my dirty little secrets.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
what a day to end the month of august.
but on a brighter note,
i met my primary sch prefect on my way to see a doc!
haha we were walking past each other
and then we stopped, turned and pointed to each other.
"lynette!"
"roxanne right?"
haha quite hilarious.
realised that such scences dont just happen in tv.
haha in reality too!
haha meeting her brought back pri sch memories.
i rber inviting her to my 8th bday at macs
where she was the only p4 that time.
and after she left rgps,
we kinda lost contact
until today =DDD
haha ans as i walked past the flat i previously lived in,
i recalled all my childhood memories,
esp the grape incident which left me in rashes.
haha. and the kindergarten i went to is still there!
heehee that was the plc i wore my big fat glasses
and this boy had a crush on me!
haha we were so young THEN.
and after 10 yrs,
the buildings still look the same
except with a fresh coat of paint.
i guess buildings dont change as fast as people do...
anyway, my mood was just terrible until i reached home.
because i began thinking about gala agn!! =D
haha i was smsing nic from 6 to 11 pm yest abt gala!
so exciting!!!
seriously, im in the prelims-is-over mood
when it barely started.
dont remind me abt eng
cos i wrote proposal instead of report.
rahh B3 is just my aim.
champion seminar photos uploaded.
haha eunice and grace
u can go see your silly photos!! =P
anyway to all CRESCENT teachers,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
my secondary life was made colourful thanks to you all!
but on a brighter note,
i met my primary sch prefect on my way to see a doc!
haha we were walking past each other
and then we stopped, turned and pointed to each other.
"lynette!"
"roxanne right?"
haha quite hilarious.
realised that such scences dont just happen in tv.
haha in reality too!
haha meeting her brought back pri sch memories.
i rber inviting her to my 8th bday at macs
where she was the only p4 that time.
and after she left rgps,
we kinda lost contact
until today =DDD
haha ans as i walked past the flat i previously lived in,
i recalled all my childhood memories,
esp the grape incident which left me in rashes.
haha. and the kindergarten i went to is still there!
heehee that was the plc i wore my big fat glasses
and this boy had a crush on me!
haha we were so young THEN.
and after 10 yrs,
the buildings still look the same
except with a fresh coat of paint.
i guess buildings dont change as fast as people do...
anyway, my mood was just terrible until i reached home.
because i began thinking about gala agn!! =D
haha i was smsing nic from 6 to 11 pm yest abt gala!
so exciting!!!
seriously, im in the prelims-is-over mood
when it barely started.
dont remind me abt eng
cos i wrote proposal instead of report.
rahh B3 is just my aim.
champion seminar photos uploaded.
haha eunice and grace
u can go see your silly photos!! =P
anyway to all CRESCENT teachers,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
my secondary life was made colourful thanks to you all!
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Student EXCO 2005/2006they are the ones whom I can always rely on
the girl next door;
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
maybe i was wrong to say i wasnt affected.
today was simply a sucky day.
horrendous horrendous.
i dont know why,
i just felt oppressed.
it started off with mrs lee's word of advice to us.
somehow, i have a bad feeling
that we may not be able to meet with the high expectations =(
its scary cos tchers keep telling us to target msg of 1.6
and seriously, its making me very afraid!
prelims are like SUPER near.
ive started revision but there's still alot to be done!=/
so i did get encouraged,
in the sense that i will work EVEN harder now.
i dont want to be seen crying when
the results release for prelims or o's.
the thought of it is simply scary..
then i talked to mdm k.
and shared many opinions
which is now beginning to worry me.
i really hope etg is planned alr.
its funny how she says the same thing each time she sees me nowadays.
"lynette! i'll miss you!"
hahha. she asked me to start working hard.
and the 1st impression i got was
' i probably aint doing well now. thats why im being asked to work hard'
thank goodness that wasnt what she meant.
all in all, i had fun talking to her :)
chem lec was worst.
i dont know why.
my mind totally blanked out.
and i just gazed..
i shouldnt be this way.
esp when im supposed to be spurred onto working harder.
but i thought abt myself.
maybe i was just paranoid.
but it really isnt the case!!!
it feels exactly like how i felt previously.
during the holidays.
AHHH. it makes me so sad and all.
okay maybe i should just focus on my studies.
but im getting nowhere today =(
and on the way home,
carey said i looked skinner.
karen asked me if i was stressed.
jocelyn said my hair is lesser.
=/////
bleahh. yeah maybe im stressed.
but it just TODAY.
bcos of the past few weeks,
i had been keeping myself relaxed and calm.
stg just shook me of my calmity today.
but anyway, im not skinner =P
and my hair is always little. heh.
thankfully, reading ur letter made me happier :D
it was the first thing i did when i reached home.
somehow i knew that it wld cheer me up.
and it did :D
yay. thanks so much.
tag replies:
siying: thanks =) congrats on being appointed as bronte level capt.
yenfang: haha thanks. u very funny. after my o's im supposed to teach u ss. now change to chinese alr huh? haha we shall have a studying camp!! ;)
nicole: thank you! :) we must quickly take the photo! haha thats when everyone can turn up.
hani: OEI! i concluded that u are a very evil person:P dont mock at me anymore!!! tsktsk.
so its back to books and paper.
today was simply a sucky day.
horrendous horrendous.
i dont know why,
i just felt oppressed.
it started off with mrs lee's word of advice to us.
somehow, i have a bad feeling
that we may not be able to meet with the high expectations =(
its scary cos tchers keep telling us to target msg of 1.6
and seriously, its making me very afraid!
prelims are like SUPER near.
ive started revision but there's still alot to be done!=/
so i did get encouraged,
in the sense that i will work EVEN harder now.
i dont want to be seen crying when
the results release for prelims or o's.
the thought of it is simply scary..
then i talked to mdm k.
and shared many opinions
which is now beginning to worry me.
i really hope etg is planned alr.
its funny how she says the same thing each time she sees me nowadays.
"lynette! i'll miss you!"
hahha. she asked me to start working hard.
and the 1st impression i got was
' i probably aint doing well now. thats why im being asked to work hard'
thank goodness that wasnt what she meant.
all in all, i had fun talking to her :)
chem lec was worst.
i dont know why.
my mind totally blanked out.
and i just gazed..
i shouldnt be this way.
esp when im supposed to be spurred onto working harder.
but i thought abt myself.
maybe i was just paranoid.
but it really isnt the case!!!
it feels exactly like how i felt previously.
during the holidays.
AHHH. it makes me so sad and all.
okay maybe i should just focus on my studies.
but im getting nowhere today =(
and on the way home,
carey said i looked skinner.
karen asked me if i was stressed.
jocelyn said my hair is lesser.
=/////
bleahh. yeah maybe im stressed.
but it just TODAY.
bcos of the past few weeks,
i had been keeping myself relaxed and calm.
stg just shook me of my calmity today.
but anyway, im not skinner =P
and my hair is always little. heh.
thankfully, reading ur letter made me happier :D
it was the first thing i did when i reached home.
somehow i knew that it wld cheer me up.
and it did :D
yay. thanks so much.
tag replies:
siying: thanks =) congrats on being appointed as bronte level capt.
yenfang: haha thanks. u very funny. after my o's im supposed to teach u ss. now change to chinese alr huh? haha we shall have a studying camp!! ;)
nicole: thank you! :) we must quickly take the photo! haha thats when everyone can turn up.
hani: OEI! i concluded that u are a very evil person:P dont mock at me anymore!!! tsktsk.
so its back to books and paper.
the girl next door;
Sunday, August 13, 2006
so finally,
my com's back in working condition.
but the sad thing is,
all my photos, documents is gone.
i was so devastated wen my bro told me that.
and now, i've no idea how im going to get back everything.
how great.
but on the brighter side,
the com's alot faster now :)
prob bcos we din dare install any other thing YET.
haha we'll just wait and see..
okay english orals was okay :)
at least im done with it.
the hall was super cold though.
yeah and mr ravi freaked me out b4 orals.
but well, im glad its over.
hopefully i get what i want =)
i think this yr's release of chi results were so informal.
it used to be in the hall.
this yr, it was in class.
but nvm, it saved me from a heart attack.
rumours were heard b4 the release
that we din do well this yr.
it really scared me cos chi meant quite alot.
and as my classmates were jumping for joy
one by one after mrs yip told them the results.
i had to wait in anticipation.
blame me for having a surname which starts with T.
hahha. but im glad my efforts paid off =D
im especially thankful to my tuition tcher.
7 years under her.
part of the credit should go to her =)
xie xie lao shi!!!
and for the first time,
my parents treated me to a fine dinner at rtc ystd.
because of good results so
i was very contented =)
all along, etg i achieved is just accepted.
and i dont mind cos im not one
who works hard for rewards.
but this time the feeling was just different. heh.
i've always enjoyed having dinner with my family anw.
and that's when my daddy's in good mood.
at least he doesnt flare.
or quarrel with my brother.
so its best when we're all happy :D
eating steamboat at the rooftop under a few lights.
talking abt CURRENT AFFAIRS.
haha it was just hilarious last night.
happiness can be so easily found,
yet lost so quickly too.
my com's back in working condition.
but the sad thing is,
all my photos, documents is gone.
i was so devastated wen my bro told me that.
and now, i've no idea how im going to get back everything.
how great.
but on the brighter side,
the com's alot faster now :)
prob bcos we din dare install any other thing YET.
haha we'll just wait and see..
okay english orals was okay :)
at least im done with it.
the hall was super cold though.
yeah and mr ravi freaked me out b4 orals.
but well, im glad its over.
hopefully i get what i want =)
i think this yr's release of chi results were so informal.
it used to be in the hall.
this yr, it was in class.
but nvm, it saved me from a heart attack.
rumours were heard b4 the release
that we din do well this yr.
it really scared me cos chi meant quite alot.
and as my classmates were jumping for joy
one by one after mrs yip told them the results.
i had to wait in anticipation.
blame me for having a surname which starts with T.
hahha. but im glad my efforts paid off =D
im especially thankful to my tuition tcher.
7 years under her.
part of the credit should go to her =)
xie xie lao shi!!!
and for the first time,
my parents treated me to a fine dinner at rtc ystd.
because of good results so
i was very contented =)
all along, etg i achieved is just accepted.
and i dont mind cos im not one
who works hard for rewards.
but this time the feeling was just different. heh.
i've always enjoyed having dinner with my family anw.
and that's when my daddy's in good mood.
at least he doesnt flare.
or quarrel with my brother.
so its best when we're all happy :D
eating steamboat at the rooftop under a few lights.
talking abt CURRENT AFFAIRS.
haha it was just hilarious last night.
happiness can be so easily found,
yet lost so quickly too.
the girl next door;
Monday, August 07, 2006
Friendship IS the most important thing in life.
i finally knew how my friends felt when
i hyperventilated in sec 2.
how my dad felt too.
standing there helplessly,
seeing the weak side of her daughter for the first time.
its really worst to be there
than be the one who is suffering.
i had a taste of it today.
seeing her in that state made me so afraid
brought back all those memories.
it was like a total renactment of myself.
in times of emergency,
u probably won't know what u're doing.
i ran after the ambulance.
maybe it was the dumbest thing to do.
but when i saw the ambulance drive past us,
i just ran after it.
okay silly.
seriously,
that one hour brought back far too many scenes
and the walk to the mrt made me drift more.
NUH ward 47 bed 33.
5 March 2004, that faithful day.
i'll probabaly never forget that.
i must say a big thank you to all those who cabbed down to see me
or went with sir to visit me.
or even a simple get well soon message.
i cant rber who went into the ambulance with me.
ms tan?
i can vividly recall how the whole thing went.
sure it was scary.
now looking back on all that,
i am deeply touched by all my friends
those who stood by me,
those who were the victims of me squeezing their hands.
oh just everyone.
i'll never forget that exact spot at queenstn stadium.
the experience was too scary not to rber.
thinking about it made me tear on the way home.
how terrible it all was.
the mrt train moved so slowly, so miserably.....
and next time should a eng compo be
"your most unforgettable experience"
or my o level orals this friday
"tell me about ur most unforgettable experience"
i know exactly what im going to write/say
THIS.
oh well,
LIFE IS FRAGILE.
sometimes i wish we could be happy everyday.
but then as you once said,
if there was happiness everyday,
would we even know what happiness is?
something so simple,
yet so difficult to explain.
WHAT IS HAPPINESS?
so many thoughts rummaging in my head.
i don't know where to begin with.
but that's just the way life is.
confusing to all.
anyway,
YOU GET WELL SOON.
HAVE A SPPEDY RECOVERY!
i finally knew how my friends felt when
i hyperventilated in sec 2.
how my dad felt too.
standing there helplessly,
seeing the weak side of her daughter for the first time.
its really worst to be there
than be the one who is suffering.
i had a taste of it today.
seeing her in that state made me so afraid
brought back all those memories.
it was like a total renactment of myself.
in times of emergency,
u probably won't know what u're doing.
i ran after the ambulance.
maybe it was the dumbest thing to do.
but when i saw the ambulance drive past us,
i just ran after it.
okay silly.
seriously,
that one hour brought back far too many scenes
and the walk to the mrt made me drift more.
NUH ward 47 bed 33.
5 March 2004, that faithful day.
i'll probabaly never forget that.
i must say a big thank you to all those who cabbed down to see me
or went with sir to visit me.
or even a simple get well soon message.
i cant rber who went into the ambulance with me.
ms tan?
i can vividly recall how the whole thing went.
sure it was scary.
now looking back on all that,
i am deeply touched by all my friends
those who stood by me,
those who were the victims of me squeezing their hands.
oh just everyone.
i'll never forget that exact spot at queenstn stadium.
the experience was too scary not to rber.
thinking about it made me tear on the way home.
how terrible it all was.
the mrt train moved so slowly, so miserably.....
and next time should a eng compo be
"your most unforgettable experience"
or my o level orals this friday
"tell me about ur most unforgettable experience"
i know exactly what im going to write/say
THIS.
oh well,
LIFE IS FRAGILE.
sometimes i wish we could be happy everyday.
but then as you once said,
if there was happiness everyday,
would we even know what happiness is?
something so simple,
yet so difficult to explain.
WHAT IS HAPPINESS?
so many thoughts rummaging in my head.
i don't know where to begin with.
but that's just the way life is.
confusing to all.
anyway,
YOU GET WELL SOON.
HAVE A SPPEDY RECOVERY!
the girl next door;
LYNETTE ♥
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