my dirty little secrets.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
its the last day of 2005 already.
this year had gone by really quickly.
ups and downs ive encountered.
some bad memories that will stay forever.
sec 3 sure was tough.
and i cant imagine the stress next yr.
i want to stay in lower sec.
those carefree days.
full of smiles all days.
and now, all has changed.
better of worst?
i cant say.
but from what i know of.
i've changed.
friends tell me i should smile more.
but am i not trying to?
i look stern at school?
fine, perhaps so.
u cant expect me to smile all day long.
and look like some retard right.
next yr, i will try.
try not to frown.
i dun want to create the impression im dao.
or arrogant just cos of that.
and it all boils down to my fault.
those spams on my tag board.
its really irritating me!
i read it over and over again.
and started crying.
i dunno why but it hurt me alot.
i felt bad.
bad that i was such a person to others.
and im pretty certain that person is my friend.
someone who prob have interacted wit me b4.
but i, not knowing her real identity.
so ive gotta continue living in suspense.
at school, it may be anyone.
how?
i dun under stand why such things must always happen.
and once sum body starts
it gets going and going.
and things turn ugly.
im really affected by all these nonsense.
maybe it aint nonsense.
its probably the truth about me.
guess i really gotta do sum soul-searching.
the last day just had to end of like that.
i dunno if its really a fact.
that me trying to show off my commitments.
when im alr struggling to keep things going!
am i really that sort of a leader?!?!
i rather not be it.
than to lose more friends.
but on the other hand.
i know they are others who care for me..
who helped defend me when such things happen.
yahh but i think im suchan ass.
off the dunno how many ple using blogger.
it had to be me.
and if i was really nice,
it wldnt have been like that.
yeah, and when such things happen.
do u still expect me to caryy a smile?
its really hard to force that smile.
i wld b lying if i said i din care.
last night, i thought abt so many things.
i took 2 whole hours just to get to sleep.
i was thinking of friends.
all these while when i was down,
i realised i din have anyone to confide to.
maybe in lower sec i did.
but times have changed and so have i.
i dont like talking.
so things dont get out of me.
its all stuck in me.
and when i wanna let it out..
i just let those thots ransack thru my head.
yah this feeling is terrible.
i dont like it really....
i know its no point thinking abt this.
but yahh.
somehow just feel up not up to the standard.
but well, 2006 is going to be a new yr.
and i wanna put those unhappiness behind.
hopefully those tags can be stopped by today.
but who knows.
if im really so bad,
i guess this can last forever...
shall think of how to make 2006 a better yr.
reduce workload.
dont be a good girl.
scrimp and save.
sigh i cant think anymore.
its so hard to forget those rubbish.
but seriously.
i hope 2006 will be more memorable.
as in the positive side.
its only 6 months b4 we step down.
and i aint sure if we've reached our goal
to leave a lasting legacy.
cos last night, i had a nitemare aft i got to slp.
it was during dedication ceremony.
and i was supposed to lead in the students creed
[ms seah alr informed me abt it]
and when i went up the stage.
i realised i forgoten to bring the creed.
and panic struck all of us.
ms siah din have a photocopied one.
so no back up.
mrs yeo was helping me to search for it.
and i alr broke into tears.
went running arnd the school compound.
and at tht time,
somehow i din know where our classroom was.
cos i wanted to search in my bag.
yeahh so class by class i went.
and all was locked!
gosh, it was so freaky tht i woke up in cold sweat!
yeah 3 times in the middle of the night.
it was so realistic.
the entire scene.
i better not let it come through.
on 5 jan,
im gonna make sure its in my bag.
i cant afford to screw up tht day..
yahh i dunno why i even have tht night mare.
it was just too scary.
but im going to try.
to try and forget bad things tht occurred this yr.
i wanna be strong lahh.
not emotional anymore.
pouts.
its an aim so hard to achieve..
=(
HAPPY NEW YEAR (=
nicole's coming back today midnight :D
this year had gone by really quickly.
ups and downs ive encountered.
some bad memories that will stay forever.
sec 3 sure was tough.
and i cant imagine the stress next yr.
i want to stay in lower sec.
those carefree days.
full of smiles all days.
and now, all has changed.
better of worst?
i cant say.
but from what i know of.
i've changed.
friends tell me i should smile more.
but am i not trying to?
i look stern at school?
fine, perhaps so.
u cant expect me to smile all day long.
and look like some retard right.
next yr, i will try.
try not to frown.
i dun want to create the impression im dao.
or arrogant just cos of that.
and it all boils down to my fault.
those spams on my tag board.
its really irritating me!
i read it over and over again.
and started crying.
i dunno why but it hurt me alot.
i felt bad.
bad that i was such a person to others.
and im pretty certain that person is my friend.
someone who prob have interacted wit me b4.
but i, not knowing her real identity.
so ive gotta continue living in suspense.
at school, it may be anyone.
how?
i dun under stand why such things must always happen.
and once sum body starts
it gets going and going.
and things turn ugly.
im really affected by all these nonsense.
maybe it aint nonsense.
its probably the truth about me.
guess i really gotta do sum soul-searching.
the last day just had to end of like that.
i dunno if its really a fact.
that me trying to show off my commitments.
when im alr struggling to keep things going!
am i really that sort of a leader?!?!
i rather not be it.
than to lose more friends.
but on the other hand.
i know they are others who care for me..
who helped defend me when such things happen.
yahh but i think im suchan ass.
off the dunno how many ple using blogger.
it had to be me.
and if i was really nice,
it wldnt have been like that.
yeah, and when such things happen.
do u still expect me to caryy a smile?
its really hard to force that smile.
i wld b lying if i said i din care.
last night, i thought abt so many things.
i took 2 whole hours just to get to sleep.
i was thinking of friends.
all these while when i was down,
i realised i din have anyone to confide to.
maybe in lower sec i did.
but times have changed and so have i.
i dont like talking.
so things dont get out of me.
its all stuck in me.
and when i wanna let it out..
i just let those thots ransack thru my head.
yah this feeling is terrible.
i dont like it really....
i know its no point thinking abt this.
but yahh.
somehow just feel up not up to the standard.
but well, 2006 is going to be a new yr.
and i wanna put those unhappiness behind.
hopefully those tags can be stopped by today.
but who knows.
if im really so bad,
i guess this can last forever...
shall think of how to make 2006 a better yr.
reduce workload.
dont be a good girl.
scrimp and save.
sigh i cant think anymore.
its so hard to forget those rubbish.
but seriously.
i hope 2006 will be more memorable.
as in the positive side.
its only 6 months b4 we step down.
and i aint sure if we've reached our goal
to leave a lasting legacy.
cos last night, i had a nitemare aft i got to slp.
it was during dedication ceremony.
and i was supposed to lead in the students creed
[ms seah alr informed me abt it]
and when i went up the stage.
i realised i forgoten to bring the creed.
and panic struck all of us.
ms siah din have a photocopied one.
so no back up.
mrs yeo was helping me to search for it.
and i alr broke into tears.
went running arnd the school compound.
and at tht time,
somehow i din know where our classroom was.
cos i wanted to search in my bag.
yeahh so class by class i went.
and all was locked!
gosh, it was so freaky tht i woke up in cold sweat!
yeah 3 times in the middle of the night.
it was so realistic.
the entire scene.
i better not let it come through.
on 5 jan,
im gonna make sure its in my bag.
i cant afford to screw up tht day..
yahh i dunno why i even have tht night mare.
it was just too scary.
but im going to try.
to try and forget bad things tht occurred this yr.
i wanna be strong lahh.
not emotional anymore.
pouts.
its an aim so hard to achieve..
=(
HAPPY NEW YEAR (=
nicole's coming back today midnight :D
the girl next door;
Thursday, December 29, 2005
okay im back from kl (:
it was a nice trip.
shopping was great!
haha i bought quite alot of things.
mostly apparels.
brands that dun exist in spore.
but i din really like the environment.
yahh got me easily irritated.
and the whole holiday was pretty boring.
just imagine 4 days of shopping ONLY.
haha finally i got tired of shopping.
so the last day at indoor theme park was fun (=
altho we only spent an hour there.
worst thing that happened there:
my brother was diagnosed with CHICKEN POX!!!!!!
it was so irritating cos he was so grouchy.
but well, cant be blamed.
he got it from my cousin,
who passed it to his sis and maid.
haha bet im going to be the next target =/
i'll be lying if i said im not worried.
those spots all over your body
the itch.
ahhhhh i really dun wanna get it.
besides, school's reopening soon.
and if i get it,
14 days mc!!!
i will have to miss lessons,
orientation,
dedication ceremony,
campfire.
haiyoh, i really dont want to get.
the HORRORS OF CHICKEN POX!
i wonder what will happen if i miss lessons?
my work neglected?
haha was just thinking whtr ive got gd friends to rely on.
pouts..
why do i always get put down during my highest point.
=(
humble?
it was a nice trip.
shopping was great!
haha i bought quite alot of things.
mostly apparels.
brands that dun exist in spore.
but i din really like the environment.
yahh got me easily irritated.
and the whole holiday was pretty boring.
just imagine 4 days of shopping ONLY.
haha finally i got tired of shopping.
so the last day at indoor theme park was fun (=
altho we only spent an hour there.
worst thing that happened there:
my brother was diagnosed with CHICKEN POX!!!!!!
it was so irritating cos he was so grouchy.
but well, cant be blamed.
he got it from my cousin,
who passed it to his sis and maid.
haha bet im going to be the next target =/
i'll be lying if i said im not worried.
those spots all over your body
the itch.
ahhhhh i really dun wanna get it.
besides, school's reopening soon.
and if i get it,
14 days mc!!!
i will have to miss lessons,
orientation,
dedication ceremony,
campfire.
haiyoh, i really dont want to get.
the HORRORS OF CHICKEN POX!
i wonder what will happen if i miss lessons?
my work neglected?
haha was just thinking whtr ive got gd friends to rely on.
pouts..
why do i always get put down during my highest point.
=(
humble?
the girl next door;
Saturday, December 24, 2005
just finished watching a 2 hr long video
on my sis's wedding.
nice :)
its been 2 weeks alr.
how fast i must say..
but we met up with her today.
shopping!!!!
haha and ended up speding alot of $$
just like wat we're gg t do the next few days ;)
and i met mrs heng wit yuani.
heehee..
update on registration 2005.
okay it started off BADLY
i tell u, i was almost on the verge of breaking down
when the bookshop aunty was so fierce.
i guess everyone were pretty apprehensive
whtr the new system regarding the queue for bookshop
will be successful or not.
well, bcos we missed out a minor part
abt informing the parents abt the procedings.
it led to a mass confrontration.
i hope that incident wld not have tarnish the image of crescent.
i felt bad seriously,
but i guess all those guilt disappeared after a while..
it was much for fun talking to parents ;)
well, i went alone rendering help.
since there wasnt a specific duty for me.
the first couple i served was great talking to!
haha it was such a coincidence tht their daughter is from rgps too!!
haha and for the first time in my life,
a handful of parents praised me on my good english.
haha they were like telling me my eng was good.
and i was like stunned!!
haah my written exams is a C5!
well, perhaps those consultations
i;ve been constantly gg for helped.
it brought me more confidence when i speak too.
haha it really made my day.
and when i told my parents tht at night.
my mum said:
"i hope one day i see my daughter's photo in front of crescent's foyer"
and my dad added:
"how nice if she was a member of the parliament"
haha high expectations from my parents yah?
i guess only time will prove if these goals are reachable ;))
im really happy with the fantastic family i have.
always encouraging me
and supporting me throughout these times.
even though my father's the one who always suan me
and call me the most 'bo chap' child among th 3,
i guess ultimately,
he's the one i wanna thank the most.
well my mum too.
more caring though.
haha yeah i just love my family :D
haha so merry christmas to all!!
my your remaining holidays be filled with fun and freedom!
before the school term starts!
bless you :)
on my sis's wedding.
nice :)
its been 2 weeks alr.
how fast i must say..
but we met up with her today.
shopping!!!!
haha and ended up speding alot of $$
just like wat we're gg t do the next few days ;)
and i met mrs heng wit yuani.
heehee..
update on registration 2005.
okay it started off BADLY
i tell u, i was almost on the verge of breaking down
when the bookshop aunty was so fierce.
i guess everyone were pretty apprehensive
whtr the new system regarding the queue for bookshop
will be successful or not.
well, bcos we missed out a minor part
abt informing the parents abt the procedings.
it led to a mass confrontration.
i hope that incident wld not have tarnish the image of crescent.
i felt bad seriously,
but i guess all those guilt disappeared after a while..
it was much for fun talking to parents ;)
well, i went alone rendering help.
since there wasnt a specific duty for me.
the first couple i served was great talking to!
haha it was such a coincidence tht their daughter is from rgps too!!
haha and for the first time in my life,
a handful of parents praised me on my good english.
haha they were like telling me my eng was good.
and i was like stunned!!
haah my written exams is a C5!
well, perhaps those consultations
i;ve been constantly gg for helped.
it brought me more confidence when i speak too.
haha it really made my day.
and when i told my parents tht at night.
my mum said:
"i hope one day i see my daughter's photo in front of crescent's foyer"
and my dad added:
"how nice if she was a member of the parliament"
haha high expectations from my parents yah?
i guess only time will prove if these goals are reachable ;))
im really happy with the fantastic family i have.
always encouraging me
and supporting me throughout these times.
even though my father's the one who always suan me
and call me the most 'bo chap' child among th 3,
i guess ultimately,
he's the one i wanna thank the most.
well my mum too.
more caring though.
haha yeah i just love my family :D
haha so merry christmas to all!!
my your remaining holidays be filled with fun and freedom!
before the school term starts!
bless you :)
the girl next door;
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
just put down the phone wit a parent
who apparently,
the daughter is coming to crescent.
haha she got my no, thru my laoshi..
yahh half an hour on the phone wit her.
promoting crescent?
well i dunno if i was.
just answered her questions as truthfully as possible.
at least she sounds satisfied with my explanation.
and i dunno why.
but she commented i sounded like sec 1 or 2 at most =/
heh and jus a discrimination agnst track.
but nvm. i shant take it to heart.
not many like track anyway...
haha i wonder if i wld chance upon her on fri.
but she wld lik me to see to her abt th sch agn..
yahh i hope her daughter likes crez ;)
i dunno why but lately e1's talkin to me abt aft sec 4.
today my tuition tcher asked me abt my choice.
jc or poly.
and i answered jc.
and i dunno what her rxn meant.
but she seemed to be discouraging me from gg jc.
i guess its jus the lack of confidence in me.
she told me the genral paper is very difficult.
and wit my poor understanding in world affairs.
i\ll probably die in jc.
cos my english apparently sucks.
well it was pretty hurting when she said it.
last friday when i met mrlin.
he was encouraging me to go cjc.
he had great hopes for me.
he told me my potential to go far in life..
and now comes my tuition tcher.
who says poly is a better route for me =/
but ive got less than one more yr to prove my ability.
less than one more yr to improve my eng.
possible?!
i want to go into jc but wat she said put me down.
i asked my parents and obv,
they wanted me to go jc too.
so how?
right now, i guess i shant think so much.
and just focus to do well..
but sigh, its really tough :(
hate my hair now.
not short not long.
looks too weird :/
its all in a mess.
just like my life.
pouts-
im only loookin 4ward to xmas.
and my kl trip ;))
who apparently,
the daughter is coming to crescent.
haha she got my no, thru my laoshi..
yahh half an hour on the phone wit her.
promoting crescent?
well i dunno if i was.
just answered her questions as truthfully as possible.
at least she sounds satisfied with my explanation.
and i dunno why.
but she commented i sounded like sec 1 or 2 at most =/
heh and jus a discrimination agnst track.
but nvm. i shant take it to heart.
not many like track anyway...
haha i wonder if i wld chance upon her on fri.
but she wld lik me to see to her abt th sch agn..
yahh i hope her daughter likes crez ;)
i dunno why but lately e1's talkin to me abt aft sec 4.
today my tuition tcher asked me abt my choice.
jc or poly.
and i answered jc.
and i dunno what her rxn meant.
but she seemed to be discouraging me from gg jc.
i guess its jus the lack of confidence in me.
she told me the genral paper is very difficult.
and wit my poor understanding in world affairs.
i\ll probably die in jc.
cos my english apparently sucks.
well it was pretty hurting when she said it.
last friday when i met mrlin.
he was encouraging me to go cjc.
he had great hopes for me.
he told me my potential to go far in life..
and now comes my tuition tcher.
who says poly is a better route for me =/
but ive got less than one more yr to prove my ability.
less than one more yr to improve my eng.
possible?!
i want to go into jc but wat she said put me down.
i asked my parents and obv,
they wanted me to go jc too.
so how?
right now, i guess i shant think so much.
and just focus to do well..
but sigh, its really tough :(
hate my hair now.
not short not long.
looks too weird :/
its all in a mess.
just like my life.
pouts-
im only loookin 4ward to xmas.
and my kl trip ;))
the girl next door;
Sunday, December 18, 2005
had to redo the entire duty list
cos the one alysha did was not right.
yahh it took up so much of my time.
and im so panic now.
tried calling my grp members rgd my project bk,
but i just cant get any one of them!
and worst still,
tues the presentation so i wanna know how they;re progressing!
ahhh and none of them replied my sms.
im so worried they have yet to complete it.
haiyoh i dunno if im too paranoid.
well, they should b responsible enough to arrrange the meetings.
but as an in charge,
i think i ought to assist them.
but sadly, they're all not home or anytg!
freak.
today's spc treasure hunt was not bad.
but im beginning to be so lazy.
no mood to blog lately.
so i shall spare the details..
2more weeks of hol.
-cries-.
i dun wanna go back to school!=(
but im going to kl next week!
thats the only thing which im excited abt.
haha ;)
cos the one alysha did was not right.
yahh it took up so much of my time.
and im so panic now.
tried calling my grp members rgd my project bk,
but i just cant get any one of them!
and worst still,
tues the presentation so i wanna know how they;re progressing!
ahhh and none of them replied my sms.
im so worried they have yet to complete it.
haiyoh i dunno if im too paranoid.
well, they should b responsible enough to arrrange the meetings.
but as an in charge,
i think i ought to assist them.
but sadly, they're all not home or anytg!
freak.
today's spc treasure hunt was not bad.
but im beginning to be so lazy.
no mood to blog lately.
so i shall spare the details..
2more weeks of hol.
-cries-.
i dun wanna go back to school!=(
but im going to kl next week!
thats the only thing which im excited abt.
haha ;)
the girl next door;
Thursday, December 15, 2005
i hate studying pls.
its so damn boring! arghs.
and today like my only free day this hol..
haha so i've gotta quickly finish up all my hw!
tmr go dinner with my uncle from china.
he's coming to sleep at my house!!!!
which means my brother's moving to my rm tmr!!!
nightmare for me
but dream come true for him.
hmpff-
i was just getting used to sleeping all by myself!
arghs, but nvm.
i wanna decorate my room.
heh its so plain and messy now.
=(
miaoqun left for korea alr!
no more trng partner for me!
and wost of all, i'll be th oly sc3 yet agn.
most of thm on hol.
and those in spore dowanna come =(
how misersble pls.
but im proud of myself.
2km*5 yest.
haha altho i only did 4 sets, its 8km!
hahahah trying to fight tt mentality of mine.
cos coach says its too weak.
haha i must be optimistic! =)
its so damn boring! arghs.
and today like my only free day this hol..
haha so i've gotta quickly finish up all my hw!
tmr go dinner with my uncle from china.
he's coming to sleep at my house!!!!
which means my brother's moving to my rm tmr!!!
nightmare for me
but dream come true for him.
hmpff-
i was just getting used to sleeping all by myself!
arghs, but nvm.
i wanna decorate my room.
heh its so plain and messy now.
=(
miaoqun left for korea alr!
no more trng partner for me!
and wost of all, i'll be th oly sc3 yet agn.
most of thm on hol.
and those in spore dowanna come =(
how misersble pls.
but im proud of myself.
2km*5 yest.
haha altho i only did 4 sets, its 8km!
hahahah trying to fight tt mentality of mine.
cos coach says its too weak.
haha i must be optimistic! =)
the girl next door;
Monday, December 12, 2005
my brother, uncle from china and me!
haha i look bad though =/
the girl next door;
my sister and anthony =))
the girl next door;
me and my brother.
the girl next door;
swisotel reception table
yingqi, me, auntie julia
the girl next door;
swissotel stamford ballroom
nice place huh.
the girl next door;
i've gotta update abt jie's wedding.
it was rocking FUN!!! =))
haha.lets start from the morning.
i had to wake up at 5am.
which was very early.
(i dont even wake up so early to go sch!)
haha so got changed and did my hair n makeup.
jiemei arrived at 6 plus
to get ready the stuff for tekan session!
haha they were so evil to th xiongdi!
haha so when anthony n xd arrived aft 7am.
it was their doom!!!
firstly, they had to jump to the pool to find 9 majong tiles.
hahaha only 2 brave men volunteered to go down.
the others din wanna wet their suits.
haha. and when they returned to my house.
another challenge!!
wear white ppr underwear and sing "i love barney"
so hilarious! =DDD
haha and they had to shake their butts.
i was peeping thru the peephole since i wasnt allowed outside.
ant ltr had to use his mouth to write
"i love lolli" on this other guy butt.
hahahahahahaha. so amusing;)
the final part of the tekan session was food tasting!
but obv the jiemei werent so nice.
suan tian ku la.
lemon juice with vinegar. digusting!!!!
followed by rock sugar.
haha they cld hardly bite it!
raw bittergourd.
they gave the excuse it cldnt be eaten!
but duh they had to force it down.
hahaha lastly the spicy was the worst!!!
wasabi with chilli padi.
wrapped with popiah skin.
it sure was hot.
one guy even vomitted! hahaaha.
thank goodness i wasnt one of his xiongdi :)
but i must say they're very sporty!
so finally, the got thru the gate crashing part.
and in came the groom who had to do a jj lin rap.
hahaha imagine him wearing suit and rapping!
so funnny. haha.
then signed contract for jie.
3 of the terms were kinda funny.
-you're always right.
-my money is yours, but yours is for u to keep.
-anything you want, i'll buy it for you.
[haha so the next day antz spent 80 on jie's clothes]
yahh there was even an authorization slip to bring my sis out!
haha lynn is so creative (:
after all that hassle,
the groom finally succeed to gain the bride's hand...
it was only after i opened the door
did i see MR WONG!!!!! =/
it was so awkward lahh.
haha and the whole day he kept making fun of me.
so i din dare look at him.
tsktsk..
i realised he's name is chee wai.
so funny. haha.
and this other xiongdi knows ms pham!
hehe the world's so small..
okay so went to labrador park take photos..
saw so many wedding cars tht day.
i think abt 17.
sucha lucky day ;)
back to antz house for tea ceremony.
our.b4 the mers came to fecth us to swissotel..
the evening passed by reallyquickly..
and there wasnt really mich actually..
by 7pm, we were down at reception table.
haha i tell u, my make up was so thick!!
it was changed my face colour to white!!!!
haha but i was pleased with my hairdo..
haha everyone commented i look lik my sister!!
haha sweet looking ;)
and pretty. i was so flattered...
but the make up made my complexion worst than ever!
haha one of my aunty was so frank!
she said i look like 18 yrs old cos of my make up.
poutsss, but i din let tt affect my mood.
haha cos im happy for my jie.
she was gorgeous =D
the stamford ballroom was so grand.
it was like so posh and everything..
haha yup and the food was fantastic!!!
eveyone commented the portion being too bigg.
haha but nice =))
it was all over by twelve.
long day.
certainly memorable..
shall upload some photos to friendster or here ltr.
haha the others must wait for the photographer to give us.
yupp so fun to get married ;)
the girl next door;
Thursday, December 08, 2005
i just came back from manicure :))
haha so now i;ve got pretty pink fingers!
haha but just as i was doing us my hair
some of it got scratched =/
argh. going back tmr to do pedicure
hopefully they can help me touch up :DD
haha im so excited for jie's wedding!
gosh 2 more days!!!!
wheeeee.
but i hate my evening gown.
seriously, its not as nice =X
cos they changed the design.
so its very very plain.
poutts.. hope i will still look nice ;)
went for fitting today for the last time..
gosh they put damn big padding inside.
so now my figure is like WOW!
haha even miaoqun says so!
hope i dont get mocked at by my relatives..
jie gg to put sticker for me so wun zaokeng ;)
haha. anyway, today's shopping with miao was GREAT =P
haha im left with 5 cents only!!
haha but miao spent alot more.
hee hee she bought pretty new year clothes.
yahh it was so fun shopping with her.
she kept singing x mas song.
and i felt malu bside her!
haha but at least we were enjoying as we roamed around..
haha first towning.
den bridal boutique.
den lib and bugis.
and we met joanne and yanting there!!!
hohoho. i;ve got pretty dangly earrings to wear liao.
im so happy okay!
haha think i look so feminine with those earrings.
lalalala im sucha happy girl today!
oh oh and nicole darling's back!!! =)))
i missed her like crazzyy.
on tues i wanted to sms her.
cos the greenwave results were in the newspaper./
but jus as i picked up my phone,
i realised she was in shanghai and i was like crap!
cant share with her the results =(
haha so i just scanned thru it myself.
then i rbered she had autoroaming
so can receive my sms.
haha so excitedly i picked up my phone.
haha but i knew the charges were more ex.
so hesitated again.
pouttss =/
but at least now she's back here!!!
haha no wonder my day changed for the better today!
hahahahha. thanks nicole =DD
heh im really in a good mood todayy..
cant wait for jie's wedding.. (:
haha so now i;ve got pretty pink fingers!
haha but just as i was doing us my hair
some of it got scratched =/
argh. going back tmr to do pedicure
hopefully they can help me touch up :DD
haha im so excited for jie's wedding!
gosh 2 more days!!!!
wheeeee.
but i hate my evening gown.
seriously, its not as nice =X
cos they changed the design.
so its very very plain.
poutts.. hope i will still look nice ;)
went for fitting today for the last time..
gosh they put damn big padding inside.
so now my figure is like WOW!
haha even miaoqun says so!
hope i dont get mocked at by my relatives..
jie gg to put sticker for me so wun zaokeng ;)
haha. anyway, today's shopping with miao was GREAT =P
haha im left with 5 cents only!!
haha but miao spent alot more.
hee hee she bought pretty new year clothes.
yahh it was so fun shopping with her.
she kept singing x mas song.
and i felt malu bside her!
haha but at least we were enjoying as we roamed around..
haha first towning.
den bridal boutique.
den lib and bugis.
and we met joanne and yanting there!!!
hohoho. i;ve got pretty dangly earrings to wear liao.
im so happy okay!
haha think i look so feminine with those earrings.
lalalala im sucha happy girl today!
oh oh and nicole darling's back!!! =)))
i missed her like crazzyy.
on tues i wanted to sms her.
cos the greenwave results were in the newspaper./
but jus as i picked up my phone,
i realised she was in shanghai and i was like crap!
cant share with her the results =(
haha so i just scanned thru it myself.
then i rbered she had autoroaming
so can receive my sms.
haha so excitedly i picked up my phone.
haha but i knew the charges were more ex.
so hesitated again.
pouttss =/
but at least now she's back here!!!
haha no wonder my day changed for the better today!
hahahahha. thanks nicole =DD
heh im really in a good mood todayy..
cant wait for jie's wedding.. (:
the girl next door;
Friday, December 02, 2005
boo. im lazy to do tht longg quiz.
maybe some day when i feel like it ;)
harhar im so happy today!!!!
i improved by 9 seconds!!!
harhar at mcritchie boys route.
fine, its just a mere 9 seconds,
but im super happy!
cos i was so afraid to deprove.
haha and i did it!!! wheeeee.
first was 4 minutes.
now 9 seconds.
next trng another few seconds.
and slowly, i'll get better!
haha i think b div x-country team pretty's strong
there's a handful of sec 2s which are good!
and they're gg to help us win those medals!
ooh la la :D
i really hope next year will be glorious.
i hope we can work as a team and strife for the better.
its like suddenly, i feel bonded with the others.
all my years in crescent,
we've been trng separately
and upper sec n lower sec dont mingle.
but at least, there's a distinct change right now.
whereby sec threes are slightly closer to juniors then b4.
its not like i dao u, u dao me.
haha well i guess its just some of us.
at least those who come are making that conscious effort!
and im happy about that too :)
haha i love track once again.
haha. farewell was okay i guess.
maybe it turned out the way i expected to.
each level by its own..
but nvm, its all over.
and i dont wanna harp over it.
well the new track committee has been annoucned.
im happy for that too.
all these while,
everything was either me or felissa.
its pretty taxing and stressful.
and out of the blue,
there're 6 more trackkers supporting me.
sharing my burden.
im so relieved =))
at least now i know, the job can be divided among us.
and i know each and every one of them are commited to track.
haha i like that spirit :)
hopefully, that sense of pride as a trackker remains in their heart!
gosh, my arm's charcoal black while by body's white!=/
maybe some day when i feel like it ;)
harhar im so happy today!!!!
i improved by 9 seconds!!!
harhar at mcritchie boys route.
fine, its just a mere 9 seconds,
but im super happy!
cos i was so afraid to deprove.
haha and i did it!!! wheeeee.
first was 4 minutes.
now 9 seconds.
next trng another few seconds.
and slowly, i'll get better!
haha i think b div x-country team pretty's strong
there's a handful of sec 2s which are good!
and they're gg to help us win those medals!
ooh la la :D
i really hope next year will be glorious.
i hope we can work as a team and strife for the better.
its like suddenly, i feel bonded with the others.
all my years in crescent,
we've been trng separately
and upper sec n lower sec dont mingle.
but at least, there's a distinct change right now.
whereby sec threes are slightly closer to juniors then b4.
its not like i dao u, u dao me.
haha well i guess its just some of us.
at least those who come are making that conscious effort!
and im happy about that too :)
haha i love track once again.
haha. farewell was okay i guess.
maybe it turned out the way i expected to.
each level by its own..
but nvm, its all over.
and i dont wanna harp over it.
well the new track committee has been annoucned.
im happy for that too.
all these while,
everything was either me or felissa.
its pretty taxing and stressful.
and out of the blue,
there're 6 more trackkers supporting me.
sharing my burden.
im so relieved =))
at least now i know, the job can be divided among us.
and i know each and every one of them are commited to track.
haha i like that spirit :)
hopefully, that sense of pride as a trackker remains in their heart!
gosh, my arm's charcoal black while by body's white!=/
the girl next door;
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