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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

WAH LAO.
whoever is the one who leaked the secret,
please stop it now!
its not even confirmed laa.
so stop spreading the news.
ARGHH.
i pretended i din know a tg
yet now ple kp asking me if it's true.
yeah im MAD.
TSK.


anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LETTUCE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY :)
[one day early]


the girl next door;
4:41 PM



Tuesday, May 30, 2006

why do good things never stay,
yet bad things never leave?

sulks. holidays aint holidays.
ive got tons of homework
and many many lessons.
but then i love studying,
just dislike exams..
hahaha im like comparing etg!
RAHH.
i wanna go shoppping badly!
i wanna SPLURGE.
hahhaha i cant wait for o's to be over.
it will be fast.
but slow too.
hahahha roar.

i miss 2004 :(


the girl next door;
4:39 PM



Monday, May 29, 2006

i wasted my chance.
i screwed up my race.
so dont expect me to be happy.



chinese's over.
yet i dont even feel that the load's been taken off.


the girl next door;
7:55 PM



Friday, May 26, 2006

The final showdown on monday,
its really quite nerve wrecking.
but we should be prepared by now,
after the 2 weeks of intensive.
so we're ALL going for our A1s!
GOOD LUCK TO ALL EXPRESS SEC 4s.
WE CAN DO IT! =)


the girl next door;
2:01 PM



Thursday, May 25, 2006

suddenly became very emotional.
dont ask me why.
after ky n i left macs
and after my long sleep in the bus.
i became preoccupied with many stuff.
set my into deep deep thoughts.
its not just DSA and O's,
there'a alot more im thinking abt.
and as i was blog hopping,
i realised that there are many out there
who are sad sad sad as well.
but yeah, ill be okay very soon :)
at least im pretty satisfied wit my results.
haha altho i said previously i was quite disappointed.
but i was consoled aft getting back my report bk.
cos i told myself tht ill be happy if i improved.
and yeah initially the results itself sucked.
but i improved =)
by 7 positions and 1.6%.
so yeah good sign :)

track girls are having fun at sentosa today=D
missing out alot of fun.
cos i stupidly put myself in sadness.
haha but after trng with them ystd,
it really felt very different.
quite funny when sujean gave me this look to lead stretching.
and ltr fel asked me to lead drills.
sighs. but i cld tell trng has intensified.
i cld see those who are fighting hard,
to really supercede the rest.
while others who still lack the focus.
i know some of u cant take the pressure,
and have the "i hate track now" feeling
and the "i want to quit" thought too.
but hang in there alright?
its only when u work had that u reap what u sow.
the Nats list has alr been confirmed.
those who are not selected,
dont be disheartened.
continue working hard for next yr ok!!
i really DO see the potential in crez track rite now!
=) trng is tough, but it makes you tougher too!!!
keep on breaking ur pB,
n make sure u complete the workout each time.
only then wld u feel tat sense of satisfaction.
and that feeling is really awesome :)
so pls dont give up trackkers!!
i believe all of u wanna excel in track too.
and i see many of u improving!! :)
ple lik mich wong and cindy,
im proud of you too!! :)
yupp so continue working rly hard!
only abt 1+ mth left!
5 times trng a wk is a must must ok.
hardwork pays off :DD
it really does.
now that exams are all over.
put ur heart and soul into track.
and u'll seee the kind of results u wan in Nats.
yeah yeah i have faith in crez track :D
rly do. if not i wldnt have decided to cont wit track.
hahahaha :P
happy,bubbly lynette ;)





my heart belongs to not just one,
but many more.
it strays away easily,
i dont deny.
but fond memories will stay,
throughout all odds.
is the unhappiness that leave,
without a trace.


the girl next door;
4:27 PM



Friday, May 19, 2006

MID YEARS SUCKED.
for me that is.
pretty much disappointed with EVERYTHING
besides e maths,hist and ss.
maybe i cried much more than previous years.
but im jus so devastated seeing all th shit results.
thanks or all those who tried cheering me up.
altho haha i just broke into tears ;)
well all its okay and ive just gotta let go.
i tried to be strong but i guess i failed.
and its sad cos i DID study really hard,
sumhow got undeserving marks
oh well, now's not the time to look back anymore.
we've all gotta move on in life =)
at least many things made my day today.
1) TRAINING. i miss the trackerrs SO much.
there're a cute and nice bunch. hee hee.
2)MS ONG. hahaha. she praised me today.
yay i think she was in a good mood.
she held me and said
"LYNETTE!! IM GOING TO MISS U SO MUCH WHEN U LEAVE!!"
oh man, i was so touched.
cos she 's a teacher afterall ;)
3)COLOURS AWARD. okay this is not a sure thing.
but at least there's a glimmer of hope ;D
4)EIE. i dont really know what's this all abt.
but ten of us from mib got selected. so i guess i should be happy?

haahh yah, i guess in life there're bound to be many failures.
but perhaps all these are just stepping stones to our success.
i wanted to give up today, but i now i know i will not.
i am going to work even harder to achieve my dream.
nothing is impossible, really ;)
all it takes is PERSERVERANCE (:


the girl next door;
7:51 PM



Sunday, May 14, 2006

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY :)


for those who have been bugging me for my sis's weddings photos.
hahah the link is:
http://community.webshots.com/user/antgkk
this is for the night events.
i cant find the link for the morning events
(which is more fun!!)
haha but i will ask my sis agn.
and pls dont come to school and mock at me.
hahha.

i learnt to keep myself happy.
and not be affected by some ARGH ple.




if you want me to be there for u,
pls ask yourself if u ever been there for me.
call me stone hearted if u wish,
cos u hurt me SO many more times.
and you dont even know.


the girl next door;
12:00 PM



Thursday, May 11, 2006

i lack something which my brother has.
CONFIDENCE.
he is worlds apart from me.
today is his last day of exams
and of course he's happy :D
but the thing is,
he exude so much confidence
i stimes wonder where he gotten the genes from.
=/ my parents arent like that!
him: yay i finished my exams alr!!!
me: hahaha i finished ystd!:P
him: wah, if i cant get all A1s, shiok ah!
me: haha aiya..
him: i target to get 80+ for average.
me: so high?!? A1 doesnt mean 80+ leh
him: but i think subjects like physical sci can get arnd 90+ so will pull up.
me: are u kidding?!?

u see for yourself.
he's so confident of himself tht i dont dare put him down!
the fact that he played the com half the time during exams
made me feel he's so uhm unprepared?
and the day b4 exams he just treat it liek any other day.
i felt like FORCING him to study.
haha but yet at the end of the exams
he come and say exams quite good.
oh my goodness
for the kind of effort he put in,
he still expects so high.
while me on the other hand,
dont even dare think abt getting all A1
like hello, it so unrealistic!
i mean this mid yrs
i worked doubly hard for it.
really planned a timetable b4hand
to ensure i finish studying.
and it was good.
cos i managed to slp at 10 w/o fail each night
haha so proud of myself.
but then agn, when the results come out.
i know ill end up feeling disappointed.
u see, that's why i say i lack so much confidence!!
oh well.
IF i do well for my mid yrs, and get below 14
i will be OVERJOYED :P
and ill say tht my efforts have truly paid off :)
haha well i guess ill just have to wait and see..

2 more weeks to chinese o's =/
its kind of SCARY.
mid yrs just ended
then chinese intensive starts already.
gosh.
but i think the chi teachers are rly working hard for us
to make sure we're very good
by the time o levels come
and im very grateful to have such dedicated teachers.
hahah WE'LL WORK HARD!!!


the girl next door;
6:07 PM



Wednesday, May 10, 2006

OH MAN.
its pretty hard to belive exams are alr over.
i mean its like,
i felt as though it just started?
haha. im so happpy it over.
i FINALLY get to take a break ;)

went out with nic, miao, uu.
aqua marine is very very nice =)
the scenes keep flashing in my head.
haha it feels so good to go out to relax.
so long since ive enjoyed myself.

highlight of the day:
TRACK FAREWELL PARTY.
i dunno why,
but i had alot of funny feelings at the stw=/
i felt very touched by etg.
really when ms ong flashed the slide on me n mq.
and said i was a 'walking pda'
altho she told me tht b4,
its like i felt very very touched yet agn.
and when the trackerss clapped,
i dunno why too,
i was very very touched.
perhaps to others, its just a clap
but yet to me,
those claps meant alot.
very significant
it felt like they were thanking me?
or i dunno how to put it.
bt yah, i rly was abt to cry.
and my face was DAMN red.
and when wt asked me if i was crying.
i openly denied =/
haha im rly gg to miss track ALOt.
i hope we have a proper farwell at the end of the yr.
its like 3.5 yrs of service and commitment of track.
really, it was pure sweat.
i can vividly recall all those that happened
as a captain.
those up and downs i went thru.
sure it was a tough time,
but im rly proud that i managed to fight thru etg
STRONG.
now that the battle has come to an end
i must admit,
i am feeling pretty upset.
i dont mind getting all stressed cos of track.
as in, i just love it all the same.
its one part of my life
that now its missing, i dont feel good at all:(
in fact i feel very sore.
i made the MOST friendships in track.
and those dear to me are mostly frm track.
everyone has impacted my life one way or another.
i rly cant imagine life without track.
ahhh thinking of all those sweet sweet memories really makes me sad.
those trngs.
those scoldings.
SMU
QUEENSTN
TURF CITY
rahhh.
and so many others..
but im glad i ended off track nice and well.
whtr anot i join next yr,
i dont know.
but i know the passion for crez track will never fade away.
trng resumes on monday.
i think the atmosphere will be different.
haha clara says no more nagging from me
HMPF.
yes just want to say.
I WILL MISS TRACK
I AM ALREADY MISSING THE TRACKERS
:(

clara!!! im very very happy we sat down and talk today.
one half hour lehh =))
its been eons since we last talked.
haha actually i realised we never sat down and talk b4!
hahaha so it was time well spent today =)
dont miss my nagging k.
hahah. no more chance to bully me
or call me stupid anymore :P
haahha but dont worry,
ill still be your listening ear ;)

sujean and amanda.
thanks so much for the cookies (:
havent eaten it yet. haha
cos the packaging very nice.
hahaha thanks ok!
i appreciated ur thoughts!
cont trng hard =))

mingxuan!! hahaha ur hug almost make me cry ok!
hee hee but thanks all the same.
dont miss me ;)

and to the track committee members:
thanks for planning todays farewell.
it may be short,
but SWEET.
thanks for the presents too =)
really pretty. haha.
lead the team well alright?
i believe in all of you ple :)


the girl next door;
8:59 PM




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