my dirty little secrets.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
its cs lesson agn.
yeah.im happy today.
harhar.so hyper.
but i dunno why
heh.got B3 for chinese.
oh yay.haha.
but my class got a total of 11 As.
sob sob.anw i dozed off agn..
yeah.aiya.
exams are getting even nearer.
freaking out.
terrible scared.
so afraid i screwed it up.
i say the same things each day
but what can i do.
its in me.the stress.
paraniod.
sighs.cme exam ltr.
wish me luck
cos neo says u'll fail if u dun have moral values.
oh whatever.
oh..and i met my bro in the train yest!
so coincidental.
haha.yeah.so we went jp for lunch tgt.
yeah.made me spent $5.
heehee =)
ate long john.den bot candyfloss.
we are so greedyyyyy..
den i went to run after studying
yupp.okays.
no mood to blog lers.
ms shervon is teachig maya
but i tink i shall go and study my chinese.
winks-
yeah.im happy today.
harhar.so hyper.
but i dunno why
heh.got B3 for chinese.
oh yay.haha.
but my class got a total of 11 As.
sob sob.anw i dozed off agn..
yeah.aiya.
exams are getting even nearer.
freaking out.
terrible scared.
so afraid i screwed it up.
i say the same things each day
but what can i do.
its in me.the stress.
paraniod.
sighs.cme exam ltr.
wish me luck
cos neo says u'll fail if u dun have moral values.
oh whatever.
oh..and i met my bro in the train yest!
so coincidental.
haha.yeah.so we went jp for lunch tgt.
yeah.made me spent $5.
heehee =)
ate long john.den bot candyfloss.
we are so greedyyyyy..
den i went to run after studying
yupp.okays.
no mood to blog lers.
ms shervon is teachig maya
but i tink i shall go and study my chinese.
winks-
the girl next door;
Sunday, September 26, 2004
drank a cup of milo to perk me up.
but my maid made it sooo sweet
tat im haven a tummyache rite now.
grr.anyways.
i think yesterday was a good day
haha :)
studied chinese and history in the morning.
yeah.so im left wit chapters 10 and 11.
and im done with history.yay.
haha.went for a haircut at 2.
and i tell u.
im pissed.
cos my hair looks like shit!
its bloody hell short rite now.
it borderline touched my shoulders.
and i can barely tie it up!!
:( i wanna cry lers.
stupidman.cut my hair like he wanted me bald.
hmph.very snip he took my heart shattered into a million pieces man.
i bet my friends would laugh at me tmr FOR SURE!
cos i look GROSS
ahh.think its like yinxi's hair.bleahs.i dun lik.
dun ask me why i even went to cut my hair
cos i dunno =/
pissing.
ohwell.continue studying after tt.
tried drawing the quadratic graph.
turned out likeshit.
went queensway at abt 5.
needed to buy shoes
cos my nike one open crocodile mouth.
heh.so bot another nike one.
for $64 bucks.haha.
bargained from 93.heh.
the owner was damn pissed at us.
but heck larhs.not gg to see her anymore anw.
yeah.jus think tt the shoe abit white for me..
but doesnt matter.temporary only..
bot another addidas shoe too.
the one my mum and i been searchin high and low for.
and we bot it for $65!!
when the original price was $119.
hohoh =) i was damn happy.
haha.i love queensway.
came home and continue studying chinese.
yeah.not productive.
cos i was drifting...
but yest was damn bang larhs.
cos my dad boked the tour for perth at the NAtas fair.
so its confirmed tt we're going on a hol!!
hahaha.finally have chance to go european country.
yay.everything made my day.
hee.and the Tan c;an association called too.
said tt my bro and i must go and collect our cash price today!
for good results last yr?
haha.hoorayy =P
okays.but friday was like shit.
it was sucha terrible day.
compo was alrite i suppose.
but i din exactly use very good words.
quite disappointed wit my standard of eng lah.
and it was so tsking.
cos i stained..
yah.shant elaborate.
but it was so malu =/
spent my whole recess in the toilet.
din even get to eat.
so was starving during paper 2.
and to add on my misery.
the paper was frigggin hard!!!!
wth!i was STUNNED
yeah.and my eyelids kept closing when i was doing qns 11 and beyond.
yeah.tink my grade gonna dropp to a C5 agn.
i dowanna.wails =(
did lit after tt.
yeahh.finally finished at abt 2plus.
den went homee.
did tania's autograph book
and i started tink abt alot alot of tgs..
erts.whateverr.studied.
and i think im sucha slackerr.
i cant get myself to memorise all the stuff tt needs to be.
eg.lit.
i just do not know how the freaking hell do u study lit.
each time i pick up my book.
i so pissed.
cos i just dunno how to start
and my lit is cannot make it also.
yeah.wonder why i have no brains.
bleahs.i simply cant afford to screw my exams up.
this yr is streaming summore.
my hopes on geting to a gd class is dashed.
cos if i cont lidat.
ntg is gonna change the fact tt im dumb.
why is it that i cant rber etg i study?
why is it that i must learnt the hard way out.
im so irritated.
really gonna beng kui soon.
i really wanna cry.
i dowana study.
im waiting for the time after exams.
where it'll b so much more relaxing.
but if i know i dun do well.
den i wun even enjoy after exams.
but guess.i dun give a damn.
after maths paper.
i wanna celebrate.
the end of exams and my BIRTHDAY!!
yeah.at least there's smth for me to look forward to.
so i better start mugging really hard.
cos i know all my classmates are doing so
and this gives me more stress than ever.
so competitive
i dun even know where the hell i stand
but sighs.we'll just have to wait till the results are release..
yupp.shall go study now.
before my tuition starts..
i hate my freaking hair.
it looks like lions mane =/
but my maid made it sooo sweet
tat im haven a tummyache rite now.
grr.anyways.
i think yesterday was a good day
haha :)
studied chinese and history in the morning.
yeah.so im left wit chapters 10 and 11.
and im done with history.yay.
haha.went for a haircut at 2.
and i tell u.
im pissed.
cos my hair looks like shit!
its bloody hell short rite now.
it borderline touched my shoulders.
and i can barely tie it up!!
:( i wanna cry lers.
stupidman.cut my hair like he wanted me bald.
hmph.very snip he took my heart shattered into a million pieces man.
i bet my friends would laugh at me tmr FOR SURE!
cos i look GROSS
ahh.think its like yinxi's hair.bleahs.i dun lik.
dun ask me why i even went to cut my hair
cos i dunno =/
pissing.
ohwell.continue studying after tt.
tried drawing the quadratic graph.
turned out likeshit.
went queensway at abt 5.
needed to buy shoes
cos my nike one open crocodile mouth.
heh.so bot another nike one.
for $64 bucks.haha.
bargained from 93.heh.
the owner was damn pissed at us.
but heck larhs.not gg to see her anymore anw.
yeah.jus think tt the shoe abit white for me..
but doesnt matter.temporary only..
bot another addidas shoe too.
the one my mum and i been searchin high and low for.
and we bot it for $65!!
when the original price was $119.
hohoh =) i was damn happy.
haha.i love queensway.
came home and continue studying chinese.
yeah.not productive.
cos i was drifting...
but yest was damn bang larhs.
cos my dad boked the tour for perth at the NAtas fair.
so its confirmed tt we're going on a hol!!
hahaha.finally have chance to go european country.
yay.everything made my day.
hee.and the Tan c;an association called too.
said tt my bro and i must go and collect our cash price today!
for good results last yr?
haha.hoorayy =P
okays.but friday was like shit.
it was sucha terrible day.
compo was alrite i suppose.
but i din exactly use very good words.
quite disappointed wit my standard of eng lah.
and it was so tsking.
cos i stained..
yah.shant elaborate.
but it was so malu =/
spent my whole recess in the toilet.
din even get to eat.
so was starving during paper 2.
and to add on my misery.
the paper was frigggin hard!!!!
wth!i was STUNNED
yeah.and my eyelids kept closing when i was doing qns 11 and beyond.
yeah.tink my grade gonna dropp to a C5 agn.
i dowanna.wails =(
did lit after tt.
yeahh.finally finished at abt 2plus.
den went homee.
did tania's autograph book
and i started tink abt alot alot of tgs..
erts.whateverr.studied.
and i think im sucha slackerr.
i cant get myself to memorise all the stuff tt needs to be.
eg.lit.
i just do not know how the freaking hell do u study lit.
each time i pick up my book.
i so pissed.
cos i just dunno how to start
and my lit is cannot make it also.
yeah.wonder why i have no brains.
bleahs.i simply cant afford to screw my exams up.
this yr is streaming summore.
my hopes on geting to a gd class is dashed.
cos if i cont lidat.
ntg is gonna change the fact tt im dumb.
why is it that i cant rber etg i study?
why is it that i must learnt the hard way out.
im so irritated.
really gonna beng kui soon.
i really wanna cry.
i dowana study.
im waiting for the time after exams.
where it'll b so much more relaxing.
but if i know i dun do well.
den i wun even enjoy after exams.
but guess.i dun give a damn.
after maths paper.
i wanna celebrate.
the end of exams and my BIRTHDAY!!
yeah.at least there's smth for me to look forward to.
so i better start mugging really hard.
cos i know all my classmates are doing so
and this gives me more stress than ever.
so competitive
i dun even know where the hell i stand
but sighs.we'll just have to wait till the results are release..
yupp.shall go study now.
before my tuition starts..
i hate my freaking hair.
it looks like lions mane =/
the girl next door;
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
having cs now.free period.
brought up my maths.
but apparently i din bring calculator.
so i cant do.since its trigo ratios.sigh
anyways.
today have very very shocking news.
this is how it came abt.
ethel told me that mrlin msged tt he was in hospital.
i was shocked.dumbfounded.
ltr.during recess.bernice told me tt Sir was in hospital.
and i was like damn damn damn confused???
yeah.so i clarified with kartini.
conclusion= SIR AND MRLIN ARE IN HOSPITAL!!!
ahh.many ple think they got into afight.
but lemme say.
ITS NOT TRUE!
they not that childish larhs.
yupp.hope they get well soooon.
thinkin of gettin BOTH of them a card each.
aiya.see how.
yupp.so todays been a pretty not good dayy.
did so badly for my chinese.
yeah.told ple tt i dun study for it.
but no one believed ):
seems like my marks proven etg.
wish i could cry..
haiya.why must my marks deprove at this pt of time?
so crucial yet im so slack.
ntg can turn back time.
for a regretted how i used my time lately.
sigh.too bad to me =/
okay.yesterday was prob my most unlucky day.
wth.eraly morning kartinie scolded the whole track team.
woah.okays.
i shall apologise.for those who werent even involved.
and know ntg abt what happened.
sorry.i was at fault...
should have rbered to inform mspham.
haix.its over.
hope mdmkartinie din make a mountain outta a molehole.
she could have just scolded meALONE
instead of dampening all the trackkers' spirits.
sighsisgh.sorry larh huh.
yeah.den ltr realised mstan din come to sch.
which meant tt i had to go power station myself!
quite disappointed arh
so sheng and i went arnd lookin for gohailin.
yeah.thanks hors =)
but ltr realised she cldnt go wit me either.
ended up with ms seah.
yeah.she seemed damn reluctant to go.
"okay lor.i go with you"
yeah.felt kinda bad larhs.
so trained after school with usarin.
did 23 minutes.
haha.how weird.
stayed in canteen when usarin left.
studied and ate.
hweeboon and eshwaaree joined me.
and natalie too.
ermm.yeah.left at 345.
before tt accidentally spilt ice lemon tea on my pencil case.
so had to wash it agn!!!
arghs.using the one jamie gave me anw:)
yeahyeah.den after meeting up with ms seah.
i couldnt find my invitational card!!
so i panicked.but gave up finding anw.
(found it today on my class floor)
yeah.ms seah was quite nice larhs
she talked to me.abt alot of stufff..
and guess what?
she said i looked very CHEERFUL..
heh.i must have been able to pretend very well..
haix.the thing at power station was like crapp.
cos i wasnt getting the award there.
it was onyl for the 14 oustanding SInga award.
so yea.waste of time lor.
and we left in the midst of the whole thign anw.
no tea reception :/
yeah.but got goody bagg.haha
nice nice stufff.heh.not very actually..
uhms.yeah.went home.
den jie said she going to US.
company.damn sad lor.
means i must sleep alone till sunday nite.
boohoohoo :(
hope time will pass quickly.
buy i dun want either.
cos i dun want exams.
arghs.whateverr.
yeah.yeah.tmr maths test
im so gonna die.
cos my results have been deproving.
grrr,heck.
kaes.i hate all the photos.
cos i look simply horrigible.
gross lahs.cant blame for having a terrible face.
bleahs.wonder when we can get track fotos.
now tt sir in hospital.
no money cant claim.
but gotta get it by tmr.
lady say sumone must pay first.
but mdm kartinie surely wun pay $260 by herself rite?
aiyas.anw.
hope Sir and MrLin have a speedy recovery!!
get well soon :)
oh.and im going to perth :)
heehee.yay.so excited..
brought up my maths.
but apparently i din bring calculator.
so i cant do.since its trigo ratios.sigh
anyways.
today have very very shocking news.
this is how it came abt.
ethel told me that mrlin msged tt he was in hospital.
i was shocked.dumbfounded.
ltr.during recess.bernice told me tt Sir was in hospital.
and i was like damn damn damn confused???
yeah.so i clarified with kartini.
conclusion= SIR AND MRLIN ARE IN HOSPITAL!!!
ahh.many ple think they got into a
but lemme say.
ITS NOT TRUE!
they not that childish larhs.
yupp.hope they get well soooon.
thinkin of gettin BOTH of them a card each.
aiya.see how.
yupp.so todays been a pretty not good dayy.
did so badly for my chinese.
yeah.told ple tt i dun study for it.
but no one believed ):
seems like my marks proven etg.
wish i could cry..
haiya.why must my marks deprove at this pt of time?
so crucial yet im so slack.
ntg can turn back time.
for a regretted how i used my time lately.
sigh.too bad to me =/
okay.yesterday was prob my most unlucky day.
wth.eraly morning kartinie scolded the whole track team.
woah.okays.
i shall apologise.for those who werent even involved.
and know ntg abt what happened.
sorry.i was at fault...
should have rbered to inform mspham.
haix.its over.
hope mdmkartinie din make a mountain outta a molehole.
she could have just scolded me
instead of dampening all the trackkers' spirits.
sighsisgh.sorry larh huh.
yeah.den ltr realised mstan din come to sch.
which meant tt i had to go power station myself!
quite disappointed arh
so sheng and i went arnd lookin for gohailin.
yeah.thanks hors =)
but ltr realised she cldnt go wit me either.
ended up with ms seah.
yeah.she seemed damn reluctant to go.
"okay lor.i go with you"
yeah.felt kinda bad larhs.
so trained after school with usarin.
did 23 minutes.
haha.how weird.
stayed in canteen when usarin left.
studied and ate.
hweeboon and eshwaaree joined me.
and natalie too.
ermm.yeah.left at 345.
before tt accidentally spilt ice lemon tea on my pencil case.
so had to wash it agn!!!
arghs.using the one jamie gave me anw:)
yeahyeah.den after meeting up with ms seah.
i couldnt find my invitational card!!
so i panicked.but gave up finding anw.
(found it today on my class floor)
yeah.ms seah was quite nice larhs
she talked to me.abt alot of stufff..
and guess what?
she said i looked very CHEERFUL..
heh.i must have been able to pretend very well..
haix.the thing at power station was like crapp.
cos i wasnt getting the award there.
it was onyl for the 14 oustanding SInga award.
so yea.waste of time lor.
and we left in the midst of the whole thign anw.
no tea reception :/
yeah.but got goody bagg.haha
nice nice stufff.heh.not very actually..
uhms.yeah.went home.
den jie said she going to US.
company.damn sad lor.
means i must sleep alone till sunday nite.
boohoohoo :(
hope time will pass quickly.
buy i dun want either.
cos i dun want exams.
arghs.whateverr.
yeah.yeah.tmr maths test
im so gonna die.
cos my results have been deproving.
grrr,heck.
kaes.i hate all the photos.
cos i look simply horrigible.
gross lahs.cant blame for having a terrible face.
bleahs.wonder when we can get track fotos.
now tt sir in hospital.
no money cant claim.
but gotta get it by tmr.
lady say sumone must pay first.
but mdm kartinie surely wun pay $260 by herself rite?
aiyas.anw.
hope Sir and MrLin have a speedy recovery!!
get well soon :)
oh.and im going to perth :)
heehee.yay.so excited..
the girl next door;
Sunday, September 19, 2004
another week has passed
im one more step closer to finals.
how nice =/
yahh.this week seemed to pass really fast.
one look and its gone.sigh sigh
and so many ple said i look untidy!!!
hearbroken mann =(
sobs.so much for that haircut.urgh
ohwelll.i live with criticisms.
i rber tt stinky compre gws asked us to do.
gross
mon
start of school
pe played volleyball.
till whole hand was sore.red.
yeah.cant rber wat else happened.
oh.i know we sang bday song for jamie.
haha.and im proud to say:
she loves my pressie!!
yay =) special wat.
tues
stupid mass run.
really cant stand it lor.
it drains off my energy even more.
why are we so spaecial to have mass run.
grr.anw.it was a terrible day
cos we wrote eng compo.
followed by chi compo.
den ltr cs did sum eng words thing.
yeah.i think we have sucky life.
and i dun seem to be able to make full use of my time
-disappointed once agn.
aiya.den had trng
workout was not nice.
300m*7.ended off with 14 min run.
yeah.discovered talented ple. =/
home.tired.kept falling aslp every 5 mins.
sigh.each time i try so hard to study.
my eyes will just end up closing.
damn damn sad.
wed
volleyball agn.rocks lar.
haha. =)
history did sum funny stuff?
den music was total bore.
and realise we gonna have music test.
whihc probably ask how many string guitar has
haha.im being lame..
whateverr.i fell aslp as usual.
cos really very tired.
and i just cldnt kp my eyes open.
yeah.after sch.trained with usarin
despite my aching leg.
den ate with nic.
and i left for tuition.
was very early.
den end up tcher not even at home
so i just studied for chi test.
yupp.at nite was horrid.
cos i wanted to study chi badly
but as usual i kept falling aslp.
den ntg went into my head.
so i gave up on studying.
wanted to cry
damn afriad i'll just flung.
yeah.so i refused to talk to anyone.
just moodswing.
sat in bed and stoned
thurs
day started off terribly.
well.its in me.
badmooded.
face was total black.
yea.and gws made me more pissed.
she said she got no idea where my compo was
so i had to redo.
wth.i was damn irritated.
so i just did.den tsk tsk.
after recess den i not badmood liao.
yeah.tho i was so panicky abt chi test.
but who caresss..
after school.
i stayed in my class.
din join the trackkers in the canteen
just self studied.
completed my compre.
yeah.ltr realised trng was in sch.
dunno who called mrlin
so yuppp.did sum runs.13mins *2
den one rnd thingy etc etc.
ltr mspham called sayin she was at queenstn
wahh.my heart practically broke.
ahh.no body informed her.die.
yeah.msneo came wn we were abt to end.
i apologised to her.
for i dunno why.yeah.
cld tell she was quite pissed.
yeah.so just took the blame lor.
last day of trng.
lin talked to me after tt.
yeah.he started those motivational talk agn =/
yupp.trng most likely starting on 9 oct.
crapp =/
mlaued myself in frnt of mstan after trng
arghs.
fri
gws returned the compo i redid.
and guess what
i had 2!!
sshe din lose my previous piece.
so i did for ntg.
freaakk.
went to look for mspham during recess
apologised for not informing her abt change of venue for trng
yeah.next time must consult track tcher first.
ple commented on my white shoes.
fine.i shant elaborate.tsk.
went home eearly to study.
end up sleepping till 5.
yeah.so efforts wasted
trained after tt.
yeah.
yesterday was at least better
studied the most.
heh.and tuition in morning.
den the rest of the day was spent studying
yeah.but i still realised there's alot more tgs to study.
and i dun have much time left.
i want to do well yet i cant put myself to study.
i dowana regret at the end of the day.
i wana do well and get into a good class
but theres not point in all talk n no action.
thats y im just damn pissed with myself.
arghs.when can my brain absorb etg?
bleahs bleahs.
damn stressed.
wishing i cud fa xie.
or at least talk to sumone about xin shi.
now so isolated.
aiya.heck larhs.no big deal.
i very kan de kai oredi.
whole day still smiling..
but dunno y everyday i wish i cld see her.
ahh.my head is corrupted!!!
oh.my family is making plans to go on holiday
to hongkong.
its sorta confirmed le.
but i compromised kaes.
so i will be missing one trng only.
haha.go for 4 day 3 nite.
dowan history to repeat itself lar.
yeah.
okays.im still stressed.
gonna beng kui liao.
i need to study!!!!
how i wish i cld invent a device.
just open my head and put a book in it.
den i can rber etg.
haha.how lame.
i knoe i know.thats just me.. =)
heh.cant believe my bday is just 19 days away!
so fast =D
im one more step closer to finals.
how nice =/
yahh.this week seemed to pass really fast.
one look and its gone.sigh sigh
and so many ple said i look untidy!!!
hearbroken mann =(
sobs.so much for that haircut.urgh
ohwelll.i live with criticisms.
i rber tt stinky compre gws asked us to do.
gross
mon
start of school
pe played volleyball.
till whole hand was sore.red.
yeah.cant rber wat else happened.
oh.i know we sang bday song for jamie.
haha.and im proud to say:
she loves my pressie!!
yay =) special wat.
tues
stupid mass run.
really cant stand it lor.
it drains off my energy even more.
why are we so spaecial to have mass run.
grr.anw.it was a terrible day
cos we wrote eng compo.
followed by chi compo.
den ltr cs did sum eng words thing.
yeah.i think we have sucky life.
and i dun seem to be able to make full use of my time
-disappointed once agn.
aiya.den had trng
workout was not nice.
300m*7.ended off with 14 min run.
yeah.discovered talented ple. =/
home.tired.kept falling aslp every 5 mins.
sigh.each time i try so hard to study.
my eyes will just end up closing.
damn damn sad.
wed
volleyball agn.rocks lar.
haha. =)
history did sum funny stuff?
den music was total bore.
and realise we gonna have music test.
whihc probably ask how many string guitar has
haha.im being lame..
whateverr.i fell aslp as usual.
cos really very tired.
and i just cldnt kp my eyes open.
yeah.after sch.trained with usarin
despite my aching leg.
den ate with nic.
and i left for tuition.
was very early.
den end up tcher not even at home
so i just studied for chi test.
yupp.at nite was horrid.
cos i wanted to study chi badly
but as usual i kept falling aslp.
den ntg went into my head.
so i gave up on studying.
wanted to cry
damn afriad i'll just flung.
yeah.so i refused to talk to anyone.
just moodswing.
sat in bed and stoned
thurs
day started off terribly.
well.its in me.
badmooded.
face was total black.
yea.and gws made me more pissed.
she said she got no idea where my compo was
so i had to redo.
wth.i was damn irritated.
so i just did.den tsk tsk.
after recess den i not badmood liao.
yeah.tho i was so panicky abt chi test.
but who caresss..
after school.
i stayed in my class.
din join the trackkers in the canteen
just self studied.
completed my compre.
yeah.ltr realised trng was in sch.
dunno who called mrlin
so yuppp.did sum runs.13mins *2
den one rnd thingy etc etc.
ltr mspham called sayin she was at queenstn
wahh.my heart practically broke.
ahh.no body informed her.die.
yeah.msneo came wn we were abt to end.
i apologised to her.
for i dunno why.yeah.
cld tell she was quite pissed.
yeah.so just took the blame lor.
last day of trng.
lin talked to me after tt.
yeah.he started those motivational talk agn =/
yupp.trng most likely starting on 9 oct.
crapp =/
mlaued myself in frnt of mstan after trng
arghs.
fri
gws returned the compo i redid.
and guess what
i had 2!!
sshe din lose my previous piece.
so i did for ntg.
freaakk.
went to look for mspham during recess
apologised for not informing her abt change of venue for trng
yeah.next time must consult track tcher first.
ple commented on my white shoes.
fine.i shant elaborate.tsk.
went home eearly to study.
end up sleepping till 5.
yeah.so efforts wasted
trained after tt.
yeah.
yesterday was at least better
studied the most.
heh.and tuition in morning.
den the rest of the day was spent studying
yeah.but i still realised there's alot more tgs to study.
and i dun have much time left.
i want to do well yet i cant put myself to study.
i dowana regret at the end of the day.
i wana do well and get into a good class
but theres not point in all talk n no action.
thats y im just damn pissed with myself.
arghs.when can my brain absorb etg?
bleahs bleahs.
damn stressed.
wishing i cud fa xie.
or at least talk to sumone about xin shi.
now so isolated.
aiya.heck larhs.no big deal.
i very kan de kai oredi.
whole day still smiling..
but dunno y everyday i wish i cld see her.
ahh.my head is corrupted!!!
oh.my family is making plans to go on holiday
to hongkong.
its sorta confirmed le.
but i compromised kaes.
so i will be missing one trng only.
haha.go for 4 day 3 nite.
dowan history to repeat itself lar.
yeah.
okays.im still stressed.
gonna beng kui liao.
i need to study!!!!
how i wish i cld invent a device.
just open my head and put a book in it.
den i can rber etg.
haha.how lame.
i knoe i know.thats just me.. =)
heh.cant believe my bday is just 19 days away!
so fast =D
the girl next door;
Sunday, September 12, 2004
okay.
i cant believe the holidays are over.
my goodness.its like so fast?
probably this was my worst hol.
cos its so not productive at all.
i raher go back to sch.
den i'll know how to cherish time.
yeah.totally just relaxed and slacked my whole way thruu
sighs.so disappointed kaes.
i should have put in mroe effort to study =/
anyways.will recap on this stinky holiday.
mon.
had history mass lecture.
sat with nicole.
yeah.neo was going thru so fast tt i din even understand
sighs.i cant listen and write and understand at the same time!!
oh whateverr.
had sum track meeting.
okay.got some thing to be planned.
mm.packed track suits.
den went off with nicole to her house.
watch 13 going on 30.
quite nice la huh.
hehehe.
so i wasted the first day liao.
couldnt study n watch at the same time...
tues
trng was at 11.
so cud have longer slp.
haha.we did jumps!!
yay.so so so dammit fun.
hahah.got sand in my shoes..
and we hadta jump over the box of bread.
haha.damn farnie.
went home after trng.
prepared lunch for bro.
i cook nice pasta =)
hahah.really kaes.must trust my cooking.
started studying afterwards.
yeah.abit productive only.
but at least i got most of the things done..
wed
another mugging day.
cos it was the only day i was free..
hahaha.yeah.so i studied n yahh.
went for lunch with bro at jurong point.
ate at long john.
and i left for tuition.
yeah.tuition was fun.
my tcher said i did pretty well for my eng ct!
hoorray =) beams*
haha.the ppr with her.
pray she dun lose it.
yeah.dad picked me up afterwards.
thurs
had trng in school.
went with yinxi.
yeah.we did long run.
bawls.i hate long run.pfft.
we were running round n round and i got so tired.
had to jump over sum hurdles thingy summore.
yikes.totally wanted to give up at 40mins liao.
saw no point in running?
yeah.i love track but yet my energy's startin to drain off completely.
damn saddening can?
but anw.i stopped after 50mins.
which is like not so good?
ohwells.whateverr.
lin told me on tues tt x-country is not my race anw.
its just like a long run for me.
yeah.but yet i cant believe why he has so high expectations of me.
culdnt believe my ears after what he said to me.
cos i doubt its possible.
i mean.yes,its motivating.
but quite stressful when he wants so many tgs gotten outta me
and he wants to seee the results next year!!!
=/ bleahs.fine.i must admit he's a good coach.
i nice one too.haha.ohwells.
i shall TRY to take his words seriously..
yupp.ok.back to here.
went town with yinxi after trng.
it always feel great to go town after trng.hohoho.
not tix for cinderella story.
almost full house!!
we had to sit like 2nd row?
ahh.anw.ate at the cafe there.
the baked rice is so yummy.
and its cheap too!
$3.90 only.haha.
yeah.the cinema was cold.
i was practically freezing inside.
n i stupidly bot a freeze drink cheers.
aiyo.but the show was superb!
damn touching lor..
haha.at first that chad micheal murray guy look erts.
but he so dashing after tt ok.
haha.damn shuai.and cute.haha.whateverr lar.
think hilary's chio.haha ;)
the ending was sweet!
perfectt show to watch.heh
nice nice nice nice nice nice.
so after the movie.
yinxi and i were 'oggling' at girls.
haha.we were like jealous?
cos we saw dunno how many ple wearing skirts.
and yinxi was counting.
haha.yeah.
we made a deal.we're gonna wear skirts on our next outing!
haha.we were skirt hunting.
and she tried on this denim skirt.
which look great on her :)
hahaha.$39.90.not too ex la huh.
the topshop one was like $73!!
yeah.and i saw this 37degrees skirt.
very chio :) haha.my sis/mum shall get it for me for my bday!!
its so near.
less than a month ok.haaha.
anw.came home at abt 5.45?
yeah.had a terrible headache.
so i just lay in my bed till my bro came back with my dinner...
fri
woke up at 7 to study.
cos it was lik near the end of the hol and i felt useless :/
yeah.left house at 9 for a free haircut!
and i was feminine.cos i dared to wear a skirt.haha.
yeah.cut my hair at toninguy.
wahh.i tell u.the only reason why its free cos its trainees who is cutting ur hair.
dey need experience
yupp.so i sat on the chair for 2 and a half hours just to get my hair cut.
and there is no difference in length at all.
just layered.
yupp.and my fringe is even shorter den my chin length.
so it totally drops out when i tie.
yuck.dun really like this new hairstyle..
ohwells.i cant complain cos its free
hmm.went town to met bro ltr.
was suppposed to eat at jack's place but crowded.
so my mum,sis,bro and i ate at Breeks.
not too bad lar.quite yummy.
and super filling.
haha.im so gonna grow fatter and much fatter
met sheng,annabelle and polly at the traffic light.
doubt they saw me.
altho we were diectly opp each other.
heh.saw rachel and krys w her sis too.
and they were so blind.
cos we were walking towards each other yet they still nv see me.
haha.went for dental after wards
it was like the very first time i cud go in immediately.
and the nurse was waiting for me!
usually must wait for very very long one.
yeah.i can take off my braces in abt 2 months!!!
oh yay.i cant wait :)
went home after tt
met rachel in the train.
yeah.talked den she left at dover.
hmm.and i went home n continued studying..
sat
din have the mood to study at all.
yeah.thats why i think im gonna do really badly for year end.
hopefully i buck up soon enuff.
yeah.was supposed to do long run.
but i dread trng alone.
so i din.kays.i bet my stamina went down once agn.
tried studying,not productive agn!
so angry at myself.
almost wanted to tear my book apart.
arghs.stressed.
went out for lunch with whole family.
yeah.den came back.my mood was there.
haha.good.so i studied.
den fell asleep.
woke up.did gong han n we went out for dinner.
at jurong point.whats new lor.
every sat go same plc one.
my life is so routined.
came back to watch The Next Big Thing.
yeah.quite nice to see them sing and perform la.
yeah.but i cudnt concentrate on studying while watching
haha.so my tuition hw was half done.
yeah.studied lit after the show.
did cassie's character traits.
and i changed my format of writing notes.
yeah.went to slp abt 12..
yupp.thats about it.and my whole holiday is WASTED!
sigh.heck lar.given up hope already.
its like this howl wk i slept at 1am each day.
cos i really wanted to study and the afternn seems to be wasted always.
yeah.my eyebags is terrible rite now.
mum says i shud sleep earlier once sch reopens.
yea.guess i wld have to.
else go sch wun even be able to concentrate..
aiya.tmr must start cherishing time le.
cannot whole day slack.
el exam is like 2 weeks time.
yeah.time and time agn i remined myself to study hard
but dunno why each time i just dun feel like doing so.
and i just put my books away.
so disappointed in myself.
wonder what class i'll be next year.
if this goes on..tink i'll end up in the lousiest class
i shudnt be complacent with my results.
cos there are so many who did much better den me too.
hiayahs.sumone save me!!
i need sumone to push to me study?
oh.i dunno.all i know im stuck in this quite big mess
and i dunno how to get outta of it.
who to seek advice from and etg?
yeah.why must i always b caught in the middle?
and why must things always happen at crucial periods of the year?
screwed life.
dont care anymore.
anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!
may your dreams come truee :)
i need my freedom.
sometimes what i say and what i do may not be what i feel.
my words and actions are only to cover up my true feelings.
uoyrof
i cant believe the holidays are over.
my goodness.its like so fast?
probably this was my worst hol.
cos its so not productive at all.
i raher go back to sch.
den i'll know how to cherish time.
yeah.totally just relaxed and slacked my whole way thruu
sighs.so disappointed kaes.
i should have put in mroe effort to study =/
anyways.will recap on this stinky holiday.
mon.
had history mass lecture.
sat with nicole.
yeah.neo was going thru so fast tt i din even understand
sighs.i cant listen and write and understand at the same time!!
oh whateverr.
had sum track meeting.
okay.got some thing to be planned.
mm.packed track suits.
den went off with nicole to her house.
watch 13 going on 30.
quite nice la huh.
hehehe.
so i wasted the first day liao.
couldnt study n watch at the same time...
tues
trng was at 11.
so cud have longer slp.
haha.we did jumps!!
yay.so so so dammit fun.
hahah.got sand in my shoes..
and we hadta jump over the box of bread.
haha.damn farnie.
went home after trng.
prepared lunch for bro.
i cook nice pasta =)
hahah.really kaes.must trust my cooking.
started studying afterwards.
yeah.abit productive only.
but at least i got most of the things done..
wed
another mugging day.
cos it was the only day i was free..
hahaha.yeah.so i studied n yahh.
went for lunch with bro at jurong point.
ate at long john.
and i left for tuition.
yeah.tuition was fun.
my tcher said i did pretty well for my eng ct!
hoorray =) beams*
haha.the ppr with her.
pray she dun lose it.
yeah.dad picked me up afterwards.
thurs
had trng in school.
went with yinxi.
yeah.we did long run.
bawls.i hate long run.pfft.
we were running round n round and i got so tired.
had to jump over sum hurdles thingy summore.
yikes.totally wanted to give up at 40mins liao.
saw no point in running?
yeah.i love track but yet my energy's startin to drain off completely.
damn saddening can?
but anw.i stopped after 50mins.
which is like not so good?
ohwells.whateverr.
lin told me on tues tt x-country is not my race anw.
its just like a long run for me.
yeah.but yet i cant believe why he has so high expectations of me.
culdnt believe my ears after what he said to me.
cos i doubt its possible.
i mean.yes,its motivating.
but quite stressful when he wants so many tgs gotten outta me
and he wants to seee the results next year!!!
=/ bleahs.fine.i must admit he's a good coach.
i nice one too.haha.ohwells.
i shall TRY to take his words seriously..
yupp.ok.back to here.
went town with yinxi after trng.
it always feel great to go town after trng.hohoho.
not tix for cinderella story.
almost full house!!
we had to sit like 2nd row?
ahh.anw.ate at the cafe there.
the baked rice is so yummy.
and its cheap too!
$3.90 only.haha.
yeah.the cinema was cold.
i was practically freezing inside.
n i stupidly bot a freeze drink cheers.
aiyo.but the show was superb!
damn touching lor..
haha.at first that chad micheal murray guy look erts.
but he so dashing after tt ok.
haha.damn shuai.and cute.haha.whateverr lar.
think hilary's chio.haha ;)
the ending was sweet!
perfectt show to watch.heh
nice nice nice nice nice nice.
so after the movie.
yinxi and i were 'oggling' at girls.
haha.we were like jealous?
cos we saw dunno how many ple wearing skirts.
and yinxi was counting.
haha.yeah.
we made a deal.we're gonna wear skirts on our next outing!
haha.we were skirt hunting.
and she tried on this denim skirt.
which look great on her :)
hahaha.$39.90.not too ex la huh.
the topshop one was like $73!!
yeah.and i saw this 37degrees skirt.
very chio :) haha.my sis/mum shall get it for me for my bday!!
its so near.
less than a month ok.haaha.
anw.came home at abt 5.45?
yeah.had a terrible headache.
so i just lay in my bed till my bro came back with my dinner...
fri
woke up at 7 to study.
cos it was lik near the end of the hol and i felt useless :/
yeah.left house at 9 for a free haircut!
and i was feminine.cos i dared to wear a skirt.haha.
yeah.cut my hair at toninguy.
wahh.i tell u.the only reason why its free cos its trainees who is cutting ur hair.
dey need experience
yupp.so i sat on the chair for 2 and a half hours just to get my hair cut.
and there is no difference in length at all.
just layered.
yupp.and my fringe is even shorter den my chin length.
so it totally drops out when i tie.
yuck.dun really like this new hairstyle..
ohwells.i cant complain cos its free
hmm.went town to met bro ltr.
was suppposed to eat at jack's place but crowded.
so my mum,sis,bro and i ate at Breeks.
not too bad lar.quite yummy.
and super filling.
haha.im so gonna grow fatter and much fatter
met sheng,annabelle and polly at the traffic light.
doubt they saw me.
altho we were diectly opp each other.
heh.saw rachel and krys w her sis too.
and they were so blind.
cos we were walking towards each other yet they still nv see me.
haha.went for dental after wards
it was like the very first time i cud go in immediately.
and the nurse was waiting for me!
usually must wait for very very long one.
yeah.i can take off my braces in abt 2 months!!!
oh yay.i cant wait :)
went home after tt
met rachel in the train.
yeah.talked den she left at dover.
hmm.and i went home n continued studying..
sat
din have the mood to study at all.
yeah.thats why i think im gonna do really badly for year end.
hopefully i buck up soon enuff.
yeah.was supposed to do long run.
but i dread trng alone.
so i din.kays.i bet my stamina went down once agn.
tried studying,not productive agn!
so angry at myself.
almost wanted to tear my book apart.
arghs.stressed.
went out for lunch with whole family.
yeah.den came back.my mood was there.
haha.good.so i studied.
den fell asleep.
woke up.did gong han n we went out for dinner.
at jurong point.whats new lor.
every sat go same plc one.
my life is so routined.
came back to watch The Next Big Thing.
yeah.quite nice to see them sing and perform la.
yeah.but i cudnt concentrate on studying while watching
haha.so my tuition hw was half done.
yeah.studied lit after the show.
did cassie's character traits.
and i changed my format of writing notes.
yeah.went to slp abt 12..
yupp.thats about it.and my whole holiday is WASTED!
sigh.heck lar.given up hope already.
its like this howl wk i slept at 1am each day.
cos i really wanted to study and the afternn seems to be wasted always.
yeah.my eyebags is terrible rite now.
mum says i shud sleep earlier once sch reopens.
yea.guess i wld have to.
else go sch wun even be able to concentrate..
aiya.tmr must start cherishing time le.
cannot whole day slack.
el exam is like 2 weeks time.
yeah.time and time agn i remined myself to study hard
but dunno why each time i just dun feel like doing so.
and i just put my books away.
so disappointed in myself.
wonder what class i'll be next year.
if this goes on..tink i'll end up in the lousiest class
i shudnt be complacent with my results.
cos there are so many who did much better den me too.
hiayahs.sumone save me!!
i need sumone to push to me study?
oh.i dunno.all i know im stuck in this quite big mess
and i dunno how to get outta of it.
who to seek advice from and etg?
yeah.why must i always b caught in the middle?
and why must things always happen at crucial periods of the year?
screwed life.
dont care anymore.
anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!
may your dreams come truee :)
i need my freedom.
sometimes what i say and what i do may not be what i feel.
my words and actions are only to cover up my true feelings.
the girl next door;
Sunday, September 05, 2004
just read thru jamie's blog.
well.apparently she now at australia i think.
yeah.nice place huh.
but anw.i read that entry.
about her departure of crescent next year.
yeah.its quite saddening larhs.
i mean.the words she chose and etg.
touches one heart.
i guess we shouldnt be making her feel sad?
cos she chose her path of life.
and we should be happy for her.
that she was selected outta that millions who tried.
yupp.just 2 more months left.
and hope we could cherish the times tgt.
well.apparently she now at australia i think.
yeah.nice place huh.
but anw.i read that entry.
about her departure of crescent next year.
yeah.its quite saddening larhs.
i mean.the words she chose and etg.
touches one heart.
i guess we shouldnt be making her feel sad?
cos she chose her path of life.
and we should be happy for her.
that she was selected outta that millions who tried.
yupp.just 2 more months left.
and hope we could cherish the times tgt.
the girl next door;
okies.im so tired.
bleahss.
sick for 4 friggin days and finally recovered.
phew.cos i din wana see a doc for the 5th time this yr.
anw.hadta wake up darnit early for trng yest.
heh.cld see tt everyone was tired.
whining.haha.they all so lazyy.
haha.wells.trng wasnt so bad as thurs.
what stupid 40min run under damn hot sun.
but i still sweat alot.
hah.my shirt was totally drenched with sweat when i changed outta it.
heehee=)
oh.sorry yujia and yitian arh.
for telling bernice to tell u tt trng was at 8.30.
yeah.so sorry!
cos i tot mrlin said those dun have cip go ltr
yeah.sorry :(
uhms.still feeling guilty abt it.
haix.cip was not fun.
did sum stupid patchwork.
yeah.i sewed like 2 flowers
b4 sewing all of them tgt.
yeah.i think i will hate sewing next time ler.
totally got pissed sewing it yest.
freakk lah.at least we completeted it.
and got tt 4 hrs of cip points.
yeah.den went jurong point to meet jie,bro and mum.
ate at kopitiam.
when i saw 2 other sec 4 crescentians there as well.
yuupp.ordered her bday prex.haha.
walked arnd.go see see look look.
and im gonna have a free haircut on friday!!!
haha.came back home feeling damn lethargic.
i fell asleep immediately lor.
all stinky and sticky.
cos havent even bathe or change yet.
haha.yet i slept so soundly all th way till 4.30.
2 hrs lehs.haha.caught up on my slp.
woke up.showered.and started studying.
cos need to work for finals!!!
its in 4 weeks time.
and i need to do well for my hist.
cos i totally did like how badly this ct?
arghs.despite studying so hard.
ahwells..
went for dinner and met this sec 1 girl.
who stays in summerdale too.
tink she from S3.i dunnoe larh.
anw.spent the nite reading letters agn!!!
but half hr only.
heh.but still.haix.i dunno.
slept only at 12.
and im still tired.bleahs.
no mood to update much larhs.
yeah.
to all trackkers:
this is to inform u that u must be in sch at 11am tmr.
meet in the canteen okies.
yeah.everyone.from sec 1 to 3 all must turn up.
please help to pass the msg arnd.
thanks alot =)
so see you tmr! dun forget.
bleahss.
sick for 4 friggin days and finally recovered.
phew.cos i din wana see a doc for the 5th time this yr.
anw.hadta wake up darnit early for trng yest.
heh.cld see tt everyone was tired.
whining.haha.they all so lazyy.
haha.wells.trng wasnt so bad as thurs.
what stupid 40min run under damn hot sun.
but i still sweat alot.
hah.my shirt was totally drenched with sweat when i changed outta it.
heehee=)
oh.sorry yujia and yitian arh.
for telling bernice to tell u tt trng was at 8.30.
yeah.so sorry!
cos i tot mrlin said those dun have cip go ltr
yeah.sorry :(
uhms.still feeling guilty abt it.
haix.cip was not fun.
did sum stupid patchwork.
yeah.i sewed like 2 flowers
b4 sewing all of them tgt.
yeah.i think i will hate sewing next time ler.
totally got pissed sewing it yest.
freakk lah.at least we completeted it.
and got tt 4 hrs of cip points.
yeah.den went jurong point to meet jie,bro and mum.
ate at kopitiam.
when i saw 2 other sec 4 crescentians there as well.
yuupp.ordered her bday prex.haha.
walked arnd.go see see look look.
and im gonna have a free haircut on friday!!!
haha.came back home feeling damn lethargic.
i fell asleep immediately lor.
all stinky and sticky.
cos havent even bathe or change yet.
haha.yet i slept so soundly all th way till 4.30.
2 hrs lehs.haha.caught up on my slp.
woke up.showered.and started studying.
cos need to work for finals!!!
its in 4 weeks time.
and i need to do well for my hist.
cos i totally did like how badly this ct?
arghs.despite studying so hard.
ahwells..
went for dinner and met this sec 1 girl.
who stays in summerdale too.
tink she from S3.i dunnoe larh.
anw.spent the nite reading letters agn!!!
but half hr only.
heh.but still.haix.i dunno.
slept only at 12.
and im still tired.bleahs.
no mood to update much larhs.
yeah.
to all trackkers:
this is to inform u that u must be in sch at 11am tmr.
meet in the canteen okies.
yeah.everyone.from sec 1 to 3 all must turn up.
please help to pass the msg arnd.
thanks alot =)
so see you tmr! dun forget.
the girl next door;
LYNETTE ♥
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