17 more days to Prelims, that's how little time we've left. Restructured timetable has its pros and cons, at least we only have lessons from Mon to Wed, but its bad when you have double econs triple lectures double gp on Weds. Seeing my friends getting all freaked out by Prelims worry me too. I can't say I've done consistent work all these while, maybe I have but the understanding of each chapter is always so superficial. And now I find myself struggling, trying to comprehend certain chapters. Revision seems as though I'm reading it for the very first time. My studying rate is slow and I'm easily distracted! Someone save me.

Yesterday was probably one of the most scary day for me, no idea how it even happened. Out of the blue I had chest pain, it was quite bad my mum was so worried and kept asking me if I needed to see a doctor. To be frank, although I tried to stay calm, deep down I was petrified. It hurts when I breathe or bend or eat. At night, I really didn't dare close my eyes to sleep. Laugh at me for being so foolish but I really didn't know what would happen next. Took me a really long time to fall asleep, perhaps the longest in the recent months. Thankfully, all is well today, I'm so relieved.

I miss doing many things, most importantly chatting to my friends. I don't know why but it appears that everyone's so caught up with studying that communication now seems all so minimal. Even though my classmates still comment how much I yak but it's no longer as much as before. And even when we talk, more often than not, it's about studies. Heh no wonder I'm dreading school so much lately. Somehow I don't remember the preparation for Prelims back in Crescent being so torturous. Now I really can't wait for Prelims to be over. Nevermind about A's just yet, I just wanna chill a little before gearing up for the final battle.

People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing. Bottomline, we must enjoy studying!! :)