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Monday, January 18, 2010

Sometimes I feel so easily forgotten.
It's true that blogs capture mostly your saddest moments. Because when you're upset or feel like ranting, you'll blog. But of cos, if you've someone to rant to then perhaps a blog is not really necessary.
Seriously what a sucky day it has been, realising all that effort doing things for people really aint appreciated. It's so freaking irritating, like going through all that trouble, getting the cheapest rates, collating orders and now when the good are delivered, it's said to be ugly. And cos it's ugly, it cannot be worn. WTH. Back in school, when school uniforms or jerseys were ugly, yes we complained to each other but when did students ever rebelled and not wear those stipulated attire? ARGH, annoying.
I need to start thinking, why on earth do I bother so much about the very little things, to get things going smoothly when seriously, no one really gives a damn about anything.
Tonight I am just feeling very frustrated about everything. First time I ever get someone in hall asking me to relax and not be so irritated. Afterall I usually dont let my moodiness get out of my room, today is just an exception. I am probably very pissed and unhappy.


the girl next door;
11:37 PM



Sunday, January 10, 2010

Your team needs you Lynette.
How comforting that sentence was, to make me feel a bit better for that second. Seriously, the feeling of conducting training for a team who is hardly even committed sucks. It doesn't make it better running your heart out trying to keep a minimal distance between yourself and the last guy. But well, it does make you run a bit faster and perhaps improve a little more. 11th Feb, I kinda want it to come and go quickly because sometimes I feel really tired. We're probably the most hardworking hall for this sport as our competitors know we've been trng the hardest. Usually nobody trains that much for relays, but we did and we certainly hope the results would prove likewise. We just got to put in the extra effort since our team is pretty inexperienced this year.

And I am dreading school somehow? It's weird though cos I kinda miss H2O, haha how we had the exact same timetable and were always spotted together. How almost everyone is amazed that 3 people can even have similar tutorials! Yeah looking back, it sure is cool. But this sem, it's no longer possible cos we arent taking exactly the same mods. Then again, I'm kinda looking foward to this sem not just bcos of the numerous activites but also academics wise. I'm very motivated to improve my CAP! Timetable is so much better this sem, ending at 4pm everyday with a 4day week! Looks like jap really took up so much of my time but still relieved I didnt fare THAT badly. Hmmm I must really work hard this year.

Prioritise. Focus. Succeed.


the girl next door;
12:59 AM




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