my dirty little secrets.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
screwed up my papers today :(
kinda upset.
today is just another ruined day.
even health check up at sgh went wrong.
and my previous entry myseteriously disappeared.
it was the entry on crescentian reunion
and hopes for track!
anyone knows how to restore it?
please let me know!!!
sigh. all in all i am sad.
and scared.
slept the moment i reached home tday.
and i started dreaming of tmr's sports heat.
im really nervous.
not bcos of the race itself.
but rather, im afraid history will repeat itself.
sec 2 sports heat at queenstn was a nightmare.
and i dont want the same tg to happen agn.
at least im not running 4by400m tmr.
so it will not be the same as 2 yrs ago.
but still,
going through it once is enough to scare the daylights out of me.
i dont wanna be sent to the hospital again.
im really really very very scared =/
but i guess, i must overcome this fear!
kinda upset.
today is just another ruined day.
even health check up at sgh went wrong.
and my previous entry myseteriously disappeared.
it was the entry on crescentian reunion
and hopes for track!
anyone knows how to restore it?
please let me know!!!
sigh. all in all i am sad.
and scared.
slept the moment i reached home tday.
and i started dreaming of tmr's sports heat.
im really nervous.
not bcos of the race itself.
but rather, im afraid history will repeat itself.
sec 2 sports heat at queenstn was a nightmare.
and i dont want the same tg to happen agn.
at least im not running 4by400m tmr.
so it will not be the same as 2 yrs ago.
but still,
going through it once is enough to scare the daylights out of me.
i dont wanna be sent to the hospital again.
im really really very very scared =/
but i guess, i must overcome this fear!
the girl next door;
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
im pissed cos of the many things i need to do.
its like this whole pile of work pushed to me.
and whats most irritating.
is some things are not even my job.
i mean if u tell me before hand,
its okay.
but when u push it to me last min.
and tell me do it now.
im like WHAT THE HELL.
im not some kind of robot.
who can do EVERYTHING!!!
got scolded for not eating lunch today.
but i sacrificed my lunch to complete the many tgs.
yet yet its still bad.
where's everyone's understanding!!!
im doing alot alot of things at the expense of my studies.
its getting from bad to worst.
devastation.
feeling fed up. stressed.
just everything.
this is simply ridiculous.
and sat's race.
is smtg, im really afraid of.
its like this whole pile of work pushed to me.
and whats most irritating.
is some things are not even my job.
i mean if u tell me before hand,
its okay.
but when u push it to me last min.
and tell me do it now.
im like WHAT THE HELL.
im not some kind of robot.
who can do EVERYTHING!!!
got scolded for not eating lunch today.
but i sacrificed my lunch to complete the many tgs.
yet yet its still bad.
where's everyone's understanding!!!
im doing alot alot of things at the expense of my studies.
its getting from bad to worst.
devastation.
feeling fed up. stressed.
just everything.
this is simply ridiculous.
and sat's race.
is smtg, im really afraid of.
the girl next door;
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
this is bad.
its the 3rd time im getting sick this yr.
i was sick for more than half of jan.
and today's only the first day of feb.
and im sick AGAIN.
crap. why is my body so weak?
and my immune system is just down down!!!
its very very irritating.
i want to get well.
my competition is next week!
and while everyone is trng now.
im at home resting!!!!
i hate myself seriously.
i wanna go back to the track and run run run!!
it just feels weird coming home after school
instead of going for trng!
sobs-
please let me recuperate soon!
i didnt even eat new year goodies
or drink coke or any sweet drinks!!!
argh-/
i think i should take vit c =/
oh well SIGH.
anyway.
miaoqun, thanks so much for helping out at track tday.
without u, i wun know what to do!!!
yes thanks so much babe ;)
<3
its the 3rd time im getting sick this yr.
i was sick for more than half of jan.
and today's only the first day of feb.
and im sick AGAIN.
crap. why is my body so weak?
and my immune system is just down down!!!
its very very irritating.
i want to get well.
my competition is next week!
and while everyone is trng now.
im at home resting!!!!
i hate myself seriously.
i wanna go back to the track and run run run!!
it just feels weird coming home after school
instead of going for trng!
sobs-
please let me recuperate soon!
i didnt even eat new year goodies
or drink coke or any sweet drinks!!!
argh-/
i think i should take vit c =/
oh well SIGH.
anyway.
miaoqun, thanks so much for helping out at track tday.
without u, i wun know what to do!!!
yes thanks so much babe ;)
<3
the girl next door;
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