my dirty little secrets.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
i shall declare that the investiture was a SUCCESS
last night i was like how worried.
but im really glad everything went well (:
shant go into the details and all
all i knew tt i was panicking like crazy!
den i looked so untidy =/
haha and kept going to the toilet!
haha my legs were numb during the speeches.
i couldnt move!
haha and when it came to my turn to speak
my legs were trembling.
but im so happy that it went smoothly.
but i jus had to screw it up at the quote!
so angry wit myself.
i shouldnt have said "sorry sorry sorry"
made ple mock at me only.
hmpf. should have said "excuse me"
oh never mind.
but i shall repeat the quote.
"IT DOESNT TAKE SOMEONE TO LOSE FOR YOU TO WIN.
SO STOP COMPETING AND START EXCELLING"
yes i love this quote
and i know yingliang and cindy loves it too!
hahahahaha.
the highlight id the invest was the DANCE!
oh man.
no one had any idea abt my terrible experience whilst changing!
i was half naked!
nicole dun ever tell anyone about it hor.
haha it was so embarressing.
cos i was left undressed.
the button refused to come out.
haha. i think our dance was hilarious!
everyone was laughin at dearest uu!
so cutteee (:
hahaha at least it made ple happier.
haha and not too bored.
heh mrs neo said i was too shy!
haha. i cant help laughing seriously.
mrs wong told me smth
tat im really happy to hear
hahah she's so sweet (:
yay so overall council investiture was great!
thanks EXCO for putting in so much
planning etg.
u all were great seriously.
hahah not forgetting the councillors too!
it would not have been made possible w/o all of ur hard work!
so lets work tgt t bring crescent to greater heights!
i love COUNCIL!! :D
but now, i better start trng hard for Nats
altho i know its just too late...
last night i was like how worried.
but im really glad everything went well (:
shant go into the details and all
all i knew tt i was panicking like crazy!
den i looked so untidy =/
haha and kept going to the toilet!
haha my legs were numb during the speeches.
i couldnt move!
haha and when it came to my turn to speak
my legs were trembling.
but im so happy that it went smoothly.
but i jus had to screw it up at the quote!
so angry wit myself.
i shouldnt have said "sorry sorry sorry"
made ple mock at me only.
hmpf. should have said "excuse me"
oh never mind.
but i shall repeat the quote.
"IT DOESNT TAKE SOMEONE TO LOSE FOR YOU TO WIN.
SO STOP COMPETING AND START EXCELLING"
yes i love this quote
and i know yingliang and cindy loves it too!
hahahahaha.
the highlight id the invest was the DANCE!
oh man.
no one had any idea abt my terrible experience whilst changing!
i was half naked!
nicole dun ever tell anyone about it hor.
haha it was so embarressing.
cos i was left undressed.
the button refused to come out.
haha. i think our dance was hilarious!
everyone was laughin at dearest uu!
so cutteee (:
hahaha at least it made ple happier.
haha and not too bored.
heh mrs neo said i was too shy!
haha. i cant help laughing seriously.
mrs wong told me smth
tat im really happy to hear
hahah she's so sweet (:
yay so overall council investiture was great!
thanks EXCO for putting in so much
planning etg.
u all were great seriously.
hahah not forgetting the councillors too!
it would not have been made possible w/o all of ur hard work!
so lets work tgt t bring crescent to greater heights!
i love COUNCIL!! :D
but now, i better start trng hard for Nats
altho i know its just too late...
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 26, 2005
ohman. school's reopening tmr ok!!!
ahh im still left with chinese compo
plus lit social issues to do!!!!!
im so dead.
i doubt ill be able to cope=/
investiture on tues
which means ill be terribly busyy
planning and rushing the last min stuff
hope the new exco can cooperate tgt!
yes, i love our new exco too (:
hee hee.
but quite stressed up cos of invest
esp last nite.
wahhh it was simply scary=/
oh oh my sis ROM went GREAT :D
hahaha etg went as planned
which was a good thing.
hahah and the Justice of Peace,
Professor Low Cheng Hock,
praised me for being such a good MC.
hahaha. yay yay.
i was so happy lar.
altho my aunts were laughing at me
but jie claimed they were encouraging me
hahaha doesnt matter.
it think it was jus an auspicious day yest
since SO many couples were getting married
heehee. took loads of photos!
hahah i was how uneasy with my skirt.
so afraid it will become japan flag.
haha (:
i've got a pretty family.
haha jie looked gorgeous!
daddy was sauve!
mummy was pretty!
and boy was handsome!
hahaha all looked great cept me la.
as von always say how bad i look :/
maybe i'll upload one of my family potraits.
haha den i can show of my wonderful family!
it was so fun.
the food was so yummy :D
ething only took plc abt an hr or 2.
but yet went i returned home
i was dead beat.
stright away went to study.
but who knew that i'll end up falling aslp.
hahah so lazzy.
cs previously nights ive been slping at 1am
planning lotsa of stufff.
yahh so i ended up slping for 3 hours i think?
hahh my bro slpt for 4 hrs.
haha we so lazzy bum.
the bride and groom was even tired!
hehe jie said ROM less den 30% of wedg.
means it'll b much more hectic n tiring!
crapp. i must start to kp ftit
i wanna look pretty too! ;)
so one mth of holiday jus passed like tt.
wasted i must admit.
i hardly did any serious studying.
im pretty certain tt my results gg drop
drastically in term 3.
and sophia kept scaring me abt all ive to do!
im prepared to put my best
but i dowanna neglect my studies seriously
i jus pray tt etg will be done as a whole exco.
and not just by one person la huh.
yup i believe we CAN!!!
term 3 gonne past rlly fast.
and in time to come it wil be yr end exam
im thinking kinda far.
but wat rlly makes me scared is Nats.
8 july.
is it possible tt ill beat my pb?
like seriously, NO
i havent even been trng for e last 4 days.
thats rlly lonng.
and this wk its supposed to be tapering off alr.
rite from natx x country
king n i promised ourselves to train eday
but looks lik we've broke our promise.
hahaha now its late to regret alr
i bet ill screw up both my races.
esp 400m hurdles.
imagine i cant jump over.
den ill jus run backwards to try and cross it.
hahaha. it will be so embarrassing!!
i rlly hope term 3 will be a good one for me.
im worried ill jus beng kui wit all tht has to be done.
so pressed for time.
so i had better learn how to destress!
anyways, gg to kongzi to pray ltr.
hopefully ill be blesssed
hahaha.
sigh i just dun wan school to start :(
pouts-
ahh im still left with chinese compo
plus lit social issues to do!!!!!
im so dead.
i doubt ill be able to cope=/
investiture on tues
which means ill be terribly busyy
planning and rushing the last min stuff
hope the new exco can cooperate tgt!
yes, i love our new exco too (:
hee hee.
but quite stressed up cos of invest
esp last nite.
wahhh it was simply scary=/
oh oh my sis ROM went GREAT :D
hahaha etg went as planned
which was a good thing.
hahah and the Justice of Peace,
Professor Low Cheng Hock,
praised me for being such a good MC.
hahaha. yay yay.
i was so happy lar.
altho my aunts were laughing at me
but jie claimed they were encouraging me
hahaha doesnt matter.
it think it was jus an auspicious day yest
since SO many couples were getting married
heehee. took loads of photos!
hahah i was how uneasy with my skirt.
so afraid it will become japan flag.
haha (:
i've got a pretty family.
haha jie looked gorgeous!
daddy was sauve!
mummy was pretty!
and boy was handsome!
hahaha all looked great cept me la.
as von always say how bad i look :/
maybe i'll upload one of my family potraits.
haha den i can show of my wonderful family!
it was so fun.
the food was so yummy :D
ething only took plc abt an hr or 2.
but yet went i returned home
i was dead beat.
stright away went to study.
but who knew that i'll end up falling aslp.
hahah so lazzy.
cs previously nights ive been slping at 1am
planning lotsa of stufff.
yahh so i ended up slping for 3 hours i think?
hahh my bro slpt for 4 hrs.
haha we so lazzy bum.
the bride and groom was even tired!
hehe jie said ROM less den 30% of wedg.
means it'll b much more hectic n tiring!
crapp. i must start to kp ftit
i wanna look pretty too! ;)
so one mth of holiday jus passed like tt.
wasted i must admit.
i hardly did any serious studying.
im pretty certain tt my results gg drop
drastically in term 3.
and sophia kept scaring me abt all ive to do!
im prepared to put my best
but i dowanna neglect my studies seriously
i jus pray tt etg will be done as a whole exco.
and not just by one person la huh.
yup i believe we CAN!!!
term 3 gonne past rlly fast.
and in time to come it wil be yr end exam
im thinking kinda far.
but wat rlly makes me scared is Nats.
8 july.
is it possible tt ill beat my pb?
like seriously, NO
i havent even been trng for e last 4 days.
thats rlly lonng.
and this wk its supposed to be tapering off alr.
rite from natx x country
king n i promised ourselves to train eday
but looks lik we've broke our promise.
hahaha now its late to regret alr
i bet ill screw up both my races.
esp 400m hurdles.
imagine i cant jump over.
den ill jus run backwards to try and cross it.
hahaha. it will be so embarrassing!!
i rlly hope term 3 will be a good one for me.
im worried ill jus beng kui wit all tht has to be done.
so pressed for time.
so i had better learn how to destress!
anyways, gg to kongzi to pray ltr.
hopefully ill be blesssed
hahaha.
sigh i just dun wan school to start :(
pouts-
the girl next door;
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
its the first time im still online
when its pretty late alr.
but there much stuff to plan for invest.
so i guess ive gotta burn midnite oil
and tmr at rehearsal ill be how tired=/
must wake up at 630am leh!
sighs. my life sucks lar!
and i've got tons of hw left untouched!
i doubt ill be able to finish it.
wasted my whole holidays this yr.
feeling kind of stressed recently.
no 1. track
i havent been trng.
no no havne been trng HARD
and Nats is like 2 wks down th rd
smth which rlly scared me
i doubt ill get into finals anw.
which is quite saddening.
hopefully i break pb for 800m.
no. 2. sis's ROM this sat
im the MC!!!!
can u belive it. lynette is the MC!
oh my! pigs are really flying.
goodness gracious.
i hopeill be up to the standard.
i dowana spoil my sis marriage.
hahah i wanna be blessed (:
no. 3. council investiture!
ahh its on 28th july!
i hope etg is in order.
we;re all afraid smth is missed out r anything!
sigh i din knw there was so much to plan!=/
no. 4. science project.
smt which nicole and i dreads..
but it has been turning out well so far
hope our WM turns out well!
no. 5.mrs heng jus informed us tt inter class on 2nd wk
when school reopens.
oh no.more things to do. so hectic
wanna recap on hse camp
but im kinda lazy
and its ather late alr.
besides im so moody rite now.
oigh sigh.
but i learnt smth meaningful.
LEADERSHIP IS NOT A POSITION,
BUT AN ACTION!!!
yes i think i makes hellalot of sense :D
yup yup.
im in SI =(
i want SB de.
oh well. i guess its all fate lar.
i will be so lonely thruout the course
and its like all at night
so ill b very tired
and no time for hw too.
sobs. but ill learn to enjoy!
mixed feelings.
its been twelve hours already..
i wanted you to be the first to know:(
when its pretty late alr.
but there much stuff to plan for invest.
so i guess ive gotta burn midnite oil
and tmr at rehearsal ill be how tired=/
must wake up at 630am leh!
sighs. my life sucks lar!
and i've got tons of hw left untouched!
i doubt ill be able to finish it.
wasted my whole holidays this yr.
feeling kind of stressed recently.
no 1. track
i havent been trng.
no no havne been trng HARD
and Nats is like 2 wks down th rd
smth which rlly scared me
i doubt ill get into finals anw.
which is quite saddening.
hopefully i break pb for 800m.
no. 2. sis's ROM this sat
im the MC!!!!
can u belive it. lynette is the MC!
oh my! pigs are really flying.
goodness gracious.
i hopeill be up to the standard.
i dowana spoil my sis marriage.
hahah i wanna be blessed (:
no. 3. council investiture!
ahh its on 28th july!
i hope etg is in order.
we;re all afraid smth is missed out r anything!
sigh i din knw there was so much to plan!=/
no. 4. science project.
smt which nicole and i dreads..
but it has been turning out well so far
hope our WM turns out well!
no. 5.mrs heng jus informed us tt inter class on 2nd wk
when school reopens.
oh no.more things to do. so hectic
wanna recap on hse camp
but im kinda lazy
and its ather late alr.
besides im so moody rite now.
oigh sigh.
but i learnt smth meaningful.
LEADERSHIP IS NOT A POSITION,
BUT AN ACTION!!!
yes i think i makes hellalot of sense :D
yup yup.
im in SI =(
i want SB de.
oh well. i guess its all fate lar.
i will be so lonely thruout the course
and its like all at night
so ill b very tired
and no time for hw too.
sobs. but ill learn to enjoy!
mixed feelings.
its been twelve hours already..
i wanted you to be the first to know:(
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 19, 2005
im suffering since 6am=/
why?
stomach cramps or wat?
i dunno.
but i havent gotten it for 3 months!
pregnant? ahhhh it hurts =(
anyways, i've gotta update abt camp!!
15-17 june.
another memorable event i'll never forget.
yes it felt like OBS
on the last day, ple were crying
dowanna leave NACLI
oh man. it was just so sweet (:
starting from day 1
bonding sessions!
played many many games
damn funny de larhss.
hahah i tot my team was .. =/
cs everyone was rlly quiet.
and it was always e same ple leading the team
yupp.
but guess slowly things started to chnage?
and we all contributed!
haha our grp.
HAWT IN BLACK :)))
with mentors,
MELISA AND SHUYAN!
hahah yes they rock okay!
haha so our cheers.
damn sexxxy. hahaha :P
hahaha war chant was hilarious pls.
hehe i think the skipping game
wahh with the Tamil Tigers.
many of us were irritated by them
cos we had to go thru 7 levels i think?
hahah so each time a diff no of ple had to run past
1st was 1
den 2 den 4 den 8
hahah so exciting okay!
i was chaoji scared to go past lah
i cant believe i made it in the end!
yes it rlly built up my confidence (:
which was the whole purpose of the game
heh. captains ball.
hahah i lost my skill liao
so many times the ball jus slipped thru my hands =/
im so lousyy
but it was just a game.
so it was still fun eh?
haha 1st day quite slackk.
i cant rber wat else we did.
just dvided the jobs btwn grps.
and we got food welfare!!!!
hahaah so nice!
oh oh.
and the rooms.
wahh so shiok.
it was air condidtioned lah
and each one had a bad!
haahh so comfy!
and a cupboard to put my stuff!
rlly reminded me of OBS!
woolala.
damn tired that day
slept the minute i washed up..
day 2.
damn fun lahh. serving food!
hahah scopping the beehoon etc
haha den HI-5 challenge!
my fav part of the course!
blow ballooons.
wahh so tiring. stupid balloon cant be blown
hahah we were the slowest team lahh.
den quite dishearted
but thankfully
everyone cheered for us
which was really sweet (:
hehe next was walking with the balloons btwn our bodies=/
smth tht seem so impossible
hahah it was kind of hard coordinating actually
but we slowly got the hanged of it!
and ms choylim kept laughing at me!
hmpf- cos of my awkward pos?
hahah ayy i was trying to save the balloon watt
hmpff.
im so honoured!
cos she praised me in frnt of the every1
hahaha say i very commited hor!
ahah im so proud of myself
cos i helped the grp to earn more points.
-winks-
tralala. after tt?
i think was to build the highest mountain was the burst ballons
haha ours was like so damn low.
cos we cldnt decide how to built
so just any o how
haha den last min say no time le
we just threw all fragments to the pile
hahah in the end, we got the HIGHEST!
on top of tht,
bonous points for not using support!
hahahah.
one failure doesnt mean we'll never succeed!
heh transferring of items ltr
so tiring!
cs we had to kp running over and over agn!
using bedsheets to transfer.
but fun. thro frustrating!
we cheered! ooh yah.
HAWT HAWT HAWT IN BLACK!
i know i know!
next we had to collect the most amt of water.
hahah. so the guys had to take of theit shirts!
and we used the bandanas too!
hahah so fun!
cos the colour ran.
and from clear
it became purple water.
so hilarious=D
and mschoy called us maroon morons!
so evil kays
hahahha :P
the last part of the HI-5 challenge was form the longest line!
hahaha take out shoelace
hair accessories
aiayahs. practically etg ok!
wheee so fun!
and the last part, we had to lie on the freaking hot hot basketball court!
hahaha. facing the sun!
hahaha ooh man sunburnt! =/
heheh i love the HI-5 challenge
it was ubber fun.
and i guess i learnt alot abt myself huh.
yepyep.
we planned our let's play music
hahaha my grps one simple larr
but nice (=
hahaha in the afternn.
was the learning of HISTORY=/
quite brain killing activity ok!
cos the grassroots heritage centre was huge!
and there was alot to memorise
thanks goodness we had paper!
haha i took charge of this activity
hahah wahh the amt of responsibilty was huge ok!
so i jus tried to copy etg i cld
others helped too!
and when we got back
we had to think of qns for the other grps.
hahah quit a hard time
cos DARK FORCE, MENTOS, SOTONG
they all looked rly prepared ok!
so it was pretty intimidating.
haha 2 rnds we were certain of the correcr ans
but other grps said it was wrong
hahah its okayy.
we're forgiving ple.
not competitive.
as they say:
one must not lose, for you to win
so stop competing and start excelling
yupp in the end we won by 2 points
which was rlly shocking
cos it was the last rnd
and sotong helped us.
hahaah and yuanling or smth
i heard her say,
i rather hawt in black win than..
hahah i grinning to myself lah
but rlly,
the other 2 grps were awesome!
they prepared so well (:
yup after dinner.
was the LETS MAKE MUSIC NIGHT
i think it was damn cool lah
everyone wore the MIB shirt.
and the atmosphere, SHIOK!
hahah the sotong was damn good!
i wanna learn how to clap too!
haha mentos next
another kwell performance.
i think the claps were so difficult hor
hahaha. den ours!
it was rocking fun =)
short and sweet.
hahaha i love syirr whistle!
omg! she is so cool lahh
i still cant belive she could produce such high pitch
GREAT JOB! (:
and last but not least THE DARK FORCE
the grp which was simply united!
yupp they were always the best lah
so they had a NACLI idol
which was dammn funny i tell u
i cldnt stop laughin at khairi!!!
hahah he looks like taufik ok!
haha ethelll!!! are u jealous!!!
hahaha the performance was great lahh
everyone did well.
hahaha
they extended the lights out time to 12.
haha which was good!
we had grp reflection
everyone shared how the felt abt the course
i was about to cry.
we exchanegd thanks.
amanda who led the team rlly well.
yupp shyirr and huimin
who voices were woahh!
hahah and i cant believe im considered one of the golden girls in the team
meaning one of the quieter ones.
it like the first time i was more reserved.
but now i know
that a good leader must first be a good follower
yup thru this camp i learnt alot abt myself
discover my strengths and weakness
and it daunted upon me that
im unable to voice out my opinions
ive no idea why/
but thru this camp, i seem to be like a different person
and i din know which was the true me?
the one i ususally am at sch?
leading the others, sharing my views?
or the one at NACLI too afraid to say wat i really feel.
but well i learnt to bond tgt as a teeam
as i shared my feelings tt nite wit the team
and my voice, it was lik cracking
cos i was controlling my tears
and looking away each time possible
cos i din wana b the 1st to cry
since e1 looked so damn strong
ple thanked me yupp.
and i changed my opinions of the tamil tigers
haha evryone did
and they apologised for being so rara the first day
e1 has their good and bad
and i guess wat rlly is impt
is the courage to repent
and to start all over again.
ple makes mistakes
so just try again
and things would really be fine (:
tht night
i went back to my room
and did sum reflections
i was the only one in the room
cos my other roommates not arnd
wrote zesa a birthday letter.
ahaha. very short.
but happy birhtday still!! (:
haha den wwrote von a letter
which she criticized to be the ugliest letter ever):
heart brokened
cos the contents were rlly meaningful hor!
nvr, went to wish zesa happy bday
den von came over to my room.
hahah we slept on the same bed!
haha it was a single bed hor.
hahaha she called me fat :(
which made me sad.
so i ignored her and jus went to bed.
haha but actually it was rlly sweet sharing the same bed hor?
i bet she din even care =/
ohwells. we were sharing sweet sweet dreams alright!
until had spot check
and chased all those unauthorised ple away.
ahah and i fell straight to sleep thereafter
i was the first to wake up.
as usual. haha where ever i go
i always seem to be the early bird and alarm clock!
yupp ashed up and spoted this HUGEE LIZARD
i wanted to scream.
but i rber the others were still fast aslp
so i couldnt :(
i was so scared so i just ran outta he bathrm
gross yucks.
and i love mariam!
haha im so proud of her la!
she actually caught the lizard wit her bare hands!
smth i wld nvr do!
its damn gross!!!! =/
ohwell. had adventure trail at kent ridge park
hahah quite fun lahh
again we were the last to leave NACLI!
and ple cheered for us!
haha. thanks so much for encouragement! (:
we left with violet leading.
yupp 1st stop at fitness corner
chin ups suddenly felt so EASY!
haha ple jus threw us up in the air.
hahah my greatest fear
climbing over the rock wall thing
tht time at sch i fell
so i din rlly dare to it agn
but i managed to get across!
whee (: yay!
den was the world war 2 plaque thing
i still rber wat i memorised!
haha
on 13 feb 1942,
the japanese attacked the british with air force and strong artillery
the attacked the 1st malay regiment,
royal 2nd british regiment
and the 44th indian brigade!
whoots. not bad eh.
my memory's aint failing yet!
next stop lookout point.
simplee lahhs.
hahah den was the multi purpose court
oh man.
crawling in the drains was badd! =/
i wanted to give up halfway thru ok
cos it like walking on grnd seems so short
but in the drain
the journey was like woahh
never ending!!!
i stopped several times
cos legs and butt cramps
there were ants crawling all over.
damn disgusting!
i was how happy when i completed it
hahah i did it!!!
i can be a BRITISH SOLDIER!
hahah lame :P
the next stop
canopy walk.
smth tt rlly made us to sad.
cos we got frustrated finding the plc
and when we got there
another obstacle rises.
we had to get out of the human knot thing
and apparently
e1 jus any how grbbed hands
so we took rlly long to get out of it.
and there came mentos
who untangled themselves so quickly
and we were so discouraged once agn
yahh in the end
we din succeed okay
sigh :(
went into the canopy walk to complete our mission.
and came out, to recall incident happedn
at alexandra hospital.
etg went smoothly
but when it came to last para.
no one memorise atg!
so we concluded tt delegation of jobs is very very impt.
yupp. made our way back to NACLI
took the short cut. hurhur.
we were the last grp.
but darkforce let us in 1st.
haha. i bet they planned it.
haha so cute.
they did each n every of our cheer.
hahah thanks (:
so lunch, checkout, photo
den shanghai ple came over!
haha we did a great performance for them!!!
yes, MIB OPERATION ROCKS!
tralalalalala.
next we saw the photos taken thru out the camp.
so touching.
the song esp, if we hold on tgt..
same as the one the mentors sang for us on thurs nite
hmm so sweet.
recalling all the events tt occured.
bonding as a team
sharing sweet memories at NACLI
tears were shed.
as ple started getting emotional.
i almost cried when mschoy said smth
which made me rlly touched.
yeah a great experience.
a camp ill truly not forget
cos i learnt just so many things
and wat leadership is all abt.
i learnt to be a better leader
to organise a better camp in future
yes yes. MIB WAS SUCCESSFUL
thankfully
it doesn not end just yet.
only in december will we go separetly
meanwhile
we'll still be working tgt as team.
to be future CDC memberS!
yup and a certificate for rememberance (:
hahaha exchanged contacts.
exchanges hugs!
hahaha oh man.
im so notty. i refused to give my number t ahem
hahah sorry lah. shy wat.
haha but i loved the experience.
i cldnt stop thining of etg tt happened!
yup so hope we keep in touch! (:
why?
stomach cramps or wat?
i dunno.
but i havent gotten it for 3 months!
pregnant? ahhhh it hurts =(
anyways, i've gotta update abt camp!!
15-17 june.
another memorable event i'll never forget.
yes it felt like OBS
on the last day, ple were crying
dowanna leave NACLI
oh man. it was just so sweet (:
starting from day 1
bonding sessions!
played many many games
damn funny de larhss.
hahah i tot my team was .. =/
cs everyone was rlly quiet.
and it was always e same ple leading the team
yupp.
but guess slowly things started to chnage?
and we all contributed!
haha our grp.
HAWT IN BLACK :)))
with mentors,
MELISA AND SHUYAN!
hahah yes they rock okay!
haha so our cheers.
damn sexxxy. hahaha :P
hahaha war chant was hilarious pls.
hehe i think the skipping game
wahh with the Tamil Tigers.
many of us were irritated by them
cos we had to go thru 7 levels i think?
hahah so each time a diff no of ple had to run past
1st was 1
den 2 den 4 den 8
hahah so exciting okay!
i was chaoji scared to go past lah
i cant believe i made it in the end!
yes it rlly built up my confidence (:
which was the whole purpose of the game
heh. captains ball.
hahah i lost my skill liao
so many times the ball jus slipped thru my hands =/
im so lousyy
but it was just a game.
so it was still fun eh?
haha 1st day quite slackk.
i cant rber wat else we did.
just dvided the jobs btwn grps.
and we got food welfare!!!!
hahaah so nice!
oh oh.
and the rooms.
wahh so shiok.
it was air condidtioned lah
and each one had a bad!
haahh so comfy!
and a cupboard to put my stuff!
rlly reminded me of OBS!
woolala.
damn tired that day
slept the minute i washed up..
day 2.
damn fun lahh. serving food!
hahah scopping the beehoon etc
haha den HI-5 challenge!
my fav part of the course!
blow ballooons.
wahh so tiring. stupid balloon cant be blown
hahah we were the slowest team lahh.
den quite dishearted
but thankfully
everyone cheered for us
which was really sweet (:
hehe next was walking with the balloons btwn our bodies=/
smth tht seem so impossible
hahah it was kind of hard coordinating actually
but we slowly got the hanged of it!
and ms choylim kept laughing at me!
hmpf- cos of my awkward pos?
hahah ayy i was trying to save the balloon watt
hmpff.
im so honoured!
cos she praised me in frnt of the every1
hahaha say i very commited hor!
ahah im so proud of myself
cos i helped the grp to earn more points.
-winks-
tralala. after tt?
i think was to build the highest mountain was the burst ballons
haha ours was like so damn low.
cos we cldnt decide how to built
so just any o how
haha den last min say no time le
we just threw all fragments to the pile
hahah in the end, we got the HIGHEST!
on top of tht,
bonous points for not using support!
hahahah.
one failure doesnt mean we'll never succeed!
heh transferring of items ltr
so tiring!
cs we had to kp running over and over agn!
using bedsheets to transfer.
but fun. thro frustrating!
we cheered! ooh yah.
HAWT HAWT HAWT IN BLACK!
i know i know!
next we had to collect the most amt of water.
hahah. so the guys had to take of theit shirts!
and we used the bandanas too!
hahah so fun!
cos the colour ran.
and from clear
it became purple water.
so hilarious=D
and mschoy called us maroon morons!
so evil kays
hahahha :P
the last part of the HI-5 challenge was form the longest line!
hahaha take out shoelace
hair accessories
aiayahs. practically etg ok!
wheee so fun!
and the last part, we had to lie on the freaking hot hot basketball court!
hahaha. facing the sun!
hahaha ooh man sunburnt! =/
heheh i love the HI-5 challenge
it was ubber fun.
and i guess i learnt alot abt myself huh.
yepyep.
we planned our let's play music
hahaha my grps one simple larr
but nice (=
hahaha in the afternn.
was the learning of HISTORY=/
quite brain killing activity ok!
cos the grassroots heritage centre was huge!
and there was alot to memorise
thanks goodness we had paper!
haha i took charge of this activity
hahah wahh the amt of responsibilty was huge ok!
so i jus tried to copy etg i cld
others helped too!
and when we got back
we had to think of qns for the other grps.
hahah quit a hard time
cos DARK FORCE, MENTOS, SOTONG
they all looked rly prepared ok!
so it was pretty intimidating.
haha 2 rnds we were certain of the correcr ans
but other grps said it was wrong
hahah its okayy.
we're forgiving ple.
not competitive.
as they say:
one must not lose, for you to win
so stop competing and start excelling
yupp in the end we won by 2 points
which was rlly shocking
cos it was the last rnd
and sotong helped us.
hahaah and yuanling or smth
i heard her say,
i rather hawt in black win than..
hahah i grinning to myself lah
but rlly,
the other 2 grps were awesome!
they prepared so well (:
yup after dinner.
was the LETS MAKE MUSIC NIGHT
i think it was damn cool lah
everyone wore the MIB shirt.
and the atmosphere, SHIOK!
hahah the sotong was damn good!
i wanna learn how to clap too!
haha mentos next
another kwell performance.
i think the claps were so difficult hor
hahaha. den ours!
it was rocking fun =)
short and sweet.
hahaha i love syirr whistle!
omg! she is so cool lahh
i still cant belive she could produce such high pitch
GREAT JOB! (:
and last but not least THE DARK FORCE
the grp which was simply united!
yupp they were always the best lah
so they had a NACLI idol
which was dammn funny i tell u
i cldnt stop laughin at khairi!!!
hahah he looks like taufik ok!
haha ethelll!!! are u jealous!!!
hahaha the performance was great lahh
everyone did well.
hahaha
they extended the lights out time to 12.
haha which was good!
we had grp reflection
everyone shared how the felt abt the course
i was about to cry.
we exchanegd thanks.
amanda who led the team rlly well.
yupp shyirr and huimin
who voices were woahh!
hahah and i cant believe im considered one of the golden girls in the team
meaning one of the quieter ones.
it like the first time i was more reserved.
but now i know
that a good leader must first be a good follower
yup thru this camp i learnt alot abt myself
discover my strengths and weakness
and it daunted upon me that
im unable to voice out my opinions
ive no idea why/
but thru this camp, i seem to be like a different person
and i din know which was the true me?
the one i ususally am at sch?
leading the others, sharing my views?
or the one at NACLI too afraid to say wat i really feel.
but well i learnt to bond tgt as a teeam
as i shared my feelings tt nite wit the team
and my voice, it was lik cracking
cos i was controlling my tears
and looking away each time possible
cos i din wana b the 1st to cry
since e1 looked so damn strong
ple thanked me yupp.
and i changed my opinions of the tamil tigers
haha evryone did
and they apologised for being so rara the first day
e1 has their good and bad
and i guess wat rlly is impt
is the courage to repent
and to start all over again.
ple makes mistakes
so just try again
and things would really be fine (:
tht night
i went back to my room
and did sum reflections
i was the only one in the room
cos my other roommates not arnd
wrote zesa a birthday letter.
ahaha. very short.
but happy birhtday still!! (:
haha den wwrote von a letter
which she criticized to be the ugliest letter ever):
heart brokened
cos the contents were rlly meaningful hor!
nvr, went to wish zesa happy bday
den von came over to my room.
hahah we slept on the same bed!
haha it was a single bed hor.
hahaha she called me fat :(
which made me sad.
so i ignored her and jus went to bed.
haha but actually it was rlly sweet sharing the same bed hor?
i bet she din even care =/
ohwells. we were sharing sweet sweet dreams alright!
until had spot check
and chased all those unauthorised ple away.
ahah and i fell straight to sleep thereafter
i was the first to wake up.
as usual. haha where ever i go
i always seem to be the early bird and alarm clock!
yupp ashed up and spoted this HUGEE LIZARD
i wanted to scream.
but i rber the others were still fast aslp
so i couldnt :(
i was so scared so i just ran outta he bathrm
gross yucks.
and i love mariam!
haha im so proud of her la!
she actually caught the lizard wit her bare hands!
smth i wld nvr do!
its damn gross!!!! =/
ohwell. had adventure trail at kent ridge park
hahah quite fun lahh
again we were the last to leave NACLI!
and ple cheered for us!
haha. thanks so much for encouragement! (:
we left with violet leading.
yupp 1st stop at fitness corner
chin ups suddenly felt so EASY!
haha ple jus threw us up in the air.
hahah my greatest fear
climbing over the rock wall thing
tht time at sch i fell
so i din rlly dare to it agn
but i managed to get across!
whee (: yay!
den was the world war 2 plaque thing
i still rber wat i memorised!
haha
on 13 feb 1942,
the japanese attacked the british with air force and strong artillery
the attacked the 1st malay regiment,
royal 2nd british regiment
and the 44th indian brigade!
whoots. not bad eh.
my memory's aint failing yet!
next stop lookout point.
simplee lahhs.
hahah den was the multi purpose court
oh man.
crawling in the drains was badd! =/
i wanted to give up halfway thru ok
cos it like walking on grnd seems so short
but in the drain
the journey was like woahh
never ending!!!
i stopped several times
cos legs and butt cramps
there were ants crawling all over.
damn disgusting!
i was how happy when i completed it
hahah i did it!!!
i can be a BRITISH SOLDIER!
hahah lame :P
the next stop
canopy walk.
smth tt rlly made us to sad.
cos we got frustrated finding the plc
and when we got there
another obstacle rises.
we had to get out of the human knot thing
and apparently
e1 jus any how grbbed hands
so we took rlly long to get out of it.
and there came mentos
who untangled themselves so quickly
and we were so discouraged once agn
yahh in the end
we din succeed okay
sigh :(
went into the canopy walk to complete our mission.
and came out, to recall incident happedn
at alexandra hospital.
etg went smoothly
but when it came to last para.
no one memorise atg!
so we concluded tt delegation of jobs is very very impt.
yupp. made our way back to NACLI
took the short cut. hurhur.
we were the last grp.
but darkforce let us in 1st.
haha. i bet they planned it.
haha so cute.
they did each n every of our cheer.
hahah thanks (:
so lunch, checkout, photo
den shanghai ple came over!
haha we did a great performance for them!!!
yes, MIB OPERATION ROCKS!
tralalalalala.
next we saw the photos taken thru out the camp.
so touching.
the song esp, if we hold on tgt..
same as the one the mentors sang for us on thurs nite
hmm so sweet.
recalling all the events tt occured.
bonding as a team
sharing sweet memories at NACLI
tears were shed.
as ple started getting emotional.
i almost cried when mschoy said smth
which made me rlly touched.
yeah a great experience.
a camp ill truly not forget
cos i learnt just so many things
and wat leadership is all abt.
i learnt to be a better leader
to organise a better camp in future
yes yes. MIB WAS SUCCESSFUL
thankfully
it doesn not end just yet.
only in december will we go separetly
meanwhile
we'll still be working tgt as team.
to be future CDC memberS!
yup and a certificate for rememberance (:
hahaha exchanged contacts.
exchanges hugs!
hahaha oh man.
im so notty. i refused to give my number t ahem
hahah sorry lah. shy wat.
haha but i loved the experience.
i cldnt stop thining of etg tt happened!
yup so hope we keep in touch! (:
the girl next door;
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
todays date with yvonne was ubber fun(:
haha it was so nice.
haha at least it din turn out badd.
heh but i din recieve a gift
pouts- but i dun mind lahh
haha awaiting for my pretty slippers!
haha thanks yvonne!
it was damn nice gg out wit ya!
and the neos.
omg! so darn pweety =DD
i love it <3
esp the ten bucks one.
damn worth it larr.
haha the 2 poles.
haha i looked badd.
and tgt we're so scandalous!!!
omg! so unlike me =/
-blushes.
i love starbucks sofa.
damn comfy.
and we were being laughed at!
cos we kept posing at the camera!
hoho. yay i want a second date =)
im so scared aft receving the msg from..
its like. i kept thinking abt it
and i practically cld rber wat.. said
why must it happen right at this time?!
its so wrong!
it made it seem like i've offended the school
and now, my reputation is like ?!?
okay it aint tt drastic
but still, the sms was too freaky.
place trust in the wrong girls.
yes im bad. but im rlly busy.
i hope i cld be heared
dun like this kind of..
false accusation..
im really sorry :'(
feel lik im gg to break down anytime
haha it was so nice.
haha at least it din turn out badd.
heh but i din recieve a gift
pouts- but i dun mind lahh
haha awaiting for my pretty slippers!
haha thanks yvonne!
it was damn nice gg out wit ya!
and the neos.
omg! so darn pweety =DD
i love it <3
esp the ten bucks one.
damn worth it larr.
haha the 2 poles.
haha i looked badd.
and tgt we're so scandalous!!!
omg! so unlike me =/
-blushes.
i love starbucks sofa.
damn comfy.
and we were being laughed at!
cos we kept posing at the camera!
hoho. yay i want a second date =)
im so scared aft receving the msg from..
its like. i kept thinking abt it
and i practically cld rber wat.. said
why must it happen right at this time?!
its so wrong!
it made it seem like i've offended the school
and now, my reputation is like ?!?
okay it aint tt drastic
but still, the sms was too freaky.
place trust in the wrong girls.
yes im bad. but im rlly busy.
i hope i cld be heared
dun like this kind of..
false accusation..
im really sorry :'(
feel lik im gg to break down anytime
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 12, 2005
2 more days.
jus 2 more days.
hahah im so so so excited :D
haha so funneh.
but yes,
hope it will be an awesome dayy =)
and i'll be shopping wit kingyin tmr!
wheee=)
in search of pumps!
haha maybe we'll find the same pretty ones.
cos we have goodtaste.
winks-
i think im so vain.
haha cos my sis help me put mask!
hahaha
i think im too young for it (:
but its the second time alr.
grins-
jus 2 more days.
hahah im so so so excited :D
haha so funneh.
but yes,
hope it will be an awesome dayy =)
and i'll be shopping wit kingyin tmr!
wheee=)
in search of pumps!
haha maybe we'll find the same pretty ones.
cos we have goodtaste.
winks-
i think im so vain.
haha cos my sis help me put mask!
hahaha
i think im too young for it (:
but its the second time alr.
grins-
the girl next door;
ahhhh i think crescent is jinxed with 4th
boo. its like we got 4th for most events.
why cant we get at least a 3rd?
ahh but nvm.
everyone did superlly well okay
actually im rlly impressed by the performance
i dunno why.
but it jus felt great
as in, everyone ran extremely well
and i believe they'll work harder
to do better for Nats
im sure crescent 'll clinch smth this yr
hmm and i can proudly annouce it to the sch (:
so train harder okayy?
shudd tell myself tt
sir was scolding me yest
for being occupied for so many other stuff
instead of jus track
but hello! my life doesnt jus revolve arnd TRACK!
as much as i love it,
have limits de hor.
i'll do my best for trackk
but rlly, there are other
stuff i cant forget
and i guess sir's pretty ambitious
i mean, what he want for track is lik wow!
=/ may nt be impossible
but just unbelievable lahh
but c div improving tremendously
and im rlly proud of them :D
yes, and i conclude i get bullied easily!!!
yest and gombak,
everyone was mocking at me!!!
hahaha it started with uhms
ETHEL!!!
den HWEEYI!
ahah that woman made rachel n i rushed back to stadium
after dinner!!
oh man the kuay chap was lik jumping arnd in my tummy!
haha den RACHEL kept laughing at me!
pouts- but i was rlly scared i rolled down the cliff wat
yup den during relays.
it seemed lik we contracted the laughing gas!!
hohohoh.
that SUJEAN ar, see alr wanna laugh
watever i do/say, she'll start laughing
and once, she almost rolled on the floor!
hahah how hilarious.
and i conclude tt crescent track very timid
hahah cos we all saw this butterfly or moth
den we started screaming and running away!!!
hahahah =) everyone was STARING at us
so MALU. hahahahahha.
oh oh oh.
i saw the CHINESE HIGH GUY =DD
haha he got 3rd for long jump horrr.
hahah and and!
at the Hi-5 briefing at braddell
there's was this guy in NJC hockey
that is damn ... lar
hahah he looked like that CJC guy in track hor.
really hahah and he called himself kinky
haha. damn funny. he's so lamee.
heehee ;)
and shopping yesterday was AWESOME!!
haha tho i din buy wat i was supposed to!
shoes for ROM!!!
hahah my sis says those shoes are called PUMPS
sounds so funny lar.
haha anyways, i spent 80bucks!
and u wouldnt believe wat i spent it on.
hahah.. cos i just solely bot LINGERIE!
hahhahahha :P
my sis spent 70bucks.
haha i think we were damn funny lar.
haha it was her birthday yesterday too!!!
heh. i love shopping with sis n mum.
it was GIRL POWERRR!
chased dad to go out wit bro.
hahah n jie's bf had to go home!
hahah so evil-
heh i walked the whole afternn til my legs were like how tired.
but i think it was very fruitful hor!
haha cos it felt great buying so much stuff.
hahahaa. sis says there're more shoes at citylink
cs she went there for midnight sales!
haha i love shopping =DD
oh man. realised half the hols had passed
but i haven done half the hw
i kept telling myself to do!!
but i jus cant seem to concentrate
besides, i think i forgotten all my maths!
cos there's plently i dunno how to do.
bahh. im so lousyy
i better start bucking up man.
else i've no idea wats gg to happen to my results! =/
15-17 i still having Hi-5 camp
and its like stayover!
which means i cant get in touch wit books!
arghs- im so DEAD.
doubt im gg to train 2day
got lots to be done :(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
haha may ur wishes come true :D
thanks for always sewing and cooking for us.
heh love ya! (:
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TOO =P
boo. its like we got 4th for most events.
why cant we get at least a 3rd?
ahh but nvm.
everyone did superlly well okay
actually im rlly impressed by the performance
i dunno why.
but it jus felt great
as in, everyone ran extremely well
and i believe they'll work harder
to do better for Nats
im sure crescent 'll clinch smth this yr
hmm and i can proudly annouce it to the sch (:
so train harder okayy?
shudd tell myself tt
sir was scolding me yest
for being occupied for so many other stuff
instead of jus track
but hello! my life doesnt jus revolve arnd TRACK!
as much as i love it,
have limits de hor.
i'll do my best for trackk
but rlly, there are other
stuff i cant forget
and i guess sir's pretty ambitious
i mean, what he want for track is lik wow!
=/ may nt be impossible
but just unbelievable lahh
but c div improving tremendously
and im rlly proud of them :D
yes, and i conclude i get bullied easily!!!
yest and gombak,
everyone was mocking at me!!!
hahaha it started with uhms
ETHEL!!!
den HWEEYI!
ahah that woman made rachel n i rushed back to stadium
after dinner!!
oh man the kuay chap was lik jumping arnd in my tummy!
haha den RACHEL kept laughing at me!
pouts- but i was rlly scared i rolled down the cliff wat
yup den during relays.
it seemed lik we contracted the laughing gas!!
hohohoh.
that SUJEAN ar, see alr wanna laugh
watever i do/say, she'll start laughing
and once, she almost rolled on the floor!
hahah how hilarious.
and i conclude tt crescent track very timid
hahah cos we all saw this butterfly or moth
den we started screaming and running away!!!
hahahah =) everyone was STARING at us
so MALU. hahahahahha.
oh oh oh.
i saw the CHINESE HIGH GUY =DD
haha he got 3rd for long jump horrr.
hahah and and!
at the Hi-5 briefing at braddell
there's was this guy in NJC hockey
that is damn ... lar
hahah he looked like that CJC guy in track hor.
really hahah and he called himself kinky
haha. damn funny. he's so lamee.
heehee ;)
and shopping yesterday was AWESOME!!
haha tho i din buy wat i was supposed to!
shoes for ROM!!!
hahah my sis says those shoes are called PUMPS
sounds so funny lar.
haha anyways, i spent 80bucks!
and u wouldnt believe wat i spent it on.
hahah.. cos i just solely bot LINGERIE!
hahhahahha :P
my sis spent 70bucks.
haha i think we were damn funny lar.
haha it was her birthday yesterday too!!!
heh. i love shopping with sis n mum.
it was GIRL POWERRR!
chased dad to go out wit bro.
hahah n jie's bf had to go home!
hahah so evil-
heh i walked the whole afternn til my legs were like how tired.
but i think it was very fruitful hor!
haha cos it felt great buying so much stuff.
hahahaa. sis says there're more shoes at citylink
cs she went there for midnight sales!
haha i love shopping =DD
oh man. realised half the hols had passed
but i haven done half the hw
i kept telling myself to do!!
but i jus cant seem to concentrate
besides, i think i forgotten all my maths!
cos there's plently i dunno how to do.
bahh. im so lousyy
i better start bucking up man.
else i've no idea wats gg to happen to my results! =/
15-17 i still having Hi-5 camp
and its like stayover!
which means i cant get in touch wit books!
arghs- im so DEAD.
doubt im gg to train 2day
got lots to be done :(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
haha may ur wishes come true :D
thanks for always sewing and cooking for us.
heh love ya! (:
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TOO =P
the girl next door;
Thursday, June 09, 2005
im on CLOUD 9 =DDD
today's race was so AWESOME!
i dunno why.
but i just felt damn SATISFIED!
came in 4th in my heats
and 11th overall(:
fine. it aint that good lar
but for th fact tt i havent been trng hard enuff
im perfectly HAPPY! (:
its like i was lagging behind the 1st rnd k
den i started to catch up lar.
and at the 100m mark
i was 2nd!!!!
behind tt cedar girl who was like
wahh damn far away
heh so i was like chaoji happy
den i think i slowed down quit a far bit
but so natatsha overtook me
followed my kingyin
haha thts how im 4th
but all the same.
im super happy after th race!
it suddenly brought me back to life
tt feeling of motivation and passion!
omg! im re-energised! =D
hahah and it rlly contridicting
cos jus this afternn
i was thinking abt screwing up etg
so todays race is jus wat i needed
a source of revitalisation
it rlly made me sort out my thots.
if i cld run this timing w/o hardwork
it only goes to show tt wit hardwork
i'll be able to achieve my GOAL!
hmm i MUST and i WILL
start trng hard from tmr onwards
else i'll be letting down myself!
i must be positive (:
yay. im just overjoyed!
hahah!
din run my 400m
sir allowed cs he knew im nt prepared at all
yupp i'll end up coming in last
if i rlly did run.
hahah but i heard from kingyin
that grace got into FINALS!!! =)
whoots-
im so so proud of her!
CONGRATULATIONS GRACE!
i've utmost confidence in you!!!
hahaha all the way!
CRESCENT TRACK ROCKS :D
today's race was so AWESOME!
i dunno why.
but i just felt damn SATISFIED!
came in 4th in my heats
and 11th overall(:
fine. it aint that good lar
but for th fact tt i havent been trng hard enuff
im perfectly HAPPY! (:
its like i was lagging behind the 1st rnd k
den i started to catch up lar.
and at the 100m mark
i was 2nd!!!!
behind tt cedar girl who was like
wahh damn far away
heh so i was like chaoji happy
den i think i slowed down quit a far bit
but so natatsha overtook me
followed my kingyin
haha thts how im 4th
but all the same.
im super happy after th race!
it suddenly brought me back to life
tt feeling of motivation and passion!
omg! im re-energised! =D
hahah and it rlly contridicting
cos jus this afternn
i was thinking abt screwing up etg
so todays race is jus wat i needed
a source of revitalisation
it rlly made me sort out my thots.
if i cld run this timing w/o hardwork
it only goes to show tt wit hardwork
i'll be able to achieve my GOAL!
hmm i MUST and i WILL
start trng hard from tmr onwards
else i'll be letting down myself!
i must be positive (:
yay. im just overjoyed!
hahah!
din run my 400m
sir allowed cs he knew im nt prepared at all
yupp i'll end up coming in last
if i rlly did run.
hahah but i heard from kingyin
that grace got into FINALS!!! =)
whoots-
im so so proud of her!
CONGRATULATIONS GRACE!
i've utmost confidence in you!!!
hahaha all the way!
CRESCENT TRACK ROCKS :D
the girl next door;
i hate to be back at home=/
cos i know my race is jus this afternn
smth i'll probably screw it up
since it my retribution for not trng hard
i wish tht time will never come
where i'll only embarrase myself
and run a timing slower than anyone ever wld
really worried for the 800m race
so what is it was my event all along?
i know this time,
that feeling of unpreparedness is stuck in me
i believe im gg to let mrlin down
since HE was the only source of motivation to me
all these times
i havent benefitted at all
ever since trng stopped with him
and i wanted to make use of today
to pass him a gift from the trackkers
but sadly, i havent gt it done yet
i guess i've gotta do it myself
since e'one busy and stuff
but then, he's bday wld be long over =/
so it'll end up like a farewell present instead
oh well. im really sorry..
it better to be back in camp!
to escape from troubles
and the only thing was just FUN
EXCO camp the past 2 days wer pretty fun
oh perhaps not at the serious points of time
where we had to plan invesiture
and all the minute proceedings
so now i realise,
just how much more things there's left to b done
and we're not even halfway thru
since not everyone turned up for the camp.
it a big project we're in charge of
and i really do hope it'll be successful
i hope our bunch of EXCO will be more fun
haha to work tgt with.
i want those carefree times at camp!!!
at least i din have to think of studies or anything
jus council..
i really din mind.
and the game planned by snr EXCO was so dirty!
haha i had flour all over me okay!
and i think i looked rlly dumb at times.
crawling on our fours in the muddy grass
eeewks!
and the muddy caterpillar we played at acja
we did that too!
haha but this time on the drain!
haha thank God we were smart enough to lift our butts up
else i rlly dunno wat will happen
haha. disgusting experience but fun:D
hehe. and FRISBEE!
whooots! my love<3
hahah make me have blisters over my feet lar
and now it hurts when i walk
bahh =/
but still, i love the exco!
and i think the exco item gonna be rlly CUTE!
haha just wait for the surprise(:
argh im gonna continue living in self-denial
i dun want to run!!!!!!!
suddenly, it seems like the passion for track has faded away
and the will in me has disappeared.
so how can glory come about like this?!
cos i know my race is jus this afternn
smth i'll probably screw it up
since it my retribution for not trng hard
i wish tht time will never come
where i'll only embarrase myself
and run a timing slower than anyone ever wld
really worried for the 800m race
so what is it was my event all along?
i know this time,
that feeling of unpreparedness is stuck in me
i believe im gg to let mrlin down
since HE was the only source of motivation to me
all these times
i havent benefitted at all
ever since trng stopped with him
and i wanted to make use of today
to pass him a gift from the trackkers
but sadly, i havent gt it done yet
i guess i've gotta do it myself
since e'one busy and stuff
but then, he's bday wld be long over =/
so it'll end up like a farewell present instead
oh well. im really sorry..
it better to be back in camp!
to escape from troubles
and the only thing was just FUN
EXCO camp the past 2 days wer pretty fun
oh perhaps not at the serious points of time
where we had to plan invesiture
and all the minute proceedings
so now i realise,
just how much more things there's left to b done
and we're not even halfway thru
since not everyone turned up for the camp.
it a big project we're in charge of
and i really do hope it'll be successful
i hope our bunch of EXCO will be more fun
haha to work tgt with.
i want those carefree times at camp!!!
at least i din have to think of studies or anything
jus council..
i really din mind.
and the game planned by snr EXCO was so dirty!
haha i had flour all over me okay!
and i think i looked rlly dumb at times.
crawling on our fours in the muddy grass
eeewks!
and the muddy caterpillar we played at acja
we did that too!
haha but this time on the drain!
haha thank God we were smart enough to lift our butts up
else i rlly dunno wat will happen
haha. disgusting experience but fun:D
hehe. and FRISBEE!
whooots! my love<3
hahah make me have blisters over my feet lar
and now it hurts when i walk
bahh =/
but still, i love the exco!
and i think the exco item gonna be rlly CUTE!
haha just wait for the surprise(:
argh im gonna continue living in self-denial
i dun want to run!!!!!!!
suddenly, it seems like the passion for track has faded away
and the will in me has disappeared.
so how can glory come about like this?!
the girl next door;
Monday, June 06, 2005
when we are unable to set boundaries and limits,
we tend to resent other ple who do.
if we are always there for a fren,
day or night,
even if we rlly dun wanna be,
we want them to do the same for us.
but if they are intent on taking care of themselves,
and it is late n they r tired,
and they ask "cant we wait till tmr?"
our tendency is to think dey dont love us lik we love em
they key to avoiding a situation lik this
is to set boundaries.
we all want to b a gd fren
n part of tt is being there for frens wn dey nd us.
but we shud nt tk tt to an extreme tt denies our own nds
jus rber tt ur nds are impt as well.
by sayin no wn u nd to,
u are being gd ti urself n tt's ok.
by takin care of urself,
u wont get ur feelings hurt when a fren chooses to do the same
we tend to resent other ple who do.
if we are always there for a fren,
day or night,
even if we rlly dun wanna be,
we want them to do the same for us.
but if they are intent on taking care of themselves,
and it is late n they r tired,
and they ask "cant we wait till tmr?"
our tendency is to think dey dont love us lik we love em
they key to avoiding a situation lik this
is to set boundaries.
we all want to b a gd fren
n part of tt is being there for frens wn dey nd us.
but we shud nt tk tt to an extreme tt denies our own nds
jus rber tt ur nds are impt as well.
by sayin no wn u nd to,
u are being gd ti urself n tt's ok.
by takin care of urself,
u wont get ur feelings hurt when a fren chooses to do the same
the girl next door;
im so so lethargic!
i think im so UNfit now=/
went to run earlier
since Wings is this thurss,
smth im so fearful of.
yupp i did sum crapp workout i made
400m*3, 200m*2
crapp lorr
its was like how tiring.
i pushed abt 95%?
almost collapsed after the 4oom
it felt like a time trial.
but i jus knew i had to push myself to the limits
cos there aint no time left.
im really worried k
and now, im still in 400m.
sigh sir said the list submitted loong ago
so cant change.
but i din have to run if i din
i guess? =/
i dunno why but it jus doesnt feel like im prepared..
this competition,
im pretty certain im gg to screw it up=/
ahh damn.
i should have been more consistent
i shouldnt have ponned
but its like sec 3 ubber busy
dun have time for trnggs
really sorrry =/
i've let everyone down..
today's photojournalism course was ok.
ethel and i were FASCINATED by adobe
it can do wonderrss!
haha n we were sayin how we cld remove pimples in photos!
haha. damn cool lar(:
and whats even cooler,
is we were given the photoshop cd!!
horrray! nxt time i can design my own ;)
but im no expertt
oh yah, ethel wants a track gathering soon!!
haha i know she misses ME! =)
hehe no, the sprinters larr.
but nvm i wanna go sentosa again=)
tho it rained last time, still damn fun!
hahahah.
tmr's the start of exco camp
excited but worried
i know there's lots to plan for.
but i've alr promised benghui n kat
den we gg to plan it well
and hopefully, it turns out well!
haha. its gg to be the start of a stressful wk
and on 9th, the last day of camp,
there's Wings.
sigh sigh. this is gg to b the worst week.
and holidays will be halfway thru=/
oh sighs.
kingyin: we must pace each other alrights?
yupp we must have confidence(:
jiaayoou!! no matter what the outcome will be,
we must strive harder for Nationals.
thats the Most impt race!!!
yupp same goes to all those taking part.
and run your best, do crescent proud(:
show others wat u ple have been trng for.
i believe in all of u all!!!
so GOOD LUCK! =))
crescent track and field forever
i think im so UNfit now=/
went to run earlier
since Wings is this thurss,
smth im so fearful of.
yupp i did sum crapp workout i made
400m*3, 200m*2
crapp lorr
its was like how tiring.
i pushed abt 95%?
almost collapsed after the 4oom
it felt like a time trial.
but i jus knew i had to push myself to the limits
cos there aint no time left.
im really worried k
and now, im still in 400m.
sigh sir said the list submitted loong ago
so cant change.
but i din have to run if i din
i guess? =/
i dunno why but it jus doesnt feel like im prepared..
this competition,
im pretty certain im gg to screw it up=/
ahh damn.
i should have been more consistent
i shouldnt have ponned
but its like sec 3 ubber busy
dun have time for trnggs
really sorrry =/
i've let everyone down..
today's photojournalism course was ok.
ethel and i were FASCINATED by adobe
it can do wonderrss!
haha n we were sayin how we cld remove pimples in photos!
haha. damn cool lar(:
and whats even cooler,
is we were given the photoshop cd!!
horrray! nxt time i can design my own ;)
but im no expertt
oh yah, ethel wants a track gathering soon!!
haha i know she misses ME! =)
hehe no, the sprinters larr.
but nvm i wanna go sentosa again=)
tho it rained last time, still damn fun!
hahahah.
tmr's the start of exco camp
excited but worried
i know there's lots to plan for.
but i've alr promised benghui n kat
den we gg to plan it well
and hopefully, it turns out well!
haha. its gg to be the start of a stressful wk
and on 9th, the last day of camp,
there's Wings.
sigh sigh. this is gg to b the worst week.
and holidays will be halfway thru=/
oh sighs.
kingyin: we must pace each other alrights?
yupp we must have confidence(:
jiaayoou!! no matter what the outcome will be,
we must strive harder for Nationals.
thats the Most impt race!!!
yupp same goes to all those taking part.
and run your best, do crescent proud(:
show others wat u ple have been trng for.
i believe in all of u all!!!
so GOOD LUCK! =))
crescent track and field forever
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 05, 2005
i feel utterly helpless=/
i havent been trng since thurs!
tho i swam,but it doesnt count!
sigh- i think im terrible.
there aint no mood to tk part in Wings
crapp la. but sir still wants me to run
im seriously gg to screw up my 800m!
anw,
this week has been pretty busy
whole day go school
in the early hours!
i need my beauttyy sleppp!!!
damn tired lar.
but at least i've done quite alot of my hw!
heh i aim to finish it by next week!
but it gg to b another busy wk
exco camp. photography lessons
sigh sigh.
this holiday aint holiday at all!
and Wings is on the 9th.
jus tell me, im SO gg to die=/
well im really glad yest workshop went well(:
i mean, it was quite boring at times
but it aint too bad!
hahah the food was better den expectation!
wheee-
oh oh. and i made new friends!
hahah (:
and pizza for lunch.
think im so greeedy.
cos i ate 3 slices!!!
haha=)
off to chong pang cc.
the REALISTIC LYNETTE!
hohoh.
out skit was funny!
or at least the audience kpet laughing
at i dunno wat.
hahah.
this stupid boy
from orchid park ss
said i looked gay okay!
wat the crapp.
and said usarin looked MAN!
hahah we were supposed to be brother watt.
grins-
but at least they enjoyed it!
heehee.
went orchard shopping afetr tt.
oh well.
we din rlly shopped.
cos the frst shop i went
saw smth appropriate n not too revealing.
so just bot it lar.
haha. the top cost 40 bucks!!
from IS.
fusion pink. omg so HOT!!
hahah im gg to be a pretty bridesmaid(:
haha but its jus ROM lahh.
so niceeeeeee
i love it!!!!!
ooh yeah.
and i met dorcas. with her friends
haha she called my name de
hehe. gimme a shock.
and my sis was saying.
"woah, my sister so popular hor"
crazzzy lah.
hehe dinner at jacks place!
sweet memories=)
everytime daddy bday always at jacks.
and it really nice
simply cos it was lik a family gatherng
we jus joked arnd
laughing as we eat our dinner
that warmth and comfort is rlly NICE!
i love my family.
i love shopping!
hahaha.
tonight's granny bday.
out for dinner agn!
hahah. i love this kinda dinners!
soo excitinggg!
heehee. n im gg library today too!
and off to spend lots of money
cos i need to buy sum stuff for snrs.
im gg to b soo broke larr.
oh nvm!
at least i can mk smth not too ex
to smth really special.
heehee =)
had a dream last night.
that i pierced my ears.
and could wear pretty earrings
for my sister's wedding
but obviously,
when i woke up,
my ears were still the samee..
hehe and i found out grace pierced her ears!
luckky girll.
my daddy doesnt allow
but well, im quite scared too!
couldnt belive wat my sis told me.
"my maid climbed over neighbours' house and got caught!"
tht time i was still half asleep..
and suddenly jus bounced outta my bed.
oh man. she's getting rlly rebellious.
TSKTSK!
i just cannot believe all she has done!
i havent been trng since thurs!
tho i swam,but it doesnt count!
sigh- i think im terrible.
there aint no mood to tk part in Wings
crapp la. but sir still wants me to run
im seriously gg to screw up my 800m!
anw,
this week has been pretty busy
whole day go school
in the early hours!
i need my beauttyy sleppp!!!
damn tired lar.
but at least i've done quite alot of my hw!
heh i aim to finish it by next week!
but it gg to b another busy wk
exco camp. photography lessons
sigh sigh.
this holiday aint holiday at all!
and Wings is on the 9th.
jus tell me, im SO gg to die=/
well im really glad yest workshop went well(:
i mean, it was quite boring at times
but it aint too bad!
hahah the food was better den expectation!
wheee-
oh oh. and i made new friends!
hahah (:
and pizza for lunch.
think im so greeedy.
cos i ate 3 slices!!!
haha=)
off to chong pang cc.
the REALISTIC LYNETTE!
hohoh.
out skit was funny!
or at least the audience kpet laughing
at i dunno wat.
hahah.
this stupid boy
from orchid park ss
said i looked gay okay!
wat the crapp.
and said usarin looked MAN!
hahah we were supposed to be brother watt.
grins-
but at least they enjoyed it!
heehee.
went orchard shopping afetr tt.
oh well.
we din rlly shopped.
cos the frst shop i went
saw smth appropriate n not too revealing.
so just bot it lar.
haha. the top cost 40 bucks!!
from IS.
fusion pink. omg so HOT!!
hahah im gg to be a pretty bridesmaid(:
haha but its jus ROM lahh.
so niceeeeeee
i love it!!!!!
ooh yeah.
and i met dorcas. with her friends
haha she called my name de
hehe. gimme a shock.
and my sis was saying.
"woah, my sister so popular hor"
crazzzy lah.
hehe dinner at jacks place!
sweet memories=)
everytime daddy bday always at jacks.
and it really nice
simply cos it was lik a family gatherng
we jus joked arnd
laughing as we eat our dinner
that warmth and comfort is rlly NICE!
i love my family.
i love shopping!
hahaha.
tonight's granny bday.
out for dinner agn!
hahah. i love this kinda dinners!
soo excitinggg!
heehee. n im gg library today too!
and off to spend lots of money
cos i need to buy sum stuff for snrs.
im gg to b soo broke larr.
oh nvm!
at least i can mk smth not too ex
to smth really special.
heehee =)
had a dream last night.
that i pierced my ears.
and could wear pretty earrings
for my sister's wedding
but obviously,
when i woke up,
my ears were still the samee..
hehe and i found out grace pierced her ears!
luckky girll.
my daddy doesnt allow
but well, im quite scared too!
couldnt belive wat my sis told me.
"my maid climbed over neighbours' house and got caught!"
tht time i was still half asleep..
and suddenly jus bounced outta my bed.
oh man. she's getting rlly rebellious.
TSKTSK!
i just cannot believe all she has done!
the girl next door;
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