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Friday, July 28, 2006

this sucks.
my computer is not working
and im using my sis's labtop
which is 98 windows=/
so u can just imagine how slow the connection is.
but bcos fri is like an online day for me,
haha i just needed to surf the net =)
anyway art tap this yr was great :D
but it made me so exhausted that i took mon n tues
to recover from exhaustion.
hhaa im serious!
so thanks to all those who helped one way or another.
just for ur info,
we managed to raise $9000++
its kind of far from our target,
but at least we tried our best =)

speech day tmrw,
im pretty excited.
this yr sure is a grand event.
i think our sch has spent lots of money
to furnish many areas.
haha esp the archive gallery
i think its pretty :D
heehee jie coming back to receive prize tmr
YAY! =D
i rly look forward to speech day.
but there's mass dance =/
quite embarrassing, heehee
but i think it'll be of great fun :D

somehow, just bothered by some tgs which have been happening.
nicole, carol and are have been discussing it over the past few days.
bcos it calls for our concern,
so we just wanna render our help.
however, its just not appreciated.
ohwell, what more can i say?

yvonne arh,
i dunno why u kp saying i lk sad aft reading th letter tday.
still wanna bet with me.
tsktsk, thanks for ur concern,
but im really fine :D
i was smiling thru-out the day!
not to worry,
u know ur best friend here is STRONG.
i helped u carry ur stuff to the taxi okay!!!
u better be grateful1 ;)
hahaha,
i hope we can sell all the socks tmr!
and u better not forget the dance steps! :P

its down to a hectic week next wk=/
chem,lit,ss,emaths mock exam
and phys test.
blahhhh.
sometimes i just get irritated studying..


the girl next door;
6:09 PM



Friday, July 21, 2006

depression stayed for hours:(

its a way too bad day to end the sch week.
it seriously sucked
i havent gotten so upset for a really long time.
to th point i was so scared to break down.
well, i TRIED staying happy.
all the way i until after recess.
where etg just went from bad to worst.
actually i wasnt all that sad.
but hearing my friends pour out their distress
one by one.
i guess some how i too got affected.
i don't know what to do or say.
perhaps i'm just to accomodating?
so i guess happy moments cant stay for long uh?
RAHHH.
what am i supposed to do?
blahh blahh.
art tap tmr and sun from 10am to 9pm.
[well i like art tap, maybe its jus too long]
no time left for hw or revision.
sigh no more bedtime at 10pm:(


i don't want to part with you too.


the girl next door;
6:25 PM



Friday, July 14, 2006

so investiture was okay on tues.
hmm SWEET.
i wouldnt say it finally came
because i think it came far too soon!
so mixed feelings abt it all.
on the whole, i think invest was good.
minus off those little faults,
it would have been perfect :)
im happy with my speech,
im happy with all others.
actually, i must have been the happiest girl tt day.
maybe cos the burden is finally taken off,
i feel just more relaxed?
ms goh said i walked lightly?!
which i din understand wat that meant.
heehee and mr lim and mr siow congratulated me
which i found it perculiar
cos im not the one becoming the pres!
hahah ms ng said i looked awfully happy!! :D
dont be mistaken,
council did not robbed me of my happiness
but ive got to admit it was a stressful time.
stepping down sure is a miserable feeling
to a certain extent.
i mean this one yr as pres has been so meaningful.
it was an experience i'll never forget
and an experience i dont mind going thru agn.
it was one of the best things that cld ever happen to me.
and the bunch of 12 exco members i worked with were simply AWESOME
i guess because of our different personalities,
it made it easier to complete tasks altogether :)
and as much as i was constantly being bullied by some of them
[are u all getting guilty?]
i think it made the exco journey more exciting ;)
so it pays to be happy
afterall, this experience is smtg money cant be exchanged for.
i rber the time since i was being told the good news
at queenstn stadium wn mrs yeo smsed me.
haha and kingyin began screaming in joy with me.
till this very day,
i've offically stepped down.
true enough, i was certainly on cloud 9 on invest.
those smiles were genuine.
one that i could not have expressed for a long time.
and these few days,
the joy just din wanna leave ;)
however, its no doubt i am feeling sad.
stepping down marked the end of my term
no more good times with exco.
no more chance to have council mtgs.
and the list goes on..
but since all good things come to an end,
i think i ought to be proud for coming this far.
i've done the best i could have as pres,
and there's ntg more i could give.
there's alot i've learnt abt being a leader,
having acquired practical skills etc.
but most importantly, just like in track
i've made many valuable friendships in council.
so the journey ends here for me
but no regrets! :)
i've done well and now its time to pass the baton to waiteng!
i believe she too has the capability to lead council.
yes, it calls for more celebration that mourning
now that i've stepped down.
so lynette, you should be proud! =D

however, the number of tests per week
certainly is strangling me.
endless tests were given to us
of course for our own good.
there's 5 tests next week.
definitely too much for me to handle
plus there's last min work for art tap
so im really pretty busy!
i guess students complain of the piling tests
that makes them ever so stress
but taking a minute to think abt it,
i feel that the tchers are suffering with us!
u see ,each of us only does one test
but for our tcher, they have to mark like 40 scripts?!
furthermore, should they have more classes,
their workload automatically increases.
haha so who should be sympathised more?
heehee none!;)
we're all working to a similar goal
that is to ACE our o levels.
so i guess as long as we have put in our very best effort, we can't ask for more.
besides, the school has constantly been encouraging us, giving rewards to students who perform well for exams.
its meant to serve as a motivation for us to work harder
and true enough, it did for me =D
bcos i have YET to receive any,
i keep telling myself to work harder and one day
i'll get to shake Mrs Lee's hands!
hahha so cool!
so let's all work to our major exams!!!


the girl next door;
9:02 PM



Friday, July 07, 2006

I HOPE THAT I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION
TO REJECT THE OFFER.

finally the weekend is here (:
but then im still busy.
haha anyway
i think i was being awfully nice today!
went for mtg with sec 3 exco aft mock
and i stayed until 5.15pm with them =)
haha and i spent 1.5 h settling the script.
CARREN! u know i was going to scream anytime!
and hani has became my laughing gas! :D
she is one person who gets easily flustered!
haha im sure she's worst than me;)
everytime i see her, im bound to laugh.
and she laughs at me for being an IT nerd!
WHATEVER.
i said i was gg to change the colours.
so im not childish ok. TSK.
haah overall, it was quite enjoyable working with them.
but i cld tell they are in a state of frenzy
just as i am too.
my only hope is that invest turns out well on tues
provided we get tgs done tmr.
no no, i have another bigger hope.
something i really hope will be better.
oh well, the pres' term has rly been awesome :D

track did well yesterday!!!
im proud of those who qualified :D
for those who did not,
dont be disheartened.
take this failure as a stepping stone to success
continue working hard to achieve ur goals.
remember ntg is impossible=)
I LOVE TRACKERS STILL.

another early day tmr.


the girl next door;
7:27 PM



Wednesday, July 05, 2006

IT IS A DREAM COME TRUE FOR ME =)
im screaming for joy right now.
and i am in NO mood to study now.
oh my goodness,
im lost for words.
it just SO SO HAPPY =D
this has definitely been the BESTEST day in a long while.
HAHAHA.
thank you all so much!!!!!
i'll SMILE like a retard this whole week!
heh heh!
my heart has burst into fireworks.
oohlala.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL TRACKERS COMPETING FOR NATIONALS.
DO YOUR BEST AND DO CRESCENT PROUD.
ENJOY MY LIL LOLLY;)
LOVES!


the girl next door;
8:10 PM



Tuesday, July 04, 2006

my body is weak after all.

okay im sitting here in front of the com
when all other students are at school.
i HATE falling sick =(
last night was intolerable
as the pain was excrucitaing.
i laid on my tummy but the pain lasted for
2 WHOLE HOURS!!!
it probably was longer
cos i feel asleep was tossing for 2 hours.
i think my threshold of pain is low.
it hurt so much that u started crying in bed.
how silly i was.
but really, i couldnt take it!!
and its unlike me to skip sch
when i fall sick,
i usually try to go no matter how serious it is.
but this time,
it is just different.
sulks. furthermore,
todays an impt day cos i have many tgs to do!!
e/a maths tests, student forum, rehearsal.
AHHHH i wanna shoot myself.
haha i intended to go to sch ltr.
but i think its weird gg back for the
after sch activities when u alr missed ur lessons.
gahh i hope i'll be able to catch up all the same.
feels sorry irresponsible for not gg sch tday =/
STOMACH FLU.
yucks, its a jinxed term.
made me have diahorrea the whole night.
dad said i was stressed at school.
oh well, maybe?
not to worry, cos im relieved of it at th moment;)
haha 1 more wk to invest.
im pretty excited actually.
but its quite sad cos the sec 4s wun be present =(
its the 1st time in how many yrs tt sec 4s not included!!!
RAHHH. the hall will be empty then.
SULKs.
nevermind, i hope invest turns out great!!
:D

I'm recovering!


the girl next door;
12:02 PM



Monday, July 03, 2006

i ws being silly today.
had a craving for milkshake.
and walked all the way to clementi macs
under the hot sun at 12nn.
hahah and i drank it with an empty stomach.
now im having diarheooa =/
but its not cos of the milkshake
but rather the bbq last nite i guess.

i dont wanna go to sch tmr.
there's student forum.
haha no, i dont wanna go cos my tummy hurts.
but i'll go cos there's rehearsal tmr.
and im glad to hear tgs have progressed quite alot =)
art tap mtg at night.
i think ill go tmr.
cos hopefully less homework!

may you perserve//


the girl next door;
6:43 PM




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