my dirty little secrets.
Monday, May 31, 2004
just went for a swim.
go san san xin
cos juz now felt as tho i was gonna beng kui anytime ler.
sighs.so refreshed ded u all muz call.
make me more fan again.arghs.
fine.im not blaming u.
i knew my day wld be horrible anw.
who ask me see a black cat.freak.
bad day
went old folks home at chinatown today
the trip was quite meaningful lahs.
i learnt alot of tgs.
got quite pissed tho.
cos neo made us spend $3.30 unneccessarily.
tld her we were opp maxwell food centre
den she say worng plc.shud be at kreta ayer.
so we took a taxi down.and ltr realised we cld haf walked.
but in the very first plc.
where we were,was the correct destination.
wth lor.esh n sam were unhappy too.
tho she paid for the taxi fare in the end.
but that was besides the pointt.
ohh whateverrr.
gave the old folks red pkts containing $20
may seem lil to us.
but tt amt can last em one month.
cos eeacch meal cost 50cents
yeahh.many of them very pitiful lor.
den the plc they stayed in damn terrible.
the alley was all dark.
totaly lik those u see on tv.
very eerie lor.goosebumps all come out.
house was in a horrible state too.
and i sam n i saw a man wifout his left leg.
i was petrified =/
esh went to this blind man hse.
she said it was scary too.
aiyahs.juz hate those ple who abandoned their parents.
they damn pitiful lohs.
well.maybe they cldnt make ends meet.
sighs.i dunno.
anw.suggested cookin a mean for em this yr end.
neo said its possible.
so i have to look into it..
sighs.im still missing my watch =(
each time i look at my wrist i realised its gone..
damn saddening lor.
it may juz b a watch to anyone.
but im attached to it kays.
not cos its cost $155.
but cos it shared alot of memories wif me lah.
i mean..no one wld understand it lor.
now u get me the exact same one i also wun b happy le.
cos it will definitely feel different.
so might as well buy another watch ritee.
and guess i reaslied i shud juz get sum cheapskate watch.
it serves the same purpose anw..
all my past few watches i still kp them.
altho they are spoilt.
but this one..its still working fine.
and yet it muz juz go missing..
i really curse the person who stole my watch lor.
iditoic fool who stole my precious watch...
why must my watch be his prey.arghs.
perhaps anyone wld think crying over a watch is stupid.
fine.so be it.dun care who u look at me.
but that watch really means alot to me..
my birthday prex summore.arghs.
i really dunno how to tell my parents.
im certain they will scold me.
but i dun wana face the music cos i dun think i derserve it.
its not as if i wan it to be lost lidat
its juz God's will perhaps.
i dunno.n im not blaming anyone.
dad will probably blow his top when i EVER tell him abt the lost watch.
cos i promised to take good care of it.
now.its gone.and he will NEVER trust me.
so my hopes of getting a digi cam is gone too.
even another watch also quite hard.
biangx.so funny wifout a watch.
i haf another one.but also not digital.
den cant use it for trng whatt.
really damn upset lor.i really liked that watch ='(
how m i ever gonna tell my parents.
i've been hiding far too much from them le.
so much that im feeling guilty.
aiyohs.why must life be so terrible.
wishing that my watch cld juz appear in front of me
nothing can cheer me up at this point of time.
nothing at all.
foolish of me to be so depressed over a watch,
but thats just me.
sobs.i miss my precious watch.
and hey.miaoqun.dun get offended by all i've said.
im not blaming u kays.
i noe u dowana it to happen either.
yeah.im juz saying all this.
cos i need to fa xie.
too much sorrow within me.
really feel like im gonna explode..
i miss mywatch
go san san xin
cos juz now felt as tho i was gonna beng kui anytime ler.
sighs.so refreshed ded u all muz call.
make me more fan again.arghs.
fine.im not blaming u.
i knew my day wld be horrible anw.
who ask me see a black cat.freak.
bad day
went old folks home at chinatown today
the trip was quite meaningful lahs.
i learnt alot of tgs.
got quite pissed tho.
cos neo made us spend $3.30 unneccessarily.
tld her we were opp maxwell food centre
den she say worng plc.shud be at kreta ayer.
so we took a taxi down.and ltr realised we cld haf walked.
but in the very first plc.
where we were,was the correct destination.
wth lor.esh n sam were unhappy too.
tho she paid for the taxi fare in the end.
but that was besides the pointt.
ohh whateverrr.
gave the old folks red pkts containing $20
may seem lil to us.
but tt amt can last em one month.
cos eeacch meal cost 50cents
yeahh.many of them very pitiful lor.
den the plc they stayed in damn terrible.
the alley was all dark.
totaly lik those u see on tv.
very eerie lor.goosebumps all come out.
house was in a horrible state too.
and i sam n i saw a man wifout his left leg.
i was petrified =/
esh went to this blind man hse.
she said it was scary too.
aiyahs.juz hate those ple who abandoned their parents.
they damn pitiful lohs.
well.maybe they cldnt make ends meet.
sighs.i dunno.
anw.suggested cookin a mean for em this yr end.
neo said its possible.
so i have to look into it..
sighs.im still missing my watch =(
each time i look at my wrist i realised its gone..
damn saddening lor.
it may juz b a watch to anyone.
but im attached to it kays.
not cos its cost $155.
but cos it shared alot of memories wif me lah.
i mean..no one wld understand it lor.
now u get me the exact same one i also wun b happy le.
cos it will definitely feel different.
so might as well buy another watch ritee.
and guess i reaslied i shud juz get sum cheapskate watch.
it serves the same purpose anw..
all my past few watches i still kp them.
altho they are spoilt.
but this one..its still working fine.
and yet it muz juz go missing..
i really curse the person who stole my watch lor.
iditoic fool who stole my precious watch...
why must my watch be his prey.arghs.
perhaps anyone wld think crying over a watch is stupid.
fine.so be it.dun care who u look at me.
but that watch really means alot to me..
my birthday prex summore.arghs.
i really dunno how to tell my parents.
im certain they will scold me.
but i dun wana face the music cos i dun think i derserve it.
its not as if i wan it to be lost lidat
its juz God's will perhaps.
i dunno.n im not blaming anyone.
dad will probably blow his top when i EVER tell him abt the lost watch.
cos i promised to take good care of it.
now.its gone.and he will NEVER trust me.
so my hopes of getting a digi cam is gone too.
even another watch also quite hard.
biangx.so funny wifout a watch.
i haf another one.but also not digital.
den cant use it for trng whatt.
really damn upset lor.i really liked that watch ='(
how m i ever gonna tell my parents.
i've been hiding far too much from them le.
so much that im feeling guilty.
aiyohs.why must life be so terrible.
wishing that my watch cld juz appear in front of me
nothing can cheer me up at this point of time.
nothing at all.
foolish of me to be so depressed over a watch,
but thats just me.
sobs.i miss my precious watch.
and hey.miaoqun.dun get offended by all i've said.
im not blaming u kays.
i noe u dowana it to happen either.
yeah.im juz saying all this.
cos i need to fa xie.
too much sorrow within me.
really feel like im gonna explode..
i miss my
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 30, 2004
yesterday's trng was superr pathetic.
there was only 5 of us.
me.yinxi.leticia.miaoqun.liping
oh..6.cos madeliene came late.
yeah..so mrlin cld concentrate on us.
workout was okays lar.
guess its cos mq+lp haf race today.
they did 600,1.2*2
while we did the same and extra 60*5 n 100*4
yupp.quite okay lor.
wasnt tiring.heh.so jie din regret cuming.
trng ended on time 11am.
at first tot trng was cancelled.
cos by 9.no one was at sch.
called lin n he said it was in sch..
went to lavender to get my passport after tt.
yeah.i tell u.
the new passport is nicer kaes.
cos ritee.ur picture is scanned thru the com.
n printed on the passport.
got duplicates.heh.very cool.
the old one juz stick the foto there only.
hahahah.
had lunch n went home..
yeah.was damn tired.so slept for a while.
woke up n started doing tuitioon hw.
n eh.i tink i had taken too long a break.
its so friggin hard 4 me to pick up my pen agn.
as in..start studying lor.
sighs.open a book n ntg gets in.
whats the whole point of studying then.
arghs.kinda pissed at myself yest.
n i tink my mood changes when wif family..
i can be so happy wit my fwens.
the min i reach home.
i become like sumone has offended me lidat.
cos i always tried telling my parents my porblems.
yet i dunno y they dun respond.
did they pretend not to hear me
or really din hear me..
sobs.damn saddening.
n newspapers always say to talk to ur parents more often
now..who is at fault right now?
think they r stimes too biased le.
only listen to my bro..
yeah.n my sis.cos she elder.
my sis is smart n hardworking.
my bro is smart but lazy.
and me.dumb but hardworking.
freakk lehs.geeting so irritated.
sighsighs.
i need to start studying again..
went raffles town club for dinner at nitee.
yeah.my mood was bad again.
but when rachel told me 4by1 team got first.
i was jumping for joy =D
i guess i've underestimated them
but they're really bang man..
heh.hard work pays off.
yah..first lehs.FIRST.
so fantastic loh.harhar.
they brought glory to crescent liaos.
lalala.keep up the good work =)
heeh.the logic behind their success->
1.they train really hard
harhar.and u know whats the other one.?
geex.they are all my grandaughters whatt.
hahaahaha..got my bangness genes.
whooeeeppee..
so so so proud of them.
CONGRATULATIONS!hee.
buffet dinner at rtc was as gd was b4.
standard kinda dropped.
yeah.but it was still alrite lah.
i ate so friggin muchh.
almost thot my tummy was gonna explode.
bleahs.i better train harder man.
since i've been piggin out so muchh.
reached home abt 9.30?
washed up n slept.tired.
todays gonna be so rush for me..
have tuition after this.
den im gonna run for abt 20mins.
den muz hurry eat n shower.
den rush down to cck stadium.
yeah.tink usarin n grace's race is at 2.40?
if i rmbered wat lin told me yest.
yeahyeah.schedule kinda tight lor.
ohwells.but muz still go support.
still got mq n lp race at 4.20
yupp..GOOD LUCK!
ohyeah.n also to those ple having o level chinese tmr.
best of luck!! :)
there was only 5 of us.
me.yinxi.leticia.miaoqun.liping
oh..6.cos madeliene came late.
yeah..so mrlin cld concentrate on us.
workout was okays lar.
guess its cos mq+lp haf race today.
they did 600,1.2*2
while we did the same and extra 60*5 n 100*4
yupp.quite okay lor.
wasnt tiring.heh.so jie din regret cuming.
trng ended on time 11am.
at first tot trng was cancelled.
cos by 9.no one was at sch.
called lin n he said it was in sch..
went to lavender to get my passport after tt.
yeah.i tell u.
the new passport is nicer kaes.
cos ritee.ur picture is scanned thru the com.
n printed on the passport.
got duplicates.heh.very cool.
the old one juz stick the foto there only.
hahahah.
had lunch n went home..
yeah.was damn tired.so slept for a while.
woke up n started doing tuitioon hw.
n eh.i tink i had taken too long a break.
its so friggin hard 4 me to pick up my pen agn.
as in..start studying lor.
sighs.open a book n ntg gets in.
whats the whole point of studying then.
arghs.kinda pissed at myself yest.
n i tink my mood changes when wif family..
i can be so happy wit my fwens.
the min i reach home.
i become like sumone has offended me lidat.
cos i always tried telling my parents my porblems.
yet i dunno y they dun respond.
did they pretend not to hear me
or really din hear me..
sobs.damn saddening.
n newspapers always say to talk to ur parents more often
now..who is at fault right now?
think they r stimes too biased le.
only listen to my bro..
yeah.n my sis.cos she elder.
my sis is smart n hardworking.
my bro is smart but lazy.
and me.dumb but hardworking.
freakk lehs.geeting so irritated.
sighsighs.
i need to start studying again..
went raffles town club for dinner at nitee.
yeah.my mood was bad again.
but when rachel told me 4by1 team got first.
i was jumping for joy =D
i guess i've underestimated them
but they're really bang man..
heh.hard work pays off.
yah..first lehs.FIRST.
so fantastic loh.harhar.
they brought glory to crescent liaos.
lalala.keep up the good work =)
heeh.the logic behind their success->
1.they train really hard
harhar.and u know whats the other one.?
geex.they are all my grandaughters whatt.
hahaahaha..got my bangness genes.
whooeeeppee..
so so so proud of them.
CONGRATULATIONS!hee.
buffet dinner at rtc was as gd was b4.
standard kinda dropped.
yeah.but it was still alrite lah.
i ate so friggin muchh.
almost thot my tummy was gonna explode.
bleahs.i better train harder man.
since i've been piggin out so muchh.
reached home abt 9.30?
washed up n slept.tired.
todays gonna be so rush for me..
have tuition after this.
den im gonna run for abt 20mins.
den muz hurry eat n shower.
den rush down to cck stadium.
yeah.tink usarin n grace's race is at 2.40?
if i rmbered wat lin told me yest.
yeahyeah.schedule kinda tight lor.
ohwells.but muz still go support.
still got mq n lp race at 4.20
yupp..GOOD LUCK!
ohyeah.n also to those ple having o level chinese tmr.
best of luck!! :)
the girl next door;
Friday, May 28, 2004
FINALLY i can use the com agn.
it has been lik down for quite sum time.
and at last its running as fast as before.
whee.it like new =) heehee.
okies.this week passed reli quick.
but at e same time.boring.
we din have a single lesson at all.
yeah.was a depressing wk also.
cried lke 3 blardie hell times.
bleahx.whats my problem??
ohwadeverr.hols are like shitt.
dun even wan sch to stop.
cos there's juz too much projects to complete.
urghs.this life im having is horrible.
i cant help but groan..yucks.
results like shit too.
damn disappointed.
seriously dunno whats wrong with me.
ahhhh.did worst den everrr.
mstan say i can improve.yeah
i had better work hard...
went town today with gen,ys,sam
yupp.watched troy.
hmms.nice movie i must say.
tho its superrr gruesome.
all the blood splashing here and there.
goodness.half the time i was covering my face.
took neos den went back home lers.
nothing much lar.
dunno why etg seems to be in a rushhh.
oh.anw.BRONTE got 2nd for interhse.
yay! =) i love bronte.
but seriously.it was quite a tough battle wif pankhurst.
i tot we wld be 3rd.
yeahh.Fry the best larhs.win all matches :)
sec 1 interhse also 2nd.
but sec 4 interhse is 1st.
horray!!!harhar..
haiyahs.why must ms wong leave?
why cant she juz stay n contimue teaching us?
damn sad kays.cld cry for her..
yeah.she was sad too.
and she was damn nicee to us..
give us cute bears n a lil msg
yupp.will miss her forever.sobs.. =(
eh.i wonder if i've been too nice.
or whatt.naive?
i dunno lahs.pissed at myself
dun seem to be geetin all that i derserve.
life's a misery.
its idiotic.esp mine mine mine.
i feel so fake in front of my friends
its totally unlike me.
haikx.damn hard to be myself.
cos i dowana show my true feelings.
dowana let them worry for me..
yeah.and some ple.
are jux being bais.yeah.
freakk.i shoudnt have done so much.
so much..in the forst place.
ohwells.juz say its my fault. =/
i have to let this out.
i cannot cannot stand the way u are to me.
its getting on my nerves.
all these times u tried to be nice to me.
u never knew i found u a nuisance?
okay.i am being mean here.
not saying that no one hates me or wat
but yah.etime im feeling down.
u do ntg to cheer me up.
but instead.insult me even more.
u never knew how heart broken i was.
esp at the time of fragile-nesss
bleahs.think there's no use getting flustered up cos of u.
not worth it at all.
cos i think u are damn irritating.
sorry for being mean here.tskk.
okies.so the holidays are here.
yeah.what freedom do i have?
none at all.its so restricted.
there's like..101 tgs i have to do.
and intensive trngs.
i wanna train hard.
i wana do well for Nats.
but i doubt i'll even be able to make it to the finals anw.
i admit im not good enough.
not like miaoqun who is so bang.
i think she rocks man.
i look up to her=)
smart n run fast.juz like liping.
if only.if only.i was as good as her.
but nopes.that is impossible.
i know it.her hard work paid off.
but yeah.doubt i worked hard enuff.
i dunno.i shall juz hafta keep on trying.
yeah.even studies also muz buck up.
results are a total let down.
sighs.saddenind life i lead.
heyhey.im feeling really sadd
no one understands me
but come to think of it.my fault.
cos i also never tell anyone anything
so who is there to blame..
its just me what.
yeah.stubborn.too stubborn.
its not good.but nvm..
this time.
the skie are really falling on me.
i guess i need a good rest during the holidays.
i need to take a break.
and not think about... anymore.
cos it aint worth it..
my kindness is not being appreciated..
it has been lik down for quite sum time.
and at last its running as fast as before.
whee.it like new =) heehee.
okies.this week passed reli quick.
but at e same time.boring.
we din have a single lesson at all.
yeah.was a depressing wk also.
cried lke 3 blardie hell times.
bleahx.whats my problem??
ohwadeverr.hols are like shitt.
dun even wan sch to stop.
cos there's juz too much projects to complete.
urghs.this life im having is horrible.
i cant help but groan..yucks.
results like shit too.
damn disappointed.
seriously dunno whats wrong with me.
ahhhh.did worst den everrr.
mstan say i can improve.yeah
i had better work hard...
went town today with gen,ys,sam
yupp.watched troy.
hmms.nice movie i must say.
tho its superrr gruesome.
all the blood splashing here and there.
goodness.half the time i was covering my face.
took neos den went back home lers.
nothing much lar.
dunno why etg seems to be in a rushhh.
oh.anw.BRONTE got 2nd for interhse.
yay! =) i love bronte.
but seriously.it was quite a tough battle wif pankhurst.
i tot we wld be 3rd.
yeahh.Fry the best larhs.win all matches :)
sec 1 interhse also 2nd.
but sec 4 interhse is 1st.
horray!!!harhar..
haiyahs.why must ms wong leave?
why cant she juz stay n contimue teaching us?
damn sad kays.cld cry for her..
yeah.she was sad too.
and she was damn nicee to us..
give us cute bears n a lil msg
yupp.will miss her forever.sobs.. =(
eh.i wonder if i've been too nice.
or whatt.naive?
i dunno lahs.pissed at myself
dun seem to be geetin all that i derserve.
life's a misery.
its idiotic.esp mine mine mine.
i feel so fake in front of my friends
its totally unlike me.
haikx.damn hard to be myself.
cos i dowana show my true feelings.
dowana let them worry for me..
yeah.and some ple.
are jux being bais.yeah.
freakk.i shoudnt have done so much.
so much..in the forst place.
ohwells.juz say its my fault. =/
i have to let this out.
i cannot cannot stand the way u are to me.
its getting on my nerves.
all these times u tried to be nice to me.
u never knew i found u a nuisance?
okay.i am being mean here.
not saying that no one hates me or wat
but yah.etime im feeling down.
u do ntg to cheer me up.
but instead.insult me even more.
u never knew how heart broken i was.
esp at the time of fragile-nesss
bleahs.think there's no use getting flustered up cos of u.
not worth it at all.
cos i think u are damn irritating.
sorry for being mean here.tskk.
okies.so the holidays are here.
yeah.what freedom do i have?
none at all.its so restricted.
there's like..101 tgs i have to do.
and intensive trngs.
i wanna train hard.
i wana do well for Nats.
but i doubt i'll even be able to make it to the finals anw.
i admit im not good enough.
not like miaoqun who is so bang.
i think she rocks man.
i look up to her=)
smart n run fast.juz like liping.
if only.if only.i was as good as her.
but nopes.that is impossible.
i know it.her hard work paid off.
but yeah.doubt i worked hard enuff.
i dunno.i shall juz hafta keep on trying.
yeah.even studies also muz buck up.
results are a total let down.
sighs.saddenind life i lead.
heyhey.im feeling really sadd
no one understands me
but come to think of it.my fault.
cos i also never tell anyone anything
so who is there to blame..
its just me what.
yeah.stubborn.too stubborn.
its not good.but nvm..
this time.
the skie are really falling on me.
i guess i need a good rest during the holidays.
i need to take a break.
and not think about... anymore.
cos it aint worth it..
my kindness is not being appreciated..
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 23, 2004
woah..im superr tired.
guess haven made up my slp fr fri.
sighs.stil gt damn tuition ltr.
anw.tis week has been erpbx.
not fun at all one.
cept for fri afternnn yest at j hse.
harharhar =)
okies.results.bad.average.
or maybe its juz my HIGH expectations.
on fri,had As for 4 subs
it was until i saw tis BLACK cat tt my lit had a friggin b4
hows that.kingyin.sam.w.gen.li saw it too.
and they din do well either.
so is that tt much of a coincidence?
sighs.perhaps its juz me.
so superstitious.cant be helped.
broke down cos of lit.
tho it was STILL better den eng n chinese.
haix.its still bad
too tthink i studied so hard n tis is wad i gett.
tskk.but nvm
im happy for dearest ethel...
damn bang.got superr high for lit.
yeahh.she's in c1 wadd
n im her grandmama.thats wad makes her smart.
hohoho ;)
okies.lets not talk ABT RESULTS
cos im too disappointed lers
went jamie's hse on fri.yupp.to help
cos i make a good housewife.hurz.
she had german.so i hadta be ALONE wit her mum.
felt funny.lol.juz unusual.hee.
when junction 8.
to get the groceries.
n i was being thrifty.
finding the cheapest stuff.haha.
we boughtt alott of tgs.spent $38+
yeahh.but still haf extraa.
den walked arnd.n her mum treated me to taosuan
harhar.but eat too much very bloated.
went op ltr cos she wanted to get a dress/skirt for j.
and i was made the guinea pig
alamak!!!i had to try tis halter neck dress n tis skirt.
goshh.so maluu.all jamie's fault.hmpff.
but the skirt was damnn chioo =)
i liked it.harhar.shall ask My mum to buy it too!
after her german.den we went to giant.
to get the halal chicken wings.SWEET POtatoes also.
we had to use ourr bare hands to get the wings.felt soo gross
den we went back home.finally.was dead beat.
bathed n had chicken chop for dinNER>
thats when nicoLE CAME OVERR..
harhar.so as usual the THREE of us started crapping.
n she brought SPONGEBOB.ahh.my fave :) hee
so we layed the bed n started taking tons of fotos.
alott of candid one.sum stupid one too.
yeahh.pigged out alott.
BUT,suddenly i SOREEYES>tink its cos of the soap
yupp>they slept at one i slept half n hr LTR
next day 630 muz wake up le.
i earliest.den woke thEM UPP
but they were very tired>so i jUZ ON THE light.
hahah.changed n went to skl.
phototaking.quite farniee larhs.
n i realised how shortt i was.biangx.
trng,yikes.tought workout.
4*400m, 150m70m 150m80m 150m50M 150m60m 150m70m 150m80m
was hungry.n felt lik shittin.so din perforM
nic sent ME BAQ TO JAMIE'S HSE.
yupp.den started washing up.wahh.tiriNG>
cos after trng mahs
hosed all the dirty stuff.n jumped on her bed after we were done.
hee.felt asleep while j was doing antigone.
sorry.den had lunch.bathed.
paKCED UP agn.put the tables in place.
den i felt asleep again on the sofa.
yupp.woke up abt half an hr ltr n ple started arriving.
so it was time to get down to work.
so i started the fire.or at least TRIED
cos i din succeed.tink so.heh.
den i helped in the kitchen.the only one i suppose.
fried the nuggets ferst.it was nice =)
den the fried.oh my..
the horrible tg happpened then
was tryin to put the fried on the plate n the serviettes caught fire.
i was so scared lor..yeah.so afraid i burnt the hse down.
den i never even tink.started using my hands to put off the fire.
ouchh.now my hand has tis burnt mark.damn painful.
but nvm.at least they liked the food. ;)
heh.fried fishballs last.n my job was completted.
harhar.everyone was making fun of me abtt me being hsewife agn
bleahx.so i ate a lil bit..
but alott of junkk food.
den the tchers arrived.n everyone ate already.
we cut the cakee.uhms.yupp.chocolate cake.
ms wong sorta gave a sppech.n she cried.
baingx.i saw n my eyes arted to feel teary.
reli dowan her to leave.
she's suchaa GREAT tcher.n i reli mean it.
will miss her..sighs.
anw.they started calling me maria n i cut the cake. nicely.
harhar.they sprated whipped cream all over mswong.
heh.poor lil tg.luckily was cutting cake.
din get dirty.hohoho =)
den played water bomb.opened sparkling juice.
n i was back to my hsewife clearin up the plc.
cos tot was too messy le.
yupp.ate ice cream.den went home.
was teh first to leave.nvm.
at least i was the first to come ;)
tired.bathed.slept.
harhar.yupp.so funn.but now im damn lethargic.
n i hate tuition.oh...
anw.tmr's de white elephant sale.
hmms.must come n support kaes.harhar.
hope sales wld be good.
guess haven made up my slp fr fri.
sighs.stil gt damn tuition ltr.
anw.tis week has been erpbx.
not fun at all one.
cept for fri afternnn yest at j hse.
harharhar =)
okies.results.bad.average.
or maybe its juz my HIGH expectations.
on fri,had As for 4 subs
it was until i saw tis BLACK cat tt my lit had a friggin b4
hows that.kingyin.sam.w.gen.li saw it too.
and they din do well either.
so is that tt much of a coincidence?
sighs.perhaps its juz me.
so superstitious.cant be helped.
broke down cos of lit.
tho it was STILL better den eng n chinese.
haix.its still bad
too tthink i studied so hard n tis is wad i gett.
tskk.but nvm
im happy for dearest ethel...
damn bang.got superr high for lit.
yeahh.she's in c1 wadd
n im her grandmama.thats wad makes her smart.
hohoho ;)
okies.lets not talk ABT RESULTS
cos im too disappointed lers
went jamie's hse on fri.yupp.to help
cos i make a good housewife.hurz.
she had german.so i hadta be ALONE wit her mum.
felt funny.lol.juz unusual.hee.
when junction 8.
to get the groceries.
n i was being thrifty.
finding the cheapest stuff.haha.
we boughtt alott of tgs.spent $38+
yeahh.but still haf extraa.
den walked arnd.n her mum treated me to taosuan
harhar.but eat too much very bloated.
went op ltr cos she wanted to get a dress/skirt for j.
and i was made the guinea pig
alamak!!!i had to try tis halter neck dress n tis skirt.
goshh.so maluu.all jamie's fault.hmpff.
but the skirt was damnn chioo =)
i liked it.harhar.shall ask My mum to buy it too!
after her german.den we went to giant.
to get the halal chicken wings.SWEET POtatoes also.
we had to use ourr bare hands to get the wings.felt soo gross
den we went back home.finally.was dead beat.
bathed n had chicken chop for dinNER>
thats when nicoLE CAME OVERR..
harhar.so as usual the THREE of us started crapping.
n she brought SPONGEBOB.ahh.my fave :) hee
so we layed the bed n started taking tons of fotos.
alott of candid one.sum stupid one too.
yeahh.pigged out alott.
BUT,suddenly i SOREEYES>tink its cos of the soap
yupp>they slept at one i slept half n hr LTR
next day 630 muz wake up le.
i earliest.den woke thEM UPP
but they were very tired>so i jUZ ON THE light.
hahah.changed n went to skl.
phototaking.quite farniee larhs.
n i realised how shortt i was.biangx.
trng,yikes.tought workout.
4*400m, 150m70m 150m80m 150m50M 150m60m 150m70m 150m80m
was hungry.n felt lik shittin.so din perforM
nic sent ME BAQ TO JAMIE'S HSE.
yupp.den started washing up.wahh.tiriNG>
cos after trng mahs
hosed all the dirty stuff.n jumped on her bed after we were done.
hee.felt asleep while j was doing antigone.
sorry.den had lunch.bathed.
paKCED UP agn.put the tables in place.
den i felt asleep again on the sofa.
yupp.woke up abt half an hr ltr n ple started arriving.
so it was time to get down to work.
so i started the fire.or at least TRIED
cos i din succeed.tink so.heh.
den i helped in the kitchen.the only one i suppose.
fried the nuggets ferst.it was nice =)
den the fried.oh my..
the horrible tg happpened then
was tryin to put the fried on the plate n the serviettes caught fire.
i was so scared lor..yeah.so afraid i burnt the hse down.
den i never even tink.started using my hands to put off the fire.
ouchh.now my hand has tis burnt mark.damn painful.
but nvm.at least they liked the food. ;)
heh.fried fishballs last.n my job was completted.
harhar.everyone was making fun of me abtt me being hsewife agn
bleahx.so i ate a lil bit..
but alott of junkk food.
den the tchers arrived.n everyone ate already.
we cut the cakee.uhms.yupp.chocolate cake.
ms wong sorta gave a sppech.n she cried.
baingx.i saw n my eyes arted to feel teary.
reli dowan her to leave.
she's suchaa GREAT tcher.n i reli mean it.
will miss her..sighs.
anw.they started calling me maria n i cut the cake. nicely.
harhar.they sprated whipped cream all over mswong.
heh.poor lil tg.luckily was cutting cake.
din get dirty.hohoho =)
den played water bomb.opened sparkling juice.
n i was back to my hsewife clearin up the plc.
cos tot was too messy le.
yupp.ate ice cream.den went home.
was teh first to leave.nvm.
at least i was the first to come ;)
tired.bathed.slept.
harhar.yupp.so funn.but now im damn lethargic.
n i hate tuition.oh...
anw.tmr's de white elephant sale.
hmms.must come n support kaes.harhar.
hope sales wld be good.
the girl next door;
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
today was superr boring:|
had growing years talk.
yikes. very e xin. hahha.
was sittin with gen & ning.
yeah. almost fell asleep.
den had recess. din reli eat.
only shared sum pathetic food with gen.
collect summore white elephant stuff.
despite my limping leg. had to carry tt oh-not-heavy at all box.
freakk.continued with talk. managed to escape 4 hse leaders thing.
yupp. din wana go back. cos too boring ler.
sigh. damn sad cos can only play 1 pathetic game. arghs.
tried talking to her. but got her wonderful response wad. hmpf.
still hafta chng sum players. heck. unfuriating.
lifescience prac. okay lah. cried while cutting onions:|
stayed back for white elephant tg agn. yah. sheng & 1 had 'fun' time packing what.
stayed till abt 530pm. when we finally finished packing neatly:)
trained workout in gave with siewling & michelle.
those 2 blurblocks. tot trng in sch. hur.
played netball with pankhurst peeps.
hohoho. damn funny. exciting =D geez.
malued myself 2 friggin times. biangx
1. wanted to shun the ball so i squat & cover my head
sp ended up sitting on me.
woah. best got bad luck liao.
2. wanted to catch ball ended up hitting nic on butt and ball hit my head.
every1 started luffing agn. they damn mean lor. hmpf.
yahh. wadever lahs. realised i never fail to malu myself while playing atg.
grins. & nic calls me a jumping frog ah ma now. geez.
went baq class & tried this skirt.
which looks superr mini. but it was okays:)
drank 4 freakin pkts of drink today.
shows how thirsty i am
went home with gen & sock
stupid train had technical prob.
waited 45 mins to finally board train.
missed 5 trains cos too full lerx.
all sp's fault la. sit on my head.
reached home at 7. not late what.
left skl at 530 summore. tsk.
anw. i find her damn irritating.
keep on pestering me lorhs.
omy. so irritated.
life's miserable.
pissed withher too
had growing years talk.
yikes. very e xin. hahha.
was sittin with gen & ning.
yeah. almost fell asleep.
den had recess. din reli eat.
only shared sum pathetic food with gen.
collect summore white elephant stuff.
despite my limping leg. had to carry tt oh-not-heavy at all box.
freakk.continued with talk. managed to escape 4 hse leaders thing.
yupp. din wana go back. cos too boring ler.
sigh. damn sad cos can only play 1 pathetic game. arghs.
tried talking to her. but got her wonderful response wad. hmpf.
still hafta chng sum players. heck. unfuriating.
lifescience prac. okay lah. cried while cutting onions:|
stayed back for white elephant tg agn. yah. sheng & 1 had 'fun' time packing what.
stayed till abt 530pm. when we finally finished packing neatly:)
trained workout in gave with siewling & michelle.
those 2 blurblocks. tot trng in sch. hur.
played netball with pankhurst peeps.
hohoho. damn funny. exciting =D geez.
malued myself 2 friggin times. biangx
1. wanted to shun the ball so i squat & cover my head
sp ended up sitting on me.
woah. best got bad luck liao.
2. wanted to catch ball ended up hitting nic on butt and ball hit my head.
every1 started luffing agn. they damn mean lor. hmpf.
yahh. wadever lahs. realised i never fail to malu myself while playing atg.
grins. & nic calls me a jumping frog ah ma now. geez.
went baq class & tried this skirt.
which looks superr mini. but it was okays:)
drank 4 freakin pkts of drink today.
shows how thirsty i am
went home with gen & sock
stupid train had technical prob.
waited 45 mins to finally board train.
missed 5 trains cos too full lerx.
all sp's fault la. sit on my head.
reached home at 7. not late what.
left skl at 530 summore. tsk.
anw. i find her damn irritating.
keep on pestering me lorhs.
omy. so irritated.
life's miserable.
pissed with
the girl next door;
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
sighs.im superr tired and i realised there's alott of tgs i need to settle.
arghs.life's so stressful.even aft exams.bleahs.
okay.today had green audit n movie.
yeah.QUITE ALRITES larhs.cos u get to laze arnd n stuff.hee.
but i was badmooding aft tt.
cos realised i cldnt play for interhse.
damn sadden.to tink i was looking forward to it so much.
and now.de dumb MOE reasoning test dampened my spirits.FREAKK>
oh.packed white elephant stuff wif ys.
yeah.had quite a great time.
stayed back aft skl too.
and i hate THAT teacher who donated the figurines.
damn yucks lor.
and its nude.n has broken hands.gross =X
den had trng.n sum piggies left wifout sock n i.
kinda pissed.but ohwells.wadeverr.
trgn became= 400*3 300*4
A bit less>but still tiring lahs
den lin told me bout de 800M RACE.
i totally freaked out.
final day lehs.den i muz train reli reli hard
not satisfied aith my performance today
tink i cld have done much much better
sighs.den ltr peied nicole to wash her sore eye.
ended up having muscle cramps on right calf.
so painful kays.cld hardly walk
ethel lent me balm :) heh
den lin 'massaged' for me.
baingx.so hurting lorhs.
yeah.made me tear.arghss.
ouchh.it still hurts.sigh.
hope i dun haf to walk lik a crippled to sch tmr
yikes.don look forward at all.
nicole's mum sent me home.
waited bloody hell longg for the bus.
damn.n my leg was superr stiff
aye.i miss jie.wondering wad she's doing at obs.
sighs.come back see a chaota pigg only.
heeheehee =)
oh yeah.btw.
to all track girls.
pls be at canteen by 0730 on 22nd may [sat]
dun be late.and wear yellow vest inside n white shirt outside.
yupps.pls pass msg arnd.
aiyahs.still damn sad.
i cant play interhse game
sigh.why muz MOE choose my class?eewks.
n post exam activities is not fun.
esp tmr.the worst of all.
ohwadeverr.
i miss you
oh.i almost forgot.
to ethel,yuxaing,qixin,usarin
Good luck to the c div 4 by100m team
best of luck for tmr's race.
run your best and bring glory to crescent ehs?
yupp.and ethel arhs.
must run well hor.tink of grandmama sure no problem one.
teeheehee=)
yupp.i'll be waiting for ur good news.gees.
im the aunty of the sec1s.
ah ma of the sec 2s.
den sec 3s n 4s wadd?
ah soh arhs?harhahha.tis is madness
oh nvm.who ask me so naggy n housewife-like?
SIGHS
arghs.life's so stressful.even aft exams.bleahs.
okay.today had green audit n movie.
yeah.QUITE ALRITES larhs.cos u get to laze arnd n stuff.hee.
but i was badmooding aft tt.
cos realised i cldnt play for interhse.
damn sadden.to tink i was looking forward to it so much.
and now.de dumb MOE reasoning test dampened my spirits.FREAKK>
oh.packed white elephant stuff wif ys.
yeah.had quite a great time.
stayed back aft skl too.
and i hate THAT teacher who donated the figurines.
damn yucks lor.
and its nude.n has broken hands.gross =X
den had trng.n sum piggies left wifout sock n i.
kinda pissed.but ohwells.wadeverr.
trgn became= 400*3 300*4
A bit less>but still tiring lahs
den lin told me bout de 800M RACE.
i totally freaked out.
final day lehs.den i muz train reli reli hard
not satisfied aith my performance today
tink i cld have done much much better
sighs.den ltr peied nicole to wash her sore eye.
ended up having muscle cramps on right calf.
so painful kays.cld hardly walk
ethel lent me balm :) heh
den lin 'massaged' for me.
baingx.so hurting lorhs.
yeah.made me tear.arghss.
ouchh.it still hurts.sigh.
hope i dun haf to walk lik a crippled to sch tmr
yikes.don look forward at all.
nicole's mum sent me home.
waited bloody hell longg for the bus.
damn.n my leg was superr stiff
aye.i miss jie.wondering wad she's doing at obs.
sighs.come back see a chaota pigg only.
heeheehee =)
oh yeah.btw.
to all track girls.
pls be at canteen by 0730 on 22nd may [sat]
dun be late.and wear yellow vest inside n white shirt outside.
yupps.pls pass msg arnd.
aiyahs.still damn sad.
i cant play interhse game
sigh.why muz MOE choose my class?eewks.
n post exam activities is not fun.
esp tmr.the worst of all.
ohwadeverr.
i miss you
oh.i almost forgot.
to ethel,yuxaing,qixin,usarin
Good luck to the c div 4 by100m team
best of luck for tmr's race.
run your best and bring glory to crescent ehs?
yupp.and ethel arhs.
must run well hor.tink of grandmama sure no problem one.
teeheehee=)
yupp.i'll be waiting for ur good news.gees.
im the aunty of the sec1s.
ah ma of the sec 2s.
den sec 3s n 4s wadd?
ah soh arhs?harhahha.tis is madness
oh nvm.who ask me so naggy n housewife-like?
SIGHS
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Arghs.im shivering here.im actually wearing a windbreaker in my house on a day like this.
Heh.im juz cold.cos bro on the air con.yikes.
N I haf thin-skinned to withstand the coldness.grr.
Aiyohs.my butts aching terribly.
Tink cos of yest trng n towning.
And can hardly move arnd in peace
But still.im running later.winks.
Oh.juz realized smth.
Exams are FINALLY over.phewwss
I suppose the papers weren’t that bad.
Yeah.hopefully my hard work will pay off.
hmms.lemme recap.
Monday
Lit and homec.
Hurz.i guessed the qns for lit.
So yeah.was kinda prepared for it.
Juz t unseen was like shit.
And I wrote the esays till my fingers were swollen.
Yikes.homec.mms.got ntg to say
Tuesday
Science.well.i tink it was the worst ppr lehs.
Not too sure why.
There were sum tricky qns tt din gave me the mark.
But I still hope I get my a1.
Really wld wanna maintain
Wednesday
Geography.
Goshh.all the qns were lik asking the same tg.
Yupp.it turned out better den expected.
But I was superr pissed at myself.
All cos of the amazon and congo.
I hate them
Freakk.i was happily telling my frens the rainforests.
N it really came out.
Everyone was overyjoyed since they knew the ans.
N yes.i was pleased I managed to help my frens.
But the damn tg it.i gottit wrong
When every ohers knew the ans.
Stuppidd.i was the hardworking on to search for the rainforests.
Yet..sighs.very sad.
Tink im suchha idiot.pfff.
Stimes.i wonder if its gd to be helpful
Cos at the end of the day.
Sum ple are juz making use of me..
Haiyahs..den helped mq n nic wif art
Thursday
Woo.,maths.again.it wasn’t as difficult as last yr.
Cos I failed my ppr last yr.
Yupp.but dumb lynette din read the qns properly.
N got sum qns wrong as my ans wasn’t to 3 sig. fig.
Sigh.feeling like a freak once agn.biangx.
Stayed back till quite late to do art wif nic n mq.
Yupp.i was so afraid I cldnt complete it.
Yeahh.was juz beng a knd soul helping others.
But guess it was appreciated.
Oh wadeverrr..
Stayed till 12am to finish up my art.
Cos I went to colour every single layout.
Yupp.was afraid mrstan marked me down.
Cos I did on the plain ole orange..
arghh
Friday
Had self study for art.
mm.n gau mauled himself in front of my class
harhar.super hilarious
he came in and said
“This is an examination.i believe that there should be no communication”
harhar.he din even know it was self study
hohoho.n when we told him.
He juz walked away.
Cld see his face turning redd.
Hehe.my final art piece was good.
That was based on my frens judgement.
Heeh.chio lart.ggeees
Anwyays.it was the last time m gonna touch my drawin block.
Hohoho.
Proceeded to town wif Nicole and miaoqun afterthat.
Yupp.ate at taka.supposed to be marche tho.
shared with mq brownie,tartlet,beard papa,bubble tea.
hmm.for lunch.n wow.she really eats ALOT!
kinda shocked when she buys food EVERY MIN.
heehee.
roamed arnd in taka den nic bot prex
tink i spent the least.
dunoh y.ohwells.
den went for dental appt.
waited for an hour b4 its my turn lor.
yeah.changed to a horrendous colour.
its superr ugly.
cos it wasnt the shade i wanted.nvm.
den met then agn at crepes n cream.
yupp.prroceeeded to cine to take np.
saw yt n the rest.
the place was veryy crowded.yeah
we waited abt 1/2hr for our turn.
n the gliettery machine was spoilt.
argh.but the one we took also not bad.
yupp.den we all left.
i went to thanying for mother's day dinner.
wahh.the place damn poshh.
heh.the food was ok larhs.
but jie said was good.ohh.
was msging pc for 3 whole hours.
woahh.my bills gonna explode.lol.
jie still brought bro n i to giant.
harhar.bot the stuff we needed for bbq.
yeah.i was damn tired le.
it was suchha longg day.
slept at 12.yeahh.
yesterday
went trng at quuenstn.
meet yinxi at jurong at 745
was supposed to b 730.
but i was late.sorry.
went back sch forst to collect jie stuff
den trng.
wahh.best.workout was killer.
200m 16 times.after 8 haf 10min break.
n mrlin claims its easy.faints.
well.at least i completeted it.
so shall be satisfied.
tho timing like shit.sighs.
went towning wif jie aft tt.
we hadta change in the male's toilet.
harhar.ate at yoshi.
den i bot my stuff.n left me penniless.
ate blizzard ice cream too.
damn nice. =)
ohyeah.den saw debbie n amanda lim.
goshh.dey looked real different.
hmm.den jie bot her stuff for obs.
reebok shorts plus seelveless top.
it was den when sir called n talked for really longg.
yupp.had to seetle alott of trackk stuff.
headache man.but i dun mind.heh.
so we both went home aft that.
all so tired.leaning on each other in the trrain.
everybody was staring.hee
she came over n i lent her my nike bag n track pant n shorts.
hurhur.sent her out.
den i slept.on de sofa.
haix.and it was my bbq.
ate kinda lil yest
no idea why.but jux wasnt in the correct state of mind.
was simply thinking of damn alto fo tgs.
but i din know wad i was feeling.
ohwadeverr..
the week pass so quickly.
n tmr we haf dreaded post exam activities
please.its supperr boring..
wish i cld pon.but not so mean.
sighs.lookin forward to sat bbq tho.
staying over at jamie hse on fri.
yepp.tmr got photo taking.
n sat too.
and i tink life's unfair.
cos the sec 1 already got their track shirtt.
hmpff.last yr we din even have.
sighs.its juz miserable.
ohwells.i shall be glad tt exams over lahs.
hee.oh.still muz settle white elephant stuff.
hope our sales wld be good.
i really cross my fingers.
aiayah.my butt is aching like shit.
esp my thighs lehs.
tink i never stretch properly yest.
arghs.now im really like a old grandmama.
haha.hunched back summore.
gee.ethel n nicole must be sniggering at me.
hehehe. =)
ohh.to all cookie lovers
i must must recommend archway ben's & breakfast crispy classic
its damn yummy kaes.
make ur mouth water only.
esp the chunky chocoalte chip flavour.
damn delicious.
hmms.the chocoalte chip is alott.
taste greaatt.
harhar.tho each pkt only has 8 pathetic pieces.
and they're relly beeg.
harhar.nice nice nice.
yumyum.hohoho =D
Heh.im juz cold.cos bro on the air con.yikes.
N I haf thin-skinned to withstand the coldness.grr.
Aiyohs.my butts aching terribly.
Tink cos of yest trng n towning.
And can hardly move arnd in peace
But still.im running later.winks.
Oh.juz realized smth.
Exams are FINALLY over.phewwss
I suppose the papers weren’t that bad.
Yeah.hopefully my hard work will pay off.
hmms.lemme recap.
Monday
Lit and homec.
Hurz.i guessed the qns for lit.
So yeah.was kinda prepared for it.
Juz t unseen was like shit.
And I wrote the esays till my fingers were swollen.
Yikes.homec.mms.got ntg to say
Tuesday
Science.well.i tink it was the worst ppr lehs.
Not too sure why.
There were sum tricky qns tt din gave me the mark.
But I still hope I get my a1.
Really wld wanna maintain
Wednesday
Geography.
Goshh.all the qns were lik asking the same tg.
Yupp.it turned out better den expected.
But I was superr pissed at myself.
All cos of the amazon and congo.
I hate them
Freakk.i was happily telling my frens the rainforests.
N it really came out.
Everyone was overyjoyed since they knew the ans.
N yes.i was pleased I managed to help my frens.
But the damn tg it.i gottit wrong
When every ohers knew the ans.
Stuppidd.i was the hardworking on to search for the rainforests.
Yet..sighs.very sad.
Tink im suchha idiot.pfff.
Stimes.i wonder if its gd to be helpful
Cos at the end of the day.
Sum ple are juz making use of me..
Haiyahs..den helped mq n nic wif art
Thursday
Woo.,maths.again.it wasn’t as difficult as last yr.
Cos I failed my ppr last yr.
Yupp.but dumb lynette din read the qns properly.
N got sum qns wrong as my ans wasn’t to 3 sig. fig.
Sigh.feeling like a freak once agn.biangx.
Stayed back till quite late to do art wif nic n mq.
Yupp.i was so afraid I cldnt complete it.
Yeahh.was juz beng a knd soul helping others.
But guess it was appreciated.
Oh wadeverrr..
Stayed till 12am to finish up my art.
Cos I went to colour every single layout.
Yupp.was afraid mrstan marked me down.
Cos I did on the plain ole orange..
arghh
Friday
Had self study for art.
mm.n gau mauled himself in front of my class
harhar.super hilarious
he came in and said
“This is an examination.i believe that there should be no communication”
harhar.he din even know it was self study
hohoho.n when we told him.
He juz walked away.
Cld see his face turning redd.
Hehe.my final art piece was good.
That was based on my frens judgement.
Heeh.chio lart.ggeees
Anwyays.it was the last time m gonna touch my drawin block.
Hohoho.
Proceeded to town wif Nicole and miaoqun afterthat.
Yupp.ate at taka.supposed to be marche tho.
shared with mq brownie,tartlet,beard papa,bubble tea.
hmm.for lunch.n wow.she really eats ALOT!
kinda shocked when she buys food EVERY MIN.
heehee.
roamed arnd in taka den nic bot prex
tink i spent the least.
dunoh y.ohwells.
den went for dental appt.
waited for an hour b4 its my turn lor.
yeah.changed to a horrendous colour.
its superr ugly.
cos it wasnt the shade i wanted.nvm.
den met then agn at crepes n cream.
yupp.prroceeeded to cine to take np.
saw yt n the rest.
the place was veryy crowded.yeah
we waited abt 1/2hr for our turn.
n the gliettery machine was spoilt.
argh.but the one we took also not bad.
yupp.den we all left.
i went to thanying for mother's day dinner.
wahh.the place damn poshh.
heh.the food was ok larhs.
but jie said was good.ohh.
was msging pc for 3 whole hours.
woahh.my bills gonna explode.lol.
jie still brought bro n i to giant.
harhar.bot the stuff we needed for bbq.
yeah.i was damn tired le.
it was suchha longg day.
slept at 12.yeahh.
yesterday
went trng at quuenstn.
meet yinxi at jurong at 745
was supposed to b 730.
but i was late.sorry.
went back sch forst to collect jie stuff
den trng.
wahh.best.workout was killer.
200m 16 times.after 8 haf 10min break.
n mrlin claims its easy.faints.
well.at least i completeted it.
so shall be satisfied.
tho timing like shit.sighs.
went towning wif jie aft tt.
we hadta change in the male's toilet.
harhar.ate at yoshi.
den i bot my stuff.n left me penniless.
ate blizzard ice cream too.
damn nice. =)
ohyeah.den saw debbie n amanda lim.
goshh.dey looked real different.
hmm.den jie bot her stuff for obs.
reebok shorts plus seelveless top.
it was den when sir called n talked for really longg.
yupp.had to seetle alott of trackk stuff.
headache man.but i dun mind.heh.
so we both went home aft that.
all so tired.leaning on each other in the trrain.
everybody was staring.hee
she came over n i lent her my nike bag n track pant n shorts.
hurhur.sent her out.
den i slept.on de sofa.
haix.and it was my bbq.
ate kinda lil yest
no idea why.but jux wasnt in the correct state of mind.
was simply thinking of damn alto fo tgs.
but i din know wad i was feeling.
ohwadeverr..
the week pass so quickly.
n tmr we haf dreaded post exam activities
please.its supperr boring..
wish i cld pon.but not so mean.
sighs.lookin forward to sat bbq tho.
staying over at jamie hse on fri.
yepp.tmr got photo taking.
n sat too.
and i tink life's unfair.
cos the sec 1 already got their track shirtt.
hmpff.last yr we din even have.
sighs.its juz miserable.
ohwells.i shall be glad tt exams over lahs.
hee.oh.still muz settle white elephant stuff.
hope our sales wld be good.
i really cross my fingers.
aiayah.my butt is aching like shit.
esp my thighs lehs.
tink i never stretch properly yest.
arghs.now im really like a old grandmama.
haha.hunched back summore.
gee.ethel n nicole must be sniggering at me.
hehehe. =)
ohh.to all cookie lovers
i must must recommend archway ben's & breakfast crispy classic
its damn yummy kaes.
make ur mouth water only.
esp the chunky chocoalte chip flavour.
damn delicious.
hmms.the chocoalte chip is alott.
taste greaatt.
harhar.tho each pkt only has 8 pathetic pieces.
and they're relly beeg.
harhar.nice nice nice.
yumyum.hohoho =D
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 09, 2004
ohh.its mstan bday today.
heh.happy birthday!!
harhar.we had a fabulouss party for her on fri.
lemme recap a bit.hee.
we were kinda excited for her bday.
yupp.surprisingly science passed damn quickly.
harhar.den i rushed to collect the cake fr 1st stall.
shun bian buy ice for ys..
mms.harhar.its revenge.
yeah.den ys was running to n fro n called mstan down.
apparently.1s1 was having presentation so she cldnt cum down till 15 mins ltr.
woah.best.not long at all wad.tskk.
so our classmates juz rotted in class waiting for her arrival.
as if she was sum kind of vip.
harhar.she FINALLY come down.
yeahh.tended to amanda ferst.
den shuzhen was lik 'mstan the spotlight's on u'
hee.so we started singingg her a bday songg.
whee =) so funn.harhar.den i passed her e knife to cut the cake.
the cake damn yummy lor..
hmms.its chocolate.harhar.
yupp.den aft tt i had to cut tt humongous cake while e rest were arnd mstan.
tink she was opening the prex or smth.
wadeverrr it is.i missed out the fun.wails-
nvm.at least i helped by cuttin the cake so chio-ly.
harhar.den e1 made fun of me..
say i can be housewife le.
wad rubbish lor.insult man.
but they say compliment.
so wadeverr lar.juz bcos i cut the cake so finely. =P
yeah.den aft eating.duno hu started the cream fight!!!
ahhh!!terrible. =S
i wasnt even supposed to get invovled..
den sum pigg smeared it on MY face.
gawdd.it was superr gross.
so oily kaes.n i told nic im gonna wash my face 3000 times.
harhar.i was juz joking..geez.
i tink mstan's party was successful
heh.looks lik she had enjoyed it..yipees.
2C2 juz rocks.yay.i love my class.
hohoho.tink they're juz e sweetest bunch of girls.
harhar.last yr so nice celebrate for me too.
heehee..
neways.trained after tt..yeah.quite slacked lar..
maybe not.juz used to cuttng workouts.
hahha.den told ethel n nic abt the eye tg.
and its really TRUE!!
but they're juzso mean.dowanna believe me.
hmpff-dun like them.gee.
n oei.its not my fault tt u all laughed till stomachache..
hee.okies.den went home.studied. =/
yesterday was study day too.
goshh.it was madness.
my life juz so routined.harhar.=)
did all the subjects.
yeah.and im proud to say..
i've completed my art.
whoots-but not nice.
n i regretted doing the plain ole orange.
im sure susantan gonna gimme low marks.
freakk.my art juz pure ugly.sighs.
ohwadeverrr..
at least im nice to help other ple wif their art.
hee.cos i realised its good to be kind.
as in yeahh.muz be sincere kind of thing.
yupp.i completed geog n sci.
yeah.whee.im happy.
but im really afraid for lit.
ntg seems to be getting in my headd.
arghs!!im freaking out..
cos the exams are tomorrow.
biangs.this is no joke at all.
n everyone juz askin me wad 'll come out for lit.
harhar.sms till i almost exploded.har
exaggerated..
kies.i slept at 1 for the past two nites.
yahh.so superr late for me.
its unusual.
n the worst thing is..
i did not stay up to study.. =/
ohmyy..wad is the world coming to.??
sighs.ohwadeverr.
i cant wait for this friday!!!
FREEDOM.FREEDOM.
so exciting.n i've got so many plans to relax.
harhar.ohyeah.todays mothers day..
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. (to all mothers obviously)
geez.
i found out sth.as in.
yeah.if u wanna be happy.
u've gotta make urself happy.
n the only way is not to take atg to heart.
forget it all n relax!!!
yupp.even if tgs dun seem to go ur way.
but juz tell urself u're happy.
n mm.dun brood over unhappy stuff.
im sure u'll be HAPPY too!
juz like me.muahaha =D
why cant everybody be happy?
cos if e1 is happy n ntg bad happens,
no one wld be happy cos they wun noe wads its like to be unhappy.
yupp.hb tell me one.delia told her.
harhar.yupp.very meaningful??
but i tink i phrased it too funnily.
heh.oh nvm.juz get the meaning.
yupp.
todays gonna be antoher study day!!!
juz tt only doing lit n homec.
yeah.im gonna make suer i memorize lit til i drop dead.
harhar.muz noe the quotes by heart.
i dun careeeee..
im gonnaa make sure i remember etg.
ahhh!!!STRESS! =X
heh.happy birthday!!
harhar.we had a fabulouss party for her on fri.
lemme recap a bit.hee.
we were kinda excited for her bday.
yupp.surprisingly science passed damn quickly.
harhar.den i rushed to collect the cake fr 1st stall.
shun bian buy ice for ys..
mms.harhar.its revenge.
yeah.den ys was running to n fro n called mstan down.
apparently.1s1 was having presentation so she cldnt cum down till 15 mins ltr.
woah.best.not long at all wad.tskk.
so our classmates juz rotted in class waiting for her arrival.
as if she was sum kind of vip.
harhar.she FINALLY come down.
yeahh.tended to amanda ferst.
den shuzhen was lik 'mstan the spotlight's on u'
hee.so we started singingg her a bday songg.
whee =) so funn.harhar.den i passed her e knife to cut the cake.
the cake damn yummy lor..
hmms.its chocolate.harhar.
yupp.den aft tt i had to cut tt humongous cake while e rest were arnd mstan.
tink she was opening the prex or smth.
wadeverrr it is.i missed out the fun.wails-
nvm.at least i helped by cuttin the cake so chio-ly.
harhar.den e1 made fun of me..
say i can be housewife le.
wad rubbish lor.insult man.
but they say compliment.
so wadeverr lar.juz bcos i cut the cake so finely. =P
yeah.den aft eating.duno hu started the cream fight!!!
ahhh!!terrible. =S
i wasnt even supposed to get invovled..
den sum pigg smeared it on MY face.
gawdd.it was superr gross.
so oily kaes.n i told nic im gonna wash my face 3000 times.
harhar.i was juz joking..geez.
i tink mstan's party was successful
heh.looks lik she had enjoyed it..yipees.
2C2 juz rocks.yay.i love my class.
hohoho.tink they're juz e sweetest bunch of girls.
harhar.last yr so nice celebrate for me too.
heehee..
neways.trained after tt..yeah.quite slacked lar..
maybe not.juz used to cuttng workouts.
hahha.den told ethel n nic abt the eye tg.
and its really TRUE!!
but they're juzso mean.dowanna believe me.
hmpff-dun like them.gee.
n oei.its not my fault tt u all laughed till stomachache..
hee.okies.den went home.studied. =/
yesterday was study day too.
goshh.it was madness.
my life juz so routined.harhar.=)
did all the subjects.
yeah.and im proud to say..
i've completed my art.
whoots-but not nice.
n i regretted doing the plain ole orange.
im sure susantan gonna gimme low marks.
freakk.my art juz pure ugly.sighs.
ohwadeverrr..
at least im nice to help other ple wif their art.
hee.cos i realised its good to be kind.
as in yeahh.muz be sincere kind of thing.
yupp.i completed geog n sci.
yeah.whee.im happy.
but im really afraid for lit.
ntg seems to be getting in my headd.
arghs!!im freaking out..
cos the exams are tomorrow.
biangs.this is no joke at all.
n everyone juz askin me wad 'll come out for lit.
harhar.sms till i almost exploded.har
exaggerated..
kies.i slept at 1 for the past two nites.
yahh.so superr late for me.
its unusual.
n the worst thing is..
i did not stay up to study.. =/
ohmyy..wad is the world coming to.??
sighs.ohwadeverr.
i cant wait for this friday!!!
FREEDOM.FREEDOM.
so exciting.n i've got so many plans to relax.
harhar.ohyeah.todays mothers day..
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. (to all mothers obviously)
geez.
i found out sth.as in.
yeah.if u wanna be happy.
u've gotta make urself happy.
n the only way is not to take atg to heart.
forget it all n relax!!!
yupp.even if tgs dun seem to go ur way.
but juz tell urself u're happy.
n mm.dun brood over unhappy stuff.
im sure u'll be HAPPY too!
juz like me.muahaha =D
why cant everybody be happy?
cos if e1 is happy n ntg bad happens,
no one wld be happy cos they wun noe wads its like to be unhappy.
yupp.hb tell me one.delia told her.
harhar.yupp.very meaningful??
but i tink i phrased it too funnily.
heh.oh nvm.juz get the meaning.
yupp.
todays gonna be antoher study day!!!
juz tt only doing lit n homec.
yeah.im gonna make suer i memorize lit til i drop dead.
harhar.muz noe the quotes by heart.
i dun careeeee..
im gonnaa make sure i remember etg.
ahhh!!!STRESS! =X
the girl next door;
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
whee.damn hyperr lately.
anw.juz wanted to say..
harhar.nicole loves spongebob.
and its from me!!!
hohoho.
yayyie.spongebob rocks.
its superr cutte.
whoots-
=)
anw.juz wanted to say..
harhar.nicole loves spongebob.
and its from me!!!
hohoho.
yayyie.spongebob rocks.
its superr cutte.
whoots-
=)
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 02, 2004
woo.its sumone's big day.hurz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!!!
love ya loads dearie.heh..muacks! :)
harhar..
hmms.im so relieved.
language papers are overr!
woohoo~finally the burden is lessen.
hehehe.so there's one wk break.
n off we go to the exams again
biangx.stressed loh.geez.
i guess eng was quite alrite lar.
cept for paper 2.
when i realised juz how much i hated bonsai.
i never knew they were tt horrible.
harhar.stupidd bonsai.crap pls.
den chinese.hmm.okies lar.
wrote si han.n nong nong mu nu zi qing.
yeah.duno if i will do well.
but i pray yes.cos...
i pinned lotsa hopes on my compo.
not say its fantastic or wadd..
but usually score better den the paper..
maybe tis time will b exception lar.
cos paper 2 wasnt tt bad..
only the compre a lil misleading.
yeahh.shall juz wait n see.
no use tinking abt it now..
the only thing i can do rite now..
is to study hard for the other subjects.
yupp.wana pull up my eng n maths marks.
the lowest for ca.hmms.
the others fairly okies lar.
but can do better obviously.yupp.
mugged quite alot yest.
completed geog notes.
n de science revision papers.
hee.den now dong geog revision.
cos there's juz too much tgs to rber.
n my heads too SMALL :/
bleahx.anyways..
i spent an hour flipping thru our yrbk.
cos i was bored last nite..
den yeah..decided juz to see see lor.
after tt spent another hour reading letters.
cos i recalled hellaot of memories.
yeah.bu zhi bu jue eyes started getting watery.
realised tt my pri sch time was quite badd.
yahh.all the conflicts n etg.
cldnt believed it was all in black n white.
amazed..i remembered..
those times we fought.tian.
never knew it was that serious.
biangx.n history repeated itself juz last year.
goodness..only wanted world peace..
but sum letters kinda made me feel touched.
heh.cheered me up a lil.
harhar.tink its fantastic to juz sit n drift..
let ur memories come back.
good or bad.there are worth remembering.
cos the mark an impt page in ur life..
there's juz superr many tgs i exprienced.
more of the bad side tho.
but i tink..happy tgs r not fun.
ohh..wadeverr.im bonkerss.
cos its always the saddening tgs tt make me tear..
n mostly.its Friendship
the one things tt im so concerned with.
worried i hurt frens time n time again.
i want the best for everyone.
but yet.i unknowingly break their hearts.
im sorrie :/
ohh wadeverrr.i dowana get affected anymore.
bleahx..yeah.shall tell myself to cheer upp :)
eeks.not lame at all wad.tskk...
thats juz me..
but i wished i had not changed.
preferred tt innocent n nt emotional me.
the lynette now is so..yucks..
i hate myself..hmpfff.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!!!
love ya loads dearie.heh..muacks! :)
harhar..
hmms.im so relieved.
language papers are overr!
woohoo~finally the burden is lessen.
hehehe.so there's one wk break.
n off we go to the exams again
biangx.stressed loh.geez.
i guess eng was quite alrite lar.
cept for paper 2.
when i realised juz how much i hated bonsai.
i never knew they were tt horrible.
harhar.stupidd bonsai.crap pls.
den chinese.hmm.okies lar.
wrote si han.n nong nong mu nu zi qing.
yeah.duno if i will do well.
but i pray yes.cos...
i pinned lotsa hopes on my compo.
not say its fantastic or wadd..
but usually score better den the paper..
maybe tis time will b exception lar.
cos paper 2 wasnt tt bad..
only the compre a lil misleading.
yeahh.shall juz wait n see.
no use tinking abt it now..
the only thing i can do rite now..
is to study hard for the other subjects.
yupp.wana pull up my eng n maths marks.
the lowest for ca.hmms.
the others fairly okies lar.
but can do better obviously.yupp.
mugged quite alot yest.
completed geog notes.
n de science revision papers.
hee.den now dong geog revision.
cos there's juz too much tgs to rber.
n my heads too SMALL :/
bleahx.anyways..
i spent an hour flipping thru our yrbk.
cos i was bored last nite..
den yeah..decided juz to see see lor.
after tt spent another hour reading letters.
cos i recalled hellaot of memories.
yeah.bu zhi bu jue eyes started getting watery.
realised tt my pri sch time was quite badd.
yahh.all the conflicts n etg.
cldnt believed it was all in black n white.
amazed..i remembered..
those times we fought.tian.
never knew it was that serious.
biangx.n history repeated itself juz last year.
goodness..only wanted world peace..
but sum letters kinda made me feel touched.
heh.cheered me up a lil.
harhar.tink its fantastic to juz sit n drift..
let ur memories come back.
good or bad.there are worth remembering.
cos the mark an impt page in ur life..
there's juz superr many tgs i exprienced.
more of the bad side tho.
but i tink..happy tgs r not fun.
ohh..wadeverr.im bonkerss.
cos its always the saddening tgs tt make me tear..
n mostly.its Friendship
the one things tt im so concerned with.
worried i hurt frens time n time again.
i want the best for everyone.
but yet.i unknowingly break their hearts.
im sorrie :/
ohh wadeverrr.i dowana get affected anymore.
bleahx..yeah.shall tell myself to cheer upp :)
eeks.not lame at all wad.tskk...
thats juz me..
but i wished i had not changed.
preferred tt innocent n nt emotional me.
the lynette now is so..yucks..
i hate myself..hmpfff.
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