NO WORD CAN DESCRIBE THE HAPPINESS IN ME NOW.

this has been and eventful week.
it really was :)
and when i came online today,
after my 2 fun days spent with besties at malacca,
it was joy after joy (=
i was touched deeply by the tags and dedications by
my fellow trackmates.
so im right to say all along
that track's the only thing that can really make me happy.
because once again, THEY managed to spice my life up.
and although i may be stepping down,
i know in my heart that track will always be number 1.
its the friendships made that make my life so colourful.
i really like to thank you all.
for tolerating my bad moods (quite seldom huh!)
and my crappiness! (i wont deny this!)
although i may be serious at times,
but i do fool around with u juniors too!
worst of all, u pple BULLY ME!!!
i'll never forget those times sujean whacks my butt.
or when sec 1 juniors imitate me and say 'ONLY'
its pretty hilarious at the thought of it ;)
but i guess its all this small small tgs that make track so wonderful.
4 years in crescent track.
being a track captain certainly was meaningful.
i dont know if ive created an impact on trackers.
but im sure i did not succeed in creating a legacy.
hopefully, memories with me will not be forgotten!
haha i must bring myself back to when i was only sec 1.
i still rber myself helping cindy with the sec 4 farewell.
and i was asking myself why i was doing so.
when i was only a sec1!
but perhaps all these sacrifices ive made for track.
skipping my recess and lunches to settle admin stuff.
to give out track photos
to complete compeition lists
were all worthwhile.
my contribution may go unrecognised
and that doesnt matter.
because what is more valuable is that ple know all ive done.
they thank me for doing so.
for always being a motivator.
and really, im happy to hear all these coming from my juniors.
they may not respect me,
but at least i know ive fun with them!
its only a short time of 4 months.
but i think i bonded with the sec 1s pretty well.
its the first year the track team's having trng tgt
and im thankful of that (=
we have somewhat achieved team unity.
it may not be obvious to most.
but it is to me.
i saw many changes in track this yr.
esp the attendence! :)
u dunno how happy i was to be marking FULL attendence.
and all these wld not have been possible w/o
you trackkers.
ive got alot to tell each and every one of you.
how much u have changed my life.
its indeed thru track ive become a stronger person.
more determined and self motivated
cindy told me this after xc race on wed:
"im so proud of you! its the first time in 4 yrs
that u did not cry after your race!"
haha yes its true.
before my race, i told myself im going to run my best.
and not shed tears this time round.
and im glad ive achieved that too :D
its all cos of sheer determination tt i pulled thru.
and of course the support of my peers!
i heard them screaming for me towards the end.
which made me finish the race STRONG.
and i liked that feeling ;)
but no more compeititve runs anymore.
ive switched to enouraging trackerss instead! =)
perhaps i will say more to the team tmr.
at my official last trng.
cos i know not everyone read blogss.
heehee. but when time prevails.
i doubt ill have the courage to say tgs out loud.
each time i plan my 'speech'
i never really dare to say it.
haha but we'll see about tt.
whatever it is,
I LOVE YOU TRACKKERS!! <33
and im sure i'll miss all of you too!





someone meant for great things.
this is what carol's sister said of me.
i feel honoured.
but when i told her my ambition,
she was shocked to realise i did not have high aspirations
and it set me thinking
what i really want to achieve in future...