WHITE HOUSES;


my dirty little secrets.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

just came back from my run.
stamina really dropped man.
my speed was super slow yet i felt so tired.
arghh.anw.
went to town 3 days in a row ok.
heh.thursday went with yinxi and joanne.
and i spent $38!!
just to buy farewell prez ma
aiyahs.and it was a hectic day.
cos we ran in the rain..
den left for redhill market for lunch.
and i went back to sch for OM
selected the sec 1 girls.
yeah.quite fun to see their 'inventions'
so muhc better den doing the thing.
haha =)
OM ended late.
so i quickly rushed to taka to meet them.
by then oredi 4pm.
so afraid tt i cldnt buy all the prex in time lor.
haiaya.but i did it the end :P
joanne knows how to save money
hehe.cos she kept telling me not to exceed my budget
hehe.thanks arh.*smiles*
i think i bot chio stuff ok!
how i wished i bot those for myseld.
but hor.if it was for myself.
i wun have to heart to buy it.
haha.how ironical..
but yeah.i just hope they liked etg i bot.
i stayed up till 12.30
just to finish writing the one fullscape paper long msg.
u all better be grateful arh ;)
yeah.so friday..
i was moody.cos had lil sleep mah.
haix.we exchanged prex.
sum gave msges.so sweet.
spent the entire morning taking photos.
but i was like how reluctant pls.
until abt 8.45
den i just joined in the fun.
hahaha =))
took nice nice class photos.
since it was officailly the last day of school..
sum ple cried.
but i was strong enuff not to.
haix.but i will really miss 2C2 lor
i love my class.they rock larh huh.
and we were so happy that we won the most gotcha thing!!
last day tgt.
another proze won thanks to the efforts of everyone.
we won cherades too.haha :)
sumtimes.i think we're just so united.
lalala.
so went town with ethel,usarin and miaoqun at 10.
half the time mq was busy bickering with ethel.
hee.so me and usarin jus looked.heh.
think it was fairly a funny scene.haha.
yeah.anw.we ate at taka foodcourt.
i was quite broke.bleahs.
dunno where we went.
but just roamed arnd.crapping.
all i know arh
we ate the most.
haha.i spent all my money on food only!!!
which means err.$11.90
if im not wrong.haaha.
mq left early.at 4 i think
den the rest of us were at popular.
haha.studying!!!heehee.
so funny.we just sat there reading sec 3 books.
wow.so hardworking hor.winks*
went home with gen at 4.30 la.
damn tired lor.
and there was any seats in the mrt!!
arghh.
reached jurong point arnd 5 plus.
needed to buy dinner for maid.
but still early.
so i sat in the library reading.
for the first time i suddenly felt damn lonely.
bleahss.the feeling damn bad ar.
made me think of saddening stuf :(
sobs.but yeah.
oh.and i saw my perlins silver necklace again.
hehe. nice nice nice :)
saturday..
woke up late.
but had to buy bread for family.
so i walked down to market alone.
shun bian buy macs for breakfast.
was supposed to run.
but was so hot.and i was tired.so din.
hee.i very lazy one =/
so yeah.met mum in town.
but she was hled up at work
so i roamed arnd scotts for 45mins.
and totally got ntg there nice to see :|
decided to sit in the foodcourt and read my book.
yeah.mum only arrived at 3.was starving by then..
went taka.mum bot mangotouch top.
met sam.pam and athiyah there too.
yupp.went to the sale at B2.
bot a fila top.3 quarter sleeve.
for my trip to gold coast.haha.
and the damn queue was blooody lonng i tell u..
arghh.
mum bot brownnie for me.
the brownie factory one.
hee.my favourtie.so nice :)
went home after tt.
cos we were all tired..

yeah.dunno if i should buy my shoes today anot.
cos the one i bot a mth ago it not suitable for running!!!
yah.den mum wants to bring me to queensway today.
and im afraid i cant see stmh i like
den end up buying sth i dun like
haix.how?
ascis or nike?
actually i quite like thisgrey and red pair of nike shoes.
but hor.they say ascis better for running.
so i dunno lor..
bleahss.
haiya.think i will just go and see see look look.

btw.tmr's trng is at 3.30 at smu.
please be there!
and those who have not given me the consent form
as well as the $30.
please kinldy bring tmr too!
thanks alot!


the girl next door;
11:22 AM



Wednesday, October 27, 2004

im so sad :(
was browsing thru the fotos in the class cd ys gave.
its really really very nice :)
read the personal msg.
very touched.the fotos brought back the past too.
couldnt seem to hold back my tears
heh.thanks yusheng for everything =)
and for that hot pink octopus too!
i really love it.
thankiews.heh.
den was looking thru the stuff in dorcas cd as well.
heh.another nice nice one.
haha.and got shuai ge pic in it.
*winks* haha.just joking larhs =P
yupp.so anw..
today totally had no lessons.
so yeah.had to settle pbl stuff
but it was cancelled in the end.
screams for joy !!!
haha.spent the time in libraray wit bernice and yitian.
discussed the track camp stuff.
yupp.i think its goona be really fun :)
cos planned by us ma
hah.grins.
but really la.
its not worth to give it a miss.
so everyone must try to make it.
from 1st to 3rd dec.yepps.
yeah.den 12.40.
got back report book.
i mean we saw the result slip last wk le la.
so its just the comments today.
mstan congratulated for the great improvement.
hehe =) so happy.
but i think she expected me to do double lo.
maybe cos my position no say very good mah.
compared to my classmates.
but she doesnt know tt i gt 76 for combined ok~!
hmpf.but aiya.i may not cope well also.
so sighs.we'll just wait and see..
our class had pizzaSS.yum yum
but i only ate one slice =/
heck larhs.took photo too.
yupp.2nd last day as 2C2
next yr goona be really not the same.
the united one and stuff.haix :(
den we din even win atg for share-a-thot.
sobs.but at least we won cherades!!!
118 points ok!haha.yay.
yeah lar.so had trng after school.
okie.i admit its quite light lar.
just sum drills.long jump
and 120 striding 4 times only.
so yupp.no too strneuos.
but my throat so pain! =/
and im so sorry mq for passing it to you.
so sorry kaes.dun blame me anymore le!
yeah larhs.thats about it i suppose.
tmr spose to be a free day.
but there's trng at 9!!
aww man = bleahs.
den will go for lunch at redhill.
and rush back for oddesy of the mind.
yupp.den i shall go town
to get presents!! hehe. ;)
yupp.tmr's another busy day.
and friday's the last day of school already.
so saddening
im really gonna miss my class.
2C2 rocks my world =)


the girl next door;
9:52 PM



Tuesday, October 26, 2004

arggh.im dead beat
been on the phone for the past one hour?!!
freak la.my ears hurt =/
stupid estreaming thing
waste my time only.hmpf.
yeah.anw.todays course was pretty alrite
but i screwed up my presentation!!!
ahh.wonder why did neo put me in this thing
and the damn vest is ugly!
grr.ohwell.
spent my entire day at environmental building
freezed to death man
but heh.i think the food totally rocks.
lalala =)
ohwell.anw.
tmr trng will be at smu at 3.30
thurs trng will be in school at 9am.
so please take note of the change!
also.all trackkers please bring $30 by tmr!
thanks loads.
:))

my butt still hurts on the right side :(


the girl next door;
9:14 PM



Monday, October 25, 2004

im having a splittin headache
since the start of trng till now.
sobs.and i have to bear with it and settle the track stuff ferst
before i can haf a nice peaceful sleep.
sigh.yupp.dowan mdm kartinie to think im irresponsible.
sigh sigh =/
i need sock hoon,eunice,judy,june,pearlyn and sandra's email
anybody know please tagg my board
or send me an email
thanks loads.yeah.
im so frustrated larh.
badmooding.aiya.
anw.my head hurts and so does my butt
fell on my butt durin trng
and trackkers were happily laughing at me!
hmpf.ohwell.whats new anyway
haix.dunno if i shudd do triple still
cos its like mq brainwashed me today
and wat she said makes sense
sigh.still consideriing lor.
=( i dunno.any idea?
irritated.okays.haix.
im happy.cos tmr dunid to go schhool.
hohoho =)
for once i love mrs neo.
haah.*coughs*
but yeah.she let us go for this course ma
den can skip lessons.heh
but i bet its gonna be soo boring.
boohoo.but heckk larhs
kaes.shall go to bed now
:) yupp.
btw.trng on wed is at 9am in school.
dun be late hor.and try to come!


the girl next door;
9:49 PM



Saturday, October 23, 2004

this entire week been damn saddening.
hated it soo much.hai.
anyways.i went bugis today
with mum and bro.
spent more money again.
heh.bought clothes.haha =)
yahh lah.actually ntg much to say.
cos my mind kinda blank
lets talk abt council camp.
altho i shant elaborate much
since it wasnt exactly sth worth much rememberance
no offence*
yeah.sorry larhs
was just pissed off with some irriatants
and etg simply did not go right for my grp i spose?
i wasw so unpleased with damn alot of things
and felt like one of the outcast
sighs.frankly speaking
i really prefer last year one. :(
okay.my discipline grp consisted of
denise,joanne,tania,zesa,carol,nivetha,maznah and natania
with yuxiu as our mentor.
yupp.day 1.
bonded with sum games.
called ourselves the KINITES.
heh.everyone seem to have their mind of their own.
and din exactly say much
the conversation was kinda cold..
sighsigh.
the food was good either.
catered by k-gourmet
yupp.stall five still rocks :)
had treasure hunt.
yeah.we found 7 clues.
not badding eh..
but we found so many of other grp clues ok!
haha.watever lahs.
couldnt really sleep at nite.
floor was so hard.
resulted in severe backache.
and my backbone not good summore.
sighsigh.etg just wasnt right..
day 2.
sec 2s and estreaming thing.
so gotta miss mass run.
had discipline talk by sophia
managed to clear doubts and clarified stuff.
den we had the role play thing.
i was kinda disappointed.
could tell that many ple found it damn boring.
haii.but we did put in much effort in getting this done.
or at least maznah did.
yupp.we sang bday songg to ur mentor.
yuxiu!!happy birthday =)
had somemore games.
like blanket game.heh.
den it was free time after lunch.
sat down tgt and discussed our skit for campfire.
but felt distant
cos some ple werent arnd.
and not everbody was contributing.
but at least when the script was finally done.
etg went pretty well :)
and we named denise our director.
DEnise Director.
heh.it rhymes!
and i think she'll really make a greattt producer next time.
hehe.so uhmm.good =)haha.
had telematch.
it was funny.
cos i was so dirty!!!
flour and was being bombed.
hah.but abit enjoyable lar.
when night came
we had our campfire..
uhmm.not bad.
think it was only then when i could feel us being bonded.
and it was only den i realised denise was from raffles.
hah =) sorry ehs.
we played sum games.
newsapaper game.haha..
find a councillior integrity from tt
broken telephone.
ahh.so hilarious.
dunno waht the original sentence was.
but i know we ended up with :
winnie the pooh felt that mary the fishmonger looked sexy when she wore the tongs from her stall.
haha.lame larhs.
okies.campfire was sorta the best.
we performed our skit.
and was so glad it was a succesS!!
horrayy.great job to kinites :)
and guess what
we won the best performing item!!
lalalala.
but b4 that.we were at mini forum
i was quite worried.
yeah.for you larh :P
stupid girl.next time shoudnt ...
yupp.tht nite.
i slept rather peacefully.
maybe i was just simply tired..
but notty nicole kicked my butt.
hmph.whtr its accidentally or intentionally i dunno.
haha =P
day 3.
AMazing Race.
okay.things were gg pretty well for us at first
however.
our fate seemed to change.in botanics garden.
we got the ginger garden qns wrong.
and zesa,yuxiu and i had to run to change our ans
it was den when many grps started overtaking us.
so saddening =(
i had a splaitting headache after the run lar.grr
den to get to next stop.
we took a bus.
and the idiot busdriver gave us worng directions.
best lar.so we wasted more time.
at tanglin mall.
our challenge was to buy 3 items with 95cents
and we could find much.
so i asked for a small slice of ham.
and there was much trouble at the damn counter.
grp 4 caught up with us shortly.
we were neck to neck at the mobil station.
and i scalded my bloody tongue.
it still hurts rite noww.
arghh..tied with them agn at school gate.
had to find 10 5cent coins from that pile of mud and leaves.
gross larh.
but i din play.
i wasnt feeling that well.i almost vomited.
yucks.yucks.
but i was so glad when we found the last coin.
so our group rushed to the parade square.
and came in 7th.2nd last.
crapp.and its okay.it was just a game :)
yeah.council camp ended at 6.
and our grp won the most intelligent prize.
haha.okays.
maybe i did bond with the coucil lar.
and things werent exactly that badd
guess i was just bad mooding most if the times...
yeah larh.
and i learnt some other stuff.
gotta know many other things.
realised that ... could change ple
haha.and eh.i was really touched by her actions ok!
ok.i shant say.i shall shuttup.
but yeahh.i really know alot now..
so yupp..that marks the end of camp.

yeah.i did my selections for classes next yr liao.
and actually i realised i din do as badky as i tot i did.
i got back my results slip on wed after school.
and i was really dumbfonded at that point of time
i double checked if that was mine.
and i screamed for joy la!!!!
=)) so happy.
i cried for ntg on tues.hah.
mstan was happy for me?
said my hardwork finally paid off
ohyay.im satisfied.
but cant take higher chinese next yr larh.
thats the sad thing.
but overall i did well:P
now i take the combi tt i want
and my sis and parents want me to
haha.thanks man.
ahahha.hope i have nice nice friends in my class next yr.
heehee.

next week last week with 2C2
really gotta cherish our times tgt.
and btw.
track trng on tues is changed to wed.
same time same place.
which means tt trng will be on
monday.wednesday and thursday.
yuupp.please take not of the change!


the girl next door;
6:31 PM



Tuesday, October 19, 2004

its so depressingg :(((
got back my shitified results.
im so disappointed.
there's so many subjects which i expected to do soo much better.
now gimme this kind of shit.
i really dunno how to face everybody :(
lets see.
before recess was stll alrite?
maybe not.
chinese was the idiot subject.
like bloodyhell.
the highest was on 67.5
and there was only miserably 3 Bs.
the rest were like Cs and Ds
yeah.i did so badly larh!
i failed my blardie compo
whihc is lik not expected?
i usually do better for compo ok!
freak!i hate the teacherss.grr. =/
lit was good.so was history.
maths,science was fine i suppose?
but i really did expect to do better u know..
english was the most heartbrokening!
i cried in class.
couldnt seem to control my feelings.
first time in whole life i got so low for compo.
and i've got no idea just how to face my tuition tcher.
she probably BLARE at me
im sucha failure.
no one seem to dare come near me.
see my red eyes.
then just walk away
wahh.totally good friends wat.
hmph.sigh sigh
maybe leaving me alone is the best way out...
haix.i still cant accept the fact tt i just passed english.
there's no failures and yet i just passed.
so obviously im one of them lowest.
goshh.this is so saddening.
wished my language could just improve..
life sucks like crap.
my results are shit.
3 A1s 1 A2 1 B3 2 C6s
wth.im depresed.
moodswinging.
calculated my overall results.
with mid yr and ca.
yeah.
pulled down sum sub lor.
from a1 become a2.
haiyaz.its so saddening!!!!
i deproved okay!
yeah.maths and sci combined is 74.99%
argh~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
byebye triple science :(
mrsneo says its better to take double.
but i aint too sure abt that
i dunno larhs.
im just too affected by my results.
i dowana go trng.
no mood le.
and if i dun run well.
i'll probably break dowan once agn.
cos im too slow.
slow slow turtle.bleahsssss :(
my cough has spoilt my mood even more
slept at 8pm last nite.
and at 2 am.i was coughing non stop!!!
grr.i hate myself.
i dunno what life is about.
if my results are to continue like this.
sec 3 gonna be my doom.
and im certain about it.
i suck.


the girl next door;
1:52 PM



Sunday, October 17, 2004

today's sucha sporty day..
woke up at 8 just to run
and im so happy wit myslef!!
i managed to run,jog,walk for 1 half hour!
despite my cough and without water
yay yay.mission accomplished.
heh.first rnd was wit bro and sis's bf
den bro stopped after one rnd and sis bf after 2 rnds
so i completed the next 5 rnd on my own.
and i din stop for 4 consequestive rounds!!
hah.so proud of myself :)))
think tmr i surely have muscle ache one
haha.it was how tiring please..
i still cant believe i actually did it.
hohum.
yeah.went to bowl after that
despite being kinda tired
went chevrons.
and im so happy
cos i beat my personal best for bowling!
got a high score of 130!!!
so bang okies!
even my jie was shocked.
haha.so bowled 5 games
before gg boon tong kee for lunch
yeah.rotted at grandma house
cough is very very badd.
think i may not go school tmr.
im like damn pale.
headahce is bad too
and dunno y i have stiches for the whole day.
mummy says she'lll bring me to a doc tmr
yeah.but i dowana miss school.
cos got interhouse
and may get back results too.
haix.think im just so weak.
this yr sick how many times liao.
and if my cough persists.
i may not even be able to go council camp
how sad :(
so i must must recover no matter wat.
yeah.sigh sigh
i hate myself lahs.

and i tink im very tempermental today
or maybe everyday
its either the side effects of being sick of wat.
yeah.damn com is screwed up..
hafta use my sis laptop.
if only my dad bot the tablet pc.
that wld be how much more convenient?
freak.im super irritated today.
suddenly thot i sum things.
which i feel like im being deceived.
arghs.the more i think of it.
the more mmy blood boils.
guess all the sacrifices made aint worth.
haix.frustrated.
grr.whats wrong with me?
yikes.i hate being sick man
my head cant think at all.
shall sleep soon.
haiyahs.
but im still missing herthem.

boo hoo hoo.i cant carry on living :(


the girl next door;
7:58 PM



Saturday, October 16, 2004

im so tired.
jus came back from towning
with sis,sis'bf and brother.
despite sleeping for 12 hours last nite.
from 9pm to 9am.
im still tired. =/
heh.and i spent $51!!!
haha.bot a skirt and shorts from 37degrees
eheehee.im bday prex.from my sis =)))
ohwells.im still havin bbq ltr.
and im sick.terribly sick.
cough plus flu.
yeah.and this morning i still forced down the famous amos cookie.
cos i felt bad if i dun eat it.
my bday prex lehss.
and it had become all soft.
yeah.so now im suffering.
boohoo.ltr cant eat any bbq.
but who cares i enjoy one day ferst.
think of suffering ltr.haha.
ate sakae sushi for lunch
haha.yeah lor.
think we spent alot today.
haha.but not my money.so nvm. ;)
okies.

this week been preettty boring
post exam activities sucked like crapp.
first day did stupid chinese ceramics thingy
i thot we cld at least play with mud or clay or sth.
but who would have known it was plastecine!!!!
our school is just cheapskate lar.
hehe.im at least wed was quite fun.
the fact tt i recieved so many prexxss
haha.9 lehs.not bad hor.wink wink*
shant be ego.
but thanks to everyone :)
who gave me sth.all very nice.
thankiews!!!!
trackkers celebrated my bday after sch.
with nice beeg creamy black forest cake.
hahaa.and they smeared cream on me
hmpff.its sucha bad idea to have cream cake.
yucks. =//
did banner after tt.
yeah.was kinda plain
until the sec 4s decorted it on thurs.
so so much chioer.
hahah.
so thurs we had sum stupid catapult competition
i think its so lame.
ours could barely shoot a metre.
yeah.and sum grp cld shoot 3.3m
waht the hell.
so pro larhs.
yeah.it was another boring day.
and trng was kinda tiring.
for i dunno wat reason.
maybe cos havent exactly been trng hard.
so my stamina dropped like shit.
totally disappointed.
yupp.
yesterday.was the sec 4s farewell.
depressing day i tell you :(
nicole usarin and i wenta gif out farewell pressies.
to dorcas.calissa and lois.
yupp.cant believe 2 yrs passed so quickly.
yeah.but anw
after tt we had quiz n charades.
not say very fuun also.
teachers trying to waste our time only pls.
and i heard we gettin back results on monday
grr.i dowan
think im gonna do veh veh badly.
yeah.i rather use my ca marks.
bleaghs.but yeah.
sch ended at 12.
trackkers lazed arnd.
waiting for time to pass.
i slept 20mins.
yeah.but we were tryin to sneak into farewell assembly.
but couldnt
how sad :(
yeah it ended at 2pm
and so many ple were crying.
i mean like duh ritee.
so saddening to part.
i dowan my turn to come.
yeah.it was quite a heart breakin thing to see ple in tears.
all my nice nice seniors leaving liao.
yeah.took photos.
but my smile was how fake.
couldnt exactly bring myself to smile larh.
cos it was so saddening le.
so guess the fotos would turn out horribly.
yuck yuck man.
and we dilly-dally.
ended up leaving for trng oly at 2.20
yeah.and by the time we reached it was 3.30
how terrible
mrlin was oredi there.
bet he was angry?
maybe not lar.dunno.
but there was only 6 of us.
yinxi.huei yee.ethel.qixin.miaoqun and me.
how sad.trackkers getting less n less enthu.
thurs was 13.den fri was 6.
i think the sight is not nice
mrlin is prob disappointed in us.
since he set time aside for us.
den lidat.
wonder wat i can do to make ple go back for trng.
its like out of the fourty over trackkers.
only 6 turned up.
biangx,i really cant stand larh.
was quite impressed with the hockers.
at 2.40 when we at the bus stop.
the sec 3s were already on their way to delta
and their trng was at 4?!!?
can u belive it?
sighs.wished track cld be lidat too.
hiaya.sad sad case.
hopefully.next week the attendence wld be much much better.
i keep my fingers crossed...
yeah.was so tired tt i slept at 9pm.
cos previously slept damn late.
was doing up farewell prex
wrapping and etg
all throw to me.haix.but nvm
its worth it anw.
and im so happy jerry is finally out!
i know im mean.
but yeahh.its good tt he can even last this far already.

okays.so monday is back to school.
with our results??
sigh sigh
no more sec 4s ler.
school gonna be rather empty.
1/4 of the cohord wun be arnd.
:( but think they'll be baq for lessons.
yupp.den can get to see them agn.wink*
haha.yeah larhs.
my throat really hurts.
swallow saliva also pain.
yeah.and i suffered so much durin trng yest.
despite being sick.i still went.
wished the others could turn up on tuesday.
yeah.dowan it to always be the few of us.
yupp.just a quote tt was on the card krystle gave me:
[OPTIMISM]
people who attempt the difficult often attain the impossible

yupp.think its pweety meaningful
and yest the double happiness show was saying.
if u wake up in the mornin and say u'll ba able to accomplish sth.
u really would
BUT if u have the mindset tt u wun be able to succeed.
den obviously u wun
and seriously i think its true
cos my science yr end ppr.
i was like.haix surely wun do well one
cos i never study enough
true enuff.the paper was hard.FOR ME
others thot it was pretty easy.
yahh.so guess one must be positive
in order to do lotsa things.
yeah..

sigh.tmr must do 1 and half hour run,jog,walk
i kinda dread trng =/
but still.im gonna work really hard
train seriously
cos i dowan next yr to be like this yr.
full of disappointments and stuff.
i want it to be glorious.
so yupp.i mus work on my mindset.
as well as speed stamina endurance.
yeah.but now got no one to cheer me on ler.
so shall just see how i'll cope...
i just wish i could stop thinking of you


the girl next door;
4:19 PM



Tuesday, October 12, 2004

okies
im still so tired.
haven recovered from the lack of sleep yet.
haha.okies.shall update on the chalet.
hmm.sunday.
met gen at abt 2 at jurong east.
went to citylink AGAIN!!!
grr.cos needed to change her dad's shirt mah.
yupp.so we walked from raffles place to suntec city in about an hour.
to and fro okie.
yeah.den both royal sporting house dun hafs o waste my energy only.
heh.we rushed for the 4.15 shuttle bus at pasir ris.yeah.
thats why we ended up running thru citylink.haha.
but so glad we managed to reach there on time.
phew.haha.it felt great to sit down.cos wearing skirt mah.
haha. =)not alot of ple were at the aloha loyang chalet.
guess it was prob early
yahh.and we're the lucky charm.
cos many ple started coming after that.
hohohoh.
anw.sheng n i started fire at abt 5 plus.
yeah.charcoal made my hand black.haha.
duh.but im so glad we took sucha short time to get it ready.
haha.we experts le lahs.winks*
so we bbq the stuff.but i went to kitchen after a while.
cos nurul din really know how to fry nuggets?
hah.den she was overlly enthu abt frying.
tt she went to ask them to fry.haha.damn funny la
so yeah.fry fry fry.till my hand got a bubble.
stupid oil.haha.yeah.and mstan trusts MY cooking.heh.
shant be ego.but yeah.those ple bbq-ing th stuff damn funny lar.
dey kept crapping and arguing.tsktsk.
and SHE kept making sheng n i laugh!!!
haha the marshmallows incident.
wahliao.damn funny lar.hah.cant stand it.
yeah.had waterbomb fight too.
mstan was the poor victim :P
yeah.anw they bot cake for kingyin n i.so sweet. :)))
and its chocolate summore.thanks arh.i loved it.
yeah.and must thank jamie for the lovely pillow
so soft and cuddly.
yusheng for the famous amos lollipop and marks and spencer fruit gums.
very yummy.haha.
and lastly siti and nurul for the famous amos cookies as well.
heh.im gonna keep the heart shaped box.
cos veh nice.haha.thanks to all!!!
haha.yeah.and as usual sheng played wit the leftover cake.
yupp.den ltr had to clear up the mess.
cos was attracting loads of pests.irritaing.
yeah.den many ple left.leaving the 18 ple who were sleeping over.
yupp.watched bring it on.
den went to bathe.gen,sheng n i shared a room
felt so selfish cos we only had 3.
but anw.we were craaping and laughing away.
yeah.end up i was the last to slp ok.haha.
slept at arnd 2 plus.
monday.
woke up at 7.
microwaved pizza for breakfast.
watched daddys daycare.think its damn nice :)
yupp.we walked to downtown east.
stupid escape was closed
so irritating.so we went to arcade.
played photo hunt.hah.so exciting.
den at 1pm.sheng,shezhen and i went wild wild wet.
yah.quite a nice place lar.but small
hah.spent 2 hours there.sunburnt ler.haha.
my face was damnit red lor.
yupp.so we walked back to chalet.
ate alot.pizza plus instant
hah.veh shiok.but they were watching scary movie 3 or smth.
which was damn gross.very very very e xin.yucks lor.
i can still rber the show.disgusted!
yeah.den we played utimate frisbee agn.
like the nite befor.heh.so fun.but veh veh tiring.
so anw.we went over to G1's chalet for dinner.
save on cost.haha.for the first time i cld sit down and be served
haha.so enjoyable.haha
yeah.we left arnd 8 and went arcade.
played this stupid game lar
baby baby one.and it was dman funny.
i laughed till my throat hurt
haha.but guess wat?!?!i became the first in the game ok!!!
so i stored my name in it.hah.can become arcade princess lor.
haha.wat rubbish.but i hit the thing till my 4th finger got blueblack.haha =)went back chalet after tt.
cleared up the place agn.
den washed up.cos veh tired.
den kartinie called.make me so pissed.
yeh.but no mood to tink abt it.i just went to slp.
heh.i was the first to sleep
!12 o clock.haha.
today.
woke up at 8.30heh.see how long i slept.
gen also.haha.so yeah.
we packed our stuff.
den ate damn alot.pizzas.instant.mashed potatoes.
haha.i was so so so full.
cos was tryin to finish up the food lo
yeah.den sheng's mum sent gen and i to tanjong pagar mrt
went home from there.was damn tired still.slept in train.
and was dreading trng.
cos so many ple told me tt they cldnt go.
so only miserbaly few cld go.
yeah.but even if the whole team din go.
i STILL would have to..erts.
they suggested cancelling it.
so i called mdm kartinie.
surprisingly.she din scold me.
she just said she was partly to be blamed
yeah.i was how shocked please.
make me rush home for ntg.yupp.
but..mrlin was veh veh angry.
he was telling he made time for cres.
den lidatt.yeah.make me fell so guilty ok.
well well.still have to take the blame.
due to poor response.
haikss.so last min.den end up still liddat.
wat the hell.
its a tough battle to be in track.
ahwells.so anw.
trng will be on thurs and fri at smu at 3.
please dun be late.
else mrlin would be angry again
yupp.so hopefully everyone wld cooperate and be on time..
haikx.went to sleep agn at 12.woke up at abt 2.30.
den went to swim cos i felt really bad
that we cancelled trng at the very last minute.
dunno wat wld happen tmr
but yeahh.i just need to freshen up.
swam 20 laps.
water wasnt so cold.yeah.
but i felt so much better after the swim
tho i was all alone
and it would have been much better if i had sumone to talk to..
ohwells.this always happens to me..
and i was just thinking.
perhaps im one who other ple enjoys my company.
as in yeah.cos im crappy and lame???
but when it comes to serious things.
no one seems to be able to talk to me
or at least.listen to me.yeah.
quite saddening lar.
but there's ntg i can do i spose?
sec 4s leaving this week lers.
friday is offically their last day os school.
quite sad lar.but sigh.yearly thing.
so cant be helped.
yupp.i dowana go to school tmr
so sians.yeah.im how tired pleaseee.
think im gonna sleep really early tonite.
bahs. =//


the girl next door;
5:44 PM



Saturday, October 09, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

haha.cant belive im 14 le lar.
haha.but in the ferst plc.
i was 90 years old..
as nicole says.
heh.shall update about today.
but not so detailed lar uh.
haha.

okies.uhms.
early morning i received damn alot of msges lar.
of well wishes.haha
accumulate till nite.
whihc means 20 frens msged me!!
haha.so honoured okies.
but not say alot oso rite?
yeah.but quite disappointed?
cos only 3 ple were fr my class.
the others were snr,jnr,trackkers,frens.
yupp.so guess it only goes to show one thing...
...
so yeah.met nicole at clementi at 10.30
and both of us were so feminie.
wear skirt summore.
wanted to take neos.but dun have.
okies.anyway.
cant rrber what we did lehs.
but ate at food junction.
haha.we at beef noodles.
and guess wat.nicole is so nice.
she treated me to coffee bean!!
haha.eh.$4.80 okies.
who else so nice but her.
heh.thanks ar. =) beams*
first time i cld have a whole cup to myself.
slurpps.so yummy.
yupp.so anw.
we roamed about at suntec city.
met quite a few crescentians.
shocked.cos not expected ma
yuppp.den we went raffles city at abt 2.
went perlins silver
and i set eyes on that star pendant first!!
damnit chio lar
and only $8 okies.
in the end.
nic bot it!!and i so jealous.
hmph.nvm.hb shall buy it fer me
yay.haha.that chio pendant gonna be mine too!
winks.hahaha.
im so happy lar.heh.we went market plc to get a drink.
and thats when we got mad.
yeah.forgtten why the hell were we luffing.
perhaps its the kettle chips issue.
hah.yah.damn funny can liao lar.
cos both of us so cranky.
not my fault :P
and i've declared im not lame!!
hah.okay.fine.whatever
nicole bot the mango touch top.
yeah.nice:)
haha.she rich lar.keep buying so many things.
and i was the bday girl ok!!
humph.
anyway.it still wasnt time yet.
so deicded no walk back to suntec.
thats when we met june yap.
haha.so funny.cos she was totally black.
haha.and she entertained us for 20mins
den we have a great time laughing.
about i dunno wat
sumthing amsuing.
heh.and she took my prex ok.
and held on as tho it was hers.
hmpf.it was from nicole to me!!
hah.yeah.she left to meet her fren after tt.
so we strolled back.
haha.walked thru citylink dunno how many zilion time lar.
heh.went carefourr.
cos bo where else.
and we were so bored..
haha.i bot chicken wings.
and jap biscuit.
and nicole was being so filial.
bot sashimi for her mother.woahh.
haha winks-
the queue was bloody hell long lar.
everybody have trolley
den we have 3 items only.
haha.yeah.anw.we waked back to towe 1 after tt.
and sat at congress kopitiam.
where nicole ate her beef kway teow.
haha.and i opened the prex she gave me
toook a long time opening the ribbon
her mum tie till so tight.
haha.yeah.and i got a shocked when i opened it.
cos sth pop up.
luckily i never scream
haha.yeah.but its quite cute lar.
unique.den got BLUE chocolates summore.
heh.thanks arhs.
and i decided that that shall be my cheering up tool.
next time i sad just open the flap and the bear will pop up.
haha.cooool.okay.so lame
the lamer joke is the fish one.
cos i was tying back the ribbon.
den nic was like : ple sell fish also tie lidat
they pump the air in den tie
me: huh?where got.its fishball mee.the fish they just put into the plastic bag and ggive the customers wat.
nic: but the fish will die.
me: how often do u go to the market?
and we both burst into laughter
realising that we were talking about diff thing.
nic was talking abt the live fish at aquarium
and me?market fish lar.
haha.so hilarious.
laugh till i cry lor.hee he =)
so yupp.we became cranky after tt.
and esprit also.
the duck head.haha.
i think of it cant help but luff.haha.
okies.left sunte after tt.
went tiong bahru.
sis bf fetched me
den we went raffles town club for dinner.
yeah.the food not say fantastic.
so-so only.hehe.but i eat more deserts la
cos damn shiok.very nice.haha.cakes..
heh.den ar.theres this waiter which cracked us all up
he's an indian man.
and he;s so funny.actions cum expressions.
heh.he was standing at the counter.
with this palms resting on the top of the fask of water
imagine how gross lar.
haha.so we were crossing our fingers praying we dun can served by tt.
really lucky din.
haha.=)
den ltr ah.he so mad lar
kept clearing our utensils.
altho we having buffet.
so we stared at him.
adn started laughing.
and he stared back.
and i cld see the question marks on his head.
haha.his expressions are so so so funny.
haha.really =) made me so happy lar.
and my sis bf so funny as well.
cos i asked him why he kept eating eggs.
den he tell me he missed it ma
so long never eat.
haha.and when he was about to taake his last mouth.
the whole egg dropped on him
so obviously we started laughin
so happened tt everyone's eyes was on him
yeah.really damn comical.
haha.same thing happened when he was about the eat the egg tart.
he tart flipped over and dropped on table.
haha.so i concluded.
he is not fated to have eggs.haha
sucha nice day larhs..heh ;)
went jp after tt.
to collect my ice cream cake from swensens.
$38 at first.
but after 20% discount it was 31.
yupp.but we din eat lar.kept it in fridge.
too full liao.
hah.so yupp.thats about the end of my birthday
passed damn fast.
perhaps cos i enjoyin myself mah.
haha.and i cant belive im not asleep yet. 12.20am leh
imagine i this kind.
at a time like this not asleep yet
how amazing.
haah.and my sis not cuming back to sleep summore.
so im all alone :(
boo hoo.and after this im gonna pack my chalet stuff for tmr to tues.
yeah.think i'll end up sleepin abt 1 plus lor.
maybe 2.and tmr im gonna wake up early summore.
to go run.u wana run one hour.
but maybe cant/see how lar.
sec1s already started trng today lar.
and i still so slack.
must buck up.
okay.i shall go and pack le.
yawns-
tired.okies.
guess my 14th bday is all over..




the girl next door;
11:57 PM



Friday, October 08, 2004

well well.
its all over!!!!!
unbeliavable!heh.
this wk passed so friggin fast lahs.
aiyo.yeah.im dead beat.
all the stress and etg.
its gone!.flown free.
haha.yeah.went town w gen and sam today
i stayed till 6 plus lo.
they left at 5.cos i got dental ma.
yupp.im spose to anounce this.
haha.gen n sam are the FIRST to get me my bday prex
haha.dey bot me a towel from more than words.
haha.thanks ar =) im so honoured.
yupp.anw.
we were searchin high n low for kingyin's prex
den laid eyes on this top.
yeah.and ltr we realised got not enuff $
heh.and we were hoping ttt we'll see sumbody.
so end up borrowing $ for hweeboon.
heh.thanks arhs.pathetic $1.50
haha.but ended up not buying tht.
heehee=) i think its so funny.
yeah.we spent the reaminign $ eating in the end.
haha.cos hungry ma.
den so energised.heh.think we were so crappy.
not me.them.haha.
and we took neos.posed like crap.
and the thing was taking our fotos so quickly.
heehee.its been sucha loong time since i enjoyed myself lidat.
beams*watched wimbledon.
not bad.quite nice lar =)
yeah.3 of us was sharing this aloe vera drink.the carton one.
haha.and racher boey say we very kaisu.
hmph.whatever lar.
yeah.the show was only one half hr.
yupp.heard white chicks is very nice.
and funny too.shall watch it one day..

okay.shall recap on gross exams.
hmm.monday was chinese ppr.
early morning mrs lee made us do sum relaxation thing.
yeah.den compo.not too bad.
but..i think ppr was so difficult!
i was so sad lar.
cos my gou ci only knew 2.
yeah.my tution tcher gonna kill me like hell.
grr.and mstan bluff us ok.
there were sum qns tt did not come out fr the list she gave us.
hmph.felt damn cheated.tsk.
so anw.whatever.its over.
guess wun b able to take higher chinese next yr :(
so tuesday.
we had literature.
which i think was the best ppr.
altho i kinda hate lit lar.
but bcos the qns i practised for all came out!!
yeah.damn elated lar.
but dunnoe whtr will do well anot.
yupp.no wonder ms goh says the qns are expected.
haha.yupp.den after tt went jp with gen
ate long john.b4 coming home to study hist and dnt.
wed.
hist ppr was okay lar.
just sum tricky parts.
and there was not enought time la.
irritating.i din have time to tink of wat to write.
jus wrote out whatever tt came to my mind.
heh.den dnt .quite bad.
cos alot of ans i dunno.the theory part.
freak larh.just gonna flung it.tsk.
thursday.
my worst paper everr.
felt damn unprepared.
was bloody hell nervous.
cos i felt tt i din know many tgs.
yeah.tummy hurt damn badly summore
in the end.i really found the ppr hard.
the sect B.not good.
duno the DNA plus the 1st qns of sect b
there goes my hope of getting to good class ler :(
yeah.was quite disappointed with myself lar.
cos normally sci was one of my better sub.
yeah.wished i cld take my CA marks lar.
that'll be how goodd..hai.
so today was maths paper.
and it wasnt that bad after all!!!
haha.i was so happy after exams.
grinning to myself.
but the marbles qns i duno how to do.
so its 3 marks gone.
and ms tan was like :
"im so surprised that so many of you dunno how to do the marbles qns.i found the ans in a min!"
and i was like what the hell.
oh goodness.
and so she explained.
and i realised it was damn easy larhs.
freak.i cld have earned myself 3 more marks.tsk.
yupp.and that marked the edn of the paper.
yay!haha.sec 2 life is over le.heh.

i think this entry is super boring.
ahh.so so sorry.
yupp.i really cant wait for tmr larh.
and the next day.
and the next next day
haha.tmr's my big day
and sunday gg out with gen to bugis.
and den to chalet!
oh yeah.im so excited!!
cos can get to enjoy.lalala.
anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINGYIN!!!
and
HAPPY EARLY BIRTDAY TO MYSELF!
haha.im 14 tmr.yay! =P
heehee.must live life to the fullest.
hahaa..


the girl next door;
9:03 PM



Sunday, October 03, 2004

ahhh.tmr's the day.
grr.i cant believe this
i dun feel prepared at all!!!
:/ so afraid i flung lorr.
den wun be able to get into good class.
well.must get As for most sub lar.
hope to get my CA marks for all cept chinese.
yeah.chinese must do mush better.
den rest can be the same lar.
or better.
and im so thankful for PBL =)
it pulled up my marks damn alot.
if only can add to chinese man.
den i'll b even happier.
heh heh.
this week ar.
tchers did revision and blahh.
yeah.i went straight home after sch everyday leh.
sucha beeg achievement.
hee.but i havent been trng.
feeling quite bad abt it.
when trng starts.
my stamina will reach the bottom of the ocean.
yikes.
eh.can sumone tell me how the friggin hell do u study lit?
i wanna die le!!!
how would a qns on acts on protest be phrased?
anybody know??
please be nice and tell me!msg me.thanks :)
yeah.i think my class rocks lar.
did the 100pg notes and made my life so much easier.
haha.thankiews!
aiyah.sir talked to me on uh..thurs.
now i realise how much he ...
sighs.i felt quite bad lah
but wat cld i do?
drifted quite far from him liao.
yeah.den he talk alot of rubbbish.
but i know he very fed up.
about some issues la.
and that reminds me.
whoever who have not paid for the track fotos
please kindly come and find me
or else.we can never get the photos!!
im so irritated lar.
short of duno how much money.
gawd.sir paid for it first lehs.
so whoever u are.please be kind and go pay the money!!!
haiyo.im quite sad.
cos of the hse thing.
maybe things should have turned out this way rite from the start.
but yea.give me time to accept this.
no matter how much im not satisfied.
ur decision cant be changed.
so whats the point of brooding over it.
guess i'll just study hard first.
every other thing can wait..
sobs :'(
sometimes i wonder why ple have to resort to hurting themselves.
have it ever crossed their minds that it is not worth it?
hai.i just hope nothing affects them rite now.
get pass the exams first kaes.
yup.good luck to everyone for the finals!
must jiayoou. :)
oh yeah.jus a reminder.
rber to bring ur chinese dictionary if u havent!
[important]

i simply cant wait for after exams man.
its one more week to my BIRTHDAY~!
heh.im damn excited lar.
altho i know tt this yr got ntg special for me.
last yr at least have sth to lok forward to ma.
but all the same.i still cant wait.
haha=)
jie says she'll bring me out for shopping.
yay.i cant wait lar huh.
hope my exams hurry pass.
and hope i hurry pass with flying colours.
winks-


the girl next door;
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