my dirty little secrets.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
teachers day tmr =/
time really flies.
i jus recall EXCO starting to plan it.
seriously,
i pray etg will turn out well.
i hope the teachers will be touched by all we're doing.
haha hopefully they will enter their staffroom
and look at their tables with their jaws wide open.
heehee =))
but becos its tchers day tmr.
ive gotta get up at 5am
to be in school by 6.
or maybe wake up even earlier.
oh goodness.
im gg to be so groggy tmr morning =/
oh well.
at least its for a gd cause ;)
once a year thing.
haha and i only get to plan it once a lifetime.
haha.we wrapped the flowers jus nw.
i think its really pretty.
but now im only worried
that the student population will lose their trust in council =(
i really dun want tht to happen.
sighs.
i hope the concert will be a blast tmr!
seriously, this yr have more items.
i think. heehee.
okay okay.
after tmr, i can relax for a while.
before AAD. another tiring event =/
time really flies.
i jus recall EXCO starting to plan it.
seriously,
i pray etg will turn out well.
i hope the teachers will be touched by all we're doing.
haha hopefully they will enter their staffroom
and look at their tables with their jaws wide open.
heehee =))
but becos its tchers day tmr.
ive gotta get up at 5am
to be in school by 6.
or maybe wake up even earlier.
oh goodness.
im gg to be so groggy tmr morning =/
oh well.
at least its for a gd cause ;)
once a year thing.
haha and i only get to plan it once a lifetime.
haha.we wrapped the flowers jus nw.
i think its really pretty.
but now im only worried
that the student population will lose their trust in council =(
i really dun want tht to happen.
sighs.
i hope the concert will be a blast tmr!
seriously, this yr have more items.
i think. heehee.
okay okay.
after tmr, i can relax for a while.
before AAD. another tiring event =/
the girl next door;
Saturday, August 27, 2005
i guess smth bad always happen etime i say my true feelings
i really wonder why
but guess this only goes to show how much im being hated.
blahh. this is really quite saddening.
life's been bad.
and today was equally miserable.
its really hard to be faking tht smile.
and constantly asking
"wld u like to donate?"
but i must say.
art tapestry was fun =DD
indeed my legs were aching after all tht strolling.
hahaha jus tt small area at ngee ann city
cld make me awfully tired.
haha but a sold 22 land yards!!!
wat an acomplishment ;)
mrs heng donated to von n i
and ltr mrs koh donated to zesa n i.
haha so fun.
and we met alot of chinese scholars!
haha generous ple! =))
oh yah.
and hazel and denise came.
din really know them lar.
but i tot i just tried my luck.
haha but they refused to donate ok!
hmpf-
cos they wanted to take neos.
but wells, charity aint an obligation.
hurhur.
and there's tis guy who went lik
"aiyo i dun have money to donate lar"
and his friends when like
"u give him a kiss he more than happy"
wat the crap lor?!?!
bian tai! anw,
thanks to all those who donated!
haha i kept maluating myself
by asking th same ple over n over agn!
but i really tot it was fun lor.
heehee. great experience.
managed to cheer sarah up by buying her a flower balloon for 2 bucks! haha.
she was so shocked okay.
oh oh.
i met JAMIE CHIN!!!
haven seen her for like 10 months!!!!!
so its quite hilarious.
cos when we saw each other,
we run forth and gave a hugg!!
and she stepped on my foot!!
haha she was bringing her german frens arnd.
haha miss her sooo much =)))
i wonder why she even wore long sleeve wn th weather was so hot!
yup. went to see my jie's wedding photos aft tt.
so pretty.
haha im sure she'll b a pretty bride in dec.
haha i wanna b a pretty bridesmaid too ;)
yahh had good food for dinner.
some chinese restaurant.
and my sis started talkin abt wasabi.
which reminded me of the terrible lunch i had wit von.
wasabi cheesesticks.
i'll never forget tt disgusting taste.
i shant go to tht place next time.
make me burn my hand lor. tsk.
its kinda late alr.
and i still haven done my tution hw.
sigh. aft tuition
gg jannah's house to bake cookies.
haha im going to NIE the DOUGH.
right nicole and kelly?
haha i dowan to SCOOP it!
winks =P
so exciting.
EXCO'S GOING TO BAKE TMR!!
wheeee-
i really wonder why
but guess this only goes to show how much im being hated.
blahh. this is really quite saddening.
life's been bad.
and today was equally miserable.
its really hard to be faking tht smile.
and constantly asking
"wld u like to donate?"
but i must say.
art tapestry was fun =DD
indeed my legs were aching after all tht strolling.
hahaha jus tt small area at ngee ann city
cld make me awfully tired.
haha but a sold 22 land yards!!!
wat an acomplishment ;)
mrs heng donated to von n i
and ltr mrs koh donated to zesa n i.
haha so fun.
and we met alot of chinese scholars!
haha generous ple! =))
oh yah.
and hazel and denise came.
din really know them lar.
but i tot i just tried my luck.
haha but they refused to donate ok!
hmpf-
cos they wanted to take neos.
but wells, charity aint an obligation.
hurhur.
and there's tis guy who went lik
"aiyo i dun have money to donate lar"
and his friends when like
"u give him a kiss he more than happy"
wat the crap lor?!?!
bian tai! anw,
thanks to all those who donated!
haha i kept maluating myself
by asking th same ple over n over agn!
but i really tot it was fun lor.
heehee. great experience.
managed to cheer sarah up by buying her a flower balloon for 2 bucks! haha.
she was so shocked okay.
oh oh.
i met JAMIE CHIN!!!
haven seen her for like 10 months!!!!!
so its quite hilarious.
cos when we saw each other,
we run forth and gave a hugg!!
and she stepped on my foot!!
haha she was bringing her german frens arnd.
haha miss her sooo much =)))
i wonder why she even wore long sleeve wn th weather was so hot!
yup. went to see my jie's wedding photos aft tt.
so pretty.
haha im sure she'll b a pretty bride in dec.
haha i wanna b a pretty bridesmaid too ;)
yahh had good food for dinner.
some chinese restaurant.
and my sis started talkin abt wasabi.
which reminded me of the terrible lunch i had wit von.
wasabi cheesesticks.
i'll never forget tt disgusting taste.
i shant go to tht place next time.
make me burn my hand lor. tsk.
its kinda late alr.
and i still haven done my tution hw.
sigh. aft tuition
gg jannah's house to bake cookies.
haha im going to NIE the DOUGH.
right nicole and kelly?
haha i dowan to SCOOP it!
winks =P
so exciting.
EXCO'S GOING TO BAKE TMR!!
wheeee-
the girl next door;
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
back from chi orals.
phew. it wasnt as bad as a tot.
but well, it wasnt great either.
i tried to remain calm.
but when i left the class,
my heart started thumping so fast!
so i took deep breaths as i waited.
harhar and i kept smiling
to try and look confident.
i wonder if it worked. heehee (=
the passage was alright.
the conversation.
uhmm. i dunno if i did well anot.
cos i din even speak for 3 mins
then she say okay.
haha i think she quite swt.
kept smiling away and nodding.
hurhur.
and there was once i cldnt tink of
how to replace tis eng word to chi.
haha so resulted in an uncomfortable silence.
but there was this sense of relief aft orals.
i was happy =DD
haha i guess no matter wat the results will be
it doesnt really matter anymore.
harhar.
on my way home,
i reflected on so many things.
why things turn out this way.
why do ple act this way.
how things can be improved.
and how i can improve myself.
i just kept thinking, and thinking.
about these 8 months that had past.
wthr it was meaningful or not.
whtr the remaining 4 mths can be better.
i was wondering why my ct results were so poor.
esp maths.
my sister said the paper wasnt difficult and all.
and yes, i cld have at least passed
if not for that careless mistake of mine.
its simply unforgivable =/
but perhaps honesty is more impt den results.
just within 2 days.
i got 2 honour chops.
but lost 2 marks.
for bio and eng,
i was comtemplating wthr anot i shud own up.
whtr anot i shud tell the truth.
cos tht mark made a difference in the grade ill get.
but well,
i told the truth in the end.
and lost 2 marks.
i was indeed very disappointed.
cos my marks initially were bad enough
to have more deducted, was really saddening.
bt i guess integrity is more impt den results.
well i mean a person's character counts more den jus a certification fo distinction.
and perhaps that was wat made me tell the truth.
and i din wanna feel guilty for the rest of my life
oh wells.
its over and i dont wish to brood over results.
cos time and time agn.
i nvr meet up to expectations.
rah rah
its really pressurrizinggg!!!
im starting to really hate school =((
and my mom made me use this cream on my face
and now my complexion is worst than ever!!!
it was slighty better last wk lor!
that yuxiang tot i put whitening cream.
haha but haiyoh
nevermind.
maybe its purely stress.
growls.
ive got alot alot to faxie
i feel like an inflated balloon
on its verge of bursting.
im worried tht tgs wun go well 4 tchers day
dunno larh.
but etg seems to bein a mess
and i feel like im not doing my part.
crap.
i jues got so much to do
which make me recall those carefree times in sec1
where i was still a little girl
with great ambitions and goals in crescent.
btu my perspective has thus changed
since i stepped in upper sec.
where studies seem to be the most impt thing.
and when the only issue discussed was results.
it made me wonder
can true friendships exist like this?
phew. it wasnt as bad as a tot.
but well, it wasnt great either.
i tried to remain calm.
but when i left the class,
my heart started thumping so fast!
so i took deep breaths as i waited.
harhar and i kept smiling
to try and look confident.
i wonder if it worked. heehee (=
the passage was alright.
the conversation.
uhmm. i dunno if i did well anot.
cos i din even speak for 3 mins
then she say okay.
haha i think she quite swt.
kept smiling away and nodding.
hurhur.
and there was once i cldnt tink of
how to replace tis eng word to chi.
haha so resulted in an uncomfortable silence.
but there was this sense of relief aft orals.
i was happy =DD
haha i guess no matter wat the results will be
it doesnt really matter anymore.
harhar.
on my way home,
i reflected on so many things.
why things turn out this way.
why do ple act this way.
how things can be improved.
and how i can improve myself.
i just kept thinking, and thinking.
about these 8 months that had past.
wthr it was meaningful or not.
whtr the remaining 4 mths can be better.
i was wondering why my ct results were so poor.
esp maths.
my sister said the paper wasnt difficult and all.
and yes, i cld have at least passed
if not for that careless mistake of mine.
its simply unforgivable =/
but perhaps honesty is more impt den results.
just within 2 days.
i got 2 honour chops.
but lost 2 marks.
for bio and eng,
i was comtemplating wthr anot i shud own up.
whtr anot i shud tell the truth.
cos tht mark made a difference in the grade ill get.
but well,
i told the truth in the end.
and lost 2 marks.
i was indeed very disappointed.
cos my marks initially were bad enough
to have more deducted, was really saddening.
bt i guess integrity is more impt den results.
well i mean a person's character counts more den jus a certification fo distinction.
and perhaps that was wat made me tell the truth.
and i din wanna feel guilty for the rest of my life
oh wells.
its over and i dont wish to brood over results.
cos time and time agn.
i nvr meet up to expectations.
rah rah
its really pressurrizinggg!!!
im starting to really hate school =((
and my mom made me use this cream on my face
and now my complexion is worst than ever!!!
it was slighty better last wk lor!
that yuxiang tot i put whitening cream.
haha but haiyoh
nevermind.
maybe its purely stress.
growls.
ive got alot alot to faxie
i feel like an inflated balloon
on its verge of bursting.
im worried tht tgs wun go well 4 tchers day
dunno larh.
but etg seems to bein a mess
and i feel like im not doing my part.
crap.
i jues got so much to do
which make me recall those carefree times in sec1
where i was still a little girl
with great ambitions and goals in crescent.
btu my perspective has thus changed
since i stepped in upper sec.
where studies seem to be the most impt thing.
and when the only issue discussed was results.
it made me wonder
can true friendships exist like this?
the girl next door;
Saturday, August 20, 2005
had briefing for art tapestry next wk
whoots. i cant wait.
haha i cant wait to say
hello, are u interested to support the art tape?
let me tell u more about it..
haha so fun!
yes yes i love fund raising!
ive got a heart of gold.
haha met uu to look for roses aft tt.
pretty flowers!
and sunflowers too!
so we're gg to sell them really cheaply.
so that it wld be more affordable.
heehee.
took 132 with yvonne.
surprisingly she never take cab from such an ulu plc.
hah n when we reached far east she was like
"ehh lets go take neos"
den i dunno why just agreed and got off the bus.
it wa so hilarious.
i cldnt believe i actually did it!
haha so we took neos.
rash decision man!!!
it turned out quite funny.
haha we were so rash.
yes no planning at all.
haha left after neos.
so funny.
met joan there
yup yup.
oh i finally completed the slideshow (=
im so proud okays!
i hope its nice.
i mean its ok to me lar.
hah haha =DD
but sheng not online.
so i cant send to her.
which means ive gotta come online tmr agn.
boo hoo.
oh nvm.
whoots. i cant wait.
haha i cant wait to say
hello, are u interested to support the art tape?
let me tell u more about it..
haha so fun!
yes yes i love fund raising!
ive got a heart of gold.
haha met uu to look for roses aft tt.
pretty flowers!
and sunflowers too!
so we're gg to sell them really cheaply.
so that it wld be more affordable.
heehee.
took 132 with yvonne.
surprisingly she never take cab from such an ulu plc.
hah n when we reached far east she was like
"ehh lets go take neos"
den i dunno why just agreed and got off the bus.
it wa so hilarious.
i cldnt believe i actually did it!
haha so we took neos.
rash decision man!!!
it turned out quite funny.
haha we were so rash.
yes no planning at all.
haha left after neos.
so funny.
met joan there
yup yup.
oh i finally completed the slideshow (=
im so proud okays!
i hope its nice.
i mean its ok to me lar.
hah haha =DD
but sheng not online.
so i cant send to her.
which means ive gotta come online tmr agn.
boo hoo.
oh nvm.
the girl next door;
Friday, August 19, 2005
this week passed rather quickly.
but ive been lethargic in class =/
and mdm kaur did not come for a single lit lesson
sigh. i wonder if she's on mc or wat?!?
i guess the only highlight of the wk is chem results!
haha the only tg im satisfied with.
chinese din meet expectations.
yeah quite sad but nvm.
i will TRY harder for year end.
but there's orals on wed!!!
arghs. really worried...
so much planning for tchers day
im relly worried it doesnt go well.
but i guess we're gonna mk it more fun!
haha gg to see roses with uu tmr.
all th way to mcritichie there.
thats liek how far for me?!
but no one else available to go=/
lookin 4ward to the auditions on mon.
i hope they have alr prepared
and well organised.
most imptly, they must come on time.
else ar, sigh. it will be jammed.
yeah. and i hope our sales turn out well.
actually got alot of goals for council.
haha after talking to mrs yeo today.
then many ideas spurred in my head.
haha. now tt we bringing in the sec 1s.
we must instill in them the right attitude.
and hopefully, groom them into better leaders.
yeah yeah.
today the dance tcher asked me if i was miao smth.
and i tot she mistook me for miao qun.
ahah but i was rllly pondering y all of a sudden
she asked who i was
cos im not even a sec 2 whose learning dance frm her
due to music lessons.
yesh so i was really shocked.
and guess wat,
aft inter class lydia told me she screend my dance last yr to them!!!
and then chee shan tagged my board abt e dance too!
oh man! it was really embarressing.
i still rber the dragon that part.
super hilarious!!!!
i cant believe all th sec 2s actually saw my cheorographed dance for last yr music.
i feel lik diggin a hole to bury my face man.
that dance was really very erpx lor!!!
arhhhhhh /=
getting rather frustrated doing the ppt.
grr grrr. i need help
i want to establish a track committee
cos i DEFINITELY cannot work alone.
yes i wan a vice capt.
but i havent been talkin to sir.
i dun dare =(
im really worried to face reality.
and my stamina is dropping lik shit.
trained twice yest.
actually it was jus a slow run.
and i felt really dead
see how lousy i am right now.
not like i was any better initally.
but still. i dun like.
he tot i cried tday.
i bet it was an excuse to tok to me.
haha i feel so evil.
grr. oh oh.
and nicole n i had t tk a photo.
INDIVIDUALLY!
to be published in th yrbk
cos of the environment project i think.
it was rlly bad ok.
cos my eyes were kinda puffy tday
lack of sleep i presume.
hmm. i need MORE sleep.
thank goodness nt much work.
i want trng to start.
i seriously do.
chmapion seminar.
im kind of excited.
cos i received sum news,
which im certain will stir up th feelings of trackkers.
yes, im kind of worried actually.
i feel restricted abt wat i can do.
i hope there will be trust.
i hope mutual understanding will be achieved.
but ive been lethargic in class =/
and mdm kaur did not come for a single lit lesson
sigh. i wonder if she's on mc or wat?!?
i guess the only highlight of the wk is chem results!
haha the only tg im satisfied with.
chinese din meet expectations.
yeah quite sad but nvm.
i will TRY harder for year end.
but there's orals on wed!!!
arghs. really worried...
so much planning for tchers day
im relly worried it doesnt go well.
but i guess we're gonna mk it more fun!
haha gg to see roses with uu tmr.
all th way to mcritichie there.
thats liek how far for me?!
but no one else available to go=/
lookin 4ward to the auditions on mon.
i hope they have alr prepared
and well organised.
most imptly, they must come on time.
else ar, sigh. it will be jammed.
yeah. and i hope our sales turn out well.
actually got alot of goals for council.
haha after talking to mrs yeo today.
then many ideas spurred in my head.
haha. now tt we bringing in the sec 1s.
we must instill in them the right attitude.
and hopefully, groom them into better leaders.
yeah yeah.
today the dance tcher asked me if i was miao smth.
and i tot she mistook me for miao qun.
ahah but i was rllly pondering y all of a sudden
she asked who i was
cos im not even a sec 2 whose learning dance frm her
due to music lessons.
yesh so i was really shocked.
and guess wat,
aft inter class lydia told me she screend my dance last yr to them!!!
and then chee shan tagged my board abt e dance too!
oh man! it was really embarressing.
i still rber the dragon that part.
super hilarious!!!!
i cant believe all th sec 2s actually saw my cheorographed dance for last yr music.
i feel lik diggin a hole to bury my face man.
that dance was really very erpx lor!!!
arhhhhhh /=
getting rather frustrated doing the ppt.
grr grrr. i need help
i want to establish a track committee
cos i DEFINITELY cannot work alone.
yes i wan a vice capt.
but i havent been talkin to sir.
i dun dare =(
im really worried to face reality.
and my stamina is dropping lik shit.
trained twice yest.
actually it was jus a slow run.
and i felt really dead
see how lousy i am right now.
not like i was any better initally.
but still. i dun like.
he tot i cried tday.
i bet it was an excuse to tok to me.
haha i feel so evil.
grr. oh oh.
and nicole n i had t tk a photo.
INDIVIDUALLY!
to be published in th yrbk
cos of the environment project i think.
it was rlly bad ok.
cos my eyes were kinda puffy tday
lack of sleep i presume.
hmm. i need MORE sleep.
thank goodness nt much work.
i want trng to start.
i seriously do.
chmapion seminar.
im kind of excited.
cos i received sum news,
which im certain will stir up th feelings of trackkers.
yes, im kind of worried actually.
i feel restricted abt wat i can do.
i hope there will be trust.
i hope mutual understanding will be achieved.
the girl next door;
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
phew. common tests are finally over.
im so much more relaxed now.
but doing the slideshow for champ seminar
seriously hope its ok.
sigh sigh.
tcher's day cuming.
going to busy so busy again.
boo=/
i hate people who lie!
im so much more relaxed now.
but doing the slideshow for champ seminar
seriously hope its ok.
sigh sigh.
tcher's day cuming.
going to busy so busy again.
boo=/
i hate people who lie!
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 14, 2005
i shouldnt be here.
should be studying.
but i wanted a break.
haha tho ive been slacking the whole day
hmmm.
im glad i've ran half the race!!
just 4 more papers left.
and i'll be free again (:
hehs. but then,
i'll have to face the trauma of getting back results.
grr grr.
i dun like=/
i screwed bio up.
din really study properly.
so its like i din know how to do ALOT of qns.
yes. i regretted lar.
how i wish my concentration level was like wed.
where i really forced chem n ss to my brain.
haha. oh wells. its over.
im so glad i FINALLY understood JLC!
haha as in chapter 4 on ying ying.
initially i din know wat the whole chap was talkin abt.
and after reading jiaen and jiani's notes.
i was so ENLIGHTED (=
haha i was like super happy when i knew.
so now.the impact of chap 4 is great!
even more than chap2 on an mei!
heehee. wonder wat will come out tmr?
i've been relating to the stories so my life.
lik the selfish desires i have.
which turned out otherwise.
and going thru a tormenting experience
only to find my true self.
having a physical scar,
which brought back psychological memories.
oh. there's just SO much to talk about.
and yes, im beginning to love JLC.
i no longer see lit as a dread.
ut smth we all can learn from
and more imptly, ENJOY>>
im realy glad my class worked tgt t get the lit notes.
THANKS to all those who contributed =D
i must admit, it really helps.
at least it saves us the trouble from startin from scratch.
haha.i HOPE i do well for lit.
BUT i never do.its always a C5 of B4.
how horrendous.
at least i gained sum knowledge on the book.
so i'll work even harder the next time!
heehee. physics is gonna be killer for me.
i cant do heat capacity qns for nuts!
grr =/ i feel super dumb seriously.
nevermind. tuesday is coming =))
i had many freaky dreams the past 2 nights.
the one were EXCO din plan tchers day.
so etg went screwed up =/
yes i do admit im paranoid.
but i want etg to go well.
so yest i was writing up the action plan.
instead of studying.
haha. dunno why.
but it seems like ct is alr over =/
hehs. oh wells.
i think we gottta stay back eday to plan le.
not much time left.
not much at all..
right now, good luck to everyone!
just keep up the pace,
and strive to the end.
dont give up halfway,
cos u'll make it to the finishing line! (:
should be studying.
but i wanted a break.
haha tho ive been slacking the whole day
hmmm.
im glad i've ran half the race!!
just 4 more papers left.
and i'll be free again (:
hehs. but then,
i'll have to face the trauma of getting back results.
grr grr.
i dun like=/
i screwed bio up.
din really study properly.
so its like i din know how to do ALOT of qns.
yes. i regretted lar.
how i wish my concentration level was like wed.
where i really forced chem n ss to my brain.
haha. oh wells. its over.
im so glad i FINALLY understood JLC!
haha as in chapter 4 on ying ying.
initially i din know wat the whole chap was talkin abt.
and after reading jiaen and jiani's notes.
i was so ENLIGHTED (=
haha i was like super happy when i knew.
so now.the impact of chap 4 is great!
even more than chap2 on an mei!
heehee. wonder wat will come out tmr?
i've been relating to the stories so my life.
lik the selfish desires i have.
which turned out otherwise.
and going thru a tormenting experience
only to find my true self.
having a physical scar,
which brought back psychological memories.
oh. there's just SO much to talk about.
and yes, im beginning to love JLC.
i no longer see lit as a dread.
ut smth we all can learn from
and more imptly, ENJOY>>
im realy glad my class worked tgt t get the lit notes.
THANKS to all those who contributed =D
i must admit, it really helps.
at least it saves us the trouble from startin from scratch.
haha.i HOPE i do well for lit.
BUT i never do.its always a C5 of B4.
how horrendous.
at least i gained sum knowledge on the book.
so i'll work even harder the next time!
heehee. physics is gonna be killer for me.
i cant do heat capacity qns for nuts!
grr =/ i feel super dumb seriously.
nevermind. tuesday is coming =))
i had many freaky dreams the past 2 nights.
the one were EXCO din plan tchers day.
so etg went screwed up =/
yes i do admit im paranoid.
but i want etg to go well.
so yest i was writing up the action plan.
instead of studying.
haha. dunno why.
but it seems like ct is alr over =/
hehs. oh wells.
i think we gottta stay back eday to plan le.
not much time left.
not much at all..
right now, good luck to everyone!
just keep up the pace,
and strive to the end.
dont give up halfway,
cos u'll make it to the finishing line! (:
the girl next door;
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i fear tmr.
i dun want it to come.
i suddenly grew panicked.
i felt like i forgotten etg i studied.
its really freaky.
i dun want to fail again..
i dun want it to come.
i suddenly grew panicked.
i felt like i forgotten etg i studied.
its really freaky.
i dun want to fail again..
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 07, 2005
really cant accept the fact ct is on thurs =/
ive been so slack lately
results sucked like shit.
my e maths and physics
can just go and die.
dun know why im doing so badly either
but still,
im determined to study hard for ct
i really wanna do well leh.
i mean who doesnt right?
sigh sigh.
but sum things are simply beyond my control
im jus wishin for ct to be over very soon.
and we can focus on tchers day preparation
heehee (=
i hate studying!!!
grr-
i think i need a break too hor.
im growing FATTT
hopefully trng starts after ct.
else im so going to die.
but muz prepare prep talk agn.
bahh. im nervous :(
im gonna look really stupid tmr.
wearing polo tee and skirt.
omg! first time i wear skirt to skl
besides sch skirt la.
haiyo. cos its the requirements of the school.
grr.
and i had to intentionally buy the whole set yest
cos no one had any to lend me.
haha. i hope i wun be mocked at =/
sorry.
i know my pledge on fri was too expressive.
but its spossed to be like tht!
ohwell.
hope etg turns out well tmr yeh?
good luck to everyone for theri CT!
STUUDY HARDDD =))
ive been so slack lately
results sucked like shit.
my e maths and physics
can just go and die.
dun know why im doing so badly either
but still,
im determined to study hard for ct
i really wanna do well leh.
i mean who doesnt right?
sigh sigh.
but sum things are simply beyond my control
im jus wishin for ct to be over very soon.
and we can focus on tchers day preparation
heehee (=
i hate studying!!!
grr-
i think i need a break too hor.
im growing FATTT
hopefully trng starts after ct.
else im so going to die.
but muz prepare prep talk agn.
bahh. im nervous :(
im gonna look really stupid tmr.
wearing polo tee and skirt.
omg! first time i wear skirt to skl
besides sch skirt la.
haiyo. cos its the requirements of the school.
grr.
and i had to intentionally buy the whole set yest
cos no one had any to lend me.
haha. i hope i wun be mocked at =/
sorry.
i know my pledge on fri was too expressive.
but its spossed to be like tht!
ohwell.
hope etg turns out well tmr yeh?
good luck to everyone for theri CT!
STUUDY HARDDD =))
the girl next door;
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
well, this week 've been fabulous so far (:
i've learnt many things, unknowingly
not talking about studies,
but the course of life.
results been bad.
but i've learnt to let things go.
and just be that happy girl :)
so maybe i realised that in life
we must take things in our stride.
and dont be that idiot.
and think everyone else is bad
who knows, u may jus be that huai ge li.
haha yest chi lesson on qiao2geli
really hit my on the head
that we should not judge sum1
based on our perspective.
but rather,
see the positive points of them
and put away those bad pointers.
and thats really when
u'll realise how lovely one can be
as long as u change ur point of view.
i guess,
it has always been my fault
for looking at ple,
the way i want them to be.
the way i want them to do tgs.
but today,
i came to realise that importance
of looking at ple from another angle
and see how good they actually are.
u'll come to cherish them
and know how much they mean to u.
when u thin sum1 is good,
who knows, they'll think u're great too (:
and that is what makes life meaningful.
making life more exciting.
seeing others positive points
will make u learn from them
and be a better person.
and thats wat i want.
cos i know i aint perfect.
no one is.
its the process of learning,
that makes one better.
and so, give and take.
haha. it really makes one happier.
instead of always being jealous of others.
when u wun even be able to improve.
haha. i've learnt so much =DD
results dropped
i really did fail physics
but that's okay.
i aint feeling sore
i belive it was my negligence all along
for not studying appropriatly.
and thus, rbering the wrong evidence
and so, i will do better this ct.
i wanna give it my best shot.
its like everytime i do badly.
my friends will always comfort me in the same way
"haiyo, u hold key positions in the school, u dun do well its also understandable, so dun worry!"
they say i look smart.
but well, i sure aint smart!
i guess right now
the mindset we all have is to study harder and get our As
cos it has been instilled in us
that studies is our no. 1 priority in life.
dun do well in o's mean lose face.
but it tht true?
does it mean that as long as u have certificate of distinction
u will be secured a job in the working industry?
not necessarily true
and that proves it all.
studies may be impt
but even if u dun do tt well,
as long as u've tried ur best,
tht's wat matters.
when we step into the working life
u'e gotta be outspoken.
to bring u far.
haha. suddenly seems so philosipical ;)
watching superstar now.
i guess i may have a slight resembleance of jason?
haha and he wore bluee (:
my favourite. -winks.
no one is allowed to touch my ears!!!
gay marriages.
do u approve?
i've learnt many things, unknowingly
not talking about studies,
but the course of life.
results been bad.
but i've learnt to let things go.
and just be that happy girl :)
so maybe i realised that in life
we must take things in our stride.
and dont be that idiot.
and think everyone else is bad
who knows, u may jus be that huai ge li.
haha yest chi lesson on qiao2geli
really hit my on the head
that we should not judge sum1
based on our perspective.
but rather,
see the positive points of them
and put away those bad pointers.
and thats really when
u'll realise how lovely one can be
as long as u change ur point of view.
i guess,
it has always been my fault
for looking at ple,
the way i want them to be.
the way i want them to do tgs.
but today,
i came to realise that importance
of looking at ple from another angle
and see how good they actually are.
u'll come to cherish them
and know how much they mean to u.
when u thin sum1 is good,
who knows, they'll think u're great too (:
and that is what makes life meaningful.
making life more exciting.
seeing others positive points
will make u learn from them
and be a better person.
and thats wat i want.
cos i know i aint perfect.
no one is.
its the process of learning,
that makes one better.
and so, give and take.
haha. it really makes one happier.
instead of always being jealous of others.
when u wun even be able to improve.
haha. i've learnt so much =DD
results dropped
i really did fail physics
but that's okay.
i aint feeling sore
i belive it was my negligence all along
for not studying appropriatly.
and thus, rbering the wrong evidence
and so, i will do better this ct.
i wanna give it my best shot.
its like everytime i do badly.
my friends will always comfort me in the same way
"haiyo, u hold key positions in the school, u dun do well its also understandable, so dun worry!"
they say i look smart.
but well, i sure aint smart!
i guess right now
the mindset we all have is to study harder and get our As
cos it has been instilled in us
that studies is our no. 1 priority in life.
dun do well in o's mean lose face.
but it tht true?
does it mean that as long as u have certificate of distinction
u will be secured a job in the working industry?
not necessarily true
and that proves it all.
studies may be impt
but even if u dun do tt well,
as long as u've tried ur best,
tht's wat matters.
when we step into the working life
u'e gotta be outspoken.
to bring u far.
haha. suddenly seems so philosipical ;)
watching superstar now.
i guess i may have a slight resembleance of jason?
haha and he wore bluee (:
my favourite. -winks.
no one is allowed to touch my ears!!!
gay marriages.
do u approve?
the girl next door;
Monday, August 01, 2005
i am in a good mood (:
hahahahahahaha.
cos im being praised today!
tralalala.
mrs goh and sir said good things about me ok!
not trying to be ego
but its a fact (:
-grins.
no lah, but im taking their words as an encouragement.
really, im trying to forget all those stress im facing
cos i know i must be STRONG
yes, so yvonne's my encourager from now onwards!
yay. i've got someone to catch me when i fall
thanks yvonne! =))
but i dunno whats wrong with her today.
so cheekyy lar.
whole day wanna molest my ears.
hahaha ;) i know its fat and soft la
but that doesnt give u the power to touch hor!
haha so damn ticklish.
hhurhurhur.
burning sensation (censored)
yadayada.
common tests is in about 1 week's time!
goodness.
i havent even started revising at all!
LYNETTE!!! YOU'RE DEAD! =/
im getting really worried abt my studies la.
cos everyone seeem to be improving.
unlike me. STAGNANT.
actually its not stagnant.
its taking a plunge.
bahhh. i wanna do well lehs :(
sigh.
i think its so funny being a pres.
haha its lik ple seem me den tuck in shirt
quoted by yinxi.
haha. that power within me.
and i think its pretty hilarious.
cos ple seem to knwo my name when i duno dem.
so when they approach me
and talk to me,
i'll get a shock.
cos in the first plc,
i dun even know who they are.
haha. kinda freaky lar.
but lynette must be sociable(:
grins-
im talking rot today...
my classmates keep teasing me today.
say i look at JASON!!!
the jue dui superstar that guy.
oh my goodness lar.
compliment or insult?
i dunno =/
but to look like a guy when im a girl
is kind of weirdddd.
haha but TANIA says im cuter!
(after much persuasion) -winks.
gen says he look like my brother too!
at least that's not too bad wat.
guy look lik guy.
haha i dun look like JASON alright!
laurel's carebear.
haha so hilarious.
ohwell.
enough of mockery pleaseee.
hmm rugby rocks.
i want more :D
that feeling of running is back!
and i caught a pass from the other grp
as in i ran up and caught the rugby ball!!!
haha i bet no one understands.
but it was ubber PRO hor.
haha and i heard meena or iswarya saying:
oh. where did she come from!?
haha so funneh.
ohwells (:
im going to fail tmrw's e maths test :/
i dun wan to get back physics tmrw =/
hahahahahahaha.
cos im being praised today!
tralalala.
mrs goh and sir said good things about me ok!
not trying to be ego
but its a fact (:
-grins.
no lah, but im taking their words as an encouragement.
really, im trying to forget all those stress im facing
cos i know i must be STRONG
yes, so yvonne's my encourager from now onwards!
yay. i've got someone to catch me when i fall
thanks yvonne! =))
but i dunno whats wrong with her today.
so cheekyy lar.
whole day wanna molest my ears.
hahaha ;) i know its fat and soft la
but that doesnt give u the power to touch hor!
haha so damn ticklish.
hhurhurhur.
burning sensation (censored)
yadayada.
common tests is in about 1 week's time!
goodness.
i havent even started revising at all!
LYNETTE!!! YOU'RE DEAD! =/
im getting really worried abt my studies la.
cos everyone seeem to be improving.
unlike me. STAGNANT.
actually its not stagnant.
its taking a plunge.
bahhh. i wanna do well lehs :(
sigh.
i think its so funny being a pres.
haha its lik ple seem me den tuck in shirt
quoted by yinxi.
haha. that power within me.
and i think its pretty hilarious.
cos ple seem to knwo my name when i duno dem.
so when they approach me
and talk to me,
i'll get a shock.
cos in the first plc,
i dun even know who they are.
haha. kinda freaky lar.
but lynette must be sociable(:
grins-
im talking rot today...
my classmates keep teasing me today.
say i look at JASON!!!
the jue dui superstar that guy.
oh my goodness lar.
compliment or insult?
i dunno =/
but to look like a guy when im a girl
is kind of weirdddd.
haha but TANIA says im cuter!
(after much persuasion) -winks.
gen says he look like my brother too!
at least that's not too bad wat.
guy look lik guy.
haha i dun look like JASON alright!
laurel's carebear.
haha so hilarious.
ohwell.
enough of mockery pleaseee.
hmm rugby rocks.
i want more :D
that feeling of running is back!
and i caught a pass from the other grp
as in i ran up and caught the rugby ball!!!
haha i bet no one understands.
but it was ubber PRO hor.
haha and i heard meena or iswarya saying:
oh. where did she come from!?
haha so funneh.
ohwells (:
im going to fail tmrw's e maths test :/
i dun wan to get back physics tmrw =/
the girl next door;
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