my dirty little secrets.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
DISAPPOINTED.
chinese o's was kind of bad =(
the topic was so unexpected.
smtg abt arts and music.
gahh. im very sad now.
sigh etg can simply be ruined in a few mins.
i hope my A1 is still secured.
somehow..
but yah, it's rly upsetting
cos depsite my practice,
the oral was still bad.
oh wells...
im really worried for investiture.
every night i lay in bed
thinking abt the progress each day.
and only disappointed to find there isnt any.
i know ple tell me not to be stressed over this.
cos after all,
the new exco is supposedly in charge.
but till the day we settle the proceedings,
i really will not be a ease.
somehow i hope they can meet up more often,
to settle etg.
haiyahs, this is really worrying:(
chinese o's was kind of bad =(
the topic was so unexpected.
smtg abt arts and music.
gahh. im very sad now.
sigh etg can simply be ruined in a few mins.
i hope my A1 is still secured.
somehow..
but yah, it's rly upsetting
cos depsite my practice,
the oral was still bad.
oh wells...
im really worried for investiture.
every night i lay in bed
thinking abt the progress each day.
and only disappointed to find there isnt any.
i know ple tell me not to be stressed over this.
cos after all,
the new exco is supposedly in charge.
but till the day we settle the proceedings,
i really will not be a ease.
somehow i hope they can meet up more often,
to settle etg.
haiyahs, this is really worrying:(
the girl next door;
Monday, June 26, 2006
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS BAD.
1. Lessons began promptly at 9.30.
2. I was still in the holiday mood.
3. I had an emtremely bad headache.
4. I dozed off during physics.
5. I went down to stadium at 3.05pm
only to find none of the trackers there.
6. Straits Times publisher called me
and i could not answer the questions well.
7. I can't find my ss ppt notes.
8. There's mass run tmr.
so the first day of school was just terrible.
probably cause of my stupid headache.
and the excruciating heat made matters worst.
1. Lessons began promptly at 9.30.
2. I was still in the holiday mood.
3. I had an emtremely bad headache.
4. I dozed off during physics.
5. I went down to stadium at 3.05pm
only to find none of the trackers there.
6. Straits Times publisher called me
and i could not answer the questions well.
7. I can't find my ss ppt notes.
8. There's mass run tmr.
so the first day of school was just terrible.
probably cause of my stupid headache.
and the excruciating heat made matters worst.
the girl next door;
Friday, June 23, 2006
a picture means a thousand words =)
when joanne passed me the card,
and said smtg like i hope etg will be ok.
i was so touched.
so i was thinking abt it from stadium to shell
from shell to jurong.
only after siying alighted and the train was less packed
did i have the chance to read it.
the picture was very nice:D
brought back many memories.
it was only ltr when i realised
the card was from the one i wanted it to be.
altho i made me smile,
but it sent me in tears in the train!
nvm the embarrasement
cos i got down 2 stops ltr.
but yeah i still like the pic;)
THANKS!
ran my hearts out for trng today.
natalie said i was crazy to run so fast.
haha but it felt better after the runs=)
im glad ive managed to motivate her
and psychoed her to do at least a 200m.
cos its pointless for me to run myself.
since i dont need th trng n cheers
for im not taking part in Nats.
so i ought to spend the time for meaningfully
cheering for others =)
i think the chances are slimmer now.
"why do u think we should accept you since you cant bring back a medal for the school?"
this sentence keeps playing in my head..
when joanne passed me the card,
and said smtg like i hope etg will be ok.
i was so touched.
so i was thinking abt it from stadium to shell
from shell to jurong.
only after siying alighted and the train was less packed
did i have the chance to read it.
the picture was very nice:D
brought back many memories.
it was only ltr when i realised
the card was from the one i wanted it to be.
altho i made me smile,
but it sent me in tears in the train!
nvm the embarrasement
cos i got down 2 stops ltr.
but yeah i still like the pic;)
THANKS!
ran my hearts out for trng today.
natalie said i was crazy to run so fast.
haha but it felt better after the runs=)
im glad ive managed to motivate her
and psychoed her to do at least a 200m.
cos its pointless for me to run myself.
since i dont need th trng n cheers
for im not taking part in Nats.
so i ought to spend the time for meaningfully
cheering for others =)
i think the chances are slimmer now.
"why do u think we should accept you since you cant bring back a medal for the school?"
this sentence keeps playing in my head..
the girl next door;
Thursday, June 22, 2006
its past twelve and im still here =/
got so fed up with my com.
cos i painstakingly drafted up the proposal
and etg just had to disappear when i was abt to send=/
so i had to recall what i wanted to write agn.
and i think my mind's in such a whirl
that i mistook carol for yunheng =/
cos the email was aquarius.
and hahha how i know right.
sorry carol!
yeah we chatted abt invest and new exco.
haha its great to have carol!
=) haha with invest coming up
VERY VERY SOON,
i realised im going to be VERY busy once sch starts.
but nevertheless,
i'll pull through! ;)
chatting to lynette reminds me of the time
in lower sec.
esp the tough times controlling the track team
with no vice captain to help out.
and how i was not allowed to cont with hse.
that time was just so heart wrenching.
i vividly rber what sir said to me.
how big s blow it came down to me
when i realised i had to give up one of the 3.
which was house captainship.
and the day in the mini forum with mrs wong.
her words of wisdom i'll never forget.
oh well, i've made a decision i will not regret.
life is full of decisions:)
my head is swelling from the compliments.
hahaha it may burst soon ;DD
heh i think i should retreat to bed now.
although im still so AWAKE!
got so fed up with my com.
cos i painstakingly drafted up the proposal
and etg just had to disappear when i was abt to send=/
so i had to recall what i wanted to write agn.
and i think my mind's in such a whirl
that i mistook carol for yunheng =/
cos the email was aquarius.
and hahha how i know right.
sorry carol!
yeah we chatted abt invest and new exco.
haha its great to have carol!
=) haha with invest coming up
VERY VERY SOON,
i realised im going to be VERY busy once sch starts.
but nevertheless,
i'll pull through! ;)
chatting to lynette reminds me of the time
in lower sec.
esp the tough times controlling the track team
with no vice captain to help out.
and how i was not allowed to cont with hse.
that time was just so heart wrenching.
i vividly rber what sir said to me.
how big s blow it came down to me
when i realised i had to give up one of the 3.
which was house captainship.
and the day in the mini forum with mrs wong.
her words of wisdom i'll never forget.
oh well, i've made a decision i will not regret.
life is full of decisions:)
my head is swelling from the compliments.
hahaha it may burst soon ;DD
heh i think i should retreat to bed now.
although im still so AWAKE!
the girl next door;
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
happy can't study.
sad also can't study.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!
Miaoqun! thanks for spending time with me today =)
haha shopping was great!
although i din buy most of the tgs i wanted,
but haha it was fun going out with u agn!
i was kind of moody initially,
but i guess the thot of shopping perked me a lil ;)
hahah the first tg mq said to me was
"lynette! i almost could not recognise you!"
heehee have i changed that much?
i guess we havent seen each other for quite some time huh?
and yes, parhaps my fashion sense has changed.
but seriously,
im so glad i stepped out of my house to shop.
its just so terrible at home.
shopping cures miseries.
allows you to forget everything (:
initially it was only miao trying on clothes.
and ltr i decided to join in the fun!!
so we ended up spending 1.5h at mango :/
haha but i was overjoyed cos i found the top i wanted!!!
thankfully i din buy it 2 weeks ago.
else i would have paid 15bucks more.
heehee maybe i dont like the ripples bag alot.
so i should not do any impulse buying!!!
hmmm i bought boy bday prex alr.
i hope he likes it :)
since its the world cup season now.
towards the end of the date,
we began to hunt for inner beauty :D
dont laugh at us,
but i found a plc which suits us!!!
heehee we got carried away shopping
that we were left with a few cents b4 we went back!
how terrible.
miao forgot to buy sim card for her maid.
and i din get eg i wanted!!!
but on the brighter side,
im going shopping with mummy on sat.
hahaha which means more money to spend :D
it'll be my last shopping trip for quite a long time,
so i'll cherish it well!;)
tmr's going to be a boring day.
maybe i should have agreed to help the old folks.
but fri's gg to be happy,scary and sad.
so many emotions all mixed on tht day.
blahh.
but thanks Mrs Chia for the ice cream treat to be =)
sigh chou sujean hanged up on me
when she realised i was sad.
tsktsk. i dont give u ur sticker anymore :P
heh 2 of us are just so childish.
maybe i should not come online at night.
cos the feelings start stirring up
and i'll end of not being able to sleep.
sweet sweet memories.
talking abt it makes me tear more.
but i dont want to run away.
i am going to face it bravely.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
even if im not giving this up,
will you do the same?
it is not easy to move on...
okay maybe now i want sch to reopen.
as much as i dont want to study for o's.
but i need to be busy,
to put my mind on smtg at least.
it beats staying at home and flooding myself.
listen to the words of music,
they can actually mean so much.
sad also can't study.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!
Miaoqun! thanks for spending time with me today =)
haha shopping was great!
although i din buy most of the tgs i wanted,
but haha it was fun going out with u agn!
i was kind of moody initially,
but i guess the thot of shopping perked me a lil ;)
hahah the first tg mq said to me was
"lynette! i almost could not recognise you!"
heehee have i changed that much?
i guess we havent seen each other for quite some time huh?
and yes, parhaps my fashion sense has changed.
but seriously,
im so glad i stepped out of my house to shop.
its just so terrible at home.
shopping cures miseries.
allows you to forget everything (:
initially it was only miao trying on clothes.
and ltr i decided to join in the fun!!
so we ended up spending 1.5h at mango :/
haha but i was overjoyed cos i found the top i wanted!!!
thankfully i din buy it 2 weeks ago.
else i would have paid 15bucks more.
heehee maybe i dont like the ripples bag alot.
so i should not do any impulse buying!!!
hmmm i bought boy bday prex alr.
i hope he likes it :)
since its the world cup season now.
towards the end of the date,
we began to hunt for inner beauty :D
dont laugh at us,
but i found a plc which suits us!!!
heehee we got carried away shopping
that we were left with a few cents b4 we went back!
how terrible.
miao forgot to buy sim card for her maid.
and i din get eg i wanted!!!
but on the brighter side,
im going shopping with mummy on sat.
hahaha which means more money to spend :D
it'll be my last shopping trip for quite a long time,
so i'll cherish it well!;)
tmr's going to be a boring day.
maybe i should have agreed to help the old folks.
but fri's gg to be happy,scary and sad.
so many emotions all mixed on tht day.
blahh.
but thanks Mrs Chia for the ice cream treat to be =)
sigh chou sujean hanged up on me
when she realised i was sad.
tsktsk. i dont give u ur sticker anymore :P
heh 2 of us are just so childish.
maybe i should not come online at night.
cos the feelings start stirring up
and i'll end of not being able to sleep.
sweet sweet memories.
talking abt it makes me tear more.
but i dont want to run away.
i am going to face it bravely.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
even if im not giving this up,
will you do the same?
it is not easy to move on...
okay maybe now i want sch to reopen.
as much as i dont want to study for o's.
but i need to be busy,
to put my mind on smtg at least.
it beats staying at home and flooding myself.
listen to the words of music,
they can actually mean so much.
the girl next door;
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
MIAOQUN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
eh i managed to wish you at 12 on the dot! =)
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart:
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.
Don't give up when you still have something to give:
Nothing is really over... until the moment you stop trying.
why don't i seem to be happy
when im even one step closer to my dreams?
eh i managed to wish you at 12 on the dot! =)
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart:
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.
Don't give up when you still have something to give:
Nothing is really over... until the moment you stop trying.
why don't i seem to be happy
when im even one step closer to my dreams?
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 18, 2006
"Girl, you lose weight!"
that was what my sis said to me ystd.
and how can i have lost weight?!
i've been eating like a pig!
with alot of junk food too =/
and its not b'cos she hasnt seen me for a long time
since she came back last week.
and we had family bbq last night.
haha as usual,
i ate quite alot ;)
since its with family then dont need to do th bbqing.
realised later i have very bad dark circles.
DRATS. this sucks.
things just hasnt been going well the past 2 days.
but i had a great time with my family last nite:)
under the starry night,
peace and tranquilty,
it just clams my nerves:)
ahah n my family members were 'quarreling'
quite hilarious cos we were all gg agnst my bro.
haha he talks alot i tell u.
and he's SUPER lame.
can me the comedian of our family le.
altho it gets up to my nerves stimes.
heehee.
but just as much as i enjoyed my family's company,
i know i was missing out stg else.
thinking about it all day long,
as long as im not occupied,
my mind's there.
pray it'll all be alright (:
sighs, one more week before sch reopens.
and 4 days after which will be chi's orals:(
well im quite scared seriously.
its like the final battle of sec sch.
and there after we'll enter the next phase of life.
suddenly recall cindy telling me she's so scared to grow old.
and i realise so am i =/
imagine after sec sch, jc, uni
we'll be working alr.
then start family.
become wife and mother.
soon after grandparents.
and u know what comes next.
life is short. and growing old is freaky.
at least it is to me.
so meanwhile,
i guess we had should live life to the fullest.
yeah i seriously need to get back to my
sleep at ten body clock.
its terrible not being able to fall aslp everynight
until 1am.
its just unlike me..
i miss nicole:(
i hope she comes back soon.
that was what my sis said to me ystd.
and how can i have lost weight?!
i've been eating like a pig!
with alot of junk food too =/
and its not b'cos she hasnt seen me for a long time
since she came back last week.
and we had family bbq last night.
haha as usual,
i ate quite alot ;)
since its with family then dont need to do th bbqing.
realised later i have very bad dark circles.
DRATS. this sucks.
things just hasnt been going well the past 2 days.
but i had a great time with my family last nite:)
under the starry night,
peace and tranquilty,
it just clams my nerves:)
ahah n my family members were 'quarreling'
quite hilarious cos we were all gg agnst my bro.
haha he talks alot i tell u.
and he's SUPER lame.
can me the comedian of our family le.
altho it gets up to my nerves stimes.
heehee.
but just as much as i enjoyed my family's company,
i know i was missing out stg else.
thinking about it all day long,
as long as im not occupied,
my mind's there.
pray it'll all be alright (:
sighs, one more week before sch reopens.
and 4 days after which will be chi's orals:(
well im quite scared seriously.
its like the final battle of sec sch.
and there after we'll enter the next phase of life.
suddenly recall cindy telling me she's so scared to grow old.
and i realise so am i =/
imagine after sec sch, jc, uni
we'll be working alr.
then start family.
become wife and mother.
soon after grandparents.
and u know what comes next.
life is short. and growing old is freaky.
at least it is to me.
so meanwhile,
i guess we had should live life to the fullest.
yeah i seriously need to get back to my
sleep at ten body clock.
its terrible not being able to fall aslp everynight
until 1am.
its just unlike me..
i miss nicole:(
i hope she comes back soon.
the girl next door;
Friday, June 16, 2006
it getting so much more complicated
that im so confused with all thats happening.
i dont know how to feel, how to react.
but its seriously driving me nuts.
you cant blame me for crying,
when im bombarded with so many untruths.
i cant believe its happening.
all because im easily swayed by others.
but its hurting far too much that expected.
feeling as though all is lost.
but deep down i know it aint true.
as the telepathy and feelings are still intact.
it never did waver one single bit.
maybe its cos of wat ple said
that slowly affected the way we think.
despite decisions are to be made by ourselves,
but we cant deny tht ple can influence our thots.
i dont know wat am i supposed to do now.
im just so confused that it all happened out of the blue.
my heart's aching.
love hurts.
when friendships doesnt work out,
it comes all together.
i dont really care how it started.
but i wanna get to the root of the problem
and solve it quick.
so much on my mind,
yet still putting up a happy front.
silly it may sound,
but there aint no other way.
its difficult to handle all these by myself.
especially when its not just one,
but 2 pressing problems.
i feel like screaming.
but its too late to do so.
and its so dark and scary and eerie.
eveyone's asleep.
suddenly heared the door slamm.
and my grandma whisper.
so freaky.
makes so more scared as im all alone in this.
my heads hurting so badly now.
i think i wun be able to sleep.
feeling distraught now.
i dont know what to do.
so many things i wanna say.
yet i dunno how to.
SIGHS.
that im so confused with all thats happening.
i dont know how to feel, how to react.
but its seriously driving me nuts.
you cant blame me for crying,
when im bombarded with so many untruths.
i cant believe its happening.
all because im easily swayed by others.
but its hurting far too much that expected.
feeling as though all is lost.
but deep down i know it aint true.
as the telepathy and feelings are still intact.
it never did waver one single bit.
maybe its cos of wat ple said
that slowly affected the way we think.
despite decisions are to be made by ourselves,
but we cant deny tht ple can influence our thots.
i dont know wat am i supposed to do now.
im just so confused that it all happened out of the blue.
my heart's aching.
love hurts.
when friendships doesnt work out,
it comes all together.
i dont really care how it started.
but i wanna get to the root of the problem
and solve it quick.
so much on my mind,
yet still putting up a happy front.
silly it may sound,
but there aint no other way.
its difficult to handle all these by myself.
especially when its not just one,
but 2 pressing problems.
i feel like screaming.
but its too late to do so.
and its so dark and scary and eerie.
eveyone's asleep.
suddenly heared the door slamm.
and my grandma whisper.
so freaky.
makes so more scared as im all alone in this.
my heads hurting so badly now.
i think i wun be able to sleep.
feeling distraught now.
i dont know what to do.
so many things i wanna say.
yet i dunno how to.
SIGHS.
the girl next door;
Friday, June 09, 2006
you just got to take the initiative,
and you'll realise that problems get solved:)
i love the nights.
peace and tranquility.
but i love my friends more!
they make me happy when im down :D
now thanks!
and you'll realise that problems get solved:)
i love the nights.
peace and tranquility.
but i love my friends more!
they make me happy when im down :D
now thanks!
the girl next door;
its so hard to go on,
so hard to move on in this journey of mine.
too many unexpected circumstances,
leaving me all confused.
i guess i can no longer take this pressure,
but yet i know i cant stop here.
someone's just gotta be the one,
who takes the first step.
maybe its true my nature makes me vulnerable,
so easily taken advantaged of.
but i cant change to be stern out of the blue,
it just aint easy!
i hate the way tgs are happening now,
the way history is repeating itself.
troubled?
what can i say.
it was a silly decision,
to accept the request.
but time cant be changed,
and we'll just have to suffer for our decisions.
the dark skies will go away soon,
and all will be bright again.
i trust we'll stay strong together.
we must keep in contact,
not to drift apart.
perhaps words said by others should be taken lightly,
if not it'll end up affecting us.
we're in this together,
and we're going to do what is right to keep it going.
we dont wanna be hurt, do we?
loves <3
so hard to move on in this journey of mine.
too many unexpected circumstances,
leaving me all confused.
i guess i can no longer take this pressure,
but yet i know i cant stop here.
someone's just gotta be the one,
who takes the first step.
maybe its true my nature makes me vulnerable,
so easily taken advantaged of.
but i cant change to be stern out of the blue,
it just aint easy!
i hate the way tgs are happening now,
the way history is repeating itself.
troubled?
what can i say.
it was a silly decision,
to accept the request.
but time cant be changed,
and we'll just have to suffer for our decisions.
the dark skies will go away soon,
and all will be bright again.
i trust we'll stay strong together.
we must keep in contact,
not to drift apart.
perhaps words said by others should be taken lightly,
if not it'll end up affecting us.
we're in this together,
and we're going to do what is right to keep it going.
we dont wanna be hurt, do we?
loves <3
the girl next door;
Thursday, June 08, 2006
lesson from 8am to 3pm the past few days.
its feels worst than normal sch days
cos the lessons are so intense =/
blahh and i dont like waking up so early every morning.
it makes me very tired these days.
and after lessons had to rush for tuition.
if not it was art tap mtg.
yeah im in the art tap comm now.
haha i never knew there were so many tgs we had to take note of for the planning!!!
and they even suggested that i talk to the police abt some insurance thing i din knwo about!!!
haha so i just gave this ' i cant do it' look.
maybe i shouldnt have said atg =/
but i dont dare to discuss such big issues!!!
haha but hope i do my first task well ;)
art tap this yr is gg to be more grand it seems.
haha thinking of getting the councillors to help out
like how me, nic,von,carey,zesa did last yr.
it was pretty fun =)
haah i rber eating at breeks with von
the wasabi cheesesticks =/
and how we tried to hide the food we din wanna eat!
gosh i was so silly...
haha but i think the process of organizing such big scale events is enriching!
i mean apart from those tchers' day concert we usually plan.
this only involves the society?!
haha ;)
time passes pretty fast.
2 weeks of hols gg to be over alr=/
which is bad.
cos im not even half way done my hw=/
bleahh yet cindy and i were discussing abt post o's plans.
hahah we have similar handwriting! =)
even grace said so..
hahah its so bad im still in the relaxed mood.
just no mood for studies.
grrr. but anyways.
im just going to enjoy myself on sat.
at least not in spore means no nd to think abt books.
hahha stimes i just dislike studying!!!
but yet i love it all the same.
hahhaha if my dream comes true,
then i wun be so stressed up for o's ;)
heehee.
I WANA GO SHOPPING AGAIN! :D
its feels worst than normal sch days
cos the lessons are so intense =/
blahh and i dont like waking up so early every morning.
it makes me very tired these days.
and after lessons had to rush for tuition.
if not it was art tap mtg.
yeah im in the art tap comm now.
haha i never knew there were so many tgs we had to take note of for the planning!!!
and they even suggested that i talk to the police abt some insurance thing i din knwo about!!!
haha so i just gave this ' i cant do it' look.
maybe i shouldnt have said atg =/
but i dont dare to discuss such big issues!!!
haha but hope i do my first task well ;)
art tap this yr is gg to be more grand it seems.
haha thinking of getting the councillors to help out
like how me, nic,von,carey,zesa did last yr.
it was pretty fun =)
haah i rber eating at breeks with von
the wasabi cheesesticks =/
and how we tried to hide the food we din wanna eat!
gosh i was so silly...
haha but i think the process of organizing such big scale events is enriching!
i mean apart from those tchers' day concert we usually plan.
this only involves the society?!
haha ;)
time passes pretty fast.
2 weeks of hols gg to be over alr=/
which is bad.
cos im not even half way done my hw=/
bleahh yet cindy and i were discussing abt post o's plans.
hahah we have similar handwriting! =)
even grace said so..
hahah its so bad im still in the relaxed mood.
just no mood for studies.
grrr. but anyways.
im just going to enjoy myself on sat.
at least not in spore means no nd to think abt books.
hahha stimes i just dislike studying!!!
but yet i love it all the same.
hahhaha if my dream comes true,
then i wun be so stressed up for o's ;)
heehee.
I WANA GO SHOPPING AGAIN! :D
the girl next door;
Sunday, June 04, 2006
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
haha this is on many ple's blog now. haha..
anyway, shopping these 2 days.
haha quite fun =D
altho i din buy much. spent less than $50?
hahah mummy spent more :P
and i ate pepper lunch and subway.
omg. i think it was so nice =D
my first time eating there
cos mummy said i shouldnt be a mountain turtle
haha watever.
it feels so awesome when u out at shopping malls.
away from those disgusting homework
which i absolutely dislike right now.
gahh. but i wanna buy MORE stuff.
daddy says he's spending money now
cos if not itll go to waste
when he gives it to us next time.
so evil lahh haha but yeah he ought to spend (:
anyways,
i need ALOT of luck for next week :DD
haahahaha ;)
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
haha this is on many ple's blog now. haha..
anyway, shopping these 2 days.
haha quite fun =D
altho i din buy much. spent less than $50?
hahah mummy spent more :P
and i ate pepper lunch and subway.
omg. i think it was so nice =D
my first time eating there
cos mummy said i shouldnt be a mountain turtle
haha watever.
it feels so awesome when u out at shopping malls.
away from those disgusting homework
which i absolutely dislike right now.
gahh. but i wanna buy MORE stuff.
daddy says he's spending money now
cos if not itll go to waste
when he gives it to us next time.
so evil lahh haha but yeah he ought to spend (:
anyways,
i need ALOT of luck for next week :DD
haahahaha ;)
the girl next door;
Friday, June 02, 2006
life's full of surprises.
just when the skies are dark,
soon it will clear.
and you'll be happy again (:
just when the skies are dark,
soon it will clear.
and you'll be happy again (:
the girl next door;
i dunno if its refering to me.
it felt like it was,
but not at the same time.
just got this fluttering feeling.
bad feeling too:(
ive no idea.
but at least im happy to hear
that trackers are trng rly hard.
more determined to win =)
really heartwarmed to know that.
i hope my dream comes through this last yr in crez.
and ill be jumping for joy too :D
miss the trackers alot
when i began talking abt them.
hahah shall visit them SOON!
continue trng hard anyways! ;)
confused.
it felt like it was,
but not at the same time.
just got this fluttering feeling.
bad feeling too:(
ive no idea.
but at least im happy to hear
that trackers are trng rly hard.
more determined to win =)
really heartwarmed to know that.
i hope my dream comes through this last yr in crez.
and ill be jumping for joy too :D
miss the trackers alot
when i began talking abt them.
hahah shall visit them SOON!
continue trng hard anyways! ;)
confused.
the girl next door;
LYNETTE ♥
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