my dirty little secrets.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
went labrador todae.hmms.wasnt as bad as expected.
feeling so hyper..until aft tresure hunt..
suddenly realised gettin back report bk.yikes..
started bad-mooding..as dao as ever..
n kana scolded.den heard the gossips.
ohwells.i'll let that past.wadever..
my frens say i lk damn dao n stern wn dun smile.
bleah.thats my business.n its under NO ONE'S influence pls.
i change how i like lorh..no one tells me wad to do seriously.
went back skl.gt report bk.whoops.
very shocked.surprised.abv my expectations.
din noe i wld do that well? my avg wasnt even gd pls.
despite my horrendous results in SA
CA pulled me up.thank God for that..
it cheered me up..at least 4 the day.. hehx
mstan said.i cld improve more...
din wan me to be invloved in too many commitments as usual.
but i was juz tinkin..if i can juggle my time well enuf
n prove e1 wrong.will u all allow me 2 continue wif track.council.hse?
blahh.nevermind..den sir toked to sec 1s.
hmms.more tasks assigned.practically e1 was reluctant to go 4 trng..
cept me?!wahaha.but mrlin came anw..
tink he was suaning us.bleargh..gt ntg to say lorhs.
ran in teh rain.legs felt atrocious.yikes.
but e breeze n rain so chilly.feeling kinda good lah.
trng endin ltr n ltr these few days.hopefully it doesnt dragg as time goes by.
bahh.feeling so listness.erts.wana b smiley.at least 4 laz day tmr.
else probably tongues will wagg once agn..
haikx.shall b guai.go settle track stuff.n mugg a lil..?
feeling so hyper..until aft tresure hunt..
suddenly realised gettin back report bk.yikes..
started bad-mooding..as dao as ever..
n kana scolded.den heard the gossips.
ohwells.i'll let that past.wadever..
my frens say i lk damn dao n stern wn dun smile.
bleah.thats my business.n its under NO ONE'S influence pls.
i change how i like lorh..no one tells me wad to do seriously.
went back skl.gt report bk.whoops.
very shocked.surprised.abv my expectations.
din noe i wld do that well? my avg wasnt even gd pls.
despite my horrendous results in SA
CA pulled me up.thank God for that..
it cheered me up..at least 4 the day.. hehx
mstan said.i cld improve more...
din wan me to be invloved in too many commitments as usual.
but i was juz tinkin..if i can juggle my time well enuf
n prove e1 wrong.will u all allow me 2 continue wif track.council.hse?
blahh.nevermind..den sir toked to sec 1s.
hmms.more tasks assigned.practically e1 was reluctant to go 4 trng..
cept me?!wahaha.but mrlin came anw..
tink he was suaning us.bleargh..gt ntg to say lorhs.
ran in teh rain.legs felt atrocious.yikes.
but e breeze n rain so chilly.feeling kinda good lah.
trng endin ltr n ltr these few days.hopefully it doesnt dragg as time goes by.
bahh.feeling so listness.erts.wana b smiley.at least 4 laz day tmr.
else probably tongues will wagg once agn..
haikx.shall b guai.go settle track stuff.n mugg a lil..?
the girl next door;
Sunday, October 26, 2003
depression juz lingers.sigh.so saddening.
past few entries all so bad mood one.bleah.
wellwellwell.perhaps i have juz been living in a world of dreams.
n dat reality wasnt true..
all the happy memories.cheerful lynette.were juz but a passing fade.
seriously wanted it to continue.but now..all seems impossible.
each n every day.always been so miserable lately.
all i wanted is a peaceful life.ntg else i ask for.
now.im more concerned of my commitments.
always troubled with the same old problems.blah.
fan la fan.crying doesnt seem to help as usual.wth?!
i tried badly not to tink.each time troubles seem to cover me.
suffered from a very bad depression.but ohwell.i dun care.
hope u cld grant me wif one last wish.n i dun mind getting lesser.
i want to do well.really good.As n Bs are all i pray for.
i dowanna lag behind the rest.esp in tis class of mine.
e smartest n guaiest ones u cld ever find in crescent.
always wanted to be among teh top
i noe my expectations rather high.but sigh.thats me.
yest track.joined long-d
mrlin found out.ask me y?
told him i wnated to gif a try
n he was like okay.lemme see u fail.
totally stunned upon hearing.no encouragement at all.
wad kind of coach is he.
he may not mean tt much.but i tk wad ple say v hard.
perhaps im too sensitive.but wadever lah.i dun care.
wn i amanged to kp up wif nicole's pace.he was shocked.
sighsigh.he doesnt believe in me.wth?!
1 fine day.shall go talk to mstan.sir.ph.bleah
i really dowana think abt hse.track.council lehs.
wished i was tt original n normal person.
i've gotta stop tears from dropping.
i've gotta be really strong.
at least 4 e sake of my frens?
etime dey see the weak side of me.sigh.
thay claim im nt usual.but say i no longer tt chatty gal i once was.
sorry..i dun wish 2 let ne1 of u down once agn.
i will try.my very best.i hope to mk it up dere.
miserys to be forgotten.will try to go back to e gurl i once was..
past few entries all so bad mood one.bleah.
wellwellwell.perhaps i have juz been living in a world of dreams.
n dat reality wasnt true..
all the happy memories.cheerful lynette.were juz but a passing fade.
seriously wanted it to continue.but now..all seems impossible.
each n every day.always been so miserable lately.
all i wanted is a peaceful life.ntg else i ask for.
now.im more concerned of my commitments.
always troubled with the same old problems.blah.
fan la fan.crying doesnt seem to help as usual.wth?!
i tried badly not to tink.each time troubles seem to cover me.
suffered from a very bad depression.but ohwell.i dun care.
hope u cld grant me wif one last wish.n i dun mind getting lesser.
i want to do well.really good.As n Bs are all i pray for.
i dowanna lag behind the rest.esp in tis class of mine.
e smartest n guaiest ones u cld ever find in crescent.
always wanted to be among teh top
i noe my expectations rather high.but sigh.thats me.
yest track.joined long-d
mrlin found out.ask me y?
told him i wnated to gif a try
n he was like okay.lemme see u fail.
totally stunned upon hearing.no encouragement at all.
wad kind of coach is he.
he may not mean tt much.but i tk wad ple say v hard.
perhaps im too sensitive.but wadever lah.i dun care.
wn i amanged to kp up wif nicole's pace.he was shocked.
sighsigh.he doesnt believe in me.wth?!
1 fine day.shall go talk to mstan.sir.ph.bleah
i really dowana think abt hse.track.council lehs.
wished i was tt original n normal person.
i've gotta stop tears from dropping.
i've gotta be really strong.
at least 4 e sake of my frens?
etime dey see the weak side of me.sigh.
thay claim im nt usual.but say i no longer tt chatty gal i once was.
sorry..i dun wish 2 let ne1 of u down once agn.
i will try.my very best.i hope to mk it up dere.
miserys to be forgotten.will try to go back to e gurl i once was..
the girl next door;
Friday, October 24, 2003
guess im gettin more n more fragile
haik.been crying in skl.e reason behind it is so obv..
sigh.now.i reli dunno wad to do.
wads good or bad for me.
din train yest.reli tired.
cos i only slp a while on wed.
sir brought me out.to chit chat.
n i was v much restrainin my tears.
each time he lk at me.i wld turn arnd.
i wonder if wad he said mk sense..
to me...i dowanna agre wif him.
i feelt its unfair.he's unreasonable.
i nv wanted tis to befall on me.
i seriously wanted a happy-go-lucky life..
but now.things have reli changed.
n i dislike e state & position i am in
seems like i dun haf much of a choice..
i cant even decide 4 myself wad my heart desires..
i dun wish to gif up any of the 3..
i want to try tkin up all.
its good to take risks afterall.
so y dun i haf sucha chance?
y izzit that my life has to b controlled?
heyy.i reli dun wish to gif up my pos as hse capt.
i wanna continue.
e bond btwn e brontarians haf indeed grown stroger aft hse camp
we din do much 2gether i muz admit
but at least i gotta noe all of em?
now arh.i wanna b part of bronte.
pls dun strip me of.nt say my results damn lan rite?
i dun see y i cant continue if nicole can?
he juz bias.cos nicole in pankhurst.
wadever.if tis continue..tink i gonna transfer.
i dun wish to suffer e yr..veh xin ku u noe.
i wanted to cry out etg wn i gt home.
but apparently.tears were dried up.
n i din managed to let etg out in skl.
cos dey kp asking me y..
hide in toilet oso can find out.
wad is tis?! nvm..
i shouldnt have told you.
so guilty now.etime i tink of the silly tgs i've done
hope u cheer up.dun tink so much.
no matter wad happen.will mk sure u get to run.
will help u.despite my prob.im serious.
i rather b numb.i rather collapse.
but i cant let you cry...
i badly wanted to cry wif you.
cos seeing u hide etg hurts me even more.
im sorry..really am apologetic
let u down.
let tchers down
let mstan down.
let sir down.
let parents down.
let peihan down.
let my classmates down.
wad a failure i am???
now.i dunnoe how to explain.
i dunnoe wad to tell em.
e1 been finding me to talk.
n each time i will only start to tear.
but i wldnt b able to let etg out.
i dun see y.i dunno y too.
y isnt god lettin me do tgs i wan?
how can i fight 4 my rights?
i doubt i have e power in me..
no matter how hard i seem to try,
i still fall back.n e1 sniggerin at e sude..
i noe yr 2005 wun b gd 4 me.
aft wad he said..dun believe.but i hafta believe.
i dun want tis to continue.
i dun understand y u all see e potential in me wn i dun
wadever it is.i tink i will end up wif ntg at all.
n i wld definitely feel much worser.
i dun wan me to end up in a horrendous state.
i reli wished my life in crescent wld b a good n fruitful 1.
but seems lik all my hopes are dashed.
dere isnt even a glimmer fo hope anymore.
all i can do is sit dere n cry.
altho dere's no point crying over spilt milk.
there's no way to resolve e problem.
wn i returned.n i find out to me kicked out of hse.
oh well.i think i respect all of your decisions
since no one wans me to continue.
even tho e case hasnt been fought.
i do noe..im at e losing end.
wadever the outcome is.i will only live in remorse.
n die of depression.sigh.im numb..
track n council n hse.its always em givin me e stress.
rite fr e start.only wn i've made up my mind.
muz tchers dun agree..wth.heck.
kays.since u all lidat.i show u e weak side of me.
at most i surrender.i dun care.i wana die badly..
no one cares.
no one is supportive
no one to rely on
how am i suppose to continue tis way???
tell me i suck.cos it isnt nice to study in crescent.
mayb it is.cept for me..
im lucky tht i slept at 8pm last nte.
refrained me fr thinkin n drifting too much.
12 hours of slp.sufficent to mk up all those nites...
sigh.seriously am feeling very nan guo.sigh.
haik.been crying in skl.e reason behind it is so obv..
sigh.now.i reli dunno wad to do.
wads good or bad for me.
din train yest.reli tired.
cos i only slp a while on wed.
sir brought me out.to chit chat.
n i was v much restrainin my tears.
each time he lk at me.i wld turn arnd.
i wonder if wad he said mk sense..
to me...i dowanna agre wif him.
i feelt its unfair.he's unreasonable.
i nv wanted tis to befall on me.
i seriously wanted a happy-go-lucky life..
but now.things have reli changed.
n i dislike e state & position i am in
seems like i dun haf much of a choice..
i cant even decide 4 myself wad my heart desires..
i dun wish to gif up any of the 3..
i want to try tkin up all.
its good to take risks afterall.
so y dun i haf sucha chance?
y izzit that my life has to b controlled?
heyy.i reli dun wish to gif up my pos as hse capt.
i wanna continue.
e bond btwn e brontarians haf indeed grown stroger aft hse camp
we din do much 2gether i muz admit
but at least i gotta noe all of em?
now arh.i wanna b part of bronte.
pls dun strip me of.nt say my results damn lan rite?
i dun see y i cant continue if nicole can?
he juz bias.cos nicole in pankhurst.
wadever.if tis continue..tink i gonna transfer.
i dun wish to suffer e yr..veh xin ku u noe.
i wanted to cry out etg wn i gt home.
but apparently.tears were dried up.
n i din managed to let etg out in skl.
cos dey kp asking me y..
hide in toilet oso can find out.
wad is tis?! nvm..
i shouldnt have told you.
so guilty now.etime i tink of the silly tgs i've done
hope u cheer up.dun tink so much.
no matter wad happen.will mk sure u get to run.
will help u.despite my prob.im serious.
i rather b numb.i rather collapse.
but i cant let you cry...
i badly wanted to cry wif you.
cos seeing u hide etg hurts me even more.
im sorry..really am apologetic
let u down.
let tchers down
let mstan down.
let sir down.
let parents down.
let peihan down.
let my classmates down.
wad a failure i am???
now.i dunnoe how to explain.
i dunnoe wad to tell em.
e1 been finding me to talk.
n each time i will only start to tear.
but i wldnt b able to let etg out.
i dun see y.i dunno y too.
y isnt god lettin me do tgs i wan?
how can i fight 4 my rights?
i doubt i have e power in me..
no matter how hard i seem to try,
i still fall back.n e1 sniggerin at e sude..
i noe yr 2005 wun b gd 4 me.
aft wad he said..dun believe.but i hafta believe.
i dun want tis to continue.
i dun understand y u all see e potential in me wn i dun
wadever it is.i tink i will end up wif ntg at all.
n i wld definitely feel much worser.
i dun wan me to end up in a horrendous state.
i reli wished my life in crescent wld b a good n fruitful 1.
but seems lik all my hopes are dashed.
dere isnt even a glimmer fo hope anymore.
all i can do is sit dere n cry.
altho dere's no point crying over spilt milk.
there's no way to resolve e problem.
wn i returned.n i find out to me kicked out of hse.
oh well.i think i respect all of your decisions
since no one wans me to continue.
even tho e case hasnt been fought.
i do noe..im at e losing end.
wadever the outcome is.i will only live in remorse.
n die of depression.sigh.im numb..
track n council n hse.its always em givin me e stress.
rite fr e start.only wn i've made up my mind.
muz tchers dun agree..wth.heck.
kays.since u all lidat.i show u e weak side of me.
at most i surrender.i dun care.i wana die badly..
no one cares.
no one is supportive
no one to rely on
how am i suppose to continue tis way???
tell me i suck.cos it isnt nice to study in crescent.
mayb it is.cept for me..
im lucky tht i slept at 8pm last nte.
refrained me fr thinkin n drifting too much.
12 hours of slp.sufficent to mk up all those nites...
sigh.seriously am feeling very nan guo.sigh.
the girl next door;
Monday, October 20, 2003
feel veh horrible nw..bleah.
cant believe i actually cried 4 2whole hrs.
fr 1 till3pm 2dae.
wad is tis.totallie maluated myself wad.
haiks.enjoyed myself so freag much 4 past 3 days
coucil camp reli rocks.
cept wn i fell down n injured myself.
sustained quite a no. of injuries le.
blahh.hurts lotsa.esp in contact wif water.
results so dotx.haikx.cried mostly cos of tt.
maths paper was e last.
quite happy wn gt sec A.
cos it was reli good.compared to e others.
den was hopin 4 a 28 to ged A1.
who noes i so power..
12 only..i ans all qns summore.
den see 0s all over.sigh.
im sucha failure..
i tried 2 ren..din wana cry in frnt of my classmates.
dowana let em c e weak side of me..
cos i always shoutin at em.haiya..
was e ferst to cry,e others all so strong.
i din fail...but cldnt ans to myself.
wasnt worried to ged scolded.
cos noe my mum wun scold.
juz let myself down lorh.
studied v hard 4 tis yr end paper.
i reli was determined to pass wif flyin colours..
tell u e truth.i gt v hugh expectation ok.
din wan a single C.btu sigh.
nt even happy.desptie e 3 As.
cos i started geog n sci 2 wks earlier.
haiks.shud juz go n die lah.
nt worth to carry on living..
cry till eyes sweel like shit.headache so bad.bleargh. =/
den aft skl stil gt so many talks.wth.
only made me tear even more.sigh.
started wif track.choose btwn both?
haiks.sorta wanted 2 prove sir wrong liao.
den muz lidat.added to my wounds. :(
dun tink i ever cried tt long ok..
den gt council tok.wad rubbish.
dorcas was talkin to e 6 of us..
sayin e true facts whihc made sense.
yeshh.den whole exco came..
wad is tis..?!so malu kaes..
say my face al red n etg.sorry le..
i start v hard to stop 1.
but sad 2 say..i nv cry etg out yet..
actually i wanted to gif up track nats if reli no choice.
tho competitions are mostly etg.
but cant gif up council.i juz cant..
yepp.but feel more attached to track le.
yeahh.reli dunnoe lahs.sigh.i suck.
wrote tt all over my table 2dae.
wad kind of shi bai person am i?
den e wayy sir lks n talks to me v different liao.
so cold.mk me feel so guilty.
ever since i gt promoted.he lidat liao.
so eerie-fied.haix.
even hb tinks he nt e same.last time v nice to me 1.
ohwell.i shall juz accept fate..
4get it lahs.i noe he've given up hope on me liao.
say i chang n etc.
all e confidence is juz gone lidat.
wadever lah.no nats how?nvm..i try to resist.
promised him to turn up 4 trngs despite council.
i WILL kp it...4 sure..no matter wad happens
he may nt gif a damn liao.
cos now..he will juz say its My fault tt sec 1s dun turn up 4 trng,
wad e hell.fine lahs..dun mind wad.TSK.
no1 noes wad im going thru.
haik.so saddening.dunnoe hu to tok to rite nw..
nd sum1 to tell my rubbish prob to.
but haik.no1 suitable.bleah.
hecck..wun care liao..dun bother abt my damn feelings...
cant believe i actually cried 4 2whole hrs.
fr 1 till3pm 2dae.
wad is tis.totallie maluated myself wad.
haiks.enjoyed myself so freag much 4 past 3 days
coucil camp reli rocks.
cept wn i fell down n injured myself.
sustained quite a no. of injuries le.
blahh.hurts lotsa.esp in contact wif water.
results so dotx.haikx.cried mostly cos of tt.
maths paper was e last.
quite happy wn gt sec A.
cos it was reli good.compared to e others.
den was hopin 4 a 28 to ged A1.
who noes i so power..
12 only..i ans all qns summore.
den see 0s all over.sigh.
im sucha failure..
i tried 2 ren..din wana cry in frnt of my classmates.
dowana let em c e weak side of me..
cos i always shoutin at em.haiya..
was e ferst to cry,e others all so strong.
i din fail...but cldnt ans to myself.
wasnt worried to ged scolded.
cos noe my mum wun scold.
juz let myself down lorh.
studied v hard 4 tis yr end paper.
i reli was determined to pass wif flyin colours..
tell u e truth.i gt v hugh expectation ok.
din wan a single C.btu sigh.
nt even happy.desptie e 3 As.
cos i started geog n sci 2 wks earlier.
haiks.shud juz go n die lah.
nt worth to carry on living..
cry till eyes sweel like shit.headache so bad.bleargh. =/
den aft skl stil gt so many talks.wth.
only made me tear even more.sigh.
started wif track.choose btwn both?
haiks.sorta wanted 2 prove sir wrong liao.
den muz lidat.added to my wounds. :(
dun tink i ever cried tt long ok..
den gt council tok.wad rubbish.
dorcas was talkin to e 6 of us..
sayin e true facts whihc made sense.
yeshh.den whole exco came..
wad is tis..?!so malu kaes..
say my face al red n etg.sorry le..
i start v hard to stop 1.
but sad 2 say..i nv cry etg out yet..
actually i wanted to gif up track nats if reli no choice.
tho competitions are mostly etg.
but cant gif up council.i juz cant..
yepp.but feel more attached to track le.
yeahh.reli dunnoe lahs.sigh.i suck.
wrote tt all over my table 2dae.
wad kind of shi bai person am i?
den e wayy sir lks n talks to me v different liao.
so cold.mk me feel so guilty.
ever since i gt promoted.he lidat liao.
so eerie-fied.haix.
even hb tinks he nt e same.last time v nice to me 1.
ohwell.i shall juz accept fate..
4get it lahs.i noe he've given up hope on me liao.
say i chang n etc.
all e confidence is juz gone lidat.
wadever lah.no nats how?nvm..i try to resist.
promised him to turn up 4 trngs despite council.
i WILL kp it...4 sure..no matter wad happens
he may nt gif a damn liao.
cos now..he will juz say its My fault tt sec 1s dun turn up 4 trng,
wad e hell.fine lahs..dun mind wad.TSK.
no1 noes wad im going thru.
haik.so saddening.dunnoe hu to tok to rite nw..
nd sum1 to tell my rubbish prob to.
but haik.no1 suitable.bleah.
hecck..wun care liao..dun bother abt my damn feelings...
the girl next door;
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Came back fr chalet.heez~so bang.great time dere.hmm.
Yest went town in the morning.
Den watch movie.e show was nice..kinda groos tho..
Blood n etg.eeks.kinda freaked out lorh.
Den lido tht place e theatre so freag cold..
Shiver like siao.n jaws were chattering.bleargh.so dotx.
But enjoyed it lahs.cept 4 the coldness.winks-
Roamed arnd.b4 movie got tis saleman.
Abit siao 1.sold us perfume..$19.90 total.
Dun relit ink its nice tho.but haik.we so nice.buy his product.
But veh qi wif him.say dunnoe wad is CRESCENT..
N commented tt I was skinny?! Wth lorh.TSK!
Erhh..roamed arnd?mayb not.cos no one wanted to decide.
Haha.settled down to eat n tok n blahh.
Met jie at Bloomington.hmms.wif her clique..yepps.
N I so nice warn her abt ahem* haha.e rest were freakin out yea?
Hahx.yeala..n I rmber e doll tt lk like u.
Hah.gonna ged a big whack tmr. *squints*
Went dental appt.den delayed 4 an hr.so wad..
Mk me wait alone.so sians..yeaa.
Almost thot I cldnt mk it 4 e 6pm shuttle bus.
But in e end.reached tanah merah at 5.30..totalie early..
Hah.cos only tk abt 20min fr somerset to dere.
Yeahh.made my way to chalet..almost gt lost I tell u..
Ahhhah.no sense of direction..
Hmms.i step in only.e1 started screaming,
Erts.cos dey all watching ju-on.
Haha.i joined em ltr.but cldnt reli understand story..
All cld hear were screams n more scream.ahha.
Watch til si qu huo lai.haha.my class so cute..
Heeh.mdm yap was dere wif her son.
So cute…but tink he sick.yepp.
Den ms habeebah arrived.wif her ‘fren’
Haha.she kinda got teased??? =|
Muahaha.damn farnie le.yeshh.
Den opened champagne.n we gave her e choco plus card.
Cos she leaving crez mahs.so saddening.yeaye..
She din stay 4 long.cos MUZ go sum other class chalet wadd.
At east coast.yeahh..so let her go lorh..we cant b restricting her rite?
Yepps.i din reli eat atg.dunnoe y juz no appetite.
Den go swim.i din tho.others.only help to tk fotos.
N tk care of belongings lorh..hah.
But got wet in e end.pool so inviting le.. winks-
Bottom half totallie wet.eeks..cos splash here n dere
Got the entire pool to ourselves.no one else using.heh.
Went hm.late liao.9 plus.hmms..tk turns to bathe..
Den I dig 4 food.feelin hungry mahs.heehee.
E1 din wanna slp.but sumhow.i got feelin I wun b able to stay thru e nite.
Yepp.gave up half way..so I got the priority of slping abv.
Whee-wif all the pigs..haha.6 on 2 beds.woah.
Like sardines.cldnt move.e1 was like mamees.
Stayed at position wifout moving thru-out.
But in e end only left if 4.still as squeezy tho.
N was given least space ok…practically kissing e wall.blah
But Jamie bolster v comfy le.hahahaha =)
Lala.gt back ache in e end.erts.so tired.but sumhow no mood to slp le.
Tossed n tossed.came down wif a bad flu.-sniff…
N etime I breathe or sth..gt sum snouting sound
Which made e1 laugh..n broke all e silence.haha.
Den e1 will blame me agn.cos we were all tryin to slp?..
Eyes turned red.den swollen.dunoe y..
Suddenly so freag itchy okie..haiks.nvm la.
At least got my fone wif me throughout e nite..
So thankful.yea yea..=) but sorry..
Kinda fell aslp?..erts.sorry.tired but.u noe I was drifting?
Sighsigh..nono.cannt sigh.else… =/
Fr 12.30 slp till 2.30 yeah.den got water
Tried to ged back to slp.cos all tired as usual.
Esp Jamie n xiangmei..yeahh..sumh gt no mood to do atg?
Slept 4 another hr.
Was awoken by foto shots??
Cos apparently those who din slp came to tk pic of uz slping?
So eeks le.i lk horrid I tell u.was in my wonderland still le..
Haha.din slp after tt liao.so fr 4 all e way to 6am.
Waited 4 time to tick by slowly..haiks..yeayea..
Time passes so slowly wn u wan it to go pass hurriedly.
Hate e wall.knock my head dunno how many gazillion times?
Bleahh.so irri..yuckyuck. :S
Went to watch sumrise.yepps.not reli nice.
Cos veh dark n yarhh.saw more planes den any other tg lorhs.
Sat on tis huge rock.but at abt 6.30++
We hadta run back as it started to pour.woahh.
E1 was runnig.lik homrun lidat.esp e track..
Yeah.so we rotted in the chalet all the way ltr.blahh.so sian.
N cold too.shivers..jaw breaking liao.
Btu at least got chio shirt to kp me warm?hah.
Din go 4 trng.was kinda guilty.kp tinkin of wad sir wld do?
Yea.hope e trng was alrite?tink sir gonna kill me sia..
Nvm.wun tink abt it.will see how tmr.hahx.leave tgs to settle.
Started msging agn..wahh.tink u cld hardly see me wofout my hp.
Haha..yepp.those tt din slp all happily fell fast aslp on e floor while watching show.
Haha.sute cute ple.was upstairs.listen music.
Den tink ys cldnt exactly slp?
Cos was making hellalot of noise?my fault..
Erts.den tried to do sth..no paper to write sorrows.
Haha.cos anna dowan gime paper.pouts- hmms
Went down.decided to b nice..so I prepared food 4 e1?
Haah.boil water.clear kitchen.pack atg I felt was messy??
Haha.made e food hot 4 em too.
Yea..see I so nice.den they still say me.hmpf..
Say next time grow up b housewife?maid?sweeper?
Wahh wad.not insulting pls.eeks.nvm.
Dun reli mind doin all those chores anw.
Used to it liao.at hm oso cook myself wad.yea.
Wun reli bother wad u all sae.so nvm.cos used to u all bullyin me?
Den watched walk to remember.hmms.nice show??
So touchin cann?dey watched 3 times liao
I only watched once tho.den e ending so saddening lorh.
See sarimah cry..hah.etg was in my eyes.felt so duno wad?
Haha.juz mk ur heart feel so uhmm.bleah. :|
Rain finally stoped.ys,anna,Jamie went to swim
Yepp.shud haf gone.regretted.but din have swim wear anw.
Dey got v nice tann ok?mk me so jealous..sgh.
Brought e others to the beach.
Woahh.u call that a beach???
Please lorh.more like rubbish dump ok..yeahh.damn dirty.
But kinda heart soothing tho.hmms.
My mind was like a bottle..den as e wind blows.
E bottle gets filled up..but not wif good stuff??
Cos e breeze only made me feel worst n drift.yep
Left aft a while.high tide.kinda dangerous mahs.
N was digusted by tis dead bloated rat cann.
Yucksyucks.so disgusting lorh..my goodness.
White summore.so fat..damn erts..eeks.
N I was e ferst to scream?ahha.scared e others.
Cos tt rat feeaked me out of my wits.ahhhah
Went to bowl after tt..yepp.at 12nn.
Bowled 3 games.yep.slacekd a lot.so long nv bowl liao.
But im pleased wif e outcome?
Only a few strikes.yep.gen li owe me sth..
Cos I help her dunnoe wad oso.yea.ha.win ahem* I tink?
Hahah.yeah.wadeverr la.hehs.
We went back n packed the chalet aftward.
Jamie n I did e bed.wahh.so impressive.
Nez time can b air stewardness?uhmm.abit no relevance le.
Haha.me kinda crazy liao.. =//
Managed to catch e 3.15 shuttle bus.yep
Reli a big thank u to Jamie mum b4 leaving.
Cos we not so ungrateful 1.hha. ;]
Den went town agn.woah.practicalyy edae oso go down.
Tk neoprints.kaos.so chio can??
E card one the best! Whee-.haha..
Bought sweets fr mini twoons agn.bahh.
Went hm.n I fell aslp on e train.STANDING.ahah
Yeahhh.seriously lethargic liao.hardly gt energy to open my eyes
Haik.tonite jolly well catch up on my slp I tell u.
Else tmr see panda in 1C2.
Muahah,I wun b e only one lorh..
Yepp.but kinda no mood agn.juz uhmm.
Tinkin of my stress level once agn?
Haik.peng sang lah.sighsigh.
Always hate myself.hate hate hate.
To be so uhhh.dunoe wad la.
Juz loss for words..yepp.wana …
But cannot lorh.oso dunno y?
Kies.sth not rite in my mind lorh.
Dere’s a slight diff?
Or perhaps a major problem la.
Haiks.heck.dun bother abt my numb feelings?
Juz wana rot n die lorh.yeah.totalie~
Wadeveer. Yeah.btw.btw.bought sweets 4 u all C2 gals.
For giving me sucha splendiferous bdae bash?
Hha.thankiew.juz a lollipop each la.ahah.
But better den ntg rites?
So muz like it okie?cos I xing xing ku ku go hunt 4 diff kinda.
Yeah.yeah.wahh.realised I sound like shit rite now,
Biangx.totalie dead can?hmms.nvm.dun tink any1 wld call liao.
kk.aft get sore throat 4 eating so much junk food.
Bao ying lahs.hecck.yeap.
Shall go do my punishment.ahha.u noe wad I mean rite?
Yeahyea.still wad rubbish chao xie.haha.cute.grins*
Yeahh.see if u receive tmr lah.
Cos I veh rubbishy one.yepp. :p
Friends are like stars.they may not always be around u, but u noe tt they are always there.
Yest went town in the morning.
Den watch movie.e show was nice..kinda groos tho..
Blood n etg.eeks.kinda freaked out lorh.
Den lido tht place e theatre so freag cold..
Shiver like siao.n jaws were chattering.bleargh.so dotx.
But enjoyed it lahs.cept 4 the coldness.winks-
Roamed arnd.b4 movie got tis saleman.
Abit siao 1.sold us perfume..$19.90 total.
Dun relit ink its nice tho.but haik.we so nice.buy his product.
But veh qi wif him.say dunnoe wad is CRESCENT..
N commented tt I was skinny?! Wth lorh.TSK!
Erhh..roamed arnd?mayb not.cos no one wanted to decide.
Haha.settled down to eat n tok n blahh.
Met jie at Bloomington.hmms.wif her clique..yepps.
N I so nice warn her abt ahem* haha.e rest were freakin out yea?
Hahx.yeala..n I rmber e doll tt lk like u.
Hah.gonna ged a big whack tmr. *squints*
Went dental appt.den delayed 4 an hr.so wad..
Mk me wait alone.so sians..yeaa.
Almost thot I cldnt mk it 4 e 6pm shuttle bus.
But in e end.reached tanah merah at 5.30..totalie early..
Hah.cos only tk abt 20min fr somerset to dere.
Yeahh.made my way to chalet..almost gt lost I tell u..
Ahhhah.no sense of direction..
Hmms.i step in only.e1 started screaming,
Erts.cos dey all watching ju-on.
Haha.i joined em ltr.but cldnt reli understand story..
All cld hear were screams n more scream.ahha.
Watch til si qu huo lai.haha.my class so cute..
Heeh.mdm yap was dere wif her son.
So cute…but tink he sick.yepp.
Den ms habeebah arrived.wif her ‘fren’
Haha.she kinda got teased??? =|
Muahaha.damn farnie le.yeshh.
Den opened champagne.n we gave her e choco plus card.
Cos she leaving crez mahs.so saddening.yeaye..
She din stay 4 long.cos MUZ go sum other class chalet wadd.
At east coast.yeahh..so let her go lorh..we cant b restricting her rite?
Yepps.i din reli eat atg.dunnoe y juz no appetite.
Den go swim.i din tho.others.only help to tk fotos.
N tk care of belongings lorh..hah.
But got wet in e end.pool so inviting le.. winks-
Bottom half totallie wet.eeks..cos splash here n dere
Got the entire pool to ourselves.no one else using.heh.
Went hm.late liao.9 plus.hmms..tk turns to bathe..
Den I dig 4 food.feelin hungry mahs.heehee.
E1 din wanna slp.but sumhow.i got feelin I wun b able to stay thru e nite.
Yepp.gave up half way..so I got the priority of slping abv.
Whee-wif all the pigs..haha.6 on 2 beds.woah.
Like sardines.cldnt move.e1 was like mamees.
Stayed at position wifout moving thru-out.
But in e end only left if 4.still as squeezy tho.
N was given least space ok…practically kissing e wall.blah
But Jamie bolster v comfy le.hahahaha =)
Lala.gt back ache in e end.erts.so tired.but sumhow no mood to slp le.
Tossed n tossed.came down wif a bad flu.-sniff…
N etime I breathe or sth..gt sum snouting sound
Which made e1 laugh..n broke all e silence.haha.
Den e1 will blame me agn.cos we were all tryin to slp?..
Eyes turned red.den swollen.dunoe y..
Suddenly so freag itchy okie..haiks.nvm la.
At least got my fone wif me throughout e nite..
So thankful.yea yea..=) but sorry..
Kinda fell aslp?..erts.sorry.tired but.u noe I was drifting?
Sighsigh..nono.cannt sigh.else… =/
Fr 12.30 slp till 2.30 yeah.den got water
Tried to ged back to slp.cos all tired as usual.
Esp Jamie n xiangmei..yeahh..sumh gt no mood to do atg?
Slept 4 another hr.
Was awoken by foto shots??
Cos apparently those who din slp came to tk pic of uz slping?
So eeks le.i lk horrid I tell u.was in my wonderland still le..
Haha.din slp after tt liao.so fr 4 all e way to 6am.
Waited 4 time to tick by slowly..haiks..yeayea..
Time passes so slowly wn u wan it to go pass hurriedly.
Hate e wall.knock my head dunno how many gazillion times?
Bleahh.so irri..yuckyuck. :S
Went to watch sumrise.yepps.not reli nice.
Cos veh dark n yarhh.saw more planes den any other tg lorhs.
Sat on tis huge rock.but at abt 6.30++
We hadta run back as it started to pour.woahh.
E1 was runnig.lik homrun lidat.esp e track..
Yeah.so we rotted in the chalet all the way ltr.blahh.so sian.
N cold too.shivers..jaw breaking liao.
Btu at least got chio shirt to kp me warm?hah.
Din go 4 trng.was kinda guilty.kp tinkin of wad sir wld do?
Yea.hope e trng was alrite?tink sir gonna kill me sia..
Nvm.wun tink abt it.will see how tmr.hahx.leave tgs to settle.
Started msging agn..wahh.tink u cld hardly see me wofout my hp.
Haha..yepp.those tt din slp all happily fell fast aslp on e floor while watching show.
Haha.sute cute ple.was upstairs.listen music.
Den tink ys cldnt exactly slp?
Cos was making hellalot of noise?my fault..
Erts.den tried to do sth..no paper to write sorrows.
Haha.cos anna dowan gime paper.pouts- hmms
Went down.decided to b nice..so I prepared food 4 e1?
Haah.boil water.clear kitchen.pack atg I felt was messy??
Haha.made e food hot 4 em too.
Yea..see I so nice.den they still say me.hmpf..
Say next time grow up b housewife?maid?sweeper?
Wahh wad.not insulting pls.eeks.nvm.
Dun reli mind doin all those chores anw.
Used to it liao.at hm oso cook myself wad.yea.
Wun reli bother wad u all sae.so nvm.cos used to u all bullyin me?
Den watched walk to remember.hmms.nice show??
So touchin cann?dey watched 3 times liao
I only watched once tho.den e ending so saddening lorh.
See sarimah cry..hah.etg was in my eyes.felt so duno wad?
Haha.juz mk ur heart feel so uhmm.bleah. :|
Rain finally stoped.ys,anna,Jamie went to swim
Yepp.shud haf gone.regretted.but din have swim wear anw.
Dey got v nice tann ok?mk me so jealous..sgh.
Brought e others to the beach.
Woahh.u call that a beach???
Please lorh.more like rubbish dump ok..yeahh.damn dirty.
But kinda heart soothing tho.hmms.
My mind was like a bottle..den as e wind blows.
E bottle gets filled up..but not wif good stuff??
Cos e breeze only made me feel worst n drift.yep
Left aft a while.high tide.kinda dangerous mahs.
N was digusted by tis dead bloated rat cann.
Yucksyucks.so disgusting lorh..my goodness.
White summore.so fat..damn erts..eeks.
N I was e ferst to scream?ahha.scared e others.
Cos tt rat feeaked me out of my wits.ahhhah
Went to bowl after tt..yepp.at 12nn.
Bowled 3 games.yep.slacekd a lot.so long nv bowl liao.
But im pleased wif e outcome?
Only a few strikes.yep.gen li owe me sth..
Cos I help her dunnoe wad oso.yea.ha.win ahem* I tink?
Hahah.yeah.wadeverr la.hehs.
We went back n packed the chalet aftward.
Jamie n I did e bed.wahh.so impressive.
Nez time can b air stewardness?uhmm.abit no relevance le.
Haha.me kinda crazy liao.. =//
Managed to catch e 3.15 shuttle bus.yep
Reli a big thank u to Jamie mum b4 leaving.
Cos we not so ungrateful 1.hha. ;]
Den went town agn.woah.practicalyy edae oso go down.
Tk neoprints.kaos.so chio can??
E card one the best! Whee-.haha..
Bought sweets fr mini twoons agn.bahh.
Went hm.n I fell aslp on e train.STANDING.ahah
Yeahhh.seriously lethargic liao.hardly gt energy to open my eyes
Haik.tonite jolly well catch up on my slp I tell u.
Else tmr see panda in 1C2.
Muahah,I wun b e only one lorh..
Yepp.but kinda no mood agn.juz uhmm.
Tinkin of my stress level once agn?
Haik.peng sang lah.sighsigh.
Always hate myself.hate hate hate.
To be so uhhh.dunoe wad la.
Juz loss for words..yepp.wana …
But cannot lorh.oso dunno y?
Kies.sth not rite in my mind lorh.
Dere’s a slight diff?
Or perhaps a major problem la.
Haiks.heck.dun bother abt my numb feelings?
Juz wana rot n die lorh.yeah.totalie~
Wadeveer. Yeah.btw.btw.bought sweets 4 u all C2 gals.
For giving me sucha splendiferous bdae bash?
Hha.thankiew.juz a lollipop each la.ahah.
But better den ntg rites?
So muz like it okie?cos I xing xing ku ku go hunt 4 diff kinda.
Yeah.yeah.wahh.realised I sound like shit rite now,
Biangx.totalie dead can?hmms.nvm.dun tink any1 wld call liao.
kk.aft get sore throat 4 eating so much junk food.
Bao ying lahs.hecck.yeap.
Shall go do my punishment.ahha.u noe wad I mean rite?
Yeahyea.still wad rubbish chao xie.haha.cute.grins*
Yeahh.see if u receive tmr lah.
Cos I veh rubbishy one.yepp. :p
Friends are like stars.they may not always be around u, but u noe tt they are always there.
the girl next door;
Saturday, October 11, 2003
my birthdae seems as tho its 3 days kayy.e1 celebrating it 4 me..seiously thankful for that.god for giving me such splendid frens!!! Thanks a trillion.. =)
10 October 2003
my class RAWKS!!!
How sweet can dey ever ged.heez
Love ya loads.thanks 4 the surprise.
Tho I allady knew abt it.
Juz kp mum cos yeahh…
Noe u all spent lotsa on tis party.
6 pizzas n a cake….
Thanks a lot.i reli appreciate it kayys.
Yepp.but not wn u all force me to eat this huge piece of cake.
Say wad I skinny summore.hahah.
The card oso.veh nice.
But not all signed tho.yeahh
Still say I lk chi own smile.bleahh.=/
But still.thankiew.
Esp yusheng.i knew u planned it all la.
Yea.only afraid c2 will feel its unfair.
Celebrate my bdae n not the others.
Haii.sorry kay.din noe u all so nice.
I noe lahh.juz kidding.hee ;)
N thanks to all for the pressies.
Gt so many now..oops.
No where to put.hah.but will find space juz to display.
Din noe u’ve got such good taste.
Haha.sorry so mean.but yeahh.
Thanks a lot oke?noe u spent loads on the prez.
Reli love it lorh.n its so ciao..
Similar 2 wadd my sister (as in REAL sista) bought 4 me
Haah.juz tt the size a lil big,but still.will wear it..
Haha.cos from u mahs.haha.yepp.thanks. =]
Went orchard wif ys.jam.gen li.sam wong.anna.qiuyi.
Totalie bang.
Spend freag a lot on neoprints.
Cos gt 7.den kinda hard to tk e pics.
N all are rather small tho.bleahh.
But the 1 tk will only ys.jam n gen was too chio liao
Hah.so chun zhen.ahha.totaallie~
Roamed arnd heeren n cine n taka.
Met yh + hb 4 times?
Uhh.wad kidna you yuan is tis lorh pls..
Hb cannot so cheeky arhh.
Its not fate pls.hah.wadevver..
Realized im chao crappy + lame too..
We laughed so much.n I happily malu myself.
So many times at orchard.
Practically e1 was staring le..hahha.
Pardon me fr my cranky jokes.
But its reli fun,..going out wif u ple.
Hah.all so comical..or m I the joker??
=// haha.seriously..
ohwells.bought ms habeebah a box of choco..
she’s leaving. –wails- chao saddening cann?
Wahh…haiihaii.sighsisgh.
Kinda throwing her a farewell pary tho.mms.
Walk n walk.4 only 2 hours.
Den so tired.legs almost broke.
Ha.sum ple can shop fr 2 to 6 summore.
Haha.kayy.i un b mean.cos 4 me rite?
Whoops.hah. :p
Trng starts on tuesdae,
Aww man..gt chalet le..
Classmates dun lemme go.
Haha.i rather enjoy anw.winks-
Ohwell.stamina chao lan.speed too.
Not as if it has been any better wadd.
Slacked lotsa due to trng.hmms..haix.
Nvm.shall buck up…promise to..
11 October 2003
celebrated my bday once agn 2dae.
Haha.met jie ferst.yepp
N she was happily commenting bat my size.bleah
Roamed arnd.
Lking 4 soo ying’s prez
Bought a pig in the end.hmms.
Met yh n mq ltr.yeaahh
Den wached movie-secondhand lion I tink.
Yeahh.kinda lame lahs.but well.
Nvm.dey all wana watch wadd.yepp.i dun mind.
Yeah yeah..time kinda passed rather slowly in the theathre tho.
N gt tis whole bunch of irritating freaks behind us kay.
Kept making hellalot of noise.
Den we kp tsking.haha.
So irritating.den 1 of em even hit my head wn leaving.wth.
The day was kinda ruined.yeaa.
Sorry to say tho.cos movie line was rather confusing mahs.
Atmosphere wasn’t gd.n damn cold too.bleah
Paid $8.50 for the ticket summore.ahahaha.yeaps.
Reli sorry so pissed.n yea.den started to bad mood
N lk bushuang.ughh.reli apologetic yarh?
Hmms.din reli mean it,but rather pissed n fan larh.
Sorry.was supposed to enjoy.but turn out lidat.
Yeayea.no ones at fault tho.yea.only me la.
Walked till abt 4.55pm.den went hm.
Chao tired.legs gonna duan kaes.blearggh.
Ohwells.nvm la pls.dun reli care
Still enjoyed myself.thanks for all ur company k
Appreciated it loads.yarh.
N u all arh.dun kp sayin I lk v dao wn I dun smile can?
Dun xpect me to smile 24/7 rite??
Ple will tink I crazzee or sth le.wahaha.
But yarh..will smile 4 e1 sake
Else u all kp sayin me agn lorh.yupps.
Going to die liao.bahh.=|
Gt loads to tink abt..so fan.ughh.
Owells.been rackin my head.dunnoe if shud…
Haiks..nvm lah.yeayeayea….
friends are like precious gems.so rare and priceless
10 October 2003
my class RAWKS!!!
How sweet can dey ever ged.heez
Love ya loads.thanks 4 the surprise.
Tho I allady knew abt it.
Juz kp mum cos yeahh…
Noe u all spent lotsa on tis party.
6 pizzas n a cake….
Thanks a lot.i reli appreciate it kayys.
Yepp.but not wn u all force me to eat this huge piece of cake.
Say wad I skinny summore.hahah.
The card oso.veh nice.
But not all signed tho.yeahh
Still say I lk chi own smile.bleahh.=/
But still.thankiew.
Esp yusheng.i knew u planned it all la.
Yea.only afraid c2 will feel its unfair.
Celebrate my bdae n not the others.
Haii.sorry kay.din noe u all so nice.
I noe lahh.juz kidding.hee ;)
N thanks to all for the pressies.
Gt so many now..oops.
No where to put.hah.but will find space juz to display.
Din noe u’ve got such good taste.
Haha.sorry so mean.but yeahh.
Thanks a lot oke?noe u spent loads on the prez.
Reli love it lorh.n its so ciao..
Similar 2 wadd my sister (as in REAL sista) bought 4 me
Haah.juz tt the size a lil big,but still.will wear it..
Haha.cos from u mahs.haha.yepp.thanks. =]
Went orchard wif ys.jam.gen li.sam wong.anna.qiuyi.
Totalie bang.
Spend freag a lot on neoprints.
Cos gt 7.den kinda hard to tk e pics.
N all are rather small tho.bleahh.
But the 1 tk will only ys.jam n gen was too chio liao
Hah.so chun zhen.ahha.totaallie~
Roamed arnd heeren n cine n taka.
Met yh + hb 4 times?
Uhh.wad kidna you yuan is tis lorh pls..
Hb cannot so cheeky arhh.
Its not fate pls.hah.wadevver..
Realized im chao crappy + lame too..
We laughed so much.n I happily malu myself.
So many times at orchard.
Practically e1 was staring le..hahha.
Pardon me fr my cranky jokes.
But its reli fun,..going out wif u ple.
Hah.all so comical..or m I the joker??
=// haha.seriously..
ohwells.bought ms habeebah a box of choco..
she’s leaving. –wails- chao saddening cann?
Wahh…haiihaii.sighsisgh.
Kinda throwing her a farewell pary tho.mms.
Walk n walk.4 only 2 hours.
Den so tired.legs almost broke.
Ha.sum ple can shop fr 2 to 6 summore.
Haha.kayy.i un b mean.cos 4 me rite?
Whoops.hah. :p
Trng starts on tuesdae,
Aww man..gt chalet le..
Classmates dun lemme go.
Haha.i rather enjoy anw.winks-
Ohwell.stamina chao lan.speed too.
Not as if it has been any better wadd.
Slacked lotsa due to trng.hmms..haix.
Nvm.shall buck up…promise to..
11 October 2003
celebrated my bday once agn 2dae.
Haha.met jie ferst.yepp
N she was happily commenting bat my size.bleah
Roamed arnd.
Lking 4 soo ying’s prez
Bought a pig in the end.hmms.
Met yh n mq ltr.yeaahh
Den wached movie-secondhand lion I tink.
Yeahh.kinda lame lahs.but well.
Nvm.dey all wana watch wadd.yepp.i dun mind.
Yeah yeah..time kinda passed rather slowly in the theathre tho.
N gt tis whole bunch of irritating freaks behind us kay.
Kept making hellalot of noise.
Den we kp tsking.haha.
So irritating.den 1 of em even hit my head wn leaving.wth.
The day was kinda ruined.yeaa.
Sorry to say tho.cos movie line was rather confusing mahs.
Atmosphere wasn’t gd.n damn cold too.bleah
Paid $8.50 for the ticket summore.ahahaha.yeaps.
Reli sorry so pissed.n yea.den started to bad mood
N lk bushuang.ughh.reli apologetic yarh?
Hmms.din reli mean it,but rather pissed n fan larh.
Sorry.was supposed to enjoy.but turn out lidat.
Yeayea.no ones at fault tho.yea.only me la.
Walked till abt 4.55pm.den went hm.
Chao tired.legs gonna duan kaes.blearggh.
Ohwells.nvm la pls.dun reli care
Still enjoyed myself.thanks for all ur company k
Appreciated it loads.yarh.
N u all arh.dun kp sayin I lk v dao wn I dun smile can?
Dun xpect me to smile 24/7 rite??
Ple will tink I crazzee or sth le.wahaha.
But yarh..will smile 4 e1 sake
Else u all kp sayin me agn lorh.yupps.
Going to die liao.bahh.=|
Gt loads to tink abt..so fan.ughh.
Owells.been rackin my head.dunnoe if shud…
Haiks..nvm lah.yeayeayea….
friends are like precious gems.so rare and priceless
the girl next door;
Thursday, October 09, 2003
yay* im 1 yr older..yippee!!!
hah.jie say i gt more white hair liao.
teeheehee.wad rubbish la pls..
hah.din ged many things tho.
its alrite..dun reli mind la..
at least all the best wishes n sweet msges came.ha
love the chio wallet n ankle socks.
haha.totallie rawks kies.
lala.im hyper..
will juz crap thru tis entire entry ok.
cos i tink ts e 2nd time im typin it out.
-bleah- wadevver..
exams sorta ended.whee-
load of my mind.
but now gt others to worry abt lorh..
more den everr.
etg juz kps piling up.
sigh.no no.cant sigh.
cos todae's my bdae.
n soo ying +kisha too!!
hahx.9 oct juz a significant dae.
lalala. :)
perhaps 2dae e only dae troubles n depression seem to fly free fr me..
haha.so pro.yeaa.totallie~
hmms.good.dun tink abt saddening stuff.
mux b happy.will b happy.im happy. =]
yeshyeshh.dunid to doubt.
13 rocks.cos im 13th 2dae.
hahx.dunno wad rubbish im crapppin abt tho.
nemind.guess its usual to b hyped up on a day lyte tis.winks-
ate ice cream cake.yumyum..
e yr oso e same.but i like it. ;)
tis yr the best.
apart from wn im 8 yrs old lorhh.
yeea.but 13 wld b better.
i pray...it will lahs.
kayy.gt loads of surprises as day goes by..
oh well...shall go n rot.
seriously dettin bored.
but muz celebrate.cos finals are ovERRR!!horray.
-jumps around-
hah.jie say i gt more white hair liao.
teeheehee.wad rubbish la pls..
hah.din ged many things tho.
its alrite..dun reli mind la..
at least all the best wishes n sweet msges came.ha
love the chio wallet n ankle socks.
haha.totallie rawks kies.
lala.im hyper..
will juz crap thru tis entire entry ok.
cos i tink ts e 2nd time im typin it out.
-bleah- wadevver..
exams sorta ended.whee-
load of my mind.
but now gt others to worry abt lorh..
more den everr.
etg juz kps piling up.
sigh.no no.cant sigh.
cos todae's my bdae.
n soo ying +kisha too!!
hahx.9 oct juz a significant dae.
lalala. :)
perhaps 2dae e only dae troubles n depression seem to fly free fr me..
haha.so pro.yeaa.totallie~
hmms.good.dun tink abt saddening stuff.
mux b happy.will b happy.im happy. =]
yeshyeshh.dunid to doubt.
13 rocks.cos im 13th 2dae.
hahx.dunno wad rubbish im crapppin abt tho.
nemind.guess its usual to b hyped up on a day lyte tis.winks-
ate ice cream cake.yumyum..
e yr oso e same.but i like it. ;)
tis yr the best.
apart from wn im 8 yrs old lorhh.
yeea.but 13 wld b better.
i pray...it will lahs.
kayy.gt loads of surprises as day goes by..
oh well...shall go n rot.
seriously dettin bored.
but muz celebrate.cos finals are ovERRR!!horray.
-jumps around-
the girl next door;
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