my dirty little secrets.
Saturday, January 31, 2004
now i know whats its like to pon in trng.
trackerrs have given up hope in me.
cos they noe im stubborn.n will not go for lin trng anymore.
sorry.its juz too stressful larhs.
but dun worry..u all will excel under him..
dun feel guilty le..haiyahs.
wads happening to 2C2???
why is etg in a big mess rite now?
why is eone not enthu anymore?
why arent we as united as b4?
WHYWHYWHY?
why did tgs have to change?
and be in a state lik tis.
seriously.i dun like it..
its not happening in us liao.
n i dunno the reason for it.
i wished eone cld juz play their part in the class
just do your duty.
and tgs will be back to normal.
ii hate to see how individual each of us are rite now.
no one is trying at all.
i know im no longer the chairr..
but i do have the interests of u all..
i dun ask for u to respect me.
btu at least listen to yusheng..
she's ur chair afterall..
im not sayin about anyone..
but rather as a whole.
as a united 2C2.
we are always the role models of others.
so i hope we reamin tgt as one..
my heart shatters to see wad sum of u all r goin thru.
stimes i wish i cld take ur place.
but i know its aint possible.
and u wun wana try my life either.
sighs.but just work tgt yea?
please.please.please.
i know we can be a good class forever.
and i mean forever always together
\\ im not good enough to be a role model and a good student //
sigh.sigh.sigh.
x-country on tues.
biangx.im so nervous lorh
cos i know i wun be in top 5
i can only dream.omg.. =/
im so dead.i know im the slackest of them all.
and teh slowest too.
miaoqun, leticia n the rest.
've been trng so freaking hard.
n yet.i still have time to fool arnd.
okies.maybe i shant care.
dun get top 10 oso wusuowei.
---wadeverr---
last year can runn wifout stress.
cos i din aim to get top 10.
but tis yr.i x-country runner leh.
i cant possibly run slow lor..
how lehh?
so fan lorh.aiyah.i wish i cld be sick.
hecck.
anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL!!!!
sorry ain gto any prex for u..
but i gave u 20cents todae. *grins*
heehee..
and i dowana do the jap project.
so irritating can??
here i am stuggling wif it.
instead of spending time wif my studies.
damnit.
and im glad jamie's coming over on tues to do wif me!
whee! ^.^ hehheh. =)
trackerrs have given up hope in me.
cos they noe im stubborn.n will not go for lin trng anymore.
sorry.its juz too stressful larhs.
but dun worry..u all will excel under him..
dun feel guilty le..haiyahs.
wads happening to 2C2???
why is etg in a big mess rite now?
why is eone not enthu anymore?
why arent we as united as b4?
WHYWHYWHY?
why did tgs have to change?
and be in a state lik tis.
seriously.i dun like it..
its not happening in us liao.
n i dunno the reason for it.
i wished eone cld juz play their part in the class
just do your duty.
and tgs will be back to normal.
ii hate to see how individual each of us are rite now.
no one is trying at all.
i know im no longer the chairr..
but i do have the interests of u all..
i dun ask for u to respect me.
btu at least listen to yusheng..
she's ur chair afterall..
im not sayin about anyone..
but rather as a whole.
as a united 2C2.
we are always the role models of others.
so i hope we reamin tgt as one..
my heart shatters to see wad sum of u all r goin thru.
stimes i wish i cld take ur place.
but i know its aint possible.
and u wun wana try my life either.
sighs.but just work tgt yea?
please.please.please.
i know we can be a good class forever.
and i mean forever always together
\\ im not good enough to be a role model and a good student //
sigh.sigh.sigh.
x-country on tues.
biangx.im so nervous lorh
cos i know i wun be in top 5
i can only dream.omg.. =/
im so dead.i know im the slackest of them all.
and teh slowest too.
miaoqun, leticia n the rest.
've been trng so freaking hard.
n yet.i still have time to fool arnd.
okies.maybe i shant care.
dun get top 10 oso wusuowei.
---wadeverr---
last year can runn wifout stress.
cos i din aim to get top 10.
but tis yr.i x-country runner leh.
i cant possibly run slow lor..
how lehh?
so fan lorh.aiyah.i wish i cld be sick.
hecck.
anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL!!!!
sorry ain gto any prex for u..
but i gave u 20cents todae. *grins*
heehee..
and i dowana do the jap project.
so irritating can??
here i am stuggling wif it.
instead of spending time wif my studies.
damnit.
and im glad jamie's coming over on tues to do wif me!
whee! ^.^ hehheh. =)
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 25, 2004
cny aint lik cny e past years.
totalling boring n stuff.
aiyohs.so sians.reli dun haf e cny mood at all.
and i've gt no idea y at all.bleahh
oei.i was reli trying to be nice lor.
i juz wanted to do gd deeds.
but yet..
ple say i was being cheated.
but deep down.
i really wanted to help.
i din tink of atg else.
juz that simple mind..
no one believes.sigh.nvm.
||thepassionfortrackhasdied||
no longer the enthusiasctis lynette anymore.
cld still rber last yr.
making all sec 1s go for trng.
said it was for their own gd.
n every other person wld say i was sot..
train everyday.
n i juz smiled to say all was worth it.
mayb now i;ve realised tt track is no longer worth my sweat.
i trained so hard.yet no results.
i;ve no idea y suddenly feel lik giving it up.
not council.not house.but track.
cos track is body draining.
n its always e one taking most of my time.
last yr.i may b enthu.
but tis yr.definitely not.
im sure of that.cos i dowana go 4 lin's trng nemore.
serious de.cos no more will to fight.
passionfortrack.
why has this come into the head of me??
gt no idea.
but yet.im thankful that the jnrs are enjoyin track currently.
they tink its fun.
so i hope that mentality stays.FOREVER
really wan em to love track wif all their heart.
n be regular at trngs.please.please.
dun be lik me.who kps slacking le.
haiyohs.no comments lorh.tsktsk.
wad can i say???
i wish i had the ans to etg.please help me.
please be by my side.
please give me the best life one cld ever have.
i really hope for the better...
totalling boring n stuff.
aiyohs.so sians.reli dun haf e cny mood at all.
and i've gt no idea y at all.bleahh
oei.i was reli trying to be nice lor.
i juz wanted to do gd deeds.
but yet..
ple say i was being cheated.
but deep down.
i really wanted to help.
i din tink of atg else.
juz that simple mind..
no one believes.sigh.nvm.
||thepassionfortrackhasdied||
no longer the enthusiasctis lynette anymore.
cld still rber last yr.
making all sec 1s go for trng.
said it was for their own gd.
n every other person wld say i was sot..
train everyday.
n i juz smiled to say all was worth it.
mayb now i;ve realised tt track is no longer worth my sweat.
i trained so hard.yet no results.
i;ve no idea y suddenly feel lik giving it up.
not council.not house.but track.
cos track is body draining.
n its always e one taking most of my time.
last yr.i may b enthu.
but tis yr.definitely not.
im sure of that.cos i dowana go 4 lin's trng nemore.
serious de.cos no more will to fight.
why has this come into the head of me??
gt no idea.
but yet.im thankful that the jnrs are enjoyin track currently.
they tink its fun.
so i hope that mentality stays.FOREVER
really wan em to love track wif all their heart.
n be regular at trngs.please.please.
dun be lik me.who kps slacking le.
haiyohs.no comments lorh.tsktsk.
wad can i say???
i wish i had the ans to etg.please help me.
please be by my side.
please give me the best life one cld ever have.
i really hope for the better...
the girl next door;
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
im suchaa pigg.
slept for 3 frriggin hours.
woo.so longg.
guess i reli hadta catch up wif my slp. =)
n eh.im so proud of my class.
we won the class deco thing!!!
whee-! =D
i mean we reli did derserve to win lor.
aft all that hard work put in.
makin everyone stay back aft sch.
GREAT JOB C2.keep it up.
we must continue to be as united as 1. winks-
ms tan so sweet.
gave us hongbao.
a badge whihc states 'pearls of potential'
sort of our motto la.
so chio.hee.thanks.i love it.woo.
den class sabo-ed me.
say i was the first to open the hongbao.
wahhh.really mehs?
boohoohoo.no fair kays.
hecck lah.its a new year.
and we must live happily.
dowan tgs to continue the way it is.. :(
anw..wish all of u ple a blessed chinese new year!!!
slept for 3 frriggin hours.
woo.so longg.
guess i reli hadta catch up wif my slp. =)
n eh.im so proud of my class.
we won the class deco thing!!!
whee-! =D
i mean we reli did derserve to win lor.
aft all that hard work put in.
makin everyone stay back aft sch.
GREAT JOB C2.keep it up.
we must continue to be as united as 1. winks-
ms tan so sweet.
gave us hongbao.
a badge whihc states 'pearls of potential'
sort of our motto la.
so chio.hee.thanks.i love it.woo.
den class sabo-ed me.
say i was the first to open the hongbao.
wahhh.really mehs?
boohoohoo.no fair kays.
hecck lah.its a new year.
and we must live happily.
dowan tgs to continue the way it is.. :(
anw..wish all of u ple a blessed chinese new year!!!
the girl next door;
Monday, January 19, 2004
had MacRitche run todae.
totAlly horrendous pls.
started pouring heavily at road area.
ran n ran n ran.
all drenched.soaking to skin.
went back sch.
den sheltered my jnrs bck to canteen.
got the most wet..shoes..sighs.
but heckk la.
went pbl.wanted to noe wad my grp has planned.
hmms.great ple.dey had perfect ideas.woo..
e1 were commenting on me.
abt my clothes.so wet!eeks.
now im sniffing away.
so sick.dowana go to sch tmr.
haiz.i wish i cld lor..blah.
den sir broutgh a few of us for tea.
discussed abt track
sighs.another headache matter.
ohwells.stimes i wonder if i've even tried my best.
i dun tink i;ve doen my part as a good track snr pls.
sobs.so shi bai.arghs.
i cant do atg for track.goshh.
im going to die..at the rate im at.. bleahh.
sorrysorrysorry.im so sorry..
totAlly horrendous pls.
started pouring heavily at road area.
ran n ran n ran.
all drenched.soaking to skin.
went back sch.
den sheltered my jnrs bck to canteen.
got the most wet..shoes..sighs.
but heckk la.
went pbl.wanted to noe wad my grp has planned.
hmms.great ple.dey had perfect ideas.woo..
e1 were commenting on me.
abt my clothes.so wet!eeks.
now im sniffing away.
so sick.dowana go to sch tmr.
haiz.i wish i cld lor..blah.
den sir broutgh a few of us for tea.
discussed abt track
sighs.another headache matter.
ohwells.stimes i wonder if i've even tried my best.
i dun tink i;ve doen my part as a good track snr pls.
sobs.so shi bai.arghs.
i cant do atg for track.goshh.
im going to die..at the rate im at.. bleahh.
sorrysorrysorry.im so sorry..
the girl next door;
Saturday, January 17, 2004
misery.its has came.
hoping it will mark e end of etg.but i know.its not possible.
i wished i knew.y all bad tgs came 2gthr.
making me feel worst den ever.
it all started from wed.
till now.i dunno if it'll cont.but i hope it doesnt.
wed had hse party..
thats was when..hmph.yeahh.
games were pretty fun.
cld tell tt e sec 1s enjoyed.
but i din.yupps.
thurs.hd time trial.600m.
for me.its super terrible.
while others think it was reli bang.
i din as well.i always dont.
timing sucks lik shit.
efforts werent paid off.
[ regular trng doesnt mean u'll run well ]
i dont see the point of trng anymore.
GIVING IT ALL UP.
how much harder have i always trained harder den others.
im not braggin or atg.
but i din get credit for all ive done.
i only wished to run well.
to get wad i derserve.
but tht never happens.
i can train till i bcom ill.
but still.im the slowest of em all.
i dun aim to b teh fastest.
but at least let me kp up wif their pace.
each time im the last.
tears juz come down.
leaving me so demoraelised.
i thot this yr.i wldnt cry anymore.
but yet teh 14th proved me wrong.
i cried so much.eyes so swollen.
and it was all cos of IT
now i know.im not even given a chnace.
to show them all.
only can gif up.thats wad they want me to do.
all these times where i put in my efforts.
have gone to the drain.
im alwasy nto rewarded.
i dunno why.
first was track. than hse.
council the only one not giving me any problems YET
i always tears for it..
but still.theres aint no point at all.
i cant keep it with me.
i have to give it up.to her.sighs.
i guess life cant get anymore unfair.
i wonder if God testing me or what.
etime i suffer the most.
i wished for so muhc more.
but yet.dreams dun come true..
i reli dunno wad to do wif myself.
etg is juz bottled inside.
so nan shou.always feel lik crying etg out wn i start.
but cant.sumone is always arnd to stop me.
What can i Do?
can sumone please.please.answer my prayers.
only 2 wishes.i hope its not greedy of me.
haiks.i reli at my wits end.
shud i stop trng?
since anyway.my hard work will never pay off for track?
its not possible for me to run anymore.
cos the no. of x-country runners have incresed.
n teh worst thing is that im teh slowest of all.
n the gap is reli bigg.i tell u.
tink this yr sec 1 will even do a better job den me.
so i might as well give it all up.
and lead a normal normal life?
anyway.no one wants me to make it to the top.
sum ple juz cant wait to see me suffer.
till i perish..
i reli dunno how i've offended u or atg.
but since u dislike me.guess..
i cant help it.
i know my frens arent that many..
so i guess i've to live on my own.
ALONE.
ntg more i can ask for..
jzu to see the true frens of mine.
that wld reli be there for me.
n listen to my troubles.
right now.no one.
next time.no one too.
i'll never have one that cares for me.
cos i dun derserve it.
i derserve a life much worst than a pig..
suppose e1 wans tht to happen to me.
sobs..
i cant keep it.
i cant run well.
den wads the freaking point of living??
[ myheartisbroken.yetnoonecares. ]
hoping it will mark e end of etg.but i know.its not possible.
i wished i knew.y all bad tgs came 2gthr.
making me feel worst den ever.
it all started from wed.
till now.i dunno if it'll cont.but i hope it doesnt.
wed had hse party..
thats was when..hmph.yeahh.
games were pretty fun.
cld tell tt e sec 1s enjoyed.
but i din.yupps.
thurs.hd time trial.600m.
for me.its super terrible.
while others think it was reli bang.
i din as well.i always dont.
timing sucks lik shit.
efforts werent paid off.
i dont see the point of trng anymore.
GIVING IT ALL UP.
how much harder have i always trained harder den others.
im not braggin or atg.
but i din get credit for all ive done.
i only wished to run well.
to get wad i derserve.
but tht never happens.
i can train till i bcom ill.
but still.im the slowest of em all.
i dun aim to b teh fastest.
but at least let me kp up wif their pace.
each time im the last.
tears juz come down.
leaving me so demoraelised.
i thot this yr.i wldnt cry anymore.
but yet teh 14th proved me wrong.
i cried so much.eyes so swollen.
and it was all cos of IT
now i know.im not even given a chnace.
to show them all.
only can gif up.thats wad they want me to do.
all these times where i put in my efforts.
have gone to the drain.
im alwasy nto rewarded.
i dunno why.
first was track. than hse.
council the only one not giving me any problems YET
i always tears for it..
but still.theres aint no point at all.
i cant keep it with me.
i have to give it up.to her.sighs.
i guess life cant get anymore unfair.
i wonder if God testing me or what.
etime i suffer the most.
i wished for so muhc more.
but yet.dreams dun come true..
i reli dunno wad to do wif myself.
etg is juz bottled inside.
so nan shou.always feel lik crying etg out wn i start.
but cant.sumone is always arnd to stop me.
What can i Do?
can sumone please.please.answer my prayers.
only 2 wishes.i hope its not greedy of me.
haiks.i reli at my wits end.
shud i stop trng?
since anyway.my hard work will never pay off for track?
its not possible for me to run anymore.
cos the no. of x-country runners have incresed.
n teh worst thing is that im teh slowest of all.
n the gap is reli bigg.i tell u.
tink this yr sec 1 will even do a better job den me.
so i might as well give it all up.
and lead a normal normal life?
anyway.no one wants me to make it to the top.
sum ple juz cant wait to see me suffer.
till i perish..
i reli dunno how i've offended u or atg.
but since u dislike me.guess..
i cant help it.
i know my frens arent that many..
so i guess i've to live on my own.
ALONE.
ntg more i can ask for..
jzu to see the true frens of mine.
that wld reli be there for me.
n listen to my troubles.
right now.no one.
next time.no one too.
i'll never have one that cares for me.
cos i dun derserve it.
i derserve a life much worst than a pig..
suppose e1 wans tht to happen to me.
sobs..
i cant keep it.
i cant run well.
den wads the freaking point of living??
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 11, 2004
still feeling sick.
arghs.tis is irritating.started aft campfire.
wn i had a temp of 38.5!!!
i dun even noe teh cause of it??
sighs.campfre was okay lah.
it cld have been better if C2 won the cheer.
but nvm.
i feel so disappointed.
feel as thot i belong to thier class.
aft all the hard efforts i put in for their cheers.
but to no avail
no use probing over it la
cos G3 deserved to win aft all.
they were reli good.i must say.
yupp.
at least my class enjoyed themselves.
n so did i..
dey gave me strepsils.hehe.
im so touched..really..
yest was cca day.
sir made us go at 7.30??
but i went at 8.
was actually having 2nd thots abt going.
cos i was still havin a fever.
n tummyache.
but i went.cos of my jnrs.
i had their cca forms.
din realy have a choice.
but i din wana miss out the fun ether.
i was so guilty i din train.
cos every others were trng.
n i was juz sitting arnd helping sir.bleah.
even teh track jnrs were trng.
yeahh.im a slacker.arghs.
felt so listless.din haf the mood to do atg.
anw.cca day finally started aft so long.
n so many c2 girl signed up for track n dance.
n me n jamie din even psycho em lor.
haah.so we realised.
that mayb if we jzu set a gd eg for our cca.
dey will follow.
we dun have to force em.else dey wun even turn up for trng.
yeah.hope this makes sense.hee. :P
erhh..reached hm abt 5..
bathed n went straight to slp.
so lei le..suchha pigg.eeks.
haiks.i still haven done my hw yet.
due tmr lehs.
too sick to study.still have tuition ltr.
grrs.
dowan go sch tmr.
budden wil haf to c doc den can get mc.
sighs
but even if i go.wun be able to concentrate wad.
so wads the damn point.
aiyos.i reli dunnoe la.
mind cant function liao.
n actually.mayb m nto sick lor.
its all in the mind.
mum says i;ve stressed out myself.
far too muhc during orientation.
cos everday i go back hm so tired.
i dunno if its true notx.
but uts quite relevant.
yeahh.but all ive done.
its juz for my jnrs to feel welcomed lorh.
yupps.i dunno if its worth it anot.
cos of..aiya.nvm..
this will come to an end.
i shudden me over exerting myself too much.
i cant cope in e position im in.
maybe i can.maybe not.i reli dunnoe
i juz wish for sum1 to guide me thru this obstacle.
once n for all.
juz a few more months.
n etg will finally be over.
i will pull thru.at least i will try to..
i shud haf know my limits.
den i wldnt have ended it tis state..
sighs.beginning to recollect wad u've said.
it makes so much sense.
but i realy cant forgo..sobs..
it wasnt worth it..
im tearing apart.
i cant be the same as before...
arghs.tis is irritating.started aft campfire.
wn i had a temp of 38.5!!!
i dun even noe teh cause of it??
sighs.campfre was okay lah.
it cld have been better if C2 won the cheer.
but nvm.
i feel so disappointed.
feel as thot i belong to thier class.
aft all the hard efforts i put in for their cheers.
but to no avail
no use probing over it la
cos G3 deserved to win aft all.
they were reli good.i must say.
yupp.
at least my class enjoyed themselves.
n so did i..
dey gave me strepsils.hehe.
im so touched..really..
yest was cca day.
sir made us go at 7.30??
but i went at 8.
was actually having 2nd thots abt going.
cos i was still havin a fever.
n tummyache.
but i went.cos of my jnrs.
i had their cca forms.
din realy have a choice.
but i din wana miss out the fun ether.
i was so guilty i din train.
cos every others were trng.
n i was juz sitting arnd helping sir.bleah.
even teh track jnrs were trng.
yeahh.im a slacker.arghs.
felt so listless.din haf the mood to do atg.
anw.cca day finally started aft so long.
n so many c2 girl signed up for track n dance.
n me n jamie din even psycho em lor.
haah.so we realised.
that mayb if we jzu set a gd eg for our cca.
dey will follow.
we dun have to force em.else dey wun even turn up for trng.
yeah.hope this makes sense.hee. :P
erhh..reached hm abt 5..
bathed n went straight to slp.
so lei le..suchha pigg.eeks.
haiks.i still haven done my hw yet.
due tmr lehs.
too sick to study.still have tuition ltr.
grrs.
dowan go sch tmr.
budden wil haf to c doc den can get mc.
sighs
but even if i go.wun be able to concentrate wad.
so wads the damn point.
aiyos.i reli dunnoe la.
mind cant function liao.
n actually.mayb m nto sick lor.
its all in the mind.
mum says i;ve stressed out myself.
far too muhc during orientation.
cos everday i go back hm so tired.
i dunno if its true notx.
but uts quite relevant.
yeahh.but all ive done.
its juz for my jnrs to feel welcomed lorh.
yupps.i dunno if its worth it anot.
cos of..aiya.nvm..
this will come to an end.
i shudden me over exerting myself too much.
i cant cope in e position im in.
maybe i can.maybe not.i reli dunnoe
i juz wish for sum1 to guide me thru this obstacle.
once n for all.
juz a few more months.
n etg will finally be over.
i will pull thru.at least i will try to..
i shud haf know my limits.
den i wldnt have ended it tis state..
sighs.beginning to recollect wad u've said.
it makes so much sense.
but i realy cant forgo..sobs..
it wasnt worth it..
im tearing apart.
i cant be the same as before...
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 04, 2004
[im sorry i cant be perfect]
the girl next door;
Thursday, January 01, 2004
im so darn unlucky.
its only day 1 of 2004.
yet i've been showered wif unluckiness.
freak.
imagine sumone vomiting on u??
thats exactly wad happened to me
when i went jurong point.
idiot.thanks to a small boy.
heckk.
i've got tis feeling.
this year aint gonna b good at all.
sighs.
im juz THAT unlucky wadd...
its only day 1 of 2004.
yet i've been showered wif unluckiness.
freak.
imagine sumone vomiting on u??
thats exactly wad happened to me
when i went jurong point.
idiot.thanks to a small boy.
heckk.
i've got tis feeling.
this year aint gonna b good at all.
sighs.
im juz THAT unlucky wadd...
the girl next door;
whee- HAPPY NEW YEAR
cant believe i spent the very ferst min of 2004 studyin.
mwahah.so wells.anyway.
2004 starts now.n i;ve said goodbye to 2003.
wthr it'll be a better or worst life ahead of me.
i dunnoe.
but all in know is that.im the one who will make life change.
for me.
its all in my hands.reli have to depend on myself
and no others.
uhmm.yupps.wishes n hopes have been made.
but none has yet to come true juz yet.
perhaps all takes time.
n sum tgs cant be rushed.
i do understand.
2003 really hasnt been a gd year.
mayb it was.but i din noe how to cherished it properly.
only know it when its gone.
i regrets many tgs i;ve done.
hurting my dear frens always.
well.i will change.for the better.
too many tgs have happened.
i cldnt control it.
emotions jzu flew free.letting out etg.
how much tears i;ve actually shed..
mms.this year i swear it'll b lesser.
only cross my fingers.n hope conflicts n misunderstangin wld b lesser
bad moodings n etg too.
now i will apologise for all the misdeeds i;ve done.
to whoever u may be.
i promise u ple.i'll b better in 2004.
i wana b stronger.cos im already a snr.
times flew reli fast in crescent.
before u noe it.its all over.
so fast.not even sum time to recollect.
looking back at wad i've done.
i know im wrong.
but wells.i wun repeat the same mistakes agn.
cos i learnt.far alot.
from my vast experience in crescent.
tmr will i know.juz how it'll b like to b a senior.
altho it sounds unbelievable.
its a fact.i cant deny.
this time round.i WILL live a life of MY own.
NOT anyone else.
wadever it is.
i will stay strong..always.
when it comes to who will stand bside me.
i dunnoe.
time will show etg.i will knwo in a while.
but still.many thanks to all my frens.
great pleasure knowing u?
regardless of who u are.thanks alot. =)
oreintation concillior.
wellwell.
i've really gotta b the best i ever cld be.
no matter wad.
a good example must be set
n after etg is over.
im back on my feet.alone i tink.
i do better in track n academic.
even if it means to slog my guts out.
i will do it.do atg whihc can help me.
despite it being tough.
the will has entered me this yr.
i WILL live up to my expectaiotns.
i will.i will try my very best...
cant believe i spent the very ferst min of 2004 studyin.
mwahah.so wells.anyway.
2004 starts now.n i;ve said goodbye to 2003.
wthr it'll be a better or worst life ahead of me.
i dunnoe.
but all in know is that.im the one who will make life change.
for me.
its all in my hands.reli have to depend on myself
and no others.
uhmm.yupps.wishes n hopes have been made.
but none has yet to come true juz yet.
perhaps all takes time.
n sum tgs cant be rushed.
i do understand.
2003 really hasnt been a gd year.
mayb it was.but i din noe how to cherished it properly.
only know it when its gone.
i regrets many tgs i;ve done.
hurting my dear frens always.
well.i will change.for the better.
too many tgs have happened.
i cldnt control it.
emotions jzu flew free.letting out etg.
how much tears i;ve actually shed..
mms.this year i swear it'll b lesser.
only cross my fingers.n hope conflicts n misunderstangin wld b lesser
bad moodings n etg too.
now i will apologise for all the misdeeds i;ve done.
to whoever u may be.
i promise u ple.i'll b better in 2004.
i wana b stronger.cos im already a snr.
times flew reli fast in crescent.
before u noe it.its all over.
so fast.not even sum time to recollect.
looking back at wad i've done.
i know im wrong.
but wells.i wun repeat the same mistakes agn.
cos i learnt.far alot.
from my vast experience in crescent.
tmr will i know.juz how it'll b like to b a senior.
altho it sounds unbelievable.
its a fact.i cant deny.
this time round.i WILL live a life of MY own.
NOT anyone else.
wadever it is.
i will stay strong..always.
when it comes to who will stand bside me.
i dunnoe.
time will show etg.i will knwo in a while.
but still.many thanks to all my frens.
great pleasure knowing u?
regardless of who u are.thanks alot. =)
oreintation concillior.
wellwell.
i've really gotta b the best i ever cld be.
no matter wad.
a good example must be set
n after etg is over.
im back on my feet.alone i tink.
i do better in track n academic.
even if it means to slog my guts out.
i will do it.do atg whihc can help me.
despite it being tough.
the will has entered me this yr.
i WILL live up to my expectaiotns.
i will.i will try my very best...
the girl next door;
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