my dirty little secrets.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
okay.in simply fascinated by Jamie's tablet pc.
its Ultra cool!
i want it too!!mummy please buy it for me..
puppy eyes..
haha.or my deareat fillial daughter usarin can get it for me..
or i wun mind fr nicole or ethel.
as long as i get it.
i tell u.its damn nicey nicey nicey nice.
awman.im soo jealous of jamie.humph
anw.had tchers day celebration todayy.
uhh.aces day ferst.,
i think its fun
hahaha.the fun dance.
so hilarious.
sheng n i were laughin lik crazee
heehee.den was hse election.
yeah.i mean my name wasnt down.
i din mind.i told em i cldnt cont anw.
so yeah.but heck larhs.
whatever the decision is..
escorting mstan was sucha heaadache.
i couldnt even find her!!!
so started panicking any all.
but she turned up aft donkey yrs..
bahh.
she was utterly touched when i told her our class made for her the quilt thingy.
seems as tho she was gonna cry.
hah.she was like.
aww.so sweet.
thanks arh.
haha.yeah larhs.must give credit to everyone who did the thing.
obviously sheng who sewed most of them..
yuupp..
concert was pretty good.
think qixin's dance very nice.
n 4C2s skit rocks lar
so farnie.
anw.the dress up thingy
quite sad tt we din get aatg.
i spent 1 hr doing the shoes!!
ahh.heck la.
blame us for not using most of the materials.
at least we were 3rd!!
haha.yeah.
went back rgp.
great to see everyone.
like yeahh.
i love the times at rgp.
memories simply the best!
ohyeah.the prawn mee still taste as goodddd
haha.the chilli rocks.
make my whole mouth red.
heehee.
i was sucha glutton.
i ate so muchh food.
a $1 bowl of prawn mee
den another 50cents one..
haah.ate chicken drumlet
jelly,potato wedges.
haha.yeah arh.so nice.
i have a hugeee tummy rite now.
i think i can skip dinner liaos.
lala.
oh.i saw roxannee.
at least she still recgonises me.
heehee.and eug has grown so tall.
taller den me ler.
anw.im back and jamies hse now
stinky pbl.
whats neo problem?
heckif we're not gonna take part in e bc competition
i'll be the first to whack her head
arghs.
got back all my ct results le.
satisfied for some.but not others.
to think i studied most for lit and hist
yet i did the worst.
B okays.
was damn demoraelised
disappointed w hist marks in particular.
was holding back my tears durin hist
yeahs.too depressing le.
gawddd.think im one of the lowest in class.
boohoo.must must work harder for yr end.
gonna try my best to get all As man..
i have to..ahh.stress.
too hight expections
what the hell am i up to?
damnit
its Ultra cool!
i want it too!!mummy please buy it for me..
puppy eyes..
haha.or my deareat fillial daughter usarin can get it for me..
or i wun mind fr nicole or ethel.
as long as i get it.
i tell u.its damn nicey nicey nicey nice.
awman.im soo jealous of jamie.humph
anw.had tchers day celebration todayy.
uhh.aces day ferst.,
i think its fun
hahaha.the fun dance.
so hilarious.
sheng n i were laughin lik crazee
heehee.den was hse election.
yeah.i mean my name wasnt down.
i din mind.i told em i cldnt cont anw.
so yeah.but heck larhs.
whatever the decision is..
escorting mstan was sucha heaadache.
i couldnt even find her!!!
so started panicking any all.
but she turned up aft donkey yrs..
bahh.
she was utterly touched when i told her our class made for her the quilt thingy.
seems as tho she was gonna cry.
hah.she was like.
aww.so sweet.
thanks arh.
haha.yeah larhs.must give credit to everyone who did the thing.
obviously sheng who sewed most of them..
yuupp..
concert was pretty good.
think qixin's dance very nice.
n 4C2s skit rocks lar
so farnie.
anw.the dress up thingy
quite sad tt we din get aatg.
i spent 1 hr doing the shoes!!
ahh.heck la.
blame us for not using most of the materials.
at least we were 3rd!!
haha.yeah.
went back rgp.
great to see everyone.
like yeahh.
i love the times at rgp.
memories simply the best!
ohyeah.the prawn mee still taste as goodddd
haha.the chilli rocks.
make my whole mouth red.
heehee.
i was sucha glutton.
i ate so muchh food.
a $1 bowl of prawn mee
den another 50cents one..
haah.ate chicken drumlet
jelly,potato wedges.
haha.yeah arh.so nice.
i have a hugeee tummy rite now.
i think i can skip dinner liaos.
lala.
oh.i saw roxannee.
at least she still recgonises me.
heehee.and eug has grown so tall.
taller den me ler.
anw.im back and jamies hse now
stinky pbl.
whats neo problem?
heckif we're not gonna take part in e bc competition
i'll be the first to whack her head
arghs.
got back all my ct results le.
satisfied for some.but not others.
to think i studied most for lit and hist
yet i did the worst.
B okays.
was damn demoraelised
disappointed w hist marks in particular.
was holding back my tears durin hist
yeahs.too depressing le.
gawddd.think im one of the lowest in class.
boohoo.must must work harder for yr end.
gonna try my best to get all As man..
i have to..ahh.stress.
too hight expections
what the hell am i up to?
damnit
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 29, 2004
i still have my braids on!!!
harha.cos i think it'll b a waste of money if i took it out too soon. heh.cheapskate!
anw.i had ten hours of slp yest!!! so happy.
cos i've sleepin late lately.
har came back fr dinner n immediately fell aslp.
till 11.when woke up to brush my teeth b4 sleepin agn yeah.
so im energetic now sad to say there's still tuition later :(
anw.shalll recap on this week.
wed.
uhms.boring day. i hate wed anw.
cos its known as bad luck day.
ohwhateverrr. had the ambassadors briefing. yeah.
practised our lines. with anjali.[duno how to spell]
yepps.only had lunch at 4.00!
sch din have food. so usarin,nicole and i hate instant at mobil.
yeah.and it was pourin elephants!
heh.they went to help gws with the prex.
while i went for tuition.
met dorcas on my wayy to redhill.
so i was nice enuff to shelter her fr the rain.
winks-talked to her.yeah.
tuition.not fun.
and my tcher told me tt she was gonna slp. ritee it front of me..
goshh
thurs
we din exactly have any lessons!
how shiok.
cos apparently most of the tchers invloved in the ASEAN thing.
hah.so it was fun time for us.
ohyeah. our class were cracking really lame jokes.
making damn alot of noise. and my sides hurt.
haha.we did sewing. for mstan.she had better appreciate it mann..
haha. helped paint banner after sch.
yeah.den i went for tcher day concert rehearsal to confirm som stuff.
yeahh.den it was trng.. okay.there was onyl 9 pathetic ple all sec 2 sumore. ahhh.where have everyone gone ???
well.lin was nicee cos he sort of motivated us?
hah.anw.gave us some bounding workout. fun fun :) i love.
den sprints and ended of w terrible 800m. pukes.
i dun lik this event anymore =/
bahh.went home alone.. so lonely.
met krys at lakeside busstop.
where she commented i very sad??
huh..no larhs.bleahs.
stayed up till 12.30 jus to get my script for AAD done.
was halfway dozing off.
cos my body very weak one.. sighs
fri
a bit badmooding.
cos i was simply too tired my eyes cld barely open.
had hse meeting in the morning.
selectin committee members and yeahh.
oh.im escorting mstan on tchers day!
yupp.gws walke outta us for eng.
whats her damn problem.
i dun give a damn.
dnt was pure boring.
really felt like sleeping. got back ct. terrible marks.
simply horrendous. im so sad.expected sth better?
but just got myself to blame for not studying damnit.
cme was even worst.
i hate neo.she is terrible.
irritable.gross.pukes larhs.
guess many of us started gettin emotional.
touchy topic she had to do for cme.
yeah.it made me tink of alot of tgs.
quite saddening. friendship problems.
i almost wanted to cry.bleahs. whateverr.
my mood worsen.freakk.
den middle of maths had to go 4 ambassadors thing
wahh.i tell u. i was pissed then everrr.
sudddenly changed plans tt we were situated at a plc.
idiot.cos i stayed up so late just to get it done.
den end up only doing study pavilion.
felt like boxing her.grrr.
so i was badmooding the wholee dayy.
had hse prac after ttt played bball.
den went home.alone agn.
sat
AAD.okies.it was rather okay.
had duty for 5 friggin hrs.
and i think i talked abt the study pavilion till my sick of it.
yucks.recited my script duno how many times.
time passsed a bit slowly.
but soon nic n i were off to enjoy!
wooyeahh.we were counting down. harhar.
but.this yr not as fun as last yr. so few shops.
den i din get to spent alot of $$$!
yeah.and i still havent gotten my pillows!!!!
bot very few stuff. and i was getttin bored after a while.
so we went to braid our hair.
n watched choral reaadin b4 i went home.
had dinner at keppel club.
posh plc.a bit only larhs. haha.
was quite pissed with the seating arrangements.
ohwell.shant elaborate. else ple think im not filial.
heck.at least gen cheered me up. by sending me this lame msg.
harhar.thanks hor =) altho i have not idea y u said i ditched u ? heh.okays.whateverr.
met sam ho there.
i was quite surpirsed aiayya.small world.heehee.
yeah.thats all. boring entry.
im so sians lately.
ntg to spark my life apparently.
how saddening.
no one to cheer me up when im down. etc.etc.
ACES day on tues.
last yr was a tough decision for me.
and this yr will be as well.
last yr i was in tears.
but i wun be this yr. cos im gonna resist.
ohwell.probably no one will know what the hell im utterng bout.
cos im just so sick of my life.
ewwks. dun seem to b able to relax and enjoy as i cld now.
its just back to the routined life.
oh gross.this is getting really borring...
i never knew i meant so much to herr. really.
after realising it that dayy..
i felt really guilty.
i never knew that was what she felt about me.
guess i should have thot about how she felt.
and not ignore her all the time.
wish i had a chance to tell her how sorry i am.
din mean to neglect her.
not considering her feelings
but she doesnt know i know what has happened.
cos its all my fault.
now that she's in this state i have no idea just what to do.
just wanna say :"im sorry"
dont worry.u're not alone.
i promise i'll be there of you always.
i wun repeat my mistake.
sorry my dear.
harha.cos i think it'll b a waste of money if i took it out too soon. heh.cheapskate!
anw.i had ten hours of slp yest!!! so happy.
cos i've sleepin late lately.
har came back fr dinner n immediately fell aslp.
till 11.when woke up to brush my teeth b4 sleepin agn yeah.
so im energetic now sad to say there's still tuition later :(
anw.shalll recap on this week.
wed.
uhms.boring day. i hate wed anw.
cos its known as bad luck day.
ohwhateverrr. had the ambassadors briefing. yeah.
practised our lines. with anjali.[duno how to spell]
yepps.only had lunch at 4.00!
sch din have food. so usarin,nicole and i hate instant at mobil.
yeah.and it was pourin elephants!
heh.they went to help gws with the prex.
while i went for tuition.
met dorcas on my wayy to redhill.
so i was nice enuff to shelter her fr the rain.
winks-talked to her.yeah.
tuition.not fun.
and my tcher told me tt she was gonna slp. ritee it front of me..
goshh
thurs
we din exactly have any lessons!
how shiok.
cos apparently most of the tchers invloved in the ASEAN thing.
hah.so it was fun time for us.
ohyeah. our class were cracking really lame jokes.
making damn alot of noise. and my sides hurt.
haha.we did sewing. for mstan.she had better appreciate it mann..
haha. helped paint banner after sch.
yeah.den i went for tcher day concert rehearsal to confirm som stuff.
yeahh.den it was trng.. okay.there was onyl 9 pathetic ple all sec 2 sumore. ahhh.where have everyone gone ???
well.lin was nicee cos he sort of motivated us?
hah.anw.gave us some bounding workout. fun fun :) i love.
den sprints and ended of w terrible 800m. pukes.
i dun lik this event anymore =/
bahh.went home alone.. so lonely.
met krys at lakeside busstop.
where she commented i very sad??
huh..no larhs.bleahs.
stayed up till 12.30 jus to get my script for AAD done.
was halfway dozing off.
cos my body very weak one.. sighs
fri
a bit badmooding.
cos i was simply too tired my eyes cld barely open.
had hse meeting in the morning.
selectin committee members and yeahh.
oh.im escorting mstan on tchers day!
yupp.gws walke outta us for eng.
whats her damn problem.
i dun give a damn.
dnt was pure boring.
really felt like sleeping. got back ct. terrible marks.
simply horrendous. im so sad.expected sth better?
but just got myself to blame for not studying damnit.
cme was even worst.
i hate neo.she is terrible.
irritable.gross.pukes larhs.
guess many of us started gettin emotional.
touchy topic she had to do for cme.
yeah.it made me tink of alot of tgs.
quite saddening. friendship problems.
i almost wanted to cry.bleahs. whateverr.
my mood worsen.freakk.
den middle of maths had to go 4 ambassadors thing
wahh.i tell u. i was pissed then everrr.
sudddenly changed plans tt we were situated at a plc.
idiot.cos i stayed up so late just to get it done.
den end up only doing study pavilion.
felt like boxing her.grrr.
so i was badmooding the wholee dayy.
had hse prac after ttt played bball.
den went home.alone agn.
sat
AAD.okies.it was rather okay.
had duty for 5 friggin hrs.
and i think i talked abt the study pavilion till my sick of it.
yucks.recited my script duno how many times.
time passsed a bit slowly.
but soon nic n i were off to enjoy!
wooyeahh.we were counting down. harhar.
but.this yr not as fun as last yr. so few shops.
den i din get to spent alot of $$$!
yeah.and i still havent gotten my pillows!!!!
bot very few stuff. and i was getttin bored after a while.
so we went to braid our hair.
n watched choral reaadin b4 i went home.
had dinner at keppel club.
posh plc.a bit only larhs. haha.
was quite pissed with the seating arrangements.
ohwell.shant elaborate. else ple think im not filial.
heck.at least gen cheered me up. by sending me this lame msg.
harhar.thanks hor =) altho i have not idea y u said i ditched u ? heh.okays.whateverr.
met sam ho there.
i was quite surpirsed aiayya.small world.heehee.
yeah.thats all. boring entry.
im so sians lately.
ntg to spark my life apparently.
how saddening.
no one to cheer me up when im down. etc.etc.
ACES day on tues.
last yr was a tough decision for me.
and this yr will be as well.
last yr i was in tears.
but i wun be this yr. cos im gonna resist.
ohwell.probably no one will know what the hell im utterng bout.
cos im just so sick of my life.
ewwks. dun seem to b able to relax and enjoy as i cld now.
its just back to the routined life.
oh gross.this is getting really borring...
i never knew i meant so much to herr. really.
after realising it that dayy..
i felt really guilty.
i never knew that was what she felt about me.
guess i should have thot about how she felt.
and not ignore her all the time.
wish i had a chance to tell her how sorry i am.
din mean to neglect her.
not considering her feelings
but she doesnt know i know what has happened.
cos its all my fault.
now that she's in this state i have no idea just what to do.
just wanna say :"im sorry"
dont worry.u're not alone.
i promise i'll be there of you always.
i wun repeat my mistake.
sorry my dear.
the girl next door;
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
havein cs now
shalll update abt yesterday
a super good plus bad dayy
hoho
err.lessons were alrite
damn cranky kaes
laughin durin maths n eng
maths was playin with the calculator with ning
yeah.den mdm yap was like'lynette what are u doing?'
haha.whateverr lar.
so franie =)
english we were playin wit words
yea.everyone simply throwing out any words
haha.yeah.ridiculous =/
science.sigh.what more to expect
after sch.stayed back for lit thing.
my grp.haiyah.dun talk abt it lar.
sat in class rottin for 1 hr.
den left.with bad bad migraine.
pissed n etg.
met with nic,usarin n ethel.
yeah.din train.
she asked sth.
made me so emotional.
was so afraid i wld burst in frnt of them
anw.went mobil cos ice cream man easnt there.
yupp.ate there.
den went back to play bball!!
hilarious experience.
cos its with the trackerrs!!
yes.and ethel plays cheat
she practically hugged nicole n i so that we cant get the ball
humph.no fair.
but still its so fun:)
cos there wasnt rules n we were jus playin for fun.
harharharh..yay.
went hm with yx aft tt.
very long nv talk le.
yeah.n she doesnt believe me!
i din purposely shoot the shuttlecock on her head
it jus happened it landed so nicely.
sorry lar ;/
okie.home.slept.
and my noce is blackkk!!!!!!!!
so freakky kaes.
studying half way den lk at mirror.
to my horror its black!
like greyish blue black lidatt.
harhar.
told my mummy i din wanna go to sch.
cos its so ugly.
harhar.fine.nvm.
having trng ltr.
quite scared?
dunno.
den just now sophia made me buy the tcher's day thing.
hmph.but its alrite.
i shall kp it for myself.
i love sweets.
harhar.thanks joycelyn for the chocolate.
mnms.yay
i can refil my bottle.
dreading trng?
nope.quite excited larhs.
but stupidly thing gotta come.
i scared of lin.
ahhhhhh =/
shalll update abt yesterday
a super good plus bad dayy
hoho
err.lessons were alrite
damn cranky kaes
laughin durin maths n eng
maths was playin with the calculator with ning
yeah.den mdm yap was like'lynette what are u doing?'
haha.whateverr lar.
so franie =)
english we were playin wit words
yea.everyone simply throwing out any words
haha.yeah.ridiculous =/
science.sigh.what more to expect
after sch.stayed back for lit thing.
my grp.haiyah.dun talk abt it lar.
sat in class rottin for 1 hr.
den left.with bad bad migraine.
pissed n etg.
met with nic,usarin n ethel.
yeah.din train.
she asked sth.
made me so emotional.
was so afraid i wld burst in frnt of them
anw.went mobil cos ice cream man easnt there.
yupp.ate there.
den went back to play bball!!
hilarious experience.
cos its with the trackerrs!!
yes.and ethel plays cheat
she practically hugged nicole n i so that we cant get the ball
humph.no fair.
but still its so fun:)
cos there wasnt rules n we were jus playin for fun.
harharharh..yay.
went hm with yx aft tt.
very long nv talk le.
yeah.n she doesnt believe me!
i din purposely shoot the shuttlecock on her head
it jus happened it landed so nicely.
sorry lar ;/
okie.home.slept.
and my noce is blackkk!!!!!!!!
so freakky kaes.
studying half way den lk at mirror.
to my horror its black!
like greyish blue black lidatt.
harhar.
told my mummy i din wanna go to sch.
cos its so ugly.
harhar.fine.nvm.
having trng ltr.
quite scared?
dunno.
den just now sophia made me buy the tcher's day thing.
hmph.but its alrite.
i shall kp it for myself.
i love sweets.
harhar.thanks joycelyn for the chocolate.
mnms.yay
i can refil my bottle.
dreading trng?
nope.quite excited larhs.
but stupidly thing gotta come.
i scared of lin.
ahhhhhh =/
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 22, 2004
chinese oral wasnt so bad afterall.
basically cos i did it wit the sec 3s?
the feeling abit gan ga larhs.
den they quite shocked to see me taking tgt wit em.
yupp.it was abt how to punish students.
yeah.mschia scolded me at first.
cos i din noe only read a few para for the psg
i itchy finger go flip to the back to start from the top.
yyeahh.i apologised anw..
hee.was quite statisfied larhs.
cos mschia said yen hao ok!
but tt din mean anything anw :/
haix.and i din know how to say dentention and suspension in chinese!!!
so i ended up with yi ge xin qi bu yao lai xue xiao.
[one week dun come to school]
harhar.fine.my chinese cannot make it one.
but im thankful i din do my supposed slot.
else it wld be some environmetal conservation
hhohohoh =)
had the ambassadors thing.
pairing up with nicole.
yupp.i have familiarised my parts yet.
haha.that can wait lar.
oh yeah.
li jia wei lost lehs!!!
was watching the match and it was so exciting!!!
she was leading by 3-1 at ferst kaes.
haiya.i think she derserves to win..
hopefully,she'll fight for the bronze today..
dad din get me the table pc
quite sad lar :(
cos i really wanted it.
and he said okay at first.
den ltr i showed him the leaflet den he say no use..
boohoohoo..
there goes my hope of getttin it. ='(
tmr gettin back most of our pprs.
err.maths.english.science.history??
i dunno lar.
but i dowan all at one shot.
very stressful.
either i'll be in tears or joyful.
oh sighs.
not going grandma's hse
staying home cos bro has ct tmr.
yupp.
think my parents treat bro the best pleasee.
last wk i had ct i din wana go grandma;s hse.
yeah.den u hadta stay at home alone and they still went.
den today.wth lor.the whole family's stayin hm cos of bro.
yeah.i think its unfair.
and etg i say sth.
den dun seem to care at all.
told them results.
they just like."oh.okay"
quite pissed lars.
cos i dun have the support and etg.
i mean.im not the most outstanding in my family.
cos im really the dumbest of em all..
my sis is smart and so is my bro.
its just tt im more hardworkin tt's all
but whatever results i get is all for myself..
they dun bother anyway.
somtimes i really wonder whats the whole point of telling them.
im so isolated.its like.damn alone lor
whole day rot at home.
whtr anot i do my work no one knows.
cos im in my room.
heck larhs.the more i say.
the more depressed.arghs.
i long for the days of being that little girl
when i din know that love hurts
and skinned elbows were the only thing that caused
TEARS.
basically cos i did it wit the sec 3s?
the feeling abit gan ga larhs.
den they quite shocked to see me taking tgt wit em.
yupp.it was abt how to punish students.
yeah.mschia scolded me at first.
cos i din noe only read a few para for the psg
i itchy finger go flip to the back to start from the top.
yyeahh.i apologised anw..
hee.was quite statisfied larhs.
cos mschia said yen hao ok!
but tt din mean anything anw :/
haix.and i din know how to say dentention and suspension in chinese!!!
so i ended up with yi ge xin qi bu yao lai xue xiao.
[one week dun come to school]
harhar.fine.my chinese cannot make it one.
but im thankful i din do my supposed slot.
else it wld be some environmetal conservation
hhohohoh =)
had the ambassadors thing.
pairing up with nicole.
yupp.i have familiarised my parts yet.
haha.that can wait lar.
oh yeah.
li jia wei lost lehs!!!
was watching the match and it was so exciting!!!
she was leading by 3-1 at ferst kaes.
haiya.i think she derserves to win..
hopefully,she'll fight for the bronze today..
dad din get me the table pc
quite sad lar :(
cos i really wanted it.
and he said okay at first.
den ltr i showed him the leaflet den he say no use..
boohoohoo..
there goes my hope of getttin it. ='(
tmr gettin back most of our pprs.
err.maths.english.science.history??
i dunno lar.
but i dowan all at one shot.
very stressful.
either i'll be in tears or joyful.
oh sighs.
not going grandma's hse
staying home cos bro has ct tmr.
yupp.
think my parents treat bro the best pleasee.
last wk i had ct i din wana go grandma;s hse.
yeah.den u hadta stay at home alone and they still went.
den today.wth lor.the whole family's stayin hm cos of bro.
yeah.i think its unfair.
and etg i say sth.
den dun seem to care at all.
told them results.
they just like."oh.okay"
quite pissed lars.
cos i dun have the support and etg.
i mean.im not the most outstanding in my family.
cos im really the dumbest of em all..
my sis is smart and so is my bro.
its just tt im more hardworkin tt's all
but whatever results i get is all for myself..
they dun bother anyway.
somtimes i really wonder whats the whole point of telling them.
im so isolated.its like.damn alone lor
whole day rot at home.
whtr anot i do my work no one knows.
cos im in my room.
heck larhs.the more i say.
the more depressed.arghs.
i long for the days of being that little girl
when i din know that love hurts
and skinned elbows were the only thing that caused
TEARS.
the girl next door;
Friday, August 20, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTLE!
[hope my donut de rectangle was nice kays.
cos i made it.and i hadta borrow 2 eggs from my neighbour.
so please be honoured.hee]
ok.suchaa longg day today.heh.
lets see.it was the last day of my duty:)
hooorayy.no more booking of ple. ;)
uhms.english.
gws was so freaaakkk!
made us go to the damn library n it was blardiee stuffy.
rather stay in class
and the lib is supposed to be quite.
but she happily had her lessons there.pukes.
dnt was ultra boring.what more do u expect?
and chan let us off latee!!
urghs.jus a pissing dayy.
quite badmood larhs.
until chinese?
got back our commont tests.
okay.im glas i got A2.
but yeahh.mus still cont working hardd.
yupp.and those who din do well.
dn be too sad ok?
cos our sch just sadistic.
puttin 3 bloody pprs on the same dayy.
which all involves cramming knowledge into ur heads.
so yupp.worker harder n im sure u all will do well :)
cme was another boring subject.yucks.
esp with neo.cant stand her.
the reason why there are 5 failures in our class is cos of her damn teaching.
those who do welll..
its not her credit.
but our hardwork.
just cos we got more failures than G1
can see tt she startin to be irritated with us.heck her.
maths was alritee.
i fell asleep.damn tired lately.
and my eyebags are getting worse.
black and terrible.arghs.
waited for nic to end share-a-thot.
den ate.and i did the track stuff.
yupp.and the other trackerss came aft their oral.
heh.was fun to hear their experience.
damn hilarious. =D
watched qixin's dance for tchers day
hmm.nice.they dance damn well lor..
so envious larhs..
went back after tt.alone!!!har.
while waiting for the train i realised sth terrible.
i forgot to give sir the track thing lorr.
den panicked.cos he say he'll strangle me.
wanted to borrow sum1 hp.but dun dare..
tried callin nic at the boon lay
but nv ans
but thank God that nicole gave it to sir.
else i'll be dead =X
yepp.thanks alot nicole!!!
u rocks lar.harhar. maucks-
thanks arhs.
may escape this time round.
but im not gonna be so lucky next time.
tmr's my oral.
damnit larhs.damn terrified.
cos i cant speak PROPER chinese.
awmann.and my invigilator is mschia!!!
im scared her lehss.. :S
furthermore.im doing with 3C3
its like so lonely and etggg.
all thanks to the ambassadors thing.
freak lar.
ahh.wish me luck!
[hope my donut de rectangle was nice kays.
cos i made it.and i hadta borrow 2 eggs from my neighbour.
so please be honoured.hee]
ok.suchaa longg day today.heh.
lets see.it was the last day of my duty:)
hooorayy.no more booking of ple. ;)
uhms.english.
gws was so freaaakkk!
made us go to the damn library n it was blardiee stuffy.
rather stay in class
and the lib is supposed to be quite.
but she happily had her lessons there.pukes.
dnt was ultra boring.what more do u expect?
and chan let us off latee!!
urghs.jus a pissing dayy.
quite badmood larhs.
until chinese?
got back our commont tests.
okay.im glas i got A2.
but yeahh.mus still cont working hardd.
yupp.and those who din do well.
dn be too sad ok?
cos our sch just sadistic.
puttin 3 bloody pprs on the same dayy.
which all involves cramming knowledge into ur heads.
so yupp.worker harder n im sure u all will do well :)
cme was another boring subject.yucks.
esp with neo.cant stand her.
the reason why there are 5 failures in our class is cos of her damn teaching.
those who do welll..
its not her credit.
but our hardwork.
just cos we got more failures than G1
can see tt she startin to be irritated with us.heck her.
maths was alritee.
i fell asleep.damn tired lately.
and my eyebags are getting worse.
black and terrible.arghs.
waited for nic to end share-a-thot.
den ate.and i did the track stuff.
yupp.and the other trackerss came aft their oral.
heh.was fun to hear their experience.
damn hilarious. =D
watched qixin's dance for tchers day
hmm.nice.they dance damn well lor..
so envious larhs..
went back after tt.alone!!!har.
while waiting for the train i realised sth terrible.
i forgot to give sir the track thing lorr.
den panicked.cos he say he'll strangle me.
wanted to borrow sum1 hp.but dun dare..
tried callin nic at the boon lay
but nv ans
but thank God that nicole gave it to sir.
else i'll be dead =X
yepp.thanks alot nicole!!!
u rocks lar.harhar. maucks-
thanks arhs.
may escape this time round.
but im not gonna be so lucky next time.
tmr's my oral.
damnit larhs.damn terrified.
cos i cant speak PROPER chinese.
awmann.and my invigilator is mschia!!!
im scared her lehss.. :S
furthermore.im doing with 3C3
its like so lonely and etggg.
all thanks to the ambassadors thing.
freak lar.
ahh.wish me luck!
the girl next door;
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
phew.common test are finally over :) beams.
this rocks.the feeling of FREEDOM.yay.
haha.but soon it'll be exams and the stress comes agn.
yucks.anw.
today's papers are pretty smooth-sailing.
but i wun say the same thing for yesterday
yupp.maths n dnt.
expected it to be much worst.
lucky it wasnt.
heh.but i think i probably screwed up my hist.
yeah.those i studied the most are usuaully the one i do the worst it.
sighs. =/
but anyways.im gonna celebrate laterr!!
wheee-cant wait larhs
but thurs have chinese listening exam.
wah.so sao xing!
just saw sth on the board.shocked =/
sam n anna playin some super lame game.
haha.damn hilarious. =P
i hope i live up to my expectations.
i wana do well.yepp.
all those high hopes pinned.
perhaps i think too much of myself.
arghs.whateverrr.
ayye.i want trng to start!!!!
im wan mrlin backk!
okie.i know this is so madness.
but yeah.i bet my stamina is lik shit ritee now.
totally wad.how long nv haf proper trng.
but yet i want to get sth nexxt yr.
yeah.quite determined.
cos of the damn setbackSSS this blardie yr.
disappointments.failures.etc.yuck.
about a mth since my race.
yeah.i cld still rber tt teribble feeliing
how horrendous it was to lose a race.
maybe lacking experience is the cause,
or just say. im pure lousy
that is why i wanna start trgn right away!!!!
mrlin wld most probably de disappointed if he sees how bad our stamina is.
yeah..hopefully next yr we'll do crescent proudd.
haiyahs.i've got a new target.heh ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEN!!!!
hope u like my prexx.
altho is very small.
the size of anna's prex's dog's leg.
haha.okie.damn lame.hee
have fun =)
this rocks.the feeling of FREEDOM.yay.
haha.but soon it'll be exams and the stress comes agn.
yucks.anw.
today's papers are pretty smooth-sailing.
but i wun say the same thing for yesterday
yupp.maths n dnt.
expected it to be much worst.
lucky it wasnt.
heh.but i think i probably screwed up my hist.
yeah.those i studied the most are usuaully the one i do the worst it.
sighs. =/
but anyways.im gonna celebrate laterr!!
wheee-cant wait larhs
but thurs have chinese listening exam.
wah.so sao xing!
just saw sth on the board.shocked =/
sam n anna playin some super lame game.
haha.damn hilarious. =P
i hope i live up to my expectations.
i wana do well.yepp.
all those high hopes pinned.
perhaps i think too much of myself.
arghs.whateverrr.
ayye.i want trng to start!!!!
im wan mrlin backk!
okie.i know this is so madness.
but yeah.i bet my stamina is lik shit ritee now.
totally wad.how long nv haf proper trng.
but yet i want to get sth nexxt yr.
yeah.quite determined.
cos of the damn setbackSSS this blardie yr.
disappointments.failures.etc.yuck.
about a mth since my race.
yeah.i cld still rber tt teribble feeliing
how horrendous it was to lose a race.
maybe lacking experience is the cause,
or just say. im pure lousy
that is why i wanna start trgn right away!!!!
mrlin wld most probably de disappointed if he sees how bad our stamina is.
yeah..hopefully next yr we'll do crescent proudd.
haiyahs.i've got a new target.heh ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEN!!!!
hope u like my prexx.
altho is very small.
the size of anna's prex's dog's leg.
haha.okie.damn lame.hee
have fun =)
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 15, 2004
arghs.never knew life could be so stressful.
anyways.i did study yesterday.
but i dunno y the hel did it seem so unproductive.
yeah.revised all the subjects.
it went to my head.
but its just that dumb feeling tt i din study
make me so irritated.
yeah.and i sorta got distracted by Athens.
sighsigh
so pissing.
dunno which combi to take next yr.
sis n mum wants me to take triple.
've no idea if i can even cope.
already stressed up by track.council.house.
den if plus studies ar.
i'll just die lehs.
but as my sis says..
its quite impt wad combi i take..
yeah.very fan..
cos i really cant make up my mind.
i dowana regret at the end of the dayy.
i wanna make sure i get into a gd jc summore leh.
yah.ahhhh.
how?
but i really dowana take lit.
and its like triple confirm must take lit.
unless i its double den go lit elective.
yea.i wonder which combi i'll do better in.
really need some feedback lor.
since its the trial run..
dun exactly think it will matter ritee.?
yeah.must push up my grades by 2 more marks.
hiyahs.irritating.
stressful.
really think im gonna die tmr.
its like there's history.chinese and science tmr
wth.all must rber alot of crap one.
history.there's 3 friggin chapters.
which i cant seem to rber in detail.
its just very brief.arghs.
chinese.wahh.even worst
6 chapters lehs.
think im gonna fail the gou ci tt part lor.
i have no hope in chinese one.
den science.okay.
its sorts my fav sub.
but with a tcher like neo.
i think i cant help but flung it.
she doesnt even noe how to teach!!!
gotta depend on my sis quite a lot.
yeah.so at the end of the day.
there's ntg i can score in..
i might as well just drop outta school
den i wun be so pissed.bleahs.
doubt my results can even get me into a science class.
yeah.i should just forget about it..
i always regret my actions anw..
so whats the point of choosing sth u cant even get.
yea.im just pure stupid.
i hate etg thats happening rite now.
common test are terrrible.
anyways.i did study yesterday.
but i dunno y the hel did it seem so unproductive.
yeah.revised all the subjects.
it went to my head.
but its just that dumb feeling tt i din study
make me so irritated.
yeah.and i sorta got distracted by Athens.
sighsigh
so pissing.
dunno which combi to take next yr.
sis n mum wants me to take triple.
've no idea if i can even cope.
already stressed up by track.council.house.
den if plus studies ar.
i'll just die lehs.
but as my sis says..
its quite impt wad combi i take..
yeah.very fan..
cos i really cant make up my mind.
i dowana regret at the end of the dayy.
i wanna make sure i get into a gd jc summore leh.
yah.ahhhh.
how?
but i really dowana take lit.
and its like triple confirm must take lit.
unless i its double den go lit elective.
yea.i wonder which combi i'll do better in.
really need some feedback lor.
since its the trial run..
dun exactly think it will matter ritee.?
yeah.must push up my grades by 2 more marks.
hiyahs.irritating.
stressful.
really think im gonna die tmr.
its like there's history.chinese and science tmr
wth.all must rber alot of crap one.
history.there's 3 friggin chapters.
which i cant seem to rber in detail.
its just very brief.arghs.
chinese.wahh.even worst
6 chapters lehs.
think im gonna fail the gou ci tt part lor.
i have no hope in chinese one.
den science.okay.
its sorts my fav sub.
but with a tcher like neo.
i think i cant help but flung it.
she doesnt even noe how to teach!!!
gotta depend on my sis quite a lot.
yeah.so at the end of the day.
there's ntg i can score in..
i might as well just drop outta school
den i wun be so pissed.bleahs.
doubt my results can even get me into a science class.
yeah.i should just forget about it..
i always regret my actions anw..
so whats the point of choosing sth u cant even get.
yea.im just pure stupid.
i hate etg thats happening rite now.
common test are terrrible.
the girl next door;
Friday, August 13, 2004
i screwed up my lit.
damnit.despite all my hardowrk and prep
sighs.
shudnt have written so slowlt the first 15 mins.
ahh.started panicking.
and i only wrote 1 and 1/2 pg
ahh.i had so much more to write abtt!!!
cldnt just neo give us like a min more?
my ending was abrupt.
so terrible.
think im goona do reallly really badly.
i hate myself.
damnit.despite all my hardowrk and prep
sighs.
shudnt have written so slowlt the first 15 mins.
ahh.started panicking.
and i only wrote 1 and 1/2 pg
ahh.i had so much more to write abtt!!!
cldnt just neo give us like a min more?
my ending was abrupt.
so terrible.
think im goona do reallly really badly.
i hate myself.
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 08, 2004
tmr's national day
yet.im gonna spend the whole day studying.
do all the catching up aft laggin behind
haikx.anyway.
i shall recap agn.
heh.update the same tings every sunday..
so routineee..
wed.
had the dance choreography test
the atmosphere in the pat was so scaree
and i was so afraid i did sth wrongly
but im so glad it went fine :)
altho ple were sniggering when we did the 'eagle' thingy.
haha.but at least its over...
ehh.din get to train after tt.
yeah.just ate and left with gen n hb.
ate my ice creamm!
felt so great eating it in suchaa hot dayy.
thurs.
ehh.terrible mass run..
english.mrs tan took over gws
okies.reported and indirect speech
bleahh.i hate...
had lit
and ms goh was gg thru roll of thunder hear my cry so friggin fast.
cldnt exactly catch up u know
sighs.really think im gonna flungg my lit ct.
damn worried kaess =/
had the music appreciation test after sch.
yeah.only worte one pg longg lor
haiya.i think im gonna fail tt too!
den went up for the brainest duunoo wat
but after 5 mins end le.
yeah.trained with nicole after tt.
ate lunch.aand i left for my tuition..
learnt abt the tutankamoh
so kwell.heh.
slept whilst doing the compre.
tcher din even realised.
and when i woke up.
i realised i wrote lotsa crapp on my paper.
i must have been dreaming.
haha.
fri.
national day celebration.
okays.i tink it was quite fun.
yeah.was feeling damn hyper and etg.
singing swaying...
haha.yeshh.the dance performances were really nice:)
haha.left for town with gen.sam.ky.qy
yeah.supposed to go wit trackk.
but decided to go with classs.
yahh.sorry arhs.
we ate at kfc.
shared most of the food.
haha.den roamed arnd cine.
den heeren den taka
yupp.bot her prexxx
haha.see how nice i am
winks*
oh.and gen,sam n i bot this damn chio pink hairband
its chio not cos its pink
but cos it has no teeth and its made of rubber!!!
so kweett.harhar.damn nice
heehee..
met alot of ple at town.
yeah.probably cos everyone's having halfday..
ohyarh.and i met yunbing!!
hahah.she still rememberss mee.
hohohoh.yeah.i miss 6E'2002.blahhs.
left town about 2 plus.
yeah.was so damn tired in the train..
eyelids kept closing.
and gen n i cldnt get a seat.
tsk.heh.came home and slept.
intented to slp only for 45mins.
but i slept for 2 whole hourss.!
heh.catch up on my slp lers.
went to run for 20mins after tt.
yupp.studied after dinner.
yeah.realised i din know alot of things
and im bound to do really badly for ct.
freakk.this is the results of not paying attention.
regreting now.but its no use.
yeah.studied until 1.30am den slept.
forst time in my life man.
sleep so late.
but yet i felt as if i haven studied much at all
yeah.felt like i din understand a single thing.
and the staying up studying din benefit me at all!
wth.sighs.there's so many things i wana get ritee into my head.
but sumhow just seems so freaggin impossible.
argh.shudnt have slacked so much during the Nats period.
haik.it over
and i think im agoner...
sat.
din have atg on at all.
heh.woke up at 8.30 still.
despite sleeping so late
yeah.think i've got the body clock in me lers.
went for breakfast at hongkah.
yeah.sorta got scolded by dad.
over some minor stuff.
arghs.came home.
started studying.
its like my life revolves arnd studies only
bleah so boring.
completed the bao zhang bao dao.
plus maths hw.
den dunno what else i did.
studided for quite longg
but dunno y i felt it wasnt productive at all.
tsk.i hate myself.
grrr.had lunch.
den back to studying
den took a half an hr nap.
yupp.woke up.3.30 ler.
so i went to run.
yeah.another 20mins.
went jurong point after tt.
windowed-shopped.
ate dinner.came home.
haiyahs.started feeling terrible.
yucks.decided not to study anymore
cos i really cldnt take it.
felt super pressurized.
and i was tinking abt my expectations n etg.
how high it was.
how much i knew i'll never be able to achieve it my entire life.
sighs.so i read thruu my letters.
all the comfort from my seniors and stuff.
durin tt tought struggle i had last yr
where for months life was a misery filled with tears each dayy.
reading all those letters brought back so many memories.
good and bad.
felt i was gonna burst.
but no.i remained strong
i din wana be put down by the little things in my life.
din wana history to repeat itself.
and now i know.
etg that happened last year it over.
realising how stupid i have been.
how not worth it it was totuc
i must have been outta my mind.
sometimes freinds cause ntg but disaster.
the battle i had.it was a bad experience.
but yet.i cherished tt period of time.
when my truthful frens comforted me
the blunder in one friendship brought another closer to me.
i want to turn back time.
where at least i has someone to share my toubles with.
the feeling was fabulouss.
where its only you and me.
and me talking about things tt stressed me outt.
but now i know.
its a new chapter in our lives.
and that those times were only a passing fade.
temporary
whats permanent is that i'll never be able to find a fren.
that is willing to hear my troubles as much as you did.
how unfortunate it is to keep etg to myself.
cos im just plain stubborn.
unwillingky to say a single thing.
to anyone.except myself.oryouu
i really need you
yet.im gonna spend the whole day studying.
do all the catching up aft laggin behind
haikx.anyway.
i shall recap agn.
heh.update the same tings every sunday..
so routineee..
wed.
had the dance choreography test
the atmosphere in the pat was so scaree
and i was so afraid i did sth wrongly
but im so glad it went fine :)
altho ple were sniggering when we did the 'eagle' thingy.
haha.but at least its over...
ehh.din get to train after tt.
yeah.just ate and left with gen n hb.
ate my ice creamm!
felt so great eating it in suchaa hot dayy.
thurs.
ehh.terrible mass run..
english.mrs tan took over gws
okies.reported and indirect speech
bleahh.i hate...
had lit
and ms goh was gg thru roll of thunder hear my cry so friggin fast.
cldnt exactly catch up u know
sighs.really think im gonna flungg my lit ct.
damn worried kaess =/
had the music appreciation test after sch.
yeah.only worte one pg longg lor
haiya.i think im gonna fail tt too!
den went up for the brainest duunoo wat
but after 5 mins end le.
yeah.trained with nicole after tt.
ate lunch.aand i left for my tuition..
learnt abt the tutankamoh
so kwell.heh.
slept whilst doing the compre.
tcher din even realised.
and when i woke up.
i realised i wrote lotsa crapp on my paper.
i must have been dreaming.
haha.
fri.
national day celebration.
okays.i tink it was quite fun.
yeah.was feeling damn hyper and etg.
singing swaying...
haha.yeshh.the dance performances were really nice:)
haha.left for town with gen.sam.ky.qy
yeah.supposed to go wit trackk.
but decided to go with classs.
yahh.sorry arhs.
we ate at kfc.
shared most of the food.
haha.den roamed arnd cine.
den heeren den taka
yupp.bot her prexxx
haha.see how nice i am
winks*
oh.and gen,sam n i bot this damn chio pink hairband
its chio not cos its pink
but cos it has no teeth and its made of rubber!!!
so kweett.harhar.damn nice
heehee..
met alot of ple at town.
yeah.probably cos everyone's having halfday..
ohyarh.and i met yunbing!!
hahah.she still rememberss mee.
hohohoh.yeah.i miss 6E'2002.blahhs.
left town about 2 plus.
yeah.was so damn tired in the train..
eyelids kept closing.
and gen n i cldnt get a seat.
tsk.heh.came home and slept.
intented to slp only for 45mins.
but i slept for 2 whole hourss.!
heh.catch up on my slp lers.
went to run for 20mins after tt.
yupp.studied after dinner.
yeah.realised i din know alot of things
and im bound to do really badly for ct.
freakk.this is the results of not paying attention.
regreting now.but its no use.
yeah.studied until 1.30am den slept.
forst time in my life man.
sleep so late.
but yet i felt as if i haven studied much at all
yeah.felt like i din understand a single thing.
and the staying up studying din benefit me at all!
wth.sighs.there's so many things i wana get ritee into my head.
but sumhow just seems so freaggin impossible.
argh.shudnt have slacked so much during the Nats period.
haik.it over
and i think im a
sat.
din have atg on at all.
heh.woke up at 8.30 still.
despite sleeping so late
yeah.think i've got the body clock in me lers.
went for breakfast at hongkah.
yeah.sorta got scolded by dad.
over some minor stuff.
arghs.came home.
started studying.
its like my life revolves arnd studies only
bleah so boring.
completed the bao zhang bao dao.
plus maths hw.
den dunno what else i did.
studided for quite longg
but dunno y i felt it wasnt productive at all.
tsk.i hate myself.
grrr.had lunch.
den back to studying
den took a half an hr nap.
yupp.woke up.3.30 ler.
so i went to run.
yeah.another 20mins.
went jurong point after tt.
windowed-shopped.
ate dinner.came home.
haiyahs.started feeling terrible.
yucks.decided not to study anymore
cos i really cldnt take it.
felt super pressurized.
and i was tinking abt my expectations n etg.
how high it was.
how much i knew i'll never be able to achieve it my entire life.
sighs.so i read thruu my letters.
all the comfort from my seniors and stuff.
durin tt tought struggle i had last yr
where for months life was a misery filled with tears each dayy.
reading all those letters brought back so many memories.
good and bad.
felt i was gonna burst.
but no.i remained strong
i din wana be put down by the little things in my life.
din wana history to repeat itself.
and now i know.
etg that happened last year it over.
realising how stupid i have been.
how not worth it it was to
i must have been outta my mind.
sometimes freinds cause ntg but disaster.
the battle i had.it was a bad experience.
but yet.i cherished tt period of time.
when my truthful frens comforted me
the blunder in one friendship brought another closer to me.
i want to turn back time.
where at least i has someone to share my toubles with.
the feeling was fabulouss.
where its only you and me.
and me talking about things tt stressed me outt.
but now i know.
its a new chapter in our lives.
and that those times were only a passing fade.
temporary
whats permanent is that i'll never be able to find a fren.
that is willing to hear my troubles as much as you did.
how unfortunate it is to keep etg to myself.
cos im just plain stubborn.
unwillingky to say a single thing.
to anyone.except myself.or
i really need you
the girl next door;
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
okies.yesterdayyy was suchaa hyper day
harhar.
ning n i were feeling high rite after science
den we kept laughing and crapping.
throwing tt tissue paper arnd
okay.how lame.whateverr.
had dance after school.
danced for abt an hour.
woots.tiring man.
i was superlly digusted by the wayshe dances.
heh.im so sorry for being so mean. ;)
but yeah.
everyone agrees its so gross =X
had pft after that
quite disappointed in myself
got 29 points if im right.
:( wanted to get full marks
but my sit and reach cant make it
heckkit.
trained 2ominutes later
hb joined me.hee
thanks ar.
went home.
talked about alott if thingsss.
yeah.realised alott.
guess i was wrong
i should havre realised it earlier
but wells.dont care
maybe friends are not as important at times.
cos no one being there for me
sad i may me.no one is bothered.
whateverr
quite tired today.
slept at 11pm last nite.
but i still paid attention ok.
english was free period.
hadta go homec rm.
studied lit with ning.
and i was called the NUTCASE!!!
arghs.dun fren her.
haha.
mstan was badmooding.
den maths.quite confused abt the congruet triangles.
recess.crapped with gen
damn farnie=)
ate soooo muchh.
black and white chocolates rocks
hah.i so nice kaes.
share with so many ple.
end up eating less den 10
bleah.but its okays.
sharing is fun.yay!
gen n i were nottty
we rotted in the toilet..
eating duck eggs.
haha.*private joke
kaes.shall go do my dance le
tataz~
who will be there when i fall
who will support me when i fail
what will happen to me.
if no one cares at all?
wells.guess its just me
isolated.confined..
harhar.
ning n i were feeling high rite after science
den we kept laughing and crapping.
throwing tt tissue paper arnd
okay.how lame.whateverr.
had dance after school.
danced for abt an hour.
woots.tiring man.
i was superlly digusted by the way
heh.im so sorry for being so mean. ;)
but yeah.
everyone agrees its so gross =X
had pft after that
quite disappointed in myself
got 29 points if im right.
:( wanted to get full marks
but my sit and reach cant make it
heckkit.
trained 2ominutes later
hb joined me.hee
thanks ar.
went home.
talked about alott if thingsss.
yeah.realised alott.
guess i was wrong
i should havre realised it earlier
but wells.dont care
maybe friends are not as important at times.
cos no one being there for me
sad i may me.no one is bothered.
whateverr
quite tired today.
slept at 11pm last nite.
but i still paid attention ok.
english was free period.
hadta go homec rm.
studied lit with ning.
and i was called the NUTCASE!!!
arghs.dun fren her.
haha.
mstan was badmooding.
den maths.quite confused abt the congruet triangles.
recess.crapped with gen
damn farnie=)
ate soooo muchh.
black and white chocolates rocks
hah.i so nice kaes.
share with so many ple.
end up eating less den 10
bleah.but its okays.
sharing is fun.yay!
gen n i were nottty
we rotted in the toilet..
eating duck eggs.
haha.*private joke
kaes.shall go do my dance le
tataz~
who will be there when i fall
who will support me when i fail
what will happen to me.
if no one cares at all?
wells.guess its just me
isolated.confined..
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 01, 2004
this week was pretty terrible.
depressing and stressful.
arghs.okies.
nats are over.
everyone's disappointed.
and so am i.
no one was even smiling after their races
but they did well already
just all that super high expectations n stuff.
n competitiors are darnit pro.
yupp.so cheer up.
take failure as a step to success
i know we're all gonna work realllyyy hard
and get to sit at that duapai seat next yr
heh.
well.had the minister thingy yesterday
went to school at 845
was supposed to have breakfast with hb one.
den last min she cant make it.
so i walked to boon lay myself to grab a burger.
den came home to eat b4 going school
haiyahs.anyway
got changed into council u
very quickly.haha.a got skill in changing one.
den was with sophia when the button came off.
bleahs.ate sugar roll.
den reported to respective places.
woah.i tell u.
my duty totally like no duty please.
is like we just stand there like some gundoos.
cos apparently no ministers were gg to miliinium.
soyeah.got 'transferred' to outside hall.
at least i did sth there...
yupp.dimissed at 11+
yupp.den met nurl at redhill
went sam's hse for dance choreography.
yupp.danced for like 2 bloody hours kaes.
legs hurts so much.
left abt 1 more min to choreograph.
aye.so scared tt ours wun be good.
cos veyr lil parts is our names.
sighs.
jamie sent me home.
heh.we were arguing abt black cats in the car.
camn hilarious can.hee.
yeah.all about studying and bad luck etc
okies.maybe im just paranoid.
hah.reached home.
rushed and bathed.
cos mum said we were going orchard.
and i din wanna stay at home studying alone.
heh.since i saw the black cat.winks*
haha.so wen town.
sis sent us there.
ate at taka.den went brownie fatory.
bought 7 brownies kaes.
which costed $17+
5 was meant for a gift.
den i ate one.haha.
so shiok!must buy agn next time.
tho its kinda ex.
but its soo nicee :)
the marshmallow is so spongy.
haha.i love it man.haaha.
ate bread papa.heh.
i felt like a piggggg.
went over to wisma.
mum was doing all the shopping.
bro and i were just loooking at her trying all the clothes
heehee.she spent $97 okie!
i only bot one mango basic shirt.
haha.cos i have lotsa clothes le.
den jie came back last wk
bot that nike short.a surfbabe shirt and a levis one.
haha.and i started using all le.hohoho =)
yupp.met tziyi b4 leaviing wisma
studied in the train.
cos this whole week i nv really did any self revision
think im gonna fail all my common tests.
cos im dumb and blah.
ltr still gg jamies house.
so its another wasted day.
think tonight im really goonaaa slp late.
got no choice.
feeling so freaking guilty for not studying and everything
ltr i'll end up regreting.
so mite as well start bucking up now.
yeah.damn sad larhs.
results and etg.
den still very preoccupied with alot of trival stuff.
this week was the worst week.
cos there were lotsa tests and etg.
and cos of the minister visit.
so many friggin things gotta be done.
and so happen tt i was responsible for them all.
i almost ended up bursting on wed.
but lucky i din.phew.
okies.still stressed larhs.
but must learn to realaxxx..
haha.one more hour to my tuition.
better go and use this time to study ler.
yupp.
dowana be yet anotherfailure again
:((((
expectations seems to high to meet
depressing and stressful.
arghs.okies.
nats are over.
everyone's disappointed.
and so am i.
no one was even smiling after their races
but they did well already
just all that super high expectations n stuff.
n competitiors are darnit pro.
yupp.so cheer up.
take failure as a step to success
i know we're all gonna work realllyyy hard
and get to sit at that duapai seat next yr
heh.
well.had the minister thingy yesterday
went to school at 845
was supposed to have breakfast with hb one.
den last min she cant make it.
so i walked to boon lay myself to grab a burger.
den came home to eat b4 going school
haiyahs.anyway
got changed into council u
very quickly.haha.a got skill in changing one.
den was with sophia when the button came off.
bleahs.ate sugar roll.
den reported to respective places.
woah.i tell u.
my duty totally like no duty please.
is like we just stand there like some gundoos.
cos apparently no ministers were gg to miliinium.
soyeah.got 'transferred' to outside hall.
at least i did sth there...
yupp.dimissed at 11+
yupp.den met nurl at redhill
went sam's hse for dance choreography.
yupp.danced for like 2 bloody hours kaes.
legs hurts so much.
left abt 1 more min to choreograph.
aye.so scared tt ours wun be good.
cos veyr lil parts is our names.
sighs.
jamie sent me home.
heh.we were arguing abt black cats in the car.
camn hilarious can.hee.
yeah.all about studying and bad luck etc
okies.maybe im just paranoid.
hah.reached home.
rushed and bathed.
cos mum said we were going orchard.
and i din wanna stay at home studying alone.
heh.since i saw the black cat.winks*
haha.so wen town.
sis sent us there.
ate at taka.den went brownie fatory.
bought 7 brownies kaes.
which costed $17+
5 was meant for a gift.
den i ate one.haha.
so shiok!must buy agn next time.
tho its kinda ex.
but its soo nicee :)
the marshmallow is so spongy.
haha.i love it man.haaha.
ate bread papa.heh.
i felt like a piggggg.
went over to wisma.
mum was doing all the shopping.
bro and i were just loooking at her trying all the clothes
heehee.she spent $97 okie!
i only bot one mango basic shirt.
haha.cos i have lotsa clothes le.
den jie came back last wk
bot that nike short.a surfbabe shirt and a levis one.
haha.and i started using all le.hohoho =)
yupp.met tziyi b4 leaviing wisma
studied in the train.
cos this whole week i nv really did any self revision
think im gonna fail all my common tests.
cos im dumb and blah.
ltr still gg jamies house.
so its another wasted day.
think tonight im really goonaaa slp late.
got no choice.
feeling so freaking guilty for not studying and everything
ltr i'll end up regreting.
so mite as well start bucking up now.
yeah.damn sad larhs.
results and etg.
den still very preoccupied with alot of trival stuff.
this week was the worst week.
cos there were lotsa tests and etg.
and cos of the minister visit.
so many friggin things gotta be done.
and so happen tt i was responsible for them all.
i almost ended up bursting on wed.
but lucky i din.phew.
okies.still stressed larhs.
but must learn to realaxxx..
haha.one more hour to my tuition.
better go and use this time to study ler.
yupp.
dowana be yet another
:((((
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