my dirty little secrets.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
my butt is aching SO BADLY=/
i just saw the lumps and scratches!
oh no! i hate GRASS..
hmpff.
yes i gotta update on the wonderful day!
today at acjc was simply awesome=)
damn fun. damn exciting.
i love=)
yess the crossroads course was jus incredible!
my group rocked.haha DUCHESSS!
ooh yay.consisted of: me,michelle,jiayi,dorcas,kelly,jolene,
jiamin, paul, and tze kiet
haha they all from diff schools de.
with acjc traffic moniters, grace and daniel
they were haha.
thank God it was not those kind of boring workshop
where u have to sit thru the whole entire thing
at least u rlly get to move about
wheee.
ACJC CROSSROADS 2005 rocks!
(dont jaywalk)
so shiok! :))
and nifong is the president of council!
hah von and i thinks she's pretty!
haha so cute (:
anw, the starting of the course was treasure hunt or smth of tt sort.
yes it went damn well for our grp lar.
haha UNITYYY!!!!
we trashed all the other groups hor.
and all the stations were so exciting!
it gave me lotsa ideas for the upcoming camps.
i bet those j1 ple enjoyed their orientation la.
fun fun fun! haha i have limited vocab! =/
oooh and we made a cheer!
DUCHESS KEMAMA OLE OLE AH AH
SHAKE IT UP. YEAH!
SHAKE IT UP. YEAH!
DUTCH DUTCH DUTCH DUTCH YEAH:)))
whooooots. so banng.e1 was impressed hor.
we have power voice box!
haha.and i think michelle really pretty too!
haha scgs ple all very swt.
haha den we came up wit this bimbo cheer.
not rlly lar.haha but damn cute hors.
haha and the 2 guys felt so left out!so sorry yah.
haha but i gotta know alot abt paul
cos i interacted with him at the beginning
so we exchanged hobbies etc
i cant believe i said i wanted to be a..
BIO TEACHER!
crapp:/ it sounds so wrong!
hehe. had lunch
okay food was better den i expected lar k.
after tt was some WET games.
okayy wasnt totally wet
haha cs the Sun was scroching at us
ooh th floor was so freaking hot!
it burned my pretty lil feet:(
i'll rber the caterpillar game the most!
my thighs were aching damn badly lar
was squashed btwn daniel and grace
haha and he kept yanking my feet
cs i kept slipping off
haha unglam game
my fbts shorts practically became panties
.whoops. haha all the grass was stuffed inside la.
eeeee =/so my butt damn damn itchy now.
so i hate GRASSS
pffft. but i still think it was fun:)
pity tze kiet.
cos his rv shorts turned from white to brown!
three-legged soceer!
i can kick! hohoho!
partnered dorcas.yes we cld run quite fast!
unbelivable! hahah!
the scissors paper stone game wit nicole's grp so exciting!
haha and so i conclude i have slow rxn
cs i took so slowly to scoop water
heehee.finale was WARR
yess and so usarin's grp won
KAY POH grp. so ke ai!
yah lahh i think the war game wasnt tht fun.
cos very fast finish le
heh i din ge bombed! (:
so yupp.it ended of jus like tt
and we exchanged numbers.
made alot of fwens.swt memories=)
tired, wet, sweaty.
but it was simply memorable.
i love acjc.
i love the ac spirit.
and yes, im gg to mk it one of my jc's (:
hmmm. i must update abt the class gathering yest too!
another memorable event.
for the first time,the first class gathering i ever attended
that has only 6 absentees!
unbelivable hor?
hmm 3C1 rocks too (:
they came over to my hse for bbq.
thank God for the good weather!=)
i see e1 putting in effort to help out.
screw chicken wings.
start fire.haix. etg larh
im rlly impressed=)
altho it was not as tho e1 contributed
i was quite shocked.hahaha.
cld hardly count the no. of times i went up to my hse to fetch food
n the no. of times i fetched ple.
haha but it was all worthwhile.
im glad we had my bro's help to start the fire.
hahaha. the food seem to tk eons to cook.
haha so i'll rber OLIVIA 4eva
.she was always the one sayin
"ayye, th food cooked alr?"
haha so cute=)
think i developed right arm muscles hor!
kept fanning 4 charcoal to light.
n glad it was SUCCESFUL!
oohlalala.seeing e1 having so much fun made me so happy.
esp the PRC schoolars.
frankly speaking, i've nvr seen them SO happy b4.
it was the 1st time i ever saw them enjoying.
cos most of the time, it was pure studying =/
heh oh yah. ms lim came too!(:
the last to come but haha.
tchers are always late.
i was damn afraid there werent enough food.
aft seeing the no. of ple who turned up.36 leh!!!
gosh. so incredible.
so i ate rlly little.
2 mouthfuls of bee hoon
1 satay
1 otah
1 stingray and sotong.
yupp so imagine how much i was starving
but thanks alot to all those who constantly offered me food:)
i rlly did appreciate it.
cs i will feel bad if u ple din have enuff food to eat!
so first priority = class!
hahaha. it made me at ease seeing the smiles on e1 faces
heh so i din mind tending the food!
haha tht playful sufan n gang jumped into the pool lar.
haha n it followed by bailu,wanjing,liuchang,danping,jiangtao
haha i saw all of them in th pool=/
quite scared lar.
cos i know they arent spossed to go into the pool wit their clothes.
so when i saw the security guard
wahbiang.my heart kept beating so rapidly...
blahh blahh blahh.
den they still go the slide there aft the tick-off
abit irritated but they seem to be hvin so much fun in the pool.
yahh.went hm 2 bring down my clothes for sufan,sylvia n alex.
hmm my mum tot i was camping downstairs lar.
haha one by one they left
.and im so touched by all those who helped me to clear up the plc
esp LIU CHANG=)
beams*
thanks to much 3C1!
haha eh that chou amy stepped on my fav slipper n it split.
im still upset okay!
cos now i dun have waterproof slippers anymore! :(
last yr rachel spoilt the red n black on at track camp
now the other pair is gone too!
sigh-aft all have left.
i was FINALLY able to RELAX =/
mummy cooked dumpling for me
cos i was jus so hungry k
yeahh had ba zhang.
plus soup plus museil bar and apple juice.
felt so much better wifout th gastric pangs.
hmm despite me nt eatin at the bbq
i was rlly glad e1 else had so much fun.
was telling von tt it makes me feel gd seeing our class enjoyin themselves at my hse.
it din matter whtr anot i ate or not.
but as long as everyone is happy so will i =)
hahah. quite pissed by the poor planning initially
but rlly thankful all went well (:
so yupp.
i hope all those from 3C1 enjoyed themselves at th bbq!
haha su fan still say see me next yr at my hse.
crazzzy woman.hahaha.
yupp. end of that memorable class gathering!=))
i guess all thse marked a good start of the sch hol.
and i rlly hope it will cont like tt.
hmm. i want it to be fun and exciting
b4 school reopens and i'll have to bury my heads in books again.
hahaha. i nvr forget these days =)
anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LETICIA!!!!
hahah ur 15th burfday!
heh dun worry.
i wun forget ur prex de!
yup come back for trng soon yahh.
aft ur teeth dun ache so much!
also, 1st of june
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDYY!!!
heh its been a longgg time since i last talked to ya.
but all the same,i rbered ur SPECIAL day.
-grins.
hope u'll hav a fun n memorable brthday tis yr.
yupp. take care yahh (:
i just saw the lumps and scratches!
oh no! i hate GRASS..
hmpff.
yes i gotta update on the wonderful day!
today at acjc was simply awesome=)
damn fun. damn exciting.
i love=)
yess the crossroads course was jus incredible!
my group rocked.haha DUCHESSS!
ooh yay.consisted of: me,michelle,jiayi,dorcas,kelly,jolene,
jiamin, paul, and tze kiet
haha they all from diff schools de.
with acjc traffic moniters, grace and daniel
they were haha.
thank God it was not those kind of boring workshop
where u have to sit thru the whole entire thing
at least u rlly get to move about
wheee.
ACJC CROSSROADS 2005 rocks!
(dont jaywalk)
so shiok! :))
and nifong is the president of council!
hah von and i thinks she's pretty!
haha so cute (:
anw, the starting of the course was treasure hunt or smth of tt sort.
yes it went damn well for our grp lar.
haha UNITYYY!!!!
we trashed all the other groups hor.
and all the stations were so exciting!
it gave me lotsa ideas for the upcoming camps.
i bet those j1 ple enjoyed their orientation la.
fun fun fun! haha i have limited vocab! =/
oooh and we made a cheer!
DUCHESS KEMAMA OLE OLE AH AH
SHAKE IT UP. YEAH!
SHAKE IT UP. YEAH!
DUTCH DUTCH DUTCH DUTCH YEAH:)))
whooooots. so banng.e1 was impressed hor.
we have power voice box!
haha.and i think michelle really pretty too!
haha scgs ple all very swt.
haha den we came up wit this bimbo cheer.
not rlly lar.haha but damn cute hors.
haha and the 2 guys felt so left out!so sorry yah.
haha but i gotta know alot abt paul
cos i interacted with him at the beginning
so we exchanged hobbies etc
i cant believe i said i wanted to be a..
BIO TEACHER!
crapp:/ it sounds so wrong!
hehe. had lunch
okay food was better den i expected lar k.
after tt was some WET games.
okayy wasnt totally wet
haha cs the Sun was scroching at us
ooh th floor was so freaking hot!
it burned my pretty lil feet:(
i'll rber the caterpillar game the most!
my thighs were aching damn badly lar
was squashed btwn daniel and grace
haha and he kept yanking my feet
cs i kept slipping off
haha unglam game
my fbts shorts practically became panties
.whoops. haha all the grass was stuffed inside la.
eeeee =/so my butt damn damn itchy now.
so i hate GRASSS
pffft. but i still think it was fun:)
pity tze kiet.
cos his rv shorts turned from white to brown!
three-legged soceer!
i can kick! hohoho!
partnered dorcas.yes we cld run quite fast!
unbelivable! hahah!
the scissors paper stone game wit nicole's grp so exciting!
haha and so i conclude i have slow rxn
cs i took so slowly to scoop water
heehee.finale was WARR
yess and so usarin's grp won
KAY POH grp. so ke ai!
yah lahh i think the war game wasnt tht fun.
cos very fast finish le
heh i din ge bombed! (:
so yupp.it ended of jus like tt
and we exchanged numbers.
made alot of fwens.swt memories=)
tired, wet, sweaty.
but it was simply memorable.
i love acjc.
i love the ac spirit.
and yes, im gg to mk it one of my jc's (:
hmmm. i must update abt the class gathering yest too!
another memorable event.
for the first time,the first class gathering i ever attended
that has only 6 absentees!
unbelivable hor?
hmm 3C1 rocks too (:
they came over to my hse for bbq.
thank God for the good weather!=)
i see e1 putting in effort to help out.
screw chicken wings.
start fire.haix. etg larh
im rlly impressed=)
altho it was not as tho e1 contributed
i was quite shocked.hahaha.
cld hardly count the no. of times i went up to my hse to fetch food
n the no. of times i fetched ple.
haha but it was all worthwhile.
im glad we had my bro's help to start the fire.
hahaha. the food seem to tk eons to cook.
haha so i'll rber OLIVIA 4eva
.she was always the one sayin
"ayye, th food cooked alr?"
haha so cute=)
think i developed right arm muscles hor!
kept fanning 4 charcoal to light.
n glad it was SUCCESFUL!
oohlalala.seeing e1 having so much fun made me so happy.
esp the PRC schoolars.
frankly speaking, i've nvr seen them SO happy b4.
it was the 1st time i ever saw them enjoying.
cos most of the time, it was pure studying =/
heh oh yah. ms lim came too!(:
the last to come but haha.
tchers are always late.
i was damn afraid there werent enough food.
aft seeing the no. of ple who turned up.36 leh!!!
gosh. so incredible.
so i ate rlly little.
2 mouthfuls of bee hoon
1 satay
1 otah
1 stingray and sotong.
yupp so imagine how much i was starving
but thanks alot to all those who constantly offered me food:)
i rlly did appreciate it.
cs i will feel bad if u ple din have enuff food to eat!
so first priority = class!
hahaha. it made me at ease seeing the smiles on e1 faces
heh so i din mind tending the food!
haha tht playful sufan n gang jumped into the pool lar.
haha n it followed by bailu,wanjing,liuchang,danping,jiangtao
haha i saw all of them in th pool=/
quite scared lar.
cos i know they arent spossed to go into the pool wit their clothes.
so when i saw the security guard
wahbiang.my heart kept beating so rapidly...
blahh blahh blahh.
den they still go the slide there aft the tick-off
abit irritated but they seem to be hvin so much fun in the pool.
yahh.went hm 2 bring down my clothes for sufan,sylvia n alex.
hmm my mum tot i was camping downstairs lar.
haha one by one they left
.and im so touched by all those who helped me to clear up the plc
esp LIU CHANG=)
beams*
thanks to much 3C1!
haha eh that chou amy stepped on my fav slipper n it split.
im still upset okay!
cos now i dun have waterproof slippers anymore! :(
last yr rachel spoilt the red n black on at track camp
now the other pair is gone too!
sigh-aft all have left.
i was FINALLY able to RELAX =/
mummy cooked dumpling for me
cos i was jus so hungry k
yeahh had ba zhang.
plus soup plus museil bar and apple juice.
felt so much better wifout th gastric pangs.
hmm despite me nt eatin at the bbq
i was rlly glad e1 else had so much fun.
was telling von tt it makes me feel gd seeing our class enjoyin themselves at my hse.
it din matter whtr anot i ate or not.
but as long as everyone is happy so will i =)
hahah. quite pissed by the poor planning initially
but rlly thankful all went well (:
so yupp.
i hope all those from 3C1 enjoyed themselves at th bbq!
haha su fan still say see me next yr at my hse.
crazzzy woman.hahaha.
yupp. end of that memorable class gathering!=))
i guess all thse marked a good start of the sch hol.
and i rlly hope it will cont like tt.
hmm. i want it to be fun and exciting
b4 school reopens and i'll have to bury my heads in books again.
hahaha. i nvr forget these days =)
anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LETICIA!!!!
hahah ur 15th burfday!
heh dun worry.
i wun forget ur prex de!
yup come back for trng soon yahh.
aft ur teeth dun ache so much!
also, 1st of june
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDYY!!!
heh its been a longgg time since i last talked to ya.
but all the same,i rbered ur SPECIAL day.
-grins.
hope u'll hav a fun n memorable brthday tis yr.
yupp. take care yahh (:
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 29, 2005
shall update my experience yest.
damn fruitful(:
hahah went ice skating with kingyin!!!
heehee it was not supposed to be 2 of us only
but many ple fly aeroplanes
so yahh it was just her and me=)
heehee.
ice skating.
my first first time hor!
kinda scared larr
and the price is like how ex?!?!
$10.50 for 2 pathetic hours only
crapp.
eh i think im a fast learner hor!
yes even kingyin agrees
haha but nt cos she's a gd tcher=/
mayb cos i tried roller blading b4
and i think its abt the same larrr
the plc was freezing cold. but shuang (:
see all those pro pro ple ar.
i soo jealous
hmpff-
but well. i still think it was kinda fun!
tho i doubt i'll ever go agn
i havent even mastered how to skate properly
cos that chou ky kept laughing at me lar.
TSK TSK!!!
i fell like 5 damn times.
yes and the last time was super painful.
cos i fell on my head
so i banged my left cheek against the ice.
goodness.
totally clnt see at tht time lar.
so so scary sia.
and ky jus stand down there and laugh
evil pokk.
but nt her fault lar
who ask me cannot skate properly ritee.
so juss my luck=/
my left cheek was swollen lar
now still hurts alot.
cos i think the impact was great
as ky said it was very loudd
bleahs
i rather fall on my butt
gt more flesshh.
so left the place wth my jeans all WET!
and we headed to gombak stadium!
hahaha! i think we're damn guai larh!
heh. shuffed our belongings into a punyy locker
den went to run.
haha so fun!
cos we ran like damn freaking fast
for 25mins!
unbelivable lar.
and we were hopin to run one whole rnd arnd bukit batok there
but sumhow we din know where we were gg
so decided to turn back
hehe it felt so GOOD!
haha. damn shiok lar.
sense of accomplishment!(:
cant believe we so guai
it was like 5.55pm wn we started running lor
hahaha. Nats cuming ma
so everyone's trng doubly hard!
grins-
changed and went for dinner.
wahh the sky turn black le lor
heehee.
had bubble tea.
damn nice lar.
and refreshinggg. ice blended summore
cos that ky made me drink with her.
oh and this small lil girl
kept staring at us while we were drinking la
and she pestered her mum she wanted bubble tea too.
heh if only she was cuter.
den maybe i'll offer her my drink.
hhaha who aks her keep frowning.
unlike the bute girl at the ice skating ring
yes, i've made her my eyecandy!!
haha but ky says im crazzy
cos tt girl is superr younf.
like 4 or 5 yrs old only..
hahaha.
but damn cute and chubby
plus the wayy she skate so adorable.
haha. cute=)
haha. anw it felt so good to run okay
and we concluded tha our passion is backk!!!
wheeee=)
yes crescent track will unite tgt as one!
i guess everyone's willingly to train hard agn!
even the sprinters!
yay. i feel happy for them.
we wanna win a medal.
not for the school.
but for MRLIN (:
his bday is coming.
and we're gg to give him a great surprise`
tmr's GCE O Level Chinese
best of luck to the sec 4s who are taking it=)
3C1 class gathering tmr at my house.
and i have stupid history wokshop!
gooodness
i've gotta rush all the way home as it only ends at 5!
arghh. why must etg clash right.
and it seems so not oragnised lor.
i dun even know how many ple is coming.
so my mum's nagging
cos she dunno the amt of food to prepare.
sorry :(
i hope sufan brings the correct charcoal lor.
else if cant light,
we can forget abt the bbq alr lar!
sigh-
and i feel bad claiming so much money
cs stuff like stingray cos quite alot!
i just pray all turns out well...
damn fruitful(:
hahah went ice skating with kingyin!!!
heehee it was not supposed to be 2 of us only
but many ple fly aeroplanes
so yahh it was just her and me=)
heehee.
ice skating.
my first first time hor!
kinda scared larr
and the price is like how ex?!?!
$10.50 for 2 pathetic hours only
crapp.
eh i think im a fast learner hor!
yes even kingyin agrees
haha but nt cos she's a gd tcher=/
mayb cos i tried roller blading b4
and i think its abt the same larrr
the plc was freezing cold. but shuang (:
see all those pro pro ple ar.
i soo jealous
hmpff-
but well. i still think it was kinda fun!
tho i doubt i'll ever go agn
i havent even mastered how to skate properly
cos that chou ky kept laughing at me lar.
TSK TSK!!!
i fell like 5 damn times.
yes and the last time was super painful.
cos i fell on my head
so i banged my left cheek against the ice.
goodness.
totally clnt see at tht time lar.
so so scary sia.
and ky jus stand down there and laugh
evil pokk.
but nt her fault lar
who ask me cannot skate properly ritee.
so juss my luck=/
my left cheek was swollen lar
now still hurts alot.
cos i think the impact was great
as ky said it was very loudd
bleahs
i rather fall on my butt
gt more flesshh.
so left the place wth my jeans all WET!
and we headed to gombak stadium!
hahaha! i think we're damn guai larh!
heh. shuffed our belongings into a punyy locker
den went to run.
haha so fun!
cos we ran like damn freaking fast
for 25mins!
unbelivable lar.
and we were hopin to run one whole rnd arnd bukit batok there
but sumhow we din know where we were gg
so decided to turn back
hehe it felt so GOOD!
haha. damn shiok lar.
sense of accomplishment!(:
cant believe we so guai
it was like 5.55pm wn we started running lor
hahaha. Nats cuming ma
so everyone's trng doubly hard!
grins-
changed and went for dinner.
wahh the sky turn black le lor
heehee.
had bubble tea.
damn nice lar.
and refreshinggg. ice blended summore
cos that ky made me drink with her.
oh and this small lil girl
kept staring at us while we were drinking la
and she pestered her mum she wanted bubble tea too.
heh if only she was cuter.
den maybe i'll offer her my drink.
hhaha who aks her keep frowning.
unlike the bute girl at the ice skating ring
yes, i've made her my eyecandy!!
haha but ky says im crazzy
cos tt girl is superr younf.
like 4 or 5 yrs old only..
hahaha.
but damn cute and chubby
plus the wayy she skate so adorable.
haha. cute=)
haha. anw it felt so good to run okay
and we concluded tha our passion is backk!!!
wheeee=)
yes crescent track will unite tgt as one!
i guess everyone's willingly to train hard agn!
even the sprinters!
yay. i feel happy for them.
we wanna win a medal.
not for the school.
but for MRLIN (:
his bday is coming.
and we're gg to give him a great surprise`
tmr's GCE O Level Chinese
best of luck to the sec 4s who are taking it=)
3C1 class gathering tmr at my house.
and i have stupid history wokshop!
gooodness
i've gotta rush all the way home as it only ends at 5!
arghh. why must etg clash right.
and it seems so not oragnised lor.
i dun even know how many ple is coming.
so my mum's nagging
cos she dunno the amt of food to prepare.
sorry :(
i hope sufan brings the correct charcoal lor.
else if cant light,
we can forget abt the bbq alr lar!
sigh-
and i feel bad claiming so much money
cs stuff like stingray cos quite alot!
i just pray all turns out well...
the girl next door;
Thursday, May 26, 2005
i dunno what i should do =(
i really wanna try to talk to the sec threess
i know they're feeling sad abt the sudden parting
but i rlly dunno how i can mk them
understand the unforseen circumstances
to accept this fact
and face reality
i understand the torment they are gg thru
but also, i want them to know
that life still goes on
and we shudnt be biased at all
perhaps lin was our source of motivation
but right now, i hope they'll cont trng still
as in under sir=/
well everyone seem reluctant to do so
we went for the 1st trng wit sir today
only me,king,uu,rach
yahh i guess uu is the only one who really did trained
i din, cos of my freaky bubbles
i dunno why
i see their faces
i feel so bad
i mean i know they arent doing it outta their own
but bcos its lik no choice?!
sigh-
i really dunno how to 'psycho' them =/
i wonder how longg will this go on
i mean
i jus got this feeling:
there isnt gg to be a new coach
haix, but really
i jus pray for my dearest trackkers to get over this
well i know its hard to accept
and all your morale suddenly dropped
but i want u to know
tht all the more u girls shud train hard
to prove to mrlin, our awesome coach,
that his hardwork hasnt gone to waste
we must show them that WE have the ultimate potential to bring glory to crescent!
yupp so pls pls work hard k.
as much as u all dun enjoy sir's workout
we gotta stay strong
stay united.
i believe our hardwork will pay off too =)
yup. train hard alrights?
todays trng with jnrs felt awfully weird
it was so quiet and mde me kinda scared?!
i dunno lar but no one really did joked arnd
unike those times i saw them trng wit sir
sir said it was cos of my prescence?
hmm guess i really very scary ar?
-sobs
its not supposed to be like that hor.
wanna haf that friendly n cosy environment lehh.
oh wells.
i guess all these takes time(:
hmm and im determined to train hard.
jus realised its only ehh 2 wks to WINGS?
and i havent even been running!!!
gawwdd.
i must push myself to the limits liao
tho i know my fitness dropped damn alot.
crapp.
anyways,
all track girls.
continue trng really hard
in preparation for our Nats!!!
we must show the school
that track is NOT a FAILURE!!!!!
yup so jiayouu!!!!
i really wanna try to talk to the sec threess
i know they're feeling sad abt the sudden parting
but i rlly dunno how i can mk them
understand the unforseen circumstances
to accept this fact
and face reality
i understand the torment they are gg thru
but also, i want them to know
that life still goes on
and we shudnt be biased at all
perhaps lin was our source of motivation
but right now, i hope they'll cont trng still
as in under sir=/
well everyone seem reluctant to do so
we went for the 1st trng wit sir today
only me,king,uu,rach
yahh i guess uu is the only one who really did trained
i din, cos of my freaky bubbles
i dunno why
i see their faces
i feel so bad
i mean i know they arent doing it outta their own
but bcos its lik no choice?!
sigh-
i really dunno how to 'psycho' them =/
i wonder how longg will this go on
i mean
i jus got this feeling:
there isnt gg to be a new coach
haix, but really
i jus pray for my dearest trackkers to get over this
well i know its hard to accept
and all your morale suddenly dropped
but i want u to know
tht all the more u girls shud train hard
to prove to mrlin, our awesome coach,
that his hardwork hasnt gone to waste
we must show them that WE have the ultimate potential to bring glory to crescent!
yupp so pls pls work hard k.
as much as u all dun enjoy sir's workout
we gotta stay strong
stay united.
i believe our hardwork will pay off too =)
yup. train hard alrights?
todays trng with jnrs felt awfully weird
it was so quiet and mde me kinda scared?!
i dunno lar but no one really did joked arnd
unike those times i saw them trng wit sir
sir said it was cos of my prescence?
hmm guess i really very scary ar?
-sobs
its not supposed to be like that hor.
wanna haf that friendly n cosy environment lehh.
oh wells.
i guess all these takes time(:
hmm and im determined to train hard.
jus realised its only ehh 2 wks to WINGS?
and i havent even been running!!!
gawwdd.
i must push myself to the limits liao
tho i know my fitness dropped damn alot.
crapp.
anyways,
all track girls.
continue trng really hard
in preparation for our Nats!!!
we must show the school
that track is NOT a FAILURE!!!!!
yup so jiayouu!!!!
the girl next door;
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
i read ethel's blog and started crying agn
i cant help being so emotional at all.
what the hell is the school's freaking problem?!?!
i miss MRLIN :(
i think this is really irritating.
i din expect this to happen at all.
everything suddenly crashed upon me
right after photo taking
i simply couldnt believe what i heard..
all these while, when the school din renew mrlin's contract
i tot it was just a lie, but who knows, it really is true
so when the news came to me.
it really knock me outta my sense
or rather SHOCKED.
it suddenly daunted upon me that we're gg to lose sucha WONDERFUL coach.
i tried as much as i can to fight with those tears of mine.
i din wanna cry
i wanted to stay strong.
but seeing mq and uu weeping away.
i guess , those tears jus flowed down too.
in a way, i really couldnt accept the blow
and wat TAY said was super mean.
its like what on earth does she one.
settting such unreasonable terms
such as disapproving us to see mrlin etc
i really hated her at the instant
all along, i knew she was against track and all
but couldnt she at least tell us why we cldnt renew mrlin's contract?
mq asked but gt such shit answer in return
mstay said tt all ccas had to undergo this blah blahh blahh
well i dun give a damn
its like, i guess we're the bunch who are the closest to mrlin
cos afterall, we committed our soul to track
and really wanted to bring glory to crescent
but how could the school do this to us?
jus bcos of one setback doesnt mean he's lousy!
blame the xc runners is u must
fot performing below expectaions
but mrlin knows us the BEST
he really understand how we feel
and our passion to overcome our difficulties
he went to smu to meet him
after SOOO much persuasion
yes and sum parent had to complain abt us or watsoever
who knows if its even the truth?!
crapp but at least we get to see mrlin(:
for the LAST time, perhaps.
we saw him and he asked what really happened
but jus as i was abt to say
i broke into tears agn.. ):
its so damn fricking saddening lar
and i cld jus sense his pissed-ness.
yeahh the 10 of us sat in a circle
while mrlin said sum stuff
it made me think deeper.
what we reallly ought to do
to fight for our wants
and not let him be OSTRACIZED
time and time again.
i feel really badd
cos afterall it aint his fault
i mean, i truly think he've done alot for Crscent
more than anyone can say
he's sucha great coach i dowana lose
altho i must admit i hated him at the start
but when he began to believe in me
in giving me that chance to be part of the team
i simply dunnoh how to express my gratitude to him
i really cant believe tt after all these years of trng,
its just gg to end like that
its too abrupt.
it far too fast.
and believe it anot, the sec 3s cant take this huge blow.
everyone was weeping away fetr mrlin had his share of views.
i mean i think wat he said was kinda touching etc.
he knew each and everyone of us so well
that he went one by one.
the events he put us in
the reasons to our failures.
but yet he added that he never did scold us
or whtr we felt his trng was tough.
tough it may be, but there are rewarding benefits.
see, dont u think he's sucha splendid coach?
i think the school has wronged him
but not giving him another chance
to bring crescent track anf field team to greater heights
i really wish there was justice in this world
where by will see mrlin
standing at smu as our coach again.
he had so much confidence in us.
and stayed strong not to shed a tear.
he expressed his trueful opinions
and that he really did enjoyed coaching us.
but jus as each of everyone are improving,
this must happen=/
perhaps all good things come to an end.
but what im really pissed is is with the schoool
cos i;ve simply no idea why the ending had to be like that?!
they jus think its so easy as to letting mrlin go
disappearing from our lives
and not seeing him ever agn
thats IMPOSSIBLE.
cos he has made a HUGE impact in our lives after all
HE, was the one who groomed many champions
HE, was teh one who made us from a nobody to a somebody
He, was the one who never failed to encourage us and pull us away from obstacles
HE, was the one who never gave up coaching us, despite how notorious we maybe at times
HE, was teh one and only coach, who will truly understand how we feel.
who will truly know what we're going through,
who will know what is best for us.
and with all that's said,
i conclude him as our BEST COACH VER IN CRESCENT!
i dun care how evil the school is right now
i jus wish to do my part to at least haf him trng us
until Nats are over.
this blow is jus to great for us to accept it.
we need time
we need all the time to adapt.
im really sad. ='(
cant seem to stop tearingg.
mrlin, my ouxiang!!!!
really, i'll miss it forever and ever okay.
se sacrificed just so much for us
that even words cant describe.
so please, cld crescent girls just gif him another chance!
het him prove to the school
that his atheletesare of high standard
one that can bring glory to crescent.
so fellow track mates:
i understand we're all feeling sore abt this incident
and we all had our fair share of crying today.
but after all these that occured,
i want you to understand that life still goes on
i mean let bygones be bygones alright
since we cant possibly do atg
what decision u make after which
lies within you
you decide which path you're gg to take
which path is gg to lead u to success
but let me first caution u
that for whatever chioce u mke
u must understand the implications of life
and that we cant alwasy have etg gg in our way
there bound to be times where we experience ups and downs
jus like a roller coster
but still, we must face it bravely
and accpet the upcoming challenges
right now, all we can do
to show mrlin our gratitude is to cont trng hard
to do crescent proud.
we must prove to mrlin that he's hardwork aint useless.
he's dedication is jus FABULOUS!
thinking back on what he said,
i realised he actually belived me to do 400m hurdles?
just see that trust he has among crescentians??
i know, he cares for u deeply as well
yes i must work ultra hard from now.
and try to bong trackkers as well.
yupp its a sad day :(
im shedding tears and skin as i go along..
i cant help being so emotional at all.
what the hell is the school's freaking problem?!?!
i miss MRLIN :(
i think this is really irritating.
i din expect this to happen at all.
everything suddenly crashed upon me
right after photo taking
i simply couldnt believe what i heard..
all these while, when the school din renew mrlin's contract
i tot it was just a lie, but who knows, it really is true
so when the news came to me.
it really knock me outta my sense
or rather SHOCKED.
it suddenly daunted upon me that we're gg to lose sucha WONDERFUL coach.
i tried as much as i can to fight with those tears of mine.
i din wanna cry
i wanted to stay strong.
but seeing mq and uu weeping away.
i guess , those tears jus flowed down too.
in a way, i really couldnt accept the blow
and wat TAY said was super mean.
its like what on earth does she one.
settting such unreasonable terms
such as disapproving us to see mrlin etc
i really hated her at the instant
all along, i knew she was against track and all
but couldnt she at least tell us why we cldnt renew mrlin's contract?
mq asked but gt such shit answer in return
mstay said tt all ccas had to undergo this blah blahh blahh
well i dun give a damn
its like, i guess we're the bunch who are the closest to mrlin
cos afterall, we committed our soul to track
and really wanted to bring glory to crescent
but how could the school do this to us?
jus bcos of one setback doesnt mean he's lousy!
blame the xc runners is u must
fot performing below expectaions
but mrlin knows us the BEST
he really understand how we feel
and our passion to overcome our difficulties
he went to smu to meet him
after SOOO much persuasion
yes and sum parent had to complain abt us or watsoever
who knows if its even the truth?!
crapp but at least we get to see mrlin(:
for the LAST time, perhaps.
we saw him and he asked what really happened
but jus as i was abt to say
i broke into tears agn.. ):
its so damn fricking saddening lar
and i cld jus sense his pissed-ness.
yeahh the 10 of us sat in a circle
while mrlin said sum stuff
it made me think deeper.
what we reallly ought to do
to fight for our wants
and not let him be OSTRACIZED
time and time again.
i feel really badd
cos afterall it aint his fault
i mean, i truly think he've done alot for Crscent
more than anyone can say
he's sucha great coach i dowana lose
altho i must admit i hated him at the start
but when he began to believe in me
in giving me that chance to be part of the team
i simply dunnoh how to express my gratitude to him
i really cant believe tt after all these years of trng,
its just gg to end like that
its too abrupt.
it far too fast.
and believe it anot, the sec 3s cant take this huge blow.
everyone was weeping away fetr mrlin had his share of views.
i mean i think wat he said was kinda touching etc.
he knew each and everyone of us so well
that he went one by one.
the events he put us in
the reasons to our failures.
but yet he added that he never did scold us
or whtr we felt his trng was tough.
tough it may be, but there are rewarding benefits.
see, dont u think he's sucha splendid coach?
i think the school has wronged him
but not giving him another chance
to bring crescent track anf field team to greater heights
i really wish there was justice in this world
where by will see mrlin
standing at smu as our coach again.
he had so much confidence in us.
and stayed strong not to shed a tear.
he expressed his trueful opinions
and that he really did enjoyed coaching us.
but jus as each of everyone are improving,
this must happen=/
perhaps all good things come to an end.
but what im really pissed is is with the schoool
cos i;ve simply no idea why the ending had to be like that?!
they jus think its so easy as to letting mrlin go
disappearing from our lives
and not seeing him ever agn
thats IMPOSSIBLE.
cos he has made a HUGE impact in our lives after all
HE, was the one who groomed many champions
HE, was teh one who made us from a nobody to a somebody
He, was the one who never failed to encourage us and pull us away from obstacles
HE, was the one who never gave up coaching us, despite how notorious we maybe at times
HE, was teh one and only coach, who will truly understand how we feel.
who will truly know what we're going through,
who will know what is best for us.
and with all that's said,
i conclude him as our BEST COACH VER IN CRESCENT!
i dun care how evil the school is right now
i jus wish to do my part to at least haf him trng us
until Nats are over.
this blow is jus to great for us to accept it.
we need time
we need all the time to adapt.
im really sad. ='(
cant seem to stop tearingg.
mrlin, my ouxiang!!!!
really, i'll miss it forever and ever okay.
se sacrificed just so much for us
that even words cant describe.
so please, cld crescent girls just gif him another chance!
het him prove to the school
that his atheletesare of high standard
one that can bring glory to crescent.
so fellow track mates:
i understand we're all feeling sore abt this incident
and we all had our fair share of crying today.
but after all these that occured,
i want you to understand that life still goes on
i mean let bygones be bygones alright
since we cant possibly do atg
what decision u make after which
lies within you
you decide which path you're gg to take
which path is gg to lead u to success
but let me first caution u
that for whatever chioce u mke
u must understand the implications of life
and that we cant alwasy have etg gg in our way
there bound to be times where we experience ups and downs
jus like a roller coster
but still, we must face it bravely
and accpet the upcoming challenges
right now, all we can do
to show mrlin our gratitude is to cont trng hard
to do crescent proud.
we must prove to mrlin that he's hardwork aint useless.
he's dedication is jus FABULOUS!
thinking back on what he said,
i realised he actually belived me to do 400m hurdles?
just see that trust he has among crescentians??
i know, he cares for u deeply as well
yes i must work ultra hard from now.
and try to bong trackkers as well.
yupp its a sad day :(
im shedding tears and skin as i go along..
the girl next door;
Monday, May 23, 2005
i've lotsa blisters
ad in maybe its bubbles
all over my arms=/
pooots-
damn freakky k
and nicole kept mocking at me just now
cos i went for the !WOW dry run
yes i wanna cry le
my sis says its skin infection lor
so i cant go for trng ltr.
sobs---
its really gross
jus like clara says she can use a needle to poke it
yucks. saddening.
miserable.
whoots. got my obs photos!
so pweeety! u can jus see the beeg contrast!
b4 and after
haha.
and the results.
which is now.
hohoho =)
i miss OBS larhs
see everyone's entry on OBS
wahh so touching
haha. i wanna go back!!!
yes but my skin terrible
but anw, have only myself to blame!
lalala i hope all is well by wed
cos got photo taking!
erps. haiyahs.
so bored.
shall go have lunch.
tho mrs koh and ms lau have alr treated us
to macs at yishun!
haha maybe i need to do my speech =/
bahh smth i really dread..
i dunno how im gg to face anyone tmr
its like everytime i go in the train
ple kp staring at me
making snide remarks.
arghs. i knwo i look UGLY
cant be helped lor.
skin's just so so bad=/
sigh-
anw, i heard half the cohord failed eng!
oh no! i dowan go to school tmr
i think i'll jus break down
considering the fact i din study hard enuff
bleahs. must study extra hard during the hol!
yess and i think i've met alot of my ex-rgps
yest i saw yue ying in the 187 bus.
today at chong pang cc
met charmaine lui.
my p1 and 2 classmate
i keep staring at her lar
den she stared at me too!
haha ltr she came over to tok to me
haha FATE(:
ad in maybe its bubbles
all over my arms=/
pooots-
damn freakky k
and nicole kept mocking at me just now
cos i went for the !WOW dry run
yes i wanna cry le
my sis says its skin infection lor
so i cant go for trng ltr.
sobs---
its really gross
jus like clara says she can use a needle to poke it
yucks. saddening.
miserable.
whoots. got my obs photos!
so pweeety! u can jus see the beeg contrast!
b4 and after
haha.
and the results.
which is now.
hohoho =)
i miss OBS larhs
see everyone's entry on OBS
wahh so touching
haha. i wanna go back!!!
yes but my skin terrible
but anw, have only myself to blame!
lalala i hope all is well by wed
cos got photo taking!
erps. haiyahs.
so bored.
shall go have lunch.
tho mrs koh and ms lau have alr treated us
to macs at yishun!
haha maybe i need to do my speech =/
bahh smth i really dread..
i dunno how im gg to face anyone tmr
its like everytime i go in the train
ple kp staring at me
making snide remarks.
arghs. i knwo i look UGLY
cant be helped lor.
skin's just so so bad=/
sigh-
anw, i heard half the cohord failed eng!
oh no! i dowan go to school tmr
i think i'll jus break down
considering the fact i din study hard enuff
bleahs. must study extra hard during the hol!
yess and i think i've met alot of my ex-rgps
yest i saw yue ying in the 187 bus.
today at chong pang cc
met charmaine lui.
my p1 and 2 classmate
i keep staring at her lar
den she stared at me too!
haha ltr she came over to tok to me
haha FATE(:
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 22, 2005
omg. i wanna cry alr lar! :(
u know my skin peeling so badly!!
and there are white patches here and there.
its not just anywhere.
but my FACE!!
goodness.
the tan was so nice initially
now it sucked like CRAP!
damn gross lar.
dead skin dropping and etg.
so my tan on my face is gone.
i rather it remain jus lik my arms and thighs.
wahhhh.
there's photo taking on wed summore lor
and i look shit.
so clara named me LIZARD!=/
i rather remain red forever
den to peel
and the dead skin is brown
all my tan is dropping off.
sobs--
i wanna kayak again :(
feeling so whiny but this cant be helped.
i jus dun like peeling.
its pretty digusting u know.
so by tues.
i wun be tanned anymore
nor will i be a red lobster
it will jus be a LIZARD!
-exclaims!
oh man! this is really bad.
i wanna jus rip it off xP
bahhh.
so bloody stressed up
this is badd.
cos i havent done my speech at all!
knowing me
this kind english so bad
i can jus go n commit sucide
standing in frnt of the whole school
i'll most prob jus shiverrrr.
grrr and i dowanna be the first :(
u know my skin peeling so badly!!
and there are white patches here and there.
its not just anywhere.
but my FACE!!
goodness.
the tan was so nice initially
now it sucked like CRAP!
damn gross lar.
dead skin dropping and etg.
so my tan on my face is gone.
i rather it remain jus lik my arms and thighs.
wahhhh.
there's photo taking on wed summore lor
and i look shit.
so clara named me LIZARD!=/
i rather remain red forever
den to peel
and the dead skin is brown
all my tan is dropping off.
sobs--
i wanna kayak again :(
feeling so whiny but this cant be helped.
i jus dun like peeling.
its pretty digusting u know.
so by tues.
i wun be tanned anymore
nor will i be a red lobster
it will jus be a LIZARD!
-exclaims!
oh man! this is really bad.
i wanna jus rip it off xP
bahhh.
so bloody stressed up
this is badd.
cos i havent done my speech at all!
knowing me
this kind english so bad
i can jus go n commit sucide
standing in frnt of the whole school
i'll most prob jus shiverrrr.
grrr and i dowanna be the first :(
the girl next door;
Saturday, May 21, 2005
OBS! im missing it alr! :(
i think this is gonna be a lonng entry
cos there's simply ALOT to say.
stupid leadership course
so boring. and unfun
but actually it aint so badd
cos i was reluctant to go back yesterday.
monday.
bad start.
brother forgot his file and left in train
so hweeboon and i had to go back to dover to return
so we were kinda late for school!!!
there wasnt any taxis in sight
and it was raining summore.
so pissed off lar.
and i really tot i was gg to get a bad group of 0bs.
erps. paranoid.
reached school and von passed me sum stuff
wahh. she must be jealous.
cos i got 5 pg long letter!!!
haha and alot of tibits to tide me thru obs!
thanks joycelyn and yingmin! =)
haha.took photos in the bus.
looked so dumb.
hehe. reached obs and realised we were residential.
okay this is my watch:
me,von,usarin,chuhui,
peiting,sharyl,carol,fasihah,
shangyi,huijuan,fanny,kairiya,
liling,deborah and sinthu
from KENG SWEE!
yupp quite nice :)
it din feel good at the start
cos i was only close to von and usarin.
and thru the days.
i think my watch was great!
altho sheng's watch had really nice ple!
haha. oh wellsx.
1st day super boring.
all the admin stuff etc.
ewwks. really wanted to go home ok!
learnt how to belay!
hee quite interesting larhs
haha. but aft dinner
the activities quite fun!
learnt sum first aid skills.
plus abseiling
and kayaking!!!
haha but it was in the swimming pool.
haha. lastly lashing.
yup den sleep.
it was badd cos had to slp in the forest!
oh my gooodness!
so freakkkky!
the tentages were so hot.
and i cldnt slp at all!
so went to the toilet at midnight.
den we decided to move out.
this meant we slept in the open air
wit only a poncho! =/
slept from 1.30 to 3.30
den i cldnt sleep cos damn wet and hot.
yesh so i sat up stright ok!
apparently i was the only one awake
and i think i heard wild boars grunts
so scarry.
so i forced myself to sleeeeep..
tuesday.
kept consoling myself that it wld be a better day.
hmm not too bad.
i think the food served is great!
haha by stamford catering services lor.
hmm and i din eat veggies at all!
hah. we din do much
except for abseiling an rockclimbing.
oh man. we had to wait bloodyhell long for our turn lor.
and i fell asleep.
cos damn bored lar.
we werent exactly divided into our watches
so had to do it one by one=/
yupp but i thinkm rafting was super memorable!
its like keng swee possesed alot of UNITY!
i really mean it okay.
i see everyone playing their part
tying the ropes holding the barrels
i was jus so satisfied.
we were the first to get our boats done
the first to overturn it
the first who prepared to launch off
and who knows.
the barrals overturned the min it went to sea
and every1 suddenly face so black.
so sad that it wasnt a success
after all that confidence we had
so we went back to shore to retye
but it failed once agn
so one by one
kimsan launch off
followed by sheres.
and we requested uncle liew to help us.
this time it really worked!!!(:
altho the same thing happened.
uncle liew said it was normal!
and to think we managed to move!
haha. that was the happiest moment
u cld see everyone faces changed
from happy to dissapointed to happy agn
haha:) kengswee just rocks!!!
so we named it BANANA BOAT!
tralalala.
and when we returned.
our boat turned back to normal!
so we burst into laughter.
commenting how unique our raft was
aichin was laughing at us
telling us how our emotions changed so drastically.
haha we cldnt stop giggling.
so we took a watch photo
so proud of our beautiful raft :)
cheerios!
i loved that instant
and that was probably the only photo our watch took
we din have any other chance.
and i hope audrey wld give the pic to us.
hope it turns well :)
cos its the only memory that is on paper..
yes i love rafting!!
at night was sum orienteering skills
i feel asleep.
so up till now
i dunno how to use a map or compass
to find directions
haha whoops =/
had sweet dreams at night.
the bed was just so comfortable! :)
wednesday.
morning was out in the forest!
my worst experience!
the wild boar i saw! =/
oh man. i was like the only unlucky one
who saw the furry fugly looking boar!
eeewks! i'll never forget!!
it was a wet and sweaty experience.
esp the one at checkpoint 4
fancy wearing ponchos on a sunny day
gg into the forest.
yuck just to prevent bee stings.
heehee. damn gross.
its not those kind of light ponchos
but those which are really heavy
like army kind de /:
everyone was so demoraelised
cos we cldnt find a single checkpoint lar.
hmpff.
ltr we hadta squeeze all ur stuff into 3 barrels.
which was BAD!
cos the barrel was far too small larh!
so we spent too longg.
den learn how to kayak!
damn fun ;)
but the wait was longg.
b4 we were off to sea.
heehee.
but the water was really choopy.
damn hard to paddle.
and me and yvoone banged to this boat.
haha.
so they called us back to shore.
and cancelled our journey to campsite 2
hmm.
kinda disappointing
but i guess we'll never make it there
in those kind of conditions.
yup so the instructors made a right choice huh?
as much as i was kinda pissed off.
haha. had outdoor cooking.
fun :)
but kinda gross.
cos my messstin had sand in it!
so i was eating mushroom rice with sand
i almost puked i tell u.
GROSS!!!! :/
despite the fact that the currychicken and anchovies were quite nice.
i hated that dinner
and i really wondered how the mobile grp survive
with those yucky food.
eeeks. but most ple said the food was great tho.
bleahs.
briefing on the sea expedition was GREAT!
made me so super excited lahs.
i just wanted to complete the journey
which was almost impossible
22.5km! arnd pulau ubin.
my goodness.
the thought was kinda scary.
haha. it was a goal. i wanted to achieve(:
so yupp my watch packed the stuff at nite
while others went to bed early.
seriously.
it think kengswee is really hardworking.
with ple like carol
we'll always get things done!
thanks so much!
and i guess each one of us have different abilities
like peiting is good at pitching tents
haha and we have huijuan.
our redcross girl :)
and sharyl. super daring de!
haha i love kengsweee!
the ultimate watch:)
camped outdoors.
near flying fox.
and that stupid place was so rocky.
damn painful lar.
hurts when i sleep.
hah probably cos von and i giggled too much
but its really funny
the way she sprayed insect repellant
and how "fragrant" it was
haha kept pushign von to her left.
cos i din want her to rolll over me
haha! damn funny :))
thursday.
woke up arnd 530
while others woke up at 5.
cos we slept the latest
yupp and everyone was tired mah
but despite all that.
we were still the first to pack our tents
haha and the stuff were all packed liao :)
everyone was so excited abt the sea expedition
haahah so at 7 we went to the jetty and moved the kayaks
and this stupid instructor
let the mobile grp go first lar
so much for our hardwork!
hmpff. i know most of us were super pissed.
so much for our effort.
wake up early so that we wun be late
and so that we cld finish the whole journey.
TSK!!!!
finally set off arnd 9am
after all the capsize drills.
oh man. so scary lar.
we took so long to be saved
haha but when it came to fenghui's
and genevieve's turn
it was ALOT faster.
i guess we were more PRO liaos.
hahahaha:)
yupp i was damn excited okay.
so von and i peddled and peddled.
wahh so fun lar!!!
but who knows.
the calm water began to be choppy.
and dunno why
we kept rafting tgt.
wasting lotsa time.
everyone seem damn pissed.
and everything was suddenly very bad
we cldnt move cos the wind kept blowing us back
and we were too near the rocks.
almost gg to capsize
i felt so hopeless lar
totally wanting to give up
and just at this time
a kayak capsized.
oh man. it was so scary
cos everyone was just crowding arnd.
not helping to save them.
so its lik we took really long to save them
cos their kayak was alr submerged in the water
hmm. in the end.
we had to stop on the shore.
cos we really cldnt proceed any longer.
that time was so saddening
i was kinda demoraelised
cos i really wanted to complete the journey
but sumhow
we all knew it was impossible.
cos we kept stopping after 5 mins
and at that speed we'll never mk it there :(
so we jus rested. and ate our biscuits
damn hungry larhs.
waited for the rain to pass
and ethel kept laughing at me!
cs i said the ship was fumigating the place and she din believe me okays!
i feel so dumb.
and im not lame! :/
haha.
finally after a long long wait.
things started to be better.
the sky cleared and once agn we were ready to set off!
haha i pee-ed first!
damn funny.
cos all of us went to the sea and squat
b4 we cld pee! so hilarious :)
so off we went.
and things seem much much better
we moved as a grp.
and von and i were right in front!
almost the first 5.
haha so we din wanna be at the back
so we kept pushing ourselves.
to stay front and not to drift.
Hope and Faith kept us going.
we kept chanting that
esp the left right left right
ahah and it really worked.
we cld peddle so so fast!
and do we din give up!
so happy when we cld see frog island!
the first stopover!
haha so we peddled even faster u know.
haha with ultra alot of confidence!
jus kept gg like dragon boat liddat
so finally we reached!!!
and we saw the mobile grp abt to reach to!
oh my.
do u know we took like 2 hours less den them?!
thats sense of accomplishment was simply great!
we never expected to even reach frog island
cos our target was to be there by1pm
who knows.
we were abt an hour earlier.
so we din have to turn back!
damn happy lar.
and we cld finally eat!
yes digestive biscuits!
so yummmy :)
hahahaha. the feeling was awesome! :D
we set off agn at 1245.
this time we were the last to leave the island.
cos we helped the others first
and our lead markers, fayanne and debbie
had ants in their kayaks.
so we helped them a lil
b4 we left that plc.
hmm. that time was simply horrible
i din know why.
but the bend seemed ultra long.
and we cldnt move properly.
the wave kept gg against us lar.
after barely a few mins.
i really wanted to give up.
i just wanted to throw my peddle and stop kayaking.
what crap lor.
all that hard pushes.
we cldnt seem to move.
yes so frustrating!!!
plus the sun was blooodyhell hot
look at everyone faces.
wahh all wanna give up alr lor.
thats when the encouragement really helped:)
so we pushed on
and survived that ordeal.
but the journey was really tiring.
and the feeling of being at the back sucked full time!
hmm cs von was feeling sea sick.
see her face so pale i really din know what to do.
kinda afraid she'll jus faint u know.
and she so stubborn
dun wanna drink water summore.
mk me more irritated
yes but sorry lar.
cant helped.
we kept scolding each other.
and i was getting more and more paranoid.
each time we were near an obstacle
i kept asking her to steer right of left.
yahh very very tiring okay.
and the heat was unbearable.
tot we cld stop at sume kellong.
but we just went on..
so i went to the sea twice.
to pee.
haha. kept bumping into marsha and wanting.
annual sorry day :)
haha.
in the end, we sorta gave up
just decided to peddle at the back.
it was damn funny!
cos may, shuwie,ethel,yuxiang,siti,sheng
i think were all irritated by the same person!
haha it was so fun lar.
the way they moved on.
haha. really liven up the mood.
haha.and nicole and chunzi blamed von for almost capsizing them
haha really a fun experience alrights.
heehee kept asking ethel to let us pass
cos we din wanna be the last boat
haha so just pushed on lor.
our arms were aching damn badly
plus i cld feel the sunburnt.
so painful that i keep stopping
just wished to drift in the water lor.
yahh okay maybe i was too paranoid lar.
but at the same tiem
i was worried abt our safetly lor.
heh heh. von suddenly got back her energy
after a long long while.
so we tried to row as fast as we cld.
to catch up with her few others.
but we kept bumping into ahem lar.
haha but nvm. cant be helped
just as we saw the jetty at campsite one
we were ultra ultra happy!
that was like our goal.
that cheered us up alot.
we din know we cld see the ending so fast
cos the water was really hard to peddle in.
all the stilts were our obstacles okay.
den yahh we pushed ourselves to the limits.
esp the last part.
my arms were really gg to break ler
but yet, we PERSERVERED.
we wanted to finish the journey so badly.
we jus wanted to do smth meaningful.
and the last part.
was indeed the MOST memorable for me.
the waves kept pushing us back.
the journey seemed never ending.
we din seem to move any forward
but yet, we did not seee all this as obstacles.
instead that self confidence was built
and we pushed on
peddling as hard and as fast as we ever cld.
just a bit more and we were reaching.
lotsa encouragement came out.
each did our part to ensure we'll reach there safely.
and unbellievably.
WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!
my happiness cant be expressed at that time.
cos when i came outta the boat.
i cldnt even stand still.
the butt cramps and all.
and feelign awfully cold
stumbbled abit
and almost fell to the sea.
heh obviously i din :)
went to the toilet
and saw my face damn burnt!!
it was ultra red
plus bloodshot eyes.
but not too painful yet.
cept for my shoulders lar.
hmm so washed my feet.
and got rid of the sand
haha. saw hweeboon.
and told her my GREAT achievement at sea.
i was just so happy.
cos we reached at 4pm!
the instructors were equally happy at our success.
cos they tot we'll only reach at arnd 6 plus?
hahaha. the feling was just superb!
-thumbs up to everyone :)
im so proud okays!
i cldnt belive myself kayakign for 6 wh0le hours.
arnd pulau ubin.
mayeb much more than 22.5km
since we cldnt peddle straight all the time
but the experience was fantastic i tell you!
i really din mind gg again!
haha =))
my biggest sense of accomplishment
at least it was smth meaningful after those broing dats initially.
so we went to pack up
taking turns to bathe.
i cldnt really bathe properly lar.
cos the sunburnt hurt alot.
so i just applied lots of aloe vera.
hahaha.
i was so thankful we reached early.
cos a storm came right after we kayaked.
thank God! (:
i think dinner was the most fun too!
ahaha i became shuwie's lobster fwen :)
heh and my watch was just so hyper.
everyone was eating and felt we were bobbing up and down.
haha first time i ate so damn slowly lar
cos my hand hurts so badly tt i cldnt really lift them up
haha. so when i finished my food.
it seemed like we all caught the LAUGHING DISEASE!
i think it started wit usarin and i.
i cant recall what we were talking abt.
but i think its tofu.
haha lets see.
uu said: tofu soup agn.
den she said may said it wll smoothen ur skin
i said: yahh i eat tofu the first
but chuhui and i heard it as:
may said tofu will enlarge our boobs.
and i said: yeahh thats why i ate it first.
so we all burst into laughter.
and sumhow
i din understand what was happening
until uu mentioned.
haha. so we laughed till we teared lor.
and usarin cldnt swallow her food.
after tt we kept laughin at the slightest things okay
haha uu din wanna see von n i
so we decided to let her have some peace and eat finish first
haha and she tot that the sour sop drink was barely!!
haah and i joked saying cos she added her rice into it
omg. so hilarious.
i laughed till my sides hurt so badly okay.
hahaha. and next we saw peiting and fanny laughing
abt i dunno what.
but it was just so funny
the atmosphere suddenly became so light-hearted lar.
haha and shangyi was lifting her shirt to let huijuan check out her mosquito bite
haha that was actually the happiest day of the OBS trip
it was like.
i jus loved my watch, KENG SWEE.
alot alot alot.
it was filled with damn funnny ple.
and i made new fwens.
haha. i think it was a fun bunch to hang out wit.
seriously, i think i really enjoyed myself.
that night was just the best!
haha. but the solo nite walk was freaky.
they brought us to a pretty plc.
that cld see "giraffes" and m'sia
haha the plc we kayaked acros too.
den we were made to go back
one by one. all alone in the darkness.
i tell you, i was scared to my wits.
at first, i kept consoling myself.
cos the fears were all psycological.
i knew ntg wld happen.
bt i started hearing footsteps.
and suddenly sumone called my name
it sounded alot lik usarin.
so i turned back
and all i saw was a piece of darkness
it scared me even more.
so i started walking damn fast lar.
and when i heard my name the second time
i knew i was reaching
since i cld see the green light.
it was only then
when von told me she called my name twice
like wth.
i wldnt havent been so afraid if she din do that
it like terrible =/
but i felt another sense of accomplishment
the 2nd in the day.
i cant believe myself walking thru the forest
all alone.
wifout the torchlight.
I DID IT!
oh man. i was just so happy.
haha. i tot of many things that night.
how i managed to over come my fears.
how i realised that each time i was just scaring myself only
actually all these are just in the head.
its ntg more that psycological fears.
so we have to overcome this
b4 we cld lead well in life.
theres just so much to be shared that day.
so much i;ve learnrt
thru the kayaking experience
plus the solo night walk
those we the times
i'll never forget
its just super meaningful lar.
and i really enjoyed it.
jus as found out the other grp din do solo nite walk
but instead they did it in pairs.
we seemed even more accomplished
by curbing our fears.
haah! so we had a great night out there.
and green bean soup for dinner.
b4 we tucked ourselves neatly to bed.
while von kept staring at me
jus cos i was drinking water
to get rid of my bloodshot eyes.
haha paranoid.
i cldnt slp to one side.
cos my arms were hurting badly.
and von's sunburnt looked like she put blusher.
friday.
woke up once my alarm rang
and saw von looking at me still!
with her eyes slightly opened only.
STALKER!
hmpff.
hahah. it was 6am then.
washed up b4 waking the others up.
they looked so tired.
so peaceful sleeping.
so i only woke them up at 6.30.
hahaha. packed our stuff up.
folded the bedsheets etc
b4 we proceeded for breakfast.
as usual, kengswee was the first :)
wit etg packed and done.
while others din bring this and that.
haha. assembled at the poolside.
b4 we went back to tidy up our store rooms.
yes it was pretty tiring.
cos we had to scrub all the mess tins
for sheres and kimsan too!
cos they were doing flying fox mahs
yeah. i was that scared cos they say it was scary at all.
but i think i was kinda unlucky at that time.
cos i slipped on the grass and fell on my butt.
den while i was climbing the 22m tower
i hit my head against sum pole.
ouch lor. =/
and when i reached. i banged my head against the stopper
lik what the crapp.
i shut my eyes when i leapt off.
cos i was kinda scared.
but it wasnt that bad after all!
cos the impact aint too scary
it was gradual and the scenery was awesome!
haha. the wind blowing against my face was so nice lar!
i dun mind doing it agn!
but this time.
i wldnt shut my eyes at all.
cos i think i missed out sum great scenery.
pouts-
cant belive that was the longest flying fox in southeast asia
we were given time to buy our tee shirts after tt
the small size super bigg lar.
tried it and i realised it loks terrible on me
esp wit school skirt okay
cos the sleeve so huge.
and it looked totally oversized on me!
i shudd have bot xs or smth.
regretful :/
hmm lunch. our last meal there:(
we took a foto whilst eating
and von claimed tt usarin was self obsessed.
haha.
i guess we shudd have taken a proper foto
cos there wasnt any time after tt.
quite sad lar.
no concrete evidence we were from kengswee
sobs-
gathered at the new learning room
and with shuxian and uncle liew
we shared our thoughts and emotions
yes a great experience in fact
haah and von tol everyone i ws paranoid okay!
malu :/
heh but yupp it was really a great experience for me lar
and everyone kept mocking at me
RED LOBSTER!
hmpfff-
i think the instructors were very satisfied with us okay
they said our speed of kayaking was 5km per hour
really fast in fact
and they din think we cld complete the journey initially
but i guess we proved them wrong!
and so we derserve a round of applause :)
haha i clapped so damn loudly
cos i was just so happy
i really really cannot seem to accept th fact that we completed that okay
wheeeee- we rocked.
certificates were issued
and we were rushed to the jetty
the place where we did our jetty jump
haah tasting the salty water
with oil!
haha but fun :)
the instructors promised us a grp photo.
but who knows.
they cheated our feelings okay
its like everyone boareded the ship le
den they said goodbye to us
wit only shukor coming along.
that time ar my heart shattered into a million pieces lar.
as much as i wanted to leave so badly on the first day
i din wanna go back.!!!
yes think im too emotional liao
cos i started tearing.
just cldnt resist my tears.
and made von tear too!
heh uu sat beside us
and think we made her tear too!
goodness i shudd have control my feelings lar
i felt so silly.
btu i really missed them
altho their older and stuff
they're nice and caring ple after all
esp uncle liew
he constantly praises us ok
made us so much more confident lor
sigh- i miss obs.
opened the window to let the wind blow dry our teary eyes.
sobs-
guess i've really learnt alot yahh?
the journey back to school was rather longg.
and may and fayanne sat behind us
they kept cracking silly jokes
liveniening up the atmosphere
such as setting up barshas outsides our homes
kayakin in the pond
and many more lar k
haaha. fell asleep very quickly
cos i was tired and all.
think i slept on von's shoulder
cos i felt lik i was hitting sumone
reached sch and eunice tot i cried
cos she said my eyes were damn red
yahh it sure was
after i checked it out in the toilet
was totally shocked.
haha was supposed to go back with hweeboon
but i think she left first
cos the mobile ple reached sch alot earlier lar
hmm so the journey home was long
and i hadta carry my bag on my hands while walkin to redhill
so tiring cos my shoulders were damn painful
yup met qixin on the train
and i think everyone was staring at us lar
heh qx's bag was relly huge!
and i totally looked liek lobster
haha. but it was the first camp i din feel so tired okay
yeahh and i think i'll cherish this OBS alot.
made many friends
learnt many skills
and found out many things abt myself
sum things which i've never discovered it b4
and i guess thats wat OBS is really for
to find out more abt yourself
pushing yourself to the limits
and discover the real ME:)
so glad that it was a fun and enriching and beneficial experience
seriously, i'll never forget it for eternity!
i just wished we cld turn back time
and at least take a photo at OBS
where my memories could stay forever....
i really wanna go back to OBS! :(
cant believe i spent 3 hours updating my blog :/
i think this is gonna be a lonng entry
cos there's simply ALOT to say.
stupid leadership course
so boring. and unfun
but actually it aint so badd
cos i was reluctant to go back yesterday.
monday.
bad start.
brother forgot his file and left in train
so hweeboon and i had to go back to dover to return
so we were kinda late for school!!!
there wasnt any taxis in sight
and it was raining summore.
so pissed off lar.
and i really tot i was gg to get a bad group of 0bs.
erps. paranoid.
reached school and von passed me sum stuff
wahh. she must be jealous.
cos i got 5 pg long letter!!!
haha and alot of tibits to tide me thru obs!
thanks joycelyn and yingmin! =)
haha.took photos in the bus.
looked so dumb.
hehe. reached obs and realised we were residential.
okay this is my watch:
me,von,usarin,chuhui,
peiting,sharyl,carol,fasihah,
shangyi,huijuan,fanny,kairiya,
liling,deborah and sinthu
from KENG SWEE!
yupp quite nice :)
it din feel good at the start
cos i was only close to von and usarin.
and thru the days.
i think my watch was great!
altho sheng's watch had really nice ple!
haha. oh wellsx.
1st day super boring.
all the admin stuff etc.
ewwks. really wanted to go home ok!
learnt how to belay!
hee quite interesting larhs
haha. but aft dinner
the activities quite fun!
learnt sum first aid skills.
plus abseiling
and kayaking!!!
haha but it was in the swimming pool.
haha. lastly lashing.
yup den sleep.
it was badd cos had to slp in the forest!
oh my gooodness!
so freakkkky!
the tentages were so hot.
and i cldnt slp at all!
so went to the toilet at midnight.
den we decided to move out.
this meant we slept in the open air
wit only a poncho! =/
slept from 1.30 to 3.30
den i cldnt sleep cos damn wet and hot.
yesh so i sat up stright ok!
apparently i was the only one awake
and i think i heard wild boars grunts
so scarry.
so i forced myself to sleeeeep..
tuesday.
kept consoling myself that it wld be a better day.
hmm not too bad.
i think the food served is great!
haha by stamford catering services lor.
hmm and i din eat veggies at all!
hah. we din do much
except for abseiling an rockclimbing.
oh man. we had to wait bloodyhell long for our turn lor.
and i fell asleep.
cos damn bored lar.
we werent exactly divided into our watches
so had to do it one by one=/
yupp but i thinkm rafting was super memorable!
its like keng swee possesed alot of UNITY!
i really mean it okay.
i see everyone playing their part
tying the ropes holding the barrels
i was jus so satisfied.
we were the first to get our boats done
the first to overturn it
the first who prepared to launch off
and who knows.
the barrals overturned the min it went to sea
and every1 suddenly face so black.
so sad that it wasnt a success
after all that confidence we had
so we went back to shore to retye
but it failed once agn
so one by one
kimsan launch off
followed by sheres.
and we requested uncle liew to help us.
this time it really worked!!!(:
altho the same thing happened.
uncle liew said it was normal!
and to think we managed to move!
haha. that was the happiest moment
u cld see everyone faces changed
from happy to dissapointed to happy agn
haha:) kengswee just rocks!!!
so we named it BANANA BOAT!
tralalala.
and when we returned.
our boat turned back to normal!
so we burst into laughter.
commenting how unique our raft was
aichin was laughing at us
telling us how our emotions changed so drastically.
haha we cldnt stop giggling.
so we took a watch photo
so proud of our beautiful raft :)
cheerios!
i loved that instant
and that was probably the only photo our watch took
we din have any other chance.
and i hope audrey wld give the pic to us.
hope it turns well :)
cos its the only memory that is on paper..
yes i love rafting!!
at night was sum orienteering skills
i feel asleep.
so up till now
i dunno how to use a map or compass
to find directions
haha whoops =/
had sweet dreams at night.
the bed was just so comfortable! :)
wednesday.
morning was out in the forest!
my worst experience!
the wild boar i saw! =/
oh man. i was like the only unlucky one
who saw the furry fugly looking boar!
eeewks! i'll never forget!!
it was a wet and sweaty experience.
esp the one at checkpoint 4
fancy wearing ponchos on a sunny day
gg into the forest.
yuck just to prevent bee stings.
heehee. damn gross.
its not those kind of light ponchos
but those which are really heavy
like army kind de /:
everyone was so demoraelised
cos we cldnt find a single checkpoint lar.
hmpff.
ltr we hadta squeeze all ur stuff into 3 barrels.
which was BAD!
cos the barrel was far too small larh!
so we spent too longg.
den learn how to kayak!
damn fun ;)
but the wait was longg.
b4 we were off to sea.
heehee.
but the water was really choopy.
damn hard to paddle.
and me and yvoone banged to this boat.
haha.
so they called us back to shore.
and cancelled our journey to campsite 2
hmm.
kinda disappointing
but i guess we'll never make it there
in those kind of conditions.
yup so the instructors made a right choice huh?
as much as i was kinda pissed off.
haha. had outdoor cooking.
fun :)
but kinda gross.
cos my messstin had sand in it!
so i was eating mushroom rice with sand
i almost puked i tell u.
GROSS!!!! :/
despite the fact that the currychicken and anchovies were quite nice.
i hated that dinner
and i really wondered how the mobile grp survive
with those yucky food.
eeeks. but most ple said the food was great tho.
bleahs.
briefing on the sea expedition was GREAT!
made me so super excited lahs.
i just wanted to complete the journey
which was almost impossible
22.5km! arnd pulau ubin.
my goodness.
the thought was kinda scary.
haha. it was a goal. i wanted to achieve(:
so yupp my watch packed the stuff at nite
while others went to bed early.
seriously.
it think kengswee is really hardworking.
with ple like carol
we'll always get things done!
thanks so much!
and i guess each one of us have different abilities
like peiting is good at pitching tents
haha and we have huijuan.
our redcross girl :)
and sharyl. super daring de!
haha i love kengsweee!
the ultimate watch:)
camped outdoors.
near flying fox.
and that stupid place was so rocky.
damn painful lar.
hurts when i sleep.
hah probably cos von and i giggled too much
but its really funny
the way she sprayed insect repellant
and how "fragrant" it was
haha kept pushign von to her left.
cos i din want her to rolll over me
haha! damn funny :))
thursday.
woke up arnd 530
while others woke up at 5.
cos we slept the latest
yupp and everyone was tired mah
but despite all that.
we were still the first to pack our tents
haha and the stuff were all packed liao :)
everyone was so excited abt the sea expedition
haahah so at 7 we went to the jetty and moved the kayaks
and this stupid instructor
let the mobile grp go first lar
so much for our hardwork!
hmpff. i know most of us were super pissed.
so much for our effort.
wake up early so that we wun be late
and so that we cld finish the whole journey.
TSK!!!!
finally set off arnd 9am
after all the capsize drills.
oh man. so scary lar.
we took so long to be saved
haha but when it came to fenghui's
and genevieve's turn
it was ALOT faster.
i guess we were more PRO liaos.
hahahaha:)
yupp i was damn excited okay.
so von and i peddled and peddled.
wahh so fun lar!!!
but who knows.
the calm water began to be choppy.
and dunno why
we kept rafting tgt.
wasting lotsa time.
everyone seem damn pissed.
and everything was suddenly very bad
we cldnt move cos the wind kept blowing us back
and we were too near the rocks.
almost gg to capsize
i felt so hopeless lar
totally wanting to give up
and just at this time
a kayak capsized.
oh man. it was so scary
cos everyone was just crowding arnd.
not helping to save them.
so its lik we took really long to save them
cos their kayak was alr submerged in the water
hmm. in the end.
we had to stop on the shore.
cos we really cldnt proceed any longer.
that time was so saddening
i was kinda demoraelised
cos i really wanted to complete the journey
but sumhow
we all knew it was impossible.
cos we kept stopping after 5 mins
and at that speed we'll never mk it there :(
so we jus rested. and ate our biscuits
damn hungry larhs.
waited for the rain to pass
and ethel kept laughing at me!
cs i said the ship was fumigating the place and she din believe me okays!
i feel so dumb.
and im not lame! :/
haha.
finally after a long long wait.
things started to be better.
the sky cleared and once agn we were ready to set off!
haha i pee-ed first!
damn funny.
cos all of us went to the sea and squat
b4 we cld pee! so hilarious :)
so off we went.
and things seem much much better
we moved as a grp.
and von and i were right in front!
almost the first 5.
haha so we din wanna be at the back
so we kept pushing ourselves.
to stay front and not to drift.
Hope and Faith kept us going.
we kept chanting that
esp the left right left right
ahah and it really worked.
we cld peddle so so fast!
and do we din give up!
so happy when we cld see frog island!
the first stopover!
haha so we peddled even faster u know.
haha with ultra alot of confidence!
jus kept gg like dragon boat liddat
so finally we reached!!!
and we saw the mobile grp abt to reach to!
oh my.
do u know we took like 2 hours less den them?!
thats sense of accomplishment was simply great!
we never expected to even reach frog island
cos our target was to be there by1pm
who knows.
we were abt an hour earlier.
so we din have to turn back!
damn happy lar.
and we cld finally eat!
yes digestive biscuits!
so yummmy :)
hahahaha. the feeling was awesome! :D
we set off agn at 1245.
this time we were the last to leave the island.
cos we helped the others first
and our lead markers, fayanne and debbie
had ants in their kayaks.
so we helped them a lil
b4 we left that plc.
hmm. that time was simply horrible
i din know why.
but the bend seemed ultra long.
and we cldnt move properly.
the wave kept gg against us lar.
after barely a few mins.
i really wanted to give up.
i just wanted to throw my peddle and stop kayaking.
what crap lor.
all that hard pushes.
we cldnt seem to move.
yes so frustrating!!!
plus the sun was blooodyhell hot
look at everyone faces.
wahh all wanna give up alr lor.
thats when the encouragement really helped:)
so we pushed on
and survived that ordeal.
but the journey was really tiring.
and the feeling of being at the back sucked full time!
hmm cs von was feeling sea sick.
see her face so pale i really din know what to do.
kinda afraid she'll jus faint u know.
and she so stubborn
dun wanna drink water summore.
mk me more irritated
yes but sorry lar.
cant helped.
we kept scolding each other.
and i was getting more and more paranoid.
each time we were near an obstacle
i kept asking her to steer right of left.
yahh very very tiring okay.
and the heat was unbearable.
tot we cld stop at sume kellong.
but we just went on..
so i went to the sea twice.
to pee.
haha. kept bumping into marsha and wanting.
annual sorry day :)
haha.
in the end, we sorta gave up
just decided to peddle at the back.
it was damn funny!
cos may, shuwie,ethel,yuxiang,siti,sheng
i think were all irritated by the same person!
haha it was so fun lar.
the way they moved on.
haha. really liven up the mood.
haha.and nicole and chunzi blamed von for almost capsizing them
haha really a fun experience alrights.
heehee kept asking ethel to let us pass
cos we din wanna be the last boat
haha so just pushed on lor.
our arms were aching damn badly
plus i cld feel the sunburnt.
so painful that i keep stopping
just wished to drift in the water lor.
yahh okay maybe i was too paranoid lar.
but at the same tiem
i was worried abt our safetly lor.
heh heh. von suddenly got back her energy
after a long long while.
so we tried to row as fast as we cld.
to catch up with her few others.
but we kept bumping into ahem lar.
haha but nvm. cant be helped
just as we saw the jetty at campsite one
we were ultra ultra happy!
that was like our goal.
that cheered us up alot.
we din know we cld see the ending so fast
cos the water was really hard to peddle in.
all the stilts were our obstacles okay.
den yahh we pushed ourselves to the limits.
esp the last part.
my arms were really gg to break ler
but yet, we PERSERVERED.
we wanted to finish the journey so badly.
we jus wanted to do smth meaningful.
and the last part.
was indeed the MOST memorable for me.
the waves kept pushing us back.
the journey seemed never ending.
we din seem to move any forward
but yet, we did not seee all this as obstacles.
instead that self confidence was built
and we pushed on
peddling as hard and as fast as we ever cld.
just a bit more and we were reaching.
lotsa encouragement came out.
each did our part to ensure we'll reach there safely.
and unbellievably.
WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!
my happiness cant be expressed at that time.
cos when i came outta the boat.
i cldnt even stand still.
the butt cramps and all.
and feelign awfully cold
stumbbled abit
and almost fell to the sea.
heh obviously i din :)
went to the toilet
and saw my face damn burnt!!
it was ultra red
plus bloodshot eyes.
but not too painful yet.
cept for my shoulders lar.
hmm so washed my feet.
and got rid of the sand
haha. saw hweeboon.
and told her my GREAT achievement at sea.
i was just so happy.
cos we reached at 4pm!
the instructors were equally happy at our success.
cos they tot we'll only reach at arnd 6 plus?
hahaha. the feling was just superb!
-thumbs up to everyone :)
im so proud okays!
i cldnt belive myself kayakign for 6 wh0le hours.
arnd pulau ubin.
mayeb much more than 22.5km
since we cldnt peddle straight all the time
but the experience was fantastic i tell you!
i really din mind gg again!
haha =))
my biggest sense of accomplishment
at least it was smth meaningful after those broing dats initially.
so we went to pack up
taking turns to bathe.
i cldnt really bathe properly lar.
cos the sunburnt hurt alot.
so i just applied lots of aloe vera.
hahaha.
i was so thankful we reached early.
cos a storm came right after we kayaked.
thank God! (:
i think dinner was the most fun too!
ahaha i became shuwie's lobster fwen :)
heh and my watch was just so hyper.
everyone was eating and felt we were bobbing up and down.
haha first time i ate so damn slowly lar
cos my hand hurts so badly tt i cldnt really lift them up
haha. so when i finished my food.
it seemed like we all caught the LAUGHING DISEASE!
i think it started wit usarin and i.
i cant recall what we were talking abt.
but i think its tofu.
haha lets see.
uu said: tofu soup agn.
den she said may said it wll smoothen ur skin
i said: yahh i eat tofu the first
but chuhui and i heard it as:
may said tofu will enlarge our boobs.
and i said: yeahh thats why i ate it first.
so we all burst into laughter.
and sumhow
i din understand what was happening
until uu mentioned.
haha. so we laughed till we teared lor.
and usarin cldnt swallow her food.
after tt we kept laughin at the slightest things okay
haha uu din wanna see von n i
so we decided to let her have some peace and eat finish first
haha and she tot that the sour sop drink was barely!!
haah and i joked saying cos she added her rice into it
omg. so hilarious.
i laughed till my sides hurt so badly okay.
hahaha. and next we saw peiting and fanny laughing
abt i dunno what.
but it was just so funny
the atmosphere suddenly became so light-hearted lar.
haha and shangyi was lifting her shirt to let huijuan check out her mosquito bite
haha that was actually the happiest day of the OBS trip
it was like.
i jus loved my watch, KENG SWEE.
alot alot alot.
it was filled with damn funnny ple.
and i made new fwens.
haha. i think it was a fun bunch to hang out wit.
seriously, i think i really enjoyed myself.
that night was just the best!
haha. but the solo nite walk was freaky.
they brought us to a pretty plc.
that cld see "giraffes" and m'sia
haha the plc we kayaked acros too.
den we were made to go back
one by one. all alone in the darkness.
i tell you, i was scared to my wits.
at first, i kept consoling myself.
cos the fears were all psycological.
i knew ntg wld happen.
bt i started hearing footsteps.
and suddenly sumone called my name
it sounded alot lik usarin.
so i turned back
and all i saw was a piece of darkness
it scared me even more.
so i started walking damn fast lar.
and when i heard my name the second time
i knew i was reaching
since i cld see the green light.
it was only then
when von told me she called my name twice
like wth.
i wldnt havent been so afraid if she din do that
it like terrible =/
but i felt another sense of accomplishment
the 2nd in the day.
i cant believe myself walking thru the forest
all alone.
wifout the torchlight.
I DID IT!
oh man. i was just so happy.
haha. i tot of many things that night.
how i managed to over come my fears.
how i realised that each time i was just scaring myself only
actually all these are just in the head.
its ntg more that psycological fears.
so we have to overcome this
b4 we cld lead well in life.
theres just so much to be shared that day.
so much i;ve learnrt
thru the kayaking experience
plus the solo night walk
those we the times
i'll never forget
its just super meaningful lar.
and i really enjoyed it.
jus as found out the other grp din do solo nite walk
but instead they did it in pairs.
we seemed even more accomplished
by curbing our fears.
haah! so we had a great night out there.
and green bean soup for dinner.
b4 we tucked ourselves neatly to bed.
while von kept staring at me
jus cos i was drinking water
to get rid of my bloodshot eyes.
haha paranoid.
i cldnt slp to one side.
cos my arms were hurting badly.
and von's sunburnt looked like she put blusher.
friday.
woke up once my alarm rang
and saw von looking at me still!
with her eyes slightly opened only.
STALKER!
hmpff.
hahah. it was 6am then.
washed up b4 waking the others up.
they looked so tired.
so peaceful sleeping.
so i only woke them up at 6.30.
hahaha. packed our stuff up.
folded the bedsheets etc
b4 we proceeded for breakfast.
as usual, kengswee was the first :)
wit etg packed and done.
while others din bring this and that.
haha. assembled at the poolside.
b4 we went back to tidy up our store rooms.
yes it was pretty tiring.
cos we had to scrub all the mess tins
for sheres and kimsan too!
cos they were doing flying fox mahs
yeah. i was that scared cos they say it was scary at all.
but i think i was kinda unlucky at that time.
cos i slipped on the grass and fell on my butt.
den while i was climbing the 22m tower
i hit my head against sum pole.
ouch lor. =/
and when i reached. i banged my head against the stopper
lik what the crapp.
i shut my eyes when i leapt off.
cos i was kinda scared.
but it wasnt that bad after all!
cos the impact aint too scary
it was gradual and the scenery was awesome!
haha. the wind blowing against my face was so nice lar!
i dun mind doing it agn!
but this time.
i wldnt shut my eyes at all.
cos i think i missed out sum great scenery.
pouts-
cant belive that was the longest flying fox in southeast asia
we were given time to buy our tee shirts after tt
the small size super bigg lar.
tried it and i realised it loks terrible on me
esp wit school skirt okay
cos the sleeve so huge.
and it looked totally oversized on me!
i shudd have bot xs or smth.
regretful :/
hmm lunch. our last meal there:(
we took a foto whilst eating
and von claimed tt usarin was self obsessed.
haha.
i guess we shudd have taken a proper foto
cos there wasnt any time after tt.
quite sad lar.
no concrete evidence we were from kengswee
sobs-
gathered at the new learning room
and with shuxian and uncle liew
we shared our thoughts and emotions
yes a great experience in fact
haah and von tol everyone i ws paranoid okay!
malu :/
heh but yupp it was really a great experience for me lar
and everyone kept mocking at me
RED LOBSTER!
hmpfff-
i think the instructors were very satisfied with us okay
they said our speed of kayaking was 5km per hour
really fast in fact
and they din think we cld complete the journey initially
but i guess we proved them wrong!
and so we derserve a round of applause :)
haha i clapped so damn loudly
cos i was just so happy
i really really cannot seem to accept th fact that we completed that okay
wheeeee- we rocked.
certificates were issued
and we were rushed to the jetty
the place where we did our jetty jump
haah tasting the salty water
with oil!
haha but fun :)
the instructors promised us a grp photo.
but who knows.
they cheated our feelings okay
its like everyone boareded the ship le
den they said goodbye to us
wit only shukor coming along.
that time ar my heart shattered into a million pieces lar.
as much as i wanted to leave so badly on the first day
i din wanna go back.!!!
yes think im too emotional liao
cos i started tearing.
just cldnt resist my tears.
and made von tear too!
heh uu sat beside us
and think we made her tear too!
goodness i shudd have control my feelings lar
i felt so silly.
btu i really missed them
altho their older and stuff
they're nice and caring ple after all
esp uncle liew
he constantly praises us ok
made us so much more confident lor
sigh- i miss obs.
opened the window to let the wind blow dry our teary eyes.
sobs-
guess i've really learnt alot yahh?
the journey back to school was rather longg.
and may and fayanne sat behind us
they kept cracking silly jokes
liveniening up the atmosphere
such as setting up barshas outsides our homes
kayakin in the pond
and many more lar k
haaha. fell asleep very quickly
cos i was tired and all.
think i slept on von's shoulder
cos i felt lik i was hitting sumone
reached sch and eunice tot i cried
cos she said my eyes were damn red
yahh it sure was
after i checked it out in the toilet
was totally shocked.
haha was supposed to go back with hweeboon
but i think she left first
cos the mobile ple reached sch alot earlier lar
hmm so the journey home was long
and i hadta carry my bag on my hands while walkin to redhill
so tiring cos my shoulders were damn painful
yup met qixin on the train
and i think everyone was staring at us lar
heh qx's bag was relly huge!
and i totally looked liek lobster
haha. but it was the first camp i din feel so tired okay
yeahh and i think i'll cherish this OBS alot.
made many friends
learnt many skills
and found out many things abt myself
sum things which i've never discovered it b4
and i guess thats wat OBS is really for
to find out more abt yourself
pushing yourself to the limits
and discover the real ME:)
so glad that it was a fun and enriching and beneficial experience
seriously, i'll never forget it for eternity!
i just wished we cld turn back time
and at least take a photo at OBS
where my memories could stay forever....
i really wanna go back to OBS! :(
cant believe i spent 3 hours updating my blog :/
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 15, 2005
oh man!
im dead beat.
today was super fun lar!
haha went shopping wit dearest nicole! :)
we had so so much fun!
haha i spent 40 bucks!
lala lets see.
we ate at paragon.
oh my gosh! toriQ is so delicious!
yumyummy.
oh yah. that nicole laughed at me okay!
for reading foxtrot comics.
eh im not childish =/ pouts-
den we jus hopped arnd.
looking for long sleeved.
haha and we finally managed to buy at girdano!
a brown one.
haha i think its suepr comfortable.
the material is just so nice.
and besides, its cheap too :)
only $9.40
haha i seem to be promoting for them.
heehee.
oh and our neos turned out so prettily.
yes can show off alr.
haha. there's one with a star on our faces.
so hilarious okay!
we did stupid poses.
haha but i still think it was so funny!
haha =)
hmm i dun think i bot alot of stuff lar actually.
nicole bot more clothes!
haha. we got same taste okay!
heehee. oh bot some smooth writing pens.
damn chio de :)
but i bot 2 only. good enuff.
haha. was searching for bottle to put aloe vera
cldnt find. so saddening kaes.
so i jus hafta put in sum kinda bottle ltr.
yes i had so much fun today!
thanks nicole :)
shoppping rocks larhh.
haha den after tt arnd 5 i hadta go von's hse.
wahh biang. got lost man.
its like a alighted too early
and that girl kept complaining she walked far
so i had to send her home.
and i was sweating like crapp
with jeans alright.
so bloody hot.
haha jus cos of a bagg.
but thanks so much von!
wifout it, i'll be bag-less.
haha. love ya! :)
so i dragged my feet to the bus stop.
and i kept knocking into ple
simply cos the bagg was oversized!
haha. i was damn tired lar. my eyes kept closing.
and the train din have a seat for me.
sigh-
i think im too excited to sleep tonight.
yes i havent exactly finished packing yet.
haha cos i so kiasu.
kp checking agn and agn okay!
haha thats just me :)
yupps. obs is what ive been waiting for all these while!
i still rber getting the info on obs
a few months back
cant believe im actually gg tmr!
haha so happy :)
excited too!
cant wait! haha!
im dead beat.
today was super fun lar!
haha went shopping wit dearest nicole! :)
we had so so much fun!
haha i spent 40 bucks!
lala lets see.
we ate at paragon.
oh my gosh! toriQ is so delicious!
yumyummy.
oh yah. that nicole laughed at me okay!
for reading foxtrot comics.
eh im not childish =/ pouts-
den we jus hopped arnd.
looking for long sleeved.
haha and we finally managed to buy at girdano!
a brown one.
haha i think its suepr comfortable.
the material is just so nice.
and besides, its cheap too :)
only $9.40
haha i seem to be promoting for them.
heehee.
oh and our neos turned out so prettily.
yes can show off alr.
haha. there's one with a star on our faces.
so hilarious okay!
we did stupid poses.
haha but i still think it was so funny!
haha =)
hmm i dun think i bot alot of stuff lar actually.
nicole bot more clothes!
haha. we got same taste okay!
heehee. oh bot some smooth writing pens.
damn chio de :)
but i bot 2 only. good enuff.
haha. was searching for bottle to put aloe vera
cldnt find. so saddening kaes.
so i jus hafta put in sum kinda bottle ltr.
yes i had so much fun today!
thanks nicole :)
shoppping rocks larhh.
haha den after tt arnd 5 i hadta go von's hse.
wahh biang. got lost man.
its like a alighted too early
and that girl kept complaining she walked far
so i had to send her home.
and i was sweating like crapp
with jeans alright.
so bloody hot.
haha jus cos of a bagg.
but thanks so much von!
wifout it, i'll be bag-less.
haha. love ya! :)
so i dragged my feet to the bus stop.
and i kept knocking into ple
simply cos the bagg was oversized!
haha. i was damn tired lar. my eyes kept closing.
and the train din have a seat for me.
sigh-
i think im too excited to sleep tonight.
yes i havent exactly finished packing yet.
haha cos i so kiasu.
kp checking agn and agn okay!
haha thats just me :)
yupps. obs is what ive been waiting for all these while!
i still rber getting the info on obs
a few months back
cant believe im actually gg tmr!
haha so happy :)
excited too!
cant wait! haha!
the girl next door;
flag day yest wasnt that fun afterall=/
sobs- but at least i did my part for charity!!
whoots. so funn. only for the first 2 hrs.
heh nicole n i went to ps first
den proceeded to the marioot hotel there.
wah the best. this kind mind donated 10 bucks!
and i was friggin happy alrights.
haha motivated me to get more money!
haha and cacausians are simply sweet (:
we went to scotts den.
another good spot :)
tralalala.
haha i felt so accomplished
cos my bag was actually heavy!
grins- but all the talkin made my mouth dry.
so we decided to have a drink at coffeebean
yum yumm
the chocolate ice blended is super delicious
and nicole's gg to hav a free one today!
hehe.
i tell u, there's this stupid man which cheated our money.
arghs-
made us pay 8 damn dolars for a pathetic notebook.
totally ripped us off.
we should have walked away.
now i really regret.
but obv, we being nice sould din know how to say NO
today we better run away from all these ple.
yucks=/
spoilt my mood for flag day okays.
but heck.
we still managed to collect quite alot :)
after that, we walked all the way back to ps.
haha we were so darn full lar
and din have the mood anymore,
haha whining about our tired legs.
haha can be compared to trng alright!
we were so happy when 3.30 finally came!
haha so we walked back
stopping by at 7eleven for a refreshing drink:)
yes so i conclude that flag day is not so exciting!
its only so for the 1st 2 hours.
hahah so next time better collect more money b4 ur mood dies off
heh ur preys are: ple with children
caucasians and some couples
haha. theres still one more day next yr. heh
cldnt believe sprinters actually went to toa payoh.
haha while we tortured our legs walking up and down
hohohoh. good stamina trng! :)
oh man, i still sound super excited abt flag day.
bleahgs. im not anymore.
haha. i just cant wait to go out with nicole!
yupp meeting her in 2 hours time!
whoopee-
shall go eat my breakfast and get ready!
tralalala :) yay.
obs tmr!
another exciting event!
haha and i get to visit yvonne ltr aft shopping!
heh this days are jus filled with more happiness!
=)) so fun! haha!
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANJIN!!!
may ur wishes and dreams come true!
heh sorry for that pathetic card :/
well. do take care! ;)
sobs- but at least i did my part for charity!!
whoots. so funn. only for the first 2 hrs.
heh nicole n i went to ps first
den proceeded to the marioot hotel there.
wah the best. this kind mind donated 10 bucks!
and i was friggin happy alrights.
haha motivated me to get more money!
haha and cacausians are simply sweet (:
we went to scotts den.
another good spot :)
tralalala.
haha i felt so accomplished
cos my bag was actually heavy!
grins- but all the talkin made my mouth dry.
so we decided to have a drink at coffeebean
yum yumm
the chocolate ice blended is super delicious
and nicole's gg to hav a free one today!
hehe.
i tell u, there's this stupid man which cheated our money.
arghs-
made us pay 8 damn dolars for a pathetic notebook.
totally ripped us off.
we should have walked away.
now i really regret.
but obv, we being nice sould din know how to say NO
today we better run away from all these ple.
yucks=/
spoilt my mood for flag day okays.
but heck.
we still managed to collect quite alot :)
after that, we walked all the way back to ps.
haha we were so darn full lar
and din have the mood anymore,
haha whining about our tired legs.
haha can be compared to trng alright!
we were so happy when 3.30 finally came!
haha so we walked back
stopping by at 7eleven for a refreshing drink:)
yes so i conclude that flag day is not so exciting!
its only so for the 1st 2 hours.
hahah so next time better collect more money b4 ur mood dies off
heh ur preys are: ple with children
caucasians and some couples
haha. theres still one more day next yr. heh
cldnt believe sprinters actually went to toa payoh.
haha while we tortured our legs walking up and down
hohohoh. good stamina trng! :)
oh man, i still sound super excited abt flag day.
bleahgs. im not anymore.
haha. i just cant wait to go out with nicole!
yupp meeting her in 2 hours time!
whoopee-
shall go eat my breakfast and get ready!
tralalala :) yay.
obs tmr!
another exciting event!
haha and i get to visit yvonne ltr aft shopping!
heh this days are jus filled with more happiness!
=)) so fun! haha!
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANJIN!!!
may ur wishes and dreams come true!
heh sorry for that pathetic card :/
well. do take care! ;)
the girl next door;
Friday, May 13, 2005
i think todays im happiest day okay! =)
haha altho my bro had to remind me it was fri the 13
yes all went well today..
until benghui called. diaow.
so anw, photo taking was so funneh!
haha i cant believe i shrank ok!
was sitting in 1st row
bahh plus the fun shot.
we had to act like flowers.
haha! so ke ai ;P
the rest of the post exams activities..
no comments=/
heh but obs briefing so fun!
haha im just so excited kaes.
its lik all those fun excitment =)
i simply cannot wait!!!
oh haha!
yupp the whole time b4 trng we were talkin abt obs
heehee.
and hoping that mrlin will not come
so we can self train instead.
haha but he came at 430.
hmm workout was terrible!
1600,800,400,400,800=/
plus the sun was schorching right at us..!
wah biang how to survive at obs..
my big auntie =/
but yes im so excited.
oh man u know Nationals are coming!!!
its like Wings Meet it on the 9 n 11 June
den Nationals is the 7 July!
-cries
im so unprepared.
but king says we'll train extra hard after obs!
yes we will we will! :))
haha mrlin told me sum stuff
abt the education policy etc.
haha and what i shud run to improve my speed
hmm and guess wat?!
i finally picked up the courage to ask him abt hurdles!
:) thats probabaly wat made me so happy:)
he agreed! said we'll practise during june hols!
i really hope he means it this time rnd!
then i can train with graceeee!
haha so fun. but he says im doing 800m for sure
bleahsss=/
i felt so bad when i cut him in btwn
as in he was talking
and i suddenly said i had to go
since my dad was waiting alr.
yess he's so weak.
so we're planning a get well card of smth?
heh. todays simply greatt =)
i love fridays:)
-beams*
dinner was great too!
usual food. yet unusually delicious!
haha mum said i was different
she could tell i was in a good mood alright?
hooooray :)
maybe i shudd be liddat more often
lalalaa*\tmr's flagg day:)
another fun day. whee-
haha.
crescent track forever!
haha altho my bro had to remind me it was fri the 13
yes all went well today..
until benghui called. diaow.
so anw, photo taking was so funneh!
haha i cant believe i shrank ok!
was sitting in 1st row
bahh plus the fun shot.
we had to act like flowers.
haha! so ke ai ;P
the rest of the post exams activities..
no comments=/
heh but obs briefing so fun!
haha im just so excited kaes.
its lik all those fun excitment =)
i simply cannot wait!!!
oh haha!
yupp the whole time b4 trng we were talkin abt obs
heehee.
and hoping that mrlin will not come
so we can self train instead.
haha but he came at 430.
hmm workout was terrible!
1600,800,400,400,800=/
plus the sun was schorching right at us..!
wah biang how to survive at obs..
my big auntie =/
but yes im so excited.
oh man u know Nationals are coming!!!
its like Wings Meet it on the 9 n 11 June
den Nationals is the 7 July!
-cries
im so unprepared.
but king says we'll train extra hard after obs!
yes we will we will! :))
haha mrlin told me sum stuff
abt the education policy etc.
haha and what i shud run to improve my speed
hmm and guess wat?!
i finally picked up the courage to ask him abt hurdles!
:) thats probabaly wat made me so happy:)
he agreed! said we'll practise during june hols!
i really hope he means it this time rnd!
then i can train with graceeee!
haha so fun. but he says im doing 800m for sure
bleahsss=/
i felt so bad when i cut him in btwn
as in he was talking
and i suddenly said i had to go
since my dad was waiting alr.
yess he's so weak.
so we're planning a get well card of smth?
heh. todays simply greatt =)
i love fridays:)
-beams*
dinner was great too!
usual food. yet unusually delicious!
haha mum said i was different
she could tell i was in a good mood alright?
hooooray :)
maybe i shudd be liddat more often
lalalaa*\tmr's flagg day:)
another fun day. whee-
haha.
crescent track forever!
the girl next door;
Thursday, May 12, 2005
haha. guess wat?
i've got a friendster acct
thanks to clara..
haha its so unbelivable okay!
heh. shall go sleep le
ta-
dreading trng tmr=/
i've got a friendster acct
thanks to clara..
haha its so unbelivable okay!
heh. shall go sleep le
ta-
dreading trng tmr=/
the girl next door;
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUFAN!
be honoured cos i remembered!
and i posted it so big-ly in my blogg.
haha. yes so smile!! =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEENA!
haha u smart girl :)
hahaha u bring glory to C1.
be my tutor okay! haha :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELINE TOO!
haha i think its her bday also.
hope i din rber wrongly
haha. yupp.
have an enjoyable day uh?
BRONTE rocks :)
haha 3 special people who birthdays fall tmr!
haha so fun! 12 May is really special!
my birthday also have alot of people!
haha. i know of 3!
plus me is 4! wahh so cool!
haha i love birthdays.
i cant wait for sunday!
cos it'll be shopping time with NICOLE!
wheeee-
and sat i doing flagg day.
yes my life's suddenly so exciting.
now that exams are over! :)
be honoured cos i remembered!
and i posted it so big-ly in my blogg.
haha. yes so smile!! =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEENA!
haha u smart girl :)
hahaha u bring glory to C1.
be my tutor okay! haha :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELINE TOO!
haha i think its her bday also.
hope i din rber wrongly
haha. yupp.
have an enjoyable day uh?
BRONTE rocks :)
haha 3 special people who birthdays fall tmr!
haha so fun! 12 May is really special!
my birthday also have alot of people!
haha. i know of 3!
plus me is 4! wahh so cool!
haha i love birthdays.
i cant wait for sunday!
cos it'll be shopping time with NICOLE!
wheeee-
and sat i doing flagg day.
yes my life's suddenly so exciting.
now that exams are over! :)
the girl next door;
im ubber happiee
cos exams are finally overrr!!
just great!
haha went out wit miao,let and gracee!!
yes and we ate quite alot uh
haha all calls for a celebration!
but mrlin msged to inform that he'll b at smu
haha but we all din go lar
cos we needed a break too! :)
that grace arh
so evil okay
she kept mocking at me.
pouts-
she kept laughing at the neos we took too.
whateverr.
i dun look that funny rite?
haha. not an orange star pendant.
from beads etc!
so pretty i tell u.
haha thanks miaoqun for helping me
ask ur church friends to put them tgt
to be a necklace! thankiews :)
having a splitting headache noww.
kinda unused to the noise just now.
bahh.
then went back with hweeboon:)
that crazy girl so happy that she gotta see SLY
with autograph n pic summore.
haha.
no comments =/
she said i wasnt myself.
but aiyahs. i also din know whyy.
well basically i think i screwed up my mids
din really put in much effort at all
so i think all the pprs were bad :/
maths were terrible in fact
all my A1s fly away liao.
just damn afraid i'll be last in class or smth
but oh heck!
its doesnt matter
cos ill study harder for yr ends!
now the only thing was excited me is OBS!
-beams*
i cant wait. i cant wait.
OBS here i comeee!!!!
:))))
havent been running=/
i feel bad.
i feel that i've letting mrlin down:(
guess i've made up my mind
to train HARDER.
nats is very very near.
but i wanna do hurdles.
and i dunno if he allows...
bahh i cant help being so shortt..
fat and short.
i need to lose some weight
cos exams are finally overrr!!
just great!
haha went out wit miao,let and gracee!!
yes and we ate quite alot uh
haha all calls for a celebration!
but mrlin msged to inform that he'll b at smu
haha but we all din go lar
cos we needed a break too! :)
that grace arh
so evil okay
she kept mocking at me.
pouts-
she kept laughing at the neos we took too.
whateverr.
i dun look that funny rite?
haha. not an orange star pendant.
from beads etc!
so pretty i tell u.
haha thanks miaoqun for helping me
ask ur church friends to put them tgt
to be a necklace! thankiews :)
having a splitting headache noww.
kinda unused to the noise just now.
bahh.
then went back with hweeboon:)
that crazy girl so happy that she gotta see SLY
with autograph n pic summore.
haha.
no comments =/
she said i wasnt myself.
but aiyahs. i also din know whyy.
well basically i think i screwed up my mids
din really put in much effort at all
so i think all the pprs were bad :/
maths were terrible in fact
all my A1s fly away liao.
just damn afraid i'll be last in class or smth
but oh heck!
its doesnt matter
cos ill study harder for yr ends!
now the only thing was excited me is OBS!
-beams*
i cant wait. i cant wait.
OBS here i comeee!!!!
:))))
havent been running=/
i feel bad.
i feel that i've letting mrlin down:(
guess i've made up my mind
to train HARDER.
nats is very very near.
but i wanna do hurdles.
and i dunno if he allows...
bahh i cant help being so shortt..
fat and short.
i need to lose some weight
the girl next door;
Saturday, May 07, 2005
raaa.
im hooked to the com.
thats bad.
i shouldnt be here at all!
shudd be buried in my books.
arghs. trying to get the lit notes done up.
shucks.
todays super unprductive
i din really study in fact
just slacking about.
i hate myself okay
im pretty sure im gg to do really badly lar.
screwed up all my pprs.
physics- i wanna cry :/
the last 2 qns 20m gone!
so saddening!
i shudd have listened to ms ho ok!
sobs- now's too late.
and i tot i cld depend on my ss.
but what happened?
i din managed to complete the 13m qns
yes, i fared so badly larhs.
this mid yr is shitified!
i dunnno how im gg to fare for lit n bio on mon
so taxing i tell u!
tonight relly gotta burn midnight oil lar
exams sucks
i just cant wait for happy hours:)
but when the resutls come back
im sure to be left in tears..
sigh
just 4 more days..
im hooked to the com.
thats bad.
i shouldnt be here at all!
shudd be buried in my books.
arghs. trying to get the lit notes done up.
shucks.
todays super unprductive
i din really study in fact
just slacking about.
i hate myself okay
im pretty sure im gg to do really badly lar.
screwed up all my pprs.
physics- i wanna cry :/
the last 2 qns 20m gone!
so saddening!
i shudd have listened to ms ho ok!
sobs- now's too late.
and i tot i cld depend on my ss.
but what happened?
i din managed to complete the 13m qns
yes, i fared so badly larhs.
this mid yr is shitified!
i dunnno how im gg to fare for lit n bio on mon
so taxing i tell u!
tonight relly gotta burn midnight oil lar
exams sucks
i just cant wait for happy hours:)
but when the resutls come back
im sure to be left in tears..
sigh
just 4 more days..
the girl next door;
Sunday, May 01, 2005
ahh i cant believe ive fallen ill again!
shooots. and exams are here!!
arghs- having bad cough and blocked nose.
and stupid medicine makes me so drowsy that i cant study
pouts-
eng and chinese pprs were uhm..
not good?!
guess i screwed them up..
like a always screw things up.
freak.
i'll never for jing shu i tell you.
laoshi is just gg to make me chao xie
200times for minus-ing 2 for ge shi!
i feel like a failure!! alamak!
had physics and chem consultation on fri.
oh man
mr imran looked so funneh in the clown's nose
plus the flower pot.
i couldnt stop laughing when i saw the photos on our class blog!
damn hilarious larh! :))*
so sad that he's leaving.
and ms goon too.
yes now im relly gg to fail chem plus lit :(
sobs-
but im so glad i FINALLY understood mole concept.
i spent 3 whole hours absorbing it yest!
yupp. it aint tt bad after all :)
okays i havent been running for a wk i guess
damn sad larhs.
im sure mrlin's disappointed in us long-d
cos we havent been gg for trng.
but yet the sprinters have really been trng hard..
i feel bad :/
but right now, i tot studies are most impt.
i mean, obviously i wanna do well right?
ever since that major failure for x-country
moods were alr dampened
and i was rather much demoralised.
yeahh and bcos of that too
my results dropped drastically for all my tests!
it sure was bad
cs it pulled down all my grades.
so thats why im hoping to do better this mid yrs.
but im so dumb that i cant understnd simple concepts.
boo hoo. but i'll still try :D
yes at least there's smth to look 4ward aft exams!
its OBS!! -Beams*
i really cant wait lar =D
lalala..
but i hope my big auntie doesnt come then
else i wun be enjoying my OBS!
i shall keep my fingers crossed!
you too von :)
just 2 more weeks.
yes we shall all hang in there!! =)
i think i shudd go back to my books right now.
pouts- a total bore!
but if efforts are paid off.
hardwork is still worth it de!
good luck to all for your exmas!
oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORCAS!
may your wishes and dreams come true! :D
not forgetting
MEIYING :) my dearest friend
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! :)
its one day early but nevermind
its the thought that counts wat.
dun worry i'll deliever ur prex to ur class on tues!
yup yup.
have an awesome day tmr :D
shooots. and exams are here!!
arghs- having bad cough and blocked nose.
and stupid medicine makes me so drowsy that i cant study
pouts-
eng and chinese pprs were uhm..
not good?!
guess i screwed them up..
like a always screw things up.
freak.
i'll never for jing shu i tell you.
laoshi is just gg to make me chao xie
200times for minus-ing 2 for ge shi!
i feel like a failure!! alamak!
had physics and chem consultation on fri.
oh man
mr imran looked so funneh in the clown's nose
plus the flower pot.
i couldnt stop laughing when i saw the photos on our class blog!
damn hilarious larh! :))*
so sad that he's leaving.
and ms goon too.
yes now im relly gg to fail chem plus lit :(
sobs-
but im so glad i FINALLY understood mole concept.
i spent 3 whole hours absorbing it yest!
yupp. it aint tt bad after all :)
okays i havent been running for a wk i guess
damn sad larhs.
im sure mrlin's disappointed in us long-d
cos we havent been gg for trng.
but yet the sprinters have really been trng hard..
i feel bad :/
but right now, i tot studies are most impt.
i mean, obviously i wanna do well right?
ever since that major failure for x-country
moods were alr dampened
and i was rather much demoralised.
yeahh and bcos of that too
my results dropped drastically for all my tests!
it sure was bad
cs it pulled down all my grades.
so thats why im hoping to do better this mid yrs.
but im so dumb that i cant understnd simple concepts.
boo hoo. but i'll still try :D
yes at least there's smth to look 4ward aft exams!
its OBS!! -Beams*
i really cant wait lar =D
lalala..
but i hope my big auntie doesnt come then
else i wun be enjoying my OBS!
i shall keep my fingers crossed!
you too von :)
just 2 more weeks.
yes we shall all hang in there!! =)
i think i shudd go back to my books right now.
pouts- a total bore!
but if efforts are paid off.
hardwork is still worth it de!
good luck to all for your exmas!
oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORCAS!
may your wishes and dreams come true! :D
not forgetting
MEIYING :) my dearest friend
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! :)
its one day early but nevermind
its the thought that counts wat.
dun worry i'll deliever ur prex to ur class on tues!
yup yup.
have an awesome day tmr :D
the girl next door;
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