im so friggin tired.
lack of sleep. sigh.
yesterday school x country
it was the most anxious point of time kaes
i was how worried
how nervous
how scared
and i dunno it is cos of this
that my performance were not up to standard
no 1. we started at the back
it took me great efforts b4 i cld smell the 1st few
kingyin n i paced each other
but yeah once we entered expressway
i was left behind
ohwells. i wasnt fighting for 2nd place anyway
i just wanted a 3rd position :(
tried to open up
but there simply wasnt any motivation at all
din have that drive to push me front
4th is what i came in
and i couldnt help but cry
cos after all that hard work.
i still din meet expectations
obviously everyone wld say its good alr lar
but no one wld really understand how i feel..
mrlin called me
crybaby summore lor. TSK!
i simply kan bu shuang ta
pissed
took me some time to get over it.
but anyways.
comgratulations yinxi!
i told you u wld come in
1st!
im really proud of you :))
hmm so had bronte cheers.
yupp they did great.
haha but i was so disappointed that we din win banner.
krystle ar.
our efforts all gone le hor.
i tot bronte's banner stood out lor.
sigh probably cos its simple or smth.
haiyahs.
sec 3s din win team so saddening :(
stayed back for track foto
and my tummy was hurting so badly k
and i cld really hear the water in my tummy
bad experience
went with sir and yingmin and wushuang
out for lunch
cos sir was telling me that i seldom talk to him
oh whatever!
din go for OM.
sorry eh =/
went adam road food centre.
and i found out alot of things about the juniors lor.
haha so interesting..
hmm sir dropped me off at smu at 2.10pm
oh my goodness
do u know how fricking early was that
trng only started at 4 plus?!?
sat there alone. stoning
with joycelyn's cookies accompanying me (:
thanks girl.
tried to sleep
but it was just too hot alr.
yeah. eunice was the 1st to come
at 330. heh finally had company.
trng was bad. 200m*20
oh my goodness
u've got no idea how terrible it was
with spikes summore.
tot trgn wld be light lor.. sigh
suffered from major sunburnt.
think the heat was really unbearable...
oh and yvonne made me her
eyecandy no 2 :))
beams* haha
and yinxi and i have such great taste
i cant believe we actually bot the same bum top!
haha GMTA.
today had cny celebration
super boring.
dun talk about it please.
discussed share-a-thot
i think the storyline is nice.
but whtr we can get it in time is other issue
heh and as usual im not acting
cos i've got no talent in this aspect
haha. ms lim said i cld be
transexual.
oh yikes.
concert was damn boring
i almost fell asleep.
den after tt i had to chase after usarin from sch to
the opposite bus stop
cos i din wanna owe her $10 over the cny.
haha i very superstitious de.
went out with gen.king and sam to suntec.
haha ex 2c2 girls.
haha. we were looking high and low for sakae lor
den when we found it
realise dun have buffet today. boo
but we ate there all the same
4 plates only k.
i was like how hungry still.
wanted mochi but so ex.
so we deicded to look for purse instead
heh but no luck
and i think we're so crappy
heh i shant say why.
bot cornetto ice cream in the end.
haha so yummy
but the cone was so hard!
but at least satisfied my carving lar
came home after that
cos i was really lethargic le.
im too lazy to go and run 20mins lor
but there's time trial on friday!
and i wanna run well.
haiyahs. but im really really very lei.
boo. and hungry too.
i need to study also.
oh man. this sucks.
i have just one wish this new year.
that is to have you here by my side.