i wish i cld.
then perhaps it wldnt have hurt ur feelings.
im sorry.im no genius i muz admit.
all i can do now is perhaps FORGIVE AND FORGET
that goes to u too.
sumhow.feelin so depressed isnt bringin me anywhere.
in class todae.
wasnt concentratin.was rottng.was distracted.
lessons were boring.butcldnt help it.
was so afraid i wld explode.
but not in frnt of my class.for sure.
it wld b maluating.
yeahh.but still.feeling down.
im reli sorry dear.din mean it.
i know u're still pissed.like fine.
i dun mind kaex.u nvr spare a thought for my feeling have u?
but im sure u wld b askin ME if i have thot abt urs too.
oh yes i did kayy.
i put myself in ur shoes.
would i b angry if sumone were ot take my bag and go?
leaving me all alone wif no one at all?
playin sum dumb game like hide and seek in sch?
how wld i feel?
definietly angry isnt it?
ok ok. i understand.
indeed it has made a GREAT impact in ur life.
o well.as i said im reli sorry.
im not veh sure wad u wan me to do then only u wld fogive me or sth.
but even if u're gonna b pissed for eternity.
den no comments
it ur life afterall.
who am i to judge whether to forgive or not.
nemind.i know its hard for u to do juz a magnanimous thing.
fine lahh.i will juz let bygones be bygones.
i cant b crying over spiled milk ritez?
yepps.i muz admit tho tt life for sure have changed ever since that very moment.
not juz for me.but even jaiyi.
we all feel bad.and u too.
y on earth did i play juz a foolish game?
WHY WHY WHY???
can sumone juz lemme know?
i reli do wonder wad was on my mind at tt time.
it din turn out to b wad i kinda expected to b.
ferst time so daring and this had to happen
A COLD WAR!
and it was to sumone who was THAT close to me.
we cld even b sisters.
like totallie.
we juz had tt little differences.
we shared all those happy as well as sad times 2gether.
weal and woe.
i reli missed tt feeling.
now.. life seems so dull.
like black and white.
wofout any colour at all?
can one even imagine how boring it can b?
no one wld ever know how im feeling kaes,
but nemind.i dun care if u care abt me anot.
its alritex.im nto beeg person.
i shall juz hafta b a masked person in sch.
it shant affect my studies.
better concentrate
haf like so many tests cuming up.
i muz do well.i muz.i muz.
pray hard pray hard pray hard
i need distraction.like studying.yepps.definelty.
havent talked to yh a long time.
kinda missed it.
darent tell many ple abt my feeling rite now?
yeahh.sumhow.got this closer bond wif hweeboon.
sumhow.i doenoe why.
she told me hers.and so did i.
i lil bit.
this dumb war has ever happened to me in pri sch b4.
and now agn. 4ever with my closest fwen.
*sobsob*hate this feeling.
like who doesnt kayy.
but no one cares.o well.nemind.
hey rach.y.thx alot.u rawk to yea. =)
surely b bad moodin 4ever kayy.
until this thing STOPS!
the girl next door;
Thursday, July 17, 2003
nats was yest.
crez did well.got 4th for c div overall
congrats to all those hu ran yest yea?
u rawks! : )
yepps.and guess ms cheng is our new track tcher
o well.shes alritex lar.
cheered like siao.
wif help of kat.so enthu.
din know tt krys cld scream tt loud.
yarrhh.wadever.
went to eat sushi.wif yx and jy.
was fun and we were like calculatin the $$$
or rather me only.
yepyep.eat till so full cos bought the chicken don den cums wif free udon
haha.so eat and eat till so ge lat.
hahahz.
went baq home kinda late.
lucky thing no hw.
haha.or else wld suffer.
have a flu.
sighs.think its rather bad.
voice sounds weird. :S
but nemind.its better if im sick.
den dun needa go sch.
but will b missin every.tg
and i cant b avoidin the fact throughout rite?
wadever.blocked nose is not a nice feelin afterall.
=sigh=
todae wasnt totallie not gd at all.
haikx.or rather this mth hasnt been any better?
o well.FINE! it my fault anw.
so hu can i blame?
i mean like yahh.
i know how sum pple is feeling for heaven sake.
pple might think im blind but im not kayy.
juz cant stand this pissing thing in me
bahh.feelin bad.
=sighsigh=
hope she doing perfectly fine.
and wldnt think too much of wads happenin now.
yeaps.muz reli admit it was MY fault kayy.
im sorry.i seriously din know this wld happen.
=sobsob=
depression. :'(
sorrysorrysorry.
i've been hurtin SO many pple wifout even realisin it
hey pple.im sorry :(
cos much trouble wif all of ya.
sorry.
terrible feeling in me right now
yepps.totallie MY fault.
i know i know.
no one needs to tell me tt kaex.
it allritex.im ookay.oh well.
perhaps theres no one even to care abt me?
wadever.cant stand this anymore.
:(
hweeboon so sweet.
met her at lakeside.
and she cld even sacrifice missing her bus in order to tok to me.
heyy.thanks alot yea?
perhaps i reli needed it.
felt veh bad kayy.
not bcos of her lorh.
it was My fault.
she isnt to b balme fer being a lil angry or pissed
wadever, im sorry.
hey thanks once agn.
u're really nice.
thinki now u a lil bit better?
=smiles=
=sobsob=still.
it contridictin i know.
but nemind.
le out dere.dun bother abt me. :S
crez did well.got 4th for c div overall
congrats to all those hu ran yest yea?
u rawks! : )
yepps.and guess ms cheng is our new track tcher
o well.shes alritex lar.
cheered like siao.
wif help of kat.so enthu.
din know tt krys cld scream tt loud.
yarrhh.wadever.
went to eat sushi.wif yx and jy.
was fun and we were like calculatin the $$$
or rather me only.
yepyep.eat till so full cos bought the chicken don den cums wif free udon
haha.so eat and eat till so ge lat.
hahahz.
went baq home kinda late.
lucky thing no hw.
haha.or else wld suffer.
have a flu.
sighs.think its rather bad.
voice sounds weird. :S
but nemind.its better if im sick.
den dun needa go sch.
but will b missin every.tg
and i cant b avoidin the fact throughout rite?
wadever.blocked nose is not a nice feelin afterall.
=sigh=
todae wasnt totallie not gd at all.
haikx.or rather this mth hasnt been any better?
o well.FINE! it my fault anw.
so hu can i blame?
i mean like yahh.
i know how sum pple is feeling for heaven sake.
pple might think im blind but im not kayy.
juz cant stand this pissing thing in me
bahh.feelin bad.
=sighsigh=
hope she doing perfectly fine.
and wldnt think too much of wads happenin now.
yeaps.muz reli admit it was MY fault kayy.
im sorry.i seriously din know this wld happen.
=sobsob=
depression. :'(
sorrysorrysorry.
i've been hurtin SO many pple wifout even realisin it
hey pple.im sorry :(
cos much trouble wif all of ya.
sorry.
terrible feeling in me right now
yepps.totallie MY fault.
i know i know.
no one needs to tell me tt kaex.
it allritex.im ookay.oh well.
perhaps theres no one even to care abt me?
wadever.cant stand this anymore.
:(
hweeboon so sweet.
met her at lakeside.
and she cld even sacrifice missing her bus in order to tok to me.
heyy.thanks alot yea?
perhaps i reli needed it.
felt veh bad kayy.
not bcos of her lorh.
it was My fault.
she isnt to b balme fer being a lil angry or pissed
wadever, im sorry.
hey thanks once agn.
u're really nice.
thinki now u a lil bit better?
=smiles=
=sobsob=still.
it contridictin i know.
but nemind.
le out dere.dun bother abt me. :S
the girl next door;
Sunday, July 13, 2003
ehh.tmr got oraltorical.bahh
no fun at all.got 40 particiapnts.
o well its nto as if i do reli care.
cos doubt i wld ged into finals.
but its only better.den wun malu-ate myself tt dae on stage
when everyone will b staring.
haha.tmr juz hafta say ever'tg and so b it.
dun even wanna take part kayy.
my eng is like so not gd at all.gahh
nemind.juz take it as a chnace to public speak or sth *grins*
oral oso cuming*blearghh*
my conversation part veh lan le.
esp chinese.altho think i MAY do better in tt den eng.
hehe.wadeva it is.think it wld b totallie atrocious.
dun reli give a damn.haha.heck care lar.
but obviously wanna do well rite.
who doesnt.
wed it Nats finals.
think we will b able to leave class early at 11am
whee~!totallie rawks!
den can miss chinese.cos lessons end at 2 on Wed
teeheehee ;-) ged to disturb my fwens
but well.its not confirm yet.gahh
based on mrlin.we are presently ranked 6 for C div and 7 for B div
as in overall larh. whoohoo. not bad at all. *clapsclaps*
Haiks.pulled my muscle le.
:( this is so saddening kayy.
its like so damn bloody painful when i sprint.
and got scolded by mrlin yest twice.
ferst when doing sprintin 60m *20
he said should have told him earlier tt injured myself.
wad the heck lor.thot he knew.cant stand him
dne ltr when doing leg trust he scolded my for doing it
said it wld aggravate my leg or wadeva shit.
idiotic him.hiyohs.sumtimes juz tink tt he's a pain in the neck.bahh
tmr got pe.tt means must run 2.4km
ok. juz hope my leg wldn b so painful when running.
mrlin call me where thigh guard.yeaps.
so mebbe i should.uh-huhx=smiles=
Aiyahs.doenoe wadda do these few days.
track is hurting me so so much.
4eva getting into so much trouble.
=sobsob=
wanna train reli hard these few days.
since there sint any trng thias hole wk except sat
uh-huhx.so most probably others wldnt train
den can buck up
i wanna ged a proper event badly.
i dun wanna b slackin the entire yr.
sprinters...ehh cant.
cant even beat ple like krys and usarin etc.
so long-d. *shakes head*
got pple like june nicole sock hoon.
haiks.so wads left?
jumps?worst still.dun even enjoy it .
totalie sucks sumtimes.
im not the only one.mad doesnt like it ether.
hurdles?uhmm.gdd idea! :-)
wld like 100m hurdles.
btu ferst must have a timingof 13-14 sec for 100m.
think mine is only 15sec lorh.
bahh.den 400m?worst still.cant stand the 400m.
find it veh long le.
nonono. :(
nemind.
shall juz work towards my aim
uh-huhx.den wldnt reli fell that bad.
anw sir says he wld bring us[sec1] for swimming every fortnight.
no train stamina.cos he wants more pple for x-country
thats y lah.
and SOME PPLE HAVE BEEN TELLIN EVERYONE ABT IT!
bahh. WHEN ITS NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE HER JOB!
well... CANT STAND HER ANY MOMENT NOW!
perhaps she juz tryin to ged into pple gd bks and stuff.
and b sum kind of beeg pple.tt everyone else listens to.
wadeva shant b bothered wf pple lyk HER
no more track stuff.i promise.all these saddening stuff..
isnt gettin me any wheere at all! *tsktsk*
abt school work.
bleahs.its juz as bad.
slacking away.
and too think i have yet to do my compo which is supposed to b handed on fri!
oh gosh.nemind.lazze lar.
got so many teats cuming up le.
think will flung all.
tt toopid Phua guy for maths esp.
nv teach den end up cum up exact same qns for test.
he sucks man.
classmates cant satdn him either ok.
no nice no nice at all.
his lessons sux.
hanwrintin like long bean
looks make pple puke.
oh wadeva. shant waste my breath on pple like HIM!
going ah ma hse ltr agn
now.. i dun wish to go so often
not veh lar juz once a wk.
btu its damn boring there u know
practically ntg to do at all.
bahh.
nemind nemind.shall juz rott there
:( hate goin there. =sigh=
dun care dun acre dun care
thses few days juz a itsy lil moody.
oso doenoe y lahh
hehe.but i do look perfectly fine
yeppieS! smile.haha. lameo.!
no fun at all.got 40 particiapnts.
o well its nto as if i do reli care.
cos doubt i wld ged into finals.
but its only better.den wun malu-ate myself tt dae on stage
when everyone will b staring.
haha.tmr juz hafta say ever'tg and so b it.
dun even wanna take part kayy.
my eng is like so not gd at all.gahh
nemind.juz take it as a chnace to public speak or sth *grins*
oral oso cuming*blearghh*
my conversation part veh lan le.
esp chinese.altho think i MAY do better in tt den eng.
hehe.wadeva it is.think it wld b totallie atrocious.
dun reli give a damn.haha.heck care lar.
but obviously wanna do well rite.
who doesnt.
wed it Nats finals.
think we will b able to leave class early at 11am
whee~!totallie rawks!
den can miss chinese.cos lessons end at 2 on Wed
teeheehee ;-) ged to disturb my fwens
but well.its not confirm yet.gahh
based on mrlin.we are presently ranked 6 for C div and 7 for B div
as in overall larh. whoohoo. not bad at all. *clapsclaps*
Haiks.pulled my muscle le.
:( this is so saddening kayy.
its like so damn bloody painful when i sprint.
and got scolded by mrlin yest twice.
ferst when doing sprintin 60m *20
he said should have told him earlier tt injured myself.
wad the heck lor.thot he knew.cant stand him
dne ltr when doing leg trust he scolded my for doing it
said it wld aggravate my leg or wadeva shit.
idiotic him.hiyohs.sumtimes juz tink tt he's a pain in the neck.bahh
tmr got pe.tt means must run 2.4km
ok. juz hope my leg wldn b so painful when running.
mrlin call me where thigh guard.yeaps.
so mebbe i should.uh-huhx=smiles=
Aiyahs.doenoe wadda do these few days.
track is hurting me so so much.
4eva getting into so much trouble.
=sobsob=
wanna train reli hard these few days.
since there sint any trng thias hole wk except sat
uh-huhx.so most probably others wldnt train
den can buck up
i wanna ged a proper event badly.
i dun wanna b slackin the entire yr.
sprinters...ehh cant.
cant even beat ple like krys and usarin etc.
so long-d. *shakes head*
got pple like june nicole sock hoon.
haiks.so wads left?
jumps?worst still.dun even enjoy it .
totalie sucks sumtimes.
im not the only one.mad doesnt like it ether.
hurdles?uhmm.gdd idea! :-)
wld like 100m hurdles.
btu ferst must have a timingof 13-14 sec for 100m.
think mine is only 15sec lorh.
bahh.den 400m?worst still.cant stand the 400m.
find it veh long le.
nonono. :(
nemind.
shall juz work towards my aim
uh-huhx.den wldnt reli fell that bad.
anw sir says he wld bring us[sec1] for swimming every fortnight.
no train stamina.cos he wants more pple for x-country
thats y lah.
and SOME PPLE HAVE BEEN TELLIN EVERYONE ABT IT!
bahh. WHEN ITS NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE HER JOB!
well... CANT STAND HER ANY MOMENT NOW!
perhaps she juz tryin to ged into pple gd bks and stuff.
and b sum kind of beeg pple.tt everyone else listens to.
wadeva shant b bothered wf pple lyk HER
no more track stuff.i promise.all these saddening stuff..
isnt gettin me any wheere at all! *tsktsk*
abt school work.
bleahs.its juz as bad.
slacking away.
and too think i have yet to do my compo which is supposed to b handed on fri!
oh gosh.nemind.lazze lar.
got so many teats cuming up le.
think will flung all.
tt toopid Phua guy for maths esp.
nv teach den end up cum up exact same qns for test.
he sucks man.
classmates cant satdn him either ok.
no nice no nice at all.
his lessons sux.
hanwrintin like long bean
looks make pple puke.
oh wadeva. shant waste my breath on pple like HIM!
going ah ma hse ltr agn
now.. i dun wish to go so often
not veh lar juz once a wk.
btu its damn boring there u know
practically ntg to do at all.
bahh.
nemind nemind.shall juz rott there
:( hate goin there. =sigh=
dun care dun acre dun care
thses few days juz a itsy lil moody.
oso doenoe y lahh
hehe.but i do look perfectly fine
yeppieS! smile.haha. lameo.!
the girl next door;
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
went baq to sch todae.
eshwaaree the meanest of all.
she was like "Lynette! why are u here?" the min she stepped into class
waolaoehx.so mean cann?
harhar.den ltr realised tt sir told them tt i got into finals.
haha.he arh.4eva liddat one.
tok rubbbish.heehee :P
lessons resumed.and ms tan got flu.
got maths test tmr.den its statistics lorh.
think i wld most probably flung it.
kinda weak at tt chap. =sigh=
oh yahh.saw class pic.haha.
classmates were mockin at me.
say other pple veh normal
den say i like soldier liddat stand so straight and grin from ear to ear.
haha.totallie not true lorh.
so bad lor.but nemind,took it as a joke.
yepps.mux agree tt i look better in the informal one.
haha.tt one like more cheerful.
and sarimah was almost fallin off the stage.
haha.cute. :D
wasnt concentartin at studies the hole day
my mind was sumwhere else.
drifting offshore.
den rushed thru maths hw summore.
din wanna ged scoldin by PHUA!
ms tan marked my test rongly agn!
ARGHS! she 4eva liddat one lor.
dunnoe whether purposely anot.
always gimme one mark more.
den in the end still muz kou!
so irritatin.past few test all like tt. wifout fail!!!
HMPH! so qi cann?
den my compo oso.
65 marks den dun needa do teng qing.
den got 66.or rather she awarded my 66.
uh-huhx.den minus 2 marks for wrong word.
so in the end got 64.
miss by one mark den dun need do teng qing.
haiyohs! cant stand this man.
do maddening. :(
had pbl.was like totallie corrupted kayy.
went com lab.
did contact pg for website.
ended up cldnt save.
idiot manx.so sucky lorh.
waste my time.
we decided to go and dl it into ur com and do it at hm.
haha.so horrigible.gahh
went home wif ry.
she had sum guides dance.
yealorh.so walked there.
waited kinda long fer next train to cum
ended up meetin hashy,sam.tan,hwee boon and qing ya.
so im the extraa one once agn.
the rest all from G3 one.bahh
toked abt *ahem* yahh.
den went to boon lay wif hasy and hwee boon
hweeboon and i den went pasar malam
barely knew her for like a few minutes?!?
haha.but nvm.she's nice larh.heehee :P
uh-huhx.she bought sasauge.
den i went to change my shorts as it was too beeg!
haha.dun have the colour i wan.
so ended up wif kaki and blue.
separated.
went to buy a drink.
this aloe vera one.juz tried.
wasnt veh nice lar.
finished it while walkin home.
hope tiffany git into finals for her 400m hurdles.
oh yeah.not forgettin joanna oso.
yepps.gd luck.
but a lil bit too late ritex.
haha.haiks.nemind. :D
eshwaaree the meanest of all.
she was like "Lynette! why are u here?" the min she stepped into class
waolaoehx.so mean cann?
harhar.den ltr realised tt sir told them tt i got into finals.
haha.he arh.4eva liddat one.
tok rubbbish.heehee :P
lessons resumed.and ms tan got flu.
got maths test tmr.den its statistics lorh.
think i wld most probably flung it.
kinda weak at tt chap. =sigh=
oh yahh.saw class pic.haha.
classmates were mockin at me.
say other pple veh normal
den say i like soldier liddat stand so straight and grin from ear to ear.
haha.totallie not true lorh.
so bad lor.but nemind,took it as a joke.
yepps.mux agree tt i look better in the informal one.
haha.tt one like more cheerful.
and sarimah was almost fallin off the stage.
haha.cute. :D
wasnt concentartin at studies the hole day
my mind was sumwhere else.
drifting offshore.
den rushed thru maths hw summore.
din wanna ged scoldin by PHUA!
ms tan marked my test rongly agn!
ARGHS! she 4eva liddat one lor.
dunnoe whether purposely anot.
always gimme one mark more.
den in the end still muz kou!
so irritatin.past few test all like tt. wifout fail!!!
HMPH! so qi cann?
den my compo oso.
65 marks den dun needa do teng qing.
den got 66.or rather she awarded my 66.
uh-huhx.den minus 2 marks for wrong word.
so in the end got 64.
miss by one mark den dun need do teng qing.
haiyohs! cant stand this man.
do maddening. :(
had pbl.was like totallie corrupted kayy.
went com lab.
did contact pg for website.
ended up cldnt save.
idiot manx.so sucky lorh.
waste my time.
we decided to go and dl it into ur com and do it at hm.
haha.so horrigible.gahh
went home wif ry.
she had sum guides dance.
yealorh.so walked there.
waited kinda long fer next train to cum
ended up meetin hashy,sam.tan,hwee boon and qing ya.
so im the extraa one once agn.
the rest all from G3 one.bahh
toked abt *ahem* yahh.
den went to boon lay wif hasy and hwee boon
hweeboon and i den went pasar malam
barely knew her for like a few minutes?!?
haha.but nvm.she's nice larh.heehee :P
uh-huhx.she bought sasauge.
den i went to change my shorts as it was too beeg!
haha.dun have the colour i wan.
so ended up wif kaki and blue.
separated.
went to buy a drink.
this aloe vera one.juz tried.
wasnt veh nice lar.
finished it while walkin home.
hope tiffany git into finals for her 400m hurdles.
oh yeah.not forgettin joanna oso.
yepps.gd luck.
but a lil bit too late ritex.
haha.haiks.nemind. :D
the girl next door;
had Nats yest. no good.
went dere so freagin early like 6.30am wif krys
hey krys.sorry hor. make u wake up so early.hehe.
watched sunrise 2gether. so romantic rite? ;)
hahahax. we were obviously the earliest.
so waited at bus stop and let 2 buses pass by b4 boardin
haha.din wanna go dere so early cos scared the gate not open yet
rotted dere.and laughed too much.
that lau la la larh.keep on laughin.den make me larf oso. heehee
did warm up at 7.30.evelyn wasnt dere yet.got worried for her.
tried gettin her no. but she reached shortly. : )
abt 8.15.called for our event.yepps.but sir wasnt dere yet
so no no. tag. *grins*
found him in the car park finally.haha.
-worried- i was the ferst to jump and in the ferst heat.gahh
went to pit.realised no marking.*sobsob*
so ended up takin the person marking whom i think looked the best
heehee.lame.better not let mrlin finds out man. *wink*
started raining when i was halfway running.
all thx to yinxi lar.who prayed it wld rain.
so cold.den din have windbreaker juz yet.
suffered dere. :( made new fwen from rvh. [wenrong]
haha.veh nice gurl. =smiles=
event was over shortly. =sigh= din get into finals.
managed to hit the qualifyin mark but overboard.
haikx.so saddening. :'(
cried there.a lil bit.cldnt hold the tears baq.
but dried my tears b4 reachin where the other crerscentians were seated.
din wan em to noe.
no one was der to cheer me up. :(
consoled myself.
=sobosb= but nvm.at least i knew i did my veh best.
4.1m? ermm. not too bad lar.
so mebbe was THAT demoralising?!
ltr mr lin toked to me. sorta cried agn.
he told me it wasnt tt bad. yepps.
said it was his fault as he had yet to teach us the proper run-out.
so yah. wadever.over liao.so shant brood over it.
4by100m was good.
both teams got in.dey were happy yea?
of course lar. :-)
went lot 1 for lunch.
cldnt decide on the place.
so ended up eatin in food court.
shared wif grace chicken rice. [memories]
haha.she had a race ltr so cldnt eat much
went baq. slept.
krys and usarin were disturbing grace and i.
heehee.so mean ritex? *grins*
managed to fall asleep eventually.
yepps.was freakin hot.no air ventilation at all.bahh.
slept for an hr.but was awaken a no. of times.
yahh.when finally got to sleep.hp rang.was...
i was sleepin on it as it was in my bag.
vibration and radiation was great.
and a headache after tt bcos of it.
but nemind.200m started.think all of em got in.
*horayys!*heehee.dey were so bang!
ltr other pple came after sch.
asked me abt my competition.
smiled and told dem tt it was ok but din qualify.
all of em said: "hey cheer up still got next year!"
haha.i started laughin.told dem "did i even said i was sad?"
haha.so sweet of them.thx for ur concern yea?
sum even thot i was so affected tt arh.i went mad by smiling and laughin all day.
hehee.haha.take things easily :-)
yh brought my hw along.
THANKIEW! give u beeg hug. haha.
thankx hor. ;-)
had trng after tt.
no good.got scolded by mrlin.said he called us to carry e starters den we all nv.
haikx.sumtimes juz cant stand him.
den think sir was oso quite pissed off.
sir took us for trng.since mrlin wanted to concentrate on long-d and sprintes.
we sprinted once.
den think pulled a muscle or sth.
so chum.and to think sir cld even see it.
so he asked me not to do anymore.
he said sth like "i need u for long term so better not injure ursself"
i was like ??? uh?
sumtimes i juzz wish i cld read his mind. it wld make things so much easier.
stretched a lil.waited for jiayi den went home.
went dere so freagin early like 6.30am wif krys
hey krys.sorry hor. make u wake up so early.hehe.
watched sunrise 2gether. so romantic rite? ;)
hahahax. we were obviously the earliest.
so waited at bus stop and let 2 buses pass by b4 boardin
haha.din wanna go dere so early cos scared the gate not open yet
rotted dere.and laughed too much.
that lau la la larh.keep on laughin.den make me larf oso. heehee
did warm up at 7.30.evelyn wasnt dere yet.got worried for her.
tried gettin her no. but she reached shortly. : )
abt 8.15.called for our event.yepps.but sir wasnt dere yet
so no no. tag. *grins*
found him in the car park finally.haha.
-worried- i was the ferst to jump and in the ferst heat.gahh
went to pit.realised no marking.*sobsob*
so ended up takin the person marking whom i think looked the best
heehee.lame.better not let mrlin finds out man. *wink*
started raining when i was halfway running.
all thx to yinxi lar.who prayed it wld rain.
so cold.den din have windbreaker juz yet.
suffered dere. :( made new fwen from rvh. [wenrong]
haha.veh nice gurl. =smiles=
event was over shortly. =sigh= din get into finals.
managed to hit the qualifyin mark but overboard.
haikx.so saddening. :'(
cried there.a lil bit.cldnt hold the tears baq.
but dried my tears b4 reachin where the other crerscentians were seated.
din wan em to noe.
no one was der to cheer me up. :(
consoled myself.
=sobosb= but nvm.at least i knew i did my veh best.
4.1m? ermm. not too bad lar.
so mebbe was THAT demoralising?!
ltr mr lin toked to me. sorta cried agn.
he told me it wasnt tt bad. yepps.
said it was his fault as he had yet to teach us the proper run-out.
so yah. wadever.over liao.so shant brood over it.
4by100m was good.
both teams got in.dey were happy yea?
of course lar. :-)
went lot 1 for lunch.
cldnt decide on the place.
so ended up eatin in food court.
shared wif grace chicken rice. [memories]
haha.she had a race ltr so cldnt eat much
went baq. slept.
krys and usarin were disturbing grace and i.
heehee.so mean ritex? *grins*
managed to fall asleep eventually.
yepps.was freakin hot.no air ventilation at all.bahh.
slept for an hr.but was awaken a no. of times.
yahh.when finally got to sleep.hp rang.was...
i was sleepin on it as it was in my bag.
vibration and radiation was great.
and a headache after tt bcos of it.
but nemind.200m started.think all of em got in.
*horayys!*heehee.dey were so bang!
ltr other pple came after sch.
asked me abt my competition.
smiled and told dem tt it was ok but din qualify.
all of em said: "hey cheer up still got next year!"
haha.i started laughin.told dem "did i even said i was sad?"
haha.so sweet of them.thx for ur concern yea?
sum even thot i was so affected tt arh.i went mad by smiling and laughin all day.
hehee.haha.take things easily :-)
yh brought my hw along.
THANKIEW! give u beeg hug. haha.
thankx hor. ;-)
had trng after tt.
no good.got scolded by mrlin.said he called us to carry e starters den we all nv.
haikx.sumtimes juz cant stand him.
den think sir was oso quite pissed off.
sir took us for trng.since mrlin wanted to concentrate on long-d and sprintes.
we sprinted once.
den think pulled a muscle or sth.
so chum.and to think sir cld even see it.
so he asked me not to do anymore.
he said sth like "i need u for long term so better not injure ursself"
i was like ??? uh?
sumtimes i juzz wish i cld read his mind. it wld make things so much easier.
stretched a lil.waited for jiayi den went home.
the girl next door;
Monday, July 07, 2003
had trg in e morning.
bahh.youth dae sum more le
but nemind.was veh light
3 rnds warm up
3 times 100m striding
4 times 80m striding
cool down 5 min.
hahax
wish everdae was liddat.
so shiok cann?
haha. but mebbe not larh.
got com tmr
diediedie.
im juz so dead.
metin krys. she must wake up damn early bcos of me
haha.sorrie lar.
tt time swift oso wad.
so now we're quits.
heehee. : )
todae we were calculatin wad time her event wld b.
ended up larfing from lakeside all th way to queenstown.
den met all-rounder. bahh. :|
den she walked wif us. so ehh...
got sunburnt
not nicce...
shoulders aching after carrying tt dumb hurdles.
so not fun.but nvm. heehee
haikx.been eating all dae long [junk]
altho im not supposed to.
since i haf com tmr.
but dun reli give a damn.
yepps.im scared. :S
veh in fact. =sigh=
hope i do well
and for the past 3 entries.
been toking abt this stupid competition
haiyohs.nemind.
think i wun b able to sleep.
as usual. worried. very.
krys have been missing sch since thurs
alamak! so lucky? or unlucky?
no one wish me gd luck for my com.
=sobsobs=
haha.shant b sentimental.
scullie pple read tis den wish me.
hahaha.wld b like so farnie.
kaykay.
lemme count down.
now is 6.15pm
abt ehh. 14hrs and 15mins to my event.
gahh. this is so freaking... frightening. :|
got maths test on thurs
annoyin!!! hate it.
esp the phua guy.
think many pple noes he sissy liao.
haha.serves him right.
nananibooboo. [childish]
wadever.
bahh.youth dae sum more le
but nemind.was veh light
3 rnds warm up
3 times 100m striding
4 times 80m striding
cool down 5 min.
hahax
wish everdae was liddat.
so shiok cann?
haha. but mebbe not larh.
got com tmr
diediedie.
im juz so dead.
metin krys. she must wake up damn early bcos of me
haha.sorrie lar.
tt time swift oso wad.
so now we're quits.
heehee. : )
todae we were calculatin wad time her event wld b.
ended up larfing from lakeside all th way to queenstown.
den met all-rounder. bahh. :|
den she walked wif us. so ehh...
got sunburnt
not nicce...
shoulders aching after carrying tt dumb hurdles.
so not fun.but nvm. heehee
haikx.been eating all dae long [junk]
altho im not supposed to.
since i haf com tmr.
but dun reli give a damn.
yepps.im scared. :S
veh in fact. =sigh=
hope i do well
and for the past 3 entries.
been toking abt this stupid competition
haiyohs.nemind.
think i wun b able to sleep.
as usual. worried. very.
krys have been missing sch since thurs
alamak! so lucky? or unlucky?
no one wish me gd luck for my com.
=sobsobs=
haha.shant b sentimental.
scullie pple read tis den wish me.
hahaha.wld b like so farnie.
kaykay.
lemme count down.
now is 6.15pm
abt ehh. 14hrs and 15mins to my event.
gahh. this is so freaking... frightening. :|
got maths test on thurs
annoyin!!! hate it.
esp the phua guy.
think many pple noes he sissy liao.
haha.serves him right.
nananibooboo. [childish]
wadever.
the girl next door;
Sunday, July 06, 2003
ermm yeah.
yinxi called me go online when in ah ma hse to read sum stuff.
yepps.read liao.
okies.think every'tg sloved!
whee~! or at least i seriously do hope so.
yup.misunderstood yh.
sorry for that.
yarhh. so ok?
i mean. yeah. we're all fine.
thanks to mummy.
teeheehee.
u rawk. :-)
tmr still got trng.
dun exactly feel like. bahh :|
my com is juz a day away.
Gosh. think im gonna faint and go into coma
[yinxi theory]
haikx. so scary.
been like scaredd here and dere the hole day.
and at ah ma hse was lyk dying to ged baq.
wanted to read the thing badly.
wif tt yinxi tempting me.
but now im here. so nvm.
im thru it. yepps. so nemind.
and oso.was practising oral.
but din concentrate.
was thinkin abt sth else.
uh-huhx.but now im glad.
since im finally home!
sumtimes jux feel tt home is the Best place ever on earth!
whee~! =smiles=
yinxi called me go online when in ah ma hse to read sum stuff.
yepps.read liao.
okies.think every'tg sloved!
whee~! or at least i seriously do hope so.
yup.misunderstood yh.
sorry for that.
yarhh. so ok?
i mean. yeah. we're all fine.
thanks to mummy.
teeheehee.
u rawk. :-)
tmr still got trng.
dun exactly feel like. bahh :|
my com is juz a day away.
Gosh. think im gonna faint and go into coma
[yinxi theory]
haikx. so scary.
been like scaredd here and dere the hole day.
and at ah ma hse was lyk dying to ged baq.
wanted to read the thing badly.
wif tt yinxi tempting me.
but now im here. so nvm.
im thru it. yepps. so nemind.
and oso.was practising oral.
but din concentrate.
was thinkin abt sth else.
uh-huhx.but now im glad.
since im finally home!
sumtimes jux feel tt home is the Best place ever on earth!
whee~! =smiles=
the girl next door;
so maddening.
read yh blog.
think she veh angry at me.
obviously she is.
fer betrayin her trust.
hurts me to see her liddat
thinks no one cares for her.
bahh. cherr up kaex.
u can alwaes call me reli...
haikx. so sorry.
i din mean it.
had interests in ur heart.
wanted reli much to lend a helpin hand
perhaps i was totallie WRONG!
the 5 words of vocab...
erts! take it easy.
pple din mean it u know.
*sighsigh* :|
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
:(
i noe u're troubled.
den have ur class thing to slove.
will try my best to help
provided u dun mind.
or if u tink im gonna go against u.
and betray u.
den err. dun tink i haf much of a say tho.
=sobsobs= :'(
read yh blog.
think she veh angry at me.
obviously she is.
fer betrayin her trust.
hurts me to see her liddat
thinks no one cares for her.
bahh. cherr up kaex.
u can alwaes call me reli...
haikx. so sorry.
i din mean it.
had interests in ur heart.
wanted reli much to lend a helpin hand
perhaps i was totallie WRONG!
the 5 words of vocab...
erts! take it easy.
pple din mean it u know.
*sighsigh* :|
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
:(
i noe u're troubled.
den have ur class thing to slove.
will try my best to help
provided u dun mind.
or if u tink im gonna go against u.
and betray u.
den err. dun tink i haf much of a say tho.
=sobsobs= :'(
the girl next door;
Saturday, July 05, 2003
todae had trng.
din go with krys as she hadta make her ez-link card.
nad wake-up call by ry.
so tired mah den sleep till quite late larh
dad sent me to stadium
met yulin janice and tiffany
thot yh was still pissed at me for wad happpened yest
oei!!! its not my fault kayy.
u muz understand
i know u not so petty one rite?
pple wan to help u den u dun tell anyone anytg.
u arh.. *speechless*
hahax. trng sucked todae
hadta do 110m*4 with sprintes.
gahh. cos other jumpers nv cum
ran wif grace krystle usarin
obviously dey were fast.
hate it. had stiches after tt
so nv do 180m wif em
did jumps instead.
i improved. yayyies!! =smiles=
cld at least jump farther den half the sand pit
whee~! so bang
hadto settle lunch myself
was tryin to ged sumone to go wif me
yh ask me go with ehr to town
siao lorh. i dun dare so said NO immeditelty
*grins* after much thought decided to go wif em
wanted to jux eat at the coffee shop opp stadium but 'they' were goin dere
so cannot.
wus veh scared
after ged caught by tchers den mati liao
perhaps i had this W.O.R.R.I.E.D. word written on my face
reli was bu shuang
went cineplex longjohn
ate tt yest den todae agn
so sian of it.
yh shocked all of us.
eat so much!!!
for once. surprisingly.
she ate combo 3----
1 fish 1 chicken 2 shrimps + 1 drink but took half of mine
hahax. she said she cld FINALLY eat in peace. whee~!
den said she wun eat for next 2 days.
harhar. sillly her.
den went home with rb cos
yh went 2 meet her mum
sp went shopping
athiyah went to meeet aunty
so went somerset.
den rb alighted at redhill
mi went to look for a plc.
den sleep.
veh lethargic.
reached home abt 3.05pm
tink wun go dinner wif family
ask them to da pao
veh lazze.
tmr still got tuition at 8am
and i have yet to finish my hw. *sighs*
haikx. the nervousity is getting into me liao.
=sobsob=
hope the butterflies in my tummy wld juz DIE
nationals. so chum.. hope i qualify.
hayohs. but it wld b difficult to. :(
nemind at the most i try harder next yr.
dere's still a chance. so brightened up :D
not goin sch on tues due to com
tt's the bang thing! whee~!
but not exactly as wld miss out quite alot.
den will be behind others.
hope fwens wld help me along
den hope no extra lesson for chinese
hope my class wld b in a gd state on tues.
wothout me arnd. hahax, but anw still got sharyl
so shld b okies...
din go with krys as she hadta make her ez-link card.
nad wake-up call by ry.
so tired mah den sleep till quite late larh
dad sent me to stadium
met yulin janice and tiffany
thot yh was still pissed at me for wad happpened yest
oei!!! its not my fault kayy.
u muz understand
i know u not so petty one rite?
pple wan to help u den u dun tell anyone anytg.
u arh.. *speechless*
hahax. trng sucked todae
hadta do 110m*4 with sprintes.
gahh. cos other jumpers nv cum
ran wif grace krystle usarin
obviously dey were fast.
hate it. had stiches after tt
so nv do 180m wif em
did jumps instead.
i improved. yayyies!! =smiles=
cld at least jump farther den half the sand pit
whee~! so bang
hadto settle lunch myself
was tryin to ged sumone to go wif me
yh ask me go with ehr to town
siao lorh. i dun dare so said NO immeditelty
*grins* after much thought decided to go wif em
wanted to jux eat at the coffee shop opp stadium but 'they' were goin dere
so cannot.
wus veh scared
after ged caught by tchers den mati liao
perhaps i had this W.O.R.R.I.E.D. word written on my face
reli was bu shuang
went cineplex longjohn
ate tt yest den todae agn
so sian of it.
yh shocked all of us.
eat so much!!!
for once. surprisingly.
she ate combo 3----
1 fish 1 chicken 2 shrimps + 1 drink but took half of mine
hahax. she said she cld FINALLY eat in peace. whee~!
den said she wun eat for next 2 days.
harhar. sillly her.
den went home with rb cos
yh went 2 meet her mum
sp went shopping
athiyah went to meeet aunty
so went somerset.
den rb alighted at redhill
mi went to look for a plc.
den sleep.
veh lethargic.
reached home abt 3.05pm
tink wun go dinner wif family
ask them to da pao
veh lazze.
tmr still got tuition at 8am
and i have yet to finish my hw. *sighs*
haikx. the nervousity is getting into me liao.
=sobsob=
hope the butterflies in my tummy wld juz DIE
nationals. so chum.. hope i qualify.
hayohs. but it wld b difficult to. :(
nemind at the most i try harder next yr.
dere's still a chance. so brightened up :D
not goin sch on tues due to com
tt's the bang thing! whee~!
but not exactly as wld miss out quite alot.
den will be behind others.
hope fwens wld help me along
den hope no extra lesson for chinese
hope my class wld b in a gd state on tues.
wothout me arnd. hahax, but anw still got sharyl
so shld b okies...
the girl next door;
yest was youth day.
not too bad.
ms tan gave us pressies. and so did mdm yap
yipees. so shiok. hahaha.
my performance sucked full tiime kayy.
harhar. the fighting part was the worst
i was far too much slower compared to the others. gahh
nemind. its all over.
had a great time on stage anyway.
teheehee. :D
proceeded to cck stadium after tt.
yepps. wif yunheng rb ry atiyah judy miaoqun shuping qixin and yilin
yeah. den tt yh was pissed with yinxi i think.
the war has started and IM impliacted.
*goshh* dun lyk this feeling.
heyy pple. its all a misunderstanding yeah?
u all wu hui the rong peeps liao.
cheer up all of u kayy?
dun tink u all wan this to happen all over agn.
=sobsob= take every'tg ez.
forgive and forget is all i asked from u guys. ;-)
ermm yea. proceeded to redhill mrt.
so all of us were like sittin on diff carriages. bahh
sat wif heng [d-u-h]
yeah. den ry was feeling so bad..
she keeps sayin krys treats her veh diff.
haiks. pity her.
she always the ferst one to feel sad.
=sighsigh=
totallie got no comments *shakes heads*
so the train was veh cold.
no one was toking. *grins*
went lot 1
ate lunch.
at long john silvers.
yh and i din reli eat
yarhh. den left. waited for the 307 bus to come.
*stomps foot impatiently*
at last reached dere. :)
den saw sir.
he had a talk wif heng and i
abt SOME stuff.
the race was rather gd.
all competitiors or rather MOST managed to qualify.
*3 cheers for them*
after the 4by1 race [b girls]
we left. to Lot 1 for dinner agn
uhh. lotsa things happened.
yupps. walked to bus-stop
and started pouring.
stupid rain. made all of us dreached
totally soaked to the skin.
yh din haf her windbreaker. as she lent it.
uh-huhx. so she was feelin cold obviously larh.
the wind was like so figgin chilly.
and me was still cold despite have jacket.
*bleahs* thin-skinned. heh heh ;-)
yh and i missed 3 buses.
athiyah and rb managed to board the bus. we din
and the next bus din wanna open the damn freaking door.
idiot! so pissed at him.
after waitin for 1/2 hr.
wanted to walk. but din noe the waay
so saw the seniors cumin to bus stop.
so we followed em to lot 1.
yeahh. yujia was skating on the drain covers on the way dere as in it veh slippery
she dropped her wallet and din know.
so bernice picked it up.
den returned and got accused of stealing her wallet.
hahhaha. sumtimes it juz does not pay to b kind. lolx.
so reached lot 1. saw rb at lj
a'thiyah left liao.
so we went for dinner.
the place was damn crowded sia.
cldnt find a place at lj.
so decided to go food court.
met teh seniors dere agn!
yeahh. so cldnt find a place.
but did eventually. 3 places. [rb yh and i]
den ltr yulin asked us to go over aand eat wif them since dere was places.
yh was reluctant.
like duh ritez.
so went to buy our food. [chicken rice]
den went to toilet cos veh urget
shared wif yh the rice.
she ate 2 mouth! bahh.
small eater. said she hungry den eat so lil
apparently she lost her appetite.
she din even eat lunch kaex.
so yeah. went to buy bread. uhmx yah.
she still din wanna eat.
that gurl arh. so mean cann?
pple buy food for her den still scold me.
wad is this lorh. so meano-pork..
hmph!! next time dun care abt u liao.
*sticks out tongue* haha
yh felt bad.. wanted to pay me baq.
she wldnt larh. i know. hehe.
go train met THEM again
yh llike face black black liddat.
so cindy had talk to her larh.
ehh yahh. den whn chng train tt time.
she tot i went 2 the rong side
heard tt yh have a veh lousy vocab.
only 5 words. hahahaah.
she 4eva liddat one lor
and btw heng arh.
u cant blame us for talkin to u lorh
u not wish to tell a single soul wad on earth happened mahx.
den pple guan xin ni only wad.
u keep every'tg to urslef ahh.
one day sure explode one kayy.
so sumtimes meebbe u shld juz tell sumone or sumthing.
not scoldin u hor. juz statin facts.
reached home at 8.30pm
kidan late. but nemind.
den ry called yh called and cindy
talk till mouth dry
hahax.
haiyahs. yest was juz not my day
so dao mei cann?
not too bad.
ms tan gave us pressies. and so did mdm yap
yipees. so shiok. hahaha.
my performance sucked full tiime kayy.
harhar. the fighting part was the worst
i was far too much slower compared to the others. gahh
nemind. its all over.
had a great time on stage anyway.
teheehee. :D
proceeded to cck stadium after tt.
yepps. wif yunheng rb ry atiyah judy miaoqun shuping qixin and yilin
yeah. den tt yh was pissed with yinxi i think.
the war has started and IM impliacted.
*goshh* dun lyk this feeling.
heyy pple. its all a misunderstanding yeah?
u all wu hui the rong peeps liao.
cheer up all of u kayy?
dun tink u all wan this to happen all over agn.
=sobsob= take every'tg ez.
forgive and forget is all i asked from u guys. ;-)
ermm yea. proceeded to redhill mrt.
so all of us were like sittin on diff carriages. bahh
sat wif heng [d-u-h]
yeah. den ry was feeling so bad..
she keeps sayin krys treats her veh diff.
haiks. pity her.
she always the ferst one to feel sad.
=sighsigh=
totallie got no comments *shakes heads*
so the train was veh cold.
no one was toking. *grins*
went lot 1
ate lunch.
at long john silvers.
yh and i din reli eat
yarhh. den left. waited for the 307 bus to come.
*stomps foot impatiently*
at last reached dere. :)
den saw sir.
he had a talk wif heng and i
abt SOME stuff.
the race was rather gd.
all competitiors or rather MOST managed to qualify.
*3 cheers for them*
after the 4by1 race [b girls]
we left. to Lot 1 for dinner agn
uhh. lotsa things happened.
yupps. walked to bus-stop
and started pouring.
stupid rain. made all of us dreached
totally soaked to the skin.
yh din haf her windbreaker. as she lent it.
uh-huhx. so she was feelin cold obviously larh.
the wind was like so figgin chilly.
and me was still cold despite have jacket.
*bleahs* thin-skinned. heh heh ;-)
yh and i missed 3 buses.
athiyah and rb managed to board the bus. we din
and the next bus din wanna open the damn freaking door.
idiot! so pissed at him.
after waitin for 1/2 hr.
wanted to walk. but din noe the waay
so saw the seniors cumin to bus stop.
so we followed em to lot 1.
yeahh. yujia was skating on the drain covers on the way dere as in it veh slippery
she dropped her wallet and din know.
so bernice picked it up.
den returned and got accused of stealing her wallet.
hahhaha. sumtimes it juz does not pay to b kind. lolx.
so reached lot 1. saw rb at lj
a'thiyah left liao.
so we went for dinner.
the place was damn crowded sia.
cldnt find a place at lj.
so decided to go food court.
met teh seniors dere agn!
yeahh. so cldnt find a place.
but did eventually. 3 places. [rb yh and i]
den ltr yulin asked us to go over aand eat wif them since dere was places.
yh was reluctant.
like duh ritez.
so went to buy our food. [chicken rice]
den went to toilet cos veh urget
shared wif yh the rice.
she ate 2 mouth! bahh.
small eater. said she hungry den eat so lil
apparently she lost her appetite.
she din even eat lunch kaex.
so yeah. went to buy bread. uhmx yah.
she still din wanna eat.
that gurl arh. so mean cann?
pple buy food for her den still scold me.
wad is this lorh. so meano-pork..
hmph!! next time dun care abt u liao.
*sticks out tongue* haha
yh felt bad.. wanted to pay me baq.
she wldnt larh. i know. hehe.
go train met THEM again
yh llike face black black liddat.
so cindy had talk to her larh.
ehh yahh. den whn chng train tt time.
she tot i went 2 the rong side
heard tt yh have a veh lousy vocab.
only 5 words. hahahaah.
she 4eva liddat one lor
and btw heng arh.
u cant blame us for talkin to u lorh
u not wish to tell a single soul wad on earth happened mahx.
den pple guan xin ni only wad.
u keep every'tg to urslef ahh.
one day sure explode one kayy.
so sumtimes meebbe u shld juz tell sumone or sumthing.
not scoldin u hor. juz statin facts.
reached home at 8.30pm
kidan late. but nemind.
den ry called yh called and cindy
talk till mouth dry
hahax.
haiyahs. yest was juz not my day
so dao mei cann?
the girl next door;
Wednesday, July 02, 2003
arhhh.. boring dae..
had brain freeze in class. *blearghh*
but lessons wasnt tt bad todae.
think wed is quite a gd day tho. ; )
hehe heh..
had dumb audition. fer youth day.
was at mini forum kayy
so maluating cann?
like there was so many pple looking..
was feeling chao unez sia. bahh
den my class got 2 grps.
b4 ur turn the other one got in liao.
so i wanted to baq out.
din wan both of us performing.
but the others said it wld b wasting their efforts.
so forget it larhs.
still did it anyways.
mi was liek bad mooding durin the dance.
no nice. did so many mistakes.
actuallie onli 2 larh.
but no gd. cld have been better.
yeepps. exactly. :(
but anw. we got in.
i felt even worst.
now both teams from C2 got in
scared pple think we wld b like so not united.
haiks haiks. *sobsob*
but nvm. its all over.
tmr got rehearsal
so probably not going fer trng.
yahh. but doubt there will b anw
uh-huhx.
cheena test was horrid todae.
dunnoe so many qns lorh.
=sighsigh=
all my fault.
nvr yong xin and stardiee..
so now see larh.
surely do veh badly one.
tt goes wifout sayin *bleah*
so sad cann?
veh afraid i wld flung it.
cant believe ry actuallye said it was quite easy.
haiyahs. wad the heck is this lorh.
she so smart sia.,
not like me.
slacked the hole hol.
now got bao ying liao.
=( bahh..
dun like this.
wanna ged baq my enthu-ism.
blah blah blah.
went home wif yinxi and ry.
ate ice cream ferst.
shiok shiok
veh long nv eat tt one liao.
heh heh : )
den ry hadta top up her card.
but cldnt.
harhar.
cos she go paste sticker on her ez-link card.
yahh. den ltr met qixin.
realised mux deposit $1 den can top up.
silly us... :|
harhar. lucky qixin came man *grins*
yeah lorh.
den bought lollipop.
for myslef and yinxi daughter
yeppps. :-)
harhar. made my hole nouth blue kaee.
den in the bus everyone was like staring at me.
teeheehee was kinda paiseh.
todae got the councillor investiture thingi.
din go. cos my class got qute a no. of volunteers.
thats y larh. but anw dun think it wld b fun kayy.
so wun regret mahx.
pity heng. she hadta go.
coz she chair person. ; )
so ke lian. den she din wanna go..
haha..
wonder if wan hui is the vice president or wad?
cos jamie said her dance seniors or dunno hu said wan hui was
uh-huh. dunnoe larh.
but i wld noe by tmr i suppose. =)
tmr is da ferst day of Nationals.
and tt krys is not at all scared cann?
harhar.. nvm lar.
think she wld do juz fine *winks*
yeah. well at lest better den getting all scared or sth yea.
aiyah. think crescent wld do juz fine larhx.
jux did a veh stopid quiz on youth day
crescent one.
den kinda difficult cos i know nuts abt music and stuff le
harhar. so...
ended up failing.
hahahah. go 30% only.
so pathetic.
i still say wan my class to win.
how lorhs?
gen. li oso failed kayy.
then must see the most no. of correct ans in a class leh
den dateline tmr
if my classmates dun do it by tmr:
no hope liaoz.
and even if they did.
dey might not pass wif playin colours [no offence]
haikx. wadeva larh. juz hope tt other classes dun do or sth larh
den will stand a better chance.
hehheeh . mi so mean ; )
okies. shall stop here.
lasee to continue. bahh.
:(
bad moodin as i said.
better go stardiee
must buck up.
*grins*
had brain freeze in class. *blearghh*
but lessons wasnt tt bad todae.
think wed is quite a gd day tho. ; )
hehe heh..
had dumb audition. fer youth day.
was at mini forum kayy
so maluating cann?
like there was so many pple looking..
was feeling chao unez sia. bahh
den my class got 2 grps.
b4 ur turn the other one got in liao.
so i wanted to baq out.
din wan both of us performing.
but the others said it wld b wasting their efforts.
so forget it larhs.
still did it anyways.
mi was liek bad mooding durin the dance.
no nice. did so many mistakes.
actuallie onli 2 larh.
but no gd. cld have been better.
yeepps. exactly. :(
but anw. we got in.
i felt even worst.
now both teams from C2 got in
scared pple think we wld b like so not united.
haiks haiks. *sobsob*
but nvm. its all over.
tmr got rehearsal
so probably not going fer trng.
yahh. but doubt there will b anw
uh-huhx.
cheena test was horrid todae.
dunnoe so many qns lorh.
=sighsigh=
all my fault.
nvr yong xin and stardiee..
so now see larh.
surely do veh badly one.
tt goes wifout sayin *bleah*
so sad cann?
veh afraid i wld flung it.
cant believe ry actuallye said it was quite easy.
haiyahs. wad the heck is this lorh.
she so smart sia.,
not like me.
slacked the hole hol.
now got bao ying liao.
=( bahh..
dun like this.
wanna ged baq my enthu-ism.
blah blah blah.
went home wif yinxi and ry.
ate ice cream ferst.
shiok shiok
veh long nv eat tt one liao.
heh heh : )
den ry hadta top up her card.
but cldnt.
harhar.
cos she go paste sticker on her ez-link card.
yahh. den ltr met qixin.
realised mux deposit $1 den can top up.
silly us... :|
harhar. lucky qixin came man *grins*
yeah lorh.
den bought lollipop.
for myslef and yinxi daughter
yeppps. :-)
harhar. made my hole nouth blue kaee.
den in the bus everyone was like staring at me.
teeheehee was kinda paiseh.
todae got the councillor investiture thingi.
din go. cos my class got qute a no. of volunteers.
thats y larh. but anw dun think it wld b fun kayy.
so wun regret mahx.
pity heng. she hadta go.
coz she chair person. ; )
so ke lian. den she din wanna go..
haha..
wonder if wan hui is the vice president or wad?
cos jamie said her dance seniors or dunno hu said wan hui was
uh-huh. dunnoe larh.
but i wld noe by tmr i suppose. =)
tmr is da ferst day of Nationals.
and tt krys is not at all scared cann?
harhar.. nvm lar.
think she wld do juz fine *winks*
yeah. well at lest better den getting all scared or sth yea.
aiyah. think crescent wld do juz fine larhx.
jux did a veh stopid quiz on youth day
crescent one.
den kinda difficult cos i know nuts abt music and stuff le
harhar. so...
ended up failing.
hahahah. go 30% only.
so pathetic.
i still say wan my class to win.
how lorhs?
gen. li oso failed kayy.
then must see the most no. of correct ans in a class leh
den dateline tmr
if my classmates dun do it by tmr:
no hope liaoz.
and even if they did.
dey might not pass wif playin colours [no offence]
haikx. wadeva larh. juz hope tt other classes dun do or sth larh
den will stand a better chance.
hehheeh . mi so mean ; )
okies. shall stop here.
lasee to continue. bahh.
:(
bad moodin as i said.
better go stardiee
must buck up.
*grins*
the girl next door;
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