WHITE HOUSES;


my dirty little secrets.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

i lost my wallet
like wth.
was hoping for a gd start for the new semester and this must happen
its only the 3rd day.sobs.
was cryin like sum kind of baby when i realised i cldnt find my wallet.
so frantic.ran arnd sch as tho a dog was chasing me.
broke down even more.
not afraid of losing my money.
but rather.its my side-door key.
it costs $50 lor.
lost it once.cant afford to lose it agn.
arghh.cry till my eyes are sooo swollen.
the min i lost it till now.
my tears havent stop.freakk.
my parents gonna kill me.
tt time lost my watch already very upset.
now she super DISAPPOINTED
ahh.my fault.dunno y this must happen.
the wallet was still there b4 i went to eat.
its was only after when i returned.
it was gone
eh.whoever who took it.
please return kaes.
dowana get scolded.please.i begg you.
really impt to me.
ahh.suddenly feel its the end of the world.
actually.i wish it cld end here.
tonight still have to put on a mask.
must pretend to me as happy.
dunno who to do that lor.
arghs.i shall punish myself.
shall starve myself tonight
freakk.i hate myself.
so sad den at redhill sum person muz still ask me do survey
what bad luck please.
and so happened it was abt FRIENDS
trust and etg.yeah.
den gimme this crane.
hoping tt my troubles wil fly away.
wahh.rubbbishh lahs.
sighs.
thanks for the money:)
thanks for the cookie:)
thanks for the marshmallow:)

i want my wallet back!!!!!
please return to me!
sobs.no mood to do atg le.
just now even mistook the photocopying card for the ezlink card.
arghs.
like a body without my soul.
yeahhs.
wishing that i had a shoulder to cry on.
life sucks. :'(


the girl next door;
5:38 PM



Monday, June 28, 2004

first day of schoool.
damn hectic =/
what a way to start the term.
but uhh.nvm.i sorta enjoyed :)
got new teacherS.
heh.history tcher ms neo din have a gd impression on us.
but yeah.
it turned out tt she was nice =)
tho she was soo stern.
had this set of rules and yellow+red cards.
but yeah.muz admit she teaches well.
heh.no bad la huh.
uhms.pe tcher.ms lim.
haven met her yet.
but she looks nice.
hee.reminded me of mswong lor.
yeah.quite lookalike.
and she has a damn chio tan.haha.
first day yet lessons started lers.
brand new start.
hahah.eng oral in 3 weeks time.
fast.term 3 gonna be fast anw
so many sch events summore.
yupps.gonna be shoo busy.
tmr got investiture.
and im supposed to excort MRGAU!!!!
omg.damn afraid i will stumble like today.
so nervous and when i reached msgoon(pretended to be gau)
i was like.ohh.din even say atg den she walked liao.
goshh.den stuck out my tongure summore
heh.and she say i annot afford to be so blurr.
hee.sorry.hope tmr not lidat.
ahh.and my council tee damn beeg lehs.
i tried just now and it was like woah..
damn not nice.
cos i look terrible in it.goshh.
dunno tmr how man =/
ohyeah.i learnt sth new today u know.
heh.primary colours in science is red,blue,green
and not red,blue,yellow.
like in paint.haha.
we were like debating with neo.
haha.funny lahs...

ohgawd.i just rmber there's time trial tmr.
dead.i will just die.
damn nervous.arghs.
and im scared for investiture as wells.
boohooos.
and im so honoured.
cos dearest miaoqun likes my prexx.
hohohoh.
i give nice pressents to ple.
esp if u're my good fren.
harhar.4

i dun want tmr to come
stupid timetrial.
hope its cancelled..


the girl next door;
8:09 PM



Sunday, June 27, 2004

sorry.
last nite was in a bad mood.
so fed up.frustrated.
that i started screaming like sum kind of a mad dog.
everyone was sumhow my victim.
haiyahs.im sorry.
suddenly felt damn stressed.
i dunno why.
almost exploded.
was really abt to cry.
biang.i hate...

anyways.watching this damn cute show now.
heh.the boy so chubby.
ahaha.tuiotion ended this morning.
was so tired.
cld feel my eyelids almost closing.
eeks.luckily nv kana scolded.
heh.and im gonna have english tuition
:( mummy got me a teacher.
cos my english sucks like shit.
grrr.
ohwells.i admit it.
hmm.shall recap a lil.

yesterday.
woke up feeling super lethargic.
cos of the malacca trip.
yepps.
went to meet yinxi at jurong east.
was late.cos i was dilly-dalling.
sorry ahs.
speed workout.
was quite happy when lin said it was 220m*4
yepps.cos i love speed workout.
hee.but..but..
i din know tt there were more.
tot the workout was so light only.
end up doing 110m*5.sprints.
still okays lahs.
cos its still shortt.haha.
butbut..there was part3!!
haha.a 800m run kies.
and i was totally not prepared at all.
drank hellalot of water summore.
yeah.so my timing sucked big timme.
urgh.whatever ahs.
so yesterday workout was hard.
yes.damn friggin hard.bleahs.
was telling denise how terrible my 800m was.
so terrified.
afraid i wun be able to run a gd one for Nats.
den think mrlin overheard or sth.
yeahs.and denise said my speed was fast in front of lin.
yupp.and guess what on earth did he ever say!!!!
i must do more aerobics.and..and.
he wasnts to make me run a good and fast 400m!!!
and 800m.andd cross country too!
please lor.
i know its impossible
arghs.he's cheating my feelings agn.
my jaws just dropped when he said tt lorh.
cos i knew i wldnt make it.
so i din take his words for real...
yepps.and there's a time trial on tues.
like what the heckk.
im not even prepared.yeahh.
sure to be last.yikes.
uhm.went opp coffee shop with yinxi,
ate duck mee.and drank chin chow.
and i was blardie hell FULL.
heh.yinxi's skirt almost exploded.
haha.den we walked to qnstn mrt.
changed.den took train to clementi.
den 154 to jamie's house.
yupp.too lazy to walk.
and it was gonna rain anw.
did antigone.
but only ys,jamie and i.
the king and advisor cldnt make it.
yeah.we never had a meeting with everyone present.
ohwells.
den mum picked me up.
went kongzi to pray.
blessed me with good results and good speed endurance.
heh.and get into finals.
hee :) went IMM after tt.
bot the multi vitamins lin asked me to.
there's like 120 softgel capsules in it.
tot it was chewable like the redoxen one.
but ended up to be a capsule.
like superr big.
as longas ur thmub kaes.
so i had suchaa hard time swallowing it.
yupps.had dinner at baystreet21.
nice posh place.
heh.sth like jack's place lahs.
but its cheaper.
hmm.yummy.was so full.
den walked arnd.
and went to FOS
yupp.think its new lor.
cos i nv saw it at IMM b4.
yepp.it took over thisfashion.
went Giant.den home.

Friday.
woke up like at 5.30.
so early kies.
den reached sch at 6.30
think i was the only one with a thumbprint on my declaration form
aiyo.so malu.
cos my dad made me fill in the nite b4.
den dun lemme sign.hmpff.
set off at abt 7.
ate nasi lemak and drank milo.
long journey
yepps.so i slept.
den they started playin the show meangirls.
yep.watched.den reached the water theme park.
was raining.and concluded tt we were damn suay.
cos the whole june hols.
only 11 june and 25 june rain.
so lucky whatt.
but anw.it stopped after a while.
so there was till time to play :)
sat the family ride only.
with ethel,krys,nic and yx
cos the others had to strip.
haha.den ltr rushed and bathed.
was so freag hungry.
ate another box of nasi lemak.
im suchaa pigg.
heh.felt more tired.
so slept.
and the busdriver played jeepers creepers.
what a disgusting,gruesome,gross show.
yuck.so worried i wld have nightmare.
heh.and krys kept scaring nicole.
hee.and ethel and yx were being childish.
roaring each other.hahaha.
reached parkson grand.
time to shop!
but had only pathetic 1hr20mins.
so short kaes.
yeah.no eunff time.
we just went macs.
den all the nice nice shop.
nic and i saw this chioe body glove shirt.
but we were unsure whtr to buy it anots
so walked a while more.
den went back.
yupp.and we bot it =)
hehe.nicenicenice.
oh.and i never knew fooyuxiang was suchaa bimbo.
hah.totally dun suit her kie.
first her toenails.
den her dangly earings.
and u know what was next?
her lip glosss.hahaah.damn farnie.
anw.our last stop was at watsons.
we were all buying chocs.
realised we were late den rushed back.
den we were the first.
so went back to shop a little more.
heh.we were sooo jealous ok.
cos the others had like so many bags of stuff.
when we only had like one pathetic bagg.
grrr.they should have given us more time.
yeahh.totally.
went back to the bus
finished watchin jeepers creepers.
freaky show
but the next show was worst.
what lame vampire show or sth.
the starting was damn funny tho.
haha.cos the eyeball came out and the person ate it.
haha.i was laughin so badly till i cried.
heh.and i woke krys up.
cos i kept sayin how gross it was
hee.sorry ah.
anw.stopped at yong peng agn for toilet break.
took a track pic.
and i bot the nice chestnuts.
hee.cos i was amused by tt lil device.heh.
the journey back was as longgg.
and we queued damn long at malaysian customs
but had a fun time there
cos we were laughin at sum hands grow longer thing tt lois told us.
hee.so impressed
still cant believe its true.
heh.fianlly reached skl at 10.20.
went home.bathed and slept.
was sucha tiring day.
but it was still fun.
but next time they shud extend the trip.
yepps.

supposed to be supporting my bro now.
he dancing at forum.
got competition.
wonder if he wld win.
andi really havent seen him dance b4.
today's his last dance but i din go.
guilty lers.
cos i din wana waste my whole sunday at orchard
his dance is like 1 1/2 min.
den if go must stay till 5.
so rather stay at home.
hehe.winks.

ahhhhh.i cant believe sch's reopenin tmr.
yepp,which means back to tt hectic and stressed life.
but still.im excited.
haha.i cant wait.
i miss everyone :)
tmr will be the start of a new semester.
so its like a new beginning
yepps.its like.
i've got a new goal and stuff.
yuppp.term 1 was horrendous.
term 2 improved a little.
now.gonna make term 3 and 4 be the best it can be
im serious.cos i realised just how slacked i've been.
uh-huh.so im gonna like be very attentive n stuff?
but i dunno lah.
i this kind ritee.
ntg can go right for me.
sighs.we shall wait and see.
hmm.im so excited =) yay



i still miss my watch


the girl next door;
12:22 PM



Saturday, June 26, 2004

pissed.damn pissed.
stupid chinese project.
i hate!


the girl next door;
9:38 PM



Thursday, June 24, 2004

trng today was okays lah huh?
300*3.yepp.speed endurance workout.
just what i needed.heh.
first one was pretty gd.
but subsequent ones were terribbleeeee.
i even requested to rest for 1 interval n do the next.
but he said NO straight in my face
so i just ran lorh.
but it was freaginn slow.arghs.
and i shud have pushed harder the last one.
now i regret.sighs.but its too late.
heard sat workout is speed one.
yay.my fav!
but he may have lied.haha.
wait and see lor.
but tmr i not trng lehs.
cos going malacca.yupp
which means my performance on sat will be terrrible.
just lik tues.cos i din train on mon.
oh no...i dun like the feeling.
yucks.and hors.
i think i need to think of a way to get rid of the stomach ache b4 trng.
fear of workouts.
very nan shou.sighs.ohwells.

ohyeah.our track board is FINALLY done.
yuup.all thanks to ethel,usarin n i.
haha.yay!think its chio kaes.
heh.go and see and tell me ur comments.
but have no notices up yet.
still in the process of getting etg done.
yupp.yesterday we actually spent only abt 3hrs doin it.
hmm.quite fast eh?
haha.yeah lahs.
we're the loyal trackkers mahs.wheee =)

okies.im blogging secretlty now.
at sam's house doing chinese project.
sam's upstairs typing the powerpoint stuff.
while im downstairs doing the brochure.
heehee.damn afraid we cant complete it
yeahh.rushing thru etg rite now.
and only got 2 of us.
haiyahs.well.shall see if can finish anot.

ahh.and i cant wait for tmr!!!!
heh.going malacaa.
think its gonna be damn fun.
hee.cos going with friends mahs.
yupp.but still
must keep my fingers crossed.
hope it doesnt..R***
haha :)
yay! i cant wait!


the girl next door;
3:29 PM



Wednesday, June 23, 2004

in the com lab rite noww.
yeah.waiting for the other trackkers to cum
help do the track board.
but think they still trng at serangoon now.
yeahh.damn tired.
just trained with denise at spe.
yeah.make me wake up at 645 loh..
hmpff.anw..
did 600m den 3*200m
quite tiring lor.
cos i was trying my best to kp up with her.
but cant lah.like duh..
yupps.so just run my own.
end up my timing is what lin said it was to be.
so quite good lahs :)
my butt was aching superr badly after the 200m.
damn pain kaes.
reminded me of last week.
when lin whacked my butt.haha.
printed 10 pieces of the track stuff.
means i hafta pay $1 to the green monster ritee.
hahah.track is eating up my money agn.
arghs.today i cant eat lunch.
cos got no money.
and im starving here liao.
so drained off energy after running just now.
den we still ran at botanics kays.
and makke me recall many memoriess :(
bleahs.oh whateverrr.
ahh.getting bored here.
yessh.doing the chinese brochure.
but sam still hasnt send me to thingy yet.
i doubt i'll be able to get it done by tmr loh.
sobs.my chinese project suchaa failure.
ahhhh.
i need to think of a way to get speed endurance.
cos im lacking of tt terribly.
i'll never be able to run a gd 800m liddat.
blahh.and my race day is terrible too.
for Nats.
its like at 2.30 on 19 july
which means i wun get to miss any lessons at all!
wth.darnit lahs.
really wish i have the ability to be in the team events loh.
so fun!!!arghss.
so i have abt 3 more weeks to my race.
like woahh.this is getting scareee.
doubt i'll be able to perform well.
and why cant my race be with sum other ple events?
rite now..
on 19 july only got 800m lorh.
as in the other events oursch not taking part de.
eeks.i'll be so alone.ahhh.
damnit lahs.freakk.
okies.starting to feel the tension.
and school reopening soon.
i dowana.but i also want.
haah.i dunno what i want lahs.
ohh.and nicole's back from phuket!!!
haaha =) welcome back!
anyways.i forgot to mention tt i have this awful stinking looking blu black on my left shin.
its gross i tell. u.at first have 2 okies.
so yucks.then now left one only.
the other one sorta disappeared.
haha.kaes.
shall go study ler.while wating for them
heh..


the girl next door;
10:43 AM



Tuesday, June 22, 2004

okies.i spent 45 mins looking for fonts.
like what rubbish lor.grr.
anyways...
went for trng today.
and etg went horribly.
yesh.quite expected.
th min i woke up i knew my day was gonna be teribble.
dunno y.
but got those kind of i woke up from the wrong side feeling
sighs.din complete workout.
yeahh.i din do the last set.
cos i was so slow and my tummy was damn painful.
din see the point to go on.
so i just STOPPED
blardiee hell.
damn angry at myself.
but its all over.
all those times i said i was gonna trin harder.
and be like denise for 800m.
urghs.whateverr.
sorta gave up hope lers.
sighs.damn disappointed lahs.
kays.went jurong point with yinxi after tt.
ate prawn mee.
and like woah.i scalded myself.
when carrying the bowl.
freakk.tosayd really not my day lor.
now my right hands hurts so badly.
sighsigh.ate takopachi also.
heh.im suchaa beeg eater.
den went popular to buy track stuff.
spent like 15+mins there.
cso we cudnt find the ring thingy.
for the board.
actually.it may not even exist lor.
heh.okies.
i love yinxi lahs.
cos she helped to rack her brains.
thinking of how to get the thing stuck on the board.
hahah.yupp.i was asked to say this.
hahaha.spent abt $6
yesh.and its coming form my very own pocket.
sobs.im going brokkeee.
ahhhh.nvm.
its for track anw.spent lots on it lers.
hmm.went home.
slept.cos damn tired.for 1/2 hr only la.
den studied.
wanted to do alott.but to no avail..
realised tt school reopening soon.
and i avent been studying at all!
past 3 weeks everyon probably slogging their guts out.
and i was just slacking away
thinking tt there was alot mroe time left.
and now i know i am wrong.
but guess its too late.
only will get to buck up wehn skl reopenes
this week damn busy ehs.
sighs.disappointed once again.
wanted to do realllyy well this yr end
but think i cannnot make it la.
slacked too much iao.
and now i really regret loh.
boohoohoo.
flying away from my hopes le.
haiyahs.

ohh.yesterday went back sch to do souvenirs.
for investiture
ended up only 5 sec 2s turned up.
how pathetic pleaseee.
oh sighs.started work at 9.45
filing the puzzles den polishing it.
yeah.den usarin n i went to mobil buy instant noodles for lunchh.
ate in sch.and i was being nice kaes
cos i treated her to chocolates!!!
hahaha.the milo bar.
heh.den went back.
and we were lazy to start work agn.
so we wrote the words in fabric paint.
haha.den no more to do.
we just lazed arnd
waited for the seniors to pass us summore to do.
den chatted with msgoon.
abt trackk.haha.
at abt 3..we took a break.
ate our chocolates.
den usarin had an aim.
to finish all 36 pieces by 4.
haha.
so we went back and start slogging.
yeah.really didi kaes.
only 2 of us lorhs.
cos the seniros asked us to stop.
but nevermind.
hehe.do until out hands turned white after the polishing n etg.
hohoho.and i din wana do those manual work.
so i did the writing instead.
haha.we worked tgt and we really finished it!!!
haha.they were damn proud of us :)
den msgoon said on tues we dunid to carry chairs
hahaha.evil grin*
b4 we left.went to staff room to print sum stuff.
yeah.n we saw sir's table.
he framed up a track foto.
the one we took after sports day.
and i look terribbleee.
cos i wasnt lookin at the cam.
and was sqinting my eyes.
arghssss.yea
den realised tt there was once we broke the 4by 4 record.
their timing was 4.12 lorh.
damn bang mans.
even got newspaper article.
woahh.they really very fast =)
yeah.went council room
put the puzzles.
and left.
as usual when i went home
i din study at all.
i just watched tv.grrr.
pissed at myself.ahhhhhhh.
whateverrr.
no hope liao.bleahx.

okies,i gotta wake up like at 6.45 tmr?
or even ealier?
cos i hafta meet denise at spe at 7.45.
woahh.damn early kaes.
no beauty sleep.
boooo.i ite as well go serangoon.
but nvm
den after trng with her.shall go back sch.
cos gotta do track board
but i'll be bloody early lehs.
cos the rest will go aft trng with lin.
urgh.not gonna eat lunch.
cos im kinda broke.hmpf.
sighs.
i cant believe school is reopening...


the girl next door;
6:02 PM



Sunday, June 20, 2004

okies.im back.
phewww!my race is overrrrr
hooorayy.kays.but im not happy at all.
sighsss.
but at leaast the others did crescent proud.
hohoho.
usarin-100m 1st (under 17)
yitian-400m 3rd (women open)
denise-800m 1st (women open)
liping-3000m 1st (women open)
-1 mile 2nd (women open)
and liping won $200 plus sum cash vochers and goodie bag!!
cos of the 1 mile race.haahah.=)
i tell you.
IF only the 4by400m team was under 17 category.
and not women open.
den they wld have gotten 2nd.considering their timing.
yeah.ohwells.
perhaps they wun push so hard if they were in the uner 17 category.
but i dunno lahs.
all the same.i think they did well :)
everyone deserves to be rewarded.
hmms.maybe shall treat them to a drink.hah.when skl reopens..
okies.my race was disatorous.
horrible.i hatee...
tmiming as a slow pace of 2.52.
yeah.got 7th in my heat.
which is liek how bloodyhell sloowww.
11th.overall.bleahhs.
but denise calculated for me.
im 43% in the whole cohord.
so yeah.she says got chance.
if only i cld maintained my speed for my race.
cos my 1st round was 79 secs.
den it dropped to 93 secs.
what rubbbishh.so disappointed.
urghs.i shud have exected this outcome.
but mrlin said i ran well lehs.
den tot i beat pB.but never.last time 2.49
buttttt.he say tt time is relay.
no counted.so this time considered very good lers.
aiyahs.i dunno lah.
juz feel tt my hardwork din pay off. =(
boohooo.and mrlin says hafta work on my 600m.
and 1000m.for endurance.
cos he say my speed is there.
denise also said tt.
yeahh.mrlin sais my start off was pretty good,
the first 200m.tt's y he said i've got speed.
but no speed endurance unlike denise.
so yahh.im determined to work hardd.
for Nationals.
hope to get to finals lorhs.
but if im the last to qualify.den its damn terrible.
but i must think of it posivtively.
haix.just wait till the time cumes lah.
abt 3 more weeks of hardwork.
yeahh.must jiayouu.
okays.think had damn aot fo lactic acid in my butt today.
cos it was hurting damn badly after my race.
and i totally collapsed.
as usual.sighs.
and i lied on the floor for quite longg.
heez.den went back.
ate the i-scream yoghurt.
raspberyy one.not bad lahs.
at least it tasted good :)
cos yinxi's honeydew one was groosss.
haha.sorry.she sais it was my raspberyy fault.
ohh.whateverrr.
did cool down with denise.
den watched all the remaining races
later realided they were giving out free yogurt.
goshh.i wasted $2.
but anw.the leftovers tasted horrible.
yeah.no wonder it was free.
ohyah..i got new chiobuS.hahaah.
cannot stand it man.chio si ren..
haha.im damn crazy lahs.
heehee.but they really damn chio.omg.
heh.den i saw the look-alike orange boy agn
and boy.he's really fasttt.
yupp.and i realised my neighbour is in track too.
woahh.not badding eh.
din knwo he was tt sort who runs.haha.
am i mean or am i not mean.haha.
yeah.den went home.
bought dinner for maid and i.

ahh.i cant belive the cherr camp is cancelled kaes.
its no joke.
frankly speakin.i was actually looking forward to it.
haiyohs.tt means i gootta go for council
but i dun mind =)
can go pei usarin.hahah.
no why all the camps are being concelled one by one
first was the sports leaders one.
den now this one.blahh.
i hope the malacca trip dun get cancelled.
doubt it will anw.
but if it rains.den we wun have any fun :(

ayy.i havent done my family recipe yett!!!
grr.can sumone gimme sum good ideas on whatta write.
bleahs.so irritated.
and i ahte my race todayy!!!
kaess.maybe it wasnt tt bad afterall =/
and lois reminded me of the track board.
tt means i gotta rack my brains agn.
arghs.no ones gigving me any idea on how to decorate it.
and i dun even think tt im supposed to be doing this.
ahh.fan si ren.
wish everyone cld just give ideas n put it to action....






the girl next door;
8:57 PM




ahhhhhhhh.its 6 blardie hours to my stinking race.
oh freakk.im not prepapred.
and my tummy's rumbling.bleahs.
btwbtw.i have a COUGH!!!
so can i pweeease pleasee back out uh.
oh.nevermind.
my right eye keeps twitching
for whatsoever reason i do not know.
think its warning me.
oh man..gosh.
think im goonna run damn badly.
yesh.totally.
probably cum in last.
and maluate crescent.gawd.
and i saw the list of ple im running aganist.
my ex school mates!!!
michelle cheung and pat chia.
alamak.this is sooo scary.
sighs.shall wait and see the outcome.
boohoohoo. =(

everyone ran well yesterday
hmm.usarin got into the finals for 100m :)
good job.my daughter.hurhur.
den think ethel.yuxiang.yitian all got into finals for 400m too.
not sure lahs.yupp.but well done=)
they were damn bang.cos they ran with jc peeps.
heh.liping for FIRST for 3000m
ahh.1st lehs.no joke kays.
my idol liaos.hohoho.
and the rest who ran.
keep up the good work!! :)
think acsi kinda beegg u know.
yeahs.but the track LOOKs small.
okie.loooks only.it can be deciecving.
but heckk.jst decieve me tt im running less den 800m.
yeah.sighs.
anyways.grace n i were looking at orange-lookalike guys yest.haha.
it was damn farnie.
cos everyone we saw.
thot he was the orange guy.
haha.but we only saw the REAL oreange boy once or twice?
heh.hadta leave early.
cos parents+bro came le.
waited for me till 545.
den we walked to the car.
and i said i wanted to watch the 300m race.
den daddy called me to stay.
heh.but was quite guilty.
cos i made them wait for ntg.
yeah.sorry.felt so bad after that.
haiyahs.shud have better planning lohs.
tsktsk.im sorry eh..
uhms.left with qixin after racess.
sir gave us a lift to buona vista mrt.
yeahs.and ms ho was in the car with him.
second time seeing her.
our next track teacher-to-be.
sighs.went home.
waited for dinner.chicken rice.
but it tasted so nice.hee.
maybe i was just hungry.
yeshlah.
did chinese zuoye.
watched tv too.
den read my mystery book.
and oh...
i finished reading my 407pgs-thick book!!!!!
everyone jaws can just drop.
cos i finished it in 4 days
yeah.first tiem loh.
i bet nicoel dmn surprised.
btu she not in spore right now.
sobs.but yeah.its a miracle.
sky drop down le.hohoho.
spent the entire friday night reading it
thats y slept at abt 11.30.harhar.

heard that the cheerleading camp is cancelled lehs.
yeah.ethel told me tt pearlyn told her.
haiyo.i dunno lehs.
is there any tcher we can confirm with?
and if its really cancelled.
who will tell the rest???
gosh.

okays.im really really very nervous now.
seriously yeahh
i dowana race!!!
sumone hear my grievances.sobs.
im not in the correct state to run a race.
and im so afraid i wun perform well.
but perhaps i should look on the bright side of life?
yeah.think positively.
it'll be a good race no matter whatt.
cos its to prepare me for Nationals.
so yeah.i shall TRY to ease my worries.
blahh.but my watch not with me.
poor me :(
i still miss my watch like anything lor.
haiyahs.whateverr lahs.
i shall just run my best.
and dun regret after my race.
cos as long as i've tried my best.
it good enough.yupp.
ayyee.its not making me more realxed!!!
ohohoh.uh-oh.worried.arghs.
okies.good luck to all those racing today!!!
JiAyouU CRESCENT!!!


the girl next door;
9:10 AM



Friday, June 18, 2004

i just finished my cheena tuition
changed it to today cos have race on sun.
hmm.guess what.
i was so engrossed in reading blogs tt i forgot abt my garlic bread!!
it was like half burnt when i took it outta the toaster.
but i ate it anw :)
okies.todays like the only day in the whole holiday tt im free.
like entirely FREE.
yeah.no track.not outing.no nothing.
tuition not counted lahs.heh.
so i wrote out this list of things to be done
and i realised tt so muhc i nee to do.
uh-oh.todays the very first day i start on my revision
yess.but cum to think of it.
i din do much.haha.
spent most of my time cooking???
hahaha.woke up at 8.20
wash up.den prepared breakfast.for bro n i.
fried hasbrowns,eggs.and toasted cheese bread=)
damn yummy.cos i made it.heh.
my egg was special.
cos i put cheese in it.haha.nice nice.
den started studying.did the reading journal crap.
yay!i finished it.hohoho.
left with sum dumb famnily recipe which i totally no idea what to do.
blahhh.shall just leave it for the very last minute.
hmm.den at abt 11.50.i prepared lunch.
spaghetti.with pork.
cos there wasnt any beef.haah.
and i tot tt pork was chicken.
but in the end my maid said it was pork
yupp.cooked too much.
the portion was like twice what we usually eat.
so yeahh.we din finish it.
left sum tiny morsel only.hah.
continue with studying.
did science.and chinesee.
yeah.den it wsa tuition.
and i was day-dreaming once again.
oh nvm.guess my laoshi used to it liao.
hahaahah.

oh.forgot to update abt yesterday.haha.
trng in the morning.
did sum 40m sprints.
like yeahh.quite good.
hmm.lin say i have speed.but no endurance.
aiyo.anw.workout.400*3.
hmmm.not tt bad lahs.but i still hate 400m workout.
yesh.n sec 1s joined us.
cos think sir din cum.
or rather.he was late.
like for 1hr 40 mins??? best la.
butt was aching damn badly.
den it ended up i had to do another 800m.
yeah.timing.terrible.
so super slow.
make me lose even more confidence.
BUT..everyone says it cos i was tired liao.
so it natural to run slower wat.
yeah.race day wld be much different i suppose.
uh-huh.
went to hawker centre for lunch wif nicole,yx and kat.
yeah.i ate ice jelly.and fishball noodles.
heh.the ice jelly was damn shiokk.
cos it was soo freezing cold
and it felt good after trng.hah.
on sucha a hot dayy.
kat n yx had the terrible ice kachang
cos it had sum mango thingy on it.which tasted grosss.
eewkss.and kat was damn disgusting.
but hilarious.haahahaha.
the sugarcane incident was darn farnie.
haha.so much fuss just for tt pathetic lemon.
gosh.haha.yx and kat left after tt.
went lib to change.den saw sum nice books =)
den nic went to sch n i went to jamie's hse
jamie was having a fever i think.
yupp.but still.we did our pbl.
and i must admit.out webpg looks chioer now.
hahaa.seriously...
left abt 6?
but before tt jamie was torturing her mum.
by stepping on her.
haha.thats the dance massage i guess.
well.at least tt's what she claims.
heh.and her mum was so funny.
kept screaming like baby
i couldnt help but laughed.haha.
went home.bathed.
eat dinner.do a bit of work.
and feel asleep at 9.
but woke up at 9.30 cos of a call.
yeah.studied agn for 1/2hr
or rather.i read my super thick book
it was so interesting.haha.
but after a while.i was so tired i hadta go to bedd...
yuppss.

ohman.i cant believe my race is in 2 days time.
oh gwad.i doubt i'll run well.
i need the luck.
i need the power to fly.
and outbeat my opponents.
but oh.its impossible.
yeah.trng so hard lately...
uhms.guesss not much of a use huh?
cos i probably just fail.
yikes.i dun dare to know whats gonna be the outcome.
sighs.so terrified of my race.
yeah.wonder whats my timing gonna be like.
oh.hecckk.
i'll b lying thru my teeth if i said i wasnt scared.
urghs.anyways.
all the best to CRESCENT track..
jiayoouu*


ahhhhhhhhhh.
nicole flying tmr le.
awman.so wum even be there to support.
=( nvm.let her enjoy her phuket trip lahs.
i shant be selfish.hahaha.
BON VOYAGE NICOLE!!!!
*muacks*


the girl next door;
5:25 PM



Wednesday, June 16, 2004

the more i train,the more demoraelised i get.
arghs.at sam's house now.
doing chinese project.
quite irriated.cos ntg's getting done.
so afraid that i'll just screw etg up.
sobs.but at least i learnt how to work wif diff ple.
yeah.not the usual ple i work with.
when i can just be lame and crapp away.
its so different.im just going arnd asking them to get work done.
ohh.so fan =/
now.im doing so much things.
so much till i've got a headache.
wells.it maybe cos of the hot sun lately.
hmm.went trng at serangoon this morning.
yeah.was like the odd one out.
cos i was the only mid-d runner.
no one else came
but yet all the sprinters went.
yup.good for them lahs.
im used being a loner anyways.
did 150*5.yeah..with primary sch pple.
and cjc pple too.
bahh.first 2 timing not bad.
den ltr was like shit.
cos ht next 3 got pri sch pple.
den they lik dun lemme cut or smth.
so yeah.timing droppped drastically.
even lin noticed.
but at least lin said i puseh hard for the first 2.
yeah.said i ran well :)
yupp.sobs.tink they were happy tt they cld win me
ahwells.make me feel tt trng more is no use at all.
cos i simple get slower
if i cannt even win those younger den me
tell me how am i going to win those of my age??
yeah.u get wat i mean..
i wun preform this sunday.
boohoo.this is saddening.
yeah.den did 120*4.
janice wasnt feelin well.
she toked to me during cool down
told me sum stuff lahs.haiya..
den went queenstn with rachel.
took train with usarin too.
met athiyah.cos she wanted to train.
so i just sit there and eat cup noodles
cos i was freagin hungry.awww.
den went buona vista meet the rest.
yupp.and here i am.
doing the project all by myself.
audrey and xinyi left already.
tink sam is downstairs with her mum.
and me.eyes glued to the com tryin to get tgs done
arghs.irritated but nvm.
im just worried.abt this sunday's race.
got this feeling all my hard work aint gonna pay off.
despite having to suffer the scroching sun every day
and still have to run in the evening.
oh.tell me what rubbish is this
gonna let everyone down again.
ahhhh.im so gonng die.
bleahs.today's suchaa depressing dayy.


the girl next door;
4:32 PM



Tuesday, June 15, 2004

i never knew that books were that heavy
heh.anyways.
woke up at 7 today.
so friggin early only cos i hatda make lin's cake.
yeah.n i was so tired cos i slept at 12.
watched harry potter at 8.50 mahs.
yup.the show was so-so only lahs.
yeah.made the icing.
got my hand smeared with blue colouring.
cos apparently i was still sleepy.
haha.den cudnt squeeze the cake in the box.
or rather if i cover it the icing wld be smugde.
but wells.i solve the priblem in the end ;)
met yinxi at jurong east agn.
went for training.
yeah.workout 200,300,400,300,200.
i hate the workout lorh.
its so yucks man.goshh.
but im glad i completed it.
heh.den still have 110m*5 striding.
boo hoo.
asked mdm kala to confirm if lin's bday was today anot.
and it really was!!!
hee.so the cake wasnt put to waste.
lin kept talking to denise.
we hardly had any chance to sing him a bday song.
but we did it in the end :)
yeah.den he sang it for himself too.
he was like linnnnnnnnn..and draggin his words.
so farnie.hohoho.
told him the cake was for him.
den were asked to do cool down den can eat the cake.
yup.denise says the cake icing was sour.
said maybe the colouring expired.
i almost fainted when i heard tt.
but it okay.i checked it.
else everyone wld have food poisoning.hars.
usarin ate shoo much.
she almost brought back the entire tg to eatt
heh.so cute.din know she's sucha beeg eater.
lin thot i made the cake.but told him i bot it.
cept for the icing lahs.
harhar.went jurong library with nicole.
ate at macs first.
den spent abt 2 hrs in the library.
it was darnit cooolllddd.
i was freezing in there.arghs
kept going to the toilet to blow hot my hands.
haha.damn lame.but yeah.
the library's kinda cosy.
and has alott of books.
the best tg.they're mostly NEW
like waohh.very niceee.
can u believe i actually borrowed 7 books
SEVEN you know.heh.im totally amazed.
doubt i can even finish readin it.
but i wld wanna go back there.
its reallly nicee.
heh.i have poor vocab.
cos i think the lib juz nice.
dunno what other words.hahahaha =)
after tt.we went to eat AGAIN
at delifrance.
shared the baguatte and each ate a fruit tarlet.
whootss.we're big eaters too.hah.
left.the books weigh a ton.
my back was aching and so were my hands.
ohh man.and the journey home was hot.yikes.

ahh.think my life revolves arnd track,home,studies.
boring =/ bleahx.
still have to run ltr.
recovery run.arghs.i hatee.
damn worried bout my race this sunday.
its just kinda freaky u know.
and im the only sec 2 mid-d taking part.
ohno.so afraid to malu crescent.
sobs.feel like hiding somewhere.
bahh.tmr still have to go serangoon.
all alone.gawd.
sucha loner man.i cant take it!!!
lin says i dun have much time left.
so muz train hard noww.
yeah.what to do.my life just screwed.
oh no...competitions are sooo scary!

can i back out now? pleassseee
*gives puppy eyes*
i dowanaa be pressurized!


the girl next door;
4:47 PM



Monday, June 14, 2004

//*tell me what i can do to run a good 800m*\\

just came back from from my own trng.
yeah.lin asked me to run.
ahh.anyway.
this morning rushed to meet yinxi at jurong.
yeah.was gonna be late cos hadta call nicole.
heh.and she claims it was early.
ohwhatverr.
realised i hadta go back to school after trng.
so we went to serangoon stadium.
did warmup.and the track there is so soft.
cedar was already trng.
workout 400*4 200*4.
yupp.kinda tiring.the 400m.
and lin says we were slow.
bleahx.totally demoraelised.
cos my race is this sunday. =/
yeah.went junction 8 for lunch.
ate beef ball noodles.
yumyum.just what i needed to fill my tummy.
and there is this drink i tried tt is damn gross
the just tea.but its new and its original green tea.
pukes :S
yeah.went popular to look for a beeg card for lin.
altho i not sure if its his bday tmr.
arghs.i hope wat he said was truee..
bought nicole this baby thing.the locust card.
yeahh.the baby was darnit cuTtEe!
rushed to school.cos i was already late.
but nic was later.heh.
went to the imac room.
only to realised tt we had to do a interview!!!
gasps.shocked.din wan.
but in the end.
we did it.bleaghs.
we were cheating u know.cos we were reading from the computer screen!
haha.shhh.its gonna be shown to the whole sch on the investiture.
dunno where to hide my face man.
harhar.yupps
gonna watch harry potter soon!
heh.eat pizza hut first.the double ring thingy.
yeah.dunno whtr nice anots.
but im gonna try it.hohoho.
yinxi says my life is interesting.har.
thats cos i have a sister.lalala*//

ahhhh.i need to get myself to start studying!!
been slacking like anything.
boohoohoo.ohwells.
i hate myself.
i hate i hate.
cant study.
cant run fast.arghs.


the girl next door;
5:52 PM



Sunday, June 13, 2004

okay.lemme start from friday.
hmm.decided to go for sir's trng.
sonce its the last of his trng anw.
yupp.met yinxi at jurong.
for once i saw her so excited bt trng.
heh.hypering.cos it was sir's trng.
yupp.reached there.
tiffany brought her sis along.
and i know her!!!!
cos she's from raffles.
yupp.cudnt believe it was tiff's sista at first.
nt till i asked her..
yupp.had 2.4km time trial.
like wth.my timing was darnit slow.
i guess i slackedd alott.
did 80m sprints 10times i think.
yeah.was thinking how to do lin's workout.
cos i was already soo tired.
totally felt like dying.erpx.
sir told me abt WINGS meet.
eh.got no under 14 lor.
what rubbish.
so i have to compete against superr bang ple
arghs.most probably get last =(
sighs.left for town with yinxi.
ate tako pachi.and she trated me to oreo blizzard!!!
heh.thanks :)
den she left to meet clique.
leaving me all alone in town.
sobs.i tell u.being alone in town is so borringgg =/
i walked arnd.den went up to library.
borrowed sum books.
and started studying.and writing my sis bday card.
yupps.almost fell asleep.
cos i was shoo tired.bleahx.
stayed for abt an hr.
den went down to look for food.
cos the takopachi wasnt enuff to fill my beeg tummy.
hee.met krystle.delia and beeguan.
hmm.they brought me up to see their sculpture.
which is uh..no comments.
heh.so i din get to eat in the end.argh.
walked to midpoint orchard for dental
yah.had to clean me teeethh.
sooo pain. :S
there were like 3 blooody stages loh.
stage 1:sprayed lots and lots of salt in your mouth.
thats for removing the dirt
stage 2:this razor like thing that goes in btwn ur teeth.
and made my gums bleed.
stage 3:the best of all.polishing.
got no feeling one.
hehe.so after the terribble process.
my teeth is white!!harhar.can smile for darlie le.
hohoho.
den changed coloour to BLUEEE!!!
my favourite :) heh.but kinda weird.
cos there's liek this blur tg when i open my mouth.
harharhar.
and i realised i was wearing all blue that day.
so my braces matches my clothes.
totally!har.there wasnt single thing tt wasnt blue.
ohh.and dr ong says i can remove my braces this year!!
laalala.but i guess i'll misss my braces a lil.hee
went home after that.long journeyyy.

den reached home.must leave home agn.
cos we were going fish and co.
my maid's bday.so must celebrate.
was also my sis bday.
but we celebrated for her on thurs liao.
yupp.i ate the seafood platter.
woah.the portion so bigg lorh.
cudnt finish.yeah.
i eat so much and get a beeg tummy.harhaha.
went home.eat cake.bathe.
burned oil agn.heeh.but only till 11?
hah.wanted to study.
but what happened?
i just lay in me bed.
gazing at the broing celiling.
and started to driftt.damn badly.
all the memories,good or bad,started to come backk.
heart shattered.and why the hell did i even cry?
dunno lah.but i was juz thinking.pondering.
about many many things.
leaving myself confused.
abt whose intentions are good or bad.
questions have no answers.
all i wish is to dig a hole.
and hide in there foreverr...
finally cried myself to sleep.. :(

yesterday.
met yinxi again at jurong.
went trng tgt.
yinxi din feel like going for trng
heh.she's always lidat.
cos its lin's trng whatt.
but i wasnt feeling too well either.
muscle was so ache.yeah.
felt like pukin.even b4 i ran.
hmm.workout.300*4.
yeah.din dare tell lin abt my legg.
so just ran with the horrible pain.
arghs.glad i completed it anw.
butt was aching badly.
sir confirmed that i was running 800m under 17.
goshh.im getting soo tensed up.
and nicole wun be in spore to support me!
boohoohoo :(
did sum strides and we were done!!
heh.cud see the big fat grin on yinxi's face.
went to jp to meet mum n bro.
ate xiao wan mian.den rushed home
bathed changed.cudnt decide what to wear
haha.but i wore a skirt in the end
cos daddy bday.going for dinner!
rushed to jamie's house for antigone
reaching there only to find esh there.
wells.jamie was teaching me ro blow the balloon.
those water bomb balloon whihc is really hard to blow.
heh.obviously i din succeed.
shuzhen came at 3+
realised she took takuando!!black belt oredi.
hehehe.practised a bit of antigone.
got the props ready and stuff.
den watchedd tv!!thats so raven.
hahah.watched 2 hrs of tv den i left.
for jacks place.i love itt.
heheh.ate chicken and steak.
yumyumyumy =)
den ate mango cake.nicenicenice.
yupp.den went home.
burned midnight oil.AGAIN
etime i try doin tht
i will end up doing nothing.
yeah.but i did a bit lahs.
cos i hadta complete tuition hw.
yuupp.den slept for 20mins.
and woke up to study agn.
heh.finally slept at 12.20
bro was watching euro.
hmms.another day has passed.

holidays are abt to come to and end.
just 2 more weeks.goshh.
done most of my hol hw.
left with: li shi book
english family recipe
oh.i guess tt's abt all.
wahh.i tot i left alot lor.
heh..but wells.
im really looking forward to sch reopening.
... .... .....




the girl next door;
8:48 AM



Thursday, June 10, 2004

okies.this is terrible.
etg lost in my blog.
so i've gotta use this stinking template ferst
arghs.will change it when i've got the time
but all my link are gone!!!!
wat the hell.
im blardie hell pissed.im so unlucky.
arghs.
i need sumone to help me get etg back!!
ahh.
idiot.so irritated.hmpff.
i wish my com din have to go for recovery.
den at least i would have the template and etg
cos i've saved it..
ahhhhhhhhhhhh =/



the girl next door;
6:30 PM




yesterday was fun=)
heh.but we were'nt granted a good weather
it rained the whole pathetic dayy.
why cant it be like today.
so hot and nice.
den i'll have a nice sun burnt.
harhar.oh whatverr.
okie.track gathering with 8 people.
hmms.but still.it was good.
yeah.tho i was disappointed with the rain.
nicole.ethel.usarin.qixin.yilin.pearlyn.sock.and me
yeah.took a shuttle bus in.
den took monorail.
hoping the rain wld stop.
but no.it din. :(
but its okay.
we still settled down at a hut at palawan beach.
ate cup noodles.yumyum.
but damn hot.cos mine was tom yam.
harhar.spicy soup.
den played frisbeeee.
so fun.but not when i was made the cather.
and they changed the frisbee to a ball.
harhar.the ball was blardie heavy u noe.
gee.and i conclude that lightning is scary.
so when there's lightning.
there only 1 thing u can do.
hurry squat down and use ur hands to cover ur head
cos lightning hits the tallest person or thing.
hmm.sounds logical?
harhar.=) im e.m.a.l. hohoho.
den we went to this adventure playground.
oohh.it was darnit fun.
cos of this swing thingy.
that goes rnd n rnd n rnd.
and 4 ple can sit there ro get dizzy.
harhar.i almost puked man.
cos sock pushed the thing till damn li hai.
harhar.felt like a rollercoaster =/
ohwells.the sand was so pricky.
wore my slippers den still got sand.
argh.so in the end.took it off.
cos it dun make a difference.
den we walked over to this other island.
barefooted.harhar
and i saw this REAL watermelon.
climbed to the highest point and admire nice scenery.
damn cold.i was freezingg.
went back.and we decided to have a sandcastle competition.
yahhs.dunno whose idea lahs.
but it was kinda fun eh.
cos only 2 per grp.
den tha im was to build the tallest sandcastle.
heh.usarin said me and nicole had no unity.
hur.cos neither wanted to fetch water from the sea.
so the competition went on for an hour.
yeah ONE HOUR!
not long whatt.
and everyone was complaining of a backache.
esp me!cos i this kind.900 year born le.
hahaha.think our sandcastle is cute kaes.
tho it was the shortest.
cos it kept falling.arghs.
we were not born to build sandcastles.hee.
so after tt.we decided to go siloso beach to bathe.
cos everyone was dreched.the feelong was grross =/
yeah.n dunno who said i walked like a penguin.
hmpfff.
so bathed.washed up.and i was feeling salty.
cos the sea water was digusting.bleahx.
den we took a bus out.
ate at hawker centre.everyone was feeling HUNGRY.
and eating sth hot was shiokkk! :)
heh.went ps after that.
just to take neos.
and nicole wanted her chawamushi.
yeah.but the whole friggin day was screwed!
even the neos were not by our side.
oh whateverr.
anw.went carefour den home.
dead tired. =/ a long day eh.
and t was ruined by the rain.gosh.
it wld have been fun-er wif there was sun.

today had trng.
crawled outta my bed.
was superr tired still.
cos i styaed up to watch world idol.
yeah.trng was fun too?
harhar.
4*100. 3 sets.
yeah.like a 800m run.but more interestin
den stride.den cool down.
and i was back home :)
i prepared lunch.
fried beehooon.
yeah.it tasted..mm okie only?
harhar.it was tt bad.
thats wht my bro said.
but i tot it was a lil bland.
obv cannot compare with daddy.
heehee.
wanted to study the whole day.
to make up for the past 2 weeks.
yett.i cudnt.so tired.
i fell asleep.woke up.still tired.
so not energised at all.
blahh.ended up finishing the readin journal only.
arghs.biang.shi bai day.
oh nvm...
shall continue studying agn.
yeah.burn midnight oil.
like i have been doing past few daes.
yupps.
i wana have another track gathering!!
when the sun is out =)




you are not even sincere.
what do you expect from me
i dunno how am i suppose to be feeling
but all i now.is that you dun even care.
what is gone is gone.
but let me tell you.
the feeling will be haning there forever...
i will not forget that very day


the girl next door;
5:54 PM



Tuesday, June 08, 2004

i've got a flu!!!
ahh.its running.my nose is.

oh anyway..
went for trng early in the morning.
with terrible cold.
i kept sneezing n sniffing.
and used up all my tissues.
yeah.running with a flu is terrible.
every step u take u start to sniff.
oh gosh.u wun wana experience that.
grr.anw.did 300*4.
mq did 300*9.she's damn bang =)
like how many gazillion times have i said tt.
yeh.but she really is what.
yup.felt giddy after the 300m.
den lin still ask me to do 500m with the sprinters.
gawd.it was suppose to b easy run.
but i felt TERRIBLE!
after the run lin still ask if i felt lousy.
den i nodded my head and who the hell knows why i burst.
those uncontrollable tears juz came rolling down.
erpx.i must have been mad
but lin was nice.
he comforted me u know.
heh.said i ran well despite my flu.
and he din expect me to run fast for 500m.
was like a recovery run for me.
yeah.he kept saying its alright.
hoho.those words of encouragement ;)
great.but i really felt horrible.
my head was superr heavy.
legs so suan.as tho i cldnt walk.
yeah.was damn worried actually.
cos ritex.i was afraid of hyperventilating.
cos that time also got flu.den i ran.
yeah.i am stubborn.
anyways.took a train to clementi.
went big bookshop to get the cardboard.
yeah.n i look like a freak carryin sum superr humongous thing.
and sir juz hadta call me at that precise moment
i cudnt even fish out my phone from my bagg
so was registered as missed call.
uhm.yeah.i was crossing the darnit road when the fone rang.
arghs.finnaly reached jamie's hse after all that roads.
overhead bridge.and the sun was schorching at me!!!
k.so i had lunch at her house.
cos i was too broke to buy atg.
after that $6 spent on cardboard.
hmm.i din eat the vege.heh.
laurel came and we got down to work.
im glad we finished etg early.
so each time it was more relaxed.
just the finishing touches and stuff.
but i think i webpage dun look nice at all
its too plain.sth is juz missing.
so yeahh.gotta work on that aspect.
but then..i think our powerpoint rocks! =)
perhaps its cos anna was arnd...
yahs.we completed our mindmap too.
heehee.we had a 20mins nap u know.
cos we were all feeling tired.
so we slept.and woke up feeling more energised.
heh.ate bread with peanut butter and banana.
how's that combination?
din know her mum was so kweett.grins.
yeah.den finished up etg.
left at arnd 6pm.
jie asked me if i wanted to go to the jurong library.
but i gave it a miss.
cos i was bringing the superr out of the way cardboard home.
hmms.shall visit it sum other day..

hey.im getting fat.ugly.
broad shoulders.
beeg tummy.
short.
fat legs.
gosh.i look terrible to be described.
=/ no one would fall in love with me lidat.
alamak.im talking crap.erpx.


anyways.i cant wait for tmr!!!
hopefully.God bless us with the weather.
yooyeah!!


the girl next door;
8:03 PM



Saturday, June 05, 2004

im dead tired.
from all the shopping in town.
and the training this morning.
we did sum fun strides.
with baton passing.
then 300m*3
yeah.think for us long-d,the workout was was pretty gd.
cept for that butt-ache aft tt.
yupp.timing wasnt gd.as usual.
bleahx.but tink ethel+usarin are damn bang :)
anw.met my parents at scotts for lunch.
yupp.mum.bro.sis were late by 1/2hr
dad was earlier den me.
i ate my beef ball noodles.yumyum.
plus pizza too.hohoho.
but i took the pineapple outta hawaian pizza.
heh.n bro started nagging at me.
oh whateverr lahs.

proceeded to paragon.
walk about.sis left to meet her fwens.
there ntg to buy lorhs.
yeah.so went taka.
there's wheree i bot my ORANGE fila polo tee.
yayyyie =)
damn chio kiess.i lurve.
harharhar.jamie's gonna be soo jealous.
gees.my mum bot the yellow one.
cos that was the only piece tt had her size
went down.n bro bot his spoof clothes.
heh.shoppin with parents the gan jue very diff.
i prefer going with my sister lor.
haiyahs.
okies.went to the n-gage fair.
bro played the football game
hurhurs.damn funny.cos he fell twice.
heh.im being sho mean here.nvm.
but yeah.it was nice to see them play ;)
stayed dere quite long.cos dad wanted to get tt fone.
hmms.oh.the nike women shop is on sale too!!!
yupp.i wanna buy tt shorts.arghs.
but mum says its kinda ex.grr.
thats y i prefer going with sis.
ohh nvm.
went wisma's op.den finish shoppin liao.
i bot so darn lil tgs lorh
what rubbish.i was suppose to shop till i drop.
agrgh.cos i cudnt fine my racer back top tt i wanted.
yeah.den din go to the mango sale.
cos mum says its too grown up for me.
sighs.tt's y got alot of restrictions when i go out wif parents..

ermm.still went to jp aft tt
despite all of us being soo soo tired.
walking arnd at town.
cos i was looking for my clothes.
ahhh.and i cudnt buy the op skirt
cos mum says i seldom wear.
or rather wun have to chance to.
erpx.cannot stand it..
anw.we walked home from jp n went for dinner.
ate my stingray!!!
heee. =) damn spicy..
so i kept complainin.
but obv i shudnt complain when i have food to eat.
harhar.ohwellls.

went little india yest with sam
ayy.i think its a funny place.
like yeah.i dunno y lar.
i felt kinda uneasy dere lor.
and i was so sfraid i'll get lost dere.
heh.but we safely got to the mrt.
we tried gettina shop assistant to dress us up.
in a saree.but apparently..
dey din understand us lor.
got communication breakdown
yeah.so din get th chance to dress up.
sobs =(
went tekka centre for roti prata.
and teh tarik.
n i burnt my tongue while drinkin it.
heh.cos was supposed to take foto mahs.
den i pose o long already.hee.watever lahs.
spent bout 1 1/2 hr there only.
cos it was sum kind of last min decision 2 go dere.
so yupp.

oh.nicole gave me this locust bookmark.
hmm.thanks dearie.i lurve it :)
not cos its chio or whatt.
cos the words damn meaningful.
heh.im glad im suchaa good buddy =P
and lemme add why i lik it.
cos it from YOU mahs.
heehee.i know u wanna hear that ;)
thanks anyways...

erts.i think this is a boring entry.
cos im not exactly in the blogging mood.


















the girl next door;
7:42 PM



Thursday, June 03, 2004

oooh.i went town with jie today =)
so fun.cos she was laughin at me most of the time.
which was o_0
apparently..i have funny expression huh?
oh whateeverr.
lets start from trng.
mms.mrlin had to rush hm cos of his puppies.
harhar.so it was trng wifout coach.
denise was representing him :)
yupp.i did 800m*3.
erts..terrible it sounds.
tho dunnno how said it was light =/
bleahs.my timing sux big time.
first one abt 3.0sth or 3.1 sth.
den the next 2 were 3.36
like what the heck lorhs.
everyone been improving and me???
my timing is gettin worser n worser.
arghs.i cannot stand it.
den aft workout my head was spinnin lik atg.
felt terrible.
it was a sign tt i ran my best
but if that is s0..
that means.im juz pure slow and lousy.
yeah.was quite pissed at myself.
arghs.almost felt lik bursting.
my head was exploding.
and yeah.felt horrible.
upset abt my timing. :(
anyways.let go of etg after trng.
cos it was TOWNING!! with jie.hurz.
met hb.esh n their ncc frens at cine.
the entrance summore.haha.
hb was being damn cheeky.as usual.
went to buy tix for shrek2 first.
den down to bk for lunch.
i was feeling full.surprisingly..
den went up for the movie.
and met mswong agn..
harhar.met her in 111 bus too.
fate brought us tgt.harhaar.
Shrek2 was Nicee.thumbs up..
it was damn funny.very funny.
was laughin my heads off lohs.
heh.orges are cuteee :)
cos its a green monster.hohoho.
but yeah.i enjoyed the movie.
cos it lighten my spirits.
and cheered me up damn alot. =P
after movie.met mswong AGAIN
for the 3rd time.
yinxi sais she probably watched shrek too.
yupp.but i dunno if the girl wif her was her sis or watt?
den went heeren.to look at the watches.
was watch hunting loh.
for that nike watch i saw at jurong point.
but NONE of the shops had it.
went taka.roamed abt.
looking for green toys.harhar.or sth cute at least.
and jie was laughin at me
bout the purple towel issue.
harharhar.lameooo.
went to alll the sports shops and gift shops.
and i saw the ex-crescentain at kalms AGAIN!
she was a trackker too!
heh.den went to the mango shop.
and i saw the ORANGE mangoaddict shirt.
harhar.making jamie all jealous.
cos she went yest and it was out of stock.
heh.anm i lucky or am i lucky.
harhar.and i think im gonna make my mummy buy me the...
orange fila polo tee.and the op skirt.hurz.
i've got a long shoppin list.
and the great singapore sale is here!!!!
anw..we went to wisma.
by then..we were all lethargic lers.
walked too long liaos.
and i met gen.krys and may.
n i so nice give them the cookies ethel.qx.usarin baked.
FOR ME!!!
harhar.den still say it tasted like vege.
okay.may said tt. :P
i bet she said tt cos she tot i made them
thats y dun gimme face only.heehee.
but i think the cookies are DELICIOUS!
as in seriously.they're nice.
so sweet.and melts in my mouth.harhar.
im exaggerating.geez.but still its nice.
cos there is ethels' blood and sweat in it lah.
i know.i know.heh.;)
so we FINALLY left town at abt 445.yeah.
its time we headed home.
cos we were dead tired
and yx kept laughin at me in the train.
arghs.my expressions fault.winks.
and i know how to do the innocent cat's eyes in shrek.
yay!ple always hate it when i give tt puppy face.
hee.ask nicole or jamie if u dun believe:P

anyways.i went to jurong point to see the nike watch kays.
but guess what?!?!
it was already sold out!!! =/
my goodness.so saddening kays.
but the aunty say she can help me order tho.
but see how lahs.
cos i looked at the similar watch but not the digital one..
it din looked as nice as i saw it on tuesday lehs.
boohoohho =(
now im having 2nd thots on buying it.
cos the baby g one still chioer.arghs.

oh..i finally had the courage to tell my mum abt my watch yest.
the lost watch.or shall i say the STOLEN watch.
arghs.i blurted it out and ran to the toilet.
b4 she cld rantle at me.
after hiding it for 3 days.i let it out.
yeah.i felt slghtly better.
but still upset abt it.
why would anyone wana steal my chio watch???
freak.
yeah.when i came outta the toilet.
my mum din say atg at all.
she din even scold me.as i had expected her to.
she jux 'ignored' me?
and gave me that look.
whihc made me feel worst than everr.
as tho i've disappointed her.
and showed how careless i was.arghs.
but she did say sth.
she wld buy me a new one.
but obv not the same one lahs.
haiyohs.i dunno lah.
n i really wun feel good acceptin mq's money
oh whateverrr.




the girl next door;
6:20 PM



Wednesday, June 02, 2004

just came back from jamie's hse.
pbl.and we got etg done!!!!
wheee =)
only left our script.
besides that.we're all ready to be tested.
hurhur.and her mum was bring superr lame..
hahaha...laughin ur heads off ;)
the whole day is gone at her house.
so today juz pure slack
cos i havent studied.
gosh.shall do sum work tonight.
or at least i hope.winks.
and my bro went wif aunty to the lotr exhibition.
I wannaa go!!!!
so unfairr.hmpff.
they cld have waited for me.
boohoohhoo.
my mum said they left a few min b4 i reached hm
arghss.i wana go and see!
grr. =/

yest trng wasnt good.
300*5
but i shant complain
cos nicole.mq.lp did 10
yupp.i managed to escape.
cos running 800 only.
went for lunch wif bro at jp.
ate at long johns.
my treat ;)
but i was feeling kinda guilty.
sorry ehs.
roamed abt.cos bro din wana go hm to study.
yeah.he bought andersons ice creamm.
cos he was eager to spent his money.
haha.his saving whatss.
so ex kays.$3.90 for a pathetic ice cream
well.we're payin for the brand.
heh.but it was good =)
and hey.i saw this watch which i liked.
but its not baby g lahs.
nike one.and its cheaper than my lost watch.
thinkin of buying that one.
quite chio larhs.
yeah.and i like it ;)
but my feelngs for the baby g one is still hanging.
oh whateverr.
i shall consider.
den ask my mummy to gettit for me!!!

came back home and went so swim
or rather to suntan
cos the sun was really good.hot.
harhar.stayed in the pool for more than and hour.
came back home with a sunburnt!!!
=) just as i wanted.
heh.but my eyes were bloodshot.
geez.but i like the feeling tho.
hohoho.i want a tan lik ethel!!!
so chio. :P im jealous ethel!
hmpff.


hey.im sorry for making empty promises.
its not that i din want to turn up.
but i had my reasons.
and im feeling really sorry.
all i hope now is for you to forgive me.


the girl next door;
6:00 PM




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