my dirty little secrets.
Friday, December 31, 2004
got my specs today.
its blue n i realised the frame looks exactly lik my bro
cep tht the rubbery thing is much nicer=)
so now i hafta wear it all day long.-sobs
went IMM today.dunno for wat oso.
my brother wenta tk foto lor.
hah mum says im a spendthrfit.
not my fault=P
and kingyin!IMM have rotimum leh but not rotiboy.
haha i ate it again.so yummy.
yest went out with king n sam aft trng.
n we wore skirts okay!
haha ohh and the man we saw outside tangs...
i realised he was the one who was stabbed by a woman!
appeared in papers today.=/
so freakky.
yupp king was once agn damn crazzy
the both of us laughed lik mad.
at i dunno wat
haha and the 3 of ur kept electricuting each other.haha(:
met gen at 4 plus.
den we left at 5 i tink.
haha oh and yest was officially the last trng of 2004!
had 2.4 time trial
den 600m den 120*6
yupp.must say this wk is my happiest wk
as in trng wise lar.
tho i din perform very very well.
it was still satisfactory i suppose?
haha must be happy and enjoy trng.
den u'll perform well.hehee.
krystle lau liling! i listened to ur oh-so-wonderful advice okayy.
but thank goodness it helped.haha
tink mrlin is very encouraging lehhs.
haha so nice.heh we bot him addidas cap for xmas.
hope he likes it..
so..
today's the last day of 2004.
its definetely been a really fruitful year for me.
i've been thru alot.
and grown much stronger.mentally.emotionally.
there's many things i wld like to say.
but i tink time is running short.
well challenges faced really made me cope wit stress better?
but mistakes were still made.
im not a saint..
yupp cant believe im goona be in upper sec next yr already.
time really does flies.
i hope it could slow down
and i cld have more time to spend
doing things i want
and not doing it just cos i NEED to.
well maybe in life,
i feel that many things are unfair.
but wat can i do or say
since everything happens for a reason.
but still,i tink 2004 has been a better yr for me than 2003
lesser misunderstandings.
lesser conflicts.
more improvement on track.
most improvement in studies.
maybe 2004 is considered my lucky year.
with lesser tears shed.
at least i was more focused on work
and couldnt be bothered with meaningless stuff.
i've done alot for bronte.
and maybe council a little less.
but im sure i can say.
that the commitment i put in track is the MOST!
guess the passion is still in track
tho at times i do deny that i hate track
but yet i love it all the same.
so yupp.2004 is really coming to an end
with only 8 and half hours left to spend
must cherish it.
and bring in a BETTER 2005.
many aims and goals for myself.
but mrlin says its no use making new yr resolutions.
u must achieve it.
haix but i'll say it all the same.
heh tho some i believe it wun come true.
haha okays.
i wanna be able to cope with triple science.
and love my class!haha dunno who else is in 3C1
but still we must make to be the best!winks-
haha i hope i can do really well lor.
must maintain my level position
and maintain my percentage too
but i tink its hard to cope at tthe beginning of sec 3.
yupp studies wise that's abt it.
i just wanna be able to have ful concentration on my subjects
and pray i dunflung any!
haha track.thewillthepassiontheglory
hope our x-country team will be strong.
must must cum in top 3 and bring glory to the sch.
next yr b div ler.
tougher competition so everyone must train hard!
yupp for myself.
hmm i wanna make it into the x-country team
tho my chances are slim
if i can have a place,den must aim for top 50.
haha individually..
and if mrlin knows im only aiming for top 50.
he'll kill me for sure!
haha supposed to be top 20 or worst top 30 i tink
haha else mite as well not run.heh but heck.
x-country is not really my event actually..
haha.i still like 800m.
tho mrlin wants me to do 400m =/
yupp hopefully i can bring track to greater heights.
winks-.
heh so bronte.
no longer the captain but i still have dearest usarin!!
haha so yupp.
i cross my fingers and hope we'll win the banner competition!
i tink ours its superlly chio lah! (:
yay we rock!
hope we can win overall champion like last yr..
but to achieve tis,mus reli work hard.heh
okay so council wise
hmm dunno wat to expect also.
cos sec 3 goona be stress year!
haha yet fun at the same time.
so yupp i tink thats abt it.
i must learn not to be stress and relax
just be happy ans SMILE =)
haha im not kidding.
i was jus tinking..
if my brain space is 100%
this is how it shudd be divided:
25%studies
20%track
15%council
15%bronte
10%family
10%friends
5%personal
haha jus a rough gauge
it may or may not be true..
but i was just thinking bt it only lar.
heehee..
so yupp 2004 really ending soon.
i really really do hope 2005 will be a pleasant going one.
full of surprises?
haha but good surprises is wat i wannt.
heh yupp.
so bye bye 2004.
and welcome 2005:)))
i sound retarded...
anyway.it has been raining cats and dogs for the whole day!
and u know wats yinxi damn no sense logic?
the rain is washing off the bad luck of 2004
and bringing in a better 2005.
haha she ar.really very crazy.
have so many funneh logic.
but then again..it does make sum sense
haha (:
its blue n i realised the frame looks exactly lik my bro
cep tht the rubbery thing is much nicer=)
so now i hafta wear it all day long.-sobs
went IMM today.dunno for wat oso.
my brother wenta tk foto lor.
hah mum says im a spendthrfit.
not my fault=P
and kingyin!IMM have rotimum leh but not rotiboy.
haha i ate it again.so yummy.
yest went out with king n sam aft trng.
n we wore skirts okay!
haha ohh and the man we saw outside tangs...
i realised he was the one who was stabbed by a woman!
appeared in papers today.=/
so freakky.
yupp king was once agn damn crazzy
the both of us laughed lik mad.
at i dunno wat
haha and the 3 of ur kept electricuting each other.haha(:
met gen at 4 plus.
den we left at 5 i tink.
haha oh and yest was officially the last trng of 2004!
had 2.4 time trial
den 600m den 120*6
yupp.must say this wk is my happiest wk
as in trng wise lar.
tho i din perform very very well.
it was still satisfactory i suppose?
haha must be happy and enjoy trng.
den u'll perform well.hehee.
krystle lau liling! i listened to ur oh-so-wonderful advice okayy.
but thank goodness it helped.haha
tink mrlin is very encouraging lehhs.
haha so nice.heh we bot him addidas cap for xmas.
hope he likes it..
so..
today's the last day of 2004.
its definetely been a really fruitful year for me.
i've been thru alot.
and grown much stronger.mentally.emotionally.
there's many things i wld like to say.
but i tink time is running short.
well challenges faced really made me cope wit stress better?
but mistakes were still made.
im not a saint..
yupp cant believe im goona be in upper sec next yr already.
time really does flies.
i hope it could slow down
and i cld have more time to spend
doing things i want
and not doing it just cos i NEED to.
well maybe in life,
i feel that many things are unfair.
but wat can i do or say
since everything happens for a reason.
but still,i tink 2004 has been a better yr for me than 2003
lesser misunderstandings.
lesser conflicts.
more improvement on track.
most improvement in studies.
maybe 2004 is considered my lucky year.
with lesser tears shed.
at least i was more focused on work
and couldnt be bothered with meaningless stuff.
i've done alot for bronte.
and maybe council a little less.
but im sure i can say.
that the commitment i put in track is the MOST!
guess the passion is still in track
tho at times i do deny that i hate track
but yet i love it all the same.
so yupp.2004 is really coming to an end
with only 8 and half hours left to spend
must cherish it.
and bring in a BETTER 2005.
many aims and goals for myself.
but mrlin says its no use making new yr resolutions.
u must achieve it.
haix but i'll say it all the same.
heh tho some i believe it wun come true.
haha okays.
i wanna be able to cope with triple science.
and love my class!haha dunno who else is in 3C1
but still we must make to be the best!winks-
haha i hope i can do really well lor.
must maintain my level position
and maintain my percentage too
but i tink its hard to cope at tthe beginning of sec 3.
yupp studies wise that's abt it.
i just wanna be able to have ful concentration on my subjects
and pray i dun
haha track.thewillthepassiontheglory
hope our x-country team will be strong.
must must cum in top 3 and bring glory to the sch.
next yr b div ler.
tougher competition so everyone must train hard!
yupp for myself.
hmm i wanna make it into the x-country team
tho my chances are slim
if i can have a place,den must aim for top 50.
haha individually..
and if mrlin knows im only aiming for top 50.
he'll kill me for sure!
haha supposed to be top 20 or worst top 30 i tink
haha else mite as well not run.heh but heck.
x-country is not really my event actually..
haha.i still like 800m.
tho mrlin wants me to do 400m =/
yupp hopefully i can bring track to greater heights.
winks-.
heh so bronte.
no longer the captain but i still have dearest usarin!!
haha so yupp.
i cross my fingers and hope we'll win the banner competition!
i tink ours its superlly chio lah! (:
yay we rock!
hope we can win overall champion like last yr..
but to achieve tis,mus reli work hard.heh
okay so council wise
hmm dunno wat to expect also.
cos sec 3 goona be stress year!
haha yet fun at the same time.
so yupp i tink thats abt it.
i must learn not to be stress and relax
just be happy ans SMILE =)
haha im not kidding.
i was jus tinking..
if my brain space is 100%
this is how it shudd be divided:
25%studies
20%track
15%council
15%bronte
10%family
10%friends
5%personal
haha jus a rough gauge
it may or may not be true..
but i was just thinking bt it only lar.
heehee..
so yupp 2004 really ending soon.
i really really do hope 2005 will be a pleasant going one.
full of surprises?
haha but good surprises is wat i wannt.
heh yupp.
so bye bye 2004.
and welcome 2005:)))
i sound retarded...
anyway.it has been raining cats and dogs for the whole day!
and u know wats yinxi damn no sense logic?
the rain is washing off the bad luck of 2004
and bringing in a better 2005.
haha she ar.really very crazy.
have so many funneh logic.
but then again..it does make sum sense
haha (:
the girl next door;
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
trng today at turf city.so happy(:
i improved by 45seconds okay!!
mus train hard n TRY 2 improve by 2more mins
i know my expectations to high le.
haha but quite disappointed larhs
cos i was leading de lehss.
den abt last 500m my sides started to hurt
so i was overtaken by ethel,yinxi,nicole
den was so sad lar but all the same
i think they did well=))
heh wat matters most is i improved rite?
yay lynette's feeling good for once!
heehee for the first time we din have water break at all lar
haha so ate kuaychap for lunch
shared with rachel
heh can i din eat all the pigs sin n stuff loh
only the intestines.and meat
hahaha so went mq hse after tht
we practised the dance
and i din know mq hse got so much junk food lar!
haha had lays den pepsi and alot of food
so fun den when nicole came
we ate the fudge!
so damn damn nice(:
but very sweet heh but i still liked it
oh and thanks nicole for the GODVIA chocs and the bookmark!!
haha so nice
okay so we finally managed to complete the dance!
haha damn happy lar.
like after how freaking longg
so now the song's stuck in my head
but i cant seem to rber the steps wifout the music playing
heehee and nicole,qixin,ethel,rachel,miao kept laughing at me lor
so evil.haha i must have look stupid doin sum hilarious dance steps.
haha shall admit im funneh by nature!
heehe so not my fault!
haha miao had piano at 5
so we went outside her house the cooridor and practised
so learnt all the newly cheoreographed steps
and i keep forgetting the pumping part!
oh man!hah but we hafta teach grace the steps one dayy
but everyone's busy
hah so tmr the last trng of 2004!
and guess wat?
a 2.4km time trial.bleahs.
but ohwells.for our won good wat.
hmm to the tracckers ar:
please come for trng kays
mrlin wants to see all of u down tmr!
so please do all of us this last favour.
turn up for tmr's trng at smu at 9am
thanks lots:)
ohh i cant wait for tmr!
last trng.yay!
haha and im lookin 4ward to gg out wit ky,sam,gen n anna!
heh so exciting please=D
i improved by 45seconds okay!!
mus train hard n TRY 2 improve by 2more mins
i know my expectations to high le.
haha but quite disappointed larhs
cos i was leading de lehss.
den abt last 500m my sides started to hurt
so i was overtaken by ethel,yinxi,nicole
den was so sad lar but all the same
i think they did well=))
heh wat matters most is i improved rite?
yay lynette's feeling good for once!
heehee for the first time we din have water break at all lar
haha so ate kuaychap for lunch
shared with rachel
heh can i din eat all the pigs sin n stuff loh
only the intestines.and meat
hahaha so went mq hse after tht
we practised the dance
and i din know mq hse got so much junk food lar!
haha had lays den pepsi and alot of food
so fun den when nicole came
we ate the fudge!
so damn damn nice(:
but very sweet heh but i still liked it
oh and thanks nicole for the GODVIA chocs and the bookmark!!
haha so nice
okay so we finally managed to complete the dance!
haha damn happy lar.
like after how freaking longg
so now the song's stuck in my head
but i cant seem to rber the steps wifout the music playing
heehee and nicole,qixin,ethel,rachel,miao kept laughing at me lor
so evil.haha i must have look stupid doin sum hilarious dance steps.
haha shall admit im funneh by nature!
heehe so not my fault!
haha miao had piano at 5
so we went outside her house the cooridor and practised
so learnt all the newly cheoreographed steps
and i keep forgetting the pumping part!
oh man!hah but we hafta teach grace the steps one dayy
but everyone's busy
hah so tmr the last trng of 2004!
and guess wat?
a 2.4km time trial.bleahs.
but ohwells.for our won good wat.
hmm to the tracckers ar:
please come for trng kays
mrlin wants to see all of u down tmr!
so please do all of us this last favour.
turn up for tmr's trng at smu at 9am
thanks lots:)
ohh i cant wait for tmr!
last trng.yay!
haha and im lookin 4ward to gg out wit ky,sam,gen n anna!
heh so exciting please=D
the girl next door;
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
now i know why im getting headaches so often..
hmm lemme tell u why
checked my eyesight at clementi today
it got worst and i tot it was better =/
i got sum compound anesticsm or smth?
its bad u know..
cos its lik i need specs to magnify my vision
so sad larh
now i need to wear glasses the whole time!
and i dowan. so not nice :(
and i cant wear specs to run for nuts!
gosh this is so not fun at all
i shudd haf jus worn my specs regularly
arghh now too late le.
boohoo
nicole doesnt need to wear specs anymore
but now i need to!
so saddening please.
now i really goona be ahma liaox
oh man imagine ME wearing specs the whole day..
i dowannnnnnnnnnnnn!
oh oh.
and nicole's back from south africa=))
heehee b4 she go still say she wun enjoy
end up she say there very fun
haha sounds so familiar.
heh cos that was wat i said last yr b4 my cruise
heehee
so todays trng we did 1.2km*3
yupp it was drizzling
and i din haf the mood to run at all!
miaoqun din come oso lorh
yupp my workout became 1.2km,800m*2
wth.so disappointed wit myself.
i could have done muhc much better hor!
but mrlin stopped me the 2nd set!
then he made me do breathing exercises
and commented too on my armswing
say too high and stuff.
is it reeally that bad?..
well i'll improve!
hmm but hueiyee and i bu chang okay!
we ran 6 rnds arnd smu.
when others did 4 or 5
yepp felt so much more satisfied:)
we were running quite fast leh!
and it was supposed to be cool down
haha heck lar
ohh..
thanks leticia for the box of chocolates!
i love chocolates(: which only goes to show why im putting weight
heehee thanks too to hweeyi and yitian for the honey sticks.
haha i was so worried they come outta of the wrong side cos i seldom eat honey sticks de lor
haha ohh and whoever hu put the pkt of candies in my bag hor thanks eh.
but please tell me who u r!
haha yupp shall go do my essay le
school reopening soon leh!
den my hw all undone
haha tmr gg mq hse for dance prac.
haha sorry qixin i really forgot etg ler =/
heh scared of trng tmr man.
turfcity leh.i aim 19.must improve
cos mrlin's goona record in his amulet.
hahaaha
hmm lemme tell u why
checked my eyesight at clementi today
it got worst and i tot it was better =/
i got sum compound anesticsm or smth?
its bad u know..
cos its lik i need specs to magnify my vision
so sad larh
now i need to wear glasses the whole time!
and i dowan. so not nice :(
and i cant wear specs to run for nuts!
gosh this is so not fun at all
i shudd haf jus worn my specs regularly
arghh now too late le.
boohoo
nicole doesnt need to wear specs anymore
but now i need to!
so saddening please.
now i really goona be ahma liaox
oh man imagine ME wearing specs the whole day..
i dowannnnnnnnnnnnn!
oh oh.
and nicole's back from south africa=))
heehee b4 she go still say she wun enjoy
end up she say there very fun
haha sounds so familiar.
heh cos that was wat i said last yr b4 my cruise
heehee
so todays trng we did 1.2km*3
yupp it was drizzling
and i din haf the mood to run at all!
miaoqun din come oso lorh
yupp my workout became 1.2km,800m*2
wth.so disappointed wit myself.
i could have done muhc much better hor!
but mrlin stopped me the 2nd set!
then he made me do breathing exercises
and commented too on my armswing
say too high and stuff.
is it reeally that bad?..
well i'll improve!
hmm but hueiyee and i bu chang okay!
we ran 6 rnds arnd smu.
when others did 4 or 5
yepp felt so much more satisfied:)
we were running quite fast leh!
and it was supposed to be cool down
haha heck lar
ohh..
thanks leticia for the box of chocolates!
i love chocolates(: which only goes to show why im putting weight
heehee thanks too to hweeyi and yitian for the honey sticks.
haha i was so worried they come outta of the wrong side cos i seldom eat honey sticks de lor
haha ohh and whoever hu put the pkt of candies in my bag hor thanks eh.
but please tell me who u r!
haha yupp shall go do my essay le
school reopening soon leh!
den my hw all undone
haha tmr gg mq hse for dance prac.
haha sorry qixin i really forgot etg ler =/
heh scared of trng tmr man.
turfcity leh.i aim 19.must improve
cos mrlin's goona record in his amulet.
hahaaha
the girl next door;
Monday, December 27, 2004
oh man i feel terrible
my feet hurts!!
i jus came back from running
and i din even run hard at all!!
yet i could barely breathe
suddenly feeling so weak.
im so scared of trng tmr lar!
i only ran one rnd leh
whihc means abt 10mins only=/
bleahs im suchha failure.
maybe cos my energy's drained from shopping fer 5 hours.
biangx im guilty:(
hopefully my 5 hours shopping cld make up for the run
like maybe half hr hard run?
heehee ;)
so anyways.
i hate to wake up at 645 just to go school for the sports trial for niche.
yikes so blardie early lorh.
i reached early so i did my maths hw
so guai hor haha
and i was walking arnd the school
and i found so many track posters lying on the floor
worst of all it was being steped!
bleahs.i was commenting on this rgps girl 283
i so evil say she cant run de
end up she is so fast lar!
hmpf i felt bad.sorry eh
and dunno who commented she gna be the next ongliping
haha cos of her built and stuff lar
yepps and mrs heng is 3C1 pe tcher!
haha she tell me de.winks.
had shuttle run and standin broad jump
i so angry wit sir lar
last nite bluff me no one to help him wit trial
so i made the effort to go down.
den end up got so many seniors lar please.
i cud have slept a while longer.
tsk and he happily scolded me
hmpf.its not my fault tt i cudnt go drink tea wit him lor
i was REALLY meeting my mom.
yupp i bet he thinks im always findin excuses to not go out wit him
irritating make me feel so bad please.
haix so i left immediately when etg ended.
just chiong-ed outta school
waited for 111 at opp bus stop
den i was thinking abt wat sir said and etg.
while staring blankly at newspaper
i wonder why his words always seem to affect me time and time again
i feel super hopeless =/
met mum at g2000
yupp den we went the mango sale at wisma ferst
saw this rgp girl who got into crex i tink
her name eagle ow?
or is it gail ow?
hehe sorry i forgot
ohh and i bot my ripcurl waterbottle!
surfbabe din sell it okay
den i was how disappointed
but we spotted it at flash n splash
so now its mine:))
heehee but then again.
it din look as nice and chio and special as thw one yinxi n i saw the other day
boohoo oh wells nvm la.
i cldnt find a black chain for my pendant leh
so sad lor
perlini's sliver cant fit bits n pieces oso cant fit=(
neways went over to taka mango
waoo super crowded lar
i cldnt find the racer back top i wanted
boo we din wanna queue up to try
to left lar
walked arnd and my mum became a spendrift!
haha she spent alot of money loh
hehe bot takopachi
den she say i eat too much le
which only explains why im so fat/=
walked over tocentre point
just to go to the mango sale
haha saw this pink top
den tried i cldnt wear my normal size leh
xs lor maybe cos its pink
den not the same as black
the cutting and stuff
so bot a bigger size
but etg there was in succha beeg mess
the queue was longg and e'body just ransacking the whole place
haha saw this pair of jeans
but as mum says i seldom wear so i din buy it lar
yupp i tink we spent abt a hundred bucks
haha bot marks n spencer cookies
my favourite=)
haha finally got to eat lunch at 2pm
at the emerald foodcourt.
yepp ate beef noodles
den got blackout okay
haha and the stall auntie ask me not to be scared
i wasnt okay!hmpf
ohh i saw this super damn sissy guy please.
he was wearing this pink op pants
and racer back top
i tot was gurl
den i look down and saw HAIRY legs
haha im so evil;)
saw him agn when buyin drink
he jus went to sit wit 2 other guys when the seat was allady taken!
so inconsiderate pls
but i sorta pity him
cos tink he's either mute or deaf
yeahi still tink im mean
haha went jurong point after that
amazingly the train ride was fast!
maybe cos i was tired and all..
went library first
borowed 2 books i tink quite interesting
heh den we bot the printer ink
lik after how many eons pls
but damn ex leh $48 lor
sigh den we learnt a new thing
if u seldom use the printe ink
like duh it will dry..
so to prevent it,
switch on ur printer everyday
haha the guy told us
den my mum heartached cos the previous ink was wasted.
haha bot tis 37degrees shorts
grey one cos 20% storewide
haha so that completes my chinese ney yr clothes
yupp so when sch reopens i dunid to worry le
heehee bot this coconut thing
damn sweet but very nice to eat..
see larh i snack so often.
and all unhealthy food.tsk.
okay i feel so lethargic
and dun feel as tho i've ran lor
cept that im sticky and all..
sigh seriously tink tt my speed n stamina is worst den ever =(
again im feeling demoraelised..
boohoo
but i read this thing from a running book.
and i really lik tt book
somebody get that for my xmas prex!!
(i know xmas over)
its called you dun need speed to run.
yupp 26bucks
i saw it at kino.heehee
super meaningful de(:
you may never win a race but the years ahead maybe filled with victory after victory
nice hor.haha yupp alot of motivational stuff.
heehee watching news
the earthquake thing at phuket penang n blah damn bad lar
12000 ple killed
i pity them.feel sorry.
haix my auntie uncle were lucky kae
they flew off from phuket airport a while b4 the earthquake lor
thank GOD,else i dunno wat wld happen yea?
but well life's prestined anyway..
my feet hurts!!
i jus came back from running
and i din even run hard at all!!
yet i could barely breathe
suddenly feeling so weak.
im so scared of trng tmr lar!
i only ran one rnd leh
whihc means abt 10mins only=/
bleahs im suchha failure.
maybe cos my energy's drained from shopping fer 5 hours.
biangx im guilty:(
hopefully my 5 hours shopping cld make up for the run
like maybe half hr hard run?
heehee ;)
so anyways.
i hate to wake up at 645 just to go school for the sports trial for niche.
yikes so blardie early lorh.
i reached early so i did my maths hw
so guai hor haha
and i was walking arnd the school
and i found so many track posters lying on the floor
worst of all it was being steped!
bleahs.i was commenting on this rgps girl 283
i so evil say she cant run de
end up she is so fast lar!
hmpf i felt bad.sorry eh
and dunno who commented she gna be the next ongliping
haha cos of her built and stuff lar
yepps and mrs heng is 3C1 pe tcher!
haha she tell me de.winks.
had shuttle run and standin broad jump
i so angry wit sir lar
last nite bluff me no one to help him wit trial
so i made the effort to go down.
den end up got so many seniors lar please.
i cud have slept a while longer.
tsk and he happily scolded me
hmpf.its not my fault tt i cudnt go drink tea wit him lor
i was REALLY meeting my mom.
yupp i bet he thinks im always findin excuses to not go out wit him
irritating make me feel so bad please.
haix so i left immediately when etg ended.
just chiong-ed outta school
waited for 111 at opp bus stop
den i was thinking abt wat sir said and etg.
while staring blankly at newspaper
i wonder why his words always seem to affect me time and time again
i feel super hopeless =/
met mum at g2000
yupp den we went the mango sale at wisma ferst
saw this rgp girl who got into crex i tink
her name eagle ow?
or is it gail ow?
hehe sorry i forgot
ohh and i bot my ripcurl waterbottle!
surfbabe din sell it okay
den i was how disappointed
but we spotted it at flash n splash
so now its mine:))
heehee but then again.
it din look as nice and chio and special as thw one yinxi n i saw the other day
boohoo oh wells nvm la.
i cldnt find a black chain for my pendant leh
so sad lor
perlini's sliver cant fit bits n pieces oso cant fit=(
neways went over to taka mango
waoo super crowded lar
i cldnt find the racer back top i wanted
boo we din wanna queue up to try
to left lar
walked arnd and my mum became a spendrift!
haha she spent alot of money loh
hehe bot takopachi
den she say i eat too much le
which only explains why im so fat/=
walked over tocentre point
just to go to the mango sale
haha saw this pink top
den tried i cldnt wear my normal size leh
xs lor maybe cos its pink
den not the same as black
the cutting and stuff
so bot a bigger size
but etg there was in succha beeg mess
the queue was longg and e'body just ransacking the whole place
haha saw this pair of jeans
but as mum says i seldom wear so i din buy it lar
yupp i tink we spent abt a hundred bucks
haha bot marks n spencer cookies
my favourite=)
haha finally got to eat lunch at 2pm
at the emerald foodcourt.
yepp ate beef noodles
den got blackout okay
haha and the stall auntie ask me not to be scared
i wasnt okay!hmpf
ohh i saw this super damn sissy guy please.
he was wearing this pink op pants
and racer back top
i tot was gurl
den i look down and saw HAIRY legs
haha im so evil;)
saw him agn when buyin drink
he jus went to sit wit 2 other guys when the seat was allady taken!
so inconsiderate pls
but i sorta pity him
cos tink he's either mute or deaf
yeahi still tink im mean
haha went jurong point after that
amazingly the train ride was fast!
maybe cos i was tired and all..
went library first
borowed 2 books i tink quite interesting
heh den we bot the printer ink
lik after how many eons pls
but damn ex leh $48 lor
sigh den we learnt a new thing
if u seldom use the printe ink
like duh it will dry..
so to prevent it,
switch on ur printer everyday
haha the guy told us
den my mum heartached cos the previous ink was wasted.
haha bot tis 37degrees shorts
grey one cos 20% storewide
haha so that completes my chinese ney yr clothes
yupp so when sch reopens i dunid to worry le
heehee bot this coconut thing
damn sweet but very nice to eat..
see larh i snack so often.
and all unhealthy food.tsk.
okay i feel so lethargic
and dun feel as tho i've ran lor
cept that im sticky and all..
sigh seriously tink tt my speed n stamina is worst den ever =(
again im feeling demoraelised..
boohoo
but i read this thing from a running book.
and i really lik tt book
somebody get that for my xmas prex!!
(i know xmas over)
its called you dun need speed to run.
yupp 26bucks
i saw it at kino.heehee
super meaningful de(:
you may never win a race but the years ahead maybe filled with victory after victory
nice hor.haha yupp alot of motivational stuff.
heehee watching news
the earthquake thing at phuket penang n blah damn bad lar
12000 ple killed
i pity them.feel sorry.
haix my auntie uncle were lucky kae
they flew off from phuket airport a while b4 the earthquake lor
thank GOD,else i dunno wat wld happen yea?
but well life's prestined anyway..
the girl next door;
Sunday, December 26, 2004
feel so sian bored depressed unhappy etg lar
no idea why but im feeling so so wrong!
erts.chatted to kingyin earlier bt her thailand trip
tt crazy woman.heh
anw.went to people's park jux now with parents n bro
bto the felt n dmc thread
we walked ardn wit ntg to buy
cos was actually shoppping for my bro clothes
yeah imagine how bored i was
but i bot towel not for myself tho
sigh.peoples park was boring so we went over to bugis.
ohh and i wore the star necklace n star braclet!
hahah so chio cant stand it=)
heehee i was searching for my black chain lar
but all too thick den cant fit.
booo=(
but i saw damn chio necklaces lor.
passion rouge i tink.
yeah damn nice de(:
shopped arnd.mum bot esprit clothes.
i couldnt buy atg
cos my new yr shopping completed le.
so yahh i must restrict myself
from spending more money
haha but tmr im going out wit mummy to town.
haha den to mango.
cos having sale wat.
haha yupp i eyeing this top..
heehee and kingyin!
better buy smth i like hor.
haha thanks yahh?
ohh yest had xmas celebration at my hse.
my auntie family only lar.
yupp we had turkey,honey baked ham,pork ribs,slamon,rosti,bee hoon
haha so much food hor.
its felt so ehh westernised?
haha but i din like the turkey=/
it tasted soo weird?!
sigh maybe im a lousy eater larh
haix not my fault.
but i eat till i so bloated lor
had ice cream log cake.
heh that was super yummy:)
heehee watched dumb and dumber
oh man its suchha hilarious show pls.
fancy digging ur nose with money
haha but i din eli watched the entire show
just snippets here and there
but tot was quite funny eh.
haha.streetwise still nice(:
and it was so sad cos it was last episode den channel u mei you le
yupp and auntie jenny gave me prex
well she gave eone a prex
bro,sis,sis bf,maid
yupp i got sum body shop soap.
worth $12.90
but i dun really like it lar.
yeah in a way i prefer other stuff lar.
bro got op wallet.
damn chio.im jealous pls.
sis bf got perfume
maid got body shop soap
and i was telling my bro how my status is compared to a maid.
and i was called old hag
sobs=( oh well.
my sis got perlini's silver necklave lehs
and that was wat i wanted.
suited me the best!!!
maybe we'll exchange
since she always go for soaps and stuff
heehee see how lar
but i shud be glad cos its the thot tt counts anw.
but jus to tell ya know..
next time u all wanna buy prex for me hor.
dun ever get me soaps or stuff toys yeah?
well guess those things are wat i dislike receiveing the most!
sorry eh but im fussy.
i love accessories tho:))
haha braclets,necklaces,anklets.
all are fine..
haha i love dangling earrings.
but if only i had earholes:(
...
sigh.i miss my darling nicole!!!
u better hurry fly back.
and be honoured when u read this hor.
there's no one to msg to and crapp le
so sad.life's dull without her.
boohoo:(
nicole ee!!its ur fault for abandoning me!
2 or 3 more days..
then she'll be back
sigh so long yet so short.
haix.well well.
kathryn's amusing me nowadays.
haha.thanks hor.
gonna run liaos
yesterday i never train larh
feel so fatt!
argh ohwell
shall run le.hehe
tmr still must wake up early go school
haix shall call sir and ask
yupp .
no idea why but im feeling so so wrong!
erts.chatted to kingyin earlier bt her thailand trip
tt crazy woman.heh
anw.went to people's park jux now with parents n bro
bto the felt n dmc thread
we walked ardn wit ntg to buy
cos was actually shoppping for my bro clothes
yeah imagine how bored i was
but i bot towel not for myself tho
sigh.peoples park was boring so we went over to bugis.
ohh and i wore the star necklace n star braclet!
hahah so chio cant stand it=)
heehee i was searching for my black chain lar
but all too thick den cant fit.
booo=(
but i saw damn chio necklaces lor.
passion rouge i tink.
yeah damn nice de(:
shopped arnd.mum bot esprit clothes.
i couldnt buy atg
cos my new yr shopping completed le.
so yahh i must restrict myself
from spending more money
haha but tmr im going out wit mummy to town.
haha den to mango.
cos having sale wat.
haha yupp i eyeing this top..
heehee and kingyin!
better buy smth i like hor.
haha thanks yahh?
ohh yest had xmas celebration at my hse.
my auntie family only lar.
yupp we had turkey,honey baked ham,pork ribs,slamon,rosti,bee hoon
haha so much food hor.
its felt so ehh westernised?
haha but i din like the turkey=/
it tasted soo weird?!
sigh maybe im a lousy eater larh
haix not my fault.
but i eat till i so bloated lor
had ice cream log cake.
heh that was super yummy:)
heehee watched dumb and dumber
oh man its suchha hilarious show pls.
fancy digging ur nose with money
haha but i din eli watched the entire show
just snippets here and there
but tot was quite funny eh.
haha.streetwise still nice(:
and it was so sad cos it was last episode den channel u mei you le
yupp and auntie jenny gave me prex
well she gave eone a prex
bro,sis,sis bf,maid
yupp i got sum body shop soap.
worth $12.90
but i dun really like it lar.
yeah in a way i prefer other stuff lar.
bro got op wallet.
damn chio.im jealous pls.
sis bf got perfume
maid got body shop soap
and i was telling my bro how my status is compared to a maid.
and i was called old hag
sobs=( oh well.
my sis got perlini's silver necklave lehs
and that was wat i wanted.
suited me the best!!!
maybe we'll exchange
since she always go for soaps and stuff
heehee see how lar
but i shud be glad cos its the thot tt counts anw.
but jus to tell ya know..
next time u all wanna buy prex for me hor.
dun ever get me soaps or stuff toys yeah?
well guess those things are wat i dislike receiveing the most!
sorry eh but im fussy.
i love accessories tho:))
haha braclets,necklaces,anklets.
all are fine..
haha i love dangling earrings.
but if only i had earholes:(
...
sigh.i miss my darling nicole!!!
u better hurry fly back.
and be honoured when u read this hor.
there's no one to msg to and crapp le
so sad.life's dull without her.
boohoo:(
nicole ee!!its ur fault for abandoning me!
2 or 3 more days..
then she'll be back
sigh so long yet so short.
haix.well well.
kathryn's amusing me nowadays.
haha.thanks hor.
gonna run liaos
yesterday i never train larh
feel so fatt!
argh ohwell
shall run le.hehe
tmr still must wake up early go school
haix shall call sir and ask
yupp .
the girl next door;
Friday, December 24, 2004
its christmas eve rite now!
and im fricking bored!!!
bet everyone's out there celebrating xmas
preparing for countdown
and me?
stuck at home completing last minute homework!
awman this is bad.
brother wants to stya till 12 for xmas
maybe i;ll stay up with him
but im lazy=/
haix today i woke up at 930 lorh
last nite slpet late
watched police story!
soo nice kaes..
haha=) but a bit freaky
killing and stuff
but its still cool cos jackie chan's stunts are awesomme!!
haha yeah yeah i wenta run today okay!
so guai please.
haha smeaked into gym
yupp cant believe running on xmas eve
tmr i shall attempt running an hr
i'll try but maybe go shopping!
haha yeah.
shall go watch american idol le
im raelly bored! =/
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OUT THERE!
enjoy the last one more week of holidays cos school's reopening soon!(:
and im fricking bored!!!
bet everyone's out there celebrating xmas
preparing for countdown
and me?
stuck at home completing last minute homework!
awman this is bad.
brother wants to stya till 12 for xmas
maybe i;ll stay up with him
but im lazy=/
haix today i woke up at 930 lorh
last nite slpet late
watched police story!
soo nice kaes..
haha=) but a bit freaky
killing and stuff
but its still cool cos jackie chan's stunts are awesomme!!
haha yeah yeah i wenta run today okay!
so guai please.
haha smeaked into gym
yupp cant believe running on xmas eve
tmr i shall attempt running an hr
i'll try but maybe go shopping!
haha yeah.
shall go watch american idol le
im raelly bored! =/
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OUT THERE!
enjoy the last one more week of holidays cos school's reopening soon!(:
the girl next door;
Thursday, December 23, 2004
i had suchha fantastically deliciously yummy dinner today:))
i shant list out wat i ate
shant make anybody jealous.haha =P
hmm had registration today
rushed to school by 645 to do track board
all by myself =(
haha heck but at least it looks more presentable
winks-but i 4got to add sir's name under the teachers leh
i hope he nvr realise it..
was briefed at mini forum and i was in traffic duty okay!
thanks goodness haf the npcc girls man
haha so i stood abv the mini forum down there instead
with chun zi and we kept talkin
haha i kept sayin gd morning okay
which only goes to show how polite i am
heehee thankyou thankyou
den lauliling go say i very fake leh
so hurting!i had sincerity okay!
haha ohh and i counted
there were 30girls from raffles!
i tot it was damn little la but den agn its quite alot
i noe my yr had 52
but obviously many went other schools in the end..
so yupp.
im so honoured those rgp ple recgonised me!
haha and i must say tt 1C2'05 is...
not really very nice=(
boo sorry eh no offence.
but its lik there's only 7 chinese okay!
so saddening.
and limsiewkiak is their form tcher
ohman im so evil.
hah but im still sad im nt in charge of any class
sighs which means i haf lessons de 1st 3 days
and yvonne wun be arnd to pei wo =(
sobs.this is bad
hmm anw.met sir den he scold me!
=/ cos he say i nvr put up any track benner when i did leh!
i put so much effort hor
so i brought him to see our lovely designed banner
heehee talked n talked
about lotsa stuff
i shant say.haix but affected i must admit.
ohh and i must say im so goody today!
i helped these 2 ladies to check if their child got hcl
den ran down to tell them
den tok to them for 45 minutes okay!
haha tell me im helpful.winks-
they gt so many qns abt crescent okay
haha and one of them joked saying
my daughter in 1S3
S stnds 4 sincerity so she very sincere leh!
haha i was laughing lik atg.
haha in the end i made frens wit one of them the daughter
n even got her number!
i so nice msg her okay
cos she waana join track de.
haha yeah i know they very touched
thankiew
they were queueing for food with rachel yeo in front f them
them rachel told me they were praising me leh!
this is wat the mother said:
"u must learn from lynette jiejie okay,she very good"
haha i was grinning like anything lor please!
haha yay im so happy.
oh b4 i forget..
thnks hweeboon for the pretty chio necklace!!
haha i love it kaes the pendant lar.
haha but its still nice!
and the chocolates too:)
thanks so so so much!
hah back to the parents.
hmm just talking to them for 45mins,
they said i looked stressed!
omg!how bad that is.
they asked abt my class
said it was gd since triple
den ask why i not taking hcl
so i explained
den they said its okay
cos i have too many commitements
track and council
they also know very taxing eh.
but they din know abt my house!
haha oh wells.
i look forward to seeing her daughter in track tho!
cos i think she look quite good=)
haha MY recommendation hor
im suchha good promoter.
heehee im so full of myself today
yay.uhm.wat else did i do.
i know i helped kat do alot of things.
so kat.u had better be grateful!!!
heehee den mrs heng said im the only councillior who greeted her
ohh im honoured.
yupp haha im crazy today ler
anw,left wit maznah
and i recognised her sis okay!
from raffles de!
but she looked so shy and demure
totally unlike maznah.haha.tsktsk.
yup came home went for lunch wit parents
and i ate like a pig!!
now im super heavy.i put on 2kg!
thats damn bad larh.
hmm fell aslp while packing.
den wn jurong point get sum stuff
came home played tennis.
but i din run =/
cos i was lazy.whoops!
but i predicted todays trng workout leh
600m*5
i told yinxi yesteday!
haha i rock =)
aiya im just smart la cnat be helped
heehee cos mrlin told me to run 2 mins then walk 3 min 5 sets.
so i predict correctly lor! yay.heehee
im so hyped up today
its considered the best day of the wk i tell u.
really kaes.
i never felt so happy
and so myself for a loongggg longgg time.
im so glad:)
hmmm and heard from ethel they bot mrlin xmas prex!
so sweet of them!
haha hope mrlin will haf gd impression of us
haha yupp i cant wait for tues trng?
why?i oso dunno.
but i need to pass grace n qixin their chocolates!
supposed to be for xmas leh.
but i din get to see them today:(
ohwell.
haha im still so happy=)
shall go play inklink ..
hah im addicted le.
i dunnoh why..
i shant list out wat i ate
shant make anybody jealous.haha =P
hmm had registration today
rushed to school by 645 to do track board
all by myself =(
haha heck but at least it looks more presentable
winks-but i 4got to add sir's name under the teachers leh
i hope he nvr realise it..
was briefed at mini forum and i was in traffic duty okay!
thanks goodness haf the npcc girls man
haha so i stood abv the mini forum down there instead
with chun zi and we kept talkin
haha i kept sayin gd morning okay
which only goes to show how polite i am
heehee thankyou thankyou
den lauliling go say i very fake leh
so hurting!i had sincerity okay!
haha ohh and i counted
there were 30girls from raffles!
i tot it was damn little la but den agn its quite alot
i noe my yr had 52
but obviously many went other schools in the end..
so yupp.
im so honoured those rgp ple recgonised me!
haha and i must say tt 1C2'05 is...
not really very nice=(
boo sorry eh no offence.
but its lik there's only 7 chinese okay!
so saddening.
and limsiewkiak is their form tcher
ohman im so evil.
hah but im still sad im nt in charge of any class
sighs which means i haf lessons de 1st 3 days
and yvonne wun be arnd to pei wo =(
sobs.this is bad
hmm anw.met sir den he scold me!
=/ cos he say i nvr put up any track benner when i did leh!
i put so much effort hor
so i brought him to see our lovely designed banner
heehee talked n talked
about lotsa stuff
i shant say.haix but affected i must admit.
ohh and i must say im so goody today!
i helped these 2 ladies to check if their child got hcl
den ran down to tell them
den tok to them for 45 minutes okay!
haha tell me im helpful.winks-
they gt so many qns abt crescent okay
haha and one of them joked saying
my daughter in 1S3
S stnds 4 sincerity so she very sincere leh!
haha i was laughing lik atg.
haha in the end i made frens wit one of them the daughter
n even got her number!
i so nice msg her okay
cos she waana join track de.
haha yeah i know they very touched
thankiew
they were queueing for food with rachel yeo in front f them
them rachel told me they were praising me leh!
this is wat the mother said:
"u must learn from lynette jiejie okay,she very good"
haha i was grinning like anything lor please!
haha yay im so happy.
oh b4 i forget..
thnks hweeboon for the pretty chio necklace!!
haha i love it kaes the pendant lar.
haha but its still nice!
and the chocolates too:)
thanks so so so much!
hah back to the parents.
hmm just talking to them for 45mins,
they said i looked stressed!
omg!how bad that is.
they asked abt my class
said it was gd since triple
den ask why i not taking hcl
so i explained
den they said its okay
cos i have too many commitements
track and council
they also know very taxing eh.
but they din know abt my house!
haha oh wells.
i look forward to seeing her daughter in track tho!
cos i think she look quite good=)
haha MY recommendation hor
im suchha good promoter.
heehee im so full of myself today
yay.uhm.wat else did i do.
i know i helped kat do alot of things.
so kat.u had better be grateful!!!
heehee den mrs heng said im the only councillior who greeted her
ohh im honoured.
yupp haha im crazy today ler
anw,left wit maznah
and i recognised her sis okay!
from raffles de!
but she looked so shy and demure
totally unlike maznah.haha.tsktsk.
yup came home went for lunch wit parents
and i ate like a pig!!
now im super heavy.i put on 2kg!
thats damn bad larh.
hmm fell aslp while packing.
den wn jurong point get sum stuff
came home played tennis.
but i din run =/
cos i was lazy.whoops!
but i predicted todays trng workout leh
600m*5
i told yinxi yesteday!
haha i rock =)
aiya im just smart la cnat be helped
heehee cos mrlin told me to run 2 mins then walk 3 min 5 sets.
so i predict correctly lor! yay.heehee
im so hyped up today
its considered the best day of the wk i tell u.
really kaes.
i never felt so happy
and so myself for a loongggg longgg time.
im so glad:)
hmmm and heard from ethel they bot mrlin xmas prex!
so sweet of them!
haha hope mrlin will haf gd impression of us
haha yupp i cant wait for tues trng?
why?i oso dunno.
but i need to pass grace n qixin their chocolates!
supposed to be for xmas leh.
but i din get to see them today:(
ohwell.
haha im still so happy=)
shall go play inklink ..
hah im addicted le.
i dunnoh why..
the girl next door;
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
just came back from town
yupp had a fun time with yinxi:)
heh lemme start wit trng at turf city
ran one rnd at race pace
with a tummyache
i had diarheooa okay
yarhh wasnt veh satisfied wit my performance
tink mrlin saw my dissapointment
cos he was lik trina ran well yinxi ran well
and he said lynette ran well too
considering her flu on and off
haha so honoured
but u bet he said it cos i was beside em
and he had to remind me abt 400m again!
arghs i hate it lar
i rather do 400m hurdles.haha
my goal :)
yupp did sum finishing kick
den i was shocked when he say run one rnd recovery run okay!
oh mann so tiring lar
but glad we completed it
heh town motivated mme.winks-
haha and ethel is back from melbourne!
haha i hope she lik my xmas prex.hee
went over mq hse to get myprex
haha thanks hor=)
i like it esp the cookie!!!
i want a beeg beeg one for my birthday next yr okay.
haha thanks and get well soon!
hmm ate baked rice
so yummy.and i have to empahsize tt yinxi spent 4 bucks 4 fried
haha n she was consoling herself it was worth it
while i kept rubbing salt into her wound
sorry eh
walked arnd
went heeren n she bot my xmas prex!!
haha thanks alott.
i really love the star braclet!!!
haha yay but im glad she liked my couch potato as her prex too
haha i love christmas too -beams*
we were bored by 2.30 and din haf anywhere to go lar
and we were so broke okay!
ahhh went over taka den wisma den back to heeren
cos wanted to see dangling earrings
hmm i bto the gummies
with only $3.10 to buy von's loolly
but i so nice lend yinxi 2 bucks to pay for her xmas cards
so i din haf any money left
den cant buy anymore
and my bro din wanna bring 2 bucks to jp for me :(
so i din buy it inthe end.
sorry yvoone.
i give u when school reopens hor.
yupp we left after that lor
totally broke i had only 1.20while she had 40cents
haha so funny
if i hadnt buy takopachi i cld haf bot the lolly
if i hadnt buy gummies i oso cld haf bot lolly
haix but i shant brood
cos life is mant to spend money
ho ho ho
im so logical eh
ohh and i must mention this!!
we managed to siam tis indian girl who was selling the donation thing
den came this other guy who approach us
den yinxi stopped okay!!
so we obviously ended up buying the rubbish thing
i already walked like 10metres den i had to walk back
haha yinxi so kind hearted unlike me =P
but still!i could have been 2.50 richer lor!
baing i kept scolding her
sorry arh i feel so bad
make our outing seem so bad =/
dun blame me kaes.i din mean it lar
yeah heard tt time she had to pay 10 bucks by herself
so im nice afterall
yeah but next time cant stop for this kinda ple okay.
and i was sayin when we grow up mustnt do tis kinda job
tho it maybe for a good cause
cos many tenns will just siam u
den u probably mutter under ur breath
"these ple so inconsiderate"
dunt even wanna donate
yupp n u'll recall urself being one of them previously
yup its better to be those kind of hold the tin one
haha den ple are nt obliged to donate
and surprisngly u'll get mroe money too!
haha im so logicall heehee
yupp i saw alot of my jnrs from rgp today!
haha and they recognise me okay
haha so honoured.winks
im just well-known
heh.shall go eat le
must slp early tonite
cos tmr 7am mus b in sch for registration
i cant wait to see those innocent p6s coming to crex!
den u'll see the chance in them too
yupp tata!
yupp had a fun time with yinxi:)
heh lemme start wit trng at turf city
ran one rnd at race pace
with a tummyache
i had diarheooa okay
yarhh wasnt veh satisfied wit my performance
tink mrlin saw my dissapointment
cos he was lik trina ran well yinxi ran well
and he said lynette ran well too
considering her flu on and off
haha so honoured
but u bet he said it cos i was beside em
and he had to remind me abt 400m again!
arghs i hate it lar
i rather do 400m hurdles.haha
my goal :)
yupp did sum finishing kick
den i was shocked when he say run one rnd recovery run okay!
oh mann so tiring lar
but glad we completed it
heh town motivated mme.winks-
haha and ethel is back from melbourne!
haha i hope she lik my xmas prex.hee
went over mq hse to get myprex
haha thanks hor=)
i like it esp the cookie!!!
i want a beeg beeg one for my birthday next yr okay.
haha thanks and get well soon!
hmm ate baked rice
so yummy.and i have to empahsize tt yinxi spent 4 bucks 4 fried
haha n she was consoling herself it was worth it
while i kept rubbing salt into her wound
sorry eh
walked arnd
went heeren n she bot my xmas prex!!
haha thanks alott.
i really love the star braclet!!!
haha yay but im glad she liked my couch potato as her prex too
haha i love christmas too -beams*
we were bored by 2.30 and din haf anywhere to go lar
and we were so broke okay!
ahhh went over taka den wisma den back to heeren
cos wanted to see dangling earrings
hmm i bto the gummies
with only $3.10 to buy von's loolly
but i so nice lend yinxi 2 bucks to pay for her xmas cards
so i din haf any money left
den cant buy anymore
and my bro din wanna bring 2 bucks to jp for me :(
so i din buy it inthe end.
sorry yvoone.
i give u when school reopens hor.
yupp we left after that lor
totally broke i had only 1.20while she had 40cents
haha so funny
if i hadnt buy takopachi i cld haf bot the lolly
if i hadnt buy gummies i oso cld haf bot lolly
haix but i shant brood
cos life is mant to spend money
ho ho ho
im so logical eh
ohh and i must mention this!!
we managed to siam tis indian girl who was selling the donation thing
den came this other guy who approach us
den yinxi stopped okay!!
so we obviously ended up buying the rubbish thing
i already walked like 10metres den i had to walk back
haha yinxi so kind hearted unlike me =P
but still!i could have been 2.50 richer lor!
baing i kept scolding her
sorry arh i feel so bad
make our outing seem so bad =/
dun blame me kaes.i din mean it lar
yeah heard tt time she had to pay 10 bucks by herself
so im nice afterall
yeah but next time cant stop for this kinda ple okay.
and i was sayin when we grow up mustnt do tis kinda job
tho it maybe for a good cause
cos many tenns will just siam u
den u probably mutter under ur breath
"these ple so inconsiderate"
dunt even wanna donate
yupp n u'll recall urself being one of them previously
yup its better to be those kind of hold the tin one
haha den ple are nt obliged to donate
and surprisngly u'll get mroe money too!
haha im so logicall heehee
yupp i saw alot of my jnrs from rgp today!
haha and they recognise me okay
haha so honoured.winks
im just well-known
heh.shall go eat le
must slp early tonite
cos tmr 7am mus b in sch for registration
i cant wait to see those innocent p6s coming to crex!
den u'll see the chance in them too
yupp tata!
the girl next door;
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
im so drained outta my energy today
spent 6 bloody hours at school
with what?bronte banner cum track board
my white hair growing le
legs are numb dunno y im tired
body's aching
head's spinning
haix im so problematic can
tsk im supposed to train today
but i din simply cos i;ve got no energy
n i reached home only now so yahh
feeling guilty lor but wat can i do?
tmr surely cant perform at trng de
sigh im jux being paranoid i suppose
well well anyways
the bronte banner is finally done at last! :))
its super duper chio i tell you
we din even expect it to turn out so nicely
heh all thanks to the ever so
patient serious perfectionist
lynette and krystle
ho ho ho.its so nice nice nice okays
im happy in a way heh
cos bronte is sucha purrfecct house
i love bronte so so much
hahaha i hope we win the banner thing
cos its really lovely
heh cannot stand it man
yay we rock ;)
eunice yuxiang rachel came to help with the track board
but its still not yet completed
guess i'll have to do etg before this thursday
all by myself.boo =(
yuxiang kept talking about her moment
haha she so funny eh
hmm krystle n i went tiong at 3
we ran to redhill den hurry buy the materials for board
and our lunch too from bk
heh den we took train and ran back
so tiring okay
cos we aimed to reeach school at 345
yahh and we really reached exactly at 345
haha cos its was 20sec to 345
and we sprinted up the bloody slope haha
ate den helped with board while krys cleaned pe room
thanks hor:)
happy belated birthday btw!
uhm den cut the track words till my fingers hurt so much
reminded me of tht time i cut the track words oso
with usarin n ethel
heh hung up the crescent track banner
ohh its so chio okay
haha i hope we picked the right spot
den everyone will know how much track rocks
bahh so rubbish
anyway left around 530
and ms neo din wanna pay me the $7.20 i spent on track stuff okay
so im really broke now
bot the lays chips for rachel n yx
that cost me $3.10
yahh sigh
wonder why cant msneo just gimme $7.20 of her own money first
sobs haix irritating
do so much for track to get such treatment
bleahs oh well.heck
i dowanna go for trgn tmr
im sure i wun run well
turf city summore leh
i hate it so much
tmr got no one to pace
or gauge how fast or slow to run
kat not coming
nicole oso not in spore
but im much slower then them anw
haix this is bad
but i cant wait for the after trng part!!!
cos yinxi n i are going town!
hehe its once in a blue moon that we go out okay
haha so exciting
den i can get my xmas prex :)
beams i cant wait!
but first i must endure the awful trng first
hmm town shall be my motivation to run well
haha but if dun run well den very sian
after mrlin say i run too slow like yesterday lidat
den he never even take our timing lor
so depressing and hurting okay :(
sigh shall just admit that im pure slow.
boo i dread trng once again
and i wonder why my life is passing so fast
with so many things to do!!!
argh!
spent 6 bloody hours at school
with what?bronte banner cum track board
my white hair growing le
legs are numb dunno y im tired
body's aching
head's spinning
haix im so problematic can
tsk im supposed to train today
but i din simply cos i;ve got no energy
n i reached home only now so yahh
feeling guilty lor but wat can i do?
tmr surely cant perform at trng de
sigh im jux being paranoid i suppose
well well anyways
the bronte banner is finally done at last! :))
its super duper chio i tell you
we din even expect it to turn out so nicely
heh all thanks to the ever so
patient serious perfectionist
lynette and krystle
ho ho ho.its so nice nice nice okays
im happy in a way heh
cos bronte is sucha purrfecct house
i love bronte so so much
hahaha i hope we win the banner thing
cos its really lovely
heh cannot stand it man
yay we rock ;)
eunice yuxiang rachel came to help with the track board
but its still not yet completed
guess i'll have to do etg before this thursday
all by myself.boo =(
yuxiang kept talking about her moment
haha she so funny eh
hmm krystle n i went tiong at 3
we ran to redhill den hurry buy the materials for board
and our lunch too from bk
heh den we took train and ran back
so tiring okay
cos we aimed to reeach school at 345
yahh and we really reached exactly at 345
haha cos its was 20sec to 345
and we sprinted up the bloody slope haha
ate den helped with board while krys cleaned pe room
thanks hor:)
happy belated birthday btw!
uhm den cut the track words till my fingers hurt so much
reminded me of tht time i cut the track words oso
with usarin n ethel
heh hung up the crescent track banner
ohh its so chio okay
haha i hope we picked the right spot
den everyone will know how much track rocks
bahh so rubbish
anyway left around 530
and ms neo din wanna pay me the $7.20 i spent on track stuff okay
so im really broke now
bot the lays chips for rachel n yx
that cost me $3.10
yahh sigh
wonder why cant msneo just gimme $7.20 of her own money first
sobs haix irritating
do so much for track to get such treatment
bleahs oh well.heck
i dowanna go for trgn tmr
im sure i wun run well
turf city summore leh
i hate it so much
tmr got no one to pace
or gauge how fast or slow to run
kat not coming
nicole oso not in spore
but im much slower then them anw
haix this is bad
but i cant wait for the after trng part!!!
cos yinxi n i are going town!
hehe its once in a blue moon that we go out okay
haha so exciting
den i can get my xmas prex :)
beams i cant wait!
but first i must endure the awful trng first
hmm town shall be my motivation to run well
haha but if dun run well den very sian
after mrlin say i run too slow like yesterday lidat
den he never even take our timing lor
so depressing and hurting okay :(
sigh shall just admit that im pure slow.
boo i dread trng once again
and i wonder why my life is passing so fast
with so many things to do!!!
argh!
the girl next door;
Friday, December 17, 2004
it pouring once again =/
i dont like.
realise that it only rains in the afternn.
n etime trng its bloody hot and stuff.grr
but all the better
at least there's proper workout (:
as much as i hate trng i still like it.
haha so contridicting.
so today's trng was simply a killer!!!
i must emphasize that its damnit hard lar
we did 400m*6.
thats sounds bad enough but its 2 sets u know!
whihc makes it 400m*12 =4.8km
omg.i alomost fainted.
the rest in btwn its only liik 1 pathetic min?
mayb cos the pace is slow but i dunno
i still think it was tough.
sprinters only did 500,300,200 2 sets leh
which is 2km only.
boo i wanna be sprinter :(
but maybe 2km is not ntg to them
haix.at least i completed it.
tho i stopped after 4 for 2nd set.
i din wanna hyperventilate=/
we stride downslope after tt.
i was shocked when mrlin said ten times okay!
but thank goodness i only had to do 7 =)
but he say my shoulders too high when i run..
so im improving on that.
he said once agn tt he wanted me to do 400m!
i dun wan i dun wan!
maybe if its 400m hurdles i may consider.heh
but still i cannot run 400m for nuts! =/
it causes butt pain
head ache
jelly body
and stresss!!!
bahh i cant imagine the day i run 400m race man.
i think i'll be the last
and tottally not like wat mrlin described as
"u maybe the smallest in size but just u watch,u will lead the bigger ones by alot"
thats so rubbish
i hate it when he has a goal for me.
i hate it even more when he has high hopes pinned on me!
bleahs.stress level is high.
but maybe,he just wants the best outta me :))
cos maybe he's considering to pull me outta x-country
for i've no stamina at all
hmmm i was happy when he said i could join jumps!
haha when he said tt, i tot i din hafta do the 2nd set of 400m
haha but i still had too =/
ohwells.i shudd have improved a bit now rite?
since the workout was hardddd.haha
i must enjoy trng -->krystle's beautiful logic
haha =)
anyway went home with qixin
den i smelt kfc in the bus okay
so i had craving n decided to eat kfc for lunch
haha save me the trouble of cooking spaghetti for my bro.
but it cost me 8bucks!
at least it tasted good :) so yummy.
haha but this cleaner talked bad abt me
said smth like"i just mopped the floor den she must come and sit here,no brains ar" in malay
she tink i dun understand.i not bad de okay.
haha but who cares.
i have the right to choose where i wanna sit :P
walked arnd jurong point for abt an hour or less..
nike apparels were on sale okay!
at sportslink
but its kinda messy so yeah i cldnt find wat i wanted.
even if i did it din have my size all medium or large
thats why its on sale :/
haha joking.
i ate crunch ice cream
tho im still a lil sick.
its all my bro's fault.
eat mr softee den i oso feel lik eating ice cream
hee so ate n went home.
n i felt hungry again
haha so i ate maggie mee
high metabolism rate..
not so chim..den its fast digestion
haha im crapping so much eh
must be cos im tired n crazy.
just finished wrapping nine pkts of candies.
for xmas prex.
den i ate one cabury chocolate
n realise its kinda melted
or maybe just soft.
however by the time i give the trackkers on mon
it will probably be melted.
even if it doesnt the hot sun will melt it..
bahh how arh?
so for those who get ar dun blame me if the chocolates are melted!!
just go home n put in fridge.heh (:
maybe shall bring on wed instead
chances of melting at turfcity is lower
cos no direct sun where our bags are..
oh my...im thinkin so far.
heck lar shalll just bring on mon.
[im back to square one]
heh.
my brother's fren coming over tmr.
so me n mum shall escape!
haha so evil.
im going shopping!!
lalala to buy clothes
and its for new year kaes.
think im super kaisu.
but cant be helped
scullie by the time cny is here in feb
i cant wear the clothes ler
haha thats wld be bad bad :/
aiya thinki blogg too much le
i need to go to my terrible hw
arghs.ta.
i dont like.
realise that it only rains in the afternn.
n etime trng its bloody hot and stuff.grr
but all the better
at least there's proper workout (:
as much as i hate trng i still like it.
haha so contridicting.
so today's trng was simply a killer!!!
i must emphasize that its damnit hard lar
we did 400m*6.
thats sounds bad enough but its 2 sets u know!
whihc makes it 400m*12 =4.8km
omg.i alomost fainted.
the rest in btwn its only liik 1 pathetic min?
mayb cos the pace is slow but i dunno
i still think it was tough.
sprinters only did 500,300,200 2 sets leh
which is 2km only.
boo i wanna be sprinter :(
but maybe 2km is not ntg to them
haix.at least i completed it.
tho i stopped after 4 for 2nd set.
i din wanna hyperventilate=/
we stride downslope after tt.
i was shocked when mrlin said ten times okay!
but thank goodness i only had to do 7 =)
but he say my shoulders too high when i run..
so im improving on that.
he said once agn tt he wanted me to do 400m!
i dun wan i dun wan!
maybe if its 400m hurdles i may consider.heh
but still i cannot run 400m for nuts! =/
it causes butt pain
head ache
jelly body
and stresss!!!
bahh i cant imagine the day i run 400m race man.
i think i'll be the last
and tottally not like wat mrlin described as
"u maybe the smallest in size but just u watch,u will lead the bigger ones by alot"
thats so rubbish
i hate it when he has a goal for me.
i hate it even more when he has high hopes pinned on me!
bleahs.stress level is high.
but maybe,he just wants the best outta me :))
cos maybe he's considering to pull me outta x-country
for i've no stamina at all
hmmm i was happy when he said i could join jumps!
haha when he said tt, i tot i din hafta do the 2nd set of 400m
haha but i still had too =/
ohwells.i shudd have improved a bit now rite?
since the workout was hardddd.haha
i must enjoy trng -->krystle's beautiful logic
haha =)
anyway went home with qixin
den i smelt kfc in the bus okay
so i had craving n decided to eat kfc for lunch
haha save me the trouble of cooking spaghetti for my bro.
but it cost me 8bucks!
at least it tasted good :) so yummy.
haha but this cleaner talked bad abt me
said smth like"i just mopped the floor den she must come and sit here,no brains ar" in malay
she tink i dun understand.i not bad de okay.
haha but who cares.
i have the right to choose where i wanna sit :P
walked arnd jurong point for abt an hour or less..
nike apparels were on sale okay!
at sportslink
but its kinda messy so yeah i cldnt find wat i wanted.
even if i did it din have my size all medium or large
thats why its on sale :/
haha joking.
i ate crunch ice cream
tho im still a lil sick.
its all my bro's fault.
eat mr softee den i oso feel lik eating ice cream
hee so ate n went home.
n i felt hungry again
haha so i ate maggie mee
high metabolism rate..
not so chim..den its fast digestion
haha im crapping so much eh
must be cos im tired n crazy.
just finished wrapping nine pkts of candies.
for xmas prex.
den i ate one cabury chocolate
n realise its kinda melted
or maybe just soft.
however by the time i give the trackkers on mon
it will probably be melted.
even if it doesnt the hot sun will melt it..
bahh how arh?
so for those who get ar dun blame me if the chocolates are melted!!
just go home n put in fridge.heh (:
maybe shall bring on wed instead
chances of melting at turfcity is lower
cos no direct sun where our bags are..
oh my...im thinkin so far.
heck lar shalll just bring on mon.
[im back to square one]
heh.
my brother's fren coming over tmr.
so me n mum shall escape!
haha so evil.
im going shopping!!
lalala to buy clothes
and its for new year kaes.
think im super kaisu.
but cant be helped
scullie by the time cny is here in feb
i cant wear the clothes ler
haha thats wld be bad bad :/
aiya thinki blogg too much le
i need to go to my terrible hw
arghs.ta.
the girl next door;
Thursday, December 16, 2004
bon voyage nicole!
haf fun dere at south africa!
stop thinking about trng for once!!!
know u're afraid u'll deprove or atg but just enjoy yourself eh.
yupp u'll still be good.
better den me heh so dont worry kae.
will miss ya :(
dun forget to get me smth.
winks my yummy insects
hahaha.okay see you on the 28th! :)
tata~
im dead beat
went xmas shoppping once again.
with my brother and i spent alot of money AGAIN.
boo =/
this yr i spent abt eh $100 on presents leh.
i think the longer i stay in crescent,
the more i spend on christmas
last time i dun even celebrate lor
but suddenly jus haf tis spirit of giving
heh tell me im nice.-winks*
my bro spent 31bucks i think
on 6 of his frens
and i never knew sending a parcel was so expensive ok!!!
3.40 for stamps plus 1.85 for the envelope thingy.
i was how shocked lar.
he dunno how to go his fren hse give.
bahh waste money only.
but i still spent more den him ;)
so i shant complain.
hmm went jurong point on the way home.
i was lik a housewife okay.
haha.bot vegetables for soup.
and my mum made me decide wat vege to fry
heh so i jus bot french beans.
ohh plus fishballs for soup.
see i so guai.haha =P
i bought chocolates too!
as xmas prex.
i must wrap it up nicely later.
yeah im trying to give prex to as amny ple as possible okay.
i cant believe im so nice.
heehee.
but seriously ar
i should be more spendthrift
cos im nto earning my own money as of yet.
so wat im spending is my savings
but indirectly my parents' money
they slogg so hard den i just spend it like water.
eh i self reflecting
so guilty now :/
next time i grow up must rber to give them monthly allowance
just like my sister!
heehee must be filial lar.
i want my sister to come back from hongkong!!!
:( miss her.i sleep alone every nite.
so lonely.
hope she comes back today
else its tmr.haix.
realise its been 2 weeks since track camp
wah biang.time really flies.
soon we'll be back in school
2005 is coming!
but christmas is coming first!
in 9 days time.heh =)
tmr must wake up early agn.
for trng! bleahs.
i must train train train properly
i wanna improve.
like last year.
sigh oh well
shall go wrap my christmas present le.
haf fun dere at south africa!
stop thinking about trng for once!!!
know u're afraid u'll deprove or atg but just enjoy yourself eh.
yupp u'll still be good.
better den me heh so dont worry kae.
will miss ya :(
dun forget to get me smth.
winks my yummy insects
hahaha.okay see you on the 28th! :)
tata~
im dead beat
went xmas shoppping once again.
with my brother and i spent alot of money AGAIN.
boo =/
this yr i spent abt eh $100 on presents leh.
i think the longer i stay in crescent,
the more i spend on christmas
last time i dun even celebrate lor
but suddenly jus haf tis spirit of giving
heh tell me im nice.-winks*
my bro spent 31bucks i think
on 6 of his frens
and i never knew sending a parcel was so expensive ok!!!
3.40 for stamps plus 1.85 for the envelope thingy.
i was how shocked lar.
he dunno how to go his fren hse give.
bahh waste money only.
but i still spent more den him ;)
so i shant complain.
hmm went jurong point on the way home.
i was lik a housewife okay.
haha.bot vegetables for soup.
and my mum made me decide wat vege to fry
heh so i jus bot french beans.
ohh plus fishballs for soup.
see i so guai.haha =P
i bought chocolates too!
as xmas prex.
i must wrap it up nicely later.
yeah im trying to give prex to as amny ple as possible okay.
i cant believe im so nice.
heehee.
but seriously ar
i should be more spendthrift
cos im nto earning my own money as of yet.
so wat im spending is my savings
but indirectly my parents' money
they slogg so hard den i just spend it like water.
eh i self reflecting
so guilty now :/
next time i grow up must rber to give them monthly allowance
just like my sister!
heehee must be filial lar.
i want my sister to come back from hongkong!!!
:( miss her.i sleep alone every nite.
so lonely.
hope she comes back today
else its tmr.haix.
realise its been 2 weeks since track camp
wah biang.time really flies.
soon we'll be back in school
2005 is coming!
but christmas is coming first!
in 9 days time.heh =)
tmr must wake up early agn.
for trng! bleahs.
i must train train train properly
i wanna improve.
like last year.
sigh oh well
shall go wrap my christmas present le.
the girl next door;
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
im feeling so energised once agn (:
all thanks to the medicine im feeling so much better!!
i shouldnt have been so stubborn
if only i went to the blardie doctor earlier,
den i wld have recovered earlier,
and i would not have suffered at trngs feeling so demoraelised.
i think i can be doctor oso.
sit down there
check temperature
stuff sum sick things into my nose.
give prescriptions
and one minute later im outta the clinic.
haha.so crappy today=/
anw.its been quite sum time since i last enjoyed trng okay!
well well.
went turf city for trng.
as usual had to run 2 rounds
but unlike fri, it was 1st round fast 2nd recovery run
i pushed myself hor.
was trying to kp up wit trina kat they all.
at least tis time i din lagg behind
so im happy of course.
cos i improved! :)
not say my timing is fantastic or wat
but there is jus this sense of accomplishement i hven experienced for al long time!
and i liked that feeling ;)
haha 2nd rnd we ran reall slowly
or rather walked the route
heehee we so notty.
anw.mrlin said i should work on my 400m
which i dunno wat he means
im afraid he'll make me run 400m next yr.
uh oh.i'll cry!!
he oso said smth abt a competition in jan
thats worst i rather not be in the team
cos im the slowest lehs.
will just pull the team down.bahh
and its lik x-country against sprinters lor.
bleahhs.i dun wannt tt day to come lar.
okay.so came back n watched princess diaries 2!
haha i wanna be a princess :))
lynette's a princess wannabe
hohoho.-beams*
yup.den i slept for 45 mins okay.
stupid medicine made me drowsy agn lor
that the problem agn medicine.
i cannot stand it larhs.
but im glad to recover soon!haha.
ohh my gonna be a big sister tmr!
just like my sister.
haha.cos im so nice.
bringing my brother out to town.
for christmas shopping!
so fun ritee.
hahaah.my sis always brings us out
so now is my turn.
just that i got no money only.
haha so must save on cost,food.
yeah anw my mum giving bro the money.
but watever i buy i still have to pay:(
boohoo.doesnt matter.
its raining right now.
all thanks to the medicine im feeling so much better!!
i shouldnt have been so stubborn
if only i went to the blardie doctor earlier,
den i wld have recovered earlier,
and i would not have suffered at trngs feeling so demoraelised.
i think i can be doctor oso.
sit down there
check temperature
stuff sum sick things into my nose.
give prescriptions
and one minute later im outta the clinic.
haha.so crappy today=/
anw.its been quite sum time since i last enjoyed trng okay!
well well.
went turf city for trng.
as usual had to run 2 rounds
but unlike fri, it was 1st round fast 2nd recovery run
i pushed myself hor.
was trying to kp up wit trina kat they all.
at least tis time i din lagg behind
so im happy of course.
cos i improved! :)
not say my timing is fantastic or wat
but there is jus this sense of accomplishement i hven experienced for al long time!
and i liked that feeling ;)
haha 2nd rnd we ran reall slowly
or rather walked the route
heehee we so notty.
anw.mrlin said i should work on my 400m
which i dunno wat he means
im afraid he'll make me run 400m next yr.
uh oh.i'll cry!!
he oso said smth abt a competition in jan
thats worst i rather not be in the team
cos im the slowest lehs.
will just pull the team down.bahh
and its lik x-country against sprinters lor.
bleahhs.i dun wannt tt day to come lar.
okay.so came back n watched princess diaries 2!
haha i wanna be a princess :))
lynette's a princess wannabe
hohoho.-beams*
yup.den i slept for 45 mins okay.
stupid medicine made me drowsy agn lor
that the problem agn medicine.
i cannot stand it larhs.
but im glad to recover soon!haha.
ohh my gonna be a big sister tmr!
just like my sister.
haha.cos im so nice.
bringing my brother out to town.
for christmas shopping!
so fun ritee.
hahaah.my sis always brings us out
so now is my turn.
just that i got no money only.
haha so must save on cost,food.
yeah anw my mum giving bro the money.
but watever i buy i still have to pay:(
boohoo.doesnt matter.
its raining right now.
the girl next door;
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
im so fricking drowsy
my mind is spinning and spinning
bleahs
i finally am not stubborn n wenta see a doctor today!
yupp.
got 3 blardie terrible tasting medicine
yucks larhs.and its all maing me drowseee =/
doc says my left nose swollen
so got flu n sensitive nose
hmm.hope the medicine helps den tmr can perform better
he offered to gimme mc lehs
but i foolishly rejected lar
wonder if i was so sick that i neede am mc
sigh maybe i stubbornly been running so condition is worst
oh heck.cant be bothered lar.
went town with syeila.
ate at seoul garden.
think we solely ate chicken only lar.
haha.i think for first time i eat so lil at buffet
who ask me sick at this time den got no appetite mah.
but anw not i pay oso.
winks-
din eat much but yet so bloated.
erpx.
watched national treasure.
i think its a pretty nice show lehs
haha.the plot n etg.
quite nerve wrecking.
haha.my heart was so tensed up for them
heh.historical show i supposed
but i still enjoyed it ;)
thanks for going out with me:)
was so afraid u din turn up okay.heh
went back after that
i was how lethargic larh.
slept in train.den i went to run
so guai hor cos i wanted to get back my speed n etg mahs
yupp..did the workout mr lin gave us.
i was so happy i completed it
as in cos i ran hard and each 5 mins run i covered a longer distance
for once i was statisfied with my performance:))
yupp wanted go gym for workout
but got 2 men inside so i darent go in
besides im nto supposed to enter cos not 16.heh
sigh.no mood to blogg ler
really very tired.
feeling quite dizzy and nausea
but i stil wld have to go for trng tmr
and im very very very scared okay
2 rounds turf city
it sure aint easy for me at all.
i must be strong up there and try kp up wit the rest.
i really must
cannot lagg behind tmr
may the people support me all the way
bleahh.dunno wat im talking abt.
heh.anyway.
to confirm with all the trackkers ar
tmr is at TURF CITY not smu hor.
i know the schedule says smu
but i've made a mistake yesterday
so sorry for any inconvenience caused.
see you all tmr at 9am sharp! (:
my mind is spinning and spinning
bleahs
i finally am not stubborn n wenta see a doctor today!
yupp.
got 3 blardie terrible tasting medicine
yucks larhs.and its all maing me drowseee =/
doc says my left nose swollen
so got flu n sensitive nose
hmm.hope the medicine helps den tmr can perform better
he offered to gimme mc lehs
but i foolishly rejected lar
wonder if i was so sick that i neede am mc
sigh maybe i stubbornly been running so condition is worst
oh heck.cant be bothered lar.
went town with syeila.
ate at seoul garden.
think we solely ate chicken only lar.
haha.i think for first time i eat so lil at buffet
who ask me sick at this time den got no appetite mah.
but anw not i pay oso.
winks-
din eat much but yet so bloated.
erpx.
watched national treasure.
i think its a pretty nice show lehs
haha.the plot n etg.
quite nerve wrecking.
haha.my heart was so tensed up for them
heh.historical show i supposed
but i still enjoyed it ;)
thanks for going out with me:)
was so afraid u din turn up okay.heh
went back after that
i was how lethargic larh.
slept in train.den i went to run
so guai hor cos i wanted to get back my speed n etg mahs
yupp..did the workout mr lin gave us.
i was so happy i completed it
as in cos i ran hard and each 5 mins run i covered a longer distance
for once i was statisfied with my performance:))
yupp wanted go gym for workout
but got 2 men inside so i darent go in
besides im nto supposed to enter cos not 16.heh
sigh.no mood to blogg ler
really very tired.
feeling quite dizzy and nausea
but i stil wld have to go for trng tmr
and im very very very scared okay
2 rounds turf city
it sure aint easy for me at all.
i must be strong up there and try kp up wit the rest.
i really must
cannot lagg behind tmr
may the people support me all the way
bleahh.dunno wat im talking abt.
heh.anyway.
to confirm with all the trackkers ar
tmr is at TURF CITY not smu hor.
i know the schedule says smu
but i've made a mistake yesterday
so sorry for any inconvenience caused.
see you all tmr at 9am sharp! (:
the girl next door;
Friday, December 10, 2004
i hate trng days.
its so terrible lately.
probably cos i've been deprovingDRASTICALLY
while e'one else improving gradually.
cant take it man.
so mad at myself.
went turf city today.
at least i managed to kp up the 1st rnd
come 2nd rnd i lagged behind so much.
ran with eunice.
she so nice:)
i stopped she also peied wo.
thanks ar ;)
there's only one word now to describe how i feel
disappointed
im sorry to say this time n time agn lar.
but it cant be helped cos trng sux for me!
i ran today shivering like mad dog.
i was so cold and i kept sniffing.
wanted to give up halfway but i knew i simply cant.
slope felt terrible.
i cld hardly run up it.
grass was simply draining off my energy.
haix.just say turf city sux.
i dowanna be in the team
or rather i cant qualify.
oh whatever.
i finihsed it in 50mins
thats like how badd.
2nd last.
woah.thats worst!
ended and plonked to the ground.
could hardly breathe
my eyes watered.
i was damn damn upset
tried to hold back my tears okay.
but couldnt
and tey kept asking if i was okay.
thanks.
sighs.din even do tempo run.
do depressed ler.
and i still shivered as the wind blew.
went mq hse after tt.
batheed at club house den went town.
at least i din feel so upset anymore
but as much as i was enjoying myself with nic n mq
there was this thing lingering in my head
saying how bad i performed at trng today
boohoo.
but i crapped alot n felt a bit more myself.
yup.ate at coffeeclub.
so high class lar.heh.
den we went xmas shopping.
din expect that i wld spent 50 plus bucks.
thats alot ok.
never spent so muhc before.
but simply cos im nice and buys ex stuff.
watever.
took neos at heeren.
hmm.quite nice larhs.
and i got my FIRST xmas prex.
nicole u must be honoured.
i;ve been searching high n low fot that green towel ok!
and nice nicole bot for me
oh it rhymes.
hmm.yupp.
thanks so much :))
ohh.cant rber wat happened lar.
but i know i tok alot of rubbish lor.
sorry eh.
we left town abt 6.30pm
so late lar
and i had to walk to mrt all by myself :(
but it okay..used to it ler.
hmm.thot about so many things in the train agn lar.
so depressing.
i cannot take it.
i seriously must find a way to run faster.
now im aching all over.
so tired la.
mentally n physically.
haix.
shall go watch white chicks
perk me up a lil.
den can laugh.
and feel more myself.
only den i can be happy:)
tmr go sentosa i must must must enjoy!
i dun care.
im gonna shout in the sea all my fan nao!
life shucks like crap
sighs.no one seem to want to listen to me fa xie =/
its so terrible lately.
probably cos i've been deprovingDRASTICALLY
while e'one else improving gradually.
cant take it man.
so mad at myself.
went turf city today.
at least i managed to kp up the 1st rnd
come 2nd rnd i lagged behind so much.
ran with eunice.
she so nice:)
i stopped she also peied wo.
thanks ar ;)
there's only one word now to describe how i feel
disappointed
im sorry to say this time n time agn lar.
but it cant be helped cos trng sux for me!
i ran today shivering like mad dog.
i was so cold and i kept sniffing.
wanted to give up halfway but i knew i simply cant.
slope felt terrible.
i cld hardly run up it.
grass was simply draining off my energy.
haix.just say turf city sux.
i dowanna be in the team
or rather i cant qualify.
oh whatever.
i finihsed it in 50mins
thats like how badd.
2nd last.
woah.thats worst!
ended and plonked to the ground.
could hardly breathe
my eyes watered.
i was damn damn upset
tried to hold back my tears okay.
but couldnt
and tey kept asking if i was okay.
thanks.
sighs.din even do tempo run.
do depressed ler.
and i still shivered as the wind blew.
went mq hse after tt.
batheed at club house den went town.
at least i din feel so upset anymore
but as much as i was enjoying myself with nic n mq
there was this thing lingering in my head
saying how bad i performed at trng today
boohoo.
but i crapped alot n felt a bit more myself.
yup.ate at coffeeclub.
so high class lar.heh.
den we went xmas shopping.
din expect that i wld spent 50 plus bucks.
thats alot ok.
never spent so muhc before.
but simply cos im nice and buys ex stuff.
watever.
took neos at heeren.
hmm.quite nice larhs.
and i got my FIRST xmas prex.
nicole u must be honoured.
i;ve been searching high n low fot that green towel ok!
and nice nicole bot for me
oh it rhymes.
hmm.yupp.
thanks so much :))
ohh.cant rber wat happened lar.
but i know i tok alot of rubbish lor.
sorry eh.
we left town abt 6.30pm
so late lar
and i had to walk to mrt all by myself :(
but it okay..used to it ler.
hmm.thot about so many things in the train agn lar.
so depressing.
i cannot take it.
i seriously must find a way to run faster.
now im aching all over.
so tired la.
mentally n physically.
haix.
shall go watch white chicks
perk me up a lil.
den can laugh.
and feel more myself.
only den i can be happy:)
tmr go sentosa i must must must enjoy!
i dun care.
im gonna shout in the sea all my fan nao!
life shucks like crap
sighs.no one seem to want to listen to me fa xie =/
the girl next door;
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
another terrible day=/
trng wasnt good at all
for me lar.
we started with some jumps.
and i got ticked off for dropping the blardie hurdle.
freak.
den started workout.
i was put in team 2 with lp,denise,mq,kat n rachel
and obviously im the slowest lor.
did 200m 4 times.
after the 3rd i was already outta breath
was pushing myself really hard okay!
cos i din wanna lag so far behind mah.
so i TRIED to keep up.
hmm.finished that workout.
my chest hurt.
realised not done yet still had 400m 4 times.
faints-
pace was okay lar.
but my flu was kinda bad.
and kat keep telling me to stop
say i'll get heart attack
rubbish lar she.
but anw.i stopped after one only lar.
and mrlin was like.
you cannot breathe arhs
yupp.sat in shade with hueiyee
and i was so guilty lor.
for not running.
seems lik each day my fitness is simply deteoriating =/
last yr at this time i was how happy la.
cos i was improving day by day
and partly cos i had transferred from jumps to x-country
hmm.so much more exciting.
now things are like a piece of shit.
arghs.my legs just cant move!!!!
ohwell.they did 800 twice after that summore lor.
see how much i missed out?
the sun was blodyhell hot too!
freak lar.
dunno wat to expect of myself le
came home.
and sppent half an hour reflecting!!!
why i just cant seem to perform lately?
and i came to comclusion.i think.
number 1.
cos i lack of sleep
number 2.
eat too much junk food like chocolates.
example yesterday i ate 15 cubes of cabury chocolates lar.
sobs.lynette derserves to die.
number 3.
thinking tooo much about other things that lead to lack of concentration during trngs and not being serious enough!
okay.so i concluded all these and now is the time to put it to a stop!!
i cant be tearing after each trng just cos i din perform up to expectations or smth.
but aiyah.really very demoraelising lehs.
and i dun like the feeling of being last.
im an idiot lar.
cannot really take failures easily you see.
booohoo.
friday trng at turf city.
and i really dread it!!!
im scared.to be frank. =/
my timing is suppposed to be 18 at least lor.
haix.worried like anything.
sighs.but maybe i can be happy for an issue
that is maxine and ebel are coming back for trngs!!
.cross country got more ple le.
hmm.so can just kick me out...
anyways.
yinxi flying away tmr liaox
she good lar.get to go bangkok.
eh tiger airlines leh. =P
hmm.enjoy yourself kae.
dont forget to get me smth.
bon voyage!
i'll miss you :(
miss your elepahant steps.
haha.winks-
trng wasnt good at all
for me lar.
we started with some jumps.
and i got ticked off for dropping the blardie hurdle.
freak.
den started workout.
i was put in team 2 with lp,denise,mq,kat n rachel
and obviously im the slowest lor.
did 200m 4 times.
after the 3rd i was already outta breath
was pushing myself really hard okay!
cos i din wanna lag so far behind mah.
so i TRIED to keep up.
hmm.finished that workout.
my chest hurt.
realised not done yet still had 400m 4 times.
faints-
pace was okay lar.
but my flu was kinda bad.
and kat keep telling me to stop
say i'll get heart attack
rubbish lar she.
but anw.i stopped after one only lar.
and mrlin was like.
you cannot breathe arhs
yupp.sat in shade with hueiyee
and i was so guilty lor.
for not running.
seems lik each day my fitness is simply deteoriating =/
last yr at this time i was how happy la.
cos i was improving day by day
and partly cos i had transferred from jumps to x-country
hmm.so much more exciting.
now things are like a piece of shit.
arghs.my legs just cant move!!!!
ohwell.they did 800 twice after that summore lor.
see how much i missed out?
the sun was blodyhell hot too!
freak lar.
dunno wat to expect of myself le
came home.
and sppent half an hour reflecting!!!
why i just cant seem to perform lately?
and i came to comclusion.i think.
number 1.
cos i lack of sleep
number 2.
eat too much junk food like chocolates.
example yesterday i ate 15 cubes of cabury chocolates lar.
sobs.lynette derserves to die.
number 3.
thinking tooo much about other things that lead to lack of concentration during trngs and not being serious enough!
okay.so i concluded all these and now is the time to put it to a stop!!
i cant be tearing after each trng just cos i din perform up to expectations or smth.
but aiyah.really very demoraelising lehs.
and i dun like the feeling of being last.
im an idiot lar.
cannot really take failures easily you see.
booohoo.
friday trng at turf city.
and i really dread it!!!
im scared.to be frank. =/
my timing is suppposed to be 18 at least lor.
haix.worried like anything.
sighs.but maybe i can be happy for an issue
that is maxine and ebel are coming back for trngs!!
.cross country got more ple le.
hmm.so can just kick me out...
anyways.
yinxi flying away tmr liaox
she good lar.get to go bangkok.
eh tiger airlines leh. =P
hmm.enjoy yourself kae.
dont forget to get me smth.
bon voyage!
i'll miss you :(
miss your elepahant steps.
haha.winks-
the girl next door;
Saturday, December 04, 2004
im aching all over.
tink its cos of camp.
hmm.just update on track camp.
it was simply..fun:)
haha.
1 dec
went to sch at 9 to meet ber.
but she came only at ten.
heh.stayed in pe rm to do souvenirs.
den trackkers started coming n camp started at one.
we completed our banner.
which i think it was damn chio larhs.
haha.sec 1s did the souvenirs.
and i must say they work very fast.
cos we planned to do etg till 530
but by 2plus.they finished etg le=/
went to tiong wit hj to get the stuff we were short of.
bot quite alot of things but we managed to save money ok.
heh.sec 2s practised the dance in the hall.
think its quite nice lar.
hmm.must really thank qixin for her hard work..
dinner was yucks
cos not stall 5 wat.hmpf.
i only liked the ice lemon tea we bot from mobil.
haha.watched spore idol at avt.
the atmosphere was tense.
hah.everyone was voting for taufik la.
cept grace n miaoqun.
haha.they were how funny.haha.
i sat at side wasnt really supportin either of them
well they're both rqually good lar.
each had their own strength n stuff.
but frankly speaking.
i think sly rendition of I Dream was really much better.
as in i could feel myself gettin emotional when he sang lar.
okay fine.im rubbishing.
heh.when it was annouced that taufik was the winner.
everyone was screaming their heads off la.
haha.at least their smses were worth it:)
went to bathe at art blk wit nic n mq.
haha.i tink the water there not as cold as g blk.
and mq was obssessed wit herself.
"i think i look good in yellow"
haha.thats wat she said okay.
and she was posing in front of the mirror.
biang.so vain.worst den me okay =P
cant rber wat we did at nite.
but i know i slept at arnd 12 plus.
and woke up every hour i dunno why.
and the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes were
ethel's shoe! =/
haha.
2 dec
woke up one of de earliest at 7 plus.
i cant sleep long durin camp lar
so funneh.
cos those who sleep late when at home sleep early when at camp and wake up late.
haha.i totally the opposite.
mm.prepared breakfast for them.
boiled water.got milo out....
yeah.ate bread and we left for east coast.
only 45 ple went.
and ms pham booked 2 buses when we cld squeeze in one
sorry! :/
had trng wit sir.
we wanted to do lin's workout lar.
but couldnt.i was afraid tt sir was angry as well.
but anw.it was lik lin's workout lar.
had to run to shears bridge which i din know where.
and it seem never ending and i was drained outta my energy.
everyone overtook and i felt worst den ever.
i felt lik how i was feeling for the past few trngs where i was one of the last
the feeling was simply terrible and demoraelising..
but i was glad it ended after 22mins.
sir told us to jog back.
i simply walked.
i couldnt take it.too tired ler.
and as we walked he kept shouting
aiya.run den run lar.so ma fan.
the journey back seemed even longer.
bleahs.at least we reached after quite a long time.
haha.i glupped down so muhc 100plus that i almost puked!
we went macs for lunch.
wasnt hungry but i still ate tho i din finish my food.
heh.it was only there that i felt myself.
cos previously i;ve been runnin arnd doin errands tat i was so tired
sec 2s decided to roller blade.
faints-
i din even know how and i din wanna malu myself in frnt of all of them!!!
but oh well.i went on in the end..
bleahs.terrible exprience i tell u.
i could barely balance on 8 wheels.
i feel down like a billion times
but at least on my knees.
but the 2 times i fell on my butt i almost cried.
it was damn painful lar.
and i really wanna give up okay!!
but i must really thank judy for having the patience to teach me!!
hah.me and my stupid v shape!
haha.i know i very retarded.sorry lar.
people learn very slow wat.
but anyhow.
i know the sec 2s were having afun time laughin at me
i must have looked damn stupid falling down n stuff.
haha.if they took photo of me arhs.
i also think i will die laughin at myself.
hah.cant blame myself for being so comical rite.
heehee.but at leas that was the time i truly did enjoy myself=))
beams*
went back sch after that
i think rachel was being crazy.
cos she kept laughing at me lar
biangs.i seem to be the clown that makes ple laugh...
watched incredibles at avt.
but i was sleeping.
cos too tired ler.
and my right arm was so numb after i woke up.
stiff and tight.bleahs.
had dinner.food tasted slightly better..
bathed then prepared for farewell.
okay.
sorry to the sec 4s for the so short farewell hor.
we din know wat to say at lar
thank goodness have tiffany and janice to help us out
thanks a bunch :)
supposed to have telematch one okay!
stupid rain spoilt our plans
i was how not happy
cos bernice n i really planned very hard lar
hmpf.cannot stand it.
but anways.
had some bonding games.
and that was when si rachel spoilt my blardie slippers!!
hmph.so angry lor.
the strap totally came out ok!
oh well.da ren you da liang =)
okay.den sent denise,liping,kisha out.
and i kept apologising for farewell.
but they din mind lar.
and duno who say she din expect much oso.
so yupp.aiya.
after that we played games
frisbee captain ball heart attack and speed
heh.wacko as well and had to do sum stupid forefeet.=/
diaow.
had i think we were all possessed
or rather rachel n i.
cos we kept laughing non stop.
for etg la.haha.
and i realised that madeleleine and leticia laughs weirdly
haha.and i tink the whole tin of kong kuan/thye hong biscuits was finished by sec 2s.
haha.cos they were sitting arnd gossipping and eating.
heeheeh
slept at around 1 plus.
and i think its so ironical.
cos when we're given free time we choose to sleep early.
and yet when tcher want us to sleep early we wanna play.
oh my.the irony of life!
had peaceful sleep on 2nd nite.
hmm.patrick too!
haha.cos it was covered with my nice windbreaker:)
3 dec
woke up when the air con abv me stopped blowing.
haha.went down to make cordial for breakfast.
food arrived and i ate my beehoon while preparing for amazing race
and stupidly left my food uncovered cos the crow ate it and i din dare to eat it anymore.
yeah.sad to say i only took a few mouths :(
went wit nicole to canal to stick the clues.
haha.wonder if its still there...
haha.came back n found tt pe rm key was lost.
searched but couldnt find it.
i tell u.
my heart beat damn fast lar.
cos i knew i was the prime suspect to the one who misplaced it.
since i was the last to borrow it to take farewell prex from pe rm.
but i just couldnt seem to find it in my wallet lar.
and i claimed i returned to ms neo.
i almost cried lor.very scared.
den when ms pham was abt to lecture the trackkers.
i found it in my wallet.
biang.i felt even worst lar.super guilty.
and i kept apologising
sorry lar.i din mean it.
it kicked me outta the amazin race mood lor.
cos i knew the tchers now saw me as irresponsible n dunno how to take care of things well.
i was how sad lar
ms neo even said:
"next time never leave anything important with a student"
wah lau.i know its my fault la
but dunid to liddat also rite.sighs.
we started the amazing race.
den all the groups were lik runing arnd.
haha.i just hoped everyone worked as a team.
i had fun seeing them at diff stations.
haha.bernice's one the worst lar.
everyone loook so funy with flour all over.
haha.i think we must have been damn evil.
at least they had fun eatin watermelons:)
haha.my station was stupid lar.
cos i know all the grps sorta cheated
one way or another.
haha.cos they cldnt do the hulahoop
haha.it was damn funny lar.
heh.and i had to run arnd bare footed okay!
oooh.now the skin on my foot is really gone.
haha.serious kays.
we annouced the winners.
yt group won first n maxine 2nd.
yup.had to clear up the mess.
and i reluctantly did so.
hah.but used to it ler.
left sch at arnd 1 plus.
nicole sent me to bus stop.
thanks hor.
i was thinkin all abt the camp in the bus lar
hope everyone had fun.
was blog hopping for one hr and concluded tt
99% enjoyed it only.haha.
anw.reached home ate maggi mee bathed and slept.
i only woke up at 630 for dinner lar.
cos i was really lethargic.
msged till 12 den slept again.
aiya.today woke up at 930.
den went with jie to buy big breakfast.
rotted arnd after tt.
den left wit bro to jurong east.
i wore flats and caused myself pain
cos the stupid flats made two blisters which were super ouch.
yeah.brought bro to macs for lunch.
but i din eat.
cos no appetite.
was thinking of her lar
den she really msged n gimme a shock =/
erpx.sorry.
went library n i was lucky cos i found 8 bks on the list!
haha.but i doubt i'll be able to finish reading them all anw.
uhm.den saw this handicraft shop
so i went it then i bot more felt.
haha.can start sewing again :)
bro wanted to eat popcorn chicken.
so we bot the shake shake one wit tom yam
too hot for him so i forced myself to finish it.
went home after that
while my bro yakked away i was falling asleep.
i kept thinking of you.
and i picked up my phone more then ten times to msg.
but each time i'll end up puttin it down.
cos you din reply.
and i thot perhaps you din want to talk to me.
sorry lar.tho i dunno wat i did wrong.
haiyahs.
ltr at 5 i went to run.
i ran really hard.
really fast.faster than i had for a long time.
cos there were far too many thots running thru my mind
i was in major depression
as i recalled wat happened.
i ran faster.
and i tot of trngs
how bad my preformance was lately,
that i cant even catch up with the rest.
my place in the x-country team next yr is not secured at all.
cos i knwo there're so many better talents out there.
maybe people like king,rachel,qx,yx shudd replace me instead.
aiya.sighs.
came back.drifted.
den bro hungry agn.
so i had to go wit him
but i had no appetite agn.
so i just sat there and look at him eat
mouth by mouth as he slowly finished
and i was stoning.
that i din even know he was talkin to me la.
haiya.too many things on my mind ler.
dunno wats wrong wit me today lor.
so pissed with myself lar.
but anw.
i bot fried rice home to eat
cos i din wanna go w/o food mahs.
i forced it down my throat
it tasted blearghs.
probably cos rice too oily.
and it made me feel lik vomiting.
haix.i dunno lar.
okays.im reflecting on myself.
how terrible a girl i have been.
and i watched the best bet
and that shun guy said
im not spiderman
im shi-bai-de-man.
okay.this is rubbish.
but im serioulsy not in the mood to blog anymore.
my left arm is swollen.
from i dunno wat.
but i know that this yr track camp.
i learnt alot of things.really ALOT
hmm.and it passed so quickly unknowingly
somehow.i wanna turn back time...
i think im going to malaysia tmr.
just to eat seafood n shopping i suppose
if thats the case i guess i proabably wun go for trgn on monday.
me being lazy and stuff.
but perhaps i dont mean my words.
cos though i may not be the best
i still have some passion for track..
tink its cos of camp.
hmm.just update on track camp.
it was simply..fun:)
haha.
1 dec
went to sch at 9 to meet ber.
but she came only at ten.
heh.stayed in pe rm to do souvenirs.
den trackkers started coming n camp started at one.
we completed our banner.
which i think it was damn chio larhs.
haha.sec 1s did the souvenirs.
and i must say they work very fast.
cos we planned to do etg till 530
but by 2plus.they finished etg le=/
went to tiong wit hj to get the stuff we were short of.
bot quite alot of things but we managed to save money ok.
heh.sec 2s practised the dance in the hall.
think its quite nice lar.
hmm.must really thank qixin for her hard work..
dinner was yucks
cos not stall 5 wat.hmpf.
i only liked the ice lemon tea we bot from mobil.
haha.watched spore idol at avt.
the atmosphere was tense.
hah.everyone was voting for taufik la.
cept grace n miaoqun.
haha.they were how funny.haha.
i sat at side wasnt really supportin either of them
well they're both rqually good lar.
each had their own strength n stuff.
but frankly speaking.
i think sly rendition of I Dream was really much better.
as in i could feel myself gettin emotional when he sang lar.
okay fine.im rubbishing.
heh.when it was annouced that taufik was the winner.
everyone was screaming their heads off la.
haha.at least their smses were worth it:)
went to bathe at art blk wit nic n mq.
haha.i tink the water there not as cold as g blk.
and mq was obssessed wit herself.
"i think i look good in yellow"
haha.thats wat she said okay.
and she was posing in front of the mirror.
biang.so vain.worst den me okay =P
cant rber wat we did at nite.
but i know i slept at arnd 12 plus.
and woke up every hour i dunno why.
and the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes were
ethel's shoe! =/
haha.
2 dec
woke up one of de earliest at 7 plus.
i cant sleep long durin camp lar
so funneh.
cos those who sleep late when at home sleep early when at camp and wake up late.
haha.i totally the opposite.
mm.prepared breakfast for them.
boiled water.got milo out....
yeah.ate bread and we left for east coast.
only 45 ple went.
and ms pham booked 2 buses when we cld squeeze in one
sorry! :/
had trng wit sir.
we wanted to do lin's workout lar.
but couldnt.i was afraid tt sir was angry as well.
but anw.it was lik lin's workout lar.
had to run to shears bridge which i din know where.
and it seem never ending and i was drained outta my energy.
everyone overtook and i felt worst den ever.
i felt lik how i was feeling for the past few trngs where i was one of the last
the feeling was simply terrible and demoraelising..
but i was glad it ended after 22mins.
sir told us to jog back.
i simply walked.
i couldnt take it.too tired ler.
and as we walked he kept shouting
aiya.run den run lar.so ma fan.
the journey back seemed even longer.
bleahs.at least we reached after quite a long time.
haha.i glupped down so muhc 100plus that i almost puked!
we went macs for lunch.
wasnt hungry but i still ate tho i din finish my food.
heh.it was only there that i felt myself.
cos previously i;ve been runnin arnd doin errands tat i was so tired
sec 2s decided to roller blade.
faints-
i din even know how and i din wanna malu myself in frnt of all of them!!!
but oh well.i went on in the end..
bleahs.terrible exprience i tell u.
i could barely balance on 8 wheels.
i feel down like a billion times
but at least on my knees.
but the 2 times i fell on my butt i almost cried.
it was damn painful lar.
and i really wanna give up okay!!
but i must really thank judy for having the patience to teach me!!
hah.me and my stupid v shape!
haha.i know i very retarded.sorry lar.
people learn very slow wat.
but anyhow.
i know the sec 2s were having afun time laughin at me
i must have looked damn stupid falling down n stuff.
haha.if they took photo of me arhs.
i also think i will die laughin at myself.
hah.cant blame myself for being so comical rite.
heehee.but at leas that was the time i truly did enjoy myself=))
beams*
went back sch after that
i think rachel was being crazy.
cos she kept laughing at me lar
biangs.i seem to be the clown that makes ple laugh...
watched incredibles at avt.
but i was sleeping.
cos too tired ler.
and my right arm was so numb after i woke up.
stiff and tight.bleahs.
had dinner.food tasted slightly better..
bathed then prepared for farewell.
okay.
sorry to the sec 4s for the so short farewell hor.
we din know wat to say at lar
thank goodness have tiffany and janice to help us out
thanks a bunch :)
supposed to have telematch one okay!
stupid rain spoilt our plans
i was how not happy
cos bernice n i really planned very hard lar
hmpf.cannot stand it.
but anways.
had some bonding games.
and that was when si rachel spoilt my blardie slippers!!
hmph.so angry lor.
the strap totally came out ok!
oh well.da ren you da liang =)
okay.den sent denise,liping,kisha out.
and i kept apologising for farewell.
but they din mind lar.
and duno who say she din expect much oso.
so yupp.aiya.
after that we played games
frisbee captain ball heart attack and speed
heh.wacko as well and had to do sum stupid forefeet.=/
diaow.
had i think we were all possessed
or rather rachel n i.
cos we kept laughing non stop.
for etg la.haha.
and i realised that madeleleine and leticia laughs weirdly
haha.and i tink the whole tin of kong kuan/thye hong biscuits was finished by sec 2s.
haha.cos they were sitting arnd gossipping and eating.
heeheeh
slept at around 1 plus.
and i think its so ironical.
cos when we're given free time we choose to sleep early.
and yet when tcher want us to sleep early we wanna play.
oh my.the irony of life!
had peaceful sleep on 2nd nite.
hmm.patrick too!
haha.cos it was covered with my nice windbreaker:)
3 dec
woke up when the air con abv me stopped blowing.
haha.went down to make cordial for breakfast.
food arrived and i ate my beehoon while preparing for amazing race
and stupidly left my food uncovered cos the crow ate it and i din dare to eat it anymore.
yeah.sad to say i only took a few mouths :(
went wit nicole to canal to stick the clues.
haha.wonder if its still there...
haha.came back n found tt pe rm key was lost.
searched but couldnt find it.
i tell u.
my heart beat damn fast lar.
cos i knew i was the prime suspect to the one who misplaced it.
since i was the last to borrow it to take farewell prex from pe rm.
but i just couldnt seem to find it in my wallet lar.
and i claimed i returned to ms neo.
i almost cried lor.very scared.
den when ms pham was abt to lecture the trackkers.
i found it in my wallet.
biang.i felt even worst lar.super guilty.
and i kept apologising
sorry lar.i din mean it.
it kicked me outta the amazin race mood lor.
cos i knew the tchers now saw me as irresponsible n dunno how to take care of things well.
i was how sad lar
ms neo even said:
"next time never leave anything important with a student"
wah lau.i know its my fault la
but dunid to liddat also rite.sighs.
we started the amazing race.
den all the groups were lik runing arnd.
haha.i just hoped everyone worked as a team.
i had fun seeing them at diff stations.
haha.bernice's one the worst lar.
everyone loook so funy with flour all over.
haha.i think we must have been damn evil.
at least they had fun eatin watermelons:)
haha.my station was stupid lar.
cos i know all the grps sorta cheated
one way or another.
haha.cos they cldnt do the hulahoop
haha.it was damn funny lar.
heh.and i had to run arnd bare footed okay!
oooh.now the skin on my foot is really gone.
haha.serious kays.
we annouced the winners.
yt group won first n maxine 2nd.
yup.had to clear up the mess.
and i reluctantly did so.
hah.but used to it ler.
left sch at arnd 1 plus.
nicole sent me to bus stop.
thanks hor.
i was thinkin all abt the camp in the bus lar
hope everyone had fun.
was blog hopping for one hr and concluded tt
99% enjoyed it only.haha.
anw.reached home ate maggi mee bathed and slept.
i only woke up at 630 for dinner lar.
cos i was really lethargic.
msged till 12 den slept again.
aiya.today woke up at 930.
den went with jie to buy big breakfast.
rotted arnd after tt.
den left wit bro to jurong east.
i wore flats and caused myself pain
cos the stupid flats made two blisters which were super ouch.
yeah.brought bro to macs for lunch.
but i din eat.
cos no appetite.
was thinking of her lar
den she really msged n gimme a shock =/
erpx.sorry.
went library n i was lucky cos i found 8 bks on the list!
haha.but i doubt i'll be able to finish reading them all anw.
uhm.den saw this handicraft shop
so i went it then i bot more felt.
haha.can start sewing again :)
bro wanted to eat popcorn chicken.
so we bot the shake shake one wit tom yam
too hot for him so i forced myself to finish it.
went home after that
while my bro yakked away i was falling asleep.
i kept thinking of you.
and i picked up my phone more then ten times to msg.
but each time i'll end up puttin it down.
cos you din reply.
and i thot perhaps you din want to talk to me.
sorry lar.tho i dunno wat i did wrong.
haiyahs.
ltr at 5 i went to run.
i ran really hard.
really fast.faster than i had for a long time.
cos there were far too many thots running thru my mind
i was in major depression
as i recalled wat happened.
i ran faster.
and i tot of trngs
how bad my preformance was lately,
that i cant even catch up with the rest.
my place in the x-country team next yr is not secured at all.
cos i knwo there're so many better talents out there.
maybe people like king,rachel,qx,yx shudd replace me instead.
aiya.sighs.
came back.drifted.
den bro hungry agn.
so i had to go wit him
but i had no appetite agn.
so i just sat there and look at him eat
mouth by mouth as he slowly finished
and i was stoning.
that i din even know he was talkin to me la.
haiya.too many things on my mind ler.
dunno wats wrong wit me today lor.
so pissed with myself lar.
but anw.
i bot fried rice home to eat
cos i din wanna go w/o food mahs.
i forced it down my throat
it tasted blearghs.
probably cos rice too oily.
and it made me feel lik vomiting.
haix.i dunno lar.
okays.im reflecting on myself.
how terrible a girl i have been.
and i watched the best bet
and that shun guy said
im not spiderman
im shi-bai-de-man.
okay.this is rubbish.
but im serioulsy not in the mood to blog anymore.
my left arm is swollen.
from i dunno wat.
but i know that this yr track camp.
i learnt alot of things.really ALOT
hmm.and it passed so quickly unknowingly
somehow.i wanna turn back time...
i think im going to malaysia tmr.
just to eat seafood n shopping i suppose
if thats the case i guess i proabably wun go for trgn on monday.
me being lazy and stuff.
but perhaps i dont mean my words.
cos though i may not be the best
i still have some passion for track..
the girl next door;
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