my dirty little secrets.
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Congrats to all those who ran yesterday (:
CRESCENT TRACK ROCKS!
eh i cant believe its all over in a twinkle of an eye
so fast larhs!
and im shocked that we actually won 2nd for team!
like wow. so unexpected lor.
and miaoqun won 3rd individual! so bang pls
sigh i was feeling kinda sad tho.
cos i never get pb
or rather it was just 4 secs?
sigh sigh.
tink i nvr pushed hard enough
we started right at the back
with e'one jostling to get to the front
me and kingyin was helping each other to cut in
heh thanks king for pacing me through the run :)
actually im quite surprised tt i actually came in 22nd la
still rber last yr x country i was 60
haha hopefully its and improvement
and i can still run well during nats
but thats so long away
next competition will be our school's one
haiyas dun dare to aim for top 5
after lik last yr lidat my performance so shit
sigh! nicole was telln me that ky n i were very lucky
the first competition we take part den we win smth
haha. yay. so fun.
hmm thanks to all those who came down n support
ms pham, bernice, hweeyi, yixuan, yujia, ebel, yuxiang, grace, hanjin and her fren
hope i din left out anyone..
yupp think yest was a great experience
really. it din feel as long as 4.2km
heh probably as we were preoccupied catching up wit the others.
haha. i still cant stop smiling :))
went serene macs wit nicole n rachel after the race
oh my goodness
we kept laughing at eating at the same time
haha i think we suffered from indigestion pls
heh we are a bunch of crappers
i think it was so hilarious lar
so many ple at serene macs
think they were all from church
heh nicole n i had to run for the 154 bus after dinner
oh gosh i was how tired pls
cld feel my food jumping up and down haha!
i was so scared to get knock down my the car boo.
oh yah. today x-country runners do 35min at 65-75% pace
sprinters do 25 min at 70% pace
yupp pls spread the msg around.
and oso tmr trng at smu at 4pm.
there's so much work to be done today!
cos i havent been studying lar
sobs. tests are gonna flood the whole damn week lor
sick lar. i wanna pon school.
so goona die in this stressful class of mine
tsk! why cant i be smarter eh?
oh well. track's taking up too much of my time =/
and mr lin still says to come down for trng 6 times a week
i cant manage my time properly.
and im sec 3 already.
haiyoh. tsk!
i just saw the fotos we took yest
with our chio medals!
:) hahah thanks rachel!
im so proud of crescent.
haha proud of crescent track team i mean
heh shall go mugg now!
CRESCENT TRACK ROCKS!
eh i cant believe its all over in a twinkle of an eye
so fast larhs!
and im shocked that we actually won 2nd for team!
like wow. so unexpected lor.
and miaoqun won 3rd individual! so bang pls
sigh i was feeling kinda sad tho.
cos i never get pb
or rather it was just 4 secs?
sigh sigh.
tink i nvr pushed hard enough
we started right at the back
with e'one jostling to get to the front
me and kingyin was helping each other to cut in
heh thanks king for pacing me through the run :)
actually im quite surprised tt i actually came in 22nd la
still rber last yr x country i was 60
haha hopefully its and improvement
and i can still run well during nats
but thats so long away
next competition will be our school's one
haiyas dun dare to aim for top 5
after lik last yr lidat my performance so shit
sigh! nicole was telln me that ky n i were very lucky
the first competition we take part den we win smth
haha. yay. so fun.
hmm thanks to all those who came down n support
ms pham, bernice, hweeyi, yixuan, yujia, ebel, yuxiang, grace, hanjin and her fren
hope i din left out anyone..
yupp think yest was a great experience
really. it din feel as long as 4.2km
heh probably as we were preoccupied catching up wit the others.
haha. i still cant stop smiling :))
went serene macs wit nicole n rachel after the race
oh my goodness
we kept laughing at eating at the same time
haha i think we suffered from indigestion pls
heh we are a bunch of crappers
i think it was so hilarious lar
so many ple at serene macs
think they were all from church
heh nicole n i had to run for the 154 bus after dinner
oh gosh i was how tired pls
cld feel my food jumping up and down haha!
i was so scared to get knock down my the car boo.
oh yah. today x-country runners do 35min at 65-75% pace
sprinters do 25 min at 70% pace
yupp pls spread the msg around.
and oso tmr trng at smu at 4pm.
there's so much work to be done today!
cos i havent been studying lar
sobs. tests are gonna flood the whole damn week lor
sick lar. i wanna pon school.
so goona die in this stressful class of mine
tsk! why cant i be smarter eh?
oh well. track's taking up too much of my time =/
and mr lin still says to come down for trng 6 times a week
i cant manage my time properly.
and im sec 3 already.
haiyoh. tsk!
i just saw the fotos we took yest
with our chio medals!
:) hahah thanks rachel!
im so proud of crescent.
haha proud of crescent track team i mean
heh shall go mugg now!
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 23, 2005
studied humanities the whole darn day
history and ss
oh man. my head is bombarded with HISTORY.
bleahs im bored to death lar
the content is so erpx
not interesting at all
yucks but im so happy with my compo
i pray i dun fail man
cos i really put in the effort to write properly kaes
sigh im still disliking history
yikes i used to love it
but i think its sucks now
so much to remember
my brain overloaded ar!
i see the book den i put it away
suddenly i've got no mood to study at all
i feel like playing (:
but i know i cant
sobs. HAIYAH
life is so dull dull dull
and my throat still hurts
i think my tonsil is swollen =/
and i feel so heated up
i dunno why
the last thing i want is to be sick
history and ss
oh man. my head is bombarded with HISTORY.
bleahs im bored to death lar
the content is so erpx
not interesting at all
yucks but im so happy with my compo
i pray i dun fail man
cos i really put in the effort to write properly kaes
sigh im still disliking history
yikes i used to love it
but i think its sucks now
so much to remember
my brain overloaded ar!
i see the book den i put it away
suddenly i've got no mood to study at all
i feel like playing (:
but i know i cant
sobs. HAIYAH
life is so dull dull dull
and my throat still hurts
i think my tonsil is swollen =/
and i feel so heated up
i dunno why
the last thing i want is to be sick
the girl next door;
Saturday, January 22, 2005
boo. my tuition tcher is not coming tmr agn :(
im gonna be so behind time for chinese la.
haix thats the problem with a pregnant tcher
sigh. how? im sad.
if only i knew she werent coming earlier
den i wld go to bernice's church lar
had sucha hard time considering wthr anot to go
den i din go. cos no one pei wo.
but i kepting thinking of going lar
sigh im talking crap
and my brother was tellng me to bring him to church
aiyahs i dunno
guess it wld have been pretty fun if i went :)
oh wells i alr promised i'll go the next time round
actually i din go partly cos i wasnt feelg well
dunno why the hell i had sore throat when i woke up this morning
swallow saliva also pain kaes
den i was worried
cos my competition is this sat =/
im scared
hope i recover soon yeah
i trained today too.
did the workout which was suposed to be yest i think?
200m 15 times
but i only did 12.
cos i felt like fainting after the tenth one
totally got blackout pls
sigh either im weak and slow
or cos it was really hot.
sun was schroching at me. boo
the break is only like jog 1 min
so tiring! arghs
i feel like crying.
so stressed.
i seriously hate sec 3 life
i want a guardian angel :(
lynette' stressed
lynette's sad
lynette wanna die!
haix boo.
why must we hae so many tests altogether?
and why the hell did i stupidly do triple?
i bet i bet i'll end up dropping a subject soon
really soon.
cos i cant take it anymore
sigh sigh.
haiyoh i cant believe my competition is just a week away
im not ready.
i miss her :(
im gonna be so behind time for chinese la.
haix thats the problem with a pregnant tcher
sigh. how? im sad.
if only i knew she werent coming earlier
den i wld go to bernice's church lar
had sucha hard time considering wthr anot to go
den i din go. cos no one pei wo.
but i kepting thinking of going lar
sigh im talking crap
and my brother was tellng me to bring him to church
aiyahs i dunno
guess it wld have been pretty fun if i went :)
oh wells i alr promised i'll go the next time round
actually i din go partly cos i wasnt feelg well
dunno why the hell i had sore throat when i woke up this morning
swallow saliva also pain kaes
den i was worried
cos my competition is this sat =/
im scared
hope i recover soon yeah
i trained today too.
did the workout which was suposed to be yest i think?
200m 15 times
but i only did 12.
cos i felt like fainting after the tenth one
totally got blackout pls
sigh either im weak and slow
or cos it was really hot.
sun was schroching at me. boo
the break is only like jog 1 min
so tiring! arghs
i feel like crying.
so stressed.
i seriously hate sec 3 life
i want a guardian angel :(
lynette' stressed
lynette's sad
lynette wanna die!
haix boo.
why must we hae so many tests altogether?
and why the hell did i stupidly do triple?
i bet i bet i'll end up dropping a subject soon
really soon.
cos i cant take it anymore
sigh sigh.
haiyoh i cant believe my competition is just a week away
im not ready.
i miss her :(
the girl next door;
Friday, January 21, 2005
just finished typing out the OM stuff
heh i think our script is gonna be so funny!
haha hopefully we dun haf to perform in frnt of the sch
so maluating!
i've already wasted half the day
cos i havent started stuying yet!
went tania's house like at 8.30 this morning
bleahs but at least we completed most of the stuff
anyways.i think this week super fast lah!
but i've been sleeping late..
its like last nite after dinner at 730 i fell asleep on the sofa=/
only woke up to bathe at 830
thats how lethargic i was
cos all my energy was slowly drained away..
haha and my mum commented that i lost weight
as in my face looks sunken in..
hmm wonder if thats true..
but i do admit that its really hard to cope with sec 3 life as of yet.
cos homework are piling as high as mountains
especially this weekend!
my teachers are so heartless.
but its for our own good
next week goona be scary
cos there are test from tuesday to friday
den sat its my competition!
frankly speaking im very worried
dun exactly wish to run larhs
not prepared mentally.
sigh sigh just hope i beat my pb lor
i simply hate the feeling of standing at the starting line.
yucks. i think i shouldnt be here
shall start studying else im gonna get duck eggs!
hmm im still considering whtr anot to go for the church production tmr?
but i dowanna go alone..!
haix :(
heh i think our script is gonna be so funny!
haha hopefully we dun haf to perform in frnt of the sch
so maluating!
i've already wasted half the day
cos i havent started stuying yet!
went tania's house like at 8.30 this morning
bleahs but at least we completed most of the stuff
anyways.i think this week super fast lah!
but i've been sleeping late..
its like last nite after dinner at 730 i fell asleep on the sofa=/
only woke up to bathe at 830
thats how lethargic i was
cos all my energy was slowly drained away..
haha and my mum commented that i lost weight
as in my face looks sunken in..
hmm wonder if thats true..
but i do admit that its really hard to cope with sec 3 life as of yet.
cos homework are piling as high as mountains
especially this weekend!
my teachers are so heartless.
but its for our own good
next week goona be scary
cos there are test from tuesday to friday
den sat its my competition!
frankly speaking im very worried
dun exactly wish to run larhs
not prepared mentally.
sigh sigh just hope i beat my pb lor
i simply hate the feeling of standing at the starting line.
yucks. i think i shouldnt be here
shall start studying else im gonna get duck eggs!
hmm im still considering whtr anot to go for the church production tmr?
but i dowanna go alone..!
haix :(
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 16, 2005
yay! there's no tuition today(:
cos laoshi cant make it.
haha thats probably why im feeling slightly better
hee hee but then agn
by not having tuition i'll be behind time in my studies
boo lynette's feeling so stressed :/
i hate retainers! its gives me so many ulcers
yucks. i really dowanna wear okay!
sobs sobs. haix.
anw yest had this wings athletics club meeeting
FREEE LUNCH! hahah
but i din wanna stay for the talk kaes.
all the way till 430. bleahs
but thanks goodness it wasnt so boring!
i actually paid full attention
cos i must say that c kunalan is motivating!
haha learnt smth new abt trng plus running.
so i must screw my head.
the talk sorta increased my will plus morale
heh think my self esteem grew. heh
so now. i must train hard
and not give up so easily..
yups cos is the glory that i want. bleams*
but haix. was thinking abt my captainship during the talk okay!
its like. i realised that e'one tryin to strip me of my positions
cos tchers tink i have too many commitments
so they afraid i'll b too stressed.
den one by one take me off my postss.
first was house.
den its goona be track
and hopefully ntg happens to council.
yeah feeeling quite sad abt this lar.
house esp. really really very disappointed.
still rber last yr house party was so friggin bad.
it was the first time last yr i ever cried.
cos mrs wong talked to me.
abt my captainship
and i knew at that time i was gna lose bronte :(
so they made me look after the sec 1s bags.
so i cldnt even play the games
yupp so evil i felt so desregarded.
havent said my true feelings till now.
cos anw im nothing anymore.
im so worthless
despite all the efforts i put in to make house the top of piriorities
i get ntg. so i decided to ignore.
anw im nt gonna stay for house party this year
i dowanna be feeeling the same way as last yr.
treated as junk. i mite as well not turn up.
but im glad we have really pretty souvenirs.
hopefully the sec 1s wld like it lor.
cos we spent alot of time sewing it kaes.
hmm oh well.
house it considered ntg to me
tho at the bottom of my heart, i still wish for the best.
haix. confusing.
but i will look on the bright side of life now :)
im gonna be optimistic kays.
dowana feel that depression and etg.
cos i get distracted and cant concentrate
i really wanna do well in my studies.
thats the only goal i have for myself right now.
and maybe i wanna run well too for competitions.
but not for track. its for myself.
im still grieving. haven been forgiven yet. tsk.
yup i will train more seriously from now onwards
and get my piriorities right
hmm i dowan waste my sec 3 life
it gotta be more MEANINGFUL.
yes yes im so glad i finally straightened my thoughts
tho that guilt for track's still in me
heck i shall go mugg now.
ltr im gonna run longgg run.
run my troubles away...
cos laoshi cant make it.
haha thats probably why im feeling slightly better
hee hee but then agn
by not having tuition i'll be behind time in my studies
boo lynette's feeling so stressed :/
i hate retainers! its gives me so many ulcers
yucks. i really dowanna wear okay!
sobs sobs. haix.
anw yest had this wings athletics club meeeting
FREEE LUNCH! hahah
but i din wanna stay for the talk kaes.
all the way till 430. bleahs
but thanks goodness it wasnt so boring!
i actually paid full attention
cos i must say that c kunalan is motivating!
haha learnt smth new abt trng plus running.
so i must screw my head.
the talk sorta increased my will plus morale
heh think my self esteem grew. heh
so now. i must train hard
and not give up so easily..
yups cos is the glory that i want. bleams*
but haix. was thinking abt my captainship during the talk okay!
its like. i realised that e'one tryin to strip me of my positions
cos tchers tink i have too many commitments
so they afraid i'll b too stressed.
den one by one take me off my postss.
first was house.
den its goona be track
and hopefully ntg happens to council.
yeah feeeling quite sad abt this lar.
house esp. really really very disappointed.
still rber last yr house party was so friggin bad.
it was the first time last yr i ever cried.
cos mrs wong talked to me.
abt my captainship
and i knew at that time i was gna lose bronte :(
so they made me look after the sec 1s bags.
so i cldnt even play the games
yupp so evil i felt so desregarded.
havent said my true feelings till now.
cos anw im nothing anymore.
im so worthless
despite all the efforts i put in to make house the top of piriorities
i get ntg. so i decided to ignore.
anw im nt gonna stay for house party this year
i dowanna be feeeling the same way as last yr.
treated as junk. i mite as well not turn up.
but im glad we have really pretty souvenirs.
hopefully the sec 1s wld like it lor.
cos we spent alot of time sewing it kaes.
hmm oh well.
house it considered ntg to me
tho at the bottom of my heart, i still wish for the best.
haix. confusing.
but i will look on the bright side of life now :)
im gonna be optimistic kays.
dowana feel that depression and etg.
cos i get distracted and cant concentrate
i really wanna do well in my studies.
thats the only goal i have for myself right now.
and maybe i wanna run well too for competitions.
but not for track. its for myself.
im still grieving. haven been forgiven yet. tsk.
yup i will train more seriously from now onwards
and get my piriorities right
hmm i dowan waste my sec 3 life
it gotta be more MEANINGFUL.
yes yes im so glad i finally straightened my thoughts
tho that guilt for track's still in me
heck i shall go mugg now.
ltr im gonna run longgg run.
run my troubles away...
the girl next door;
Friday, January 14, 2005
im so depressed today lah!
cca day was like total crap.
and i bet track's intake will be the worst this yr!
i've really no idea why e'one's perception of track is lik so bad.
the only thing i heard the most was:
where's sir? i dowana join track.
please lar. i was how hardbroken pls
and i started to recall and felt so shi bai
perhaps i haven done my part in keeping track to be reputable
its usually the most welcomed cca.
but yet, this year, etg seemed to have changed
no longer to cca sec 1s wld like to join.
i really feel bad kaes
despite all my efforts in trying to make track a fun cca
to no avail.
instead all the blames are pushed to us
for making juniors cry
fine! i gladly take the blame cos sum ple were being so unreasonable
i knoe its probably cos . is frustrated and stuff
but there aint no need to scolding us to vent ur anger!
serioulsy im damn pissed
i keep tinking of why track is crumbling to pieces
efforts to make souvenirs, newsletters
all to promote track.
its no use at all!
i feel like redrawing from all this crap!!!
i cant take this lying down
and in fact i feel sorry for those who were wrongly accused
WHATS UR PROBLEM!
today's the worst day ever man!
i even cried just now in school larh!
feel how bloody pissed and how sorry for track.
things are simply no going my way
first was melissa feel yest during trng
and i cried cos she was in pain
den today.
sec 1s come telling me that they dislike track
my heart is shattered :(
bernice and i talked to them yest already lor.
den they still liddat
i just tink they dun understand how the heck im feeling!
its so saddening to see the number of tracckers for sec 1 this yr.
why? why? why?
just what the hell is becoming of track lor.
i feel so irresponsible
its my fault for etg that happened
arghs!!! i feel like killing myself =/
sobs. and i shall make and online apology!
sorry to all those sec 1 juniors who got scolded by sir today.
know many of you cried and yeah
guess u all must be hating TRACK now.
really sorry yah
guess we're just one cca which has poor planning
damn lar! i feel bad for u all really..
especially ying min.
i know u will never read this.
but im really sorry for trying to force you to join track
but i really din want track to lose a potential runner lik you.
now its really impossible to get you back in track
after all the tears shed and refusing to talk to me
im really sorry kaes..
i never knew such an outcome would occur.
dun expect u to join track anymore
rather you join smth u really like
else i'll feel bad forever
yeah sorry for trying to psycho you
i was just trying my best to kep you in track.
cos i see the future in you.
yeah realy apologetic yup.
hope u are feeling much much better....
think i'll be guilty for a long long time.
and i know sir scolded a few of the seniors today
but bcos i left early i din face the music
but im sure on monday
he'll come looking for me
and only make me distracted from my studies
sigh i hate all this feelings.
too much bullshit today
everyone being unreaonable.
i've nvr experienced a worser cca day then today!
cca day was like total crap.
and i bet track's intake will be the worst this yr!
i've really no idea why e'one's perception of track is lik so bad.
the only thing i heard the most was:
where's sir? i dowana join track.
please lar. i was how hardbroken pls
and i started to recall and felt so shi bai
perhaps i haven done my part in keeping track to be reputable
its usually the most welcomed cca.
but yet, this year, etg seemed to have changed
no longer to cca sec 1s wld like to join.
i really feel bad kaes
despite all my efforts in trying to make track a fun cca
to no avail.
instead all the blames are pushed to us
for making juniors cry
fine! i gladly take the blame cos sum ple were being so unreasonable
i knoe its probably cos . is frustrated and stuff
but there aint no need to scolding us to vent ur anger!
serioulsy im damn pissed
i keep tinking of why track is crumbling to pieces
efforts to make souvenirs, newsletters
all to promote track.
its no use at all!
i feel like redrawing from all this crap!!!
i cant take this lying down
and in fact i feel sorry for those who were wrongly accused
WHATS UR PROBLEM!
today's the worst day ever man!
i even cried just now in school larh!
feel how bloody pissed and how sorry for track.
things are simply no going my way
first was melissa feel yest during trng
and i cried cos she was in pain
den today.
sec 1s come telling me that they dislike track
my heart is shattered :(
bernice and i talked to them yest already lor.
den they still liddat
i just tink they dun understand how the heck im feeling!
its so saddening to see the number of tracckers for sec 1 this yr.
why? why? why?
just what the hell is becoming of track lor.
i feel so irresponsible
its my fault for etg that happened
arghs!!! i feel like killing myself =/
sobs. and i shall make and online apology!
sorry to all those sec 1 juniors who got scolded by sir today.
know many of you cried and yeah
guess u all must be hating TRACK now.
really sorry yah
guess we're just one cca which has poor planning
damn lar! i feel bad for u all really..
especially ying min.
i know u will never read this.
but im really sorry for trying to force you to join track
but i really din want track to lose a potential runner lik you.
now its really impossible to get you back in track
after all the tears shed and refusing to talk to me
im really sorry kaes..
i never knew such an outcome would occur.
dun expect u to join track anymore
rather you join smth u really like
else i'll feel bad forever
yeah sorry for trying to psycho you
i was just trying my best to kep you in track.
cos i see the future in you.
yeah realy apologetic yup.
hope u are feeling much much better....
think i'll be guilty for a long long time.
and i know sir scolded a few of the seniors today
but bcos i left early i din face the music
but im sure on monday
he'll come looking for me
and only make me distracted from my studies
sigh i hate all this feelings.
too much bullshit today
everyone being unreaonable.
i've nvr experienced a worser cca day then today!
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 09, 2005
one wk of sch already passed
im feeling realleh STRESSED!
my class is lik how fricking hardworking
everyone seems to be studying before assembly,during recess,during lunch break
boo i miss 2C2 :(
and everytime yvonne and i try to socialise during recess
there's no one to sit with!
simply cos everyone's in class
haiyo.i feeeel so dumb larhs
im gonna fare badly in 3C1
cos e'one simply so so smart!
sighs.
think i made a mistake in choosing triple science
cos i dun have the calibre
tsktsk hopefully i can cope with my studies lor
but teachers are teachin really fast
and sumtimes i cant understand a single thing!
im so stupid =/
okayy but i made new friends (:
haha i know the whole class k.
but tink we're not as united YET
everyone still in their own cliques and stuff
yepps but tgt we're gonna be a nice class
heh sigh sighs..
dont lik sum of my tchers
but wat can i do?
i must still work hard afterall
really think im gonna fail lit lor
cos i suck at it!
haiyah what can i do? :(
hmm so yesterday i went for sir's trng
cos im nice=)
haha waited at city hall for bernice for 35 mins okay!
so long lar
that woman call me go at 745
den she come how late lor
tsk tsk its not the first time anyway
so went with ber,hweeyi,yujia,carolyn,evelyn to east coast
had to run 20mins for warm up lor
and i tot we cld play games
i was tricked into going for trng
but its alright
at least i got to know more juniors
haha i very encouraging okay.
ran with hweeyi
den i made her not stop
haha i know im nice right?
winks im so honoured lar
sprinted with leyi the last part
heh and her sister wanyi is so ke ai:))
they so photocopy
haha sir cheat our feelings
make us run all the wayy to the sheers bridge again okay!
so long ar.i amost died
but at least it was faster den tht time camp.
hmm i improved:)
was so happy
den i kept motivating the juniors to go on kae
haha tell me lynette rocks. -beams
so anw afetr running for 4km i think
i never stop but continue running back to the start
cos i wanted to completed the 40mins run mahs
i know im hardworking
haha so i took only 42 mins to finish!
yay i felt accomplished.
the feeling damn shuang lar
very long never experienced ler
hah finally feel my hardwork paying off
sent valerie to macs cos her dad was waiting
heh and her dad wanted to send me back
oh man damn hilarious.
haha so anw.
went macs for lunch
but i din eat =/
cos no appetite
and cos i very nice
lent bernice my 5 bucks
so in a way.. i was broke
haha i so nice put ple in front of me =)
yupp so i jus sit and watched them eat
half the time i was stoning away...
tink sum ple are damn freaky..
i shant say who and wat.
yikes.
was supposed to treat bernice to ice cream
haha cos she actually completed runing okay!
haha oh well she bot with my money anw.
heh took 16 back to cityhall
hweeyi and i kept talking about dunno wat lar
but tink it was quite fun talking to her
haha took train back
i was so tired so i just sit at the empty seat
u know wat happened
this man called me to lean back
so i tot he was crazy and jus did as he said
but i sat closer to tis other lady
and he tried to touch me okay!!
i was bloodyhell freaked out and ran to another carriage
oh man! it was so frightening please.
big pervert!
i never experienced smth lidat b4
sighs i really was freaked out
den msged bernice
haha cos i was really very scared okay..
haha hweeyi claimed he had sum psychitric n mental problem
yucks and so TRAUMATISED please
scary lehs! now im so afraid of sitting beside a stranger now
think im goona have nitemare continuously
sobs :( i must haf been so innocent lar
yeah yeah.
its about 30 hours till i remove my braces.
so exciting please!
i cant wait! but i still have to wear retainers
bleah ahah but at least still have pretty stright teeth
yay haha!
oh my tution teacher is pregnant!
haha her tummy is beeg (:
heh yupp
i tink i shall study for my maths test
i dowanna fail the first time!
stressed arh.
and i realised i was 2 damn positions away to getting the edusave schlorship thing kaes
so demorealising!
i shuld have just work a lil harder
and i greatly blame higehr chinese!
cos it pulled down my results
bahh i want my 300bucks :(
if only i was top 10% not top 11%
i wanna cry!!!!!
tmr i cant attend trng.
im guilty striken :(
i must train hard and improve!!!!
cannot slack anymore.
im feeling realleh STRESSED!
my class is lik how fricking hardworking
everyone seems to be studying before assembly,during recess,during lunch break
boo i miss 2C2 :(
and everytime yvonne and i try to socialise during recess
there's no one to sit with!
simply cos everyone's in class
haiyo.i feeeel so dumb larhs
im gonna fare badly in 3C1
cos e'one simply so so smart!
sighs.
think i made a mistake in choosing triple science
cos i dun have the calibre
tsktsk hopefully i can cope with my studies lor
but teachers are teachin really fast
and sumtimes i cant understand a single thing!
im so stupid =/
okayy but i made new friends (:
haha i know the whole class k.
but tink we're not as united YET
everyone still in their own cliques and stuff
yepps but tgt we're gonna be a nice class
heh sigh sighs..
dont lik sum of my tchers
but wat can i do?
i must still work hard afterall
really think im gonna fail lit lor
cos i suck at it!
haiyah what can i do? :(
hmm so yesterday i went for sir's trng
cos im nice=)
haha waited at city hall for bernice for 35 mins okay!
so long lar
that woman call me go at 745
den she come how late lor
tsk tsk its not the first time anyway
so went with ber,hweeyi,yujia,carolyn,evelyn to east coast
had to run 20mins for warm up lor
and i tot we cld play games
i was tricked into going for trng
but its alright
at least i got to know more juniors
haha i very encouraging okay.
ran with hweeyi
den i made her not stop
haha i know im nice right?
winks im so honoured lar
sprinted with leyi the last part
heh and her sister wanyi is so ke ai:))
they so photocopy
haha sir cheat our feelings
make us run all the wayy to the sheers bridge again okay!
so long ar.i amost died
but at least it was faster den tht time camp.
hmm i improved:)
was so happy
den i kept motivating the juniors to go on kae
haha tell me lynette rocks. -beams
so anw afetr running for 4km i think
i never stop but continue running back to the start
cos i wanted to completed the 40mins run mahs
i know im hardworking
haha so i took only 42 mins to finish!
yay i felt accomplished.
the feeling damn shuang lar
very long never experienced ler
hah finally feel my hardwork paying off
sent valerie to macs cos her dad was waiting
heh and her dad wanted to send me back
oh man damn hilarious.
haha so anw.
went macs for lunch
but i din eat =/
cos no appetite
and cos i very nice
lent bernice my 5 bucks
so in a way.. i was broke
haha i so nice put ple in front of me =)
yupp so i jus sit and watched them eat
half the time i was stoning away...
tink sum ple are damn freaky..
i shant say who and wat.
yikes.
was supposed to treat bernice to ice cream
haha cos she actually completed runing okay!
haha oh well she bot with my money anw.
heh took 16 back to cityhall
hweeyi and i kept talking about dunno wat lar
but tink it was quite fun talking to her
haha took train back
i was so tired so i just sit at the empty seat
u know wat happened
this man called me to lean back
so i tot he was crazy and jus did as he said
but i sat closer to tis other lady
and he tried to touch me okay!!
i was bloodyhell freaked out and ran to another carriage
oh man! it was so frightening please.
big pervert!
i never experienced smth lidat b4
sighs i really was freaked out
den msged bernice
haha cos i was really very scared okay..
haha hweeyi claimed he had sum psychitric n mental problem
yucks and so TRAUMATISED please
scary lehs! now im so afraid of sitting beside a stranger now
think im goona have nitemare continuously
sobs :( i must haf been so innocent lar
yeah yeah.
its about 30 hours till i remove my braces.
so exciting please!
i cant wait! but i still have to wear retainers
bleah ahah but at least still have pretty stright teeth
yay haha!
oh my tution teacher is pregnant!
haha her tummy is beeg (:
heh yupp
i tink i shall study for my maths test
i dowanna fail the first time!
stressed arh.
and i realised i was 2 damn positions away to getting the edusave schlorship thing kaes
so demorealising!
i shuld have just work a lil harder
and i greatly blame higehr chinese!
cos it pulled down my results
bahh i want my 300bucks :(
if only i was top 10% not top 11%
i wanna cry!!!!!
tmr i cant attend trng.
im guilty striken :(
i must train hard and improve!!!!
cannot slack anymore.
the girl next door;
Sunday, January 02, 2005
i hate the rain!
it ruined my plans of running larhs.
hmpf.
i shuldnt have woken up at 9 am!
cos i slept at 1 plus lah.
so tired i got bad eyebags=/
hmmm maybe i'll run the 2.4km tmr instead
yeah i still wun lose our watt
cos there's only 4 workouts to do anw!
heehee and i ran the past 2 days liao
yupp i trng very hard nowadays
oso dunno for wat shit
sigh oh wells nevermind
im talking crap.
cos i hate the rain!
i cant run and yest yinxi and i cant play tennis!
hmpf.but mum's logic is that its crying for those who died in the tsunami thing
oh i duno lar.
i just cannot believe school's reopening tmr!
i not ready yettt :(
sec 3 life goona be soo friggin hectic lar.
wun be used to it and etg.
stress tress and stress sia!
grr and im not involved in orientation too
so sad i wanted too.
but nevermind.
yupp im so sian
stupid rain spoilt my mood please.
ohwells i cant run today
ltr still have ah gong's bday dinner
hmm not goona wear my specs!
haha but im used to it liao
cos wifout it my vision abit blur.
die man =/
im not gonna wear tmr.
cos i tink i look...
heehee kays kays.
good luck for tmr!
heh hope 2005 will be a great yr!
i'll miss 2c2 to bits and pieces larhs!
heh cos 2C2 rocks like anything (:
haha realise that this sec 1 girl i know
is in trinity church too!
cos she realised ms angeline ng in crescent
haha she msged me yesterday de
i think she very funny.
shall talk to her tmr lor
anyways she wanna join track wat
heehee got one junior liao (:
hahah
it ruined my plans of running larhs.
hmpf.
i shuldnt have woken up at 9 am!
cos i slept at 1 plus lah.
so tired i got bad eyebags=/
hmmm maybe i'll run the 2.4km tmr instead
yeah i still wun lose our watt
cos there's only 4 workouts to do anw!
heehee and i ran the past 2 days liao
yupp i trng very hard nowadays
oso dunno for wat shit
sigh oh wells nevermind
im talking crap.
cos i hate the rain!
i cant run and yest yinxi and i cant play tennis!
hmpf.but mum's logic is that its crying for those who died in the tsunami thing
oh i duno lar.
i just cannot believe school's reopening tmr!
i not ready yettt :(
sec 3 life goona be soo friggin hectic lar.
wun be used to it and etg.
stress tress and stress sia!
grr and im not involved in orientation too
so sad i wanted too.
but nevermind.
yupp im so sian
stupid rain spoilt my mood please.
ohwells i cant run today
ltr still have ah gong's bday dinner
hmm not goona wear my specs!
haha but im used to it liao
cos wifout it my vision abit blur.
die man =/
im not gonna wear tmr.
cos i tink i look...
heehee kays kays.
good luck for tmr!
heh hope 2005 will be a great yr!
i'll miss 2c2 to bits and pieces larhs!
heh cos 2C2 rocks like anything (:
haha realise that this sec 1 girl i know
is in trinity church too!
cos she realised ms angeline ng in crescent
haha she msged me yesterday de
i think she very funny.
shall talk to her tmr lor
anyways she wanna join track wat
heehee got one junior liao (:
hahah
the girl next door;
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