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Sunday, February 27, 2005

i stayed up till1.30am to study last nite
unbelivable.
im so tired now. sobs.
cos i only got to slp at 2
was so engrossed in a storybook.
like wow.
haha.
b4 i forget.
CONGRATULATIONS to the c div track girls :)
u are all were great yesterday.
so proud of u all for being the champion!
continue to bring glory to crescent!
heh. rock on man.
was kinda shocked they got first.
yeshh. but i must admit
they all ran well (:
we din win team at all.
i was quite disappointed lar
but at least i felt super shiok after the run
dun ask me why
i just felt i've done my best
and thank God my cough din act up!
heehee
quite a great experience lar.
the nats atmosphere was there lor.
hmm cant imagine 7 weeks ltr
oh sigh.
mrlin says its the peak period now
so mean hard trng!
oh goodness.
im so tensed pleasee..
arghs.

went NUS wit nicole n mrs neo in the morning b4 our race
had to do sum presentation on environment
eh not bad okay!
i was calm when i was giving the talk :))
so proud of myself.
haha. many more environmental stuff coming up
hope it doesnt take up too much time
cos im one busy person u noe.
yes and i must be HAPPY-GO-LUCKY
i dont care.
i wanna win the competition
$4000 leh!
beeg sum of money.
-evil smirk-
haha

common test over alr.
yay.
haha but tmr geting back alot of papers leh
im very worried leh
i wanna get my As.
but i knoe it impossible lor
sob sobs
tmr's gonna be a crucial day
and freaky one too
pray i dun die of heart attack
oh oh. and im surely gonna be scolded tmr
ahh. damn scary sia
its an impt day tmr
0 levels results
shucks i cant go hall and see
cos i'll see be having damn lessons!
arghs. so sian lar.
i always miss these kinda stuff
haiyo.
im gonna sneak out
heh.
oh wells.
good luck to everyone :)

haha.got to know huimin better on fri
haha that crazy woman
whole day call me dumb.
hmpf.anw good luck to you too :)

ithinki'vebeen offendingmanypeoplethisfewdays
seemslikeihaventbeengoodwithmywordsatall
sighsimreallysorrykayspleaseforgivemelah


the girl next door;
9:23 AM



Sunday, February 20, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINXI!!!
be honoured that u stayed up till 12 just to msg u okay!
but sorry i fell asleep so soon.
i was really very tired mahs
heh anyways. have a fun-filled birthday!
a pity it falls during common tests
haha love you :))

im so proud of myself yesterday(:
i did hundred over amaths qns k!
haha from 3.1 to 3.4
doesnt sound much but alot okay!
almost died of maths. haha.
heh and i trained. -beams*
but only pathetically 25mins
lazzy whatt heh.

i think there isnt the common tests mood this yr
its like im super slackk okayy.
feel tht i never really study hard la.
den if i dun do well
i'll be how upset lor
i wanna do well for a maths
which is the only reason why i've been practising so much
hopefully my efforts will be paid off.
yeahs and i dun like physics okay!
don understand atg abt kinematics
oh yucks.
im sure i wun do well.
cos i dunnoe how to interpret the graphs
sumone teach me please!

sighs. dunno what else to update le
bleahs. oh wells.
study hard hor everyone!
just 3 more days only :))


the girl next door;
10:40 AM



Friday, February 18, 2005

i love fridays :))
heh im so happy larh!
-grins*
perhaps its the satisfication u feel after trng.
thats the BEST thing about track (:
im glad i went for trng today once agn.
after ponning 2 times this wk
and i felt realleh bad u know.
ran 17.42 for turf city today
in heavy RAIN!
oh yucks. i was how drenched
and mrlin claims we ran too slow! :(
its one of my pb okay
but it wasnt 100%
so i aim to do better!!
few reasons i tot it cld have affected me
no1. i havent trained for a week
resulting in drop of stamina
no2. it was just the rain fault
haha but im really thankful i've gotten back my motivation
really.
i really shouldnt have skipped trng on mon n wed la
but i tot no more competition
no more motivation to train
now i realise we're running on 26th!!
yikes.i better train hard ehs!
oh and ethel arh
must take care of ur back kaes
swim more. it really helps! (:
i cant stand rachel!
she's super evil.
she says im what ar.
slow.lame.pure dumbness
so mean right! hmpf-
pouts. dunt fren her le
oh and i shrank once again la!!!
im so sad :(
went SGH for check up
and my height is 152.6!
oh my goodness =/
sec 1 i was 154
sec 2 153
ad now 152.6!!!
why ? why ?
wonder its bcos of my heavy bag
or cos im hunched back
as everyone says
even i run also slouching!
so im determined to stand straight and tall!
i wanna be at lease 155 okay!
haha! lynette's short=/

i really love fridays.
so slack.
i dun intend to study today
heehee
common tests today was alright
cept that chem was rather tricky lar
maybe cos i never really study
spent more time in ss
cos i wanna do well for combined humans!
haha=)
high goals for ct
reallt wanna achieve my As.
and i dowana be the DUMBEST in c1...

im glad im cheerful once again(:
this whole wk was feeling really down and stuff
bt today seemed to have brightened my mood sumhow
maybe cos of track ehs?
but i only like it when im at the high end of the rolller coaster
and not when im not even improving!
haha okays.
i shall be self-motivated =)))
-beams*

anyways,
x-country runners
please run 40-50mins tmr
easy run.
yupp pass the msg.thanks
sprinters i think u all do 30-40mins
yupp.train hard kaes?
crescent track rocks! :)


the girl next door;
8:50 PM



Sunday, February 13, 2005

this wk was pretty bad
friday was the worst worst worst!
got back 3 tests in a row.
first chem.
i was utterly shocked to be LOWEST in class :(
den lit. ever badder
i failed. 11 marks only
and ms goon made me feel so dumb
she cldnt stop probing
sigh. now im in lit remedial
perhaps i was much happier for bio
23 is good to me alr larh
and i was overjoyed
but later i realised it was not good
cos smart ethel and mq got 27.5 n 26
cries-
so i conclude im
no triple science material!
im so stupid to force etg into my timetable.
von says failure is the mother to success
yup we shall both work hard tgt!
but i haven been studying
visiting so often
and i stayed up till 1.30 jus for revision last nite
must must do well for common test
this sucks man.

thanks yingmin for the marshmallow (:
hahah btw,
happy 13th birthday to you
i know i owe u smth.
winks*

friday time trial.
600m dunno my timing
but i know for 300m i din even push
i was lagging like so behind
haiyahs. no longer have the drive to train
etg's just wasted liddat. boo-

i was being guai to go turf city yest
haha. but i din run hard enough
just 55 to 65% as mr lin says ma
hmm. sir was bad moodingg.
haix no comments.
im so glad i managed to sell the bear to felissa!
haha thanks hor :)
had to go kallang by myself
biangx so longg journey
and i tell you
this old lady couldnt stop farting!!!
oh my goodness
u have no idea how stinko it was
and i cldnt help but walk away
yucks man.
bad bad experience

CT on monday
im proud to say im not prepared at all
esp a maths.
i think im gg to flung etg
cos i've got no callibre to excel
sobs-
today still gg sengkang visiting
waolao. no time for studying AGAIN!
im pissed.
cos my mum blames track for my poor results
and its not true!
arghs. why does all the blame go to track
sigh so unjustified.

oh. apologies to my friends
cos tmr's valentines day
and i havent bought a thing!
cos i havent gone out.
and i havent the time to write swt msges like last yr!
haiyohs. m really sorry hor.
i think i owe too many people
too many things
and i promised yujia an ice cream
one fine day kaes!
hahah. (=

this is reminder to all track girls
who took part in the road relay.
please remember to
bring your medals tmr!
dont ever forget kaes.
put in ur bagg upon reading this.
heh. yup thanks :)


the girl next door;
9:07 AM



Thursday, February 10, 2005

it really depends how you see a failure
whtr its
1. train harder so that u derserve wat u've been striving for
2. train so hard also no results whats the point.
might as well not train anymore
and sad to say, im number 2 =/
cant seem to get over mondays' race
the scene at the zebra crossing and the highway
keeps appearing in my mind
yes, i really cant forget that moment
so pesismistic.
boo

im feeling bad
went for a run earlier
and it felt so TERRIBLE
i ran so slowly okay
and yet i almost blacked out
fitness suddenly seemed to drop to drastically
and tmr's the time trial!
wonder how im gonna face it.
dunno why but ever since monday
my tummy been hurting alot ALOT.
never experienced that before
afraid its appendicities or smth liddat
sobs*

anyways.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL

sad to say we're back to school tmr agn
and 've been slacking the whole of this wk
i din even study!
wanted to last nite
but i ended up sleeping till 3.30AM
b4 i woke up to brush my teeth
oh man i shant elaborate

there isnt the cny mood this year at all!
so little angbaos yest
and i lost all the money i gambled
sigh im feeling so lousy
this whole week :(

where is my angel?


the girl next door;
1:22 PM



Tuesday, February 08, 2005

im so friggin tired.
lack of sleep. sigh.

yesterday school x country
it was the most anxious point of time kaes
i was how worried
how nervous
how scared
and i dunno it is cos of this
that my performance were not up to standard
no 1. we started at the back
it took me great efforts b4 i cld smell the 1st few
kingyin n i paced each other
but yeah once we entered expressway
i was left behind
ohwells. i wasnt fighting for 2nd place anyway
i just wanted a 3rd position :(
tried to open up
but there simply wasnt any motivation at all
din have that drive to push me front
4th is what i came in
and i couldnt help but cry
cos after all that hard work.
i still din meet expectations
obviously everyone wld say its good alr lar
but no one wld really understand how i feel..
mrlin called me crybaby summore lor. TSK!
i simply kan bu shuang ta
pissed
took me some time to get over it.
but anyways.
comgratulations yinxi!
i told you u wld come in 1st!
im really proud of you :))
hmm so had bronte cheers.
yupp they did great.
haha but i was so disappointed that we din win banner.
krystle ar.
our efforts all gone le hor.
i tot bronte's banner stood out lor.
sigh probably cos its simple or smth.
haiyahs.
sec 3s din win team so saddening :(
stayed back for track foto
and my tummy was hurting so badly k
and i cld really hear the water in my tummy
bad experience
went with sir and yingmin and wushuang
out for lunch
cos sir was telling me that i seldom talk to him
oh whatever!
din go for OM.
sorry eh =/
went adam road food centre.
and i found out alot of things about the juniors lor.
haha so interesting..
hmm sir dropped me off at smu at 2.10pm
oh my goodness
do u know how fricking early was that
trng only started at 4 plus?!?
sat there alone. stoning
with joycelyn's cookies accompanying me (:
thanks girl.
tried to sleep
but it was just too hot alr.
yeah. eunice was the 1st to come
at 330. heh finally had company.
trng was bad. 200m*20
oh my goodness
u've got no idea how terrible it was
with spikes summore.
tot trgn wld be light lor.. sigh
suffered from major sunburnt.
think the heat was really unbearable...
oh and yvonne made me her eyecandy no 2 :))
beams* haha
and yinxi and i have such great taste
i cant believe we actually bot the same bum top!
haha GMTA.

today had cny celebration
super boring.
dun talk about it please.
discussed share-a-thot
i think the storyline is nice.
but whtr we can get it in time is other issue
heh and as usual im not acting
cos i've got no talent in this aspect
haha. ms lim said i cld be transexual.
oh yikes.
concert was damn boring
i almost fell asleep.
den after tt i had to chase after usarin from sch to
the opposite bus stop
cos i din wanna owe her $10 over the cny.
haha i very superstitious de.
went out with gen.king and sam to suntec.
haha ex 2c2 girls.
haha. we were looking high and low for sakae lor
den when we found it
realise dun have buffet today. boo
but we ate there all the same
4 plates only k.
i was like how hungry still.
wanted mochi but so ex.
so we deicded to look for purse instead
heh but no luck
and i think we're so crappy
heh i shant say why.
bot cornetto ice cream in the end.
haha so yummy
but the cone was so hard!
but at least satisfied my carving lar
came home after that
cos i was really lethargic le.

im too lazy to go and run 20mins lor
but there's time trial on friday!
and i wanna run well.
haiyahs. but im really really very lei.
boo. and hungry too.
i need to study also.
oh man. this sucks.


i have just one wish this new year.
that is to have you here by my side.


the girl next door;
3:39 PM



Sunday, February 06, 2005

we won again :))
and this time both teams clinched a pretty medal
crescent won 2nd and 4th for the road relay!
haha u've got no idea jus how happy i was when i knew the results
hee hee.
it seems like crez track is improving slowly as the days go by
i see the results we've all been waiting for
with e'one trng so hard
all towards a similar goal
and that is to be the champion
just one fine day.
but im glad already tt we won smth
in the competitions we took part in.
congrats to us!
efforts finally paid off..
but the route yesterday felt so long!
i was tired when i reached the forest alr lor
and was so afraid i cldnt complete the course
but im proud to say i did :)
haha. had bad chills
and i din wanna be overtaken by any body
esp ***** so i jus tried kping up with the acjc girl
den when this veteren overtook me
it acatully motivated me kaes
cos i din wan anyone else to overtake me
heh so i stupidly started increasin my pace
oh goodness
and i was how tired when i just reached the curve
haha but i still tried to sprint
lalala* den pat ethel's hand
haha i tot we were 6th of smth when we ended k
thank goodness we were 2nd (:
haha track rocks!
starting to feel the achievement.
and that all the hardwork is worth it afterall
2005 is so unlike 2004
at least im more accomplished.
haha and calissa owes us a marche treat!
hehe i cant wait..

shall continue trng hard
to get wat i should
but smtimes it really is pressurizing
when workout's so tough and all
that u cant help but wanna give up.
hmm we must all perservere tgt as one
and may crescent track excel to greater heights
tmr the x country race
for our school.
hah top ten gonna be all trackkers
thats our aim.
haha hopefully..
i can reach my goal
sigh im so nervous lar!
shall just run my best.
16 mins? isit ar?
i dunno
oh heck
we'll know the results only tmr.
and hopefully bronte wins the banner and cheer competition
cos we worked so hard for it!
good luck brontarians :)
rber 6.30 at the tent down there.



the girl next door;
9:08 AM



Friday, February 04, 2005

im so relaxed today!
its a friday and my lessons ended at 2!
haha the earliest of the week :))
first time i had NOTHING on after school
woah damn shiok lar!
its like this week was flooded with tests
and i was blardie stressed up
mum kept scolding me whenever i reached home at 8 plus
cos trng ended at 630
den my travelling time dmn long eh
so yupp track's been taking up too much time
really really alot
and i wonder if it had been affecting my grades
cos i havent been doing well in studies either
STRESSSFUL
but i was told i looked strong :)
and that meant i cld cope well with stress
haha i dunno how true that is..
but the truth is im really pressurized in my class
and the sense of unity is really missing
we goona b the ferst class to do share a thot
and we haf not even started
oh my goodness
im so worried for my class=/
sigh.

there's a damn race tmr again.
shit.
i dun even wanna run lar!
i mean its a road relay
so its a team effort!
and imagine running 3.2km with a baton
oh man. im so goonaa faint.
im worried tht i'll pull down my team lor
haiyah. wonder wahts position im running.
i dun really wanna be first runner.
haha. but i doubt im first anymore.
heehee. i hope we win smth.
but im not prepared.
i've been eating so much junk food this week lar
and the fact is im not scared of tmr race.
im more afraid of our school x xountry
simply cos its an annual event
and there are high expectations of me
dun ever wanna break down like last year
so im gonna pray for the very best
no idea wat position to aim for
its just so pressurizing
im afraid i wun run my best
and end up feeling disappointed all over again.
sobs.
thats the bad thing about being in track
united we may be
but competitive we all must admit
sighs. guess we'll just hafta wait and see
and may those who train hard get wat they deserve

hmm. should i go for cip tmr?
den can go pei yvonne
haha sigh.
will i be too tired after flag day to run?
i cant decide lor!!!
anyways.
for all those running tmr in road relay
please be at macritchie at 2.15 at zigzag bridge
[i've no idea where that is]
the race starts at 430
so please have your lunch latest by 12.30
okay yupp
those who wanna come and support.
u r most welcomed to do so! :)

the life of a sec 3-er with track aint nice at all :(


the girl next door;
6:24 PM




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